i am distraught and overwhelmed with guilt and shame. my reputation among my peers is unendingly bad and everywhere i turn i fear i will hear news that some new, yet undisturbed group finds me repulsive and horrific. i am trying to make amends yet every step i take feels as if its going to fall beneath me and finally crush me to death. i have thoughts of suicide, that perhaps i could rebalance this earth and bring some morsel of joy to others with my own death even as the relief found when you feel your wallet in your chest pocket after frantically digging through ones pants. books for this feel?
>>24779095>books for this feel?
>>24779095Scarlet Letter, I think might be a good one, idki haven't read it since high school but sometimes i think about rereading it
>>24779095You know what Theseus said to Hercules after Hercules killed his own family and was thinking of killing himself? Theseus told Hercules to be strong and endure, and men of great soul can bear the blows of heaven and not flinch
>>24779095> i am distraught and overwhelmed with guilt and shame. my reputation among my peers is unendingly bad and everywhere i turn i fear i will hear news that some new, yet undisturbed group finds me repulsive and horrific. Tranny, huh?
>>24779095Doctrine of Awakening
