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I want a qt German gf so bad.
It's Hallowe'en-time, yes?
Studying for my HLLQP.
Always surprises me the change here once high-school is back in session. Let the daily late afternoon seethe fest begin.
>>24712376It's over a month away goober
>>24712401I like around canadian thanksgiving when all the college kids are sad and broke.
>>24712403Hallowe'en is a day; Hallowe'en-time is a season that starts Sept 1.
Poop on the 'log rn
>>24712410oh ok nvm carry on goober
>I am not sure why this release has not gotten the hype of some others. I got it for my BFL after we heard Midori perform one of the movements as an encore.What does 'BFL' mean? Boyfriend Lover? Brother-Fin-Law? Best Friend... Lover?
>he's very active on 4chan
Appearances are deceiving when they're not mendacious, just as errors are unintelligible when they're not false.
>>24712437Best Friend for Life maybe?
>>24712442Hmm, good guess, that's gotta be it, thanks.
>>24712364TECHNOPROTESTS KICKING RELIGION OFF THE LAWNI'M THE UNIVERSE WITH STANDARD ISSUE COMBAT BOOTS ON
EP is an initialism for extended play. It's shorter than an album or LP (= long play), but longer than a single or P (= play). There's also SLP (= super long play), but I don't think anyone ever uses that because I've never heard it used.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kijpnPPQBpA
I used to jizz in female co-workers' hand lotion at work
>>24712473eww
>>24712502>TradcathInto the trash it goes>Tradcath>AryanTop kek
I know for a fact tradcath aryan aristocrat women are frequenting this board. Be on your best behavior>>24712516Oh no… you broke me
I’m starting to believe everyone except White and East-Asian people needs to die.
>>24712520>women
>>24712529Wubout Ayrabs?
I'm somewhat of a reader Meseeks.
>>24712539Arabs and Africans are fine.
>>24712529>T. Jamal Rodriguez Smith
>>24712555*Smith-Abdullah-Gupta
>>>/b/
Just cleaned my room. It really needed it. Now I'm all sweaty and sitting in front of my fan drinking covfefe.
>>24712614I've never been on /b/. What's it like? I'm scared it will be more retarded than this thread.
>>24712669It’s literally just porn and gore.
>>24712674i'll just stay stay here
>>24712669Typically it's what one initially lands on when visiting this site for the first time. I know I did, back in 2011-2012.
There's nothing interesting to do anymore. I'm always asking my friends what they do in their free time because I have no clue what to do with mine. It's always a mix of vidya, movies, eating out, whatever. I'm just so bored.
>>24712682I only ever go on /lit/, /x/, sometimes /pol/, and /gif/ rarely when I feel like jerking off.
>>24712693Life is so boring, it's not even anhedonia but the realization that life is so mudane now
>mental health advocates say schizophrenics are non-violent and shouldn't be stigmatized>criminal advocates say violent offenders have schizophrenia and so shouldn't be blamed for their violencewho's lying here?
>>24712693Try learning an instrument. Or learning to dance. Or getting into woodworking. Or calligraphy, that one is really easy to get into. Or sewing. Or weaving. Or rock climbing, I guarantee there's a climbing gym in your area. Or skateboarding. Or learn Hammer and make Gmod maps based on locations from your dreams. Or get into long-range rimfire shooting, it's relatively cheap but challenging and the skill ceiling is very high.
>>24712693spend all your time trying to get laid. if i were a normie with disposable income that's what i would be doing.
>>24712693by this point in life you're supposed to have a wife and kids that you're helping to raise. the fact that you're "bored" just shows you have missed major life milestones.
I want to be Nami's Sanji so bad.
>>24712711what the hell is that some japanese cartoon? grow up
>>24712698For me it's /lit/, /mu/, and /int/, mostly. Sometimes I peruse /ck/ and /x/, too.
How can you tell if someone’s actually a narcissist? I don’t want to believe it but it seems like a very plausible explanation.
>>24712716no
Analytic metaphysicians see themselves as some kind of cartographers of the world of thought.
The poster who uninstalled Overwatch reminded me of the time I uninstalled League of Legends. Removing the game from your computer won't suddenly develop a motivation to do something else, just manage your time in such a way that the things you want to do are carried out away from the PC. If it's your fun, it's your fun.
I keep struggling with where to put my big story.I hear that RoyalRoad is for isekai fantasy and sci-fi warfics.I hear that Substack is for essays.I hear that Wattpad is for retards.I hear that Ao3 is for perverts and trannies.I'm not any of that and this story isn't any of those things. So where do I put it? The more research I do the less certain of anything I get about finding a home for it.
>>2471266940% shitted/cuck porn spam 30% miscellaneous porn spam 10% ai slop 10% logposting 10% schizo post They used to have a child trafficking ring running on there through session threads btw
>>24712779What's your story about?
>>24712779Email it to yourself. It will have 99% of the formatting you want, no joke
>>24712818It's a long, sometimes meditative science fiction story set in the far future. The gist of the plot is that the world is ruled from the shadows by a cabal of super scientists with unfathomably advanced technology, technology so powerful it can even alter the world on a metaphysical level. The cast is very big and includes members of the super scientist secret society itself, along with members of two classes of their creations: a cadre of superhuman warriors with healing abilities and retractable metal wings, and, finally, my MAIN main characters, four young people who can each control one of the four classical elements.It's also a heavily Catholic story with many ideas and aspects taken from theology and the lives of the saints, and the Church plays a role in the plot from time to time.It's also occasionally told in verse, either like a narrative poem or sometimes in another mode like pastoral poetry or a closet drama.The plot takes the form of a journey at first, as my four main protagonists leave the falsified world in which they were being raised and escape the scientists' clutches, and emerge into the far future world and try to stay one step ahead of recapture. This takes them all around the world, across many books and other works, in which they see strange sights and grow to adulthood. The latter half of the story I've got planned to be a war, and then a final battle in which the very forces of the cosmos are manipulated by the scientists in an attempt to merge Heaven and Earth and bring about Paradise for all mankind, for all time.So it's not like a typical story, really, or I don't think so. So I have no idea what to do with it after having struck out over and over with agents and small presses.
>>24712832Maybe look into what Devon Eriksen did with his novel. He built up a social media presence with his wives (don't ask) in order to have an audience to sell his book to. Maybe you could try to sell to Catholic twitter in a similar way.
>buy a rain coat because weather had been raining all day>the next days have been completely sunnywhy does life have to give me this ironic twist
>>24712364I think I'll never have genuinely close friendships at this point, and I've just learned to accept it. I'm not what you'd expect in that regard. I'm conventionally attractive, tall, I do well in social situations, and I'm generally well-liked in any given moment. But it always seems that when plans are being made, no one thinks to invite me, it's rare to hear from people if I don't reach out first.No one ever seems to mind if I do, quite the contrary, they're glad to hear from me, they'll say yes if I invite them out far more than no, but it feels like that invitation never comes from the other end. It's a peculiar problem, because it's purely social, I'm engaged, and I never had trouble getting attention from women ever since I was 20. I slept around, I dated, I never had to wait long to find women who enjoyed my company, sexually or romantically. But when it comes to platonic relationships, it's always felt like eventually, people realize there's something wrong with me, and this artificial barrier exists between me and the level of closeness most people experience in their relationships.I sometimes wonder if it has to do with how I was as a child. I was just never invited to things, and I sometimes feel there's some scent that lingers on me, that others pick up on in time, telling them that I'm defective in a way that I just can't see.I don't blame other people for it, but it would be nice to know what it is about me that seems to make me so incompatible with social groups
>>24712867Well I am actually already on Twitter, and very specifically on Catholic Twitter a fair amount, but I don't know how to translate that into readership. I'd still have to have a place to PUT the story and I can't figure out where that should be, because of the problems with the various venues I listed in my original post.I don't really want to just turn it into an epub and drop it onto Amazon, because I feel like it'll get lost in the chaff of Amazon's enormous library and nobody will ever see it. My instincts tell me that serializing it, and releasing it sections at a time, will help it build up an audience. At least for the first book. And I can use my presence on social media to help that audience grow. But where to do it? Where to serialize it? This is the real question I have to answer.
How can you just hurt someone who trusts you and not even feel bad?
>>24712896Like I said, find Erikson's account and search through his old tweets to see what he did. Tldr it'll be a lot of marketing and self promotion work. In terms of where to put it why not your own site?
>>24712832Put it on substack and make wordpress for it
>>24712908I actually DO own my own domain, but I don't have anything on it yet. How quickly and easily could I build a simple word processor/blog-type setup? One of the appeals of Substack is just how everything's already built for me. As you might imagine, being a writer and a poet, building websites is not exactly my strong suit.But I've thought about that in the past, because it would sidestep the problem of self-promotion Substack presents ever since Elon nuked Substack links on Twitter in a fit of pique. I own basically my writer name as a .com domain. I could put the story there. I just need to build something on the domain and get hosting.
Too high to read right now.
I can't seem to fit in with people quite right. I never have. I don't understand everything that happens in social settings and a lot of my successes so far were because I mirrored something I saw someone else do in what seemed to be similar circumstances. When things go well they go okay but when I misunderstand something it blows up in my face. My most common fantasies aren't about love or sex or getting rich or whatever, they're about getting to be alone. I like to think about wandering into the wilderness in northern Canada or Antarctica and never returning. Climbing unclimbed peaks in a pitch-black night with the moon glinting off the ice covering the rock. Slipping out of my physical body and becoming free to roam the Earth and the sky without interfering. Lately I've been doing this thing where I lie in bed and genuinely try to slip out of my earthly existence, my life, the world, try to drift away to somewhere I fit into better. I've prayed and begged for God to take away my life and give it to someone else who needs it more, or just to kill me and let it be over with. I've even asked demons to take my body and mind, just to relieve me of the burden of being me, but in the back of my mind I know it's pointless. If there are supernatural beings then God is the only one with any power at all and if God exists I am not even my own, I can't give away my body or mind as they are not mine to give. When I drive I eye the concrete embankments by the highway and think about how many problems I would cause for other people if I drifted into one and try to balance that with the relief that would come with it finally being over. When I read about someone with a terminal illness I sometimes say a prayer and ask God to take it away from them and give it to me instead, to let them take my remaining life and make better use of it than I will. It's all not right. I don't fit in here. I'm a puzzle piece with the wrong shape. I have normal human desires like everyone else and I just want a hug from someone who cares but they're wired to the inside of a shape that magnetically repels other shapes. The wrong polarity. I hurt all the time and don't know how to feel better and don't really feel like I deserve it either. I've never really been happy and don't know what would make me happy. I'm sick and tired of ME and being ME and thinking about ME all the time and everything wrong in my life being because of ME and if I could just make ME go away maybe things would be better.
>>24712445EARTH ANGEL EARTH ANGEL ANSWER THE CALL
Do you think there are any Jews in Afghanistan, or black people in North Korea?
I miss 4chanX or whatever the fuck it was called.
>>24712963Yes and yes.>They're everywhere
why is David Bowie and Frank Zappa so good, bros?
I want to digitize some rather "rare" reference books that I have, but I'm finding it difficult to find the time to set aside to actually do it.How do I convince myself to just do it, even though it will likely be of no real use to me since I already have the source material?>Is it ok to gatekeep knowledge from the poors?
I'm the next William Faulkner. Why can't I get any traction with my writing?
Would you drink an Angel's blood?
This black manhttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bass_Reeves
>>24713104I already drink the blood of God Himself every Sunday.
Jesus would often say things like "your faith healed you" or talk about how if you have faith the size of a mustard seed then you could move mountainsI often wonder if he meant that literally. Maybe he quite literally meant that if you wholeheartedly believe you can move a mountain with your mind, then it'll happen
>>24713273Believe in HIM, not just "believe," period.I've actually prayed for some pretty incredible things that I think have happened, or started to happen, in the wider world. The trouble is that I've prayed for plenty more things and either not gotten them, or gotten them but in ways that were different than what I originally envisioned.Prayer is, ultimately, a dialogue with God. When you pray you are speaking to God, and God will, in His own way, speak back to you. Sometimes He'll do it by answering your prayers. Sometimes He'll do it by pointing you to a message that tells you a truth you didn't know before. And sometimes He'll gradually guide you into praying for other things, things you weren't originally praying for. Some of what prayer does is teach you to ask the right questions, and want the right things.Because ultimately God's Will will be done in the world. Providence. And it is the highest heights of human existence to cooperate in God's Will--even more, participate in His Godhood. So part of praying is learning to discern God's Will, and, in time, for you to pray for things that will be in accord with God's Will, will enhance God's Will, will participate in God's Will.Because the point of prayer and Christianity is union with God.
Poop on the 'log agin.
I'm afraid of my grandpa dying. He sacrificed a lot to get my dad to where he is and in turned I have had a decent life. His other sons had been incompetent and basically leeching off my dad and him for decades. And now, they can't even seem to be bothered to take care of him properly. I'm like 40-50% sure that if he were to pass away, it would probably push my dad over the edge to throw his brothers out of my grandpa's house.
>>24713283Figures, it'd be too good to be true to be able to literally move mountains
