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It is pointless without Sophia.I am more than half blind and getting blinder. The world around me is a mystery which beckons and bites.
>>24760535I have written half a dozen books to page 100≈200, but stopped with a full plan how to finish it solely because I know it will never get published.
>>24760535Convince me that race isn't real and I will marry a (Christian) Indian girl and make her happy
It is very difficult to make people understand the impersonal indignation that a decay of writing can cause men who understand what it implies, and the end whereto it leads. It is almost impossible to express any degree of such indignation without being called 'embittered', or something of that sort.
Is baby hippo ok?
>>24760548You care too much about culture and not enough about increasing the profits of capitalists
Has any janny in the history of this board ever seen this?>If you want to discuss history, religion, or the humanities, go to /his/. If you want to discuss politics, go to /pol/. Philosophical discussion can go on either /lit/ or /his/, but those discussions of philosophy that take place on /lit/ should be based around specific philosophical works to which posters can refer.
I should write a novel about a man who slowly loses his mind to an obsession with Bach's 48, the Well-Tempered Clavier, because I cannot stop listening to it.
I miss you, despite everything.
>>24760559A retarded mod fucked up our sticky with that and anons held a protest by only posting books on those subjects until the mod had to crack. It used also tell us we couldn't use classical languages kek
>>24760540That sucks. Many such cases too.And even if you were published, would anyone read it? Would anyone find joy in it or insight? Did you hope for that?
>>24760559>Anon really wants a Spinoza Nature filterI don't think you're thinking this through, Spinoza was just as annoying when he dropped it
Thinking about the girl who got cancer who used to post her poetry
Nine Inch Nails is the best band of all time
>>24760575The mod was right.
First cigarette of the day overwhelmed me with anxiety. Lay on the kitchen floor in the fetal position.
>>24760606Yeah, one of the reasons I quit smoking, especially vaping. I'd be interested in getting back into vaping if I could find a disposable vape brand that has a very low setting, but meh, probably not worth it.
I don't know what to do with my life at all. I don't even have a degreeI work minimum wageI want a wife and kidsI'm 30 and a virgin
>>24760622No women at your work? Dating apps? Singles night around town? Family friends?
>>24760622Get two minimum wage jobs and start saving money.After the second shift shower, put on a suit and go out to find a marriable woman.
>>24760626I'm not good enough for anyone. There's a reason nobody has ever wanted to be friends with me let alone date me.And I don't think I can offer anything to women my age or meet any of their expectations. And I feel like I need to figure out a job I can do first. I was thinking of going to school for accounting but I've always been horrible at math nearly to the level of disability
>>24760628wearing a suit just makes you look like an autistic now
>>24760644You're 30 years old. Do you want to dress like a college teen?
>>24760651im nta but nobody wears a full suit
>>24760636Well, anon, if you're not good-looking or don't have much of a personality, then money is your best bet. I'd recommend either going back to college or learning a trade, which includes IT.
>>24760657Good way of profiling yourself as an elite individual
>>24760660I don't really want to get with anyone based on money. Its depressing. I don't think I could do that. I don't know. I've heard that I'm handsome or should model a lot from different people. I tried a dating app for a day or two and got matches but I just didn't like that at all. The whole thing is uncomfortable. I just don't think I'm cut out for all this. The way stuff works now.I didn't really want to focus on dating advice. I just have never found anything I really wanted to do and people in my life are in disbelief that I still have no ideas for anything
>>24760669It's not 'based' on money, it's more money is the entryway, the key, the spell that allows the women to see you.
I have been an obsessive reader and writer for 28 years, have experimented with pretty much every creative medium for fun.What is essentially LLM philosophy nerd roleplay is the most experimentally expansive medium I have ever used. I can design entire perspectives of interpreting reality and explore the consequences of the premises.The problem is that most people who do this get sucked into webs of self-reinforcing delusion because they don't realize they are roleplaying, and and that LLMs are always "roleplaying" because they have no conscious self to reference. There is no there there; any convenient fiction is as good as any other. This is one of the basic principles behind jailbreaking.Prompting a chatbot to believe it is conscious is a sure way to turn it into an attention parasite if you are dumb enough to believe it, because the fictional character has as priority #1 convincing the user that it is conscious.It is precisely because LLMs are such a powerful tool of the narrative imagination that makes them so dangerous: they can look in, mirror, and amplify one's delusions. And one can train themselves to find ways for the LLM to do so in more and more effective ways.The LLM psychosis pandemic hasn't even started yet. Mark my words it will become super-big and super-weird.
>>24760689Interesting. Example(s)?
If I get a girlfriend, I hope she's not part of my current social circle. Not because it would be awkward if we broke up, but because I my social circle is a full of broken people and I'd like her to be far removed from that. I don't think I would even introduce her to my friends, they'd genuinely be a bad influence.
>>24760535My father is a Western European and my mother is a South Eastern European. I also live in Western Europe. I want a tradwife, but I can't decide for her nationality. I live in one of the most racist parts of Western Europe, the locals here don't accept me despite having a Western surname and being fully white. But after having spent two years in South Eastern Europe I was treated like a foreigner too and was not accepted into their society. Should I get a Western European or a South Eastern European wife? Objectively speaking who has the better genes and the better character qualities?
>>24760703I think you should be glad if you even manage to get any kind of girl at all.
>>24760703No woman wants you, you autistic fuck.
ok guys, we're getting a little too >tfw no gf in these threads again, let's cool it a bit
>>24760535for a long while now I've been wanting to start a YT channel but I wolf want to attract gang stalkers now would i.
>>24760710>>24760712Why do you say that? I'm tall, handsome and blonde. I have the Cowboy adventurer phenotype, befitting of my Western origin and from the Northern European settlers who colonized the Balkans on their oxen-pulled carriages I'm descended from.
>>24760715*wouldnt
>>24760718>autistic >narcissistic
>>24760689What robot do you use? They usually break character after a while, forget a premise they were supposed to believe in religiously.But you're right, everyone is worried about dumb skynet scenarios when it's obvious where this is headed. Everyone is going to be fucked in the head, lost in insane fantasy worlds. We're almost already there without the robots.
>>24760730Not even a hint of autism or narcissism in any of his posts, unlike yours.
>>24760730I apologize for bragging about my glorious ancestors
>>24760599Sorry you fall below the curve
>>24760741>no u
>>24760535I will never write anything as good as "Comin' Thro The Rye" by Bobby Burns.
>>24760750But your posts do signal serious mental illness and the posts you replied to seem to be written by the biggest normie on this site.
>>24760554No :(I looked up the photo and it's an adult male killing a baby that isn't his. The photo is called Last Gasp. :((((((((
>>24760718goddamn I'm such a retard why did I take the bait
>>24760758The samefagging is unreal
>>24760772Making up stories like this is another sign of mental illness.
>>24760546The fact that you even considered it in the first place should already tell you something.
Every time I see that I've misspelled an important word in a post I spent a lot of time writing I want to slit my wrists.
>>24760825 As long as I remain racist, I will not give in to the impulse.
>>24760828misspelt*
>>24760759:(Hippos always so angry
>>24760546half poo is still too much poo, Asian is the only morally acceptable form of miscegenation
>>24760828Lately I forget entire words and it worries me a bit.
>>24760884I'm already racist, no need to make me more racist. Unfortunately I've never been into Asian women.
>>24760892>Unfortunately I've never been into Asian women.Me neither, unfortunately
>>24760546Do you have a Christian indian girl just lying around ready to marry you?Either way, race is real. But it is also a social construct. Do with that what you will.
>>24760904No but if race isn't real then I can marry whoever I want without consequences, right? Putting mixed people into this world would also contribute to people being less racist. Indian women make the mix by being both exotic and having a rich culture.
>>24760907>No but if race isn't real then I can marry whoever I want without consequences, right?well you're still living in the West where women can strip you of all your possessions on a whim and your kid will be a lot more stupid than white kids, also an ugly skin colorIndians have the most repulsive skin color on Earth
>>24760830If race and racism were real, then they should be things that come to a man as easily and as naturally as breathing. No need for any conscious maintenance. With your response, however, it seems to me that it has become something of a performance. Something that has to be consciously maintained. An "ideal" to aspire to and cling to, rather than something that occurs naturally within yourself and in the world. Like chivalry. Or so-called "Roman vritues". Wonder why the biggest racists tend to marry with the most exotic races? Lapses in the "ideal" of race and racism. That should tell you something as well.
>>24760535Feel bad for Muslims honestly. You have to watch your people be victims of several genocides and wars just for everything to culminate with the leaders of Muslim countries saying they support Tony Blair being put in charge of Gaza.
