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post ITT if you've a big dick
>>25243064can i still post if i don't?
No. Not everything we do as humans or as a society is "about sex" grow up.
Just took a big nigga shit.
>>25243060>right wing spaces are too aggressively retarded>left wing spaces are too smarmily sanctimoniouswhat's a woke man in a chud world to do
>>25243078Never reveal your power level muh nigguh
>>25243078Don't engage with either side. Accept you have no tribe. Forget about those things and move on.
>>25243078>>right wing spaces are too aggressively retarded4chan is retarded, and that's why we love it.
Why are you yelling at me this time?
>>25243210Because you're a stupid, annoying little faggot who refuses to listen or cooperate. Also:I miss you.
I just saw a prostitute with a new mac book, could be anything besides that neo one. here, one of those is 10 times a minimum wage.all the des inteligence service is composed by people who torture non retards, they give those equipment to barely sentient animals.the only solution to the iberian shitalian alliance is genocide.some should start taking out of orbit all the telecomunication of this shithole and round upping all retards that is 99.9% of population.
Im thinking about killing myself soon
Going to walk my dog, smoke a joint, eat some fruit, and read in bed. Anyone want to join?
>>25243435same here, i will most likely jump off my balcony. have you thought of a method yet?
>>25243448I dont think that that's a good method bc if it fails it really sucks. I dont want to buy a gun but that would really be the best method
>>25243078When I post on leftoid sites, I get called a nazi chud.When I post on rightoid ones, I get called a communist kike.
>>25243435>>25243448don't.never forget that the world is your oyster.
The last and first 10 minutes of your shift feel forever but between 10-4 time flies by fast. It's like your brain has ability to speed up time but moment you become aware of time then time slows to a halt. I mean reading book for 3 hours is hard but using Twitter or 4chan for hours is a breeze. As to why this is case idk but seems like my brain has capacity to focus for long periods of time but it chooses not to when it's something it's uninterested in. But I genuinely feel like I have an interest in Reading and writing yet my brain prevents me from enjoying it like other useless time wasters that drain my time. If I had spent years writing one hour after coming from work where would I be now? But instead I wasted my youth on WebNovel slop , vidya and porn. Time that I can never get back.
Think like Naruto.
>>25243546>reading book for 3 hours is hardSkill issue. >But instead I wasted my youth on WebNovel slop , vidya and pornOhhhh, there's your problem. Rart.
>>25243580Do you feel good laughing at a man on his knees? Did this small post make your day happy by belittling me?
The joy has gone out of my life.
Lord, please – Give me hope, strengthen my faith, and make my path straight before me.>"God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,>The courage to change the things I can,>And the wisdom to know the difference." >>25243585Stop playing vidya and webnovels/VNs (which to be real with you are just le bing bing wahoo bullshit all the same) and just force yourself to read instead. Porn I get though, but that shouldn't take more than half an hour out of your day. Utilize audiobooks too. >>25243588Pray, brother.
>>25243599I Wish I could believe in god and go back to church but I just can't. I feel so fake and don't believe but I wanna believe
>>2524347411th floor drop is absolutely fatal 9/10why don't you want to buy a gun?
soogsx pimps are making customized videos for me to exploit the dis adjustments of being masonic diddled for genocide and simulate erotomania, she is so gorgeous that is sad by many things, first, that I'm dying, not even if I had the cash to pay to fuck her I could properly enjoy it, second, she is so gorgeous that is sad that she is a prostitute, third, the torture agencies keep annoying me 24/h day.I'll never have a woman, I'm a andropause poor sick man being tortured by masonic semites the delusional idea that a high end prostitute would fall in love with me comes from almost 40 years of "romantic phantasies" originated from dissociation of being sexually tortured.
>>25243698>masonic semitesYou mean Scottish people?
>>25243588based
So I'm doing a fast to lose weight, and it's surprisingly to not eat. The problem, however, is when I took my daily medicine this morning, it hit me so hard and immediate, I genuinely felt like I was on the verge of overdose. Intense sweats, nausea (which I managed to suppress, thank god, because if I had thrown up, I'd be fucked for the day), heavy sedation, etc.So what should I do? Eat a piece of toast before I take the medicine? Only eat breakfast? Problem is I feel like if I eat breakfast, then it opens up my hunger for the day. Guess I don't really have a choice, I do not wanna go through that again tomorrow morning.
>>25243736Most countries have a 3 digit phone number you can call to talk to a nurse. Why not call them?
>>25243736fasting to lose weight is kinda mid. if u want to lose weight just work out a lot. i had to increase my food intake since i started doing jiu jitsu. i have to like consciously go out of my way to eat enough, im lean af fuck now my cheek bones and jaw and abs are all popping out of my skin lol.
lmao that 4 non blondes song has 2.5 billion views on youtube lmao i hope they're getting royalties
>>25243588This but ironically.
One of my closest friends has been quietly burning bridges for nearly a year now. He’s very suicidal and already tried to end his life two years ago. It still feels like a miracle he survived. I know him well enough to see what he’s doing. He’s trying to protect the people he cares about by pushing them away first, make them resent him before he tries again.I’m not even sure if he’s still with his girlfriend. At this point it feels like I’m the last one left. And even with me he keeps pulling back, like he wants me to turn on him too. I’ve tried everything I can think of. I’m still trying. Nothing lands. I can see where it ends. I just can’t do anything about it.The past few months haven’t been easy on me either. Staying close to him drains me. It sits on me all the time. Conversations are almost always stuck now and they never go anywhere. It takes so much just to keep them going every time. After a while I start to dread it.There are moments where I think about stepping back. Even just a little. And the second that thought shows up I feel disgusted with myself. It feels selfish. Like I’m failing him right when he needs someone.But I don’t know what else there is to do. I’ve been at this for years now. I can’t think of anything I haven’t tried. And none of it seems to make a difference.
>>25243742Proud of you, anon
>>25243078The opposite of chud is troon
>>25243060Why are women obsessed with travel?
It'll go around for anyone, but it won't come down for anyone
oh new thread. if the anon here >>25240241 is reading this thread, here is my answer >>25243897 if they are interested .. honestly i genuinely wanted to write less that time i think. ill try to be shorter next time
>>25239958cool stuff> "Ordinary people seem not to realize that those who really apply themselves in the right way to philosophy are directly and of their own accord preparing themselves for dying and death." so said Socrates, and the philosophers of modernity have still yet for the most part to come to truly prepare us for a life in death. In the 20th century, various French philosophers, from Deleuze to Bataille, have perhaps goaded us to flirt with death in various ways, pushing us to deterritorialize the existing order of things, but none of them have bothered sketching out much of a Wisdom with regards to living after the death of God. I guess the idea is pretty much all about freeing yourself from external bonds and subconscious influences so one can be entirely a product of one's own creation and will. What that creation and will ought to look like, well, outside of foundational directions like "authenticity" and "creativity" and "care", since continental philosophy is a tradition of anti-realism, any kind of decree on the right way to life rings hollow. If you want moral realism/arguments for objective morality, you have to turn to the analytics.
>>25243571
>>25243909???
>>25243928based schizo-mystic-philosophy
>>25243925wow I haven't read that in foreverBELIEVE IT
>>25243930Poking around a little bit, it appears to be an online Nietzschean/schizo transgender cult. Can't tell how seriously they take the three gods shit. The internet's a strange place, I'm happy people like this are out there
>>25243935>I'm happy people like this are out thereThat's pretty much my feeling on these kinds of "outsider philosophy"
Cuddling would fix me :(
I frequent go on engineering subreddits in which people occasionally post their resumes and I can't help but feel like such utter garbage seeing that they have internship experience and really good personal projects and are sometimes first or second year students. It honestly fills me with such ferocious resentment and jealousy that I don't know how to cope with it. That could've easily been me if it weren't for the unfair circumstances I was placed in.
Just read pic related and I don't feel like making a separate thread for it so I'm just gonna say my thoughts here.As far as this book goes, being a self-help kinda book, it's okay. If anything I think it would've been better if it was more of an article. Incredibly western american, and though I do agree with some points of his, he seems to veer towards almost ancap thought process. No doubt men has to do something with their lives, be active and be mindful.
My Tourette's/tics have been bothering me especially hard lately. Really sick of this.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xT4tOKDjkp8
>>25244075Lmao sucks to be you Just like, stop making weird noises and shit? It's not hard
>>25244075Why contain it?
>>25244075Can you vocaroo it? I wanna hear your tics.
>>25244114>>25244121>>25244133You asses. You have no idea. It's my head & neck that's bothering me.
>>25244121It's painful.
Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah-
Need that peter thiel connection
When I fall at least the ground will save me.
I miss you so bad.
Reading short stories tonight and listening to Scriabin.
>>25243060Well I done lit a fire. The conspiracy i peddled three years ago is now mainstream https://youtu.be/zpwFPe93msQ?si=IVmfS_zydD1eljpn
I read on reddit that icing your balls might increase your testosterone production so I've been doing it and I think it's working. I'm never going to mention it to a medical professional though.
>>25244223you're me 4 years ago
Trump lost.
test
>>25244231icing?
>>25244255Frosting with ice, yeah
I fucking love the movie Waking Life. Might even go so far as to admit that it is my favorite movie of all time.
>>25244285check out his recent film Blue Moon, it's pretty good
Wishing I had a girlfriend so badly.
>>25244286Might do so, thanks.
>>25243060Robert V Whitehead (alias Birdie)122/9 Waverly Crescent, Livingston, EH54 8JR, Scotland
>>25244289I honestly think (at least heterosexual) rape should be legal. A lot of modern problems would just be solved by legal non-consent.
>>25244289It's not worth it dude.
>>25244293That's fucked and not what I want at all.
>>25244294Isn't that heavily subjective?
>>25244040"Anarcho-Fascism" by Jonas Nilson I think mines the same territory. I liked and agreed with it a lot despite my tendency towards philosophy being a tad more cerebral.
>>25244295I'm just saying we have a male loneliness crisis figured we could just kill two birds with one stone and just get it over with. I also think certain types of slavery should be legal too.
>>25244296The odds of finding someone who is more likely to fuck you up mentally and emotionally in today's world is almost a certainty. Women don't love. They seek resources.
>>25244298
>>25244299I believe it's out there. Other people find it so there's no real reason why I can't. I'm thinking past my perceived limitations, you see.
>>25244301I don't buy genuine love between men and women. I don't think any woman out there ever really cares about a man unless we're talking about a mother or sister.
>>25244300Thanks for the affirmation. It means a lot.
I still don't understand the story of Christ. Why did he have to die for our sins? Why couldn't God just, y'know, forgive us without the whole affair?
>>25244307Watch https://youtu.be/CZZOaXkLGMY?si=CcyLypHrry9eQQkW
>>25244313Reminder.
>>25244307God loved you so much he went through torment and slaughter and death FOR YOU. SPECIFICALLY FOR YOU. I dunno man, I can't for the life of me think of anyone else in existence living today who would willingly do that. Not even my own flesh and blood.
>>25244319Oh for fuck sakes... Just search "Why doesn't God just show Himself? Seriously." by IMBeggar then.
>>25244319Paranoid much? Got something to hide, huh?
>>25244319Somebody needs to check this dudes hard drive.
>>25244319Someone posted this to me on /classical/ like 2-3 years ago and I downloaded an extension to remove them.
i NEED a new kitty
>>25244338You already have a perfectly good kitty
>>25244340My sister-in-law took her back to her state.
>>25244338What kind of cat is this anyway? I'm terrible with dog and cat breeds.
>>25244341:,( you hearby have my permission to acquire another then. Please consider a shelter kitty.
My eyes are dry. I need to sleep.
>>25244319
>>25244366Which is why I always keep melatonin and benadryl in the house.
>>25244388>>25244388>>25244388>>25244388
>>25244307I remember Augustine explaining it really well in his "City of God". Something something if God forgave sin without a penalty he wouldnt be just, so by placing all the sin on Jesus he effectively created a loophole to forgive mankind for their transgressions.
>>25244406Thank you. I guess that makes sense.
>>25244406>Augustine explaining it really well in his "City of God"Or maybe it was Anselm...My mind is falling apart, figures and facts are blending together. Memories and knowledge matter not if the decay of time inevitably renders them asunder. The cultivation of the soul is all that truly matters upon thorough inspection
I think a lot about writing a book, but actually dont have time. I have a lot of time at work, but im afraid somebody will read my slop with corporate spying software. Nobody cares if i read news and wikipedia all day or play soduku, but i dont want them to read my slop, what do?
You ever think something must have gone really horribly wrong at some point in your childhood, and it's basically the cause of all your problems?Tonight I met someone with my exact set of interests, and I thought we'd hit it off but for some reason it never happened. And then I thought, oh right. I forgot. I'm not the kind of person that can hit it off with people. I'm functionally unable to hit it off with anyone, to form any kind of bond whatsoever. I'm like a psychopath but harmless. To be alive as me is to spend your entire life behind a glass wall, watching everybody else live their lives, and occasionally you get so caught up in watching them that you forget you're behind the wall, so that you sprint towards them yelling HEY GUYS CAN I JOIN?, and you slam your head against the glass and fall over and curl into a ball on the floor; meanwhile no one else realized you were even there.
A penis inA penis outA penis all about
Wanted to improoove but too lazy to do it.Feels like i'm on a pace to rot myself.
>>25244484>I'm functionally unable to hit it off with anyone, to form any kind of bond whatsoeverthat happened to me after i did too much lsd
I don't feel the urge to look at porn anymore but I want to be horny.
>>25244580I wish I had your problem.
>I was talking to my friend Henshaw. He's not really my friend, I hate him. We stood on a patch of clear grass beneath a crumbling wall, and didn't bother looking at the small dogs and bicycles that whizzed, wheeled and at times flitted past. They appeared from the foliage further up the narrow path and disappeared into the darker, stranger leaf-mass further down. We were pretty much motionless; only Henshaw would now and then massage his bristly scalp with his blistered red hand and looked up at the crumbling wall. Maybe he thought it would collapse entirely, or was studying the little flowers which peeped from the cracks. But though we made no large gestures we sometimes made statements, and these seemed expressive of deep hidden emotions or thoughts much contemplated in private moments. For example I made several references to my lack of a job. And Henshaw said something which I guess is very true: You can't get a job if you don't look for one. Yet if it's so true why did it enrage me? It was as if Henshaw had said a vile lie and desecrated everything I held sacred. In any case I got a job the next day without any effort. It happened like this.
>>25244484Hilarious. People just come see me and I'm usually apathetic.
>>25243060I somewhat dislike western Neo-Nazi treatments of Miguel Serrano. They always come off as insincere, like they could not, or would not, take him seriously.
>>25244406Truly the God of the Jews.
>>25244307This came out of a religion with a tradition of animal sacrifice. It's the last vestige of that. There's a reason they call him the lamb
>>25244299People who say shit like this are already mentally and emotionally fucked up
>>25244649You're coping right now
Wu-Tang Clan ain't nuthin to fuck with !
>>25244307Of all the angles Christ is viewed in, that one is so flimsy that this book by a career theology professor straight up concluded: "yeah, that doesn't make the most sense, don't feel bad if you reject that" (paraphrasing, but he does say feel free to reject that one)But yeah if as for real reasons you should love Christ, this is the best book I've read. Very logical book ...(which goes with my thinking style)
I just dug a very, deep, very large, multicolored and textured booger out of my right nostril. I ate it. It was delicious. I savored it and played with it with my teeth, dividing into pieces and swallowing each bit by bit.You will never know such delectable joys because you're just a failed normalfag.
>>25244660>boogeris there any nutritional value in that?
>>25244669I've heard its good for training your immune system for fighting off pathogens. Other than that, I think the nutritional value is negligible at best.
>>25244669Also, apparently eating boogers is good for fighting cavities.
I just stuck a thumb in my assholeit felt nice
>>25244682Gay
>>25243710not all are semites but mostly are masonic indeed.
00:48 A.M.the shitalic-iberic agencies of the genocide of the non-colored woke me up wit the sound of a sound an Alarm.A lot of those des inteligence agents are not even colored but masonic homossexuals married to old prostitutes with one retard kid or they adore a dead arab named jewsus or they think some arab will come and be their savior.like I'll save the "white" race being a mutt that is less than 1% of the population of my country or my country of origin by reproducing with an old prostitute in captivity of a pedo ring...the state of the des inteligence agencies of my country.zero rights, zero properties, 10 years non stop daily torture if amounted two campaigns and they believe they can guilt trip me to put a white kid on a masonic pedo ring or raise a colored for the genocide of my loved ones.the state of the shitalic-iberic mentality...
There are many ways to identify a witch.For example when you meet her gaze it will seem as if she has stuck out her long and purple tongue, though her lips are sealed primly shut.This happened to me the other day. The woman was unloading carboard boxes full of vegetables from the back of her beat-up van. Maybe some kind of market was nearby. In any case when she was done with the boxes she looked up at me and it was as if she had stuck out her tongue.But that's just one example. Also you can hear their jewellery from far away. There is a shop here by the defunct mill, it sells picture frames. I was walking along that road and heard a heavy clinking as of pebbles knocking against each other. The closer I approached the shop the louder the sound grew. I looked inside, and the woman behind the counter wore a necklace of polished stones. It was her necklace I had heard. Every time she moved the stones knocked about my ears. Witches love hard and polished things. This is why they collect figurines in bronze and porcelain.If you find yourself in a room full of small bronze horses, naked men riding bronze horses, porcelain shepherdesses - act carefully.One grey dawn I awoke in a garden plot. I was lying flat on the soil, naked. I felt like a worm, I mean I felt my body had no upside or downside, no front or back. I believe this was the work of a witch.If you know anything about witches please email me.
>>25243060"Error has no rights" you say? Well then you holiness, THEN NEITHER DO YOU.A short encapsulation of certain conflicts in certain part of the world.
>>25244328>>25244326>if you let corpos track you that means you are le pedophileWhat the fuck
Sold all of my old video game systems from my childhood. Had to wipe the hard drive of my Xbox 360, the only thing that gave me pause was I found the user account of my friend from high school. Lost him to drugs and I have no idea if he's alive or dead, he disappeared off the face of the earth and has no social media. I think his mom is still near our hometown, but I'm scared to reach out to her and see if she has any news about him.
>>25244950what are some of your favorite games?xbox 360 is still a pretty great console with a good collection of games
damn I'm looking really good today! Could be the result of the two day fast. Though there's a part of me that thinks that it's mostly mental, and instead of my face depending so drastically on how much sleep I got, how much water I drank, my weight, it has more to do with the hormonal balance in my brain; certain amount and configuration gives me confidence which makes me see myself as good-looking, and certain amounts and configurations result in the opposite.I guess the real point of my post, aside from feeling good today, is it's nuts how much one's chemical balance for the day so fundamentally determines our perceptions. For the average person, this brain chemistry doesn't change much on a daily or inter-daily basis, but for someone who has a mental disorder, say like BPD or anxiety or depression or narcissism, or in my case is on medication which directly influences the hormonal and neurotransmitter balances on my brain, it can vary daily, morning-to-night, hour-to-hour even. My medicine for the day has fully taken effect so I feel good :) gonna go for a walk
I'm going to attempt abstaining from jerking it for the month of May.
>>25244962I grew up with Nintendo but bought an Xbox 360 when I was older because I was too cool and edgy for a Wii. My favorites were Oblivion/FO3/NewVegas/Skyrim, which eventually led me to getting a gaming PC to play around with modding. I also loved the Metro series and Red Dead Redemption.
>>25244653Coping with what?
I'm so fucking tired of the debate around lolicon man... its just a fucking drawing.
>>25244977cool. yeah Red Dead Redemption was terrific when it came out for 360 and PS3, as well as the Grand Theft Auto IV game.
Fuckin' ML and most other well-known porn sites are exhaustively removing any instance of my preferred kind of video and fetish, I'm so pissed, what am I supposed to spank it to now? I used to think those people who saved porn to their hard drives and had terabytes of the stuff were crazy, now I'm left wishing I had done the same! So many videos I'm left having to use as memories now, haha, wild.Whenever I do come across a newly uploaded video on ML under one of my preferred tags, I save the link in a .txt, and poof, when I return a few days or a week later, it's removed by the admins. So sad. Like a game of whack-a-mole.
>>25244982True. But it's a shit tier fetish though.
>>25244986What's your fetish? ML meaning motherless? Hard to imagine what they would take down if it wasn't explicitly illegal
I wish I was more familiar with going to bars. I lived a pretty sheltered life and was often broke so I never really had the chance to go to any. I do like hard drinks, but I don't know how people order stuff, and even if I did, I'm afraid of fumbling.
>>25244994if you haven't missed anything, bars are pleb tier
>>25244997Pubs?
>>25244992I remember it used to have beast but wiped those videos overnight.
>>25244994You just order what you want, there's no secret code. Only time I've ever seen people get shit is when they try to order some complicated tiki drink or something at a bar that clearly doesn't have the ingredients to make it. But you can get any of the classic cocktails pretty much anywhere
>>25244991No anon, that would be scat. Scat is the shit fetish.
>>25245002the same
>>25245002How do you consider bars and pubs not essentially the same thing?
Need a bookworm gf so bad bros
>>25245011
Do you ever think about the fact that your negligence has likely resulted in the death οf a stranger?
>>25244028Sex would fix me
