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Twinks.
Sometimes I think about what it would be like to bite down really hard on a dentist drill.
War is all yοu need?
>>25192516crunchy
I have been rereading kurosawa and it is as good as I remember it
fuck shit up and start a riot
>>25192516Would probably stall it
A girl is making my pizza. That makes it extra delicious.
I wonder if this hat does anything
I'm feeling very lonely and sad, which I'm not sure is an update over the usual mix of anxiety and apathy. I ought to spend less time thinking about the future, both of civilization and mine in general. I feel like I wasted too much time. Oh well, finna go watch some Nipponese cartoon so I don't have to think about it.
I want to help a cute short girl, and buy her a house, clothing and lingerie and give her piggyback rides
>>25192769> I ought to spend less time thinking about the future, both of civilization and mine in general.You oughta spend less time thinking and just be
>>25192778That is also true
>>25192778happiness and happening share a root word. felicity and pain always alternate. tranquility is of no poetic use.
>>25192778>>25192799
>>25192811chesterton was one of the best to ever do it for my money.
i want a gfwit big tiddies
>>25192799>>25192811Sure, but, probably due to lack of further context, I feel like you misunderstood sentiment behind the paragraph.It is not talking about tranquility in the external sense, rather inner calmness.
I have a theory that many people are being gaslit by doctors and pharmaceutical companies into believing they have mental illnesses. It just feels like nowadays people have worries or anxiety about abstract shit and various concepts that people hundreds of years ago didn't bat an eye to. (Just certain feelings as an example, like feeling off or feeling depressed when not knowing the exact cause.)Maybe it's because we have less to worry about physically as well as less major things in general so that our brains put the minor stuff up on a pedestal and treat it as if it is a problem; then the brain cannot find a solution to the problem since the problem is not actually harmful so we go into a continuous rampage of mental horrors and adversities. And now the doctors come in to ramp this stuff up further and put all these people on antidepressants which are extremely difficult to get off of.
Any /lit/wits in here?
i’ve grown an inch since i last measured myself.
>>25192472Hardy, Browning, and Trollope all seem like giants of the Victorian era but I've hardly ever seen them brought up here. Been itching to get into them.
>>25193048brit lit in general (beyond the ones taught in american schools/universities) gets something less than its due on this board. those three are super.
>>25192850My therapist told me I don't have ADHD and I'm going to thank her for that next time I see her.My bitch of a general physician told me to get all sorts of expensive bullshit for my knee issues, I had to press really hard with questions to get some (not quite)passive aggressive answers on what she thinks the problem is exactly and whether any of my habits help or hurt, I just did some safe exercises and my knee is the best it has been in the past 2 years.
You ever experienced a planetary collision in the middle of someone else’s sentence? When you think you’ve gotten an understanding, and all of a sudden he throws something in there that makes you realize holy fuck this guy’s from some moon of Saturn
>>25193108fucking banger post like this warrants a repost
>>25193108Psychosis does this
I like cute ships with size differences
Reading academic papers is really slow.Fuck.
I honestly feel much more "patriotic" for Europe (mainly France, where I spent ~4 years of my early childhood and have majority ancestry from) then I ever have for America. The "retvrn" style edits of old America make me feel literally nothing, if not a slight sense of discomfort and unbelonging, but seeing old films of Paris or London, even much older accounts like excerpts from Goethe's Italian Journey make me feel such a sense of real longing and melancholy, feeling homesick would a way to describe it. It doesn't help that there's a general sentiment among Americans of intellectual superiority to Europeans for whatever reason while 'kwans on average are totally historically illiterate, clueless when it comes to the humanities, no interest in literature, unable to carry a conversation about much of anything etc.. The recent talk of Europe dying or having been "murdered" and similar talking points by normiecons has been particularly grating because yes, obviously there are problems and the continent is in poor shape, but the irony of a country that is approaching a sub ~50% White population talking about how Europe is "over" is beyond asinine esp. because most of them seem to be getting a kick out of the idea of Europeans suffering as opposed to genuine concern.
>>25193131>seeing old films of Paris or London, even much older accounts like excerpts from Goethe's Italian Journey make me feel such a sense of real longing and melancholyThings are bad now, but don't get too mesmerized by old clips, don't fall for the performance, they knew how cool they looked, it's an act. And the rich people are still like that today.
>>25192850>It just feels like nowadays people have worries or anxiety about abstract shit and various concepts that people hundreds of years ago didn't bat an eye to.The social contract has changed. Funny enough, psychology has born in a complete different society and it didn't keep up.
>>25193128this but only with BL
Current events coupled with the current zeitgeist make me want to put a slug in my cranium. Everything is retarded, unfair and tragic, I hate it so much.
>>25193130>Reading academic papers is really slow.At first. But after reading a dozen or so on a subject you realize how much academic incest takes place and you can practically predict what they will say
I'm fucked and I don't know what to do. 29 yo from a shithole country with an useless degree, no job experience and living with parents that have always alternated between treating me with neglect or spite ever since I was young.A year back I decided to change things and since then I got into reading again, fixed my meals and sleep schedule and started learning a language, a skill and an instrument. I even started working out a little while back and have been looking into going back to college next year.All of this still feels like too little, too late. I fucked up. It doesn't matter if I spent the last decade being near catatonic for months at a time or if I clearly have a fuckton of untreated trauma, at the end of the day I am still a fuckup.This whole thing feels hopeless.Fuck.
>>25193291Keep going anon. It's never too late.
>>25193291>All of this still feels like too little, too late. I fucked up.how many times do I have to you tell u niggas that time doesnt exist
It seems a common line when eulogizing the deceased is, "he was a good [occupation], and an even better man." I hope when I die, they say about me, "he was a good man, and an even better writer."
>>25193306oh i fucked that one up good. THE PAST HAUNTS ME AND ILL NEVER FORGET THE SHAME :^)
I hate college so much
Do you believe elf milk offers any unique health benefits for humans?
I just ate sοme Chipotle.
>>25193316Even the College of Winterhold?
>>25193279Specify
>>25193330I LOVE that place
Advanced Emotional ClearingThis will be useful to people who already feel okay or good but especially transformative for people who feel like they have been in a slump for many months or years. First relax. Relaxation is the key to resolving a difficult emotional state. Just breathe, perhaps deeper than normally do and try to slow down. Slow your thoughts… your worries… preoccupations… fantasies… and just breathe. Do this for a little and then softly put some attention onto your body. What do you notice? Some areas probably feel tense, or fluttery, or even painful. Maybe you feel exhausted, tired, or you keep thinking things that are making you angry. Maybe you are thinking this is stupid or I am stupid or you are stupid. Whatever you are experiencing just don’t interfere with it but allow it to continue. If you have felt bad for some time you probably have been fighting how you feel. This is the opposite, allow how you feel. Do this for a few minutes.You probably have gained some relief if you were able to just feel without any interference. Spend time doing this whenever you want. Maybe you feel good now. Maybe you don’t feel good yet but you experienced a small change. Eventually you will feel good. Maybe you learned or realized something about yourself. Maybe you couldn’t tell any difference. For the bonus section we will not focus on a dream or aspiration. What is something that you really want? Let’s pretend time, money, or any other variables are handled for you. Are you laying down on a white sand beach with a coconut drink in your hand relaxing? Are you sitting in a fancy sports car with a white interior cruising down a night road? Are you enjoying a moment with some new person that you have never seen before but would like to meet one day? Whatever it is imagine it for a bit until you can feel it a little. Do you get a nice feeling however slight? That was easy wasn’t it… and free as well!
>>25193337You could always get out of my head, I know you’re in there
>>25193291Read what I wrote above >>25193337
>>25193128do you mean tall/short or fat/skinny?
why are women so insufferable and annoying? what causes this?
Religious conversion is impossible. You are born into it and that is what you are. No different from nationality.
>>25193370Digestion
I hate that short-form content is so slick these days.
>>25193305I don't believe you, but thanks.>>25193306Go on.>>25193343I'll give it a try.
>>25193375Explain all the recent conversions at my church, then. Several refugee families (mostly Iranian and Afghani, you can imagine what religion they previously belonged to) got baptized last year.
>>25193412Not possible. It's not possible.
>>25193291>useless degreeWhat did you go for? I'm thinking of enrolling into college to throw my life away into Philosophy, and I'm a mentally ill failed experiment from a shithole country too, so I'd like to hear your story and takeaways to better inform my decision. What are you thinking of going into now?
>>25193412>I moved to China so now I'm Chinese
Doing a reading sesh just now when I went to put my book down and my bookmark has inexplicably vanished. I know I sometimes put things down a little absentmindedly but it's nowhere to be found, not even on the floor or behind or under my bed. Bit sp00ky.
>>25193488You have to enter your mind palace.
Tuesday morning...weekly humiliation ritual...
The catalogue is in a fucking sorry state right now as it is.
Reading Twilight in Italy by DH Lawrence.
Im so sick of waking up several times per night, every night. Nothing helps.
>>25192472A part of me will be happy when I die because I don't have to remember any of you including myself.
>>25192472step into the world of step mom x step son hot bhabi world of sex.
My representative will be contacting your representative.
Feeling sad.
>>25192472Put that tongue up to where the sun don't shine or so help me
>>25193672What happened?
Nine Inch Nails is the best band of all times
>>25193420Graphic Design. I do like it and I learned a ton of interesting stuff during college, but the local market for it is a joke. I don't mean it just salary wise, but also that the most interesting jobs are cannibalized by architects and advertisers, leaving you as a sort of software-monkey who brings their idea guy retardation into fruition. It's either that or working as a freelancer for the brokest niggas around (90% of the country) who simultaneously expect you to do three times more than promised while shorting you on pay every step of the way.>PhilosophyFrom my experience, humanities students on shithole countries tend to be either rich, stupid or rich and stupid. That doesn't mean that philosophy itself is a bad choice, just that you will probably be surrounded by delusional people.>What are you thinking of going into now?Either medicine or a scientific field that seems interesting and has decent opportunities around here. A medical degree takes a long ass time tho.
There's a lot of things I wish I started way back. I would've been a lot better at it by now. I wish I didn't succumb to my inhibition when I was younger.
I have so much anxiety right now that I'm tearing up but if I don't gο to work it'll just get worse.
>>25193953at least you have a jobthere are plently of people right now that can't get a job no matter how hard they try
>>25193965Believe me, I know I'm being a little bitch but my mental illness is still like>hey, you should really stay in bed and cry all day about that admittedly pretty shit thing that happened last week
We've reached a point where twitter is more garbage than 4chan. It's so bad right now.
>>25193370the uterus and ovaries
Get this orange clown out of office
>>25194095The titles in the corner ruin it. I hope this image is older than Google Lens.
Trad Christian converts on Twitter and 4chan are much more annoying and obnoxious than New Atheists ever were. They barely get any pushback from wider Internet culture despite aggressively proselytizing everywhere they go, just because people are terrified of being compared to the fedora guy from 15 years ago.
>>25194118half the albums aren’t older than google lens
Listening to the song New Grass by Talk Talk. It must be what Dante hears once he reaches paradise.
>>25194095What are you, 15? Get out of here, back to /mu/ or rym
a friend in need's a friend indeed
I think I might be starting to hate women a little bit too much. I read an article about a woman who was chained and tortured in a backyard for 5 months and my immediate reaction was thinking "based".
>>25193114The feeling came to me upon in the middle of a conversation realizing the person I’m talking to was a full-blown Stalinist. You think you’re in one room talking free-range theoretical politics with someone, then they drop some insane statement and you realize you’ve been in a volcano on Venus the whole time >>25193113Are you being sarcastic
>>25194280>Are you being sarcasticclearly
I don't like the drugs but the drugs like me
This era of social media two second attention span amoral nihilism scares the shit out of me and I have no idea how we snap society out of it.
smell and taste are one system split in two
