i still dont understand why he was masturbating while thinking of his dead dog
>>24727193just a faggot
>>24727193you won't understand if you were a goy
>>24727193only positive, pure feelings of friendship he had, and he fucks them all up
>>24727193everyone here loves this book but no one will explain thiswas he also proto-furry in addition to being a proto-NEET
https://sonichu.com/cwcki/Patti-Chan
>>24727193I'm pretty sure that his mother wrote/rewrote much of the novel after he died.
that book was more sad than anything after learning about his lifeespecially the final scene where he goes with that girl off away from his homebut as to your question >>24727206 gets it right