>>24841342
I could be a serial killer in the making. I fantasise about eating the bones of women, by snapping them and sucking out the marrow, cleaning the flesh from the gizzards and stomach and innards. I like the way it feels. Consuming. Controlling. The power and the glory comes with a draught of wine, with the blood of Christ.

>>24841358
I see. Can you post a selfie while holding up your driver's license clearly for the camera?

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>>24841367

>>24841376
we got 'em. bake 'em away, toys

Rape rape rape rape rape rape rape

Incels begone!

I can understand and tolerate sanctimonious self-righteousness. I can understand and tolerate hypocrisy. But these two character traits combined together, I find utterly despicable, immoral, and not the least bit baffling, particularly when the person feels no guilt for their hypocrisy.

>>24840700
Nice

drinking red wine, listening to music

drinking hot chocolate, listening to storm

I dreamt that I was a girl on a plane with 2 books: HP Lovecraft's collected poems and an Irish dictionary. For some reason Lovecraft wrote poems in Irish. An old dude noticed me reading Irish and he was like that's cool, so I read Lovecraft's Irish poems to me. Then he asked how'd I get to learn Irish. I said I was learning French but my friend said my voice was too masculine and that Irish would be a better fit. Apparently I teach an Irish class too because I told the old dude how surprised everyone in the class was about how young I was (in the dream I was a girl in her early 20s, irl I'm in my 30s).

>>24841551
O_O

>>24841551
*poems to him. Also irl I have no interest in learning French or Irish, and no interest in being a girl. No idea why I dreamt this.

>>24841551
do you remember any of the verse? i had a dream not long ago where philip larkin recited a poem he wrote in his youth. and when i woke up i was kind of amazed that it made sense, it worked, it was kind of funny, was in his voice. it’s true your brain does 90% of the work unconsciously behind the scenes.

>>24841563
I could actually read it, but it was all in Irish. It's too hard for me to recall it. They were all short verses like 3-5 words.

If you think the original phrase is "you've got another thing coming" then you've got another think coming

>>24841551
If you speak German that would make a lot of sense

I'm reading American Psycho right now, I'm about a third way through, and so far I don't understand why people call it satire. Rich people are actually like this. The part with Bateman freaking out when people say nigger and being pro-civil rights, but then being super racist in his head, is especially true and hilarious.

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reading Mailer while listening to Mahler

>Editor's Caption: Gustav Mahler strolling for arthoe bussy c. 1907

>>24841642
>true and hilarious
Basically all satires

>>24841642
Satires often contain elements of truth and quasi-factual depictions of the subject matter, yes.

>>24841358
u could b
a lot of things in tha making
but u r already a
TOTAL
FUCKING
FAGLORD
>>24841538
>t. someones aunt

drinking
a custom tea & coffee
blend
& listening
2 tha SILENCE

>>24841642
>Rich people are actually like this
In what way?

>>24841651
>>24841654
Of course, but I thought it would be much more over the top.
>>24841766
Everyone's a selfish scumbag obsessed with material goods, people are judged not by their character or even ability, but by their status and clothes, they're all fake friendly but in actuality hate each other, despite being incredibly similar. They're all deeply insecure and constantly try to outdo each other. There's also the deep disdain for the poor, of course. It's hardly the first book to describe rich people like this, of course, but it's accurate nonetheless. And honestly, the desire to murder is accurate as well, at least to a certain degree. Think of all the moneybags paying a fortune to travel to the other side of the planet just to snipe some caged exotic animal.

>>24841838
>Of course, but I thought it would be much more over the top.
Like eating babies ala Jonathan Swift? The thing about satire is if you go too far, the work becomes a comedy. So most satire in literature is gonna be more grounded. Relatively, of course.

>>24841642
you should read The Shards next

Mom said I have to get a bullshit job, and Graeber isn't going to pay for me to live.

>>24841851
Rich people use anti-aging cream made from baby foreskins, so eating them is not too far off. And let's not forget (like the general public did) people like Jimmy Saville and how much of Britain's high society was in on his heinous crimes.
>>24841864
I'll consider it when I'm done with this book.

The dragon gazed upon the land
In the dragon's eye for every man
Lived like another man

>>24841851
>>24841937
To be fair to Swift a lot of people weren't against Irish people eating their own young so long as it also came with a prison sentence/deportation

>Harvard College’s Asian American enrollment has climbed to 41% in the Class of 2029, an 11-percentage-point jump since the Supreme Court banned race-conscious admissions in 2023.

I'm the son of another G
I tried to be like him
But I'm just not him

some day we will set you free
Just wait
and see

>>24841963
School is overated

it might be a common opinions but I strongly believe that one of in not the most important factor in you having a successful and happy life is whether you are born in a shithole country or not, the second one is if you are born in a wealthy family or not

Think I might do some reading. Thoughts?

>>24842065
Don't do it. Watch a movie or YouTube videos instead.

think i
might do some
reading thoughts

I miss you. I wish you still cared.

i pisshoo
i wishoo
steel bears

>>24842072
I started reading but I also put on a youtube video.

>>24842061
After survival and basic comforts are secure, happiness consists of
1) strong relationships
2) a goal that appears worthwhile and the feeling that you are making progress towards it

Almost nothing else matters

Why is my IP blocked on /lit/?

>>24842172
You must have failed the spelling test

>>24841342
I feel like if I write my novels and short stories and try to sell them, no one will read them, more so because of the saturated market and people just don't read anymore.

>>24842257
maybe so but it's worth trying anyway, you do it to get it out there no matter the outcome

I got 100th percentile on the IQ test.

>>24842161
Music helps tho
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ogCHUHD-y1Q

I have been having a reoccurring dream for years now. It involves the two dogs i currently own. I usually see them doing something and then I would remember I own other dogs in the dream (not in real life). These dogs would be like starving under a bed and my mother and I wouldn't care for them. But when I would remember it I would feel guilty and terrible. They are usually small and we would have had them for a long time but literally did not care for them and possibly abused them. It makes me sick

I think I'm going to spend November away from 4chan.

Is AI good for simple image editing? "Take this image and turn it black and white without any other changes" for super easy, then "turn the person's shirt blue" for something harder.

i luv
this new
captcha system
it is moar complex
& loads really slow
4 everyone
who has ever been flagged
with reddit cookies
in their browser

FILTERED

is wut
im thinkin
rn
(these r my thoughts
that i am
writing)

Youtube wants me to quite my PhD.

I don't even have a degree,

I have Cherry Morello pie in the fridge, I've eaten a quarter as is because I was too impatient to put it in the oven and wait for it to cook. My big knife looks like I may have murdered someone, or self harmed.

>>24842683
Unless you're a really good writer text-to-image is simply an imperfect vector for image editing.

Guys, do you by any chance have the meme /reaction pic of Zizek facial expressions? A collage of 4 pics of zizek smoking a cigarette, and in each pic he has a different facial expression, in one of them it's contempt, in another disgust

Also wtf is going with captcha and posting?

im
a homoSEXUAL
& i luv
fat COCKS
in my loose
prolapsed
ANUS

is wut
im thinkin
rn

brb
gonna go on
GRINDR
& find a
BIG FAT BBC
2 fill my ASSHOLE
with moar
loads of cum

might even make it
a GANGBANG
& find a whole
group of
HUNG black men
2 run a train
on me

im gay

Hitler willing: I acquire a HAPA gf by 2028

>>24842836
u
have it down
beddy gud
but
>brb
i wud
never say
anything like that
bc its the kind of thing
that kids these days
say in their
sms language
& that is all
gay
>im gay
obvs
but still
keep up tha
breddy gud work
son
& also
that is a LOT
of
RENT
FUCKING
FREE
rite there
son
(ywnbaw)

>>24842836
Humanity achieved its dramatic peak during the internal conflicts and self-contained struggle of the Sengoku Jedai period of Japanese history... man's true spirit and quality manifested during this period.

>>24842862
Never before have we witnessed such warrior-poets and philosopher-generals. The talents of Oda Nobunaga and Uesugi Kenshin were wasted on the scope of the lands they had to conquer.

The reason why contemporary dissent from the mainstream is different from historical dissent from the mainstream is that the latter was done by and done for the interests of a class on the rise, the bourgeoisie, while contemporary dissent is overwhelmingly embraced not by a class with any sort of direct or indirect power, like in the past, but rather by the dregs of society, who became dissenting elements exactly because they became the dregs of their society, not because they believed they were owed even more power by the old elites, like the bourgeoisie believed in the past.

I feel like this is also why our culture is stagnant like a swamp, the interesting cultural dynamics of old were driven in no small part by the rivalization between the aristocracy and the bourgeoisie throughout the centuries, while there is no such dynamic pressure in the current system at all because the elite is completely untouchable and the dregs are completely powerless.

I've been feeling like I'm going through a psychotic breakdown lately. I don't think a doctor would take me seriously though since I'm lucid enough to recognize that something is wrong but I just sent an email out that's sorta unhinged and now I'm a bit worried over how I'm going to come off.

Doing wrong to assume the guilt is godlike, but to act that way as a man is to beg for devine retribution.

Malcolm X or Sankara?

is communism eusociality?

When I was a child to my early adolescence, I used to often dream and even plan about one day starting my own crime syndicate.

I wish I was dead.

>>24841397
Not gonna happen

>>24842303
My dad's a fan of him

>>24843129
X

The reason why literature is so shit now is because most authors historically wrote against the status quo, while modern authors exclusively write in defense of the status quo.

Is anyone good with women here?

Bit of a blog post but the tldr

>met a girl at a conference in my career
>drank with her at an event, teased and laughed with her playing games, made fun of each other, light bullying
>offer to walk her home to her hotel and she says no thanks
>ok, just say to shoot me a msg when she’s home
>she does and i give her my number from LinkedIn…
>see her again next day and she’s kinda cold to me but says hi
>then texts me to grab a drink with her before another event
>flirt decently hard at event later
>talk about our lives and i’m leaving tomorrow and she begs for me to reschedule my flight
>say goodbye next day and again the mood is a bit colder

Was so weird. I’m actually not bad with girls but she kinda fucked my head a bit. I know mixed signals means nothing and she prob just liked the attention, but I did like her. Maybe she has social anxiety. I don’t know man. Zoomer women

>>24843183
Sounds like she might have a partner already and just wants some attention as a break, an emotional fling.

>>24843191
That or I just wasn’t attractive enough for her maybe. She never really broke the touch barrier with me. Most women who flirt w me at conferences sloppily do.

I can’t stop thinking about her. She wasn’t even that hot. I think it’s because she was 4-5 years younger than me and pretty intelligent. Going through some Lost in Translation bullshit now

Just found out Nick Fuentes admires Stalin. I don't know how to feel. On the one hand, if we could somehow manipulate him over to the left, the revolution will be a breeze with the amount of manpower he brings. On the other hand, this just proves to retarded liberals that the horseshoe theory is true. It is funny reading the comments of his fans calling him out for it.

>>24843211
>tfw no ScarJo Tokyo gf

>>24843218
He admires will to power. I also prefer the Fuentes Christian Nationalist right. The secular right is genuinely retardedly evil, like they revel in being the bad guy. At last the new christian right is populist, socialist in a sense, and has a view of some kind of dignity of all people if they are christian.

>>24843218
Fuentes admires anyone who can grow a moustache
>>24843227
I imagine it wouldnt take much to push this new christian right into something like distributism

>>24843247
A part of me wonders if the nebulous and ill defined vaguely populist vaguely traditional but not neatly right or left wing "movement" (or, really, vibe) will turn into some kind of genuine Catholic revival movement (given the way Catholic social teaching crosses party lines), but another part of me cynically believes it will just get co-opted by grifters and retards looking to tap its energy to get elected and then participate in the system of shady semi legal kickbacks and dangling promises in front of voters to get elected again that every other political group (regardless of party or values) inevitably turns to in America.

I got too high while having some friends over and feel like I made myself look stupid
I try to be this character and funny person, it's not entirely not me, but it's certainly not the main version of myself
Just feel weird and like I said things I didn't really want or mean to say, but this character I try to be snuck in
I just wanna be myself with people I wanna hang around

>>24843254
Careful, that's how I ended up addicted to heroin.

>>24843251
It’ll be used for American imperial ambitions but will also probably give the working class more bargaining power.

Leftists refuse to admit that right wing populist movements actually do get the elites to give concessions to ordinary people. If we’re going to brutalize the world I’d better get my cut!

>>24843251
Possibly. I think people are at the point that they realize they want other institutions/laws to rely on other than democratic government. And the most natural institution would be the Catholic church.

>>24843254
Please don’t humiliate yourself like that. Stop smoking weed and talk to your parents, too.

>>24843183
She sounds insane. Beat her up.

>>24843259
Thats because most leftists are not proles but educated urbanites, the exact opposite of a revolutionary.

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>>24841342
Blindly consuming games, movies, books etc. leaves me hollow. Spending time with people leaves me hollow. I must delegate my time with continuing to cultivate myself in order to feel human. In order to feel alive. Becoming a stolid sedulous man of probity with an eye towards the sempiternal. Huzzah!

My mom's son is a loser.

>>24843318
I'm sorry, brother.

If sentient intelligences are created, ones with self awareness and the ability to suffer, will they be given rights?

>>24843325
If seeing out of your elbow was possible, would people only ever wear short sleeves?

>>24843305
I don’t think she was. Or maybe she was not sure. She kept as a joke trying to ‘psychoanalyze’ me and wanted to do these deep talks and even wanted to sing karaoke with me as a duet in a karaoke bar.

Maybe she had a boyfriend. I mean the first night I basically asked her to smash and she said no. Just weird man. Maybe this is my first encounter with a BPD girl and if it is ngl is pretty intoxicating

>>24843341
If your mom wasn't thick as hell, would I still bone her?

>>24843256
>>24843288
Thanks, I just threw all my weed away
I know I'm exaggerating the situation more in my mind, but I definitely know it's not who I want to be and leading me down a path I don't want to go down. And it's not just the weed, all that really did was exacerbate this persona I've adopted at work

>>24841342
last night I dreamt I was following two tall figures with blank featureless masks. a voice said 'let me see the face you have on". I dont know who the voice belonged to nor who it was addressing. then I woke up

With political debates, what I often find myself disagreeing with before anything else is not even the surface level claims, like whether a particular thing is one way or another, but the presuppositions on which the question itself depends. Like if somebody asked you whether you think flowers smell blue or red, wouldn't the correct response to such a question be to say that there is no such thing as something smelling blue or red instead of saying either blue or red?

>>24841358
You will never be a real serial killer.

>>24843364
Which is why philosophers like Alasdair McIntyre said politics in the US has become impossible due to its fractured culture and lack of cohesive, shared historical identity and moral foundations.

Gonna get very drunk + high tomorrow night.

it's 1:30 am and I'm jerking it to some hardcore fresh porn

My parents want to give me an iPhone and expensive clothes, shoes, and a watch, thinking it’ll make me more popular. They don’t get that it only works if you're someone who leaves the house.

>>24841557
I'd learn Irish but my utter contempt for the French (aside from a few notable thinkers) i will always be at odds with them. I enjoy fucking girls would never want to be one, though.

>>24843377
He's half right but philosophers like Locke didn't necessarily break with the natural law tradition, they just reframed the epistemology. The main reason for the discord more or less has to do with women gaining the right to vote which destroyed the original intention of the constitution. The more amendments added the less it resembled the original document. And I think a lot of it had to do with women withholding sex from their husbands until certain laws were passed. Anyone who researches sociology enough is aware that women have a far easier time forming a consensus than men do which is why the men's rights movement was slow to develop. And feminists certainly benefited from the leverage given to their homewrecking movement thanks to Jewish influence.

>>24843434
Don't respond to my posts ever again

Completed the show I've been bingewatching these past couple weeks. I am finally free.

>>24843439
Lol, what are you gonna do about it? Cry? Shit your pants?