Spooktober cont. ed.Old >>24741608
I've noticed it's only the most uninteresting, banal, perfectly average people that say, "you don't know (anything about) me!" It's pure over defensiveness. >You don't know anything about me! I might be entirely basic on the outside, but I like emo!etc
>>24746460Sounds like every girl who tried hyperanalyzing me and i hit back
>make a joke or make a conversational point about something>entire thread is too busy bickering about the dumbest most boring bait in the entire thread>I either have to believe it's bots replying to themselves or people genuinely gravitate to the worst posts every timethis has given me such fatigue over the years
>>24746477>make an on-topic effortpost>multiple people give me props, thanks, and compliments>fuzzy feeling returns whenever I think about it:)That sustained me for years. Though I haven't done it in a while on /lit/, since this most recent return to this board.
>>24746486>That sustained me for years.It used to be like this and why I loved this site. I can't remember the last time it happened.
>>24746460you think that's bad? it's worse when u just got done fucking and the girl is like "we still don't really know each other at all" and ur like what in the fuck is that supposed to mean?
>>24746486most effort posts are ass, just cuz u wrote 500 words doesn't mean you have a clue
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kxsOUJij49Ufire
>>24746501Yeah. Which is why these days I just camp this thread and the /classical/ general on /mu/, and occasionally make threads when I finish a book and want to talk about it.
>>24746507Couldn't relate, I only sleep with girls I have an emotional connection with.
>>24746514ya this is the only interesting thread. i don't need to read hot takes on foucault or nietzsche by guys who didn't read him and aren't going to read him. also pynchon threads are usually some loser from /pol/ complaining about the shirley temple/bianca scene from gr or some other pearl clutching.
>>24746516ok but only girls you have an emotional connection with pull that one
>>24746521My point is I do know the girls I have sex with and they know me.
>>24746522sounds cope and a bit sus but ok
>>24746514Check out https://byzantinus.net/
>>24746524I'm just not comfortable getting intimate with someone I don't know and have a connection with. Nothing against those who are, like most guys.
>>24746532my point was when you think you know them and have an intimate emotional connection and then they say that, that's when you're like what the fuck?
I've been thinking some existential thoughts recently. If my mother and grandmother die in the next 10 years, which sadly seems likely although I hope it won't happen, then I will be completely alone. No father, no siblings, no aunts or uncles, no cousins or nephews...no one. The only way to avoid this is to start a family of my own.
>>24746534Ah, my bad, I thought it was a post about casual sex where the girl waits until after sex to finally care about matters of familiarity.
>>24746545>no fatherhe died already? that reminds me i should call my dad. also my parents are about to croak in the next ten. it is depressing isn't it?
>>24746554>he died already?Last June, yeah.
>>24746558oh man that is a drag
>>24746564Him dying was kind of a wake-up call. Made my mind go "Holy shit, my parents aren't immortal.". To anyone reading this ITT, give your parents a call (provided you have good relations with them) you never know how much more time you have left with them, my father was only 59 when he passed.
>>24746568I talk to them several times every day. Mediterranean culture babyyyyyy.
>>24746569I'm happy for you.
I really don't get the point of getting romantically involved with women, or even talking to them as "friends" beyond daily pleasantries. The latter can be somewhat enjoyable in small doses, but it plays out quick. Maybe it's all on me, but I find their prolonged company utterly exhausting and people's fantasies about your wife or gf having to be your "best friend" delusional. When it comes down to it, what do men and women have in common anyway? Or is that too reductionist, to reduce everybody down to their gender, women in particular? I don't know. Sometimes I think I sound like I'm resentful when I say shit like this and maybe I am, but at least it's not due to a LACK of experience with women and that's the funny thing: the more I experience, the less I want to do with them. Whatever path you think yourself to be on or should be on, chances are women won't help you get there or stay there. idk
>>24746603when people say they "married their best friend" it's a left-handed compliment, always has sad undertones.
last night i dreamed some chick said i was in the "no-friends zone" lmao ugh
>>24746603Contemporary culture is greatly exploiting women's vulnerabilities. Social media is turning them into hypervain beings. Men too, but men to a lesser degree, because of feminist culture where women can only do right.
>>24746603>The latter can be somewhat enjoyable in small dosesYou sound very gay. And I mean that literally.
>>24746617i like women as friends but once you get romantic suddenly they expect you to get a nicer place, buy a tesla, take vacations to paris, and all this other shit, and it's like hey i have feelings too and that's not what i want?
>>24746624What is it with you and your fucking obsession with women and vacations, you whine about this every single thread.
>>24746627teehee i love to travel is pure ick and yes dudes get it too
>>24746617>You sound very gay.Yeah? Why do you say this? You might be right, I don't know. I'm not so autistic I can't enjoy a bit of bantz with the girls, but if you talk to them long enough you inevitably start thinking about that old joke about how women's minds are only mysterious to poets and men in general because there's nothing there. Or if there is, their motivations are generally opposed to whatever you're doing.
>>24746617>>24746633the gayest thing is when you realize women are just vain materialistic dudes mentally and it's like wow
>>24746635like when some chick criticized the interior of my apartment i'm like man that's the same shit a gay dude would say this is so gay
>>24746635I'm not really sure what's "gay" about that but OK. Are you saying this observation about women is obvious to all the based chads out there and I'm stating the obvious and am therefore gay? Or am I gay for being able to tolerate the bare minimum of womaneze and what they call female "humor" without going crazy?
>>24746644if a guy was like i love spending money on cars, luxury condos, and expensive clothes, you'd be like that's awful, but woman are like that every day and you're supposed to be like ok that's great.
>>24746617NTA but most women are just simply not interesting. They are superficial and materialistic, and paradoxically supersticious at the same time, but in a way that is not based on any solid understanding of spirituality, but pop culture fed to them through media. One of my friends is is studying History of the Arts as part of a degree to become a high school teacher, and despite scoring a very high grade on her exams, she does not show a modicum of interest in history. When I try to converse with her about history or philosophy, she just echoes some pop culture lemma or some tired historical reference and the conversation ends up dying because she has zero interest in the topic. However, when the topic is social events or social happenings, children, family, or what she ate for breakfast, then the conversation goes on for hours! It's very frustrating. I have never found a woman with real interest in culture.
>>24746663facts. if it weren't for sex, you'd be like why the hell am i spending time with this person? and once u reach a certain age sex just isn't as compelling as it once was.
>>24746668I tried sex three times in my life. Once with a woman, once with a man, and once with both a man and woman (threesome). I was disappointed in all three experiences and I haven't had sex ever since. It just feels gross and dirty. More and more I understand why some people sex is sacred and should only be performed to have children. And I'm not even christian or theistic.
>>24746672>some people sexwhy some people say* sex is sacred.It feels like commiting some kind of disgusting act. Like dumping motor oil on the ocean.
>>24746569On the phone? God that sounds annoying>>24746624I think the problem a lot of anons have with women is that, fundamentally, we're all weird guys to some degree. And yet the kinds of women you all talk about being interested are basic bitches. You need to find a weird girl.
>>24746683>On the phone? God that sounds annoyingHey I had to move to another place for work, so it's the only way. Either that or sending postcards lol.
Reading the Wikipedia article on Lőrinc Szabó and in the Personal Life section, it states,>In 1950 his long-time paramour Erzsébet Korzáti died by suicide. His sonnet cycle The 26th Year was written in her memory. it was published in 1957.w2c a 'long-time paramour'?
>>24746686If you don't mind it, good for you. But I would quickly run out of things to talk about. "Yeah I slept pretty well." 10 hours later, "Work was ok." Seems tedious.
>>24746689What is the Hungarian title for this poem?
>>24746696No idea. I saw your latest reply, read the posted excerpt, and looked him up.
>>24746693It's like that. We update each other throughout the day. It's a way of keeping in touch as if we lived together back home. Each call is usually less than 10 minutes.
>>24746545We all meet our end. Religion helped me cope with the loss of my parents and brothers.
>>24746749I'm religious as well but I still think it's sad. Imagine if you had a really, really good friend and then, suddenly one day, your friend went like "Hey, I'm going to go now, we'll see each other again in 50 years but there'll be absolutely no way of contacting me and you won't be able to follow me either." you would be sad too. I miss my dog very much despite knowing I'll see him again at some point.
isn't it hypocritical to be anti-gentrification and pro-immigration?
>>24746777you might want to start w/ what is driving gentrification
My parents bring back leftovers from Buffalo Wild Wings on most Tuesdays, because that's when they have some kind of deal on wings, and while I am of course grateful overall, I get so annoyed because my dad loves the dry lemon pepper flavor, which ends up being the flavor of about half the leftover wings. Chicken wings need sauce on them! That's what makes them so good! Otherwise it's just regular dry chicken! baka
>>24746835People with money moving into cheap, hip areas in the city until they begin to outnumber and drive out the poorer native communities because of a rise in cost-of-living, partially symptomatic of pervasive national income and wealth inequalities. What's your point?
>>24746847you should try turning your feelings of anguish into art
I'm afraid of americans
>>24746890boop beepbeep boopboop beep
>>24746860okay, now tie your idea together and we'll go from there. i'm not doing this for you
I CANT STOP JACKING OFF
>>24746916stop watching porn
the west has fallen because i can't coom
I’m in an extreme funk since I moved into the new house. I went from reading 100+ books per year to 0 in the last year.
I'm gonna return Gaddis' The Recognitions to the library this morning because I keep getting distracted reading other books. I'll return to it soon, I promise, the very next time I get into the mood for a doorstopper novel.
>>24746936this is me w/ the magic mountain. the pacing is so rough around 1/3rd way in. and the philosophy is a bit simple for 2025
>>24746965>the pacing is so rough around 1/3rd way in. and the philosophy is a bit simple for 2025I feel that way about a lot of novels from that era lol. Maybe I'll see if they have any Mann at the library. Or perhaps I'll finally start with some Vollman, they have several Vollman books there, though sadly not Europa Central.
>>24746936don't apologize if you don't like a particular novel, it's normal
>>24746972Oh it's not that I didn't like it, it's just very intensive. I've never read through a book so slowly! And I'm simply in the mood for literature that's a bit more breezy and casual, at least in writing style, which compared to The Recognitions might be almost everything else!
The only way I get women to touch me if I pay them. t. went to hairdresser
>>24746997The one I had cut my hair two times ago was a real qt, and I can tell she was attracted to me and got all shy and nervous. We almost didn't speak at all until she tried to force some amusing anecdote near the end, and of course I replied with something unfunny. Next time I cut my hair I'm definitely gonna time it to see her again. I recall it was a Saturday afternoon.
tfw from kazakhstan
which film should I watch, /lit/?
>>24747006I can only imagine your face as extremely happy to be living in symphony with nature.
>>24747006Do you hate women?
>>24747062>Do you hate women?some of them
>Another effigy thrown on the pyre of this world's suffering.
>>24747071Let me guess, the effigy is you.
It's called postmodernism, T. The authors don't know what the fuck they're doing but the readers eat it up all the same.
>>24747109I yearn for a time when people stop bitching about postmodernism. It's been 70 years, it's not even hip anymore, shadowbox with any other concept please
>>24747109Grim, when will we pull out of this interminable state of affairs
>>24747106No I'm the pyre
>>24747138>It's been 70 yearsYes, and? Culture is stuck. Humanity is sleepwalking. Or maybe, dead. The only thing that can save us is, unironically, is "Billions must die".
>>24746847Just get your own sauce and drizzle it on the leftover wings, since this is clearly a reoccurring predicament.
No writer has written a book specifically for me. I'm a free spirit
>>24747264Ok keep on wrestling those phantoms buddy
>>24747335you're just like that other guy, so what's the difference
>>24747264we need to start a white colony in africa (you dont have to be white)
>>24747002You must handsome for her to even attempt it.
>>24747352I am. But I fear it's running out with my aging. Or maybe I'll just have a new age floor. No more high school seniors and college freshman.
>>24747348>Let's start another rinderpest epizootic What do you have against steak?
>>24747348Africa belongs to the africans. The white man doesn't belong there, nor does the african man belong outside africa.>>24747339You will see those "phantoms" will become very real when they stab you in the neck 17 times. Then, the last words you'll remember will be me saying "I told you so".
>>24747399Yeah man postmodernism is gonna stab me
>>24747402Who said postmodernism? No, not it. Muslim niggers will.
>>24747410??? We were talking about postmodernism retard
>>24747417Yes yes I know. But such individuals being near you is a consequence of postmodernism.
>>24747399>Let's give back the place with the most rare mineralsHow much do you like your electronics?
>>24747466I hate them. Every day I pray for the big final solar flare that will cleanse this world from the cancer of telecommunications.
hmm
>>24747474hell yeah I timed it right, check those digits
>>24747470Oh then yeah, if you're willing to accept the death toll including people no longer getting medically necessary interventions involving those minerals go for it tfw china could kill all the vegans by fucking with b12 production
>>24747474>>2474747624 isn't good either
>>24746890Boo!
>>24747466They're "rare" as in it's rare to find areas that can be profitable on the global market while the third world has almost endless, close to free labour.Most "rare earth" shit can be found globally. For some reason actually rare metals like Scandium aren't in that category.>>24747470Solar flares are not a real problem.>>24747489Are you willing to accept the death toll and generations of suffering, degenerating, incapable meat blobs your "interventions" created?
You hate the jews because you they are the obstacle to achieve world peace, I hate the jews because they destroyed the warrior spirit of antiquity
>>24747399i understand but i feel like we should colonize africa the way we would mars.
>>24747515They're rare in that a lot of European countries ran out of them and most everything else you need for naval travel around the time they started inventing gun boats to find new trade routes and colonies. Rare earth minerals are not the only rare minerals. Copper is reasonably scarce and far more necessary to even basic electronics than any rare earth minerals. >Are you willing to accept the death toll and generations of suffering, degenerating, incapable meat blobs your "interventions" createdYes, but only if it also kills the ethical vegans for their life choices
>>24746440I am a dogI throw my crumbs to none otherI leave my dumps to mine ownPretty-Poodles and so.I was once an handsome devilAnd the stuff of dreams. . .The stuff of dreams.Dreams enough as listless reams.How about a rabble--some.Lift your leg? Run-a-muck?Poodle kisses?No, no,--not up to snuff.
>>24747489>Oh then yeah, if you're willing to accept the death toll including people no longer getting medically necessary interventions involving those minerals go for itI am. But anyways, brazil, greenland, ukraine are full of rare eath materials.
>>24747496miss me with that chink shit. Only mediterranean grecorroman culture for me.
>>24747538kekekeke baka
>>24747515https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Carrington_EventImagine this but x100. Transformers would shortcircuit and melt down.
>>24747524I disagree. Our positions are irreconciliable.
At this point I think I legitimately want the federal fucking government to use Kirk's murder as an excuse to crush the shit out of Discord, because I'm tired of the effect Discord has had on the internet. No, I don't want to join your fucking Discord server, I want to post on message boards and image boards where we can foster an actual sense of community with strangers, rather than locking all meaningful interaction online in some hugbox server that anyone can get kicked out of at random.Discord is legitimately worse than Reddit in my eyes in the effect it has had on online community.
Realizing I want a wife more because I want a family than anything else.
For the past two months I have experienced mild pain in my temples and pressure behind my nose. I thought it would go away but now I'm experiencing sharp pain from my left temple to the back of my eye. I think I may be getting blind
>>24747939Hypocondriac much?
>>24747939It's just the alien brain worm in your sinuses.
>>24747942It's hypochondriac, hypo (under) khondria (rib cage cartilage) (Greeks believed your emotional state was controlled by organs under the breastbone, such as the liver and spleen)>>24747939You go blind, not get blind
>>24747957I'm sorry, Officer.
>>24747957>You go blind, not get blindAh sorry, I'm an ESL But yeah I don't think I'm hallucinating it. Yesterday the pain was so strong it woke me up
>>24747939Maybe visit the doc?
>>24747973Just go see a doctor then.
>>24747973It's also going deaf or going dumb or going bald. English is retarded and you should see a doctor>>24747972I'll let you off with a warning this time
>>24747973You have diabetes? Because I don't think you can go blind like that maybe really strong migraine and sinusitis. Go to your doctor to check it
>>24747976>>24747979>>24747985>see a doctor Those are expensive here and I don't have any money. I can't ask my family for money either, I'm the only breadwinner
>>24747989>You have diabetes?Not that I know, but a lot of my family (mother included) do have diabetes
>>24748025Fuck man, that sucks.
>>24748025There is no public healthcare in your country?
Like two days ago I was in crisis but then I bought a bunch of new clothes online and they arrived today and now I feel much better.
>>24748052There is, but apart from being extremely shitty and overworked to the point you can go months without receiving assistance, I'm not part of it
>>24748076What'd you get?
>>24746440i had sex and it didn't do anything for me. i didn't even cum. now i don't know what motivation i'm supposed to have for stuff. i guess make enough money to retire off boomer candy derivative funds and not have to work, but then what? life is kind of a house of cards built on sex.
>>24748120>i didn't even cum.Did s/he?
>>24748098and if you go to the emergency room? They will have to look into it right there
>>24748120Go out and plant 100 trees every day. Reforest.
it's probably been over a year since ive had a migraine, but i have vision spots right now. wish me luck
>>24748218Serotoninergic psychedelics stop headaches https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/2-Bromo-LSD
rmemeber when this song was big on tiktok? time goes by so fasthttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cj-ei3hyQYA
is tiktok on that good shit yet?https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7htwuZym9Bk
Studying for my HLLQP and currently I'm reading the textbook PDF on money laundering. This is more interesting by far compared to reading about the breakdown of universal life insurance policies or taxes or policy distributions and stuffs like that lol. I didn't realize just how integrated money laundering and terrorism are.
I have this terrible habit of getting too much into a game when I play it. To the point that that's some times what I do the entire day. It's not like I'm not having fun but more like the need to 'complete' compels me.
Zoe you're twee as all hell.Bella the belle's like a young queen.Mikey, she's in my same scene;I call her Mikey-Lee.Sometimes I'm lonely.Lonely--in the damned Junction neighbourhood.And sometimes a chilly wind blows,and I wonder if it's chilling (my) Mikey-Lee
Is this autism? I constantly have /lit/ open as well pro football reference to look up old stats and games to try to remember them
>>24748443**Red-blooded maleI commend it.
Genuinely, what's going to happen to the global economy of AI technology won't actually be as good or useful as these tech CEOs claim it will be? Are we actually just gonna have to deal with a new Great Depression because the people in charge thought that generating AI Hegelian feet pics was worth destroying our society?
>>24748567So those aren't real feet I can. . . uh. . . 'have my way with.' -- Just like. . . pixels on a screen. Oh no.
>>24748567Optimistic take: we use AI to improve efficiency and automate boring tasks people hate doing and that's it. No AGI or singularity or whatever but it's fine.Pessimistic take: we cover the Earth in datacenters and destroy the environment and economy and millions of jobs just to incrementally improve AIs a little more and that's it. No AGI or singularity but all of the downsides. The best part will be that every CEO and political leader will have spent years loudly championing AI and proclaiming it to be as revolutionary as the wheel or fire, only for it to basically just be a shittier version of Google that hallucinates sometimes.
>>24748589Isn't Zuck and Meta making a Manhattan size data center somewhere in Louisiana?
>>24748616Haven't heard that but I wouldn't be surprised if they were. Zuck has turned out to be one of the most amoral people involved in AI, which is saying something.
It is possible I have not had an original thought in over 10 years
I hope I don't get transported into the Marvel universe.
no way my mother just woke me up at 11pm when I told her I was trying to fix my sleep schedule, ahhhHHHhhhh now I'm up!
>>24746440I remember seeing this one greentext about Anon sharing his writings with a girl in his creative writing class or workshop, after reading his romance story she immediately asks if he's a virgin. And it kinda stuck with me because:1- What are the signs she picked on to tell he's a virgin?2- Why was everyone treating the woman as the asshole in the situation?It's probably a me thing but I don't really consider "virgin" a real insult and when I first read the greentext to me it seemed like she's genuinely curious and might've helped him write a better romance.
reading Mailer while listening to Mahler
>>24748788It would help if you posted the romance story.
>>24748619I've been thinking on ways to disrupt and destroy datacenters and internet exchanges for a while. Gotta be forward thinking! I think I've come up with a few good ideas, and I encourage others to think about it too.
>>24748788Because virgin is 99% of times used as an insult by women, that's like their go-to strategy whenever someone says something they don't agree with.
>>24748788Women are often assholes.
>>24748889kek damn
>>24748889Asshole-ish as that is, it is at least understandable because the woman is just trying to regain some sense of power and self-esteem. >fuck, Andrew doesn't think I'm good enough for him...? well, at least I'm too good for this random guy thenVery human.
>>24748894>Very human.Makes me think of this passage from the Good Book.
>>24748895Are you saying I am too compassionate, too charitable, too willing to try and understand and sympathize with opposing or foreign points-of-view? It is true.
>>24748900It's a good attitude to have.
Rip it up and start again
>>24748832The op didn't post the story
you CAN'T just sit there and look so cute, kitty, you can't! better stop or i'll end you, I swear it! stupid kitty looking right at me while I threaten it. awwww you're too much :3
>text my friend>see my message again after 5 mins>noticed i missed out on a word or two when typing out my sentencesI've been noticing I keep doing this where I write down a sentence but I leave out a word despite 'thinking' it in my head. If I write something like >I hope your goes well!I omit the "day" despite thinking about it in my head.
If you were married and got sentenced to prison for, say, five years, would you give your wife permission to sleep around a bit, satisfy some of her urges, provided she doesn't fall in love and she waits for you to get out otherwise?
>>24749017it's probably just autocorrect failing at its only reason for existence
>>24748400the only game i can get into like that is overwatch but eventually i'll lose big time to some team of sweaty assholes and rage uninstall. hades 2 is currently my only hope of a fun game. it exits early access today supposedly.
I went to a writing meetup the other day and read something aloud to a crowd of writers, after which they gave feedback. Seemed like half of them hated it while the other half thought it was genius.
I've never been religious but I often find religious people, the sensibly religious ones at least, to be easier to get on well than the turbo atheists. I find the latter obnoxious in the same way they often talk about religious people being like.
I think later today I'll jerk off to bikini pics of Ash Sarkar
>>24749059No way
>>24749071Nah it happens when I'm typing on keyboard or even when writing on paper. I just assume I write what I thought.
>>24749059If I were a spineless cuck who sucks nigger dick in prison, yes.
>>24749202Anyone who goes on some unprompted harangue about why their opinion is actually true and correct is obnoxious
>describe abuse i faced as a kid/teenager>people often accuse me of lying, trolling, or assume it turned me into a raging psychopathic murdererFeels weird but vindicating in a way.
>>24749276take some advice from me, i have a lot of experience with thisat the end of the day people will just think you're a freak and will even hate you for being so honest and showing vulnerability with a goal for growthso my advice would be to not play the victim and talk to everyone about it and figure out how to move past the abuse yourself
>>24749349I meant online, not irl. I've never told anyone irl.
>>24749368stfu and stop playing the victim you attention seeking fag
ME AND MY FUCKING GUN
>>24748076woman or faggot?
>>24748567Remember the dot com bubble? It will probably be kinda like that.
I have come to a point where 5 minutes online turn me homicidal with anger from how shit everything is, so I think it's time to stay offline and heal. I've done it before, but right now everything I loved in my daily life is gone so I'm now giving up to the only thing I had left to cope with existence.So what happens is I drink if I have alcohol and if there's no alcohol I slump in bed and sleep before time. I get no rest no matter how long I spend in bed. Even my daydreams have been contaminated so I can't even take refuge inside my own head. It's starting to get difficult, truly difficult to exist. I've always been depressed but I can finally see where people get when they kill themselves and it's very scary. Every second I spend awake is like drowning in a fucking latrine and all I want is to numb the pain. I cannot think of anything else. That's how it is.I've been chain smoking so much my chest hurts badly when I breathe. I will pretend I'm sick and take a break. I need to heal or I'm not gonna make it another month.
>>24746440I WISH I had more alcohol. Fuck my nigger ape life.
>>24749439>everything I loved in my daily life is goneWhat happened?
>>24749392I do what I want lmao
I love the state of nature; going to vacations next summer
>>24746772never understood why we're supposed to feel sorry for them. they brought it on themselves.
>>24749782Nta but I think it's happening to a lot of people.I can barely take care of myself (chronic disease but I can live independently and do most basic shit if I plan it out) but it's kind of wild the amount of people I've met who don't know you need to clean a shower, or pay an electricity bill, or how to work a laundry machine, and who apparently have no form of disability.
>>24749815It used to be community, family, neighbors, that taught you to do that, either explicitly or implicitly by mimicry. Now people, instead of living in community, they watch TV, or go online, or consume any kind of time-wasting filler content. Most people are not aware to the extreme degree of isolation that the individual has reached in current times.
>>24749826Lol, idk I spent a lot of time online. I think it's probably the absence of one, not the presence of the other. I'm thinking that because here we have programmes for troubled kids, so they don't become trouble as adults, that are basic life skills stuff, how to make a budget or cook a meal stuff. Every kid I know who went through those could understand basic stuff you need to survive, but kids I knew at the same time who were from pretty stable homes were the ones who grew up surprised the credit card company expected you to pay them back, or that leaving the candles unattended can burn down your house. I don't think the kids who were doing drugs were smarter, they just had a system that refused to let them be absolutely retarded
>>24748692There's nothing new under the sun
I wanna fuck you like an animal I wanna feel you from the inside
I think I'm unironically becoming prison gay. I really should try online dating lest I succumb to homolust for real.
r9k is a weird place.
>>24750112This general should be moved to that place
Thinking about that time when I saw a porn game on my uncle's Steam account, laughed, and casually talked about how I also played it and what I think about the game as he awkwardly responded to meI probably should have just pretended not to have seen it
>>24750122we aren't as lost as them
I have so much more miserable life to live...
I need to get back into shape. I need to stop smoking weed and jerking off and eating like shit. I need to leave my apartment on the weekends. I should speak to my family. I need to stop procrastinating. I need to enjoy things in life and stop being miserable. I have to get a new exhaust and register my car. I need to buy plane tickets for trips that are rapidly approaching, everyday I procrastinate the tickets get more expensive... I should stop making plans. I have so much life left to live and I can see it sprawling out in front of me and it is featureless and flat. I'm being crushed.
>>24750122/lit/ came from /r9k/They were annoyed our facetious poetry made it through the filter more often
