i really enjoy the symbolism of cocaine, it's the ego/vanity drug, and how do you do it? off a mirror. the most literal drug paraphernalia going. you’re looking straight at yourself. caught in the act. and what’s the tool of choice? a rolled-up banknote. little straw of capitalism. cocaine is money. it’s expensive. you’re snorting the idea of wealth through the reality of it.
>>25243725don't forget greed, every night I've done coke I wanna do a line every 15 minutes and pretty much can't stop until long passed when the sun comes up. I've never done coke 2 nights in row partly because I just can't afford that addiction, but it does something weird psychologically to my brain where when it's finally time to sleep I need to hold onto a couple lines. The come down feels so bad that I just need to know that more exists, nothing else does that to me
>>25243733Get a Seroquel script. I take 200mg 30 minutes after my last line, have a cigarette, and nod out.
>>25243733I’m too tired to post a long reply to this but, yeah, I’ve been there. Do you ever wake up the next day hating everyone and wanting to punch the first person that even looks at you?
>>25243751good idea, I've done this with opiates plenty of times but never tried actually forcing myself out with seroquel>>25243770lol well if I end up doing coke all night it's because I'd already been drinking so I'm usually just hungover as shit and avoid seeing anybody
>>25243770If you go to sleep early, hydrate properly, take a few supplements/force yourself to eat something, and don't pair with alcohol I actually find the coke hangover very mild compared to something like MDMA.
>>25243815>lol well if I end up doing coke all night it's because I'd already been drinking so I'm usually just hungover as shit and avoid seeing anybodyThat’s wise, I’m usually still full of energy. No lie, I find myself on perambulations more often the next day than when I haven’t taken anything, which doesn’t help my comedown misanthropy.>>25243817You’re right actually. When I first had it I felt rough, but after a while I just cracked on with the day, as you can see in my reply to the other anon. But as I say, I’m moody. MDMA can be fine but sometimes has me feeling cripplingly anxious the next few days after taking it with panic attacks and auditory hallucinations coming on as frequently as possible so I try not to indulge so much these days… a shame though because it’s the best feeling when you’re on it.
>>25243817have you ever tested your MDMA? I did molly for years off the street and it was always super speedy with a rough comedown, but I started getting it online a few years back and testing it, not speedy at all and the comedown is actually pretty pleasant. I always figured my molly was getting cut a time or two but I didn't realize just how different the pure shit is
