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I need a cigarette.
>>25207971hating women is kinda gay
>>25207971I am thinking that there could be genuine chance that we are entering a medieval age 2.0 CAPITAL would be the god, it would be a techno feudal society where humans wouldn't be the centre of everything. like the medieval age ,god would would be the centre of everything(and our god would be the CAPITAL) it makes sense,why should we keep a biological species centre of everything? the CAPITAL is the vehicle,humans are the fuel. I want this vehicle go as fast and as further away possible,and everyting that comes in it's way,should be crushed.
>>25207979I don't disagree. They are in many ways the better gender to look at, to talk to, to be around, etc. But let's be honest, a lot of what gets labelled as women hating isn't the biological misogyny of women being innately inferior, it's mostly guys reacting to women's actual behaviour and the cultural climate that hyperfocuses on the negative behaviour of men with very little acknowledgement going towards women's role in it or their own behaviour.The irony is that women are being patronised and treated like children when they aren't levelled with about things like their ridiculous high financial standards from men during an economic period where hardly anyone is thriving.
>>25207971I'm a woman, and I'm not stupid! Stop being mean!
People say art is hard. To me, it's the only easy part of life. Time you put into art is never wasted, whereas most of the friendships and ALL of the romances from my 20's went nowhere. Is it my fault? Sure, maybe. Maybe it's god's sign that friends and family and community simply were not meant for me, and my life is one of hard work.
Is OP fucking retard?
Why don't you stupid faggots wait until the oldest /wyt/ thread is dead before making a new οneAttention whore behavior.
>>25207395You don’t know that? Maybe he’s become a better person.>>25207409It doesn’t end, though. In my experience the only thing that ends it is meeting someone else which really just begins it all over again in a worse iteration.
>>25208101stfu retards new thread always starts after ~300 replies. go cry to your moms.
>>25207979Only if you don't understand them and think they're icky gross why can't they like cool stuff like BIDEO GAME But once you realize what modern woman is and how she shrieks and demands to fill a male role with none of the requisite sacrifice, and how she (very tragically) has next to nothing to offer you but her body and (very meager) companionship it's hard not to feel contempt.If I was a smarter and better person I'd try to find a way to redirect our old instincts—stuck in the bronze age—towards some new kind of dynamic where women are actually useful beyond being breeding holes or second rate men. Bdsm is a blind, groping attempt at that but it's fundamentally soulless and soul destroying and derived from gay culture. Tradlarp is ok if you can get it but most never will. Just sad all around, but the world always was.
>>25207971If people here actually cared about books, they’d get into Cambridge or Oxford to study literature. This is just reddit for people who think they’re smart for knowing how to use libgen and project Gutenberg.
>>25208116>bdsm>derived from gay cultureis this true? bdsm has a long history
>>25208128kys newfag
>>25208136Been here since 2016
>>25208128prefer not to spend 300k on a hobby. sorry they didnt accept you
>>25208164It doesn’t cost $300k even for a Masters in English Lit, pleb. You can get a scholarship if you get a good GPA in any first world country and recommendations from your professors. Not like you’re educated enough to know that… hopeless dilettante
>>25208130The modern incarnation draws heavily from the aesthetics and terminology of the post WW2 gay scene yeah.It's always existed in some form—I suspect sex in the neolithic was pretty brutal—but marquis de sade, nero, bathory, and similar shit is just straight up "pedophile serial killer" urges without any pretence at civilization, morality (actual evil is usually the point) or romantic coupling at all.>>25208128You can just look up the reading prescribed by those venerable (are they still?) institutions yourself then discuss on here, or wherever else. >>25208168Now calculate the opportunity cost
>>25208025It's ok Anonette, you're very smart and cute and we appreciate your soft woman-thoughts
>>25208168who hurt you anon?
>>25208177>discuss on hereNo one here reads as much as me though. What’s the point? >opportunity costOh yes, everyone here is swimming in cash. That’s why they post endless memes and know more about furry porn and video games than novels or poetry.
>>25208025You are probably very intelligent anonette
>>25208189A masters takes years of fairly hard work, you're not going to be advancing a career or making significant money in that time. If I had done a master's instead of going into the workforce after my bachelor's I certainly wouldn't own a house like I do now.
Can't believe I was 12 y/o twenty years ago. Shit's fucked.
>>25208201That’s why you get a scholarship for a research degree, like everyone else. You work while you’re studying those. You don’t even need a masters by coursework, and in fact no professor does.
There'll be a hot time in the old town tonight
>>25208209You're gonna need a bigger boat.
>>25208187>t.
>>25208177>but marquis de sade, nero, bathory, and similar shit is just straight up "pedophile serial killer" urges without any pretence at civilization, morality (actual evil is usually the point) or romantic coupling at all.not masoch mind you, from what i remember of venus in furs 'brutal' is not a word that comes to mind. i remember it being almost fastidiously sensitive.
Sometimes i hear my cringe millennial coworkers say the mοst misogynistic incel shit imaginable then I remember that he has a hot goth mommy wife with two kids and I fucking hate my life.
>>25208256Why don’t you just dress better and be less autistic
>>25208235you mad?
>>25208264
>>25208266le epic bacon humour did NOT age well, holy shit.
>>25208272I guess it’s better than six seven
>>25208252Yeah good point, although I don't think that side of it is particularly well represented in the modern bdsm community. What I've seen of it tends to converge on pretty extreme stuff even in the absence of actual harsh sadism.
>>25208150That makes you a newfag, yes.
>>25208277Honestly yea.At least this typa shit was funny at the time: https://youtu.be/m9FRSghXhDM
>>25208128Why? I'm smart and care about books, so I read as a passion.>>25208168Bruh wut, the issue isnt getting a masters, I have above masters level knowledge across multiple subjects, the problem is getting a masters in english is basically a death sentence for your career if you want to use it as a credential, even from an "ivy league" school. University is to get drunk and network; scholarship is a result of dedication and passion.
Listening to the new Evanescence song. Shit's decent for sure.
GIMME SOMETHING TO BELIEVE IN
surprised that goon/acc isn't yet a thing. i suppose gooners don't have the powers of focus required to produce a manifesto.
Sleeping didn’t help and at this point I just have to do it I can’t focus on anything else
>>25208401Are you gon drink, anon?
>>25208397I am very glad that the faggy trend of twitter microideologies with the format [shortened word]/acc died years ago and hasn't come back.
>>25208405Nah I’m going to send the text
she was obsessed with me, now she never texts me back anymore
>>25208440Enjoy drinking.
>>25208409All the people I knew irl who were attached to it are addicted to heroin or some other hard drug. Kek.
>>25208467I haven’t had a drink since Christmas and I have no plans on consuming alcohol in the near future.
>>25208465:( I feel you
Death to liberalism & death to capitalism
>>25208503>Auth-right communismTake a moment to imagine exactly what that would look like. Liberalism cannot exist without capitalism.
>>25208506Become wahhabi mashallah.
What would you do if you had a cyberstalker who spends every waking minute making sexual comments and spamming his fetishes at you?
Oh he also randomly shoots these beams at you causing a burning sensation in your head.
He’s also really shit company, he never has anything interesting to say, and everything is always about ego and sex, when you do try and offer up something interesting he typically dismisses it without adding anything interesting.He also intermittently threatens if not does then divulge sensitive information to various people on the internet and online spaces you frequent.He also randomly interjects his fetishes in an ERP sense to whatever it is that you are thinking or doing at the time and makes efforts to catch and watch you masterbating.All of which largely decreases the enjoyment of the activity while also making you want to do it more, while avoiding certain ideas of sexual nature out of a desire to not feed this gay ERP dynamic.They/he will frequently interpret your thoughts and actions as a sort of character deficit that needs self reflection, when that is entirely besides the point.I would call this purely sexual harassment but again I’m an evil chud so whatever.
This is a call out post. Dear Random graphic novel story time / Minifig, every time i search out books on the archive website your freight train of a post listing hundreds of titles makes pages and pages of spam to sift through, and if i try to find an exclusion pattern that works for ALL of your posts if I'm not feeling too lazy which i am, its like playing whackemole. I just want to read posts about books that I want to read discussions on in peace!! I don't want to read endless links to the same time you posted one graphic novel of that book!! When you are reborn in a new life instead of ruining the archive for hundreds of titles just use your trip and a unique thread title and tell people how to use the archive to search for it, except that you will be reborn to a life of sifting garbage out of the ganges river i hope!!!
On the second to last point, every accusation is largely an omission. Largely due to a clash of differing thought processes and an inability to reconcile the two. It’s mostly projection on his part.
I don't think eugenics is bad. I just don't. I'm against forced sterilization and all that of course, but trying to avoid passing on negative genetic traits is just healthy population planning. Every time someone mentions eugenics with a sneer, I have to bite my tongue.
>mccarthy:/>delillo:|>roth:)>updike:D>pynchon:O
I'm addicted tο milfs yet my girlfriend is a neotenous zoomer. Life is suffering.
I wish I wasn't so bad at math. It's been a lifelong issue. I devote so much time and energy into it and every time it's a gamble on working out. If I want to do what I want in life I need to pass Calculus I. I've never taken a course on it before. But I've only barely scraped by in high-school math. I dedicate all my time and energy into it to the detriment of everything else and just passing is still a question. In my daily life I fuck up basic addition and can't work a register. I did all my math on my fingers growing up I'm also 30 now.Its not fair. Why am I so fucking dumb specifically with this subject? Its disproportionately bad compared to how I do elsewhere.
>>25208394OH LORD ABOVE
>>25208656I'll trade with you. You can have my hot mommy Goth and I'll take your baby-face zoomie. No trade backs!
Why there are no thoughs in my mind? Is like I live on a separate universe were the world goes on around me and im just a visitor on my own life. I have an avoidant tipe of personality and often disasociate myself from reality and sometimes when I look closer at my self I understand why. There is a pain that I carry deep in my sould and if I ever let it surface Im afraid that it will break me apart
>>25208691I can't make that trade, my parents expect an heir and my baby faced zoomette has a impregnation fetish.
>>25208668Becoming good at math takes practice. You are not the only one that struggles with math if that's any consolation.
If you don't understand math then I'm afraid you have nο reasoning skills and thus cannot be trusted. Please turn and face the wall.
>>25208712This desu
>>25208699I've already had the practice. I've been getting and putting in extra practice all my life. Since elementary school when they started pulling me out to work on multiplication tables (still can't do them by the way)
Got out of a two week long depressive episode just by venting to my friend from high school. It's that easy nighers.
>>25208764sounds gay
>>25208767I fucked your mom.
I hate leftists, my fantasy is to be a soldier and shoot leftists in the head."noooo i didnt say genocide all whites only the european natives" face the wall. haha
>>25208772You won't do shit. :^)
Why dοn't you...get a job?
>>25208764>Just have friendsThat easy huh?
>>25208774If you are a leftist you are an awful immoral hateful person who deserves to die :^)
>>25208768sounds even gayer
>>25208775>Why dοn't you...get a job?Ok...
>>25208777How the fuck do you guys manage to have zero friends I'm a turboautistic 29 yo lossless Virgin and even I managed to acquire friends
>>25208025Is that what your feminine penis whispers to you when you are trying to sleep?
>>25208785Because I look like smeagol (unironically). I've been told to my face by multiple people that I have dead eyes and that they feel uncomfortable looking at me.
>>25208779Yet I'm still here and I'll be here tomorrow and I'll be here for years to come. Because you won't do shit. You should try crying about it.
>>25208785Nobody around me speaks English. Those that do have been racist to me for being a white guy. And there's no chance go socialize at all anywhere around me. I had friends in school but that was many years ago and they never talked to me outside of school.
>>25208780You're mom isn't THAT ugly.
>>25208785Even if you're an autistic virgin, looks are still a huge factor for making friends and influencing people. If you look like >>25208789 you will be judged unlikable before someone even gets to talking with you.
>>25208799I don't even know who you are, nor do I care. I'm sure no one else does either.I'm just saying, punching leftists is where it's at.
>>25208807I'm a father with 4 kids and grandfather with 5 grandkids. I was 32 when 4chan started and ofc I was here for it. Statistically speaking, it is far more likely that you don't matter more than I wouldn't by several fucking magnitudes. Seethe, faggot lmao
I had always assumed that whole >when you nut but she keep suckingthing was just a stupid nigger meme but then my girlfriend started doing that shit because she thinks it's funny tο punish me.
>>25208818Cool story bro
>>25208775I have a job>P-PLEASE GIVE ME ATTENTIONI’m trying not to
>>25208824I accept your concession.
>>25208849>PLEASE GIVE ME ATTENTIONWhat did you mean by this
why does scrolling twitter make my phone really hot?
fuck this site for not cleaning up the obvious political shill botsthats my thoughtsthanks for asking
Anybody else lament the death of eroticism? There used to be something dignified or tasteful about nudity; like a 70's Playboy magazine or a softcore erotic thriller from the 90's. These days that sort of stuff doesn't exists anymore. It's all chicks gaping their asshole into the camera and weird bukkake piss gangbangs.
>>25208875I dont particularly care, other than the volume. My goodness. I dont understand how some dork can write a factually incorrect treatise on something, instantly do a 180 into full shitposting, then 360 into some holier than thou formulaic shtick, like they're oblivious to the anal gape the just recieved in front of an audience. Baffling.>>25208892I miss when women were embarassed and thrilled to show their tits. Now? They all have this dour souless commodified face with no humanity that kills my boner. It's like "yeah I'm hot and you're going to give me money" instead of "I really shouldnt do this, but I kind of like it". Entitlement, I think.
>>25208712>>25208719Math is a scam. Logic? Fine. Critical thinking? Cool. But math lies. Always. And the biggest like anyone has ever told is that math is concrete. No it fucking isnt, very easy calculations are concrete and it soon descends into representational madness with entire new languages required to express something.
I really don't care what a bunch of neets and total fucking losers think of what constitutes "winning"Like I'm going to adopt your framework, and then concede to it. It's kind of like a peasant whining to a lord about how mean he is. I'd say the neurosis is about something else entirely.
>>25208901>the language of the universe isn't trivial to understand, therefore it BADapply yourself, retard
>>25208892JAVs are not like that though.Sometimes it feels like watching a psychosexual soap opera, other times like watching a madman's wet nightmare
>>25208916Math is not "the language of the universe" retard. It's not even a language. STFU pseudt. mathfag
>>25208712Show me some life-changing, mind-enhancing, perception-altering math.
>>25208910Then not only are you a fool, but a naive charlatan too.
>>25208916>[laughs in lambda calculus]You dont know enough about math to make that statement.
>>25208921>Some retard on the internet might think I'm a loser based on criteria only he valuesOh no....I'm more interested in your thoughts, and a bit of shitposting banter, your framework is some retarded holier-than-though reddit-tier nonsense that constitutes essentially running to the teacher crying that the school bully is being mean to you so he gets sent to detention when he meant nothing by it.I'd rather have some fun, some ideas, keep banging on your walls, and then grab a beer when all is said and done, you just want to win, you're spiritually a pussy.
>>25208920Look up the derivativation for the volume of a sphere. It used integral calculus in 3 dimensions to prove high school geometry.
>>25208614Attention is the reward. Be boring. Stop reacting like a toy. Act like you're getting brain damage like Amanda Bynes except with less personality. I'm struggling with a lesser version and agree with the evil part. It's easy to see how people in gangs feel trapped. If they're evil then how do they get anyone onside? Good luck anon
>>25208928No anon, I know you're a loser because you werent smart enough to assess who you were talking to before making that claim. Sure, lots of people are retarded. Some arent. And since you cant differentiate, then you lack experience in discernment, are pretending to know something you dont, and your hubris precedes you. You know, the exact thing I just said about you.
Why do you retards like one larping attention whore rule this thread instead οf just ignoring him?
>>25208951That's actually a good question for me.
i'm about to go to the gym but man i keep farting what the fuck i think it was that oatmeal raison clif bar damn who could imagine it could create so much flatulence
>>25208969farting usually is a precursor to taking a shit
Coffee gives me superpowers.
Love when you're reading a comment οn reddit about gender roles and some loon randomly drops "when I was a man, I thought blah blah blah"
This guy messaged me using this brand-new obvious burner account with no profile pic and a spoofed location and he sounded exactly like you, like down to a whole multitude of specific stylistic quirks, and at first I thought it was you trying to catfish me. And I wasn’t even angry or upset about the prospect of you lying to me—I was just happy about the possibility that you might want to talk. Atp I’m pretty sure he’s a real person who just coincidentally writes a lot like you and shares some of your interests, but this has to be proof that I’m fucked in the head.
>>25209003What do you do with them?
>>25209036Stay awake for ungodly durations.
>>25209071Doing what?
Nicotine does not make you smarter, it actually dulls you in a way by making you so focused you lose out on associative thought. If you just quit you’ll be able to concentrate fine after a week tops.
>>252090834chan.
>>25209086Look at this dude. Look at him and laugh.
>>25209091What boards besides /lit/?What do you like posting about?
>>25209017on twitter?
>>25209109I've got my main three:>/mu/>/lit/>/int/>What do you like posting about?Idk man. Whole lotta bullshit.
I'm going to get a degree in geomythology.https://voca.ro/1ntiqk8Rdtzv
>>25209086I would probably KMS without nicotine, sorry.
>>25209115TG;DL
>>25209115>not a degree in necromaniacal geobiomechanizationBitch made.
>>25209119>TG;DLWhat?
>>25209114>/mu/Nice. What do you listen to while wired out of your mind?How many tabs open rn?
>>25209117i fucking hate zyns. i get sick every damn time.
I kept forgetting to put TP in the bathroom. It took me a week to stop wiping with paper towels.
I have an unhealthy addiction to Splatoon porn
>>25209145Tell me more about it.What do you like about it so much?
>>25209101>>25209117Yeah yeah I was once just like you. Nicotine is an illusion. The feel of increased efficacy is much stronger than what it’s actually accomplishing. Also it is a known fact that people with neuroses (“depression/anxiety”) do better if they quit nicotine. The constant up down cycle fucks up your mood in ways you can’t see unless you quit for a while.
My favourite topics for /lit/ threads are:>Philip K Dick >/x/ >Lovecraft>history>Write your thoughts formerly Write What's On Your Mind>>25209131>Nice. What do you listen to while wired out of your mind?Again, a lotta bullshit.>How many tabs open rn?You trying to mine my data, bro?
Would you have gone to bed with me I didn't do your book?
>>25209179Just curious cause I fucking love coffee too, and your post gave me cravings. Had to remind myself the intensity is squandered on me.Come on, gimme a song
>>25209181I would have performed cunninglingus.
>>25209192Okay anon, here you go: https://youtu.be/2f5kDeuGkdA
>>25209194*cunnilingus Fucking retard.
twitter for my egirls/lit/ for my smartbois
>>25209125Too gay, didn't listen
>>25209237like Hegelian e-girls?
>>25209244we don't talk about that
>>25207994I don't hate them. I'm just deeply concerned about them.
>>25208938
you ever see a hilarious post on /lit/ and lol only to realize after the fact that it was your own post you forgot you posted? yes that's how funny i am.
>>25208025I want to see how pretty you are.
>>25208130Didn't Foucault speak of this?
>>25209237Commander Ryker looking ass.
>>25209179The PKD thread is so slow though. Has anyone even posted on it in a couple of days?
>>25209258am i a pretty girl?
>>25209257I have a 98% edietic memory for the written word so no.
>>25209270Oh I love them guys. I think you're beautiful.
>>25209255That is a very small amount of text considering how hard it pounded your anus.
My wife is the most beautiful woman on the planet.
>>25209289True
Its insane how much aura I haveI am the OG aura farmer
>>25209113No.
>>25209303Go on, describe it.
>>25209253You'll have to fill me in. I'm new here
>>25208262>be less autistic >implying its a choice and not a developmental disorder from childhood
>>25208256u should read the feminist by tony thallitumute or whatever
Once I learned about trauma-based mind control and had a decent idea of how it works I started seeing it everywhere.
damn some little shit at the gym fucked me up rolling tonight, he cranked an armbar so hard, almost popped my knee with a kneebar, and then busted my lip with a headbutt or some other dick move. prob cuz i tapped his homie last week, both are above me in belt rank, so it's no shame to me, but still why kill the vibe in the gym with that kind of dick shit?
>>25209317Lets just say if you ever saw me walking in the streets, you would instantly realize that I am a hidden hero of our era
>>25209349Greco roman his ass. Knee on belly, rub your head in his face, put your elbow on his neck in top position. All in good fun.
>>25207977That would be a very good thing to do okay good.
My mom said text me saying that I'm a retard. What's a good comeback?
On my last nic pod think I'm bout to go cray-Z
>>25209361"Tends to happen to products of incest".
What's with all the blatant data mining threads?
>>25209280Huh? Are you responding to me?
>>25209358I totally did it ok good, too. Totally.
Would it be blasphemous to suggest that Napoleon was the thirteenth late disciple of Christ?
>>25209363I'll go with this one.
If 4chan was around back then, they would've spoiled Hamlet dying and got they ahh kicked lmaooooooo"I can cum on you, but can't cum on me." Fuck you!
I kind of can’t imagine the low state of mental atrophy and living the person executing this operates on.
To feel my self is very painful. It feels like constant nagging, tightness, and analyzation. Questioning if I am making any progress. Frustration over all the time I have already spent doing this. Doubts if I have even gained 1%. It's a maze of irritation. I still think I am making it up sometimes. To feel I don't try to feel. When I try to feel it's like I am trying to change how I feel and that makes it even worse. It is clear trying to change how I feel makes me feel worse. Accept this is pain that has been afflicted onto me. For no apparent reason. Though I have to believe it will pay off in the end. The pressure to get through this is more frustration. I am worn out already. The fact I look fine to most people is insulting and it's why I don't ask most people for advice anymore.I get mad that I live in an age of emotional retardation where everything is surface level examination. This era is good for most people but for me it's like being left behind. It's important for me to accept my reality but not to harp on about it. It's important for me to take pressure off of myself but also to do what I can. It is threading a needle to relax myself in a fire and not to pretend the fire is a river but when the moment is right I make the fire into a river because that is possible for anyone.
>>25207971Everyone likes to hurl immensely corrosive criticism at literally anything until it's their idols being smashed and dissolved by post-structuralism then it suddenly goes to far.
Hangin' out with a camera down my throat. They say my stomach's nearly fried from eating cigarettes for breakfast.
>>25209379Nah but why do you suggest that anyway?
The only thing I can’t understand is the involvement of a second person. Obviously, they at least should in theory have some reservations over this despite whatever contempt they might have had.Their primary mode of argumentation would seem to betray the actions of the former regardless of whatever sensibilities I violated. Which is the thing that actually allowed me to not hold the correct frame against the former.
>>25209398Jfc. Why, anon? Do you hate yourself or something?
>>25209402Do you ever feel like you are talking to yourself?
>>25209405I am now, but I’m not lol
Night is falling! It's been so beautiful the past three days here and my car is broken down so I can't get out in it. It's driving me crazy. I do love spring though. I think the highest it's gotten is 770, tops. PERFECT blue sky, fluffy white cloud weather.
>>25209396No shit
>>25209404I take a little puff, and it feels like rain; I can remember the sky and the smell of spring. It's not so bad. One day soon I'd like to be cremated too, so I can be a puff of smoke that helps someone else remember something.
I just need to achieve supremacy lol
I want a qt fascist gf so bad bros
>>25209548You just want an attractive woman.
should i betray my chudness for a big tiddy e-hoe gf?
>>25209556No. Don't give up.
>>25209555No, he wants an attractive woman who is also literally him.Autogynephilia, they call it.
Would you eat a human for power?
>>25209565I already eat your mum for dinner every other night despite only giving me a rash.
I want to need someone and be needed in turn
>>25209572Fire style: Fireball jutsu
>>25209565Yes.
His skin was soft as leatherI'm the weathermanNo one else more dedicatedI'm the weathermanWell, hey kidYou got the rightBut the choice to killNo, son of samWill let you in to turn againstAddicted to the love of ourselvesI'm the weathermanI tell no one elseI'm the weathermanSo go for the kill'Cause no one else caresGo for the kill, go for the killGo for the kill, go for the killGo for the kill, go for the killGo for the kill, go for the killHis skin was soft as leatherI'm the weathermanThere's no on else worth the dedicationI'm the weatherman'Cause hey kidYou got the heart without the achePretentious thievesHave you believe it's theirs to takeAddicted to the love of ourselvesI'm the weathermanAnd tell no one elseI'm the weathermanSo go for the kill'Cause no one else caresGo for the kill, go for the killGo for the kill, go for the killGo for the kill, go for the killGo for the kill, go for the killFor here's the history we makeFor luck, of our fathers(If I could be anywhere I wouldn't be here)No future or good night(If I could be anywhere I wouldn't be here)No future fans(If I could be anywhere I wouldn't be here)I sing for the melody and I sing for a reasonAnd I'll sing as the neglect for all that un-americanSo go for the kill'Cause no one else caresGo for the kill, go for the killGo for the kill, go for the killGo for the kill, go for the killGo for the kill, go for the killGo for the kill
I've been phoning it in at my job for about a year and a half now.It finally seems to be catching up with me. I feel relieved. Had to come in for a conversation with one of the managers, I did something wrong. The talk was whatever, but he did see exactly what was the issue. I seemed lax. As if I didn't care about the job, he said.Absolutely correct. I gave up after the first 1.5 years. I never stay at one place longer than 2 years for a reason.I'm looking for a way out. Maybe harvesting salt will be it but I need out of the wage cage. I would have done the decent thing and quit before phoning it in but I'm in my 30's now. Wife and kids. That's my excuse for not leaving. But the more I think about life the more I want to do something bold and risky. I do not want to work like this much longer.Some people may envy my situation, but I'm over it. You see people online talk about movies like Fight Club or Office Space and wonder what was so bad about their lives? Good job, decent house. What more could you want?A little excitement is my answer. Waking up and not knowing exactly how your day is going to turn out. I'm not even saving enough money. The wife stays at home for the kids so I'm working just to get by. Living on 1 income is a luxury but a boring one.It's either the lottery, my dad giving out his inheritance early or the salt. The other option, keeping on this route will not do. I can't get myself to care for long enough.I like DIY building furniture or homes. I dream of doing that but you need starting capital. I dream of doing that a lot.
>>25209602Unironically: ever thought of becoming a glowie? If you have a degree and can qualify for a clearance there's tons of neat jobs out there you could do.
>>25209615I live on a small island ~100K people and have no background in that so very unlikely.My background is construction. First as a welder/mechanic and now the office side (planner, project manager)
>>25209602i feel u dude i just don't care about my job anymore. it was cool at first and they paid for my masters, but now it's so dull. doing the masters killed it for me actually cuz in the masters program there were a lot of smart motivated people. everyone at the job has grad degrees and shit, but with a few exceptions, just not that bright. it's fine, i can coast for a while, but i'd rather have a job where people are way smarter than me and i have to hustle to keep up, not just sit there for 7 hours and then twiddle excel for ten minutes.
>>25209602Man, I want you job when you leave it, ngl. Desperate times call for desperate measures. Do you work from home?
>>25209635I want your easy ass job, too, dammit.
>>25209648I wish. No it's an office job. I despise office jobs. At 25 I went blue collar to get away from it. Somehow got back into it. Sucks dick.
>>25209615lmao glowoids recruiting on 4chan now
>>25209654the future is now old man
I caved and bought more ice cream. I don't think it actually causes me to lose weight because I'm pretty sure I end up making up the calories without it anyhow -- an extra sandwich, an extra bowl of cereal, an extra bowl of rice, etc., that I would eat if I didn't have the calories from a bowl of ice cream that day.
>>25209670That's smart.
>>25209678An addict can rationalize anything!
>>25209652Yeah, no bueno. If I could work at home at some easy shit after a lifetime as unskilled labor which is a misnomer but whatever. Unskilled labor is back breaking and forced me into early retirement and it's so fucking hateful rn in the world for middle age white men with no appreciable skills. I can run a killer d&d game and that's it. I'm well read. Which is a big so what I'm today's world. In the 1800's men could and did interview themselves as an intellectual. That's all I am. I'm not even dispassionate about it, either. Sometimes even regular ass shit makes me excited. Poetry makes me excited. A new book makes me excited. I will talk about those things for hours. Hell, I just made one glorious shitpost on pol about how Americans don't need any of you and I'm excited about the feedback it might get. Being an intellectual sucks. I despise outshining people and it does fuck with my sense of self-worth. Anyone up for a d&d game? It'll be amazing! I'm a medium generous DM with the magic items. I will award you with stuff like Cloak of the Bat and the Shortsword of Backstabbing, which is bad to the bone in the hands of a Rogue or Assassin! I'm strict but I will pander to my players a bit. That's one of the reasons why I can carry a campaign going for so long.
Feeling accesses the dimension of the soul.Feeling enters you into a deeper world.There is real, living, energy inside of my body that I can feel.Thinking does not let you access this living resource, this is never boring. It's like the colors are coming back into reality when you can feel again. The admission of feeling is a living death. Feel right now it's a fucking super power. It feels like I am a child again. There is more crispness in the air. It's like the opposite of zooming in. I am getting the big picture.
Been awake for about 21 hours now.
Palms sweaty.
When I compare normie opinions about Israel and Jews in general today with their opinions on these things in 2016, I am forced to conclude /pol/ won. In a convoluted way perhaps, but they won all the same.
Look into the treesIt's coming over meIt's coming over me
Don stepped outside
>>25209729Into my eyesInto my eyesIt's drugs
>>25209718Knees weak
>>25209735Arms heavy
Fuck my fucking fuck chungus life fuck man fuck
>>25208772Leftists don't say this.Twitter trannies come from your dipshit soup and get bent into self proclaimed "leftists" by the CIA. They literally apply rightwing values on you to make you pissy and murderous. Exactly what the CIA wants.Did I mention the CIA have always worked hand in hand with Mossad? Go attack Lebanon like your handlers would like
>>25209746
After a full day of posting on 4chan, I can finally sit down to read.
>>25209746>obvious AI sloppa instead of a real pepewtf
There are never any Danielle Chelosky threads anymore :(
>>25209756Before you go, what are you going to read?
>>25209764
>>25209767What edition? where about are you? Do you agree with his table of categories and judgements?
>>25209728and how does that make you feel?
>>25209767why is everyone obsessed with this book?
>>25209779It’s probably the most influential non fiction book written in the past 1000 years
>>25209779I read it. It's pretty good.
>>25209763Because of you I will now read some Danielle Chelosky. Thank you anon.
>>25209749He doesn't know any leftists, just memes.
>>25209739Mom's spaghetti
>>25209731Into my dreamsInto my dreamsMachines are breathing for meOtherwise I'd be dead
>>25209783Favourite section?
>>25209585Me too :(
>>25209585>>25209806Call me Cupid and slap my willy hard and silly I’ve got good news for both of you, it’s both of you.
>>25209799The transcendental deduction, ofc. I'm naturally philosophic so it resonates with me. I maybe understand 10% of it but it's quietly beautiful.
>>25209809Can you shut up?
necesito amigos que no les de miedo ser raros al estilo Cris chan
>>25207971I dont have anywhere else to write this but I keep seeing leftist commentators finally waking up to the reality of autonomic intelligence systems and their implications, after spending my entire life deciding those of us who voiced these concerns before key windows closed, as conspiracy theorists; but applying their same old model of, labor strikes, etc to the scenario. This is very retarded to me, bc the purpose of such systems is to remove all leverage from the laboring classes, so what would a strike accomplish? It also betrays poor grasp of systems theory, because AI is the logically necessary outgrowth of markets, which is why it is happening, and if you were to destroy it (the only possible path, you cannot wind it back or freeze its development), it would immediately kill millions if not billions of people and turn the world into mad max level stuff. They talk about it like it is something that can or should be opposed using their old models of class conflict and I think once again that leftists are exemplary models of dunning Kruger. That's what's on my mind.
>>25209585>>25209806Join the army.
>>25209813He does elucidate it all very beautifully, despite it being very dense he does a good job at waking you through his metaphysics. The first edition of the deduction though a bit harder, is in my opinion, superior. His extension of the Aristotelian system of judgements and redefining how they’re possible at all is genius, if dubious.
>>25209850Not like that. I mean like... being someone's source of strength and having them be yours too, fulfilling a need they have and comforting them when they are vulnerable, being comforted when you yourself are vulnerable, something more romantic than just being a warm body in an instrumental sense of "need."
Wondering if I should brush my teeth every time I have my coffee when I'm home. My teeth is stained somewhat, so I wanna get rid of it.
>>25209859I had this, it was nice, I miss her every day.
>>25209850i am not dying for israel, netanyahu!!
>>25209883Get over it, it’s nice and all but once you get over it you feel happier without the shit that comes with those nice little moments
>>25209855I'm not sure I've ever looked at the first edition. Doubtful. I live in the southern US. I might be the only person in a hundred miles that even know who Kant is, actually. I read him in my 20s and I never regretted it.
>>25209879Dude, coffee is the #1 destroyer of teeth, moreso than carbonated drinks, if I'm not mistaken.
Stages of sleep deprivation:>pushing past normal bedtime"just a couple more hours, I need to get this done">betting on future sleep"it's a problem for Weekend Me, I can catch up then">bargaining"I need to get up in 5 hours, but if I finish this in an hour I'm really saving myself 3 hours tomorrow">dysfunction (2-5 days sustained sleep deprivation or more than one night without any sleep)struggling to speak normally or remember what words to use, struggling to read words on the first pass, droning/autopilot>cooked (5+ days of 2 hours or less, or 3+ nights with no sleep at all)body temperature flashes from hot to cold, hallucinating when doing repetitive activities such as driving, all but begging for even a few minutes of sleep but unable to rest, possibly shaking a little >goneI met the hat man
>>25209859I want that too. The feeling of emotional closeness is the best part, honestly.
>>25209887Nah, not really. Life is worth living without it but the good times with her (which were plentiful) were like heaven. I don't think many people get to experience it anymore, it wasn't 'yay companionship' every week or two. Living with her felt like the only right way to be. Too bad she was a liar and I was retarded.
I want to be bigger than I am.
>>25209915In what sense?
>>25209913Actually anon, you're not. You projected what you hoped they were onto them. If you saw her as loving and kind, that's more a reflection of who you are than what they ever could be. You're being too hard on yourself, man.
>>25209887Those nice moments are worth living for tho IMO
>>25209919Dudes got a little cock, I saw it, it was tiny lol
>>25209919More powerful than I am right now. I have a powerful voice but I never used it and I should have. I'll figure it out but I'm running out of time because I'm old and decrepit.
>>25209924Your mom loves my cock. She begs for it.
I am a big man(Yes I am)And I have a big gunGot me a big old dick and II like to have funHeld against your foreheadI'll make you suck itMaybe I'll put a hole in your headYou know just for the fuck of it
>>25209859I should text him :(
>>25209926She can’t very well do that, but if you like sticking your dick in an urn filled with ashes then hey I can’t judge :)
>>25209903How is aerated drinks safer than warmed beans?
>>25209920No I have some mental issues, but that's kind of you to say, thanks.
>>25209964I do too and I assure it's the truth. You just don't see it but you will someday. I promise that you will.
gm
>>25207971I collect labels of weird things I drink. I finally gathered them all together in a binder, and now I've got that collector's itch. But finding new and interesting things to drink gets harder and more expensive the longer you look. Oooh. I'll put some money aside for next month.
>>25209989>collector's itch.Collecting items leads one astrayRid yourself of your self-imposed burden.Its weight will become apparent once you drop it
>>25209934You sick bastard, keeping your mom's ashes in a jar like that. You should be ashamed of yourself.
Wtf is up with 4chan? Posting was down for two hours.
>>25210003maintenance. It says so at the top of the page.
>>25210006I didn't even notice it. My bad. Thank you, anon.
>want to buy a fountain pen>delivery is next monthHmmmm
>>25210013just pluck a feather from a goose and whittle it down
Is 4chan ded?
>>25210037Need to find a goose then, mate.
>>25207971Antifa are badasses who burn down warehouses and kill pigs while getting away with it. I wanted to join ANTIFA so that I could have friends to kill cops with. My dream was to kill 9 cops like my hero Clyde Barrow did. I read that he killed 9 of them so I wanted to kill 9 to offer it up as a Masonic sacrifice in order to appease him from the afterlife
>>25210089ANTIFA is not an organization, you realize. It's not even an organized group.
Just bought a bag of chips with a 'new' flavor using a word unbeknownst to me.The flavor was some kind of cheese variant.I hate cheese. I am going to throw this bag in the trash after one bite.Therefore I say,To venture into the unknown not knowing usually leads one into calamity.
Im a disorganised mess and too stupid for uni readings and assignments
I can see why people ignore texts. Once you get that number of chats you ignored go up, you can't stop yourself. The funny number going up is entertaining.
>>25207971my goddamn cat crawled into the goddamn ceiling again. all he'll say is his "let me out" wail, but he won't come out. all I can do is wait.
Crossing the street, I have the cross light. However this intersection was designed by a retard because left-turning traffic also has a green arrow. Almost get mowed down by 2 youths in a truck, an old cunt boomer in a sedan, and a nondescript guy as well. I was gesturing to the cross light at these drivers and they all just stared at me like I was insane. The funniest was the last guy who pointed to the sign in an exaggerated way, expecting it to be "do not cross", but no, IT WAS FUCKING FLASHING BECAUSE I DID IN FACT HAVE THE RIGHT OF WAY. Then I flipped him the bird because he looked like a pussy and not likely to come back and fight or whatnot. People who are careless with pedestrians should be shot in back of the head and thrown in a ditch. I can't really explain to you how much I hate drivers who don't pay attention and come near to hitting people who are walking. The worst is when they are driving one of those Murcan MurderTanks, the F-150 and similar that are so high up you can barely see walkers and if you hit them will probably kill them. I really wish we lived in a just society where people who did things like this could be held to account. You can have your whole life ruined for driving after 4 or 5 beers but I almost get killed by sober but careless (often texting) drivers on a monthly basis and nothing happens to them at all. As I said, they deserve death, or at the very least a few days in jail and loss of license for months and mandatory classes, just like a DUI. It's not a minor issue people are killed by these assholes every day. Every year in my city multiple pedestrians are killed and it's not even a big city.
>>25210359The drivers were not expecting you there because the light was not set up correctly. Normally you should not have the walk sign if there is traffic with a green arrow against you. They likely could not have stopped without risking an accident since they were already turning left and had traffic behind them. Meanwhile you stare into their eyes and flip them off like a maniac then jump on 4chan to wish them death. YTA
>>25210367I can't lie you're right. I was heated in the moment. I should tell the city about that light though so they can fix it. Also innumerable other incidents where there is nothing to be said in the driver's favor, it's just some cunt texting.
Why is 4chan so wonky today? Posting and captchas are messed tf up. Ik they did maintenance last night and now it's all fucked up. It takes me 3 minutes for a captcha to go through. What gives? I got time to proofread my damn posts like 3 times lol
>>25210416if after 3 minutes you still feel like make the post, then it must be a worthwhile post
Why is 4chan so wonky today? Posting and captchas are messed tf up. Ik they did maintenance last night and now it's all fucked up. It takes me 3 minutes for a captcha to go through. What gives? I got time to proofread my damn posts like 3 times lolNow it's taking 10 minutes. Wtf?? Anyone else noticing this?
>>25210416if after 3 minutes you still feel like making the post, then it must be a worthwhile post
>>25210420And now it's double posting my posts. Lol. I must be fucking important.
>>25210109Antifa are heroes who try to shoot cops. They should kidnap them and torture them to death.https://www.justice.gov/opa/pr/antifa-cell-members-convicted-prairieland-ice-detention-center-shootingAntifa are doing the good fight in today’s climate. They kill putrid obese cop faggors like you and FOR FUN. Kidnap them, torture them to death, cut off fingers, eyes and send em back to families for ransom then SHOOT THEM! Our nation would be so lost right now without Antifa heroes fighting yoi fagogrs Faggors and ICE boot lickers
>>25210109PIGS IN A BLANKET!FRY EM LIKE BACON!PIGS IN A BLANKET!FRY EM LIKE BACON!
>>25210425>>25210428ACAB
poopoo peepee
Crazy, sturdy, a torpedoCrazy, brutal, a torpedo
Psychedelics are based. Only pantywaists and eternally terrified Timmies despise them because it's safe to hate what you don't understand.
I'm juggling 4 books right nowThe Bible (Oxford Study edition) Remains of the Day by IshiguroThe Man Without Qualities by MusilA Court of Thorns and Roses by Maas
>your thoughtsSweaty cuddly maximum skin contact gay sex with a cute boy
cold & distant fully-clothed sex with an older girl.
You'll have NEITHER and LIKE IT.
new thread >>25207971
goddamit new thread >>25210511