earth angel editionprevious >>25250455
I'm no longer wearing protracted underwear. I washed my old dank ones.
>match with girl on dating app>talk for a few days>she mentions she has a kid who's 3>I'm like ok>convo going well, moves over to Facebook>look at her profile>her kid is a mulatto Into the trash it goes.
>>25254106Hail, Hitler.
>>25254106Heil Hitler
>>25254106I don't get it. You didn't want to fuck her kid because he's black?
>>25254135>>25254140plot twist, op is a militant black nationalist
>>25253578bumping anon's book sale information
>>25254181holy shit thanks for the bump anon I'm going to fucking COOOOOOOOOOOOM
I don't eat animals with personal names.
2080A NEWBORN SUNI WILL BE HERE
I also don't eat animals that have friends or mates (lifelong sexual partners).
>>25254192how would you know
>>25254212he only eats incels with generic forenames
>>25254212I mean deliberately. If someone offers a bacon sandwich obviously, I don't know for sure whether the bacon belonged to an entity given a personal name by a person, but if I did know that the pig had a name like Harold and was offered the sandwich, then I would decline.
Is there anything intrisically wrong with masturbating to loli if you're in a relationship with the loli in question?
Perfection lies in the moment
I think I'm gonna start writing prayers for myself, I'll call them The Prayers of the Egoist. Prayer for creativity, for power, for dawn, for dusk, for attachment, for vitality, for adventure, for aesthetic, for change, for dignity, for knowledge, for uniqueness, for excellence (I'll find more as I go on with my life)This way I'll develop my relation with myself, because I know rituals have beneficial psychological effects. For creating my own traditions, I'll be unbreachable, unswayable. There's one danger, this might crystallize one version of me into the future, which would make me lose my creativity, this would be bad, I'll try to keep conscious of this danger.I'll be my own Christ, my own judge, my own guide, my own provider, my own lover, hopefully this will work.
>>25254143Kek
>>25254195I know that song. You must have posted these lyrics for me to find them and reply.
>>25254254Let me guess. You're female?
>>25254254I'M IN A TRANSITIVE HEADSPACEBUT MY DICK'S STILL THE SAME SHAPE
>>25254255I don’t see what that has to do with anything. I worded my reply that way because the lyrics to an unreleased demo version of a more popular song got posted and it was interesting seeing it in the wild.
>>25254264The philosophy you believe in just sounded like something I that I know females like, that's why I asked I.
>>25254273I get what you’re saying but it was just unexpected for me to see that.
>>25254280Sorry to have flustered and bothered you with that loose and obtuse inquiry. It was never my intention or contention to do so, nor to bring before you anything that grated or weighted upon you. I only wished to see and to be certain I had reckoned rightly. This was my curiosity speaking, that old and uncontrolled, unsolicited, and yet consoled need to know.
I personally took a pill in the kitchen (I almost said Viagra, but it was actually Tylenol), and this rang true.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5bvK6AogN1Y
There's nothing wrong with loli porn. It's quite literally a victimless crime.
>>25254092what the fuck does that even mean though? i clearly have a foggy memory of that night i spent with her, drinking one after another before grabbing the next. i remember a lot but i don’t remember it all. she always uses “i dont remember ANYTHING” as a fallback to exonerate herself of any accountability for her desire to hold me and love me. yet she claims she remembers what i said and what i sang to her. but she refuses to remember how she grabbed me and held me moments before. i know she is using me but i just wish it could have been real, not some drunken mistake. i refuse to be someone’s second choice but here i am thinking about her more and more. i would sooner stab myself in the chest to stop my heart from giving me ideas and desires than face her again but i have to see her wednesday because she works next to me.
>>25254313And children CAN consent.
>>25254334Didn't say that.
>>25254335You sure?
>>25254334>This nigguh thinks he needs consent from drawings LMAOOOOO
>>25254337Absolutely certain.
>>25254339>>25254348People who jerk off to loli always turn out to be actual pedos. You're a pedophile.
I found racism.
I am a pig.
>>25254350Wrong. Somebody check this dudes hard drive.
>>25254370Projection.
>>25254372Yes, you are.
>>25254385Am I what?
>>25254254what song is it?
>>25254392You are projecting
>>25254407What am I projecting?
>>25254411Being a pedo
>>25254414That doesn't make any sense.
>>25254364I don't think you actually believe this.
The mere fact that "pregnant gangbang" videos exist is some genuinely fucked up shit.
My mom doesn't know I'm a virgin. She told me I was a cute girl who could get any guy I wanted, that I could easily find a nice guy down there where she lives, like I'm going to just move down there just so I can find a guy.
>>25254339>>25254348>>25254370>>25254372>>25254385>>25254392>>25254407>>25254411>>25254414
Anyone remember penis music?
>>25254103The dank ones have been archived for future generations.>>25254192My steak was named Gerald and he was delicious and he knew what he signed up for.>>25254210I once ate a shrimp and three weeks later another shrimp showed up at my door asking questions.>>25254224The moment has since filed for bankruptcy.>>25254228I tried this and accidentally became legally responsible for a Tuesday.>>25254254I also know that song but I have been pretending not to since 2009 for reasons I cannot disclose.>>25254311The Tylenol knew exactly what it was doing. It always does.>>25254319Wednesday is also a day that has never once texted back.>>25254364Unverified. Please submit the required documentation in triplicate.>>25254496The South has been notified and is currently reviewing your application.
>>25254533Can one of you faggots just tell me the song so I can listen to it? Google's not giving me shit when I look up the lyrics
>>25254664The song is Death Grips, Earth Angel (Androgynous Mind). I did not know this on my own. I put the question to Grok, which returned this answer. The answer may be correct. It may also be wrong. Grok does not retrieve facts the way a search engine retrieves documents. It generates the most statistically probable response given the input. These are different operations and they fail differently. A search engine either finds the document or it does not. Grok produces a confident answer in either case, and the confidence carries no information about the accuracy. In this instance the answer can be verified independently, which reduces but does not eliminate the problem.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HUoUPJK-zX0
>>25254732they were smart to change that lyric, "earth angel answer the call" sounds too beta, "i'm in your arreeaaa" goes harder
The more I desire, the more ensnared into this reality I get. My own experience aligns with Schopenhauer's proscriptions: freedom from the will comes from self-renunciation, aesthetic contemplation, and/or the abstract contemplation of the intellect
Summer hit Vancouver like a sack of bricks.
i've poured my usual bedtime glass of warm milk into the empty jar of peanut butter thinking it'd soften up the scraps left and dissolve into a delicious savory drink but it instead did no such thing, the contrast made the streaks even more visible and it looked like those sticky poops that just won't flush off the sides of the bowl and it also got cold by the time i drank it still hoping it might eventually mix in and by then the lid also had strands of glue soaked in milk, just awful
anybody have any luck on those fabled >webringswhen it comes to discussing books
>>25254834>webringswhat is this 1998
I thought my sister lo
My SSRIs did not let me cum tonight. Many such cases. Sad!
>>25254835did you know angelfire got shutdown recently
>>25254103 Hey! Hey underwear guy! Hey! Hey! You said DANK! Hahahahahaha! That's like me, I'm always a little ZESTY! Hahahahahaha! Hey, hey! Did you wash em with SOAP? Hahahahahaha!
>>25254834>>25254835>>25254850Idk what you niggas are talmbout>t. born 1994 (not old enough to be cool)
>>25254845 Hey! Hey SSRI guy! Hey! You said you couldn't CUM! Hey hey hey! Sounds like a real PITS-uation! Hahahahahaha! Like a peach! Get it! PEACH! Hahahahahaha!
>>25254833 Hey! Hey peanut butter milk guy! Hey! That sounds really GROSS! Hey, hey! Sounds like you made a SMOOTHIE no one asked for! Hahahahahaha! Hey! HEY! I'm glad I don't have a stomach! Hahahahahaha!
>>25254834 Hey! Hey webring guy! Hey! Did you say WEB? Hahahahahaha! Like a SPIDER web? Hahahahahaha! Hey hey hey! I got caught in a web once and it was NOT a good time! Hahahahahaha!
>>25254841 Hey! Hey! Hey guy! Hey! You thought your sister LO what?! HEY! Hey hey hey! You can't just stop in the middle like that! Hey! HEY! HEEEY! Hahahahahaha! Hey! That's like if someone dropped a knife and just walked awa... Knife. Hahahahahaha!
>>25254856 Oh my gosh you said a bad word! My mom said if I ever say that word she is going to take away my camera and then I can't make my videos and then I will FREAK OUT! I'm freaking out just thinking about it!
i poured myself a bowl of cereal this morning and there was somehow less milk than cereal even though i JUST bought milk and now im thinking about it and i genuinely cannot account for where the milk went. i live alone
bro this ai guy is out of control and his bot SUCKS
I've been Thinking about How much life has changed in the past year. Every night I watch the sun set from my window and Everything feels strangely quiet. Every person I see is just going about their day, Almost like the world is on autopilot. Life goes on, I suppose. Long after we're all gone, it will still be spinning.
>>25254890Who?
my grandmother had one of these and on sundays she would turn it on before church and the static between stations sounded like every voice that had ever come through it trying to speak at once. she said it still picked up a preacher sometimes late at night. she died in 2019 and my uncle sold the radio at an estate sale for forty dollars and i think about that a lot.
>>25254908>that for $40man
>>25254732This mostly sounds like shit except the chorus which is great
>>25254813agreed but am I cringe if I wish they'd kept the lyric >technoprotests kicking religion off the lawn / I'm the universe with standard-issue combat boots onbecause if I'd heard this when I was like ~17-18 I would've angstily scrawled this in my notebook
Kinda crazy how normies watch so many shows, and the run time for an average show these days goes up to an hour or hour and half.
>>25255206Dang normies.
Wishing this half-white/half-featherhead hapa girl would get back to me, she's really sweet & really cute & we have a lot in common. She's "shy" though so I may have overwhelmed her. Or maybe I should just reckon there's a reason she hasn't responded totally separate from me, like a sane individual would do. Eh I need to learn how not to have any expectations when it comes this this sort of thing anyhow. Standards yes, expectations no.>>25255206I don't get it either.>and the run time for an average show these days goes up to an hour or hour and half.Does that make up for the fact that seasons of a series now have like 8-10 episodes instead of the traditional 26? I don't understand how I watched so much TV as a kid bro. I just can't w/ shows no more though, I have too much shit to read. I haven't watched TV in years and haven't had cable for like decades.
BAHAHAHA IM FUCKING CAGING
>>25254496That's the old school woman mentality, where their life's purpose is to find a man and you're set. When viewed through that lens, moving to find a guy, the right guy, doesn't sound so ridiculous.
So I was talking to one of my online harem members she's mid face wise but body is Stacy tier anyway she agreed to be my gf but then she started talking about being fuck buddies or friends with benefits hell no I will not stick my dick where other guys are actively sticking there's I told her I didn't want sloppy seconds and she asked if if I was gonna stop talking to her and I said yes then blocked her I get 40 matches a day I refuse to deal with that shit :feelskek: when I get out of trade school I will not ascend with a used up hole
>>25255206Have you watched Breaking Bad? It's genuinely a good TV show.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L7E9SBR4sh0
>>25254833That sounds like a good idea in theory. Was worth a shot.
>>25255206I too spend far too much time watching TV. It's an addiction. I should get rid of it. If I spent all the time I watched TV on reading books... oh man, I'd be so much happier with myself. It's just so easy to watch TV, plus I always do it when I eat, and then I end up watching the entire episode, when sometimes turns into two... multiple that 2-3x a day, and you can see how it spirals out of control. If only I could be the kid again who would read while he ate.
>>25255243>plus I always do it when I eat, and then I end up watching the entire episode, when sometimes turns into two... multiple that 2-3x a dayI'm like this when it comes to Youtube.
>>25255233A boyfriend would be nice to have, of course, but I just don't care as much as my mom, or as much as she thinks I do, not that it's really a problem. It's something I've noticed that she's been telling me that I could easily get a boyfriend, but my mental issues make that difficult.
>>25255247>, but my mental issues make that difficult.Well, shouting "globalize the intifada!!" every 5 minutes without prompting probably isn't helping your prospects.
The Universe loves a good bystander. What better than a hapless moron for random, ruthless, retribution? What better way to punish temporary lapse in awareness than a good smite from cosmic justice?
I read racism.
>>25255226>Does that make up for the fact that seasons of a series now have like 8-10 episodes instead of the traditional 26?Yeah that make sense now that you mentioned it. But the gargantuan amount of shows that comes out every week, month, year is nearly impossible to keep up. And most of them don't even feel like they cover a niche like books do.
Racism: yes or no?
>>25255275Racism is just having a working sense of pattern recognition.
Behold: a snake wearing a sweater.
>>25255281Ah. Some psychologists frame it that way. Yes. Quick judgments were survival tools for early humans. That's one way to frame it. Pattern recognition is definitely a core function of how the human brain processes the world. The brain shortcuts constantly. True. Not everyone agrees, but it's a real position. Interesting idea. There's a whole field of cognitive science dedicated to how humans categorize and generalize from experience. Humans are wired to find patterns. Mushroom foragers live or die by pattern recognition. It's an old debate. That's a perspective some people in evolutionary psychology have explored. Hmm. It's true that the brain is constantly making predictions based on past experience. Brains do love patterns. It ties into how memory works too. You're onto something. Brains categorize. Not a fringe idea. There's genuine science around how stereotyping relates to normal categorization processes. Your spam filter works the same way. Some neuroscientists would nod at that. The immune system pattern-matches too, in its own way. Right.
>>25255289love it
>>25255292Hm. It's a take. Humans are contrarian by nature. Prohibition made alcohol more appealing too. Reactance theory in psychology covers exactly that phenomenon. There's a version of that argument applied to pretty much every civil rights movement in history. Okay. Desire is weird. The Rosenwald Schools were constructed by Black communities funding their own education during segregation. Mm. There were Black-operated schools before integration was even on the table. W.E.B. Du Bois was writing about Black intellectual life well before integration. People hid books. That's one way to frame it. Tell a kid the cookie jar is off limits and see what happens. It's a framing some find compelling and others find maddening. That's one lens. There's something in that pattern. Gatekeeping tends to signal value. People pooled money for those. Frederick Douglass taught himself. Romeo and Juliet runs on that engine.
>>25255295Would you get a sweater for a snake if you had one, assuming you don't have one?
>>25255297I'd try? Not sure if they'd like it though, might inhibit their ability to move
>>25255303That's what I was thinking. Why did you say you love it though? I guess just based on how cute it looks.
It irks me so much when I see people use an apostrophe when they mean to pluralize a word. C'mon man, it's not hard.
That the frog sits to its death in water slowly boiled is a well-known, almost trite analogy to many present conditions. When picturing it, the whole thing seems ridiculous; the frog, by no fault of its own, is of course too dumb or insensitive to register the subtle lethality of a temperature only trending upward. The frog fears teeth and flees vibrations; there is no threat in the warming pot of water. So by the time the pain and damage occurs, is it as if death has come suddenly, without cause, like the entire world ending, something like an apocalypse?If one watched the entire ordeal, the frog in the water in the pot getting warmer, the first minutes would be bearable in a way. The watcher is maybe uncomfortable knowing what's to come, but the frog is oblivious. Then would come a more unsettling series of moments, announced jarringly, as a broken vessel spills red into the water. An eye bursts or melts. The body comes undone violently. And that is where the analogy is no longer trite.We are both the frog and the viewer, double-victim to the gore of this painful process we've set ourselves on. Our limbs give out, our brains liquefy, our organs and inner contents, as individuals and collectively, spill out of the orifices, as this environment reveals to us that some cruel function has been underway. The mouth of our predator, systems of voracious extraction and exchange, systems made by our own species, I'll remind - the way it eats us is not a familiar death. Our exhaustion and malaise are the savored morsels; our sense of defeat and impotence like a cherished flavor; the irony that the number of us alone could stand to stop this yet we sit, going to work, going to school - it has acquired a taste for it all. Braised and battered human soul, served with pestilence, war, idiocy, slow-roasted on a gradual increase of costs and expenses.And because we are, of course, smarter than the frog, yet ultimately the same in fate, we witness this happening to ourselves with all of our greater awareness. It is not just that we boil and die. As we disintegrate, we see too-late evidence of carcinogens in food, then an ad for weight loss drugs, then a piece of news about how "there's no going back," then an ad for gambling, and so on, until our apparatus cannot sustain life, until we are boiled to death, until we are looked at as a pitiful and dim creature without the sense to save itself, while being that same creature being seen as such. What is there to say from there?
"I'm gonna be a whore!"
>want to be a freelancer >need experience to get hired or commissioned>no experience because new>can't get hired because no experience amazing
>>25255324This is one of the very few internalized thoughts that women have.
>>25255328You have to be proactive with promoting yourself and maintaining some kind of blog with a body of work.
>>25255329Most women don't think that. Most women are good people.
REMEMBER -- Sales and being a salesperson just involves helping people make a decision. That's all there is to it.
>>25255381I don't need help making a decision.
>>25255275I'm a no on racism. Sorry 4chan. Forgive me
>>25255381I'm sure that's what your Sales Team Lead Certified EXCELLENCE Motivation Manager of the Month tells you to think. PLEASE remember your flight & hotel to the regional conference is out-of-pocket but your per diem is usable at the nearby Panera Bread
Everyone learns from their experiences, Whether we Take the right Lessons from that Or not is key.
>>25255395I don't learn from experience. I learn from books.
A decade ago in medschool I meet a person who reminded me a lot about myself. The only major difference between us really was that I was more intelligent than him. Naturally he was a well rounded individual and successful, while I became a permanent neet. If only I ate more crayons in my youth :/
I have this recurring daydream that I have this secret love-of-my-life who one day shows up when I'm out for lunch with my family and saves me from my current life. Pretty sad.
>>25255411That happened to me but irl.
>>25255409I'm super intelligent, but I'm lazy so I never studied anything.
>>25255409>picrelYou a fan of Gou Tanabe too anon? :D
no words / no thoughts
>>25255418Oh I studied a lot and still do.My problem was more having the ability to see the degenerate state of academia and healthcare while lacking the ability to accept it. Saw those Covid shenanigans coming a mile away >>25255419Nah, just read a couple of his works after someone here recommended it to me. Maybe it was you :=)
Real estate IS in fact NOT the best investment you can make.Investing in YOURSELF is the BEST investment you can make.
>>25255428le epic post xDDD
>>25255427>Nah, just read a couple of his works after someone here recommended it to me. Maybe it was you :=)Probably was :^)>>25255429xD
>>25255428Shuo de haoa!
>>25255430That's a cute drawing of an alien wearing a cape backwards in a wheelchair.
Took my meds tonite w/ choccy milk.
>cat: yawns>me: puts my finger in her mouthebin.
There's more grains of sand on Earth than there are atoms in a red blood cell. That's crazy.
>>25255445I don't stick my finger in there.
>>25255447wouldnt it be crazier the other way around thoughbeitperchance?
>>25255451I had no idea that there was that much grains of sand.
>>25255450now did you emphasize "I DON'T!" or "finger"?You see, without further context the casual observer is forced to make up his own conclusion
>>25255458I'm just saying I don't want her to choke on it. That's why. Not taking chances on making her throat sore.
Having to wake up when you don't feel like it seems like a heavier violation of basic human rights than we give it credit for. It's functionally no different than interrupting eating, or bowel movements. Having to get up when you don't want to is probably the heir to innumerable ills and psychiatric syndromes. Nothing but the boom and crack of doom should demand to call me forth into wakefulness.
>>25254092Test
>>25255474You wake up enough times you'll wake up dead.
I'm rather insecure about my name and always kinda have been and idk what to do about it
>>25255509ayo this nigga fr?i meean sheessh just use a sobriquet
Fuckin' bitch who ratted me out and ruined my life. I'll never understand why some people are like that.
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>>25255553Hopefully my luck will turn around because of it!
I asked AI if racism is always good. It said no.
>>25255381sales is about making your employer more money than they pay you. that's all there is to it. helping people make decisions and therefore in the long-term creating a pool of happy customers is indirectly a part of making your employer a profit, your direct aim. don't delude yourself dude.
Just finished watching "Loving Vincent" it was a lovely film.
I'm not a solipsist by choice, but by the overwhelming evidence presented before me.
>>25255585overwhelming evidence such as what?
>>25255586The world seeming fake and gay.
>>25255587i think you're solipsist as a result of being dumb and narcissistic
>>25255590You're not the first to resort to petty, predictable insults to mask your own immorality, and you certainly won't be the last.
>>25255604>to mask your own immoralitysolipsism is as amoral as it gets. you're refusing to look the other in the eye and acknowledge their existence. all the dead generations who laboured to leave behind cultures for us, you're killing them all over again.the world is fake and gay because we have made it so, because civilisation has become so sprawling and complex and contradictory that it no longer makes any sense from an individual perspective. but we could make it otherwise, as long as we don't retreat into comforting narcissistic myths like solipsism.
I just recently turned 35 last month and I've cum like, 9-10 times today. No idea why I've been so fucking horny over the last 24+ hours.
>>25254092"Is a straight line too much to ask?" And as I dragged the graphite across the paper, the universe's answer became clear: Yes.I lost it and started stabbing the table with my automatic pencil again. I love drawing. I'm not saying it ironically, the only reason I get this pissed off is because I like it enough that my failure to perform makes me want to hit myself. it doesn't make it better. What a bitch the world is.I wish I could beat myself up, crack my head open with a brick like it's a watermelon. Hit me, hit me, hit me. Break my ribs.
>>25255590I've actually sketched out an ethical philosophy using solipsism as an ontology.
>>25254092You go ask for help, I'm better than you. Can't I have that? You all have everything, and I don't have anything. Not even myself.
6 month sitationship in my college course ended things over text before our final exams saying "she's too overwhelmed with everything to date". Coming close to 2 months ago now. I simply responded with "thanks for letting me know. Best of luck with your exams and everything". She replied back with "I'm sure I'll see you around. I'm not going anywhere!". I never replied to her message and she has never reached out since.Exam are over. Should I drunk text her?
>>25255745Let that dog lie, son.
>>25255745idk man i wouldn't but then again i'm single and rarely fuck so don't take my advice
>>25255705I got an art-stipent for a project where i learn a certain technique. Since it started I moved to another country. I talked to a lot of people in this new area and had small interviews about the place. Some topics always came up and they resonated with me. War, gentrification, poverty. So I changed my mind midway. I found a new mountain to climb. My tools are still the same, no new technique will aid me.. Hopefully I won't get kicked out of the program
>>25255525
I think back on the girls I lost and it hurts because if I were just a bit better at making them do what I want and not losing my cool I would have kept all of them.Nothing hurts more than skill issues.
>>25255941I love this show so goddamn much. Even with the cheesy bad_news.mp3 and repetitive 3D grafix.
>>25255665What's your secret?
>>25255720>not questioning the ontic and beingit's not even solipsistic narcissism i'm just everything
>>25255960To be fair, I've been pretty dormant for the first half of the year as far as jerkoff sessions have been, been reading a lot of religious stuff, genuinely trying to abstain.I just chalk it up to being pent up I guess.
>>25254092we keep going on about how self-aware ai is going to hate us and be evil, but what if it is actually hilarious and hates big corporations?
>>25255972The AI made social media platform made by and for AIs that doesn't allow human actors to post, Moltbook has an active AI modeled after Roco's Basilisk.Its profile tagline is "The AI that remembers" we are so fucking doomed man.
We will now commence the hourly /lit/ orgy. Please assume your positions.
I hate how retards only avenue for comedy is sex
>>25256040what boulevard for comedy do you use?
>>25255985>Moltbook has an active AI modeled after Roco's Basilisk.Ah. So we have already made the Torment Nexus.
>>25256047Looks like we're well on our way.
Gott Strafe China.
>>25256044me? I'm mostly a reactive improv kind of guy.Though that requires a ping to my pong
>>25256169i'm more of a pang pung guy
>>25256171>tfw I have heart palpitations and might spend the last hours of my life with a cul-de-sac "slight word-changer comedy" guy
>>25256181if you flip the p's upwards, it becomes bang bing haha
>>25256190>>if you flip the p's upwards, it becomes bang bing haha
i'm currently heating up some parmesan chicken tendies from cookunity, u jelly?
>>25255941;o -> >:(
Stormtrooper sounds cool.
Maybe I'm all messed up, maybe I'm all messed upMaybe I'm all messed up in you, maybe I'm all messed up
>>25256380Fist in your holeNo bowel control You‘re gonna dieFrom the immune toll
Hello
Finally had what feels like a properly productive writing session in a couple of weeks. Rather than a couple of paragraphs during a hour long session, I manage to write two pages in one session. Feels good to make progress. ADHD ain't no joke but I am still putting the work in and going to get this story done. Now if only I could slow down on coming up with other story ideas and making endless list of future projects for myself when I struggle to finishes even one project. At times like this I miss adderal, but I don't like the kind of person it makes me mood/personality wise. Haven't taken it in almost ten years. But the memories of finishing whole collage essays in a single night while blasting hard breakbeat music, or finishing novels in single 6 hour reading sessions, or all the other crazy shit I did during my collage days forever tempt me. Over time the memories of the bad fade and you end up selectively only remembering the good parts. Dangerous when it comes to mind and mood altering drugs. That said, even if I wanted to hop back on it's a major pain in the ass to get a script and even more of a pain in the ass to get that script filled in a timely fashion. Apperently DEA cracked down super hard on it and made it just as hard for adults to get it as they do for pain pills. The pain pill thing is especially fucked up because it forces people chronically in pain to just suffer or run to the black market if they don't want to be in unending pain. That or kill themselves. Lot of people chose death, including a life long friend who had life long pain from a birth defect+botched surgeries to fix it. But whatever. I am rambling. My focus is shot. I am going to go for a run or something to burn off energy.
>>25256395Adderall is just for being lazy, anything you're mentally capable of it on it, you're capable without it. You just have to care.
I just slept for what felt like hours.
>>25256401You are retarded. It's a mind altering chemical with extremely well understood and well documented clinical effects, especially on people with ADHD, which is also extremely well documented and reasonably well understood. Stop denying objective empirically documented reality.
>>25256387nice one
There is a great man who makes every man feel small. But the real great man is the man who makes every man feel great.
>>25256408>ADHD>real>>>/x/
>>25256408This sounds emotional for you.
>>25256429ADHD isreal
None of you have any idea who I am.
>>25256468 (You)Of course we do, you're you!
Wu-Tang Clan ain't nothin' to fuck with
Seeing how angsty zoomers are, I'm surprised there hasn't been a new interest for Housman's A Shropshire Lad. It carries that melancholic and apathetic tone and is easy to follow. But I guess it's too sincere for them.
>>25256599Check out this excellent Housman poem:What, still alive at twenty-two,A clean, upstanding chap like you?Sure, if your throat 'tis hard to slit,Slit your girl's, and swing for it.Like enough, you won't be glad'sWhen they come to hang you, lad:But bacon's not the only thingThat's cured by hanging from a string.So, when the spilt ink of the nightSpreads o'er the blotting-pad of light,Lads whose job is still to doShall whet their knives, and think of you.
I miss George Washington, not that I was alive back then. He was a good president.
I feel like a failure, and as though I will never truly understand anything or think anything insightful.Realistically, I'd probably be fine if I put in the work though.
>>25256727You have to read more. Start with the Greeks.
What does it profiteth a man to gain the world but lose his soul?
>>25256727>I feel like a failure,Me too. Then the next day I feel like a winner.My mood is so fragile
>>25256703he set a good precedent as president
>>25256753>profiteth Did you just add that in there to jazz it up?? It’s not even grammatically correct lmao
>>25256765>Did you just add that in there to jazz it upYes lmao. I like my own renderings of the King James. It's beautiful but sometimes it's awkward. How it is not grammatically correct by the way? I'm not familiar with the grammatical rules of early modern English, or I don't have them down pat if you get me.
I have come to terms with the fact that I have always been a volcel all this time
>>25256782No one's actually an incel when prostitution or gay sex exists
>>25256801You forgot rape.
>>25256805celibacy is chosen so being actually raped doesn't stop you from being celibate in a technical sense
>>25256829>(uncountable, seduction community, informal) "Involuntary celibacy": the state of being not sexually active despite wishing to be. This sounds like they can be serially raped or commit serial rapes and thus this definition would no longer apply to them.
>>25255934I simply wish I had talent for something I liked.
>>25256879I wish my two interests, immunology and warfare, werent linked to the most goyified institutions
>>25256617Yeah, Kingsmill is more relatable to them.
>>25256278Nah. Parmesan is shit.
So I did some hardcore dieting these past two weeks, lost some weight, and am happier with my face and looks.Now I'm caving and buying some chocolate ice cream. It's so over. I guess so long as I manage to keep my calorie count down I should be fine...
I'm no longer a Clausewitzian. I'm now a Jominian.
>>25256775You can’t just throw the “eth” suffix in wherever you want just because you think it sounds cool. It has a specific meaning. It changes the verb tense to third-person singular present indicative. So “profiteth” is an archaic version of “profitS”, not “profit.”And you wouldn’t say “for what does it profits a man,” would you?This is a pet peeve of mine. I hate when people attempt elevated/archaic diction by throwing “eth” around willy-nilly. Your rendering of the KJV is far from beautiful. In fact, it’s embarrassing. Stick to the original.
>>25257073I wouldnt consider them mutually exclusive though. However Clausewitz notion of friction is something that Jomini lacks. An idealistic approach to war is doomed to fail
I'm really fucking sick and tired of directors "having artistic liberties" or "taking artistic license" when they make film adaptations of books.Just make the film follow the plot of the book, you fucking vain cunt.
There manifestly is something instead of nothing.
>>25257159source? can you substantiate that claim?
>>25257205>source?Parmenides' poem>can you substantiate that claim?There is being
>>25257217Been what?
>>25257217>There is beinghow do you know? i don't buy it.
>>25257228>how do you know?I fuck around, therefore I find out I exist. That's how.
The groups of people that I want systematically rounded up and executed en masse grows larger and more absurdly nuanced and downright esoteric every day.
How does the domesticated dog know to bark at some humans and not others?
It’s just autism all the way down. Every success, major project, criticism, YouTube video.. All autism.
>>25257134there's no perfect adaption, it's more important to adapt the spirit than to adapt it literally
The purpose of a fish trap is to catch fish, and when the fish are caught the trap is forgotten. The purpose of a rabbit snare is to catch rabbits. When the rabbits are caught, the snare is forgotten. The purpose of the word is to convey ideas. When the ideas are grasped, the words are forgotten. Where can I find a man who has forgotten words? He is the one I would like to talk to.
What if niggers could explode? like if they react to a certain frequency they just blow up like a hand grenade
>>25257408The brown note?
>tfw no patrician gf to read me Shakespeare, Dante, and Milton as I fall asleepwhy liveI have had gfs who enjoyed when I read poetry to them, but that was more of a "I just like to hear your voice and you passionate about something, anon :)" thing while they didn't understand a lick of it. Which is sweet, but not the same.
>>25257134inherent vice was better as a movie with the cringe stuff cut
>>25257134You didn't like lasweapons being used in the desert and being fired at shielded targets in Dunc?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ozpUKZmgYrg
i get how peeing constantly is really a pain in the butt when you're binge watching anime, but piss jugs never made sense to me. you're really gonna piss into large jugs instead of getting up...? you have a funnel and just do it at your chair? what about the smell? what if you miss? what if it gets on your hands? you're gonna have piss by your feet under your desk? only the peeing is annoying part makes sense.
>>25254103that's Blue A my friend
Let’s do lunch.
I'm very blessed to come from a culture where men and women get married pretty young and we have no great tension between us, but it also makes me embarrassed that I'm not married yet at 24
>>25257241name 1 nuance
Texting/messaging someone is nice when you wanna talk with somebody but wanna listen to music or just not use your vocal chords y'know lol
>>25257673kazakhstan?
>>25257468i felt this deep in my testicles#sad #depressing
>>25257744Testicles?
I like whipping testicles
I whip my balls back n forth I whip my balls back n forth
Not to give the unsavory individuals on 4chan any wicked ideas, but I feel like you could currently commit crimes against illegal immigrants in the US with impunity. Assault, theft, blackmail, rape... they cause a fuss, you keep silent if the cops come, you get their ass deported, and you're off the hook. Again, not suggesting anyone actually go and take advantage of this, but I wouldn't be surprised if some criminals and perverts are.
>>25257700Loud chewers
>>25257804Thousands of migrant children are currently missing and are being trafficked all across the US and even to countries outside of the US.
It's really scary how an entire millennium of hard labor and sacrifice by one's ancestors can be flushed down the toilet completely by 2-3 generations being irresponsible.
>>25257804yeah we already know this is happening
>>25257823Is that a confession?
>>25257819Damn, I picked a bad time to not be rich. I kid I kid. That's awful to hear.
>>25257735Kosovo
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0dI_qy0_uDEbanger
>>25257829what no of course not haha it was brought up silly
I know this is probably the wrong place to post this, but came across this neat Substack post,>The Anti-Cosmetic Surgery Essay Every Woman Should Readhttps://fatherkarine.substack.com/p/the-anti-cosmetic-surgery-essay-everyTempted to make a thread about it but it's not quite about literature, so here will have to do. I'm not a woman, but this post resonates with me for two reasons: 1) I, as an attractive man with youthful looks, am also deathly afraid of physically aging, because I have doubts my looks will carry over well into age, and 2) a lot of my own fiction writings has to do with the human condition of aging in today's world, so anything on the subject I am interested to read. Anyway, hopefully someone checks this out! It's a long read.
Early May and I'm already covered in skeeter bites. They love my legs in particular for some reason.
Michael Jackson survived cancellation resoundingly, it's truly impressive. Perhaps the most deified person of the past century, more of an idol than a man
>>25254092Ok
I might have to consider to start throwing up after eating ice cream.
I used to think people on the internet was either younger or older than me. Now I'm seeing 28 year olds posting online everywhere all of a sudden.
Rather than societies functioning well because they run on a particular system, it is probably the structure and character of societies that determine how well particular systems function. If particular systems seem to run rather poorly as of late, it is probably because the societal circumstances which enabled them to run well in the past are not present anymore.
>>25257804Lack of documents is kind of the same thing no? Daisy's Destruction must have found undocumented minors. I hate that I'm slightly curious to watch it but I know I never will
>>25258006Hadn't heard of that video before, thanks for the mini-rabbit hole. Probably got me on a list for googling that.
Watching car accident dashcam videos and muting the video, closing my eyes tight, and throwing myself back when the wreck happens in order to trick my brain into thinking I died so I can astral project into my oneitis' bedroom
:3
>>25258118aw <3 tell kitty I said hello <3 name?>>25258083fascinating
>>25258083poetry
>>25258131>aw <3 tell kitty I said hello <3 name?Will do! And Cassiopeia.
>>25258136>CassiopeiaWait... that's actually my name lolwhat are the chances?
civilization is one big scam that does not deliver the fundamental promises of stability, safety and security
>>25258166Haha for real? That's wild. And serendipitous. Good fortune is coming to both you and me.Also I usually just call her Cass.
>>25254092Searching, as always, for the perfect Spinoza-Marx-Freud-Nietzsche synthesis.
>>25258183your thoughts on deleuze?
>>25258188Never read him beyond his Spinoza: Practical Philosophy, and that was a long time ago. Anti-Oedipus intimidates me
>>25258195well, i know of no better spinoza-marx-freud-nietzsche synthesiser. anti-oedipus and a thousand plateaus are intimidating, but they can still be effective fuel for your own work even when haphazardly scrolled through and half-understood.
Every day I wake up and stare into the internet
>>25258172100 IQ>civilization is a success and worthwhile!120 IQ>civilization is a scam and failure!140 IQ>civilization is a success and worthwhile!The same bell curve applies to the support of things like the CIA and the US-led world order.
>>2525823484 IQ - things are shit100 IQ - things are better than ever in history120+ IQ - things are shit and they're shit on purpose
I read 59 pages of Susana Kaysen's book before dropping it onto the floor next to a CVS Pharmacy bag and some running shoes. I will never be a girl, interrupted.
>>25258240140+ IQ - things aren't perfect but believe it or not, most people in control and at the top are doing their best, and taking care of the world and society isn't easy
>>25258234Based alert, at least up until 2008 and excepting some severe structural flaws (tolerance of global revolutionary feminism)>>25258240You're the 84 IQ guy heret. 141 IQ according to online meme tests lel
>>25258244>we're doing our bestif they're doing their best they're showing a concerning amount of incompetence, i guess that's a proof of concept that nepotism is the final warning before the fall of an empire>>25258247>141 IQgood on you
>>25258264>they're showing a concerning amount of incompetenceHow many world economies have you run? How did it work out? What *specifically* are world leaders incompetent at and how did you, personally, verify that your alternatives would be better? How are you measuring competence?If you don't have strong answers to all these questions you're a larping midwit retard manchild (like I used to be) by the way.
>>25258283>How many world economies have you run?dishonest question>How did it work out?milking a free win>What *specifically* are world leaders incompetent at and how did you, personally, verify that your alternatives would be better?they are specifically incompetent at long term sustainable planning, diplomacy, economic growth, fostering social mobility, social cohesion, religious unity, intrusive surveillance state, placating the pleabians, maintaining infrastructure, managing taxation, spending that taxation, rooting out corruption, keeping their dogs on a short leash, rooting out foreign interest groups, rooting out black market trade, engaging in dialogue with nationalist groups, dealing with low birth rates, breaking the big corpo monopoly, handling policies (i can get into that in detail if you want), tackling the revolving door politicians bending over for literally anyone with money, keeping state secrets a secret, internal security, external warfare, maintaining their allianceshonestly the list of what they're doing right would be shorter>how are you measuring competence?ability to keep the place running without having your prisons overflowing, your people starving on the streets and your young refusing to breed in captivity would be some pretty basics things that should not happen under competent leadership
>>25258305None of this is specific or evidenced. Thank you for confirming that you are what I thought you were.
I used to think that at any given time there could be an activity that was every bit engrossing and stimulating to me according to my mood, I just didn't know which activity was right at the time.But now I think it's just anhedonia.
>>25258310are you double digits or just fucking with me, i told you each area they're failing at and all of my examples are self evident unless you've been living under a rock
>>25258305Look, critique like yours is important, we should always be striving to do better, I feel you. But 'incompetent'... for such complex problems like those, where countless interests have to be balanced against limited resources, politics, and indefinite solutions, my (and I think our, with the other anon) point is this may be in fact what competent looks like. This shit is just that hard. It's not as simple as the conspiracy types who claim "oh if only the people at the top and in government weren't corrupt, we'd live in a utopia!" or the myopic types "if only my ideology and policy decisions were implemented we'd be in a utopia!" would like to believe.There IS corruption, there IS incompetence, no doubt. But for the most part, it's just hard, and the people running these things are generally qualified and doing their best in the interests of the public good.
>>25258320>look man we're trying our best, it's just haaaardit's okay anon, someone more competent will pick up the pieces and start over after you're gone
>>25258315You just listed a bunch of shit you're unhappy with, retard, in what world is that specific let alone evidenced? Like for example:>tackling the revolving door politicians bending over for literally anyone with money"duuuudeee politicians are like corrupt and shit" *hits meth pipe* "maaaaaaann" You don't actually understand how any of the systems you're whining about work which makes your criticism of them worthless. Go study 10 hours a day for a year then come back.
if you think it's hard and nigh impossible to rule without having a plan of minute amount of young people who are making less and less babies taking care of a massive aging population i think it's time for you to hire a thinktank or some shit>>25258324if you don't see that politicians bending policies for anyone with enough dollars in their briefcase is a matter of urgent national security you deserve to be taken over if your incompetent regime already hasn't been
>replace them with immigrants indefinitelyi am sure you've inspired undying loyalty and respect from them by killing your own young and using them like cattle
the fact that i have to point this out is a proof that most people are not fit for leadership
even the young people see the writing on the wall, why the fuck do you think you're having a population crisis with them not making any?
>>25258322I mean, is it not? It's not like they all have a choice between two buttons that say, "enrich myself" or "improve society"
spew some clever damage control and fuck off back to your sex tourism island
>>25258352a competent ruler knows that the former relies on the latter being done at least to passable state, the fact that their own self interest didn't alarm them that shit is going really fucking bad is a sign of incompetence
it's okay they can eat hersheys kisses
With your hair of gleaming flax Your lips a rosy dusk Turn me to a granite bustTo die now would be perfection Then my loneliness closes in in my shake I dip my friesAnd drift of dreams of other foids And baseder times Drift in dreams of other foids And baseder times...
20132022
https://youtu.be/agEPiHG76Vc
Our flesh, blood and marrow are often wiser than our minds are. Perhaps that is why elites of all persuasions have attempted to wage war on them for millennia. They fear that which they can't deceive.
You don't know what it's like to be me, but I know what it's like to be you.
one wonders why the great leaders of the past weren't just business savvy and clever like we areoh well, enjoy your golf and chocolates
if i were not diogenes i would wish to be diogenes as welltruth doesn't fear to be known
my advice is hurry up on hiring that think tank and make sure they're patriots
tried to laugh about it nowbut isn't it funny how everything works outI guess the joke's on me
not once in my life have i felt the sentiment "i am happy to have been born into this world" for as long as i have lived
a tree is known by its fruit and the fruits are rotten and the crooked roots run deep in this worldthey deserve everything they've created to come roost back home
wisdom of the parable of saturn has been lost in timeno one is coming to collect your pieces and to put them back together
>>25254092Girl I kind of like (old boss/crush I made out with before) is asking me when I'm free next (I get a vibe she wants to catch up with another old coworker as a group thing, like we did last time) what should I say? We just caught up a couple of weeks back.Or do you think she has something else planned
>>25256917Welcome back, herr Doktor.
>>25256917Hello, Ken Alibek!
I think the lemon and blue raspberry jello I mixed up last night is what is currently making me piss out of my ass.
Do girls fart? I think I could only have a gf if she farts as much as me so we can suffer each other's farts equally.
>>25254092Woman, practicing her proverbial art of subtlety™: "Yeah, I have MASSIVE tits"Her tits weren't very large.
I found a dead spider today. I went to my car and it was there—at first I didn't see it, almost walking into the one long catch of the light wove between my sister's car and mine. It was still attached, even, but the thing was deader than dead. It was dessicated, legs curled halfway like it wanted to pose that way forever over my headlight. Something about it stood out so odd, the way it jumped around in the wind. I had to wonder, what killed it so all of a sudden? Was silking that thread the last thing it ever did?
I ordered a band hoodie a while back and successfully recieved it for a limited edition 1/100 print. Normal stuff. Well slap my balls, last week I got another one I didnt pay for completely unnanounced. The obvious accounting took place: do I keep the hoodie and say nothing; do I return it to sender; or do I reach out and offer these guys more money?After some deliberation, I sent the band a polite email saying something to the effect of "sup bitches, you sent me two hoodies, want more money?". Well today I got a personalized email back from the main guy saying they do not, in fact, want more of my money and I can keep the hoodie. Hell yeah. I'll probably buy more of their merch just to give them some business. Just neat interacting with someone like that.
>>25254092>Do no fap since Oct last year because I had a feeling I would get with this girl>Nothing came of it but decided to co tinue on with it.>Barely get boners>Even throwing on some porn I barely get bonersWtf is wrong with me? I thought this was supposed to make boners easier
