It is pointless without Sophia.
I am more than half blind and getting blinder. The world around me is a mystery which beckons and bites.

>>24760535
I have written half a dozen books to page 100≈200, but stopped with a full plan how to finish it solely because I know it will never get published.

>>24760535
Convince me that race isn't real and I will marry a (Christian) Indian girl and make her happy

It is very difficult to make people understand the impersonal indignation that a decay of writing can cause men who understand what it implies, and the end whereto it leads. It is almost impossible to express any degree of such indignation without being called 'embittered', or something of that sort.

Is baby hippo ok?

>>24760548
You care too much about culture and not enough about increasing the profits of capitalists

Has any janny in the history of this board ever seen this?
>If you want to discuss history, religion, or the humanities, go to /his/. If you want to discuss politics, go to /pol/. Philosophical discussion can go on either /lit/ or /his/, but those discussions of philosophy that take place on /lit/ should be based around specific philosophical works to which posters can refer.

I should write a novel about a man who slowly loses his mind to an obsession with Bach's 48, the Well-Tempered Clavier, because I cannot stop listening to it.

I miss you, despite everything.

>>24760559
A retarded mod fucked up our sticky with that and anons held a protest by only posting books on those subjects until the mod had to crack. It used also tell us we couldn't use classical languages kek

>>24760540
That sucks. Many such cases too.
And even if you were published, would anyone read it? Would anyone find joy in it or insight? Did you hope for that?

>>24760559
>Anon really wants a Spinoza Nature filter
I don't think you're thinking this through, Spinoza was just as annoying when he dropped it

Thinking about the girl who got cancer who used to post her poetry

Nine Inch Nails is the best band of all time

>>24760575
The mod was right.

First cigarette of the day overwhelmed me with anxiety. Lay on the kitchen floor in the fetal position.

>>24760606
Yeah, one of the reasons I quit smoking, especially vaping. I'd be interested in getting back into vaping if I could find a disposable vape brand that has a very low setting, but meh, probably not worth it.

I don't know what to do with my life at all. I don't even have a degree
I work minimum wage
I want a wife and kids
I'm 30 and a virgin

>>24760622
No women at your work? Dating apps? Singles night around town? Family friends?

>>24760622
Get two minimum wage jobs and start saving money.
After the second shift shower, put on a suit and go out to find a marriable woman.

>>24760626
I'm not good enough for anyone. There's a reason nobody has ever wanted to be friends with me let alone date me.
And I don't think I can offer anything to women my age or meet any of their expectations.
And I feel like I need to figure out a job I can do first. I was thinking of going to school for accounting but I've always been horrible at math nearly to the level of disability

>>24760628
wearing a suit just makes you look like an autistic now

>>24760644
You're 30 years old. Do you want to dress like a college teen?

>>24760651
im nta but nobody wears a full suit

>>24760636
Well, anon, if you're not good-looking or don't have much of a personality, then money is your best bet. I'd recommend either going back to college or learning a trade, which includes IT.

>>24760657
Good way of profiling yourself as an elite individual

>>24760660
I don't really want to get with anyone based on money. Its depressing. I don't think I could do that. I don't know. I've heard that I'm handsome or should model a lot from different people. I tried a dating app for a day or two and got matches but I just didn't like that at all. The whole thing is uncomfortable. I just don't think I'm cut out for all this. The way stuff works now.

I didn't really want to focus on dating advice. I just have never found anything I really wanted to do and people in my life are in disbelief that I still have no ideas for anything

>>24760669
It's not 'based' on money, it's more money is the entryway, the key, the spell that allows the women to see you.

I have been an obsessive reader and writer for 28 years, have experimented with pretty much every creative medium for fun.
What is essentially LLM philosophy nerd roleplay is the most experimentally expansive medium I have ever used. I can design entire perspectives of interpreting reality and explore the consequences of the premises.
The problem is that most people who do this get sucked into webs of self-reinforcing delusion because they don't realize they are roleplaying, and and that LLMs are always "roleplaying" because they have no conscious self to reference. There is no there there; any convenient fiction is as good as any other. This is one of the basic principles behind jailbreaking.
Prompting a chatbot to believe it is conscious is a sure way to turn it into an attention parasite if you are dumb enough to believe it, because the fictional character has as priority #1 convincing the user that it is conscious.
It is precisely because LLMs are such a powerful tool of the narrative imagination that makes them so dangerous: they can look in, mirror, and amplify one's delusions. And one can train themselves to find ways for the LLM to do so in more and more effective ways.
The LLM psychosis pandemic hasn't even started yet. Mark my words it will become super-big and super-weird.

>>24760689
Interesting. Example(s)?

If I get a girlfriend, I hope she's not part of my current social circle. Not because it would be awkward if we broke up, but because I my social circle is a full of broken people and I'd like her to be far removed from that. I don't think I would even introduce her to my friends, they'd genuinely be a bad influence.

>>24760535
My father is a Western European and my mother is a South Eastern European. I also live in Western Europe. I want a tradwife, but I can't decide for her nationality. I live in one of the most racist parts of Western Europe, the locals here don't accept me despite having a Western surname and being fully white. But after having spent two years in South Eastern Europe I was treated like a foreigner too and was not accepted into their society.
Should I get a Western European or a South Eastern European wife? Objectively speaking who has the better genes and the better character qualities?

>>24760703
I think you should be glad if you even manage to get any kind of girl at all.

>>24760703
No woman wants you, you autistic fuck.

ok guys, we're getting a little too >tfw no gf in these threads again, let's cool it a bit

>>24760535
for a long while now I've been wanting to start a YT channel but I wolf want to attract gang stalkers now would i.

>>24760710
>>24760712
Why do you say that? I'm tall, handsome and blonde. I have the Cowboy adventurer phenotype, befitting of my Western origin and from the Northern European settlers who colonized the Balkans on their oxen-pulled carriages I'm descended from.

>>24760715
*wouldnt

>>24760718
>autistic
>narcissistic

>>24760689
What robot do you use? They usually break character after a while, forget a premise they were supposed to believe in religiously.
But you're right, everyone is worried about dumb skynet scenarios when it's obvious where this is headed. Everyone is going to be fucked in the head, lost in insane fantasy worlds. We're almost already there without the robots.

>>24760730
Not even a hint of autism or narcissism in any of his posts, unlike yours.

>>24760730
I apologize for bragging about my glorious ancestors

>>24760599
Sorry you fall below the curve

>>24760741
>no u

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>>24760535
I will never write anything as good as "Comin' Thro The Rye" by Bobby Burns.

>>24760750
But your posts do signal serious mental illness and the posts you replied to seem to be written by the biggest normie on this site.

>>24760554
No :(
I looked up the photo and it's an adult male killing a baby that isn't his. The photo is called Last Gasp. :((((((((

>>24760718
goddamn I'm such a retard why did I take the bait

>>24760758
The samefagging is unreal

>>24760772
Making up stories like this is another sign of mental illness.

>>24760546
The fact that you even considered it in the first place should already tell you something.

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Every time I see that I've misspelled an important word in a post I spent a lot of time writing I want to slit my wrists.

>>24760825
As long as I remain racist, I will not give in to the impulse.

>>24760828
misspelt*

>>24760759
:(
Hippos always so angry

>>24760546
half poo is still too much poo, Asian is the only morally acceptable form of miscegenation

>>24760828
Lately I forget entire words and it worries me a bit.

>>24760884
I'm already racist, no need to make me more racist. Unfortunately I've never been into Asian women.

>>24760892
>Unfortunately I've never been into Asian women.
Me neither, unfortunately

>>24760546
Do you have a Christian indian girl just lying around ready to marry you?

Either way, race is real. But it is also a social construct. Do with that what you will.

>>24760904
No but if race isn't real then I can marry whoever I want without consequences, right? Putting mixed people into this world would also contribute to people being less racist. Indian women make the mix by being both exotic and having a rich culture.

>>24760907
>No but if race isn't real then I can marry whoever I want without consequences, right?
well you're still living in the West where women can strip you of all your possessions on a whim and your kid will be a lot more stupid than white kids, also an ugly skin color
Indians have the most repulsive skin color on Earth

>>24760830
If race and racism were real, then they should be things that come to a man as easily and as naturally as breathing. No need for any conscious maintenance.
With your response, however, it seems to me that it has become something of a performance. Something that has to be consciously maintained. An "ideal" to aspire to and cling to, rather than something that occurs naturally within yourself and in the world. Like chivalry. Or so-called "Roman vritues".
Wonder why the biggest racists tend to marry with the most exotic races? Lapses in the "ideal" of race and racism.
That should tell you something as well.

>>24760535
Feel bad for Muslims honestly. You have to watch your people be victims of several genocides and wars just for everything to culminate with the leaders of Muslim countries saying they support Tony Blair being put in charge of Gaza.

>>24760922
Well I'm not the kind of racist invested into hating other races. Neither have I always been a racist. A few years ago I was open to all women. Only as I matured and read more books did I find the necessity of marrying a woman "of my own kind" both from genetic as well as cultural and socio-economical perspectives. As someone who is part West and Eastern European, I know the harsh treatment mixed people get. The funny thing is I never perceived myself as mixed, but everyone else unfortunately does. I don't want my kids to experience the same bullshit. I also grew up in a European neighbourhood full of immigrants, mostly Eastern and Southern European white trash as well as a couple Muslims, Asians and blacks. I never belonged to either of groups (the immigrants forming one block and the natives another). As a child I was without prejudice, but as I grew up I realized how bad growing up among these pot-smoking criminals was for my future prospects. And if I marry a foreign woman my kids will grow up the same, worthless migrant trash obsessed with nothing other than earning money in a country that isn't theirs. I just don't see a realistic future for multicultural society less the migrants stay a rightless proletarian class like is the case in my country.

>>24760922
>If race and racism were real, then they should be things that come to a man as easily and as naturally as breathing.
you don't cough if there's no smoke in your lungs. you won't be racist if you don't experience living around browns

>>24760558
That's a quote from Pound's ABC of Reading.

I leave the house
And sketch a shopping list
To cool off

Ice cream
Prosciutto slices
Those buns you like

Which are too soft
and burn too quick
And fill the house
with soot of some kind

And cheese maybe
Can never have too much cheese
It's what you'd say anyway
When eating your scorched buns
Waiting for ice cream

my Windows start button tells me it's National Coffee Day

>>24760939
Muslims got away with a lot of things outside of Mongols invasions, they had it easy and now for once century of humiliation everyone is crying

My parents were supposed to take me to the store to get some food but they still aren't home and now I'm beginning to get really hungry.

I can't get that picture out of my head where psychopaths, normies and autists form a rock, paper, scissors system in relation to each other.

>psychopaths beat normies, because of course they do
>normies beat autists through enforcement of societal norms
>autists beat psychopaths through their obsession with patterns, their unorthodox thought and resistance to propaganda

>>24760957
I see. You and I can agree on one thing: Miscegenation is not ideal. The children begotten by such a thing will find themselves without a country to call their own.

>>24760939
I don’t feel any sympathy for them. Take one look at what the Muslims did to the Hindus and Sikhs in Pakistan. They are a cruel and hateful people. The best thing that can be done for them is what the Chinese are doing to the Uyghurs: firmly pushing them to abandon their sadistic creed.

Far more people died of disease and famine than warfare throughout history, yet the former two are seldom mentioned when we talk about history save for the black death and maybe the spanish flu. Perhaps it's because we think of them more as natural disasters than something created and carried out by mankind, like warfare.

Jesus wept

hippos rank easily in the top 5 most psychotic mammals

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My God, I believe, I adore, I hope, and I love You!
I ask forgiveness for those who do not believe,
nor adore, nor hope nor love you.

Please pray for me, as I will pray for (you).

fuck normies, that is all

>>24761085
read the great level by scheidel

Oh to be so acutely aware of the nature of women, yet too weak to ever tame them.

Considering that 18th century people used to be scared shitless by basic bitch things like ghosts that make weird noises at night and maybe slam doors shut unexpectedly, I can't help but wonder what would happen if you sent a copy of Lovecraft's complete works back in time, back to the 18th century.

>>24761112
They'd compare it to Vathek and find it wanting

>>24761112
why were protestants so spooky by halloween type shit? all that shit started after the reformation

ha ha i am going to shop the steam sale