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LOL, U TAEK HIM 2 THA GHEY BAR!?! XDD
>>25509711I made this meme
>>25509711Also Gloria Steinem died today
>>25509751Why? It's not funny or interesting at all. You should stop.
>>25509755>A feminist died Oh no! Anyway...
>>25509755Steinem? I hardly know 'em
>>25509760Well I'm not going to, so suck my 2mm peter
>>25509755batman's mom is kill no
Just took a gushy poo.
Hey, wait, the last one wasn't even bump limit wtf...
Just another day wasted on this site.
>>25509815Read a book
>>25509755God rest her soul she fought against scamgender all her life and she won
>>25509831I am!
>>25508788I'm reading a painter's biography and he takes the opportunity to publish sixty pages worth of Romantic letters.
>>25509870Any good lines you can crib?
>>25509870He then goes on describe a series of episodes involving a lot of melons, a few short stories, some other books he published. A few pages of somewhat hackney vitalistic advice to ze youth. Complaints about Chinese people and their cafeterias. That students hate nature.
>>25509711PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT: Rape and murder are horrific moral violations and serious crimes. Don't murder and don't rape. THIS HAS BEEN A PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT
>>255098564chan doesn't count
Guys, the whole AI thing is real. I don't know what else you'd need to see at this point. It's not all hype, it's not all lies, it's actually happening. The future will be a fast and strange and difficult place. I hope we all make it through the other side.
>>25509902Again, this is why I'm killing myself within, oh, nine years at the latest.
>>25509878As I said I skipped them after a little. And no, they are way too intense. They are probably the letters between the author and his lover passed off as someone else's.
>>25509898You're spamming/flooding when you post the exact same shit in every thread every day. You'd better stop it.
Why are African heads of state almost always cartoonishly fucking evil?
>>25509916You only hear about the wacky and evil ones. Being a mild kleptocrat who rules for a trillion years with some graft is not interesting.
>>25509921>kleptocratOh, so like You-Know-Who?
>>25509931Putin?
>>25509931Idk who that is but I was talking about the president for life of Malawi. No one thinks about Banda. The same goes for Cameroon, you never hear about them because the local whoever the fuck keeps a lid on things and goes shopping in Paris.In global imagination there are two types of African statesman:>Lunatic dictator>Wholesome socialist
>>25509934Yes.
>>25509931I feel like 99% of politicians fit this description, just to various degrees.
Sex with Lauren Mayberry.
>>25509959I see girls like that on the bus everyday, anon.
>>25509967I don't, in fact I'm frequently the only white person on the bus.
>>25509974Come join me in Portland, Oregon, anon. It's a pretty white city, and at least the non-whites are most likely to be Asian or Hispanic rather than El Negro, and when they are Black, either they're alright or everyone else on the bus rolls their eyes at them.
>>25509938>Wholesome socialist No such thing.
I am the Happy Man from Candy-land. I am making people happy.I live in a gumdrop house on Lollipop Lane.-Homer
>>25509978Nah bro I'm good.
>>25509978>Portland, Oregon, anon. It's a pretty white cityLMAO, Pendletonian over here, you're fucking retarded. Portland is BROWNTOWN. Second shittiest city in the PNW besides Seattle or maybe Spokane.
>>25509978Thanks for shipping your homeless population to every other city in the state via bus, cocksucker.
>>25509989Okay... well, I'm sorry you're the only white person on your bus. Just saying it's not even close to being that like here. More like I only see a single black person every five busses.>>25509990>Pendletonian over hereAnon, your kind hates cities of any kind. Which is fine, enjoy your rural, Heideggerian lifestyle, to each his own, but your opinion on cities is therefore invalid. But hey, if I ever need to know a good place to fish or camp, I'll be sure to hit you up! I'd be shocked if you've even ever ridden a bus in your life :p
>>25509995Are you sure that's a thing? Being homeless in Portland is relatively chill. I'd be shocked if that happens here.
I don't know why in the olden days the whites preferred to sit at the FRONT of the bus. When I'm on the bus and a nigger sits behind me I immediately move to where I can see them clearly.
>>25510000Waste of quads. I know what you fuckers did.
>cancel plans to go out because of rain>it doesn't end up raining
>go outside>see brown person>day ruined
>>25509980100% better than the laternative, which is always some sort of vapid reactionary and or lunatic.
>>25510014>laternativeaw man i thought this was a cool new word or name for a particular political ideologue
>>25509902misery porn addicts like you need to be put down like a rabid dog.
>>25510017Medication>>25509902thank you for the warning. I wish I could do something to prepare instead of just sit here and go insane from fear and I wish your warnings weren't so often wasted on deaf ears.
FUCK my weed vape is almost cached.
>>25509908I'm doing a public service. This is what I actually, seriously believe, and I think it's important to remind others of what they already know. No part of this is a joke.
>>25510025>medicationno, thanks, I go outside
Inappropriate, some would say disgusting or even evil question that crosses my mind from time-to-time: let's say you're some political elite or top-tier businessman, and you have a predilection for young girls. Eventually you get honeypotted by whomever, a foreign intelligence agency, some private person, secret society, whatever. Now you have to do their bidding or else they'll leak the proof of your indiscretions. Okay, fine, you've been got. Do they at least, y'know, keep supplying you with girls so long as you cooperate and prove yourself useful, or it's just the one time thing? Because I gotta say, if it's the latter, that's kinda fucked up. Just kill me at that point. But if it's the former, and it's a mutually beneficial relationship, then okay. But really the one-time leverage is enough on its own. Then again, it is important to keep assets happy.
>>25510016I just type like a six year autistic kid with motor problems, sorry.Funny anecdote: When I was little once I helped one of my siblings look over questionnaires on a research project about old people. Because I really insisted, he let me do an empty one for fun. A few hours pass and my father comes along looking at the questionnaires, he picks one up and remarks "It looks like this one is experiencing some serious cognitive decline. Look at the circles they made". As you surmised, it was mine.
>>25510055Ngl even if they're not supplying you themselves they won't prevent you from procuring your enjoyments. At the end of the day all they need is the Kompromat. And the more they have the better.That said it probably depends on the guy. Organized crime likely still supplies, at least.
The problem with reading Ulysses is I won't be able to walk around it in public without someone shouting "performative male!" from a moving car window followed by the crack of a thrown egg hitting my face.
>>25510084tell them to "perform" fellatio on you so you can get egg back on them
>my mum was having trouble w/ a Word document, couldn't edit it or smth>I told her to just copy/paste the entire text into a new .docx or .pdf document & reformatI love my mum but God they are sometimes even worse than zoomers when it comes to technology.
>>25510094I'll shout,>Suck my Finnegan's Dick!that'll show them.
>>25510096I think that's a reasonable problem to be stuck on, especially since you'd sensibly assume there's some easy, quick solution, like a button you just need to press.
Messed up again, jerked off to zoo porn today for the first time in like, almost a year or two. Wasn't even a decent orgasm. I'm not happy with myself.
Fuck, I'm having a brainfart, someone help me please: what's the phrase or term for when you're narrowly focused on solving a problem a specific way? Not pigeonholed...
>>25510116Monomania
>>25509902>Astra 6 released today>no-CoT time horizon is 30.6 minutes, previous best was 3.6 minutes>order-of-magnitude improvement in one generation>they're using neuraleseIt might be over for us.
>>25510116I found it by googling around, the phrase is tunnel vision. Fuck that's embarrassing.>>25510120no but thanks!
>>25510126:)
Received my first rejection email this week. It was the only thing I'd applied for so far so I was waiting the last two months to see the outcome. I really built it up in my head especially during shower time or before bed that I was going to get a good response or invited to something. I was surprised that it felt good to tell people at work that I had been rejected. Must have been humility.
>>25510113
>>25510162:,^(
Why is every single fucking Steam community post under every single game always in Cyrillic!?
Im researching chaos magick, and the law of attraction. Im desperate and am trying to manifest me having a better life
>>25510175Love this poem. Thanks for reminding me of it.
>>25510175holy fuck this makes me depressed
My parents are going out of town till Monday night. /lit/ party at my house!
https://youtu.be/9Bp8bJnwoPg?is=BkwvXAiwB0uX1fuQ
>>25510244WOOOOO!!!
>>25510259https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5s_etTu0sjc
>>25510192Larping is fun.
>>25510192>a better lifeElaborate
i think i'm gonna pull a steve jobs and not get furniture for my new place. just gonna get a internet router and like bring a laptop. now i get it. who wants to deal with all that shit.
>>25510380Steve Jobs and his consequences have been a disaster for the human race
>where did all these drinks come from?>Who cares? It´s a party!-Homer
And still I have no control of myself. The endless emergence of reconstruced sensations and familiar desires overwhelm me, and with an effortless and aloof déracinement they will me further from the solace I know I'd obtain from asceticism and solitude.
>>25510433Reply to this post without sounding mad
I love this board. I'm a libtard at heart who unironically rejects bigotry in all its forms, and a significant fraction of anons here haven't read shit since high school, and an even bigger fraction of anons don't know what the fuck they're talking about, but I can't help but love this board and its collection of freaks, outcasts, schizos, refugees, ne'er-do-wells, provocateurs, and above all, readers. Can't imagine who I'd be if a friend didn't tell me about /lit/ a decade and change ago. Now I'm all sappy for a dying imageboard on a Thursday night.
I AM THE TRUTH THE WAY AND THE LIFETHE ALPHA AND THE OMEGATHE FIRST AND THE LASTTHE BEGINNING AND THE END AND ALL THAT I CAN DO -YOU CAN DOAND MORE
>>25510444Dont tell me what to do
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DoZgSqLvwX8
>>25510444>tripsChecked>reply to this post without sounding madI love u
I didn't end up using "capricious" in a sentence today :(You could say it's because I'm capricious! hehe
I'm naked right now.
>>25510506>>25510527https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vcIem-L398w
>>25510527*secretly moves in with you*And yeah, the unconscious, ostensibly aesthetic influence film and music has on us affects us in much stronger ways than many of us know, especially as, much as you say, we instinctually try to manifest our chosen ideal aesthetic.
>https://www.wsj.com/arts-culture/books/randy-boyagoda-academia-9c501e91>Academia Is in Trouble and This English Professor Understands Why>Combining wicked satire with genuine hope, Randy Boyagoda’s latest novel takes on the financial, moral and cultural crises plaguing modern academiawhat does /lit/ think of "lords of serendipity"? it seemed like the kind thing i could love, but i read the amazon sample and it left me unengaged.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mh1hKt5kQ_4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=15SR2fRqKVU
Learned recently that "Caesar" is not the same thing as "Roman Emperor" and that not every Roman Emperor was a Caesar.
>>25510482same bro, the hack did something to me. Now I imagine myself at 70, thinking about the anons from way back when. Looking at my 4chan screencaps
>>25510541I prefer Randy George
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m2g-drNGOFE
>>25510482trvke
>>25510553https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZAyeVjnJg9E
>>25509959likely a boring lay. too in her head. wouldn't be able to let go and hit a decent flow statevery cute though
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mzybwwf2HoQ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Of-lpfsBR8U
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xcs-JY2iOoY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EQzvQO2LcA4
Just ripped a dried dingleberry out of my prodigious forest of ass hair. Can't remember the last time I actually had one of these. Wiping your ass when its so wooly is truly a labor. Your ass is never really clean no matter how much you wipe.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tOCCvN8YDuc
>>25510607Take a shower. >You freak!
One cannot change, that is to say become a different person, while continuing to acquiesce to the feelings of the person one has ceased to be
>>25510615Its too late to shower, DUMBASS.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wjL8NrkIC6M
>>25510618Find a loch, KNUCKLEHEAD
>>25510626????
I have disassociated from society.
>>25510627A body of water, BATHE IN IT
Now are the woods all black,But still the sky is blue.
>>25510630Stupid bastard.
>>25510638Yes?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=49FWp7WLYKw
All of the worst music I've ever heard in my entire thirty-five years of life was posted in a write your thoughts thread.
>>25510648https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q7d0NRewzW4
>>25510659>Judy GarlandGay dude detected.
>>25510648>thirty-five yearsChildhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d3X8vjO0D3o
>>25510662Relatively, i am quite glad. Yes
>>25510665>Not the music video Loser
>>25510668>t NPC
What is that with people refusing to admit that they try to get into writing to have a shot at becoming rich and famous? Why would everybody need this legend about having a dream since being a kid bla-bla-bla? When I was a kid I would never consider writer as a feasible career because it seemed taking some supernatural abilities to accomplish.
>Posts the lowest quality version he could find, reuploaded VHS recording footage >Calls ME the NPCThe only quests you give out are shitty fetch quests, FAGGOT.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hFYOcOBPkzg
Jethro Tull fucking SUCKS!
>>25510677there are three good reasons to create art the first is because you want tothe second is because someone is paying youthe third is for the glory of godpeople say other reasons but they're never good ones
I would hotbox one of these so hard.
>reddit spacing
>>25510685Now called ChatGPT spacing.
>>25510681Fool>>25510682Based
>>25510685>>25510686samefag
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fw_Codf29Pw
>>25510700When are you going to post some GOOD music?
it didn't turn out the way you wanted it toit didn't turn out the way you wanted to did it
>>25510685>reddit in my asshole>reddit in my dickhole>reddit in my ballshole>reddit in my mouthhole>reddit in my nosehole>reddit in my earhole>reddit in your hole
>>25510682Whatever it is that I might be creating, it’s not necessarily art
I didn't even know music was posted in this thread. I never click the links. This is write your thoughts not post like bots.
>>25510702Lol
https://youtu.be/WWFDmetc59k?is=o7jic9O3e28g0WDE
>>25510707I am deep, and complicated
I'm nothing more than a fat fucking Jew.
the new Interpol record is really really good
>>25510709No. Hear this:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JQ2pTamaqQ4Good night
Will I ever find love.
>>25510717love is inside of you
>>25510192The scene that's depicted here is the last time I enjoyed reading Book of the New Sun, after that it was just endless boredom for me. Beautifully written dryness however.
>>25510723No it's in a pussy.
>>25510729virgin mindset
Mother Amarcord, nature was my sister. As it was, this turn indeed was. The molt of earth's garden was she, Marilou. This was my sister, among those things I knew! But of promise, were those things-above; those higher things I too knew; and somewise forgot-so too!What higher things? Like the lattice, those heavens? -- Doily-making, girls do; what do the heavens teach me? And so she, the skygirl and skyhorse were not above me, though she trail'd 'er starbound hoof.Remember Mother, who was queen of her house? From out her child she, conscience roused. And defended by hidden means my honour; she broker'd thee apart from me, so she did; and wild boys and secret avarice. But in time by embrace, mine were you.Marilou the child, head still wet with-you! There was nothing I knew that did you; a flower by complexion -- and also through! Young were you. Your devisions were not discreet before I was a challenge to you; a mystery made for you -- as a mother's charity was to me.And yet was my mother above me? -- Yes, was she. And yet unto me was God's-given kin unto. I remember her laws, yet did nature make she? I know nature was my sister now; her blood is mingled here. The dew from yellow flowers. God bore the heavens for our gentle reign; I was a child among heirs. But God was other to me.
>>25510685>>reddit spacingThis is shit zoomie newfags made up to larp as old. There's a reason why you never hear actual oldfags complain about "reddit spacing".
Neat.
TOMORROW I am calling the dentist.
Seen an injured chipmunk and it made me sadder than it should have. If I could directly see all the suffering going around me id go insane, maybe Schopenhauer was right about some things
>>25510746Bullshit, zoomer faggot.
The illustration shown on page 98 of The Moon and Serpent Bumper Book of Magic is a famous 18th-century engraving depicting a Witches' Sabbath. Engraving Title: "Description de l'assemblée des sorciers qu'on appelle sabbat" (Description of the Assembly of Sorcerers Called Sabbat). Original Publication: Abbé Laurent Bordelon’s 1710 satirical novel, L'Histoire des imaginations extravagantes de Monsieur Oufle (The History of the Extravagant Imaginings of Monsieur Oufle). Artist/Engraver: Engraved by Jean Crépy (or Crespy). Historical Context:Crépy created this composite piece by synthesizing and parodying classic 17th-century demonological artwork—most notably Jan Ziarnko’s 1613 engraving from Pierre de Lancre’s Tableau de l'inconstance des mauvais anges et démons, as well as prints attributed to Flemish painter Bartholomeus Spranger. It depicts iconic elements of witchcraft folklore: Satan seated on a pedestal as a horned goat with a burning candle between his horns, a central ritual dance, witches flying on broomsticks overhead, and a nocturnal banquet feast.
Death to liberalism and death to capitalism.
>>25510772Been posting on this site back when digg was the main normie site, we always space posted. This is a made up purity spiral that newfags after 2016 made up to fit in.
>Erm.... I've been posting here when Digg existedSure you did kiddo, sure you did. Nobody cares.
>>25510793>n-nobody careslol
Correct.
>>25510796You know an anon is riled when he starts by linking posts then makes a little point not to after. Seething.
>Ummmmm.... did you guys know that ummmm... I've wasted twenty-three years of my life posting here?This isn't an accomplishment. You should probably have a long, hard think about blowing your brains out.
>NOOOOOO, YOU DIDN'T GIVE ME A (YOU)! YOU ARE MAAAAAAD!!!! NOT MEEEEEE!!!! YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO GIVE ME A (YOOOOOOUUUU)!!!!KEK, gets you every time pissbaby.
>>25510802>starts by saying anon is zoomer and clueless>pivots to anon has been here way too longSo you don't even know what point you're arguing anymore, and you're just feeling some feelings.
Nobody cares kid.
>>25510746>>25510786>>25510795>>25510798>>25510807Melty
>>25510811Your feelings are valid, zoomer-kun. You are valid.
>>25510814I'm not the one bragging about using this fucking shithole for an extended period of time you goddamned loser, lmao.
>>25510816I made an observation about reddit spacing being made up newfag shit and you experienced newfag imposter syndrome when you read that because you like to post "reddit spacing" all the time, so you went attack mode. You weren't posting here before 2016, and yet you are freaking out at me like I'm wrong. You're being emotional for no reason.
>>25510821I've used this website since 2005 (if you MUST know) I found it while searching anime porn on Google on summer vacation when I was fourteen years old. Since you absolutely MUST have a digital e-peen measuring contest>i-if that were true... then you wouldn't say X, ever!Your own mother wishes you were fucking dead.
I just woke up, feeling like the world is going to hell, yet I want to stay positive and make the best or my my life. These are my thoughts.
>>25510824>I've used this website since 2005 >Your own mother wishes you were fucking dead.If that's true then you post like an emotionally stunted peter pan with no social life. How do you have the angst of a 20 year old still.. It's kinda depressing to read.
>>25510829>Pot calls the kettle a niggerLook in the mirror dipshit
>>25510831Yeah okay bro, good luck out there.
>>25510834Go to bed Timmy.
This board is in an abysmal state at the moment. Might as well fuckin' read then, instead.Had to take some acetaminophen for my tooth bt w. Tomorrow I am defo calling the dentist. The dentist: tomorrow; yes.
>>25509870I forgot to mention this but a large part of the book (at least three chapters) is dedicated to him shilling several failed business ventures.
>>25510905He also complains about the government a whole lot.
>>>/int/224441283
1/2 CE courses finished.
>>25510906Personally I think the Spanish "Aquelarre" suits the witches' Sabbath more than it's actual name. Hate the Jews as you may, that was still the Lord's day. Aquelarre sounds much more visceral, and we don't even know where the word came from, may be Basque.
>>25510926>AquelarreI'm adding this to my Vocab.
Ugh I've gained two pounds. And I bought a new quart of ice cream yesterday. It's over for me.
I feel like I'm stuck in a cosmic joke of a situation. Or less cosmic and more pharmaceutical. I've posted before how I'm trying to lower my dose of medicine. I've gotten it down to 80, where I take 40 in the morning and 40 at night, anywhere from 9-12 hours, depending how soon the cravings hit and how long I can hold out. Anyway, the sick part is, the 40 I take at night? It actually sedates me so much that it practically knocks me out in a half-nod for 4 hours, then I wake up, maybe pee, put some music on, then I sleep my 8 hours. So I'm basically sleeping for 12 hours.Just lower that dose, right? Simple. It should be. Well, when I try taking 35 or 30, then bam, all kinds of signals in my brain, going ALERT ALERT ALERT, you didn't take enough, take more, take more. So I take a tad bit more, and then the passing out ensues.So in summation, it seems my brain is hooked on the amount that's just enough to knock me out, and any less, I get a totalizing, distracting level of craving until I cave. I know, I know, the solution is probably find some way to just deal with the craving for a few days, then it'll go away, but that's easier said than done. Oh well.And again, why do I put up with this altogether instead of throwing it all away or killing myself? Because the effects of the medicine at this dose makes me feel fuckin' so good. So it's not all bad. But like I've said before, I'm tired of feeling unearned pleasure all day. It makes me lazy and gives me severe brainfog. I want to get passed it. But it's roughly the equivalent of telling your 10/10 gf you don't want to have sex and receive a morning blowjob anymore. Easy in theory, harder in practice. Sigh.
I’m trying to pick up a craft project, but not because I’m passionate about it (maybe just a little) but because it’s something to do and will keep myself busy for a while.
>>25511071This is what many men have done since time immemorial (hopefully I'm using this phrase right).
Goals for today: work on speaking in a lower volume, and with a deeper pitch.
Dasani Sabbah, the Cold Man of Ice Mountain
the fact that a low iq freak like butters could still be posting here is such a turn off ugh imagine that's the person ur chatting with
It makes me so happy how Russians have been just totally reputationally slaughtered post 2022, but it seems to have picked up considerably since ~2024ish
There should be a service where you can rent pets. I want a kitty but just for four days.
After waking up from a nightmare, I couldn't help but find it somewhat fascinating that in my nightmare I was really intent on not seeing something that my mind had to have known what it looked like to conjure it up in my nightmare to begin with. My mind way playing hide and seek with itself and I won, I woke up without seeing in its entirety that which I didn't want to see.
>>25511233Your dream self trying not to perceive itself as your body, ‘remember I was the body’ will usually wake you up
downloaded a bunch of new porn moviesgonna have me some good time later
It's interesting how expectation and dialect interact with disgust and prejudice. If one expects another to share his dialect deviations from such are jarring, caustic, and (if one is sufficiently autistic) morally offensive. Once the barriers of dialect and othering are raised, however, what was once abominable is now charming and (if one is pretentious enough) precious in the same way as a Dragon Lore AWP skin. For example: Negro and many rural white dialects were despised in the last century, but are now viewed somewhat positively by all but their die-hard ideological opponents (racists and leftists respectively) as they've been contextualized and designated as distinct ways of speaking. Business jargon is a dialect as well, a fairly complex one I think, but is ~universally despised because we don't perceive it as such. Associations with a dialect's respective groups of course shift perceptions as well, but people are so atomized now that I doubt many such perceptions are ever organically formed.
Created a substack. How to find original fiction to read? I can only find personal blogs and/or people trying to say meaningless shit in a profound way. I want the underground exponents of experimental fiction goddamn
People who talk about or drink Monster Energy should be beaten with big metal rods.
*Drinks a white monster energy drink right in front of you and lets my big hairy gut peek out from below my tight, scandalously short tshirt stained by grease from my beard*Have I been bad?
I want social media screencap posters genocided.
>>25509711Clad in the heroic gear of the champions from the Shahnameh, these warriors bore a striking resemblance to the paladins of the Germanic Middle Ages, of whom they were the distant ancestors. With metal helmets on their heads and bodies encased in scale armor of copper or horn plates—fitted to resemble dragon skin—swords at their sides, bows and quivers on their backs, and holding immensely long, heavy spears, they traversed the wilderness on heavily armoured horses, escorting and guarding vast wagons topped with broad roofs. Housed within these massive conveyances were their women, children, elders, and riches. Gigantic oxen hauled them laboriously along, causing the solid wooden wheels to wobble and creak over the sand or short steppe grass. The style of dwelling still in use in most European countries that once hosted Aryan settlements offers proof of this: the traditional house there is essentially nothing more than a stationary wagon. The wheels have been replaced by a stone base upon which the wooden structure rises. The roof is massive and overhanging; it completely encloses the dwelling, which is accessible only via a narrow exterior staircase resembling a ladder. It is, with very few modifications, the ancient Aryan wagon.
Amp was the only genuinely tasty energy drink I ever had. I used to have to drink multiple energy drinks during every graveyard shift I ever did just to function and I'm pretty sure all those energy drinks (although I've long since stopped consuming them) are what caused the "irregular heartbeat" that I see mentioned by the blood pressure cuff that I use to check my blood pressure from time to time.
>>25511656The feast was underway. The initial edge of hunger was being blunted; drinking horns were rapidly drained, and words and merriment spread like wildfire among those fierce men. Tales of war, recounted on all sides, inflamed their volatile imaginations and fueled their boasts. Suddenly, a guest would rise noisily, announce his intention to embark on some perilous expedition, and—hand outstretched over his horn of beer—swear to succeed or perish. Thunderous applause erupted from every quarter. The revelers, whipped into a frenzy, clashed their weapons together to give vent to their jubilation; they crowded around the hero, congratulating and embracing him.Ahh, to have been an ancient Aryan. This is what Centuries of ongoing Romanization and civilizatory propaganda took away from us.
>>25509711Came to 4chan after a really long time. Last time I was here, I was a depressed loner who spent inordinate amounts of time on /g/, /lit/ and /tv/. I watched TV shows and worked a tech job. I now have another degree, I have a girlfriend, I use instagram to talk to my friends, I have a corpo job. I go to nightclubs. I go on trips. Somehow, I miss something from before, I thought maybe I’ll go check my old haunts and see what’s what. I don’t understand life at all
>>25511696You clearly sold your soul to satan. That ache you feel is the absence of your soul.
>>25511696I worry that when I finally clear this NEET lifestyle once-and-for-all, and such a metamorphoses is taking place seeing as I work now, I will still go on /pol/. And this is an obvious bad.
>>25511669reign is the cleanest. just caffeine for energy, bcaa aminos, coq10 and electrolytes. clear as water if u pour it.
I can feel my libido starting to slowly die. I still get horny but its nowhere near as incessant and demanding and vicious and often anymore and can often be held off or diverted entirely whereas once that was nigh impossible. Used to think I'd dread this day but honestly, I welcome it. Horniness and women have only ever brought me misery and woe.
condos are a pain in the ass. next property i buy is gonna be a cheap shitty single family in the woods for when i wanna get out of the city and not have to look at a soul.
>>25511726same i rarely get interested in sex anymore. i still goon a couple times a week but sometimes i don't even bother to finish. the annoying thing is now i understand relationships and sex better but i don't really care. if i knew then what i know now i would have fucked a lot more. oh well, who cares.
I often see ads scrolling through social media advertising keychains or various other baubles being sold that are supposedly made from the repurposed metal of destroyed Russian tanks, artillery pieces and various other Russian armored vehicles with the serial number, make, type of vehicle and where it was destroyed/date it was destroyed stamped on it.I'm no lover of modern Russia (or Ukraine for that matter) I think this war is lame, dumb and gay but this is particularly fucking morbid. I'm surprised they're not selling charms made from the bones and ears of dead Russian soldiers, the bunch of sickfucks.
>>25511770Yeah. The self righteous savagery of that war feels like a prelude to apocalypse. Or at least a return to the animalistic violence of the bronze age as Christianity fades to a whisper. Hopefully I am wrong.
Just tried to jerk off and my SSRIs said "no."
>>25511770>I'm surprised they're not selling charms made from the bones and ears of dead Russian soldiers, the bunch of sickfucksOh, they are. Just not on Facebook and not to (You)
I didn't jack off for five days and then I started having severe suicidal thoughts. Lesson learned.>>25511794You should read Houellebecq's Serotonin.
It's my birthday in two weeks, and I have two weeks of holiday booked but I'm struggling to find the motivation to go anywhere. I thought about Japan, but flights are expensive and it's monsoon season so stuff gets cancelled. Thought about going to the US, either PNW or New England, but hotels are really expensive. Feels like I'm forcing myself to go somewhere, even though I'll be alone and am too old (35) to feel a kind of youthful adventure. I know I'll regret it if I rot indoors for two weeks, but I don't want to go somewhere and be stressed and bleed money for the sake of it. I went to Portugal for two weeks earlier this year and it was a pretty good experience overall, much better than I imagined. But even then I was tired by the end of the holiday and booked an earlier flight home.Any suggestions?I just feel like floating around some foreign culture for a while, without feeling like I'm getting scammed at every opportunity.
>>25511844Yes, come to the PNW so I too can scam and rob you >:)
>>25511726>>25511729iktf. It would be nice to have some good sexual memories, but I only have a handful and they are tarnished by what became of that relationship. I can't imagine being in a relationship and having sex more than once a week, but I think that would be grounds for divorcing me.
>>25511794Why does that have no effect on me?
>>25511844>OH BOO-HOO-HOO.... I HAVE THE TIME OFF AND THE MEANS TO TRAVEL THE WORLD BUT GOSH, I JUST DON'T WANNA!!Yeah, come to the Pacific Northwest so I can kill you.
>>25511848I've talked to a couple of anons from Seattle (where I was intending to go) and they said it's pretty nice but expensive. I was thinking of going there and catching a train down to Portland for a few days, but really I dread being an ocean away from home and rotting in an expensive hotel or something. I thought about going to New England for the cosy early fall feeling and seeing some places that Lovecraft, Poe etc would have visited. Would you recommend your region / city unironically?
>>25511855Ah, so this is the "Seattle Freeze" I've been reading so much about the last couple of days...But seriously it's a long way to go for someone if I'm only kind of enthusiastic about it.
>>25511860I love Portland but I'm from here. Plus you may find all the homeless, zombie druggies depressing to be around. (inb4 you get hooked on fent and end up staying here for a decade)Probably isn't a great place to visit if you're not from the US and don't know anyone. I'd hangout but I don't have any money and I'm lazy.
>>25511865Give me your money. I'll go SCUBA diving in Raja Ampat and send you lots of cool pictures.
>>25509711From the time of Ennius onward, the Latin language made a point of discarding its native Italic character.Thus, there was no longer a truly and exclusively national language; instead, there was an increasingly pronounced infatuation with the literature and ideas of Athens and Alexandria, with Hellenic schools and teachers, with Asian-style houses and Syrian furniture, and a profound disdain for local customs. Such was the state of the city—which had begun under Etruscan rule and grown under a Sabine oligarchy—as the era of Semitic democracy drew near.The crowds thronging the streets surrendered themselves entirely to the grip of this new influence. The age of free institutions and the rule of law was coming to an end. The era that followed was one of violent coups d'état, mass slaughter, profound depravity, and rampant debauchery.No no no, he was onto something. I'm tired pretending Arthur de Gobineau was a conflicted maniac or a pseud. In his genius of a higher order, he foresaw in the history of the ancients what in these very days is happening in to us and our civilization. Degeneracy sets on as soon as the native whites turn into self-hating multi-cultural slimes without ideas and originality. The change from the Roman Republic to the Imperial system was a struggle between conservative Roman patricians and democratic plebs, who gained the favour of the lower classes and the immigrants and, promising equality for all, rose to power. What puts the cherry on the top is that the Roman conservatives were, until the very end of the Republic, hard-lined against immigration.
>>25511867It's nice to see people praise their hometowns at least, so I'm glad you like it there. There's a huge bookstore there apparently, but I have visions of going there and thinking "wtf I can just buy this on amazon back home" and feeling blackpilled.
>>25511876Powells is a shadow of its former self. Not even worth mentioning nowadays.
>>25511876Yeah, Powell's is cool but it's not travel across the world cool. I'm not a big traveler so I'm probably the wrong person to ask in general though, but yeah, I just don't know what you'd really do here unless you plan on attending a bunch of underground indie rock music shows.
>>25511876>>25511885B-but... the Seattle Gum Wall!
I remember thinking the Seattle and Portland weekend markets during the summer were really cool when I was a kid. Remember getting a homemade Zelda Ocarina when OOT came out and some other really cool toys but that was.... fuuuuck.... 27/28 years ago. I don't remember the last time I'd ever been to one. Seattle is a nightmare to navigate but its great if you get a kick out of homemade hipster/hippie shit/art. Fuck, I haven't been to Seattle proper since probably... 2010? God, I'm sure it's gotten worse.
>>25511888lol>>25511885I was thinking of going hiking around mount rainier or taking a boat trip on my birthday, but honestly I'm so lacking in motivation it just feels like a forced LARP.
>>25511888I thought that got cleared years ago?
>>25511903There's some potential in the outdoors stuff if you're into that, true, but again I'm completely the wrong person to ask about that. In any case, I wish you the best of luck!
>>25511833>>25511851I ended up being able to force a nut out, thanks to my death grip. Was a big one after all too. Praise Jesus.
>>25511905Thanks man. I'm honestly not that interested in the outdoors, but then again I don't know what I'd do otherwise. I genuinely don't know what I care about or enjoy any more. Take care.
>>25511910Just say home and read some books. That's my approach.
>>25511911I did that all my 20s though and regret it. I don't even enjoy reading any more, honestly. My recent holiday was booked at the last minute but I enjoyed it but I'm getting older and it feels cringe and forced now.
>I don't even enjoy reading any more, honestly.sorry, anon but>>>/int/>>>/adv/>>>/r9k/>>>/reddit/
>>25511844Where are you from, might I ask?
I dreamed about you again. How long has it been? Well I attained to you and then . . . I will always find you -- my adjacent track. Alas, I'll happily only have your back. My peers are now for the subway -- which highways and byways have saved: Our interior place.
I don't think about my ex at all anymore. Don't dream about her anymore either. Thank God.
>>25511917UK>>25511915I thought this was a safe space? I've posted on /lit/ for over a decade fwiw
>>25511915who are you quoting?
>>25511922>UKThen why the FUCK would you want to go to fucking SEATTLE? Its literally the same climate. Go somewhere tropical DUMBASS.
>>25511932I don't enjoy the heat very much desu.
>>25511936On second thought, Round-Up is in a week or so... Come to Pendleton, Oregon. Tell me when you're here. I'll buy you a beer.
>>25511936Just spend it on hookers and blow where you live.
>>25511938>rodeocan you even read, hick?i tease i tease
>>25511941I just wanted to lure you here so I can kill you and take your money. I haven't been to the rodeo since I was a wee lad.so
>>25511944I'm not the traveling anon.I'm the anon in Portland, ya hick
>>25511939>British hookersAnon...>>25511938I visited the US last year (Virginia) and enjoyed just floating around, experiencing US culture, but that got boring and lonely after a while. Is Pendleton kino? I should be married by now. Wtf am I doing.
>>25511946>Seattle Thanks for creating trannyism and everything lame and gay in the modern world, FAGGOT.
>>25511947You haven't lived here so... you'll probably fucking love it.
>>25511946>Portland Thanks for creating trannyism and everything lame and gay in the modern world, FAGGOT.
I was robbed blind by a British prostitute, that better not be (You) KIMBERLY.
Had plans to go out in an hour but now the weather app is showing chance of rain, come on... at least the next 9 days or so will be clear for sure but I really wanted to go out tonight.
>>25512004What? You can't go out because of a little water? Bitch boy.
>>25512010It's a 20 minute walk to get to the bus, so yeah, it's a bit of a deterrent. Sure, I own an umbrella, but then it becomes a case of how badly do I want to go out?
Why do UKsissies always seem to have enough money to travel the world?
>Muh busJesus fucking Christ... GET A FUCKING CAR!
>>25512015come pick me up, baby
>>25512018YWNBAW
>>25512021Oh, no, you have it backwards, baby. Since I'm a good-looking guy, I have my dates, who are women, pick me up and do the driving.
>>25512021I believe in reincarnation.You will all be women.Half of eternity is still infinite in length, so..>You will always be a woman
>>25512024>>N-no... the women pick ME up!Keklollmaoroflmao. You've never had sex in your entire life.
>>25512029It's one of the benefits of feminism, is it really that hard to believe? Don't worry, once I age out of it, I'm sure you and your car will have the advantage over me.
Imagine having cock measuring contests on 4chan KEEEEEEK
Wu-Tang Clan ain't nuthin' to fuck with
>>25512033Hey, he came at me!
>>25512028men are only reborn as women in their next life if they sin and accrue bad karma.
and if you got know other choiceyou know you can follow my voicethrough the dark twists and turns of this wicked little town
A meteor is heading to Earth, and every thinking mind in the world, after trying every trick they could possibly come up with, agreed it was an inevitable hit and our total destruction was on its way. A dark cloud haunts every one of us. The people we know, the kids, the elderly, the movies, the books, the archives, the money saved, the money spent, the art, the history, the dancing, it was all going to be over soon.If then you and you alone were suddenly able to stop it, like magic, once and for all, and if you actually did it, the next day you'd be hailed as a savior. People would think most highly of you. All of that bleak sense of death would dissipate from our hearts, and we wouldn't be able to thank you enough. Every person from every corner of the world would be on your side. We owe you that much, and you'd be on top of the world.Then ten, twenty, thirty years pass. You go on talk shows and tell silly stories. People still remember the meteor and the fear they felt, and, of course, your good deed. A hundred years go by. You're gone. Two hundred, three hundred even. Everyone who was saved from the meteor is gone. Most of the trees are not the same, and the sharks are dying. You are taught in history classes. They tell of the cultural shift that came with the period, the before and after, your life examined in cheap documentaries. A thousand years go by, then two thousand. People wonder if it was all a myth, if there even was a meteor. Still, there is reverence for it. There are still believers. It was a big thing, right?Ten thousand years go by. A new meteor approaches. You are not there. No one is there to stop it. We were saved once, then the generation after us, then another, and another. We were all saved, until we weren't. This one hits, depleting Earth of life. And you won't be remembered.
>>25512036The other way around. You get to live a beautiful garden life full of sex and gifts.
>>25512062Who cares what happens after I die. I only care about the part where everyone fellates me on sightHuh. You thought u wrote a zinger didn't you. LOL!
>>25512062An extra ten thousand years was plenty worth it. Plus that's plenty of time to figure out a way to export civilization to other planets and space. If not, then oh well.
>>25512073exactly, you'll be a slave to pleasure and end up being reborn as a dog or a mule. it's a kind of karmic trap.
>>25512062that's alotta meteors. maybe life on earth just wasn't meant to be
Sometimes when I get really anxious, I'll scream in a high-pitched voice "SCREAAAAM!" It helps. Plus it's a lot better and comedic than the unhinged, psychotic stuff I used to scream before I came up with this alternative.
>>25512088Pleasure is not the trap. It's the entitlement and cruelty that often come with prestige.
For me, it's Brahms' Cello Sonatashttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hLqMMZ5U95Qhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mLMvWISKpuc
I must be going insane because I thought last Monday was Labor Day. Whoops.
>>25512160Hard to keep track when you haven't worked for over a decade
>>25512169Only two and a half years. And stop tracking my posts!
Wonder how the anon whose baby sister died of an accidental overdose with spiked drugs is doing.Wonder how the anon who got a restraining order from his psychiatrist after confessing to her is doing.
A lame day with lame activities and a lame attitude ended with a whimper, a cry was too tiresome. Down and drawn hollow just as the calendar shows Friday. Couldn’t have picked a better time. Four lame reps of same as last weeks weight in a set of three to total twelve tired motions but no more even though more could be done. Get in and then get the hell out before a collapse inward and fall. A mirror reflecting the day and it is spotty with smudges of gray gunk in a gym full of garbage on a gray, dull evening of worse than nothing. Morning was spent and five minutes later spent and five minutes later spent again lying in bed to yourself upright with a lame body refusing to get up and dull eyes focused on nothing. Supposedly life happened in between then and now but who can remember. Bed early to move on the sun still out but not up suffocated in dull clouds and suffocated in dull gray sheets under a gray blanket when finally blackness bleeds over the colorless room for a tomorrow worse than nothing.
Amazon package is almost at my door :]
Maaan, ran into this 18 yo girl who was the girl of my sexual dreams -- blonde, young, slutty in an innocent kind of way -- but she was with this guy and based on how they were interacting, I couldn't tell if they were together or brother and sister. At one point, the guy moved to sit somewhere else, at which point I finally turned to the girl (after noticing them looking in my direction multiple times before and as I walked up), and she was already staring, at which point we smiled at each other. But again, if that's her boyfriend, I don't wanna ask for her number and cause a row! Maybe she was just trying to make him jealous, maybe it was a game they were playing.Ahhh! Goddamn it.
>>25509967What city are you in and what bus do you take? I want to join you.
>>25512437see: >>25509978
I'm bored all the time and I want to kill myself
lol>>25512441Once again, this is why we have literature, art, love, and sex.
>>25512449remember being this into chicks? lol now it's like ahh who gives a shit
>>25512526I'm just glad I've experienced it so when I read about it in novels, I can feel the aesthetic pleasure of resonance and truth, rather than, as I'm sure many would react, "what a nut" or "no one actually acts like this". Oh yes they do. I've been there. Lived it. Suffered it.
For the sake of His sorrowful passion have mercy on us and the whole world.
>>25509711"they" say u can't time the market but how come warren buffet would say he's not buying anything cuz everything is too expensive right now? isn't that market timing?
Today's hour and a half of busywork is over. Now it's time to hit the penjamin and hella ripped.
>>25512560Shit's a lot more complicated than simply buying & selling stocks, anon...Like, A LOT more complicated.
>>25512567oh shit i still have busy work left from work cuz this lady came in and distracted me with pointless shit maybe i'll do it tomorrow
man my roommate wasn't home when i got home from work i had a chance to goon for a while but i took a nap and went for a walk instead damn i'm just not that horny these days
>>25512573have you considered seeing your doctor about low T?
I now own copies of All Tomorrows & Man After Man. My teenaged self would be very jealous.
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