be your own pet

Draining the guts in my head

They warned me not to listen to Wagner, lest I fall under his spell. I didn't listen. Now I can't listen to anything else. I spend 10+ hours a day listening to his music. I am converted.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pnUUk7pBTP8

>>25137429
Finally, nothing in all the examples that could be accumulated would make the differences between Greek and Roman liberty clearer than this simple word: the Romans were positive and practical men, the Greeks artists; the Romans descended from a male race, the Greeks had become feminized; and that is why the Italic Romans were able to lead their successors, their heirs, to the threshold of world empire with all the means to complete the conquest, while the Greeks, from a political point of view, had only the glory of having pushed governmental decay as far as it can go before encountering barbarism or foreign servitude.

>>25137483
nah

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I want a pussy on my face so fuckign bad

Bitches ain't shit but hoes and tricks

>>25137429
>https://x.com/WallStreetMav/status/2032115119879045512
wtf i love ai now

i wonder if i have a kidney infection, i think so cuz my symptoms don't really match a kidney stone exactly, but working out too hard, being dehydrated, etc. all cause infection, also i was using creatine in protein powder and creatine bangs ur kidney supposedly.

>>25137510
Ask your doctor. Easy to treat if early. Hard to treat if not.

Nietzsche is wrong about slave morality.
Our middle class behaviours are derived from aristrocratic courtly etiquette where the primary goal was avoiding conflict between holders of military power.

>>25137476
This shit unironically killed Germany. Millions of men knowingly rushing to their deaths thinking they were fucking einherjar

>>25137429
I'm shitting blood once again.
My arteries are dying, my kidneys are failing, my brain and heart are dying and yet, the portuguese/spics/shitalians still make noise campaigns...

In less than 30 minutes and one assault riffle I could improve greatly my life experience while dying in peace.

>>25137507
The goal is to strip White people in general of all political or social power, whole relegating them to blue collar labor while a handful of Jewish billionaires rule from the top. The goal is to create a new feudal system but European aristocrats are replaces by Jews, Indians and Chinese with a White/Hispanic peasant class. I don't understand how people still fall for the trades psyop, especially with the diminishing power of unions and worker/environmental protections in the US.

>>25137483
Romans had no concept of liberty, they were a slave empire where all the citizens were slaves to the state. Greek philosophers grew out their hair and beards to symbolize their feeding and independence, while Romans forced citizens to look identical to their slaves, with short hair and clean shaven faces. Romans made very little contributions to art, math, science, literature and architecture compared to Greece. The only thing Romans were skilled at were engineering and military tactics/strategy. Romans were actually very similar to the US in that aspect, where STEM-brained autists have clout while everything else is ignored.

>>25137617
The law, for the Greeks, done and undone every day, and constantly in the name of the higher power, the law had neither prestige, nor authority, nor force. On the contrary, in Rome, the law was practically never repealed; it was always alive, always active, it was encountered everywhere, it alone commanded, and, in fact, the fatherland remained in its state of abstraction, and did not have the right, although highly honored, to become infatuated every morning with some new, bad revolutionary, as happened all too often on the Pnyx.
There is nothing better for understanding the omnipotence of the law in Roman society than to see the power of augural conventions perpetuated until the end of the republic. When we read that in Cicero's time, the announcement of a meteorological prodigy was still enough to break up the assemblies and adjourn the session, while politicians mocked not only prodigies but even the gods themselves, we certainly find there an irrefutable indication of a great respect for the law, even when deemed absurd (1).

>>25137570
>Our middle class behaviours are derived from aristrocratic courtly etiquette where the primary goal was avoiding conflict between holders of military power.
explain, develop, that does not appear true to me

>>25137611
Just disillusion amd dissociate from society

>>25137429
weird I was just listening to BOC yesterday. 10 albums worth. saw them live last year. they were on their way out but going to Cleveland to watch them rock out was good enough for me.

>>25137723
nah

>>25137767
It's descalatory language and behaviour originally because of the threat of military reprisal, the people of today are the gradual filtering down of the most highly fertile upper classes into gradually lower classes carrying their behaviour and ethics with the generations.
Politeness, good humoured dismissiveness, playing off the most outrageous things as a joke. Within the context of strong legal systems they retained the ability if they chose to punitively attack other leveraging superior judicially backed force or trade arrangements.

I'm putting it out there because of what I'm pondering on. It might not be correct.

>>25137611
>I don't understand how people still fall for the trades psyop,
How does one leverage oneself out of it?
The traditional paths to higher learning are infected with the forces seeking to drive us down.

>>25137934
Isn't this just learned helplessness? Everyone says colleges and institutions are infected by evil leftoids who will brainwash you, but somehow these same evil leftoids managed a "long march through the institutions" that led to this state of things. Why can't anyone do the same but in reverse? Is the evil woke DEI communist leftism being supposedly taught in every college in America really so powerful that no one right of center dares to attend one of those colleges for fear of getting brainwashed himself?

>>25137937
That's what I'm asking though I'm not in the US.
How does one effectively fight back and expunge them from our institutions allowing for the restablishment of a healthy system that reflects our ideas built on natural truths instead of their perpetual lies?

>>25137934
Set up a trust fund for your children to ensure they can get into a good school. I'm not saying everyone needs to go college, obviously the world needs plumbers and electricians. The psyop is convincing intelligent White people not to go to college even if they're smart enough. The kind of thing pushed by Ben Shapiro, Sam Hyde, etc. (all college educated, btw) The fact is, you CANNOT achieve any real political power in the US without a college degree, and the elites know this which is why they want to discourage or even actively block White men from going to college.

>>25137945
Wish the opposite was true. Then Khmer Rouge can rise in the west.

If a kitty roams into my backyard again, I'm takin' it!

>>25137941
By becoming the academics.

Is that very abrasive and obnoxious poster from a couple I don’t know how many years ago who really loved using the word “dysgenic” still on this board? Is he in this thread? If yes, say hello.

>>25138122
Do you mean degenerate or decadent? Because yes, the Western civilizational hemisphere has reached the age of decadence on pretty much all facets of society. Politically, socially, artistically, religiously and even racially.

>>25138130
You’re definitely not him for at least two reasons, one of them being that wouldn’t be the tone of his response.

Mitski is cute

>>25138137
But I'm still correct in my irréfutable assertion.

>>25138145
Yes.

>>25138148
Can you elaborate a bit in order to refine this view? The importance of this fact cannot be understated.

This third-tier city is NOT conducive to walking around, it's so goddamn windy all the goddamn time, I hate it. Makes me want to wear a hat all the time and I don't wanna be one of those guys, especially since I have great hair, but great hair doesn't do me much good if the wind is blowing it around non-stop. Shit's lame.

>>25138102
How do you reconquista the academics?

Beauty is the pleasure of understanding materialized in objects

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Good afternoon, It's coffeetime.

>>25138179
Major in the liberal arts, get a degree, post-grad, maybe PhD, then a teaching post at a university, then tenure, then spread your version of the truth all you want (while being somewhat unbiased and charitable of opposing viewpoints of course, as any respectable intellectual ought to).

>>25138202
Who's the pajeetess? She's hot.

>>25138207
It's in the filename m8. Mia Z.

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Whatever.

They say you are what you eat, but I ain't no pussy.

So what am I supposed to do in this money loving world if I don't care much for it? Just live like one of Tolkien's hobbits? Go insane and die in the wild? Take the Mishima out of ritual suicide for aesthetics??!?

Death Would Be My Best Career Move

my cat followed me into the bathroom when i was going to shower, like he often does. he sits on the side of the bathtub.
when i was done showering i pulled back the shower curtains and he was gone. so i dry off and check for him, and he was chilling in the living/tv room.
i WAS deep in thought, but i seriously dont remember letting him out. ive never had a lapse like this lol

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Pick every man who is disgruntled, every woman who is furious, every individual who is isolated, and every person who is disappointed with what the system and want it torn apart. You pick'em up and tell them: you are absolutely right. You are already halfway to do this, since you took your time to write this mini-essay on the angst of the people. You seem to have the talent to relate to pain, and that is precious and useful.

This is what the enemy fears the most. They do not want people to relate to the pain of others, especially to the pain of those who have much more in common with them than the enemies have.

We need discontent to fester, we need pain to become intolerable, we need to turn off the heater on this pan of frogs to +5000 Fahrenheit so we jump with claws in hand to gnaw at the cook.

There is no easy solution but the spread of horror, of desperation and of the need for immediate action.

In this complicated times, we need simple solutions. The two solutions are the destruction of the existing system, or the destruction of all those who cannot live in it (increasingly, every single person). Canada has given up already, and they'll tell you to kill yourself if you are struggling with rent. Modern countries import foreigners, they do not care that their youth is giving up on life. The system has given up on us already. So either we die through our own means, or we just rally every loser like us into the greatest Hail Mary civilization has ever experienced, the last manifest of the faustian spirit: the ultimate revolution that destroys Enlightenment civilization.

In short, your retirement plan is now winning the next civil war.

>>25138329
>another retard who bought literal foreign psyops designed to make him into a useful retard
The cherry on top is that you use the term "faustian spirit" as if it's some noble thing when the meaning of the term is the willingness to trade your soul for knowledge.

>>25137429
I want to blow my fucking brains out

Smoke weed get high bad goils du et well

>>25138348
weed is legal in germany, but gummies aren't. I'm so fucking mad about that. I'm in such a bad fucking mood right now. I'm about to lose it.

>>25138353
I've heard weed is legal in Germany but you have to smoke it at a club and that you can only belong to one club at a time.

>>25137429
I got to see BOC live before they croak. One of the best nights ever, truth be told

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>>25137791
Yeah I like panchiko and advantage lucy and gbv and nettspend is aight
as a teen i was pretty glad when someone liked the same music as me but now i get kinda depressed by it, IDK why

>>25138381
>sentences that would kill a medieval peasant.

I dunno how to deal with my intellectual interests being way too niche.

>>25138390
That's why 4chan (and Reddit) exist.

>gin with tonic, lime, syrup
>nightcore hands up playlist on the headphones
>10 pm
>having the most fun ive ever had in my life
gonna drink until morning
LET'S GOOOOO

>>25138396
Maybe. They kinda fail at that purpose though.

I constantly feel this kinda painful itch that I can't contribute to the arts / sciences / culture in some way...

>>25138402
drinking alone?

>>25138405
yes, always alone
cheers brother

I feel like humans are fading out of existence.

How do people even "drop the soap"? Do they not hold onto the handle?

>>25138356
technically, but nobody gives a shit

>>25137597
I'm also peeing green, it's over.

I still have my foreskin in a jar. I wonder if I could sell it for like $100.

Two men are in a relationship where:
>one knows detailed information about the other (signs of a headache, what side he sleeps on, signs he didn't sleep well, voice tones when honests and when trying to cover pain/fatigue, small facial cues, favorite foods, coffee order)
>one tells the other what to do under certain conditions (sit, stand, drink water, eat, lie down, look there) and he doesn't complain or feel humilated or embarrassed
>one regularly touches the other for medical, safety, and procedure reasons (checking pulses at the wrist, temperature at the forehead, steadying or holding upright when weak or dizzy, guiding by the elbow or waist)
>much of their communication takes place in the form of checklists or procedure
>one is familiar with the other's living space and frequently goes or stays there for medical or safety reasons (watching for worsening condition, monitoring for shock or overheating or hypothermia, ensuring symptoms don't recur or worsen, remaining nearby in case of medical need overnight)
>they both trust each other with their lives
>they have seen each other in various states of emotional unrest, undress, and injury, but do not get embarrassed or get weird over it
>neither knows a whole lot of other personal info (other relationships, past, romantic or sexual stuff) about the other
What would you call this?

>>25138491
hammerlating

Survived another Friday 13th
But one of these will be the last one

>>25138531
I didn't even realize.

>>25137429
I'm thinking of writing a short story about an alternate history timeline where L. Ron. Hubbard is a world-famous and seminal sci-fi writer and Isaac Asimov founded a cult.
The main hurdle to this is that Hubbard was a terrible writer.

>>25138506
What?

>>25138491
Emotionally close caretaker-patient relationship.

>>25138535
What books have you read by Hubbard?

>>25138326
sp00ky

did you shower with the door open?

And of course, as soon as I get off the bus, I realize the cute girl near me was giving me the signs to approach. Please, lord, let me see her again...

>>25138543
Battlefield earth. But I admit I exaggerated when I said he was a terrible writer. He has good work, or so I have heard.

>>25138568
"The signs to approach". In what world can one tolerate living like this??

>>25138585
Well, she's the young, shy girl, of course she isn't gonna approach me first. The best she can do is signal she's open to being approached, ya feel?

I could see in the corner of my eye she was staring in my direction but in an effort to not be weird, I tried my hardest to not look at her -- only after I got off did I realize she was TRYING for the eye contact, which leads into the smile, which leads into the "hello" which leads into the "can I get your number?"

AHHHHHHHH I'm such a waste of my good looks. Someone else wanna borrow my face and put it to good use? Feel free.

>>25138579
His Battlefield Earth (1982) is his later stuff that people consider much worse than his earlier work that were published in reputable magazines, like his Slaves of Sleep and Typewriter in the Sky. I haven't read anything by him myself just read some reviews.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/L._Ron_Hubbard#Select_works

Just upgraded my Mug of Insights membership to Cold Brew and I couldn't be happier

>>25138591
>the eye contact, which leads into the smile, which leads into the "hello" which leads into the "can I get your number?"
This has never happened in my whole life. Can I take you up on that face borrowing proposal?

>>25138403
explain to me that

My mobile carrier finally upgraded to 5G and all of a sudden my bandwidth absolutely plummeted. Went into settings and manually selected LTE and it's much better. I guess that's cause everyone together in my area who're with Fido got automatically transferred onto the 5G network at the same time (including me).

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Drinking coffee before I start in on cleaning my room. Happy 4:20 btw.

Gary Busey is so fucking old.

The useless economy: people are confused and unhealthy, they go to therapy, pay the therapy for terrible advice which never solves anything, the medical industry generates X revenue, that revenue goes into movies that preach therapy and dependence and never help anyone develop character or thought, the movie industry generates Y revenue, that revenues goes into endless mcdonalds and influencers, which bring no vitality or development of character to anyone, those industry generate another revenue. Of course this is simplified, in reality revenue streams are generated from everywhere, directed at everywhere, but to simplify things like this is enlightening: what the fuck does this economic activity amount to? Nothing.

What percentage of the economy of arts, good and services is like this? Meaning that they do not provide development of character nor do they help automate more and more tasks as the years go by. It’s incredible how so fucking useless world economies are. I mean i’m ranting because I constantly see these useless circle of transactions that we could do without, but I do not dismiss ‘entertainment’ as being useless, life is supposed to be enjoyed, similarly a bunch of services are simple time-efficiency gains, logistics, hierarchies, management are an inevitable aspect of large structures growing in size and complexity, I would not say any of those jobs are useless either. Still, I cannot help but think only maybe 10% of economic activity is making a profit on actually helpful and durable tasks, and that even the industries with some amount of good virtuous activities nevertheless make the bulk of their profit on an unhealthy population, addicted to their food, entertainment, bullshit shows and bullshit meds and sessions. The economies of Europe are not growing, they have a GDP figure, but all of it represents the consumptions of addicted, unhealthy people, these are economies that do not have any activity which furthers automation year over year, or fixes people at a large scale by helping them developing better character.

So much is all fucked. I think it's still a good realization to understand that growth can and often does happen regardless of these crappy circlejerk part of the economy which make up the majority of it, all it takes is that it does not destroy too much, and that a few company are allowed to develop automation over the years

using me noggin, gets me groggin

>>25137429
I made my grandma listen to Burnin' For You.

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https://youtu.be/OImSmCE4Zy0
https://youtu.be/RMnVE5Ro_6c

U like desi pussy?

I'm listening to vaporwave in the big 26
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d28WxTLFVn0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xYNLKZoFJJA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Td3HpTUKtXU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9sNj-gUoBTs

>>25138591
Sure. But there's no dignity in partaking in that little signal game.
>only after I got off did I realize she was TRYING for the eye contact, which leads into the smile, which leads into the "hello" which leads into the "can I get your number?"
The number thing has never happened to me.
The others have happened, though. Women are shifty. And I personally believe that a non trivial amount of relationships start because the woman engineered it. Not many, but some.
>Someone else wanna borrow my face and put it to good use?
I have no need. In fact I'd want to throw mine away, become intangible. But I guess that has to with my father (whose looks I inherited).
>>25138592
I've heard Fear is pretty good myself.

>>25138627
i need it but i'm a blue eyed white boi they only link with indian dudes

>>25138659
Nah brah brown girls crave white cock. It's a fact.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ol18JoeXlVI
IQ test for anon

imagine being a 2-box'er

>>25138708
mystery box obviously, if I get 0 instead of 1K it is well worth it to have the satisfaction that the computer's prediction was wrong, flatter's my ego

>>25138708
I said one box, didn't watch the rest of the video.

i'm getting in bed and listening to audiobooks already idc it's friday

>>25138742
Based anon. Do you vape weed while you do that?

>>25138745
no but i do have some edibles

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I found this template and thought it was kinda cool or notable or whatever. So yeah here ya go. I'll post mine in a min.

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>>25138761
Here's mine.

There are only two things I can't stand in this world. The first is people who are intolerant of other people's cultures. The second is THE DUTCH.

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>>25138764
Here's mine.

>>25138764
mine is more or less the same, but less sure about anything (because of my belief in people's incompetence)

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>spent an hour trying to tell explain to some moronic anon that Evil being a privation is fundamental to christian doctrine.
>he refuses to believe it and insists that Christianity is dualistic regarding good and evil like Zoroastrianism
I will never leave this board again.

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>>25138761

atheists won

There's a greater than zero chance Jeffrey Epstein is still alive.

>>25138804
too risky, but as you said, it's greater than zero.

My God, it's full of stars!

>>25138804
Also, Hitler and Prestley.

>>25138813
Hitler died in Colombia in the 50's.

>>25138813
You're forgetting 33° Freemason and Skull & Bones member George H W Bush. He's being kept preternaturally alive too.

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The promotion of mankind, under its stated goal of accepting diversity, really effaces every individual differences, every culture in its wake, disguised desire for uniformity : “Everyone is the same, our differences are very superficial, we deserve according to what we are, and we are the same, so we deserve the...” *gets shot by a nigger; exploded by a muslim fundamentalist; scammed by an indian; puppeted by a chinese*

It's so insulting to be told to your face "you are the same as me"

Related:
To the leftists minded, racism is bad because there are no groups, only man; to the individualist, racism is bad because there are only uniques.

I spent a lot of time being confused by that, thought I had some common ground, but their argument is shit

>>25138821
according to an e-mail in the Epstein files, Bush senior once raped Bush.

Look, I'm fine with homeless people and crazies and whatever coming into the library to chill when they need to, to escape from the harsh elements outside, to get out of the house, but why must they go to the 4th floor to the fiction section where I and all the other normal people try to read and work on our stuff? Go sit in the non-fiction area, at least that's filled with books you'd understand.

>>25138835
What could you be 'working on' in that section? It's all made up.

>>25138841
I personally go there to read and work on my own writing. Other people seem to go there with their laptops and textbooks to work on school work. I personally don't mind being around homeless people and nuts but they bother and scare away the other normal people. Soon the library will just be me and them!

I just tοok an edible.

>upload a sample of my writing to chatGPT for critique just for fun
>it tells me it reads as "the product of someone who is very touch-starved"

>>25137811
Yeah I caught that tour too, in England. First time I'd seen them live, and I couldn't believe how comically small they all were. They looked like the Seven Dwarfs. Then I noticed Buck was wearing platform soles ...

Deport gay retards.

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Anna Corrina, as you get pretty
To music I wait
And after the spores of supple dust
Were mote on my head
I won't lend a cheek or clasp thy
Nape. Now that we've frolicked
I trade purchase.

>>25138823
we really are all the same; it's why you can bump into someone you've never met and make a million nearly accurate predictions about them.
and our ability to notice differences is like super fine-tuned and a matter of perception. this is all SCIENCE BASED, and shit
doesnt mean i will trust a nigger, but that is a 'nurture' issue. i could probably whitepill you on that if i gave a shit

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It's gay to like women
It's very gay to like men
Some have thusly said:
"Bag a troon instead"
But verily, verily, say I
(Who boasts no sway on thee)
"Mind only the women
With no interest in you"
For they will contest and sharpen who
A battleaxe -- is manly to

>>25138867
I think I'm about as tall as Buck. I play guitar too, but not very well. most of the bands I was in broke up due to petty bickering.

I don't want to be dominated, per se. I just want to have a strong pair of arms hold me and pin me down a bit and gather me up and enclose me.

>>25138955
i once texted a chick that i needed to hold her in my arms, after i sent it, i was like man that was so gay, she politely said she was into it but still

>have conversation with cutie pie
>describe how funny it is that some peruvians have names like Vin Laden, Hitler, Lenin, Saddam Hussein, George Bush, etc.
>actually made quite a few people chuckle at work with this and was eager to share this
>cutie pie stops laughing after Hitler
>'what is Lenin?' she asks
>'what do you mean?'
>'is it a city or something?'
>narrow my eyes
>'that's the founder of URSS'
>'ok' she says
>immediately think she is retarded and lose interest in the conversation

I just want a relationship to be straightforward and simple, some strong commitment to *build* and go on forward with the building, not over-scrutinize the hand I’m being dealt with, I just want to play, give me a hand good enough to play and I’ll kiss it and hold it forever.

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>>25137429
Ever notice those who complain the loudest about so-called "performative males" are basedboys themselves? Very curious.

How am I supposed to lose weight when my mom keeps making good food, then when I eat that, she shoves even more food in my face, whether it be a different meal she makes or something she brings home? I have no chance. I'm gonna get fat, aren't I? Nooooooooooooo

>favorite book
Finnegans Wake
>favorite streamer
IShowSpeed

>>25139000
ya my mom is coming up to the city this weekend i know we're gonna order a shitload of high calorie salty ass restaurant food lmao luckily i work out a lot but still i'm gonna be walking around all stuffed like ungh

I'm making war on fat, gay kids. Not the kids themselves, but the things that are making them so damn fat, gay, and retarded.

gunna read flowers for algernon in one sitting smell ya later stinkies

>>25138899
>this is all SCIENCE BASED
why do you even say this shit?

>we really are all the same; it's why you can bump into someone you've never met and make a million nearly accurate predictions about them.
No??? I'm not a woman, I'm not restricted to empathizing only with what I have experienced, I have what's called a superb intellect, with which I can pattern detect. If I can explain others it's because they have parts of me, not the whole entirety, which is what you're trying to advance: I am partly a beast, partly a mammal, partly a human, partly a man, partly a thing, partly a phenomena, and I can relate to the whole of existence to some limited extent, doesn't mean that I am everything or the same as everything, you need some finer grain in your views young retard

>doesnt mean i will trust a nigger, but that is a 'nurture' issue
I'm not trying to make a point that genes are everything and absolute, for my case merely arguing that cultures--personal, familial, national--are strong enough that individuals view and interpret the world differently is enough

There is nothing that I find more repulsive than exact copies, copies are the act of the dead manufactured world, it is useful but not enjoyable. I enjoy and profit from asymmetry wherever it arises, in skill, in preferences, in appearance, in drive and sentiments, that is life, see, not industry

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Wtf

>>25139016
Nice anon enjoy. I'm reading Hollywood Babylon at the moment.

>>25139024
i remember that youtube series. good stuff for its time

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like a phoenix from the ashes. its been a while. how are you all doing
https://youtu.be/MdWAl7vormM?si=0rbt6kLGJDMcL6qr

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>>25139127
Yo, foo. Here's a playlist I just put together, after being absolutely exhausted by what I've been listening to the last several months. Most of these are songs I had forgotten about until I put my mind to rediscovering old favourites. Enjoy.
https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLwMbJHbPTdVWEuJo2JoZT9X5AnwG_8KF4

"Forethought is simple, afterthought manifold." -- Goethe

And so society is doomed to only slowly advance by oscillation of feelings towards better and more adequate forms. It's cool to think and analyze, but ultimately the way forward will be felt.

Our modernity is one where all rules have been shattered, all past arrogantly rejected and dismissed as 'barbaric', it'll take what we have now and even more to create a feeling of dissatisfaction strong enough to make any glimpse of order in the world, any ritual, any framework promoting unity and helping relations to form and last, create an incredible feeling of soothe and relief in us, that's how things will shift. This giant uneasiness with dating, socializing, going to work, and trying to make all of it make sense, everything is so disunited, everything is so psychologically tiring, it's never ending work, because we have no framework and the state and the massmind won't allow frameworks to emerge other than global materialism funded with broad taxation

Stand up to goy hate.

Grok told me that the US going to war with Iran is justified.

Soranus' Gynecology is a great book. It's very underrated.

>>25138867
the London shows? I was in those too. They're far past their prime but they still have fun doing their thing, and getting to see them at least once was pretty sweet. Wish I could have done the same with Dio
>I couldn't believe how comically small they all were
Well, they never were towering figures to begin with, and Buck is almost eighty while Eric Bloom is 82 already. some people shrink like that with age

Had a very poor sleep last night, I had coffee tonight so I'm probably not going to be able to sleep much better :/

reading de Saussure and a little bit of how that developed into post modernism.

my only question is does it really matter if language is imprecise? we probably don't build the most precise or efficient rocket ships but we still land on the moon with them. does the fact that language isn't perfect really make it worth questioning almost everything there is?

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Just fed catberg her late-nite dinner. And now my room reeks of cat food. lol.
https://youtu.be/M37euoee3Tc
https://youtu.be/5anLPw0Efmo

Wish the girl I've been talking to on this dating app would message me back :/

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KMS
KMS RIGHT NOW

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SOON.

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Real.

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https://youtu.be/QO4njjYJiv8

>>25139019
im saying our differences our amplified disproportionately by things we've learned to notice via a our entire evolution. we are the "same" in more of a macro sense, but/and the 'science' aspect is that even if i concede genetic cognitive gaps, they still average out to like 5 iq point differences that is still nearly imperceptible despite my previous assertion.
when you do actually notice they're either outside the average by a good bit, or you're applying your own bias

>>25139019
>>25139391
and sorry i read the rest; if you're leaning more into culture and whatnot
100% brother

could more of you take the bait please? i am genuinely curious of different thought process and any insane anon that it may draw out

>>25138708
>>25138708

>>25139395
No fuck you :=)

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https://youtu.be/1Kk8w1S23FA

20 hours left in my ban from /int/.

>>25139391
Feedback our differences into our differences so that our differences are not amplified disproportionately then

>>25137429
When I was a little kid I asked a classmate of mine a serious question. I don't know what it was, but it was a serious question which I wanted him to answer. He said poop, of course. And this pissed me off. And it still does today. I wish I had punched him in the face.

>>25139446
it's innate, instinctual, whatever. obviously
but if you're only pointing out that i used the same word two (2) whole times, that criticism is unearned and you should check yourself. try and grow out of being obnoxious before senior year or whatever

>>25139323
I didn't get to see them up close at the Cleveland show, sat a few rows back but they were unusually lower volume than what I was expecting. Not sure why.

ME AND MY FUCKING GUN

>>25137429
I'm trying to watch Serial Experiments: Lain. But I cannot take that stupid fucking bear costume seriously. I can take the insanely inaccurate tech, the confusing shit, but not the fucking dumpy bear onesie.

Too smart for /co/
Too retarded for /lit/
What do I fucking do?

>>25139556
go to /mu/

I don’t know how to relax anymore. This is the first time I’ve felt this oddly frustrating kind of boredom before. Man, would I love a daydrink right now.

>>25139556
>Too retarded for /lit/
Bro this place is like retard central, what the HECK are you on about my good farraginous fellow?

>>25139127
had no idea you were still around

>>25139571
dont encourage namefags please for the love of all that is good

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>>25139566
Music is too complicated for me to comprehend and I am not delving into that shit
Although listening to it is nice
>>25139570
My fucking ghostwriter told me my ideas are too complicated for him and I AM NOT GOING BACK TO SEARCH ON REDDIT because it's full with faggots who brag about their "peer-approved" academic faggotry or only understand shit through TV Tropes

Also I barely fucking wrote anything in the past few months, I need someone who can understand me and write something that appeals to me without it being cliché MCU-tier trite Soillenials type shit

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>>25139579
>my ideas are too complicated for him
share one, and let impartial eyes judge the merit of your labors

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>>25139587
Well you see my idea is that it's literally about me bitching about my life being unfair because I didn't get an omnitrix or some superpowers when I was a child, my cartoon robot waifu isn't real and that success is conditional until it becomes a fictional story about me getting reality bending powers through delusional LARPing, so i beat the demiurge and BNWO, enslave soiciety as revenge and start escaping this mundane world so i could climb up to what is supposedly the true god (but not really it's just logos who is an authoritarian moralfag who claims to be the ultimate truth but we live in a post-truth world or something so I beat the "true" god), then it is revealed that my metaphysical framework I theorized about in the beginning of the story where the true God is The Self Itself residing in a dark fractal void beyond the structure of existence's all-encompassing actuality that is the preconditional nullity (let's call it Chaos for short) was true
Turns out I (and Everything in Itself) carry an Immanent spark of The Self Itself in my (ourselves we) I unlock through narrative process, and I influenced the unconscious Chaos through my LARP to make the absolute surrender and become the path to a world (and by world I mean ontic framework) where my waifu and the world's art style isn't impossible and I can be her godly boyfriend

That's where the first story ends, and the other stories begin:
it then then turns into an autistic mega-crossover with all the cartoon characters i love fighting against a totalitarian eldritch horror who merged all their worlds into me and my waifu's world, one day I was piping robot maid pussy and helping her beat some low level monsters but now I actually have to worry about the safety of my wife's power level compared to all these threats she must face, not just that there is this mysterious androgynous woke girlboss who really gets on my nerves and tries breaking my bond with my waifu, that bitch reminds me of those redditroons who talk mad shit about media literacy, Now I have all these doubts and fears about cuckoldry and being antagonized into this incel chud all because I don't want to compromise her

Turns out as I suspected she actually was trying to antagonize me but it's too late, She already convinced (or brainwashed) all the heroes I don't actually love my waifu and that I was actually the totalitarian monster who brought them all together for my selfish amusement...

All the heroes and villains team up against me like a collectivist hivemind of moralfags, they mock me, and they chain me to an eternally recurring narrative loop for being "a heckin' bigoted transphobe"

I am practically in Hell, and guess who governs it?

That same snarky troon. The one who preaches about true love. The one who preaches about growing up. The one who preaches ME about compromising my asshole and believe in BETTER MEN than I.

So, it is through my recursive suffering that I, decide to escape through art.

have you tried being less autistic

>>25139646
Literally 1984

O jennifer, my beatrice, my eurydice, my anima

Hold my hand as I hold yours, and let us be in each others' embrace, withour foids and neurotypiKKKals trying to break our sacred post-human marriage

>>25139349
she's chοking on some retard's cock right now

What does the left actually want?

Saw an artist I like draw a good depiction of my waifu with her enemy, just to look in the media tab of the artist and see in a previous drawing the cocks in her ARE BROWN.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUARCK!!!! I AM FUCKING MAD!!! I'LL MAKE IT RAIN DNBS!!!! TND!!! NOW!!!

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>>25139354

Okay, let me rephrase this. How am I NOT supposed to be a narcissist when I am so interesting and you are all so boring?

Severe jew fatigue.

Give thanks for your survival - the stuttered, eyeless blink of your life will last measurably longer and for this you must welter in gratitude. If not then what of the marks you scratch in the glassy, clouded surface of this being? How could you rest knowing they might have been infinitesimally deeper? Waste not want not. Grovel for time and smile.

>>25137429
Sulla had not sought in ideal theories the plan for the regenerative regime he intended to impose. He simply wanted to fully restore patrician rule and, by this means, restore order and discipline to the strengthened republic. He soon realized that the most difficult thing was not to rout the riots or even the plebeian armies, but rather to find an aristocracy worthy of the great task he wished to entrust to it. He needed Fabiuses, he needed Horatiuses; however much he summoned them, he could not bring them out of the luxurious houses where their images resided, and, since he wasn't a quitter, he wanted to re-create the nobles he could no longer find.

>>25139852
That was not even close to interesting. Are you sure you know what that word means?

Just woke up from a nap
The dream I had left me saddened in a profound way.
Like I witnessed the ending chapter of my life, and only a fleeting epilogue remains.

Think I've stopped caring about writing. It no longer drives me like it used to. I've spent at least the last decade writing hobbyisitcally, with some inkling that I'd one day try and make it. Even in my childhood I would write little poems and short stories. But now I am ambivlent to it. Even though I'd only really just begun perfecting my narrative voice.
It isn't something that saddens me. Those close to me who have read my work are dissapointed as they would like me to finish my novel, as they've enjoyed it thus far, even in its incomplete state, but I don't think I have it in me anymore. And I'm not even sad about any of it, although I would like to finish my novel at least as I spent a lot of time and work on it these last couple years.

My friend is a fan of John Percy Vyvian Dacre Balsdon's books. Should I get her a book by Mary Beard for her bday?

I want to get into thinking this year.
You guys have any starter-thoughts to recommend?

>>25140082
should get into drinking instead

>>25140082
How can mirrors be real if our eyes aren't real?

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>>25138761
this is what I think

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>>25138761
We need one more
>Epstein played /pol/ like a fiddle
A B S O L U T E L Y

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>>25138761
Here's mine.

i hate my job cuz i have to talk to low iq normies for eight hours a day god damn can't we lay off these useless people that do literally nothing

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>>25139571
im not around. life is completely different now. career. 3 year relationship. i dont even smoke weed anymore or drink much. im a lot older now

just wanted to pop in an see how u guys are doing.
im sorry i used to come in here all fucked up and ramble about dumb shit. i did it for years. my life was a mess for years. im sorry. i hope you're all doing well

>>25140186
who?

u can tell the iran war is going poorly because the nyt has an article suggesting that any video with an iranian missle strike must be ai lmao

>>25140188
some loser who shitted up the thread during the pandemic. he was bragging how he had a gf but in another thread said he spent $300 a week taking his gf out to restaurants, lmao, pay-to-win simp.

>>25140197
Jesus, bro's down $46,800 after 3 years. Not worth.

Orthodoxy against degeneracy doesn’t help, it still plays with the rules of the system without any creativity, it’s often resentment against resentment which brings about only more destruction, stagnation and resentment; it’s blindness that doesn’t see that first degeneracy came as a result of life denying orthodoxy, it seeks comfort in developmental regression, nostalgia. If people cheat the rules, drop the rules, it’s because the rules have stopped being useful, have stopped being helpful, invigorating to the obeying humans. Stop longing for the old ways old man, the future awaits, and it must be new. There might have been good parts in the old ways, extract and synthesize then, adapt, grow because life is growth.

I'm looking up the schedule of the local college and planning on next week accordingly so I can run into this girl I had a flirty interaction with a few weeks ago, what has my life come to? It's my own fault because I avoided going the same route for a couple weeks after it happened, and now it's already their final exam week, so this might be my last chance to run into her. To be fair, it's possible she takes the same class schedule next term, as a lot of people do, but I can't risk that. Please, lord, give me luck. Let this work out, give me the strength to ask her out, have her say yes, have things end up well, and I'll never ask you for anything again (until the next time that I do). Amen!

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I have some terminally online n33t stalking me and my thoughts, he tries to make me out to be some insane, pathetic, loser cuckold waifufag over liking a historic character and various media interations of her.

I played a game at a young age and I really like her and proceeded to develop a guilty pleasure of getting into moeshit because of her. She was a waifu at a younger age, but as I grew older she's more like a daughterfu (combination, I'm a crazy yid btw)

Normally I can take a huge amount of banter, degeneracy and fucked up jokes, but this guy really doesn't fuck off and now I actually feel internalized shame and hatred for myself and everyone involved over having sentiments for this character and am compelled now to spam gore of her because it helps me escape feelings of vulnerability which are like poison to me.

Feels nice having heated driveways and walkways and watching the neighbors have to hire workers to plow theirs.

I WAS RAPED
AND GAPED
ON A BBC SINCE I WAS 8
OR MAYBE 9
THE INTERNET
SPREAD MY ASSHOLE ON THE WORLD WIDE WEB

EVERY DICK I'VE EVER SEEN, WAS FROM A DARK SKIN
AND IT IS WHO I AM TODAY
I RAPED BY THE WORLD WIDE WEB
GAPED BY THE INTERNEEEEEEEET

My friend Adrian is a big fan of some historical figure Arminius, no idea why. He wrote some fictional books about the guy.

Just stop caring is a shit advice

Imagine getting raped in the ass, you can't undo the rape

>>25140611
You are legitimately insane and a danger to others.

>>25140709
I think it's the same anon who claims I am falseflagging to spite him on /dbg/

>>25140337
You’re literally stalking a woman because she…looked at you once and smiled? Seek help.

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>>25139631
>>25139676
>>25139750
Excel... Why did you run from /dbg/? Is it because your waifu, Jenny, is a whore?

>>25140881
>They have my discord
Fuck...

On the external world she may be a pornstar but in my world she is pure and innocent

>>25140900
Reimu bro… it’s okay
We’re all god’s cucks…

>>25140915
Fuck off capefaggot

Bourbon is too sweet for me. Back to scotch? Or maybe rye whiskey?

Yall mofos dοn't even smoke meth

I brushed my teeth this morning and somehow my pubes got in my mouth.

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Coincidence. I was reading about this book just before watching this movie, and both have this door in it. Neither are actually about this specific door which is apparently the door of Palazzo Zuccari. The movie is Cold Storage.

Kraterocracy is KING

>>25140987
Easy mistake, stop brushing your teeth with your dick m80

>>25140817
Well when you put it that way...

I went outside today, as even WFH, social rejects with schizoid personality disorder need to pick up groceries every now and then. There weren't many people outside nor in the store, however I've seen some mid 20s couple grabbing some frozen pizza and upon discreetly glancing into their cart I felt intense dread. There was nothing special in it, just regular food, processed things, some goyslop and alcohol.
The thing is, that I'm also in my mid 20s and my diet consists entirely from chicken, eggs, rice, vegetables and fruits. It's tasty and it helps me stay in shape. After so many years of being unable to connect with people I got used to it, however I cannot stop thinking about how I've never experienced the most basic things in life.
I need a hug, I think. My parents never hugged me and I was raised by the screen and a basketball court. I need to get a cat. I'd rather have him eat my corpse than let the time mummify my carcass. I don't even know what I want.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u6prmQTD_sI

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>>25137429
Moved to Melbourne with only 3000 dollars to my name and not enough work hours to cover rent.
Best city in the world my ass, if you don't have rich family you'll be grinding like a DOG here

Just found out my wife is in hospital after ODing. I can't talk to her because she's on bail for a load of really severe stalking/revenge shit after the marriage fell apart. It's been nearly a year but I still feel like I've been cut in half. I know for a fact she never really loved me and it was all just her way of getting control/getting what she needed to keep going in life and I wouldn't go back if it was a choice between that or jumping under a train because she was actually killing me. I also know she didn't choose to be how she is and she's very alone in the world. I still wish constantly there was some way of getting a message through all her fear and spite and paranoia that I really did love her and I tried as hard as I could. It's shit what the world does to people.

I AM MINDBROKEN!!!

>>25141115
Damn. Can't send a text or facebook message?

>>25141113
Why did you go it? And how is it going? I wish you the best of luck.

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Dο (You) deserve death?

>>25141171
Note, I'm actually not Australian myself.
I was curious about Melbourne. I've been working as a Jackaroo (i.e bottom bitch cowboy) in rural Queensland and after months in the desert I figured I'd get to know the great metropolis of Australia, hyped up so much by "livable city" indexes and all that shit. It's been stressful mostly, but hey that's the teething stage of a new move ain't it? Once I get steady income and a routine I reckon I'll be happier here, staying on until September (rental lease) and seeing how it goes.
As great as the infrastructure and activities available are, I miss being in a European city. Australia's isolation does get to you more than you'd expect, if you're a "cosmopolitan". I feel disconnected from so many old friends and family

I haven't showered or shaved my beard in a while

>>25141171
I'm wary of baiting her into contacting me because she really will be fucked if she gets arrested again and I don't want to make things even worse. That and just the fact that I'm going to have to accept it sometime, I've been attempting the 'one last conversation so she knows I'm not abandoning her cause I don't care' for a year and it's been fucking chaos. Every single time I let my guard down even a little bit she turns on me and trashes my life because she's just too far gone

I wanna be adored

>>25141202
“Why do so many of us bargain for a life sentence over the end of a rope or the muzzle of a gun? Do we not deserve to die? But we are not obsessed by such questions. To ask them is not in our interest, nor to answer them with hand on heart. In such spirit might we not bring to an end the conspiracy against the human race?”

YUM YUM YUMMEROOOO!!! I GET TO BREED ALL THAT FAT ASS TO MYSELF!!! GOD IS SO GOOD AND LOVING, I AM HAPPY TO BE A HUNKY TWINK SEX MACHINE!!! It's not like God has made me a fat ugly retard and keeps blaming me and testing me, he just made me a fictional character in my own story where I AM A HERO! YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

>>25141202
Yeah, I think so. I'm not going to kill myself even if things get really bad because I also think I deserve whatever suffering is in store for me.

My breakfast after staying up for 3 days straight sniffing my adhd meds and building a model tank is:

>dry burger bun with near-expired shop-bought fritatta and feta cheese mashed together with jalapeño sauce

And my cat was chewing on it for a while before I noticed. Gold standard living.

Hmmm yummy breakfast, I wish I had more of that breakfast
Omelette with Shrooms, A grill cheese pita and some cucumber slices with salt

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KXYecebCA6Y

They quite literally identify as trolls. The idea of being a human is so subliminally offensive to them, that they collectively name themselves filth. And they’re so disgusted by the act of trust, they demand even that signal (which would otherwise be recognized as coming from within) be entirely anonymous. This is not the consequence of their actions, it is their goal. ‘I am not a participant in my victimhood’. Nigger it was your idea

>>25141402
>t. Jack Keruoac

>>25140817
For the record, since the beginning of time men have been doing things like going to the same bar, coffee shop, store, whatever on the same days they know a particular woman is going, or signing up for the same classes, or trying for a chance encounter outside of her building, or going to the same party as her, or a thousand other things. It's the nature of man, to hunt, to pursue, and to even, yes, scheme, if they must.

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I FEEL IT DEEP WITHIN
IT'S JUST BENEATH THE SKIN
I MUST CONFESS THAT I FEEL LIKE A MONSTER
I HATE WHAT I'VE BECOME!
THE NIGHTMARE'S JUST BEGUN!
I MUST CONFESS THAT I FEEL LIKE A MONSTER!
I!
I!
FEEL LIKE A MONSTER!
I!
I!
FEEL LIKE A MONSTER!

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>Editor's Caption: The kitty longs to escape its owners and join Anon in his room, but the invisible boundary made of unknown material blocks it from its desire.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Os1B5lw1v6M

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Are you fucking kidding me, my friend? I - quite - literally - shit - image - by - fucking - hand. Now you allow me to illustrate

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youuu get me closer to god

>>25141447
Based Skillet fan.

I love seeing Indians review history books on Goodreads. Apparently they think Alexander didn't actually defeat Porus in the Battle of Hydaspes, and he was actually killed there instead of 3 years later from illness in Babylon.

INDIA POWAH SAAAR!!!
>Sharts a geyser of brown liquid shit from ass that sends him flying

>>25141520
das racist

>>25141202
I don't think anyone deserves anything. But colloquially, yes.

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For all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God. And the wages of sin are death.

I think that rap is a very good genre of music for the most part

Very fixated on the Germans recently. They deserved so much better.

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I'm tired, Lord.

>>25141413
The internet contains two types: trolls and their quarry. Nothing more, nothing less.

Must be so scary to be a jew right now. Oh well though lol not my problem

>>25141725
It's not good. I hate worrying that I'll be hurt for something that Israel does. Part of me wishes Israel had the balls that people say it does and it would just go the fuck to town. It has nukes.

>>25141737
>I hate worrying that I'll be hurt for something that Israel does
You and those you love will be. It's funny you seem to think Isreal being more unabashed in their cruelty to the Palestinians, nuking Iran, or whatever it is your suggesting would help your situation, when really it would just expedite the already inevitable. Behavior like this is why you will forever be ostracized by polite society.

I cured my schizophrenia basically completely
First I fixed my sleep, diet, stopped drinking beers and smoking weed, and did regular physical activity
But that wasn't enough, voices were still there
What did the trick was to stop masturbating and lowering my daily cigarette intake. Now voices are almost completely gone.
If I could turn around my situation, you can too anon, I'm sure you absolutely can

>>25137429
Completely reasonable excoriations of previous president complicated by the bizarre implication that the country was any better before his arrival.

>>25141493
I'm so consumed and done for that people being better than me at things I putatively like does nothing to me anymore. I wish I could fall down and die.

>>25141807
Oh no, it did make me feel something. It reminded me that I'm a mediocrity.
The final scene of Amadeus haunts me.
"I absolve you, I absolve you", and yet the pain remains.
Of course, I am not worthy of being spoken of in the same breath as Salieri, which makes it worse, to be frank.

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>go to hangout sesh with another couple
>we play Mario Party Superstars
>land οn Bowser space
>gf leans over and purrs "that's my daddy"
Why are women such whores?

>>25141871
I once went to some club and i met my friends there. There were 2 of my friends and a gf of one of them. They were actually engaged back then. I was just standing there minding my own business and his gf came close to me, and started strutting her ass about 30cm from my crotch. Her fiancee who is also my friend was just standing next to us visibly broken. I just left then and there. Those 2 are actually hardcore catholics, they go to masses multiple times a week, camps, seminars etc.
Women are whores

>>25141788
It's interesting how much we can cure by simply not nuking our immune systems. Medicine seems to do the opposite

>>25141582
You wish

>>25141697
And trolls are cannibals so where does that leave us?

>>25141725
You stupid fucking hick we cant let that put or its the fucking ovens for me do you fucking understand?

>>25141807
Did you say that because you like my drawing?

Reading relationship situations on /adv/, as a turbovirgin, really invokes a feeling of being a total outcast. So many people live in a completely different reality than me and it makes me scary.

I came back haunted

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>God is impotent and can't save his own creation or God is dead/left or He doesn't exist
what's worse?

I think the Antichrist will emerge not as a person but as a structure. I think they're building it right now and most don't even know it. I think we are headed towards a future in which the world is occupied by a counterfeit Body of Christ, and in which going along with it will be easy, frictionless, socially accepted, and the default option, while going against it will be humiliating, lonely, exhausting, expensive, easily mocked, and difficult. I think this will not look like blatant idols and human sacrifices on the streets but a slow sandpapering of morality, subversion of first principles, and re-orientation of values such that the Will replaces the Good.
In many ways this is already happening. Relationships become transactional. Values become negotiable. Traditional virtues and vices are reframed in language that reverses their positions - lust as authenticity, wrath as justice, pride as self-respect.
This reads like a conspiracy theory now that I've written it out but it's the truth. You can see it happening every day if you know where to look.

There are 2 very important lessons I learned as a museum curator.

>>25139395
Shan't.

>>25142198
If you're starving and getting a full course meal isn't an option, would you rather have someone give you a mere sandwhich, or die?

>>25142435
Death nigga.
This world ain't worth living in

>>25142421
Shart

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If i read Nietzsche, will I gain 60 lbs οf muscle and have my depression cured?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jxqRl_GYJds

>>25141950
I think it is very skillfully done. Colored. Relative to me anyway.

Why dο animals wage war?
Is war just a part of evolution?

Imagine being one of the slaves who lives his whole life just to be killed for entertainment in a colosseum.

>>25142516
death is (probably) preferable tο bondage

>>25141582
I bet you're fun at parties.

---ADVICE FROM A MAN FOR WOMEN ON HOW TO VICTIMIZE MEN---
Never try to attack while disrobing. There is no moment where he is more focused on your body than this. Like performing a sneak attack across no-mans-land in broad daylight, but if no-mans-land was made of tits.
Any means to incapacitate a man will just about do when his back is turned and he's feels like he's about to fuck. If he's good and drunk, a man waking up in a disheveled room alone will more likely assume he either fucked you and forgot about it, or got so drunk he couldn't fuck and you walked out.
However, a man who's had too much stolen from him in this state, will always notice. A wild fuck costs something but you're not going to be missing jewelry and furniture. This will likely affect your margins, but the plausible amount to steal is the cost of dinner and drinks, hopefully in cash, and this can be a lot. I imagine the roofie scene amongst lady tramps must be a really good operation. There's no way they don't do it, and there's nearly zero reports on its happening. Goes to show the power of a good slip. And you can come and go anywhere, nobody ever asked 'what's that whore doing in this hotel'.
All this, assuming you want to steal from your mark without actually having sex with the victim. I suppose the idea of something being taken from you, if you give something back its not a proper robbery, just a decent unconsenting transaction. Regular sex, at the end of the day. But what's the point after all what's liberation if an exceptional lady can't just go and date rape a man for her own please?
---ADVICE FROM A MAN FOR WOMEN ON HOW TO VICTIMIZE MEN---

>>25142460
no

The only way to win is to play.

>>25142582
edit:
---ADVICE FROM A MAN FOR WOMEN ON HOW TO VICTIMIZE MEN---
Never try to attack while disrobing. There is no moment where he is more focused on your body than this. Like performing a sneak attack across no-mans-land in broad daylight, but if no-mans-land was made of tits.
Any means to incapacitate a man will just about do when his back is turned and he feels like he's about to fuck. You can even choke a man from behind if you tease him while doing it. If he's good and drunk, a man waking up in a disheveled room alone will more likely assume he either fucked you and forgot about it, or got so drunk he couldn't fuck and you walked out. A story he we will be surely keeping to himself.
However, a man will ALWAYS notice when anything appraised is taken. A wild fuck costs something but you're not going to be missing jewelry and furniture. This will likely affect your margins, but the plausible amount to steal is the cost of dinner and drinks, hopefully in cash, and this can be a LOT. Large chance really that any man trying to get that fucked up is going to proud of himself for losing his wad, and it really helps to leave a small fraction in there to let the self-identified rascal think he gave it willingly. And who wants to admit they're raped? You've been hounded about it left and right yourselves, you gotta realize a lot of this is coming from men who truly don't - want - to tell their story. It's between me and God and He'd be proud of me for takin it. In fact I must have been asking for it, a conquest! I imagine the roofie scene amongst lady tramps is a really fucking good operation. There's no way you don't do it, and there's nearly zero reports on its happening. Goes to show the power of a good slip. And you can come and go anywhere, nobody ever asked 'what's that whore doing in this hotel'.
All this, assuming you want to steal from your mark without actually having sex with the victim. The idea of something being taken from you, maybe, and if you give something back its not a proper robbery, just a decent unconsenting transaction. Regular sex, at the end of the day. But what's the point after all what's liberation if an exceptional lady can't just go and date rape a man for her own please? Come and go, take the money and run, you've seen it happen before, you'll see it happen again, and this power in fact belongs directly to you.
---ADVICE FROM A MAN FOR WOMEN ON HOW TO VICTIMIZE MEN---
if you dont get something out of that, you're fucking crazu

I'm thinking about doing mitosis therapy.

>>25142460
If you feel a creeping sense of dread at the fact you're in a godless world with no purpose, you will want to grow stronger after reading him, you will want to live and enjoy life again. Shrug that dread off. Maybe cure that depression.

I think I want cicis pizza fοr dinner.

I just want to say one thing and one thing only.

Don't you hate taking a nap and dreaming about your ex? Now I can't stop thinking about her even though I completely ruined it.

In the name of the Lord, Jesus Christ, I denounce you, most foul spirit of Tartarus, whom the angel Gabriel bound with burning letters, you who hold ten thousand barbarians, came to Galilee after the resurrection. There (Christ) commanded that you be kept in the hilly, mountainous wild places, and only from that hour on to be invoked without difficulty. Therefore see, most foul spirit of Tartarus, that whenever you hear the name of the Lord or recognize the scripture you are not able to harm when you wish. In vain you hold the Jordan River which you have not been able to cross. When asked how you are not able to cross you said, because it runs there to the fire (which comes) from fiery hell, and for you everywhere and always, may it run to the fire from fiery hell. I denounce you through my Lord. Beware!

Why do craftsmen always blame their tools?

>>25142974
Go back to her.

>>25143025
Elaborate.

>>25143025
Because their dreams are so clear

Valentino bros I'm not even joking anymore
That Wagner anon didn't warn me hard enough. I said "lol whatever" and put on the Ring Cycle. 14 straight hours yesterday. Valkyries riding through my skull, Siegfried forging the sword in my veins, the whole fucking thing. I felt like a god for six minutes then the spell broke and I remembered I'm the same faggot who posted about shitting blood last thread. Kidneys failing, arteries dying, pissing green, Portuguese noise campaign outside my window at 3 a.m. like they're personally trying to finish me off.
Nietzsche was right about slave morality but I'm the biggest slave here. Romans actually did shit, Greeks just grew their hair long and wrote poems about it while getting btfo. Now I'm stuck in the middle: too autistic for trades (that whole psyop is real btw, they want us as serfs under pajeet contractors), too broke for academia reconquista, just rotting with Goethe quotes and BOC riffs looping in my head.
I swear if I don't an hero in the next 48 hours I'm actually going to start the civil war retirement plan that one anon mentioned. But first tell me: what the fuck do I read/listen to next that actually fixes this instead of making it worse? Or is it literally over and I should just embrace the blood shitting? Be honest, no cap, no "touch grass."

>>25142967
Then say it.

>>25143033
The way I ruined it last time gave her the permanent ick I think, it's over.

>>25143040
its fucking death cult music, man. i love the rich and golden tones too and the sense of final victory, but i'm telling you this shit drove the light brigade into machine gun fire, smiling like they were going to become fucking einheriar. It's great fiction but please do not transform yourself into anything that can be described as a 'wagnerian', to keep it simple, ragnarok means the death of the gods, okay, and those aligned with the old order, by definition, didn't make it. The rest of us humbly settled in the holt of the world tree, and we survived. The valkyries died, thor was eaten, odin fell. That's what happened in the myth and that's what happeened to Wagner's ill-fated creed. Just be careful.

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>>25143059
haha nice. Seriously though my point stands powerfully regardless if it was provoked by an AI. Maybe my whole reply goes without saying but can you really say it's wrong?

>>25143051
What did you do?

>>25143066
If I was gunning down Iranians, then I would listen to Ride of The Valkyries though.

>>25143083
Me too probably, might be an ill-fated enterprise but who am i to judge

>>25143076
I had an infected tooth which gave me bad breath, and we kissed, so... I've since fixed the problem but I think her perception and attraction to me has been permanently ruined.

>>25143087
Can't say one way or another, but I think all of us tolerate some level of disgust felt in the people we are training to be our permanent lovers. God knows I've tolerated an unwiped asshole during the sex act but at the end of the day that's what love means. Ever give a sick girl a sponge bath? Shit's a bonding experience

>>25143093
True, thanks, anon. She was probably one of the lesser attractive girls I've ever dated but by far the best personality and smartest. Would have made me a better man for sure, we could have been very happy. Maybe I'll try texting her this summer if I'm not seeing anyone by then.

>>25143098
I've been ass at this myself but you really could just go full disclosure and text her 'hey sorry if my breath didn't smell right the other day, i got a whole new mouthwash regiment now so it wont be a problem lol'. People like that, and even if things 'go bad' its not like anyone's going to attack you for apologizing for having had bad breath

>>25143087
Lol were you the same guy posting a few weeks back about how you wish you could redo your entire life so that you could meet your ex again and not fuck it up? That degree of regret is crazy considering that she left over something so minor that you had no control over.

>>25143102
If she agrees to meet up again someday, I'll definitely say in person "hey I know why you didn't want to keep hanging out last time, and don't worry, I've gone to the dentist and had the problem fixed"

>>25143103
Nah, we weren't in love or anything like that, so not me.

>>25143109
>"hey I know why you didn't want to keep hanging out last time, and don't worry, I've gone to the dentist and had the problem fixed"
Oh come on my friend you don't have to go ass up and surrender yourself. Just say something about you got your tooth fixed and then kiss her better sometime during the meetup

>>25143114
Yeah that assumes she lets me even try to kiss her. Ahhh the situation can't be needled. I'll meet someone else. Thanks for the replies and advice.

>>25143120
Hey if that's how you feel about it, there's probably something you know that I don't, and I hope you're not incorrect about whatever you're feeling. I'm not going to give you the old chad schmaltz about acting like a man and not giving a fuck, but really if you're looking for connection in general in life, it's a matter of expressing vulnerability. That's not a consequence, that's the goal. That's what a relationship is. So if it's not this girl, whatever girl you end up with, you need to understand shitting and pissing and fucking and spitting and dealing with every bodily function possible is actually the point. I'm sure you know that, I'm just saying

does it really need to be said that joe crocker's performance of 'a little help from my friends' has a primarily meta-textual expression of the reality that mistakes and human error from a frontman and anyone else are best supplemented by and are ultimately redeemed wholly by support from the band, group, community, or human populace?

The more time you spend around the classics the more inescapable the thought becomes that we live in a declining civilization. Like next time the media machine throws something in your face without asking, just ask yourself this: "How is this a good thing?"

Like practical morality is functionally dead, and nobody holds themselves to any real standard anymore outside a small handful of outliers. You kinda always know this passively, but it's not until you actually read the classics that you realize, jesus christ, none of this is acceptable, none of this is okay. None of this is good enough. And when you step foot into society, you're constantly reminded how broken and unsalvageable it all is, so that the only wise move is to try and stake out your distance from it, ever more and more.

>>25143185
>The more time you spend around the classics the more inescapable the thought becomes that we live in a declining civilization.
How? The more time I spend around the classics the more I realize that civilization is never not declining.

>>25143221
You're actually right, or at least right in the figurative sense. There is never a time period in the classics where civilization is not declining. It's declining in Hesiod, in Plato, in Juvenal, and all throughout the Renaissance. The point is not so much to fill you with an objective sense of the superiority of ages past, but rather to give you a sort of fake, artificial, and inflated standard for human achievement that, should you actually let that illusion sway you and appear real, will give you the fire to accomplish incredible things.

He did not know what he wanted, exactly. It had no name he could give, and whether that was a product of his training or the bare truth of how he felt, he did not know either. He wanted to be gathered in. To be enclosed. To be folded up and held in. To rest within. To overlap until his outlines faded and two things became one indistinct shape. To be known to his innermost depths. To be unguarded, to drop his guard, to be nakedly defenseless. To let himself be seen all the way through. To submit, to be taken, but gladly, to rejoice in the taking. The shape of this thing he desired did not map onto any word he knew. And, he decided, it did not matter whether he could call it by a name or not; not as long as his handler told him stop, sit, drink water, not now, placed a hand on his neck or elbow or checked his pulse at the wrist, wrapped him in the flat, precise, attentive care he had come to accept as part of his world.

>>25143185
I'll grant that if you grant there are in fact still great books being written. Maybe at a lesser quantity, but still.

The world is nοt enough.

Why change when if not changing culminates in death because you persist in deliberate neglect that results in the conditions where death is less awful than the mounting odds that change is impossible?
If I live under the self-contract that I'm going to kill myself in the future, then of what use is seeking help or pursuing a positive change - it is much easier to retreat from the burden and weight of potential good and that potential good having the possibility of failing and dealing with the pain of that failing, to retreat back to the suicidal contract, and to recontextualize every failure again as just another inadvertant effort toward suicide. Why stop - why stop living under negativity - when it is both less painful to stop trying and let the conditions of not trying rot your life to the point that working up the nerve to attempt suicide again is simple, logical, and unipolar?
Why shouldn't I just continue being a slave to depression and despair if being a slave to them has the guarantee to eventually overwhelm my nerve and culminate in death, which removes the entire problem altogether?
I am afraid of living, or rather, I am afraid that I could want to live in the future and then be left with the remnants of the life I have neglected, and deal with the losses I have accrued, and to do have to live with that pain in contradiction to the other facts of life moving forward. I've already lost all the people I labeled as friends. I've already alienated my family and ensnared them in concern and strain by expressing thoughts and plans to die. I've already lost the capacity to hold onto menial jobs. I've already neglected by body and mind to the point of enfeeblement. I've already exhausted my money. I've already fulfilled most of the suicidal contract and I don't know if I can handle the contradiction of life and now I bring pain to the people around me. I am sorry.
Of what use?

Porn addiction is one of the most fascinating abuse disorders to read confessions abοut.
It's so sickening in a way I can't quite describe.

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