first!

>>25512606
You lucky devil

>>25512606
Threads always remember their first~

I'm nothing more than a fat, fucking Jew.

so what did I miss this week? Anyone do anything exciting?? or are you all still walking around aimlessly in a circle until Father Time ends your internal clock?

What's the deal with Jerry Seinfeld? Coasted off Larry David to mask his unfunny standup, banged some questionably aged girls in the 90s, and is a raging right wing zionist. What a guy

>>25512620
he is the ubermensch

>>25512620
yeah it does seem like larry david did the heavy lifting doesn't it. also during covid he tells everyone to stay in nyc and ride out the lockdowns meanwhile he's living in a mansion on long island.

i got into running

I really want to get stoned. It's been about a week or so now. During the days, once the grogginess has passed -- I'm consuming serious NyQuil to sleep -- I feel like I'm more alert, confident, energetic, et cetera. But then at night, I get so tired and desperate for any sort of mental change-up. It's not so much that I'm depressed, I've been pretty even keel the last couple years (not much joy in my life, generally, but no real despair either). It's just this tension, an internal motor always going, rolling out thoughts. Not new thoughts, almost entirely re-runs: despair at the prospect of working at ____ for the rest of my life, fear of getting fired (I do as little 'real work' as possible), anxiety to complete any sort of worthwhile writing. I average two or three decent sentences before I get bored with myself and start rambling, aimlessly filling pages. If I do interiority, I can't work in action. If I do action, it's flat on the page. Sometimes I wish I had no creative compulsion. A big thing that's put me off medication is the risk that I won't want to write; but when I think about it, is that really so bad? It's not like I'm throwing out a prospective career. I have interesting ideas, and even with the best ones, plots I'd love to read in the hands of another author, I am incapable of doing anything interesting. A good opening, and some decent character work at best. Would being freed from this need be such a bad thing?

Every time I've ever felt good in my life has been nothing but a momentary delusion.

>>25512642
hell ya running is pretty tight bro

>>25512650
>I get so tired and desperate for any sort of mental change-up
that's when i get in bed and put on an audiobook

>>25512650
Last time I took medication, I got really confident in my singing and guitar playing, and started posting covers to TikTok. I was spending a lot of time 'picking' with my borderline retarded cousin, who, in 25 years of paying, could still not play an F-chord, or any bar chord for that matter. Anyway, he constantly tried to get me to do open mics, which luckily I had the presence of mind to avoid. But I did start doing TikToks, just to see if there was any hope, any kernel of talent. What I didn't know, is they shoot those out to people in your hometown first thing. So my play statistics were all repeat plays from people my age, in my shitty little town, people who I was certain were making fun of me. Probably at parties I wasn't invited to. I was mortified, but with my Lexapro (c) confidence, I convinced myself it didn't matter and just kept at it. I'd usually get a dozen, maybe two dozen likes at best, but even those I wondered if they were just being nice. I do that sometimes, when I see someone trying and failing at something like that. One comment that stuck with me 'U look like youve seen some shit.'
Anyway, I guess the fear is I'd do something like that again, which seems awful now, but then again, I am mentally ill, so maybe it's not a big deal and I had it right the first time. Other people can roll with embarrassment, right? Is it such a big deal to be passionate about something you're bad at? I find it endearing in others, but sometimes pitiable too. I guess that's what I fear most, is being pitied. I saw people doing that with my father, and it made me sick.

>>25512661
Anon you may like audiobooks even more than I do. Based audiobook anon.

>>25512666
maybe smoke less weed will reduce those self-conscious paranoid thoughts lmao

>>25512661
i'm married I have to watch bad TV shows with my wife

Someone needs to nibble on my niblet for my bday :/

So it comes out that Ivy Wolk and Cameron Winter had a monthlong fling, he broke it off, and Wolk went on a podcast to shittalk him, doing the usual "I never really liked him he was weird and odd and strange and here's a bunch of intimate details he told me in confidence haha I never liked him haha." Then her standup material is all 'waaa why do decent men never want to be with me waaaa.' How can someone be so unselfaware?

Weed addiction sucks. I am 10 weeks sober. Never again.

>>25512669
I wasn't smoking any weed for a decent period of time around then and when I deleted all that stuff. I did stop taking the Lexapro because I couldn't cum, and it didn't help with the emotional numbness I was experiencing. I got a couple grams for my birthday a few months ago and didn't stop until recently, because for whatever reason I just get too into it.

The stupidest part is I genuinely don't even enjoy it most of the time anymore. I have this weird situation where mentally, it doesn't change anything (or almost doesn't change anything), except I get this insane anxiety around my breathing and my heart rate. Every time I'd tell myself "oh, your breathing is fine, this happens every time and you wake up the next day" but then once I'm falling asleep, all I can think is that I'm about to have a heart attack or something. Even going through that every night, I had to wait until I was out of everything to stop, because I'm so compulsive with it. Literally all it does for me is slows the thoughts down and makes me think I'm dying, and I still want to see if there's anything left in this cart. I am a moron. I don't have this at all with alcohol, I don't understand it.

Me, I love marijuana. Thank you, marijuana!

i entered such a high amount of stress and anxiety for a time that some setting in my brain flipped and i became profoundly emotional for a week. no jacking off little food and just looking at paintings and poetry and weeping at how beautiful it all was. i dont know what the fuck happened but maybe there's a lesson there or something

>>25512686
How old are you? Just curious. It was so good for me in my late teens, early twenties. I'm 30 now

>>25512686
i enjoyed weed until i did a lot of lsd ever since weed just makes me hella paranoid and depressed lsd ruined weed

>>25512680
I relapsed after 3.5 months clean about a month ago and now I'm trying to stop again. it's fucking brutal

>>25512618
You keep using that word. I am not sure that you know what word means

Dulcinea!

>wanting to quit weed
Embrace the kush.

if i didnt smoke weed i'd be drinking more beer which is worse anyway, so it works for me

>>25512603
test

>>25512779
Ping

Ding

Where's the guy who tells us all not to murder or rape? Shouldn't he be in here by now?

Drunken angles on the head of a pin

I've betrayed the world before it had the chance to betray me, and now I once again return to hermit mode.

>>25512804
I would buy that T-shirt

>>25512801
He is already here

In the 17th Chapter of St Luke it is written: “the Kingdom of God is within man” - not one man nor a group of men, but in all men! In you! You, the people have the power - the power to create machines. The power to create happiness! You, the people, have the power to make this life free and beautiful, to make this life a wonderful adventure.

>>25512717
good luck brother. r/leaves helped me out a lot in the past

>>25512747
it's crazy how widely accepted alcohol is. imagine if it was any other drug that was regularly consumed at every restaurant. just modern day opium dens on every corner.

>>25512603
Anna's Archive has a really inconsistent repetoire of Dr. Atl's works. Yeah sure we have three copies of every shitfuck pamphlet the guy ever published in esoteric file formats but we would NEVER digitize his fiction. Like I expected the Fascist and anti-semitic pamphlets to be there, but there's so much

you can have my isolation
you can have the hate that it brings

>>25512845
Except, of course, the one I actually want to read. The Atlantis one is inside a secluded llibrary within the municipium of La Chingada de Satanás, Tlaxcala.

In other news, today I read three Jorge Ibargüengoitia stories. All of which were extremely funny, but unfortunately the last two were very sexual in nature and I got tired of them. Maybe I'll read more later. His stories are not very demanding though I enjoy his style so far; he did not seem to be a very pleasant person.

I'm an old man and I still feel like I did when I was 14: 7

>>25512832
No, there's some guy who shows up in these threads and says "don't murder and don't rape" as a public service announcement

No response huh? Guess I was right. As usual

>>25512867
Its his day off

>>25512620
Didn't he date a 17 year old when he was 38?

I used to have a gay coworker who spoke with the cruelest possible caricature of a gay accent. Never heard it before or since. I sometimes describe this to people IRL and they ask me what he sounded like and I can never bring myself to do it because replicating it accurately makes it sound like I'm trying to ridicule/demean him, when no, that's just what he sounded like. He was a shitty coworker too. He would end every other sentence with "causeeeeeeeeeeee liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiike... yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" with enough glottal fry to make an over-easy egg. I can STILL hear his voice in my head when I type that

The last one. About an individual named Pampa Hash, was especially revolting. This I barge on goys ta fellow really exceeded himself with building a wretched situation.

>>25512928
Stereotypes have reasons to exist.

>>25512928
fagcents need a bit of a southern drawl to balance them out

>>25512922
DATAFARMING POST DATAFARMING POST

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We sharing Goodreads profiles?
https://www.goodreads.com/om_420

First you say something, and nobody pays attention.

Then you say it again, and they roll their eyes.

Then you say it again, and they laugh at you.

Then you say it again, and they get angry at you.

Then you say it again, and they act like they knew it all along.

This has happened to me before with one thing (internet's influence on society) and now it's happening again with another thing (dangers/power of AI) and I don't know if I could bear it happening a third time. Most people I know IRL are still in the laugh stage/beginning of the angry stage. I was saying shit like "huh, it doesn't seem like 'unplugging it' is going to work if it's capable enough" in 2018! You're just now realizing things that I got to 5 years ago! Maybe, just maybe, I'm right!

by the way, automated coder nov-dec 2027, superhuman ai researcher apr-jun 2028, top expert dominating ai sept-oct 2028, asi dec 2028, don't say someone didn't try to tell you

>>25512947
You are probably correct, you smug fossil.
I hate it so much. Just my luck I was born right at the moment computers make humanity obsolete, good. Great. Just my luck some guy talked me into studying computer engineering saying an automatic coder would never happen four years before it does. I should find a cool way of killing myself and just do it atp.

>>25512603
I seriously need to stop drinking. Going to end up with a repuation if I keep going on binges like this. That is if I haven't already acquired one.

I have a theory about modern life
Goes as follows - What you men
Conjure up - The sorry people
Swallows

I busted my back - And ate the
Furling rotten oats
In my belly of coffee and soot
You want ashen men, s'pose?

I am your true boy - My mug
Said it when I was just a
Kid. I leveled your unhumoured
Brow - So as a man I did
What I did to entertain you

My acid-burp game - I called
It knife-play at the trough of
The prodigal boy and pig

I cut sows their meat and then
I stumbled about aisles of
Unreputed night-dames

"I'll show them" - My scowling
Teeth - 'Ladies don't you see
The humour in me!' - "I'm all
Weary per your sights
And yet for my fair friend I
Delight!"

I staved off the night - for
Difference. "I'll make a chain of
Night-songs for you" - Maid
With crickets at her breast
"You were so true, when the
Streets, Cain did so blast."

you ever seen that episode of the X-Files about a no-legged Indian dwarf who keeps crawling inside the asses of obese men and controlling them from the inside like a mech pilot?

This indica weed vapors making me sleepy

>>25512603
You know in the movie "In the Mood for Love", the man whispered his deepest secrets to a stone wall inside a Cambodian temple to bury his hidden past there forever. I get the feeling that these threads sometimes works like that.

the bret easton ellis podcast is really really good

I live with narcissistic parents whom I cannot go no contact with. I feel like my entire development as a person has been compromised because of that, and I’m in my late thirties. I wish I had some friends at least, life would be much more bearable.

>>25512603
Tbh the only way I could accept some version of a state that does radical thing sin service of some ideological goal is if it made no one happy.

I need read more Algernon Blackwood stories.

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>>25512947
Wisdom comes from learning from our mistakes and many mistakes have no second chances, often we truly understand lessons from such mistakes only after committing them. Even when willing we fail to truly heed what people before us warned us about. For instance, throughout history people have written the feelings of intense sorrow when someone close to us dies but we only truly understand it after it happens to us; we only truly understand it once we personally experience it; when there is no turning back time and its too late to make amends.
And given we humans take vast majority our experiences and therefore wisdom to the grave and eventually are replaced by newborn humans who have to relearn everything just how we did. One can summarize entire human history as a child's game of telephone, only matter of time before one of the kids doesn't understand the message and presses big red button that ends the whole game.
In my opinion, this is humanity biggest folly, we are doomed to repeat our mistakes.

The USS Lincoln fighting to take the USS Liberty’s spot as boat most abused by Israel

anyone else excited for GTA 6?

>>25513117
yea bro i can't wait to play rdr2 modern version

bruh i did that wsj quiz where they compare u to different age groups and i identified most with 65+ on 3 of 4 of the categories but one i identified more with 18-34. i think it's cuz i said i valued hard work and that america has a good opportunities. zoomers are too lazy for that one i guess.

>>25513117
they're not releasing it on pc? can't play, won't play. but honestly i already live in a neighborhood with a bunch of drugs and hip-hop types. the point of open world rpgs is to explore the woods finding elves and goblins and magical shit, not go into shitty neighborhoods and engage in anti-social behavior. not seeing the appeal here.

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QSf6s5c0UYQ
4chan theme song

>>25513161
they will release it on pc a year after the console release most likely

Eating your own children, huh? Rings of Saturn.

german techno is so gay and the dudes u see in the dj set videos are all flabby no muscle tone but also hairy as shit wtf is this shit

Yesterday I was asked if I believe in demons and I earnestly do. In fact, I think being drunk makes you more susceptible to possession. When i'm drunk I can become a completely different person, and will keep drinking despite my health and reputation. Even my ex said that in times of extreme intoxication it appeared as if there was something else behind my eyes, something foreign.
I need to be better, and I need to stop drinking. It's ruined my life and is only going to ruin it further unless I stop for good, now.

when they invent a time machine someone needs to go back in time and delete the the schematics for that fucking synthetic cowbell sound on the roland tr-808 holy shit that shit is so fucking dissonant it's like 50 years later and mfs still just plop it in tracks like *plunk* *plunk* *plunk* *plunk* is ok

>>25513051
You're me but I'm in my late twenties. Any advice?

>>25513289
Idk man, I’m not particularly succeeding at life to give an advice. Have enough sleep for not to feel like crap - that’s my advice I guess.

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>>25512603
>if you're in endless pain you can't kill yourself because God or Karma will send you to a worse place, so you need to suffer until you die
Such a great deal lads

>>25513304
In the next life you get bitches on your dick if you don't pussy out

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This is what will happen to you now if you continue using racial slurs and slurs against women.

>>25513319
Mayhaps such brutes deserve the slurs thrown their way

Society says: “Just be a pleb and read slop and don’t ever think outside social norms. Be complacent!”
The heart says: “Be different. Struggle to touch the sun of enlightenment. Read as much as you can and never work.”
Which way, anon?

>>25513319
I looked it up and he had gotten drunk and violent. He punched a flight attendant and another passenger. So yeah, that's warranted.

Ever since my haircut, everywhere I go, people are staring at me. I'm so back.

>>25513325
My heart says “That stuff is boring AF but keep pushing because it’s good for you like broccoli. Besides, how else are you supposed to feel some self worth? See? No other way around”

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lol

(repost 'cuz the other thread ended)

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Found out today that the reason my cousin divorced his wife is because she cheated on him. He's a textbook example of a Chad Thundercock, and even he wasn't good enough. Makes me wonder what is wrong with women.

>>25512841
>r/leaves
holy fuck just call me a faggot then if you have to
passive-aggression on the internet is so pointless

>>25513406
You could also argue the type of girls Chads choose are the kind to cheat with other Chads.

Let's some historical event Y takes place at location X in a field. Hundreds of years go by, and as the result of erosion, geological forces, earthquakes, whatever, the field shifts west about 100 yards.

Where would be the correct place to say the Y event took place then? At the new X (100 yards west) or at the old X coordinates, even though the topographical details have changed?

>>25513417
Funnily enough, I met the guy she cheated with at their wedding. He was definitely not a Chad.

I just can't wrap my head around it. She tried so hard to integrate into our family, and had a genuine Grade A husband (well-off, handsome, charismatic, captain of the football team type of guy). And she threw it all away for some chump.

>>25513406
Let me tell you a secret no chad wants you know. Just because they are confident in the streets does not mean they are confident in the sheets lol

>>25513444
So women just want to be fucked good and nothing else matters huh

>>25513449
For some. Just like it is for men.

>>25513449
Lol that's your takeaway?

>>25513449
Most women's libido skyrockets after 30, remember that.

>>25513452
Man, I don't know. I'm just some retard on the internet.

I was once cheated on by my girl with a guy who looks very similar to Post Malone, face tats and all. I can't even look at the musician's face anymore without seething, much less listen to his music.

>>25513431
Women are dumb animals

A cute twink's hole

>>25513511
Yeah, men never cheat. ::eyeroll::

>>25513513
Finally, a good post.

oh wow iran and america are bombing oil tankers today in a "major escelation of the conflict" but we all know at the end of the long weekend there will be a new ceasefire right before markets open, fakest war to keep oil prices up ever.

‘Its a grisly one, Detective. Unsub appears to have cannibalized his own children’. Detective, ‘Yeesh, rings of Saturn’

I feel inspired. I always do when I consume art, mainly fiction. It needs to be a routine. I don’t want to be a historian, I want to be a novelist, so why am I spending most of my time reading about Ancient Greece and Rome. The tragedians and poets of course. The foundation of fiction, but why am I reading articles about how Cagarieus Romulan liked to eat figs for dessert. I do want to be well read which means the philosophy and The Histories and the science, but it should all be supplemental to what I truly care about, writing fiction. Essays, newsletters, articles. These are fine reads, but it’s not teaching me more than just a fucking grammar book and a Chekhov short story will. The non-fiction and life give me ideas, but the fiction guides me. It’s all important, but to stay focused I need discipline and inspiration. Fiction inspires me to stay disciplined. Even bad fiction, especially if it’s popular, cause I know I can do better than that.

>>25513549
What’s your favorite Chekhov? I really like Oysters.

drinking beer and listening to music

I’m reminded again that I am an intermediary point, a filter. Things pass through me and I generate waste.

I love taking the bus but my parents are gonna buy me a car (or rather, we, as a family, are getting a second car). Will I become a carAnon? We shall see.

excuse me, exCUSE me, i said EXCUSE ME

some people... sheesh

I don't see why the fact we're cousins should matter.

I've realized something: I am currently in the prime of my good looks, so if I want to make it as a writer, my best chance is to finish and submit a novel within the next two years at the latest, so I can leverage my good looks to getting published and achieving fame.

I can see it already. I get the call to meet with the execs at the publisher's office, I sit and wait in the lobby, and when the lady in her early 40s comes out to get me, once she sees me she goes "Hello-- you're Anon? Oh!" with wide eyes, expecting someone completely mid as most writers are. And then they give me the contract immediately.

But if I wait too long, it won't fuckin' happen! So come on, self...

i'm so fucking lost in life

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oh, oh no...

I should be rich

>>25513736
Listen here bitch.There's leaders and there's followers and I'd rather be a dick than a swallower.

AI is getting so powerful and bigger and bigger it's insane bros
what are all going to do?

>>25513751
get high on opioids and fuck beautiful women until I OD on purpose at 40

>>25512603
From the conquest of Sicily well into the Christian era, Italy ceaselessly received numerous—indeed countless—influxes of the Semitic element; the entire South was Hellenized, and the northward surge of Asian peoples was halted only by the Germanic invasions. Yet the tide of this southern influx extended beyond Rome. The city steadily lost its original character. There was, to be sure, a gradual progression in this decline, but never a true pause. The Semitic spirit relentlessly stifled its rival. The Roman genius became estranged from the primal Italic instinct, taking on a quality in which the Asian influence is readily discernible.

>>25513719
My looks have started to fade already, and I’m still unable to produce something any coherent.

>>25513763
We'll combine our efforts and I'll be the front man, the face.

>>25513759
Be that as it may, literature was born, and with it—undeniably—a significant share of the nation's renown, as well as the reason for the stir created by the rest; for it cannot be denied that the Semitized mass from which the Latin poets and historians emerged owed its talent for eloquent writing solely to its impurity—such that it was the learned grandiloquence of these collateral bastards that led us to admire the exploits of ancestors who, had they been able to review and consult their own genealogies, would have hastened to disown such respectful descendants.

Bwhahahahahhahaha

>>25513765
Yeah, clearly not the brain.
>still unable to produce something any coherent.

>>25513769
Hence combining our efforts. I'm saying together, we can do it. This is why you're not the face. Too pessimistic. No vision.

>>25513767
Why is 4chan so kiked?

>>25513767
so diversity IS our strength

also 'collateral bastards' is interesting, didn't know collateral meant that or could be used that way

>>25513775
Can you explain the term 'collateral bastard' and how it came into a scientific book that supposedly inspired all posterior fascist literature?
Btw, the term 'Semitic' here is used correctly and terms all Afro-Asiatic speaking people.

>>25512603
Along with books, a taste for luxury and elegance emerged as new needs, reflecting changes that had occurred within the race. Cato disdained such things, yet his very disdain was affected. With all due respect to the renown of that sage, the vaunted Roman virtues he paraded were found even more earnestly—and yet more modestly—among the patricians of old (1). In their day, there was no need to make a show of virtue to stand out; everyone was virtuous in that same manner. In contrast, the merchant—now a knight, enriched by trade or extortion, and bearing the blood of Eastern mothers and Greek or Syrian freedmen—saw no merit whatsoever in primitive austerity. He wished to enjoy in Italy what his Southern ancestors had created in their own lands, and so he brought it with him. He kicked aside the wooden bench where Dentatus had once sat, replacing such humble furnishings with couches of citrus wood inlaid with mother-of-pearl and ivory. Like the satraps of Darius, he required vessels of gold and silver to hold the fine wines that fueled his intemperance, and crystal platters to serve the stuffed boars, rare birds, and exotic game devoured by his lavish gluttony. For his private residences, he was no longer content with structures that men of old would have deemed splendid enough to house the gods; He desired immense palaces featuring colonnades of marble, granite, and porphyry, along with statues, obelisks, gardens, farmyards, and fishponds; and amidst this luxury—to enliven the scene of so many picturesque creations—Lucullus kept throngs of idle slaves, freedmen, and parasites circulating about, whose servility, born of base self-interest, bore no resemblance to the martial devotion and solemn dependency of the clients of an earlier age.

Was Gobineau the Cervantes of fascism?

>>25513783
Only if you explain why 4chan is so kiked first

>>25513789
What does that even mean

>>25513792
Don't ask me stupid questions then

>>25513792
That he's a cultist who anti-worships Jews as an inverse God. For him they are the omega and the alpha; the self caused cause and the reason he's 5'6.

>>25513805
kindly take your meds

>>25512603
The Numidian was certainly a skilled horseman, and the Balearic a slinger without peer; the Spaniards provided infantry that defied comparison, while the Syrians—still captivated by the legacy of Alexander—supplied recruits whose reputation was as great as it was deserved. Yet all these merits paled beside those of the Gauls. Their swarthy, short—or at least medium-sized—rivals in glory could not match the martial bearing of the towering Treveran or Boian, a man better suited than any other to carry with ease, upon his broad shoulders, the immense weight that standard discipline imposed on the legionary foot soldier.

It was therefore with good reason that the State sought to increase recruitment in Gaul, and especially in Germanized Gaul. Under the Twelve Caesars, even while political power remained concentrated among the southern populations, it was already the North that bore the primary responsibility for maintaining the Empire's peace through force of arms.

Is it possible to write like this and still stay self-aware in your belief in a superior Aryan race? Harvard level graduate in mental illness maybe? Keep in mind that this book is supposed to build the basis of all posterior fascist thought.

>>25513809
No need, the Viagra from last night is still going strong

>>25513810
The Germanic peoples, called upon to lead the empire, found it an exhausted and moribund body. To sustain this vast entity, they were constantly compelled to contend with the demands of a temperament unlike their own, with whims born of general malaise, and with the feverish agitations that were equally fatal to the maintenance of public peace. Hence arose measures of severity—all the more excessive because those who deemed them necessary, lacking full insight into the complex nature of the society they were dealing with, easily lapsed into the abusive use of reactive methods. With all the intolerant fervor of youth, they carried proscription in the political sphere and persecution in the religious sphere to extremes. Thus, they appeared as the fiercest enemies of Christianity. Though destined later to become the propagators of its greatest triumphs, they began by misunderstanding it, falling prey to the calumny that dogged it. Convinced that this new faith represented one of the most threatening forms of philosophical unbelief, they were initially repelled by it—driven by their innate love for a defined religion as the foundation of all orderly government; yet what they loathed was not the faith itself, but a phantom they believed they saw. One is therefore less inclined to reproach them for the harm they personally inflicted than for the far greater damage they allowed the Semiticized adherents of the old cults to perpetrate. Yet, one must also be wary of demanding too much of them. Could they have stifled the inevitable consequences of a corrupt civilization they had not created? To reform Roman society without overthrowing it—that would indeed have been a noble achievement. To gently, imperceptibly substitute Catholic purity for pagan depravity without shattering anything in the process—that would have been the ideal outcome; yet, upon reflection, such a masterpiece would have been possible only for God.

Pfffffffffffffff
What the fuck

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Or like stout Cortez when with eagle eyes he stared at the Pacific, silent, upon a peak in Darien.

Sister's dog is about to die. I dont talk to her for 7 years already.
I distinctly remember once being so deeply alone, with no one to talk to, no one to take my side and no one to sympathize with me. I was in a living room and saw the dog on the couch. In my immense pain i had no where else to go but to that dog. I came to him and wanted to hug him- he immediately walked away and left me.

>>25513838
kek

>>25513838
Rape the bitch

>>25513773
Then we might resort to writing smut to mask the lack of quality with hornyness, which is not ideal.

>>25513838
I understand. I haven't talked to my family in 10 years, and my brother's dog was an ill-behaved mutt that kept growling at me.

>>25513849
I tried writing smut once when I was 16 for personal use. About half a page in, I crumpled it up, set it on fire, and never tried again.

>>25513852
>>>25513849
Thanks. Its just one of those things. You can talk all you want, you can explain all you want, people just wont get it. They just dont get it. They dont understand you and you have to accept it. I guess people( even in close family) have a narrow idea of what you are and what youre supposed to do and if you dont fit that idea, if you grow, change or reject the box, they go mental on you
>I haven't talked to my family in 10 years
What happened if you dont mind me asking? I just dont talk to my sister, i have good relationship with both of my parents

>>25513853
So what genre we will pick then? We may need to establish that from the get-go.

>>25513862
Genre? I thought we were gonna write literary fiction? Y'know what, I'm reconsidering this whole thing...*gets up from the table* I'll, uh, call you. *leaves in a hurry*

>>25513865
*sights* It wouldn’t have worked anyways. Anon does not want to read my ramblings about life for free, nobody would pay for that.

>>25513104
he might be thinking 'I wish I could argue online some more'

>>25513838
Bitter truth is that dogs really dislike hugs.
t. dog owner

>Have enough sleep to not feel like crap
This has been my most recurrent thought during the past week. Good advice.

I'm grateful I woke up today, because 160,000 other people didn't,

Tip for attractive men: to be polite, when walking by a couple, smile at the guy, don't look at the girl. Unless you like being a dick and mogging the guy. If the girl is a good one, she won't look at you anyway out of respect for her man. If she does and smiles... damn. Which happens about half the time.

>>25514088
What a vapid, clueless thought.

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>>25514090
It's important to think about etiquette. We live in a society!

Oh so it’s illegal to cause a wreck, but reckless driving is illegal too? Make up your fucking mind!

>>25513986
I need to listen to it myself. Would’ve hit the hay much earlier tonight, but cannot skip my daily scalp massage.

>>25514088
what usually happens when couples walk by is right as you get close the guy will point to something "oh look at that over there!" so the girl doesn't look at you when you're passing. i'm like damn are normies that insecure. i would never be sneaky enough to even think of that never mind do it. lol,

>>25514127
kek if that's happened to me before, I've never noticed it as a deliberate act. Funny image for sure.

The only thing preventing me from killing myself is the fact I don't want everyone I know to pity me after my death. It's the natural reaction to suicide. No matter how you were in life, when people remember you it will always be one of sorrow and pity.

i just put a garlic and spinach pizza from whole foods in the oven i can only image the kind of farts i'm gonna be rippin tonight

>>25513117
Not even in the slightest, lmao

>>25513117
Fuck no

i have too much shit to do this weekend but i just busted a crazy nut after a major goon sesh and now i need to chill for a moment

gta6 hype seems inorganic. only one dude at my work is hyped and he's a normie with minor chud tendencies. no one else cares. no one has consoles. who the fuck has a playstation?

>>25514169
How long is a "major good sesh"? Usually when I jack off, I'm just trying to get it over with as soon as possible.

>>25513117
I didn't like GTA5 and I thought RDR2 was written so bad that I never even bothered to finish it. So no.

>>25514088
It once happened to me that girl looked at me while kissing/ hugging the guy.
That was when i was young and naive but stuff like that eventually wore me down( women being whores) that i was brought down to their level. The pain of loneliness was too much. Im still not crooked though, but i cant say im any better than some random woman cause when you actually are better than them, those wretched wenches have their ways of bringing you down. Though you have to let them so its still on you, but saying that its my fault is too much cause you have no way of knowing these things beforehand, ie. no experience. Though in a way are you really better if youre oblivious? The only way youre truly better is if you know what sins men and women do and you resist them. Even then you arent really better, just more godly, closer to God.
Please God help me....help us

Check out this new Midwest Hallucinogenic Punk-Swing band, they’re called ‘Iowa-Ska’

words to add to my daily vocabulary,
>consanguineous
>concupiscence
>vestigial

>>25514154
man that was fuggin nasty but they were out of supreme and bbq chicken

>>25514193
my boss overuses liminal i swear to god with him everything is fucking liminal i'm like bro i think liminality is actually kind of rare there can't be five things a day around here that are liminal i mean idk but that's a lot of liminal shit

>>25514200
That's a popular, even viral, social media word. Personally, hearing someone use that word aloud, it'd lower my opinion of their IQ just a tad, unless they were, of course, referring to the phenomenon or original use case.

I guess I'll pass on going to the library today and just get lit at home.

Nitrous abuse has fried my brain a bit, and now my dreams are fairly broken, oddly saturated, and are generally disturbing. This will probably take weeks to heal, but I really need to stop using the stuff. My psychosis has basically resolved itself so I don't get much out of the experience anymore.

I might need glasses, my eyes get too tired while reading or staring at a screen

It's such bullshit that due to the topographical and suburban design around where I live, in order to walk downtown from my home 2 miles, it'd take ~45 minutes, as a result of steep, winding roads, causing me to have to backtrack a couple times. It's insanity.

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A girl actually texted me back after the first date asking for a second. I'd forgotten what euphoria feels like.

>>25514219
wtf how much were you doing?

Good evening gentoomen
I regret to inform you all that I shall be temporarily returning to alcoholism as explaining to my dad who Nick Land is has robbed me of the will to live.

I would heartily appreciate any libatory recommendations

>>25514257
Quite a bit. Not sure on the exact figure, but I probably spent $600 on it last month.

My thoughts don't compress into language well. I'll be mailing a carving to the /lit/ P.O.Box

>>25514264
That Nick guy seems like a mad cunt

Imagine having your life derailed because of a connection you had with a woman in a relationship when the primary thing the other guy really had over you is history and you can’t even say that to disrespect that guy but you just know you’ve been shit-talked as if your feelings weren’t real. Couldn’t be me because that sounds worse than being cukt fr. Couldn’t be me.

>>25514254
I never and very probably will never experience this. Its not even about the sex, its the intimacy. I dont know how to make a woman care about me. I dont know if im supposed to do something for her to care about me or im supposed to bee urself. Is this good? Then i want it. Looks good. Probably feels good, feels heavenly. My catholic upbringing made me ashamed of sexuality. But even if i wasnt ashamed i wouldnt want some casual purely physical relationships. Also im a very jealous type and thats not good at all for relationships with women these days. But hell, seeing this image makes me think.............what does it feel like to experience that
Why did you have to make the girl so beautiful?

what the fuck is noumenon actually?

Drive 2-3 hours away to see something new and different from the usual boring environs, just to drive 2-3 hours back, for a total of 4-6 wasted hours.

I used environs correctly there and it meant exactly what I wanted it to meant yet I still looked it up to make sure I was being precise.

You, me - the world itself - are facets of Lindsay Clancy's purgatory. In reality she is lying on the pavement somewhere in a pool of her own blood. All this is a fiction created by her dying mind to rationalise her actions before she drifts off into the great void.

"I went to Max Stirner's Haunted House Spooktacular and all I got was molested"
Or;
YOUR UNBEARABLE BEAUTY YOUR UNBEARABLE CHARM YOUR UNBEARABLE SMILE THAT LINGERS FOR A WHILE

>>25514325
>im a very jealous type and thats not good at all for relationships with women these days
It's not good for any relationship. Take it from someone who was intensely jealous at one point in my life, you gotta sort that shit out otherwise it will be endless pain for you and your potential partner.

I was in the Mall of America two years ago and it’s the largest mall in America apparently, but as far as I remember it was just… a mall. I went to another mall today in New York state and it was also just a mall, and now I’m surprised that that one doesn’t show up on the list for largest shopping malls. Also surprised malls are more alive than I thought in current year.

>>25514346
One I was at isn’t even in top 10 for the state of New York, what the frick. You try to expand your world and just end up learning about the other fish in the sea.

>>25514325
>>25514344
Nvm i found her socials, im over it

Yes I do like you.

I got some Belgian lager and I'm finally going to read Harold Bloom my lifelong dream of becoming a homosexual is so near I can taste it

>>25514361
I like you also too

Wagner's Tannhäuser overture swells as I climax to Hatsune Miku twerking at 8x speed accompanied by overlaid debate between destiny and Ben Shapiro—two titans of intellect. The system of German idealism is completed, man and woman synthesized into one unitary Dasein. German warchief and Roman patrician embrace as friends, then as lovers. Semen spatters my leg. The West is saved.

>>25514373
I meant to post this in the schizopoetry thread my apologies sieurs and madames

I had a bad dream /lit/ was shitting on my writing that I posted years ago. Someone dug up my old drafts and began critiquing them. If I ever got a big name as an author, people would be able to find my stuff in the Warosu archive. It’s so over. What’s the point of publishing with a bucket full of crabs here?

>>25514393
If it makes you feel better quantum supremacy will probably show up in the 2030s and Qatar and other little tin pot noovo reesh shitholes are already archiving as much of the Internet as they can so that they can decrypt it and use it as blackmail and whatever else when that time comes. So we're all going to be massively humiliated don't worry.

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Do all women lust after older men in positions of authority?

>>25514239
i love reading when i take my contacts out everything is bigger and more colorful, only problem is now that i'm aging i'm also getting far sighted so i have to like hold the book away a little bit like old men do lmao i'm not even that old idk that reminds me i need to order a superb comfy chair for reading any recs?

>https://store.hermanmiller.com/living-room-furniture-lounge-chairs-ottomans/eames-lounge-chair-and-ottoman/5667.html
should i order this bad boy for my condo? $6,525.00 on sale seems kinda pricy but that's barely more than a fully loaded macbook pro and unlike a macbook pro it won't be obsolete in five years.

quick q why is that lady who killed her three kids allowed to do a gofundme but kyle rittenhouse wasn't?

>>25514514
Politics, politics, politics. Why even pretend like you care about it? It’s all the same old news.

>>25514514
Because women are FUCKING CRAZY RETARDS and morons gave them power and privilege 100 years ago without moderating ANYTHING about them.

The name i have chosen for my overly friendly housefly is ´Lawrence´

She’s actually getting married to that dude. I won’t have the same level of interest with that new last name. What the fuck was the point of this episode. >>25514323

There WAS something going on between us but then I became the bad guy. This was over a year ago by now. I haven’t moved on because… I’m not interested in anything but this one ongoing story. I don’t know what I’ll do when it’s over, man. Why would God do this to me?

Pickle on a pizza to me must be what pineapple on a pizza is like to those who don’t like pineapple on pizza.

Houseflies have co-evolved with humanity for long enough for them to be the closest thing to a "familiar" known

>>25514571
*known Of All Time

>>25514323
Your life was derailed because you stalked your therapist.

>>25514590
Enough time passes and it all gets recontextualized and suddenly all the labels originally attached to a person matter less and less yet here comes anon with a story like he’s the narrator of it all.

Best i can do is whatever i think of

>>25514595
Great to hear, great to hear

This is Anniversary No One

>>25514599
Careful with those singular positives

>>25514604
*No. 1

Roasted lamb heart sounds pretty good, though I'm definitely unsure as to where I'd find it. Also, I don't know what I'd have as a side. Whatever, I also want to try brain. Asians have the strangest food. I think it's because they're the furthest from God.

>>25514612
green salad and garlic dressing would probably go with any of that

>>25514619
That does sound pretty good, yeah, though I think it'd pair better with the heart than the brain, which I'd prefer fried, if anything.

>>25514553
>Pickle on a pizza
Gross.

>>25514502
If you can comfortably afford it and would spend a lot of time using it, sure.

>>25514612
I'm sure a butcher could find you anything you might want, at least if you're willing to pay him for weird things that he might not usually have a supply of. Like brains or whatever. I don't know if butchers have brains in stock, but I imagine they don't.

>>25514625
Its steamed nipples with fava beans and a nice Chianti for me

>>25514630
Watch out everyone, we´ve got ourselves a picky eater!

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what if space, the cosmos itself, is god?

>>25514502
No. Just get a nice Tank chair -mine is red velour but i would just as soon go for the Chesterfield or plain leather...and a silk Ottoman

>>25514659
Well, here we are

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-g5YNPzr8NM

I opened and browsed /pol/ for like ten minutes for the first time in months and I'm already depressed.

>>25514678
dont go there for another 24 months -just focus on your own life and its accomplishments. However insignificant they may seem in the bigger picture they are the only truth that counts

>>25514678
I haven't been there in years and I don't think I'll ever go back. It's a shithole.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QXmidrngYnU

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fd6pugRC1lw

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EOTKJDnWw_Q

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I think you know what i mean

>>25512603
PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT: Murder and rape are horrific moral violations and serious crimes. Don't rape and don't murder. THIS HAS BEEN A PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT

>>25514742
A little late, anon. Many crimes and immoral violations were committed during your slumber.

>>25514747
Crimes and moral violations other than murder and rape aren't what I'm talking about. As long as anyone didn't murder or rape, all's well. If they did rape or murder, then they committed horrific moral violations that are also serious crimes.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RydwCAbEO5s