I’ve read Spengler, Evola, Hitler, Guenon, etc etc. I’ve read the Church Fathers, I’ve read the Bible, I’ve read the Dhammapada and the Sutras and the Vedas. I’ve read Nietzsche and the Greeks and the Scholastics. I’ve read Kant and Hume and Locke and Hobbes and Berkeley. I’ve read Deleuze and agitators, Badiou and Žižek, Agamben and Baudrillard, Heidegger and Husserl, Blanchot and Artaud, Lao Tzu and Confucius. I’ve read Thich Nhat Hanh and Kahlil Gibran, Father John Behr and Father John Meyendorff, Joseph Ratzinger and Anton LaVey, Teilhard de Chardin and Voegelin. I’ve read Fromm, Freud, Jung, Lacan, Lyotard, Derrida, Marcuse, Marx, Adorno, Debord, Weil, Stein, Steinbeck, Hemingway, Melville, Shakespeare, Donne, Marcel, Hesse, Lermontov, Dostoevsky, Tolstoy, Pushkin, Gorky, Gogol, Brecht, Beckett, and Genet. I’ve read Hegel, Fichte, Schelling, Feuerbach, Schopenhauer, Kierkegaard, Sartre, and Camus. I’ve read Joyce and Eliot, Pound and Ginsberg, Zukofsky and Auden, DFW Bukowski. I’ve read Marcus Aurelius and Peter Sloterdijk. I’ve watched television and YouTube. I’ve played video games. I’ve lifted and run, I’ve been an athlete, won and lost. I’ve gone outside and touched the grass, worked until I was fatigued and covered in dirt or mud or clay. I’ve studied and made art. I’ve made love to a woman and broken her heart. I’ve had good friends. I’ve learned the hearts of my family. I’ve traveled. I’ve stayed at monasteries. I’ve attended Churches. I’ve practiced meditation and prayer. I’ve learned and listened to music. I’ve been homeless and wealthy. I’m bored. What else is there? I ask for help.
>>24961415You need to *bee* urselfBut good reading choices. Though doubt you've applied even half.No. Larping at a monastary is not the be all end all. At least not for most. And for those to whom it is it is not a mere stint.Seek love. Romantic. Platonic. And Godly.
>>24961415> What else is there? From the looks of it, you have yet to discover the magic of prostate orgasms
>>24961431What can you teach us about sissygasms anon?
>>24961415idk man go for a walk or something
Delete this thread, it's shit.
>>24961415Its clear. You have to kill a man.and possibly
"Philosophy does not propose to secure for a man any external thing.">t. EpictittiesNone of you read a damn thing
>>24961432>What can you teach us about sissygasms anon?Until you've found the perfect-sized dildo for you that hits all the right spots, mounted it to a surface and then gotten sufficiently stoned and then gone to town on it while watching your preferred type of porn, then you'll never know the sublime heights of sexual pleasure and satisfaction that your body is capable of. It also makes you better at topping either women or men once you understand what its like to enjoy being penetrated. For me, it was pic related (12 inches), having one with a bulge in the middle or tip but narrower at the base (like you can kinda see in pic) creates a pleasurable sense of fullness but it has the advantage of not painfully stretching the sphincter like one that is super thick all the way down to the base, once its inside there is no painful stretch—only a pleasant fullness.I'm 100% straight btw and once fucked a passable Asian trannies ass out of curiosity but found it lame and went right back to women. I pull hot women so easily and catch them checking me out every time I go out that its unreal, I just secretly like to obliterate my bussy every now and then.
>>24961516I'm both disgusted and fascinated by this
>>24961614Once you finally 'get it', having anal sex with a huge dildo as a straight man while watching straight porn while keeping your attention focused on the porn feels like a novel kind of sex that is both more pleasurable and intense than having regular sex with a woman, to say nothing of regular masturbation. It really does feel like you are having sex with another person, but in a strange new way that feels more pleasurable and more physically intense, because its stimulating some of the same neural circuits as regular sex but if done properly it can stimulate them way more intensely than what results from you slamming a vagina.Some people 'get it' right away while others may need to find the right combination of first doing no-fap for weeks first and then taking enough cannabis or other drugs that they need to get in the right zone. I can understand why some gays let anybody fuck their ass.
>>24961415Since you’ve shown a study of various major world religions, forms of contemplative mysticism, comparative religion/a spiritual school like Traditionalism overlapping with comparative religion (Evola, Guenon), then also phenomenology and existentialism, it seems like you have a great background for reading the very excellent and deeply thought-provoking book, P.D. Ouspensky’s “In Search of the Miraculous.”You also might even like the books of (Osho) Rajneesh, beloved by Peter Sloterdijk by the way, whom you also listed.
