>This is what Elena, Limonov's mystical muse who made him a gay cuck,looked like. Most writers have dissapointing muses, but Russians kill themselves over the ugliest ones. Yesenin's muse was mid, too.
>>24918924It's the sexual appeal I think. Notice her raised leg, expression etc. I think neurotic, sensitive, outsider, low-test artistic types (like me) meet a woman like this and her being is so fully invested in the outside world that we see it as an opportunity to escape the cave we're in and embrace the world in a way our autism-tier rumination cycle has never allowed us to. We touch her skin, smell her scent, lick her wet pussy, squeeze her warm breasts, feel overwhelmed at her energy and positivity, her strong will, her desire to experience more and to transform the external world from a place we analyse and feel degraded by into a setting for romance and adventure. That's fun for a while, and because we are so weak, pale and physically malnourished we pretty much go along with anything she tells us is the way to properly enjoy life. But then we begin to hope for some connection beyond that, some empathy, compassion, curiosity, gentle understanding, but she's so invested in life and thrives so much from the life-as-romantic-stage ideal that we begin to fear that we are losing the depth, analytical detachment, sensitivity and strong sense of independent identity that we had back in the cave. She's there with hand outstretched, nipples bulging against her tshirt, pussy just there to be touched whenever you have a moment in private, her smile wide, eyes almost psychotically excited, inviting us to go take pictures of her in front of the Eiffel Tower, or the Trevi Fountain, or Big Ben, or whatever, and we either suppress our deeply embedded need for solitude or we kind of go along with it and feel half-cucked by the idea that you're just filling some role that really a bunch of other guys have already filled and that she would probably prefer to be filled by some other guy (but she's not 20 any more!) or we stand there twitching our lips and trying to think of an answer until her smile fades and her hand is withdrawn and some other guys comes along for the next part of the adventure.
>>24918924i cannot for the life of me figure out American standards of female beauty. that woman is infinitely more attractive to me than someone like Sydney Sweeney or the girls you guys ask Grok to generate for you. she reminds me of Anna Falci in Dellamorte Dellamore.
>>24918967>American standards of female beautyThe ones that look good with black dicks in them
>>24918967I agree. There was a time when Americans were obsessed with every 6/10 Russian girl and now it's as though they are invisible. On the other hand When I went to the Middle East with my Russian GF I literally had people offer to buy her for me.I will Elena is no Anna Falci.
>>24919016>now it's as though they are invisiblethat's because they're in overcoats offering themselves on every other corner of madison past 80th street after sundown.
>>24918967Americans are alien to eroticism. They only know two kinds of sex: trash sex from trash women and sad sex from "respectable" women. The psychology of sex, even its metaphysics, the relationship between body and delicacy, the ethereal nature of femininity, and finally, the mystery surrounding sex, are incomprehensible to them.>>24918972Quod erat demonstrandum
>>24918950Underrated post
>>24918967Great taste in films and women anon
>>24919053nice gibberish there, Ivan>>24919016you just want us to outbreed
>>24918950Couldn't have said it better myself, anon. I've gotten a lot of stuff published about and because of my muses, and this was almost always the dynamic at play.
>>24918950we are so back
>>24918950>Raised legI thought that was a bald guys head until you mentioned it
>>24918924Beauty is in the eye of beholder. If he fucked Alla Pugachova ( who didn't, rather?) who was a fat slampig who had all the Moscow's trains , vagons and cartloads too stucked in her crotch, If he did that too, it simply means that the man's beauty standard is a wet hole equivalent.
I can't even imagine what could be anything more limp writed slack jawed faggorty than having a muse. So fucking gay. Women are only good for getting fucked and spending your money.
>>24920176I couldn't imagine anything more gay than spending your money for woman though, and all I do all day is museI think it's more about who and how someone muses rather than the act of musing itself because 98% of woman do not deserve any musing whatsoever but those 2% remaining HOLLLYYY FUCKKKKK
>>24920176>>24920208You’re both wrong. A muse is by definition not an actual woman. A woman merely acts as a physical representation of the muse, purely aesthetically speaking. That’s why the woman representing the muse is almost always absent in the artists life. This was true for Dante, for example.
>>24920319Then why even bother? Just make one up.
>>24920574That’s my point, retard. All muses are made-up. So many authors have written about it that I highly doubt you’ve even read 5 books in your life.
>>24920574the real woman grounds the symbolic representation retard, that's the point. it gives your body something to work with so you are using both body and mind.some women are also more suitable for serving this kind of function than others.
>>24918924Limonov was just like that. Literally all of his memoirs are about his obsessive, violent love of various women. In Memoirs of a Russian Punk, it's a different girl, and in His Butler's Story, it's yet another. Although the Elena story is pretty brutal. Being a broke loser and losing your gf to some noble Italian count is worse than any r9k poster's feels
>>24920582sorry cuh but I ain't reading simp garbage
>>24920869on god my bussin brah, dropping you a follow on tiktok
>>24918950>I'm such a sensitive loner>Hey look pussy>*Animal noises*>Relationship built on no foundation collapsesThe issue with decadent art and rosetinted egotism is not because sex and the like are unethical but because it's false and unimpressive.
>>24918924She's very attractive, and I'm not being Indian about it either. Though I'd never kill myself even for the most beautiful woman on the planet so I can't relate.
>>24918924The muse is literally the subconscious. It is within you. Idk why people try to make real life woman their "muses." Cringe. More like she's your financial dominatrix.
>>24918950>low IQ autistic "artistic" tard gets glamoured by a BPD whoreTale as old as time.
>>24918950Unironically how I feel right now that I'm 33 and I've met a couple of girls in their 20s who have behaved this way with me. I'm enjoying the ride and trying to feel the things I willingly chose not to live out when I was their age.
Limonov sucks
>>24918924would
>>24918967what a madlad, never seen someone reference Dellamorte Dellamore here (and barely in general)
>>24920903How did you get this accurate representation of me?
>>24924619Because it's a retarded shit. I wish they made a good Dylan Dog movie or a TV show, but in recent years unfortunately Dylan Dog is pozzed to shit, they replaced Bloch with a black inspector named Tyrone and a muslim inspectress that Dylan falls in love with and marries.
>>24918950I like the cut of your jib
>>24918967The one you posted is tasteful, the one in the OP is not.
>>24924752Scratch that, I had a better look at the one you posted
