Another Lavren thread? edition.Old >>25026671
It's my birthday tomorrow.
I think I’m definitely dying a slow death.
This thread has no honor
Was just thinking about how my desires are confused and my capacities extremely limited. That was a downer. I'll go back to reading and drinking sugar free ginger ale.
>>25031476Happy birthday anon
It's my birthday in 130 days. I'm going to purchase a key lime pie and eat it.
i have to go to work tomorrow i should iron some shirts but i think i'm just gonna get in bed and listen to an audiobook
>>25031499Cheers anon. I'm gonna have a big steak dinner tomorrow night, shit's gonna be cash.
>>25031485*honour
I don't have work this week.
Thinking I'm in love.
Sometimes I wondered how much better things would have turned out for the west if only the roman authorities managed to contain the yeshuaite menace faster and more decisively, but honestly, this is probably one of those "don't kill hitler if you invent time travel" scenarios. If the romans crucified all twelve apostles before things got out of control something even more retarded and nauseating would have taken its place, probably.
AI isn't that bad and retards reacting to fear mongering surrounding it as if their intellectual property has any value are NPCs.
>>25031470>lavrenAm I accidentally on /mu/ in 2014
>>25031639Yes you are lad, welcome back.
>>25031650I saw chvrches live after the bones of what you believe came out. It was a fun show. Lavren was cute and told charming stories in between songs, though I could only understand maybe half of what she said
I don't know if I can ever really connect with another person. I look back at my life and I have never really felt a strong connection with someone outside of lust or a momentary feeling they gave me, but it always sours and I resent them in the end. A parent died when I was young and ever since then I've had a preoccupation with death and the idea that it's all temporary. A family member died two years ago today, someone I was supposed to be close to, but even then I felt very little and I only shed a few tears when I broke the news to my mom cause she cried, but I never actually cried. I have people that try to get close to me now but I always feel like I'm performing and I can't wait to be rid of them. Sometimes even a sense of dread and panic arises in me when I get the feeling they just won't leave me alone, which is all I want.
I just cooked ants on a log for dinner.
>>25031535>>25031535Damn, I better get on to finishing my first novel soon. Also I wish I had a family that had enough money to blow on me getting a degree in English Literature and/or MFA in Creative Writing.
>>25031470casually reading aion as my first carl jung book and i've been getting filtered by the introduction for a week now arghhhh
>>25031666I saw them live in September 2022. I didn't go with anyone and didn't get wasted or anything, it was a chill night. Compare that to when I saw Om the same month with my Mexican buddy. That was an absolute shit show. I got so drunk and puked on the train the next morning. Epic. CHVRCHES though, like damn I love Lauren's voice so much man. Bones will always be their magnum opus but Every Open Eye is really good too. "The Mother We Share" sounded SO good live. Like orgasmically good. It helped that I smoked as much weed as I possibly could before going in, too. >>25031702Based John the Baptist anon.
>>25031535>mid, unhealthy-looking bitch with a terrible dye job and a nose ring (strong indicator of having a 20+ body count) Develop better taste.
>>25031470I don't care about my job, which is alternately intensely stressful and very boring. I've got years of expenses saved up. I'm 27 years old. I want to quit and get a part-time job bagging groceries or something and just write. This feels unfathomably retarded, but I think I'll hate myself forever if I don't try.
>>25031780Day jobs are going the way of the dodo. You gotta be sigma grind entrepreneur winner mindset at all times.
>>25031470Pero además onions mi mala digestión, onions los callos en mis manos, onions el dolor en mis articulaciones y onions ese arrepentimiento que llega al recordar mis oportunidades perdidas, porque también onions mis oportunidades perdidas.
>>25031470I wish you could inflict pain into inanimate objects>>25031520Silence, Nigel
>>25031796That word filter really breaks spanish, huh.
>>25031520We speak English here, not arabic.
>>25031796I never understood why Spanish exists, look how long it takes him to order some food with extra onions.
A chick who is lamenting that she's now way too old to get pregnant has sorta been getting in my LZ.I wouldn't mind giving her the pipe but otherwise I just don't see myself with her exactly. The oozing green aura of losers.
>>25032007We honestly should do what 2chan does and IP block all of South America as well and permanently ban anyone who doesn't speak English outside of /int/ like the Japanese do.
>>25032010If you are thinking about fucking old women there's something wrong with you.If you are thinking about a woman complaining that she isn't or "can't" get pregnant you're basically inviting her to baby trap/baby rape you.
I’m going to pay someone to write for me
I've posted a couple times over the years about a condition I have, which makes the experience of reality seem dreamlike and unreal and my body seem detached from my mind. It's been getting worse. Lately I get this pressure in my head that makes me feel lightheaded and dizzy and when I get the pressure everything feels increasingly less real. I will be in the middle of something and start to sink into some kind of autopilot state, where my body keeps doing what it's doing while my mind just goes somewhere else. It can happen while driving, at work, in a conversation, at home, anywhere. Half my days now seem to take place while I'm not there. Today I was at the gym but I wasn't. I watched someone else do my whole workout. It was tiring and strenuous and I didn't feel it at all. When I came home I was doing some dishes and the room seemed to be spinning slightly. I don't think I was about to black out or anything, but everything started to feel a little thinner. Washed out.
>>25031784>You gotta be sigma grind entrepreneur winner mindset at all timesMy boss says his favorite social media is LinkedIn. He was not joking when he said this. I want to be a sigma grindset type so fucking badly but I just can't fucking do it.
>>25031993It does. I always forget about that filter>sad pepe>>25032011Or you can be a crybaby somewhere else, fucking weak.
Is it petty of me to note date a chick because she happened to date my junior for a month?
>>25032130I'm not the one breaking a global rule.
>>25032130>can speak English>doesn't>chimps out the moment he is called out on itYour language is blight on the earth and the day it is no longer spoken no one will care, no one will remember, because it has produce absolutely no legacy despite being around longer than English. The fact you can speak English but choose to speak a dead, useless language so you can pretend that it matters is basically shitposting.>tl;dr:>>>/int/
third worlders make incels seethe. those 5'5'' goblin niggers get to fuck bitches with estrogenic bodies and cute neotenous faces, while these chuds simp for low-tier beckies >>25031535
>>25032186>posting when its noon in Indiahello sar
>>25032186I hate to break it to you but the majority of the incel community isn't white, its black, middle eastern, and indian.
>>25032197 (Me)I forgot Asian.I could also say that the majority of the white population is married and has the lowest rate of singledom, but that's just overkill.
My mom has a wicked tongue when she wants to use it. She could make Donald Trump cry.
>>25032210I hate when my mom gives me a tongue lashing.
>>25032210How many times did she blow you?
>>25032220Same. >>25032222Nice try, jeet.
>>25032225>Nice try, jeet.Your mom doesn't blow you? Sucks to be you.
>>25031470I saw someone post an exert of a book that interested me but now I cant find the thread or remember the name of the book. It was a contemporary book and they were being teased by other anons for reading it. They posted the exert alongside this gif. Anyone know where it is?
>>25032227Don't be gross.
Accidentally told the truth about how pointless I find every step of every day while on the phone with mom
I'm announcing a total emotional Jihad on women until we can figure out just what the fuck is going on
>>25032197Most self-identifying incels are usually white or arab, with some black. I'd know because I am one but the in-denial ones are always jeets or pakis. Hence the 'i am doing the fucking on you mom saar' comments we all see
It's pretty pathetic that I struggle brushing my teeth right?
>>25032259>believing the people on here>"Only I'm allowed to make sexual jokes about my mom!"I'd say its unhinged but it isn't, you just aren't thinking.
>>25032267Nigga what? I'm talking about the out of pocket sexual things pajeets say online, irrelevant to anything on this board
>>25032270That's probably because porn is banned in their country and only 1/3rd of their population is female. So they are always doing the needful.
>>25032262My sister struggles with that too.
Wish my name was Nigel unfortunately I will never be cool enough
>>25032118Honestly anyone who uses Linkedin unironically is pretending to work. My friend said there are good workshops and information on there but I'd rather be homeless than interact with that wretched website.
>>25032274Has she found a way to do it reliably?
"Trans rights are human rights"? "Black lives matter"? Bitch just give me my fries.
>>25032290Ronald McDonald says: "Blans lights humter!"
>>25032280No. For me it's easy. Brushing my teeth is the first thing I do when I get up, and the last thing I do before bed.
>>25032300That does not help me but at least you can say that you don't have this humiliating problem. I'm kinda hungry despite having 2 dinners and I don't know if I should have a 3rd or just brush my teeth and get into bed.
Where are you supposed to meet people as a working adult outside of dating apps?
>>25032305You aren't, welcome to the future.
>>25032305Do you have a hobby?Do you believe in God?Do you want to stay active?Do you have a local library?
>>25032309nta but the last place I want to meet or talk to people is at my local library.
>>25032312I'm not telling to go up to people in the library and talk to them. Libraries usually have brochures of programs and events where you can check. Its like the best place to see events happening around your area.My local library had posters put up for a free jazz concert not too long back and I went there to have a good time and talk to random people.
So Trump is just straight up losing his mind right
>>25032325Pretty sure he's dying.
>>25032325You talking about Greenland? Funny how Trump starts talking about buying Greenland when Greenland started talking about independence from Denmark. Keep in mind that Greenland is a net negative on the Danish economy, paying around 1 million USD a year to support the 30k people living in the frozen hellscape.
>>25032154Neither I nor you nor mods care about the rules and you know it. And turns out "onions" is an english word.>>25032161>Write your thoughts threadExactly what I did, but I don't think in english. I believe that's part of the so-called US defaultism.>is blight on the earthSpanish being a blight on the earth? Really? Don't you know english is called universal language? And don't you know why?>the day it is no longer spoken>a dead, useless languageMake up your mind.Look, these are cute contradictions and I think you're a fascinating and funny creature, but you can't have a coherent discussion this way, are you shure you're not the one chimping out? Are you shure you're not the one shitposting? I guess that guy who said being a nigger has nothing to do with skin color was right all along.>tl;dr
>>25032380Hispanic entitlement to force their language and culture onto other people is crazy.
>>25032380>US defaultism>goes to US website>"Wow, I hate how there's all these Americans here."Retarded language breeds retarded people who make retarded countries that fail who then make people like you who are proud to be a retard and cry victim because they aren't treated like the special little princess that needs to be saved.Fuck off to Hispachan with the rest of the human trash you call a culture.
>>25032380>And turns out "onions" is an english word.It isn't you're literally just low IQ and you should go post somewhere else.
>>25032384The funny thing is that they ban Americans from owning homes because they are trying to prevent prices from rising and "protecting the culture from imperialists" but the moment they are allowed out side of their quarantined continent they act like none of the rules apply to them and actively break every rule and destroy every nice area they go to. Then they whine and complain like its some sort of hate crime to tell them they aren't special and that they have to obey the rules.
>the advertising algo has started sending me ads in katakanaI weebed too hard somewhere lads
Does the 21st century have a Golden Bough, a White Goddess, or a Decline of the West that's influential on a bunch of writers?
>>25032384Ok I'll bite.Dude, it's exactly the other way around, don't try to sound smart because you're not. The fucking US is bringing "freedom" and "democracy" and all those lies to all those "opressed" nations just to get some natural resources, but destroys their culture with the America fuck yeah mentality and the american style and McDonalds and OF culture and stupid words like latinx (not a single latino uses that word) and all that bullshit. Nobody is as entitled as US people and everyone knows it, your post just proves my point, US is that brainless highschool bitch who loves attention and thinks she's the smartest in the room.I'm going to sleep, think of better bait for tomorrow.>tl;dr again
I have a lot of build up that needs taken care of.
>>25032420Then why are you here like an illegal immigrant? Because you feel entitled to something that doesn't belong to you. The only reason I can think of for why you are here is that this is all bullshit and the real reason is that you're jealous of us.
>>25032420>tupid words like latinx (not a single latino uses that word)Because your language is built off of exclusion and hate and its obvious by the fact that you feel like its appropriate to come into an English imageboard and spew your ogga-booga-clack-rocks-together-language.This is exactly why you deserve everything America does to you.
>>25032420>Nobody is as entitled as US peopleExcept illegal immigrants which I had the misfortune to work with, they were racist as fuck against me for being white and not speaking Spanish. Literally worse than black people in how racist they were.
>>25032420The funny thing about this post is that you're serious and you don't find the millions of Hispanics who illegally entered the country in any way ironic or against your case. This is the most 3rd world post I've read all month.
>>25032420uh oh someones having a melty!
>>25032420He's asleep, quick send in the military to kidnap him!!!
What poets besides John Donne wrote love poems to their wives? When men write a love poem it's practically never to their spouse, but rather someone they're simping for or their side piece. Which is strange because you'd think a man's spouse is the woman he'd have the closest level of intimacy with.
>>25032450>someone they're simping for or their side piece.Sometimes, sometimes its to woo a lady, other times its to pine for someone they'll never have.>Which is strange because you'd think a man's spouse is the woman he'd have the closest level of intimacy with.Most marriages in human history were political or economical so it would make sense that you and your wife would kind be "meh" about each other. Even when you are married for a long time to someone the reality of who they are and all the little annoying things they do that get on your nerves kinda kills the love people have for each other these days. I know old people who have giant houses just so they can just avoid each other all day.
>>25032450Imagine being married... Ew....
Yes, I do want to come. Thanks for asking.
>>25032390>goes to US websiteWhat's the problem? You guys call yourselves the land of freedom, right?>"Wow, I hate how there's all these Americans here."Hahahahaha I never said that and I don't even care about people's nationality, but you do, you guys were the ones bitching about "muh english, muh imageboard", "shoo shoo you non-english speaker". Shitty rhetoric from shitty xenophobes.>proud to be a retard and cry victim because they aren't treated like the special little princessYou're literally describing US people, specially people like Trump. US is like Cartman in the ninjas episode with his special power being he has all the powers, idk I don't remember well.>the human trash you call a cultureWell, I'm glad my culture doesn't need stupid excuses to make stupid wars around the world to steal natural resources and thank God my country never inspired dystopian genres like burgerpunk.>>25032394>Picrel>>25032405>they ban Americans from owning homesNot in my country, actually foreigners (specially the ones that pay in dollars) are welcome because landlords can rise prices. Talk about a blight in the world!>they act like none of the rules apply to them and actively break every ruleCriminals here will be criminals there and everywhere, but I can't speak for them because, thank God, I have enogh money to travel legally to other crountries. But all that you said reminds of that US streamer called Johnny Somali, I don't know why.Well, it was funny (not really), but it's late and I have a life outside the internet. See you later, maricones.
I mispronounced "magnanimity" in front of everyone at a dinner party, it's so over
>>25032495How? Like, did you say "magmaninity"?
>>25032516I said the first two syllables like you would with "magnanimous"
I found a picture of myself at age 20 and was briefly shocked by how good I used to look. Like a solid 8/10. I could probably get around there again, men are like that more or less, but man... I really don't think I could ever entertain women again. They just bore me to tears.
4am, I made it, time to take my medicine, my favorite time of the day, because it makes me feel so good. I just need to get my sleep schedule aligned with it again (ie fall asleep before it wears off, wake up when I can take it asap, instead of falling asleep too early, then having to impatiently wait 5-6 hours awake and bored until I can take it).
>>25031470What does it mean when a girl considers herself a manic pixie dream girl?Does it mean she is self aware that there are guys around her who are drawn to her and is she doing it on purpose?
>>25032616yeah i saw my old college id pic of me from when i as like 20 and i looked like that dude who crashed that lacan lecture, i could have pulled but going to a tech school i just internalized being a repulsive nerd. i did have sex in college but no gf just random dorm sex. my whole life is a waste of time. should prob just rope.
Anyone else detest cookies with milk? Tastes like soggy water.
>>25032730i don't eat slop
Death is everything, dreamlessSo deep under earth, no breathAs we turn to one with itDeath is now here, come rest
This woman I was interested in, who admittedly is(was?) interested in me too was a self-admitted(?) detached avoidant type and I thought I'd take it slow with her but she basically ghosts me for days and even a week only to come back like as if nothing happens. I got annoyed so I stopped putting in the work towards keeping up with her and now she's being more interactive with me. All because I became more "nonchalant" about it.I wish I could smoke cigs because thinking about this gives me a headache.
My liberal muslim pal said Catholism is the only branch of Christianity that scares him.
Y'know, for ostensibly being a loser with no redeemable qualities, the character George Constanza gets laid a lot in Seinfeld. Is that just an NYC thing? People have sex with someone new every month in that city and it's standard?
>>25032749that happened to me yesterday, this chick i was into sent me a pic and in the past i would gush about how beautiful she is for 10 minutes but this time i was like "cute" and closed the app, so she set her profile pic on whatsapp to exclude me. i'm like well that's petty, but the less contact i have with the less interested i'm going to be so, go ahead...
>>25032756Catholicism would be based if it wasn't for the whole Pope thing. I don't mind having a head of the church, but he's too close to a king for my liking.
>>25032761it's not nyc it's just that normies have sex
>>25032761Pretty sure that's like self-insert fantasy the writers like to put. Kinda like how Adam Sandler's characters in most of his slop movies gets the hottest chick despite being a slob.
>>25032770Even for a normie it's a lot. Also Constanza isn't a normie, that's the whole point. Now, if you wanna say it's a normie in NYC thing, then okay.>>25032771I know, I know, it's just fiction, and romantic entanglements and relationships and sex is fuel for comedy and plots, but still.
>>25032769The pope would be based if he was based. Sadly, he's not.
>>25032769>he's too close to a king for my likingNah, the bible is basically set up that way which is why the crazy literalists usually wind up with a living prophet or president. King is a misunderstanding of how fucking weird the position is. The Pope is basically an older and quieter version of the Mormon living prophet idea, but where Mormons are used to their prophet coming out with some out of pocket stuff based on their weird health code or whatever, the Pope is usually someone who has reserve enough to not speak ex cathedra until you get things like>Mary is the only human body free from sin and therefore the only human body which could be accepted living, body and soul, directly into heaven, source: she told me she loves me and cured me of my epileptic visionsbecause the Popes who set dogma are the ones where God told them to more than anything else. Corruption, you don't need the spiritual aspect to effectively implement in any international and political organisation, but the real purpose of the position is more like>The angel moroni told me that tea is the devil's instrument
All "sides" are under close to total, absolute control by forces incentivized to cause death and decay. Almost none of the individuals involved want that but the demons that control their minds do.
Evens I read non-fiction.Odd I read fiction.
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Evens i take a napOdd I take a nap
>>25032325Looks that way. I don't see how provoking his allies into cutting the US out of their economies does anything for Americans other than appease people who think the rest of the world actually was robbing us before the tariffs. I'd rather have Vance or Rubio at this point.
There's this chick on Goodreads who follows me and likes every single thing I post. She reads girl books almost exclusively: light romance, the occasional classic. She's not one of those ones that is friends with 5000 users and likes things all day. Not sure what's happening here.
odds i get evensevens i get odds
>>25032879I'd love to take a nap but believe it or not, some of us have to work
evens and we're evenodds and we're at odds
>>25032428>why are you here like an illegal immigrant?I'm in my own country and I actually have a US visa, but keep asuming things about people, it just shows your ignorance.>you feel entitled to something that doesn't belong to you.Like US people do? Dude, I don't feel entitled to nothing and you're just proving my point.>the only reason I can think of [...]Think harder (if you can), because you are wrong. Once again: keep asuming things.>>25032431>your language is built off of exclusion and hateHahaha that's bullshit and you know it. Your whole culture is built off of exclusion and hate, let me show you with an example of your own:>you feel like its appropriate to come into an English imageboard and spew your ogga-booga-clack-rocks-together-languageAlso, did you know spanish is far more complex than english? Idk if that makes the later more primitive than the former, but I know for sure spanish isn't the "ogga-booga-clack-rocks-together-language". >everything America does to you.America is not a country, America is a continent, you ignorant piece of shit. Btw nice misspellings.>>25032432>except illegal immigrantsProbably, idk. I can't speak for illegal immigrants, I don't even like them and I'm against illegal immigration. You should call ICE if you haven't already.>>25032438>you don't find the millions of Hispanics who illegally entered the country in any way ironic or against your caseIt is ironic and against my case (I don't like them and I don't speak for them, like I said before), but you can't compare a bunch of illegal immigrants with your whole fucking military force invading other countries and taking its resources. Pretty shure you're not the victim here. This is the most 'murica post I've read all month.You guys are not even trying and this is getting boring.Pic unrelated.
>>25032962Your posts are self-evidently retarded. Nobody needs to "try" anything and you have no "case", just incoherent ooga-booga noises as if you're trying to demonstrate what an irredeemable savage you are.
>>25032485>You guys call yourselves the land of freedom, right?Yeah for us, not for you.
>>25031470I'm not an alcoholic but when I drink socially I just can't quit. I want to keep the party going, and by doing so I keep drinking. It's not a massive problem in itself but I end up losing a whole day hungover, as I can't read/write/function with a hangover. I think I need to find a new social outlet but the English pub is one of the few places where you're not going to be forced to deal with people you actively disagree with, like a bookclub or exercise group, for example.
Tuesday 20th January Woke up to the mistakes of my past. Years unemployed, producing nothing from it. An evening on the sofa, numbing the pain with cartoons. Turning away from it all. 9am. Earlier than yesterday. Didn’t set an alarm, why bother. Nicotine addiction and coffee call me out of this rut. Two pleasures I have right now. Imagined how it would feel to wake up hastily for work, less time to think, no time for “nothing”. Large portion of my evening fantasising about writing that book. Being an author. The idea, easier than the method, haunting me with dialogue that rushes through my brain. Overcome. I sit there, defeated. Glanced around the flat, trying to see as a stranger would; gloomy grey floor, dirty socks, scribbles of a mad man scattered to curtains that haven’t opened in days. Doesn’t belong to someone who is smart, productive or happy. Belongs to something, trapped between the reality of the world and an idea of it. Scared to take the plunge back into the world of work/volunteering. Looking at how useless I am. Strange now, shy and timid. Reality crushing down, on that small jewel I grip tightly to my chest of being bright, charming and smart. Collapsed under days on the bar, Harveys scrap yard, singled out as weird, odd, mute. The child without all his marbles. Struggling to fit in, with looks that say “there’s something wrong with him”. Abundant now they will be. Being a part of a new world, where my illusions are taken away. What I think I am compared to who I am. Struggling to face the other. Who stays inside all day through fear, who is shy, cold to others, afraid to be seen. Eats ready made pizzas. Gorges on chocolate, sits alone in the dark. Numb, to everything. Back to a fantasy where things may change, even though they don't. Accept it, won’t accept it. To the bottom again. Years gone now. Finding myself older, coy, timid, at an age where most people are set in themselves; confident, content. Others gaze in relief: “Least that’s not me”. This plaque that i carry. Of what not to be. Remembering him and all the lies he told his friends and family. Protecting himself. Me the shield to hide who he was, how he was, in his sexuality. The lullaby I’ve sang for two weeks becoming fainter, out of key, teetering out. Breaks the slumber of wanting to be with him, joining him, to a place not here, where hope is not lost. Hazy and confused, I sit. Two lonely bodies, wrapped around one-another. Death entered with clarity, separating us.
skipped my 2 hour nursing lab to read hamlet
>european faggots saying they're ready to heckin kill americans over greenland >can't even protect their mom or sister from getting raped or groped by some pakistani orc >2026, the once great european volk is getting humiliated and beaten down by literally everyone and doing nothing about it:( mayb it's time for them to just die honestly idk
>>25033359That's rough, I did have a laugh though when they "beefed up their military" from 14 military dog sled teams to a whole 30 people! And honestly its weird seeing people thinking that war is still like WW2 where you land troops on the ground and fight for cities when all you would have to do to capture Greenland is to sail a navy over and blockade food and aid going into Greenland (because they don't produce anything and take around 1 million USD in gibs from Denmark) until the people in Greenland give up and say they'll join. You don't need to put boots on the ground at all.
I know why you all exist.
>>25033359Americans trying to denigrate the racial integrity of Europe or its ability to stand up to outgroups while American Whites are by now probably a minority which is ritualistically humiliated in every institution so much that there have been multiple overt chimpout summers since 2014 will never not be rich to me. t. American White
>>25031476Happy Birthday!
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>>25033232Good choice and based
Is even possible to destroy everything that existence? Wouldn't transform into something else?
Bitch it's my birthday. Happy birthday to me.
>>25033667Happy Bday, anon!
I resent the guy who used to be my closest friend since we were thirteen. He was always fickle and went with the consensus, but since covid it's like things got ten times worse. He became a gigaliberal, exactly the kind that chuds here stereotype and seems like too much of caricature to actually exist. He started dating some danger haired hambeast with cutting scars who got blackout drunk and fucked his apartment up on the day we met, refuses to be friends with anyone who isn't exactly like him (white, liberal nerd) and basically takes all his political, religious and existential takes from 2018's twitter. Every fucking time I ask him to hang out he says no and tries to invite me to hang out with his friends at a later date, in a way that feels more like him being polite than an actual invitation. I even gave it a try a few times but it's rough, they're a bunch of thirthy something people who act like eternal teenagers, do nothing but feel outraged about every single thing in the world, resent anything unfamiliar and aren't open nor inviting, barring two or three guys who you can at least make small talk with.For fucks sake, I'm not even right wing. Last time we met he asked completely out of the blue if I would like to own a gun, and when I said "not really but I would like to go to a range one day to see how they work" he looked at me like I was Hannibal Lecter. Fucking fifteen years of friendship, growing up together, being there for every single bad moment in his life and helping him through them, just to be thrown away like trash.I treated him like a brother. For what? With a few exceptions, friendship isn't worth shit to most people besides convenience.
Make it stop please! Barely a month has passed in to the new year and all ready all of my loved ones are dying of illness please god make it stop! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
>>25033667Happy birthday anon
>>25033721I'm actually sick right now.
>ask mom to pick me up some flossers>she buys some sort of shitty pink girl flossers from a company called "grin">"We make all our picks from 100% recycled plastic!">think that's kinda nasty that I'm putting washed used plastic in my mouth and look at the back of the package>"We care about your mouth just as much as we care about the earth!">think: "Are flossers even recyclable?">look it up>they aren't>they are doing this weird feel good girl marketing about "saving and caring for the planet" by taking recyclable plastic out of the recycle system and making them fill up the landfill for eternityI don't know if this is just being pragmatic to cut down costs or if they are actually this stupid.
My girlfriend is currently in a full on break with reality.She believes her (non-muslim) friend is trying to "convert her to Islam and kill her."She says she'll kill if she has to.She keeps sobbing and telling me, "You never go full circle with me."What do I do?
>>25033748Break up with her and find someone sane who doesn't want you do throw your life away over delusions?You know, like a normal person?
>>25033783She has no family support. She may end up homeless.
I was born 130 years ago in the Black Forest.
>>25033807How are you still alive?
>>25033819The Black Forest.
I can't think of a single person whom I would want to be. I seem to have deluded myself into wishing to achieve certain goals, but when I see those who have already achieved those goals I can't find the satisfaction I am looking for. Looking back at all the things I have done that should be impressive I feel nothing. When I finally understand a concept that previously seemed magical to me, all the magic dissolves, and it becomes mundane. Nobody seems to be happy or proud of what they have done; they only move from point A to point B, and now they wish to move point C, never achieving a sense of satisfaction.
>>25033824How come all the germans there aren't immortal too?
>>25033831https://suno.com/song/010623c9-2664-469b-916e-0f8df451bbfeThe lyrics are about this.
We broke up on good terms and promised to remain friends. It just didn’t work for both of us after a few months of dating. About a month before we broke up, I read her diary and saw her doubts about me. I was shocked and after that I started to distance myself from her.After the break up the regret came, wanted to talk about it with her, to find out why it didn't work when it was going so well. I told her that I had read her diary and that it was the reason why I distanced myself. After that she never wanted to see or talk to me again.
>>25033846Wrong Black Forest
>>25033986Where is the right one?
>>25033989In Poland
>>25033997Oh, the setting of Darkwood. Now everything makes sense. Well, I'm not in yurop so I'll have to keep waiting for a future vampire gf who will make me immortal.
Time is a straight clock.
pitchfork just paywalled their reviews! lmao it's truly over for /mu/
Time is a cock and balls.
>>25034002Neither am I and I'm surprised you got the reference? Mandalore Gaming enjoyer?
>>25034061Did they? I just opened one
As I read I am often taken by vivid recollections, hallucinations almost, of conversations, of being recommended whatever I’m reading by friends and acquaintances I have sense lost touch with, or of their commentary on said material, all these memories forgotten until their timely reawakening. Sometimes these visions echo across decades, sometimes mere years, yet either way they are retained in shockingly high fidelity, specific words and facial expressions flickering into my mind with shocking clarity. I am tempted to mourn when reflecting on these past encounters, to despair in these ephemeral lost moments, but I often find myself resisting this inclination, and instead concluding in some bizarre and irrational twist of unlogic, that I shall return to these moments a thousand times, and not just in some imaginary sense but rather in a real and physical way, that I will use them to construct a wormhole through which the flow of time can be fed through and back around into itself.
>>25034066u get for four free a month then u have to pay lol the sad part is it says how many subscribers voted on the new "user score" or wharever and the highest one is 11 votes.
>>25034067Terrible. Overwrought. Mundane. Paragraph ends in complete Non sequitur. Why take the time to type such palaver?
>>25034067Oh and you used the word shocking twice in one sentence. Gay as fuck in all honestly.
>>25034075also "unlogic" came off pretty queer
>>25034080I actually liked that part.
Say what I do not what I say.
a song is a mood
>>25034065Years ago. I think that the last game featured on his channel that I ended up playing was Stasis: Bone Totem. Still, thanks to him I gave a chance to Darkwood, Sunless Seas, Penumbra, E.Y.E., Pathologic 2 and who knows what else. Great games all around.
>>25034065Btw, did you see that the guys behind Pathologic are making Darkwood 2?
Are some men just meant to be alone? Newton, Michelangelo, Kant, Schopenhauer, all of them were lifelong bachelors...My work is my sole reason for living, and outside of it, I care for nothing. Masturbation fulfills my sexual needs completely, and I don't ever get lonely. I could definitely get by without companionship, but I just have no idea if that's the right choice. Wouldn't it be sad if I never experienced love? And what does it mean, that I don't require companionship or sex? There are plenty of great men who were like this. If we pathologize it and say they were all mentally ill, then is it not possible this removal from sex still helped them pursue greatness?
Lol why does Kier Starmer have a chudstack
>>25034265>chudstackyou misspelt cuckshack
How do you repair your relationship with a girl and get her back after having broken her heart? Is it even possible?
>>25034413You read Iceberg Slim and make some life and vocabulary choices for yourself
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dpn5Rff4gUk
What motives gay bottoms to do it? I guess I can understand that anal feels good for the top but does it also feel good for the dude getting boned? I'm kinda curious about what it feels like.
>>25034431go on sniffies and find a hung stud to rail ur asshole
I just learned that Poe was (possibly) murdered by a gang of electioneers who forced him to cast votes until he perished
I've liked the thinkers who thought that art was simply ideas as objects, but I've never seen anyone argue for how clearly this comes about, so now I have my definition. Art is a composition of which the parts serve both as support for an aesthetic structure and as semantic elements for a truth, an idea, a moment of mind, which thus appears as concretized and encapsulated in the emerging object or phenomena, an emergence brought by the aesthetic order. Art is ideas as object or phenomena. For example, in music, a note within an interval, a chord, a melody is both support for an aesthetic structure through the proportion found in rhythm and pitch, as well as a building component of an emotion being represented once it becomes part of an interval.Aesthetic structure is what gives something unity, a body, it's how you can tell a rock from the ground, the rock is aesthetically internally consistent, and then has contrast with the surrounding ground, it is this contrast which allows to distinguish objects in the world; it is like this that a child may point at things and ask "what's this", that is how he arrives at some 'this' in the first place. At first I had a definition about aesthetic structure, and just the idea being surrounded by aesthetic so as to be encapsulated, but the important part is that the components have both functions: contributing to aesthetic and semantic. It is thus that an idea seems meshed within the object, it is truly literally, an idea as object, it is how art comes to represent self-contained realities. I solved art, at least the definition. Music comes as art, frames of a movie also comes as art, and because art is composable through aesthetic (music matches frames for instance) movies are art. Photos don't come as art because there isn't typically enough composition choice involved such that everything contributes towards a representation of the mind; some will seem to, but it's a thin line and always up to interpretation anyway.
>>25034433not that kind of curious dumbass
Sigh. My girlfriend is acting like a brat again.
>>25031470My work crush gave me a bottle of her perfume as a parting gift for when I'm leaving.Wtf am I supposed to make of this?
>>25034431the prostate is an erogenous zone
>>25034482Mine burst.
>>25034469seems pretty half baked dude
I am fucking up these ricotta pancakes>>25034480>Anon is more of a sperger than meHow do you have a job?
>>25034482That makes no sense. Wouldn't all guys nut when they took a dump if this was true?
>>25034504Would you nut from rubbing shit against your soft dick while reading a shampoo bottle?
>>25034511Of course.
>>25034504>Wouldn't all guys nut when they took a dump if this was true?Happened to me once.
I had a friend who was getting his first prostate exam. When the doctor stuck his finger in his butt he nutted immediately and screamed.
Is it an insane thing to cancel a move across the country because you met someone?I'm planning on moving to Montreal next month, but now I don't know. I was really just moving to escape stagnation, not for anything in particular, so I don't think it's as crazy as it sounds.
>>25034542the dr was prob pro at that and did it on purpose to fuck with him
>>25034552the chick is only "into u" because she knows ur moving, if u stay she will move on and u'll be pissed. chicks love to do stuff like that.
man i have a cut on my foot and i took my socks off to go to bed but went to piss first and somehow the cut left a giant blob of blood on the bathroom floor. where the fuck did all that blood come from and was it solid like a blob? it was like an inch across and a half inch high. that was fucked up, the cut isn't that big, how in the hell?
>>25034557I haven't told her
I made my gf cry earlier and I feel awful but could never tell her that or otherwise express it in any non-dysfunctional way. Fml
>>25034565oh in that case idk depends on committed u r to the move like did u sign a lease and take a job offer? in that case it would be insane to back out, but also define "met" like r u guys fucking on the reg?
>>25034568Women cry over literally everything and anything and if you don't have a solid grip on reality and what is and isn't pushing boundaries she is gonna gaslight you into thinking any sort of criticism of her is abuse because it made her feel bad.
>>25034571i put $200 down on a sublet and have a non refundable plane ticket. no job, I was just going to live off my savings (6 figures in stocks so i can live off of it if I'm frugal)we met in a book shop last week, so its very very early but I really like her
>>25034573thank u i was gonna say it was prob just a emotional manipulation attempt and best ignore, but the captcha pissed me off and didn't bother to post it, yo AGAIN with the ball busting captcha fuck this shit i'm going the fuck to bed
>>25034554That's what I'd do if I was a doctor.
>>25034573You're right but it isn't like that, I slept like shit and had an otherwise awful morning and took it out on her
>>25034575take her with u 90 percent chance she's a standard "teehee i love to travel" instanormie
>>25034581Okay, you're human too. Just say that and apologize. What's the problem?
I feel like nothing will ever change or get better, that my skills in hobbies (writing, drawing) will never improve and I will be stuck at my dead end job for the rest of my life. I just don’t see an upside to this anymore.
>>25034594If you don't feel like you are getting better that's a good thing. You're past the novice stage to the point that your improvements are so incremental that you can't recognize them any more. Just keep at it and start comparing what you did when you started to what you are doing now. It's why a lot of artists go back and redraw childhood drawings or earlier drawings because they then can really see the change side-by-side.
You burn in fervent angerConsumed by flames of hatred
>>25034617My armor is contemptMy shield is disgustMy sword is hatredIn the Emperor's nameLet none survive.
>>25034630Warhammer?
With women it's like: oh yeah, women, very nice, I like women, yeah. Just overall, all around, very nice, yeah. The overall woman is the thing, the nice overall. With men it's like the guy is making that face I like, very good, I like this face, I like it when he has lines like that too, very nice, I like these specific lines, lines like this on a man are good.
i think im gonna blow my friend off and refuse to help him on his movie shooti think ill retreat into the comfortable shell of my own psyche instead of externalising my neurotic biologyand i think, more than any other snack, oreos are infinitely consumable.
>>25034658Yup, 40K, ignoring all the culture war about it I found it interesting that they vindicate all emotions including anger and hatred as blessings to be wielded as a weapon against the enemy, which I found a refreshing and crazy interesting in theological metaphysics.
I spend big bucks on books from Amazon all the time and yet the book I'm currently on I bought for $5 from Value Village. The last book I read I bought from VV, too.
>>25034765I just check books out from my local library.
Is it worth it? Let me work itI put my thing down, flip it and reverse it
Every single post in this thread is extremely low quality. You clearly do not read and come here only for a thread that belongs on /trash/. You should all be banned.
>>25034770That's fucking gay.
>>25034782You would know better than me
I started working on my New Year’s resolution before New Year’s. I was doing so well in November and December, disciplined enough to not be constantly wasting my time and actually work on the things I wanted to work on.Now my drive is gone and I’ve only been wasting time these past few weeks.
>>25034708>I think I'm gonna blow my friend offThis would be embarrassing to say in reality life. Be more cautious, anon
Ignoring my internet friends, back to my lone wolf ways.
>>25034798I always do that too.
Am I allowed to worry about Greenland yet?
>>25034807You should be worrying about Necropolis.
>>25034807Literally nothing is going to happen, what is there to even worry about? If America does take aggressive moves to take Greenland its just going to be a blockade of their ports and shutting down their airspace until they agree to join. There's only fucking 30 soldiers on Greenland.
>>25034816If America takes Greenland will it be a territory or a state? Would it be cut up in multiple states?
>>25034816It's the ripple effects on geopolitics, economics, and international relations I worry about.
>>25034821Like what?
>>25034820Probably a territory like Puerto Rico or Samoa where all they do is take US funding and goods while they allow the US to build military bases all over them and own any sort of strategic resources on them like oil, uranium, or something.
>>25034823The end of NATO, for one. Rearmament of Europe which is bad for everyone (ie the more armies and nukes in the world, the higher risk of conflict). Downfall of American empire and economic prosperity.
You can't even live as in bumfuck nowhere anymore without the US government getting up in your shit. God I hate America so much. There's still Antarctica I guess but who knows Trump may want that next.
>>25034831>The end of NATOI'm sorry to say but Europe would die without NATO they won't leave it, their economy can't take going even more in debt without slashing social services and when they do it will throw Europe into chaos.>Downfall of American empire and economic prosperity.If Europe turns on America there is literally nothing stopping us from turning to China and telling them to take Taiwan if they want to team up. Europe is more like Russia or Turkey in that they are a regional power that isn't taken very seriously on the world stage. It's why everyone feels safe fucking over Europe constantly.
>>25034833I'd say they are Canada if Canada was the crossroads of the world. Nice and polite but not really a threat and easily pushed around because they don't do anything back.
Getting ready to submit a story to a literary journalOf course it has to be in "standard manuscript format" because, God forbid, the tender eyes of the interns are confused or whatever Holy shit, what an ordeal
Social liberals really are just evil. If you support abortion, gay marriage, birth control, no-fault divorce, and this tranny bullshit, you are an enemy of civilization and want to see everything dissolved into a state of wickedness akin to Sodom and Gohmorrah. We've had your experiments for the last 300 years, we've seen the results, the judgment is final. These people should be treated like the enemies they are.
im reding hitory
