I am looking for books that can help me understand what might be wrong with me. I struggle to tell whether the problem lies within me or if it is the way society is. I have been dealing with loneliness and depression, and I haven’t been able to find a way out.I don't know what to do next except killing myself.
You probably went full chud, am I right?
>>24991230Life is circus, a joke, a theater, a dream. You're depressed because you've heard the joke and you don't get it. Some people hear a joke and they laugh and feel better, even though they didn't get the joke/reference at all. Some others, get the joke and they laugh, and then comes the release of understanding the layers, the references, the absurdity of it. That's your problem. I'll tell you a joke, imagine a poor sap being thrown into a world full of mad people who don't know shit about why they're there. That's the joke lol. And it's funny as hell
I'm in the same boat, OP. Probably a combo of personal deficiency and societal collapse. No, there is no book that will help you understand. I also think about killing myself daily, but I'm too pussy to do it or accept the humiliation ritual of life, so I'm stuck in limbo, fantasizing about a different life in my head.
>>24991230What problems do you think you have? What problems do you think the world has? Let's get a bit of clarity here
