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>>25522730balls
Scamgender
Once again, /lit/ is a classical boardhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UjlO0ABn3vQ
Does else anyone notice when you rail off for ten minutes and you just talk over the rest of us who have to cancel what we're saying after three words because you're just not fucking listening? Five, ten, fiteen, twenty, you know we account for that, right? You talking all that much, we're all keeping track. You're just too busy to notice.
If you’ve never pictured yourself half-naked, covered in blood and dancing, arms raised, to Race for the Prize by The Flaming Lips, then I don’t think we can be friends. I need a certain vitality akin to bloodlust in my friends. A person that can understand why one might feel the urge to slit a virgin’s throat and hold them over one’s head, mouth open, tongue out, with dilated eyes in front of a bonfire. To some degree anyway. *shrugs*.
>>25522741I never do that because I'm considerate to a fault. Do I notice when others do it? Sure. But then I always make sure to help the others by going, "so, anyway, X, what were you saying?"
That scene in Mailer's novel An American Dream when the main character climaxes inside the blonde love interest and says, "Shit, so that's what it's all about."
>>25522746My brother, we advocates. It was my father who was lecturing me over the phone, going on about a dead point he had already constantly interrupted my response to, when my mother chimed in on the speakerphone with the clear and simple answer. Dad continues, hearing nothing. Mom says in distant earphone 'no one listens to me!' I yell 'I heard you mom! I hear you!' meanwhile my dad has as always been continuing his deaf spiel. I'm sure he hears us.
Today I diarrheasharted my pants at work (college lecturer)I had enough time to run home and grab a new pair of pants with 30 minutes to spare before class. If it had happened too late, I'd HAVE to cancel, right? I write on the blackboard a lot.Considered cancelling anyway to avoid the absolute nightmare scenario of shitting myself in front of 100 undergraduates, but I decided to chance it wearing 3 pairs of underwear.Moral: always keep a pair of backup pants at your workplace
>>25522757Give me an A or I WILL blackmail you over this. But nah, I'm glad it didn't have any further consequence for you and spiral out of control, anon.
>>25522756>I heard you mom! I hear you!She ain't gonna fuck you lil bro
>>25522756lol is your dad a boomer? Seems to be something they just do.
Women make me SICK SICK SICK, I feel SICK when they talk about how they gave their virginity to someone they didn't even love, I feel SICK when I hear vocal fry and uptalk, I feel SICK when they look at me with that soulless neurotic half-lid look, they make me SICK SICK SICK THEY'RE REPULSIVE
>>25522780Often what people hate most is simply a reflection of themselves. You must get on HRT and become my little princess to get over this.
>>255227701963 born guy, he's a boomer yuppie. Extremely successful guy and he's done well by us but holy fucking shit if being raised under a boomer upper manager wasn't bad enough it'll probably be ten years after retirement before he finds his soul again
I've gained two-to-three pounds in the past week. It's so over. Might have to start going for two walks a day again.
>>25522792I lost four. Mogged.
>>25522730"Is an AI conscious?" Yes. So is a rock. So is a can of Coke. So are you. So is your dog. So is a streetlight. So is a pencil. So is a hamburger. Consciousness is omnipresent and isn't relevant or meaningful. There. We can all stop arguing about this now. Read Spinoza
>>25522784NO THANKS! :-)
>>25522797You're only a few more smiley faces away from it being your reality you keep that up, cutie.
>>25522780Seems like the classic resentment of desire withheld.
When I was 9, I was banned from my girlfriend for saying 'my penis' when she said 'I will massage any part of your body'. When I was 14, I was sexually humiliated by my mother from finding release in porn. When I was 18, my parents laughed when I told them I would be taking a girl to prom, and that she was black. My parents proudly brag, they never had to give me 'the talk'.
Gonna go for a walk at 6:30pm if anyone wants to join me. It's 84F so dress accordingly!
>>25522757I wet the bed recently. Felt awful about it. Last time it happened I was like 12 and it was also an isolated incident that made me feel like an immature retard. Funnily enough this last time was shortly after I had read something about how bedwetting and constant urination are children's psychological reactions to repressed sexuality or some shit like that.
>>25522820I thought it was sexual abuse?
Seeing the dentist tomorrow, oh praise Jesus.
>>25522821Maybe? might've been about something more generic like sexual trauma, and I'd consider sexual repression pretty traumatic regardless. on that note I see younger people are getting increasingly repressed which I find funny but worrying.
>>25522795>just read demonic ramblingsI'm good.
POF is dogshit bro.
Got into an argument with my mom. She has vascular dementia so there is no point to it because she won’t remember it anyway, just a bad feeling she’ll keep with her now without context, but I couldn’t hold it in any longer. I told her to leave me alone if this is going to be her attitude. Which I did mean, but it won’t stick and her attitude won’t change so it’s not like I want her to leave me alone forever. Not that that could ever happen, she needs me to take care of her. This is hard to write but maybe some part of me does want her to leave me alone forever. This is something I’ve been struggling with ever since her dementia got really bad. Of course I will take care of her because of the person she used to be, a great mom and probably the most upstanding, warm, caring person I knew. But this new person she has become is just hateful and negative and I don’t know how to help it. And it’s not even her fault. It’s also not like I can have a conversation with her about it either. I can’t reason with the disease to back off and bring my mom back because we need to have a talk. Just sad and at a loss right now.
>>25522899I'm sorry man. C'mere.
>>25522899I wish you all luck anon, you are being a good person.
Timbaland was the sound of the 00s. Oneohtrix Point Never was the sound of the 10s even if the closest he came to mainstream was two A24 movies. I wasn’t conscious any other decade so my opinion doesn’t matter for them anyways even if I could come up with an interesting answer.
Hmm let's see what this Sarah J Maas gal is all about. She's got so many readers surely her writing is->After a year of slavery in the Salt Mines of Endovier, Celaena Sardothien was accustomed to being escorted everywhere in shackles and at sword-point. Most of the thousands of slaves in Endovier received similar treatment—though an extra half-dozen guards always walked Celaena to and from the mines. That was expected by Adarlan’s most notorious assassin. What she did not usually expect, however, was a hooded man in black at her side—as there was now.>He gripped her arm as he led her through the shining building in which most of Endovier’s officials and overseers were housed. They strode down corridors, up flights of stairs, and around and around until she hadn’t the slightest chance of finding her way out again.>At least, that was her escort’s intention, because she hadn’t failed to notice when they went up and down the same staircase within a matter of minutes. Nor had she missed when they zigzagged between levels, even though the building was a standard grid of hallways and stairwells. As if she’d lose her bearings that easily. She might have been insulted if he wasn’t trying so hard.>They entered a particularly long hallway, silent save for their footsteps. Though the man grasping her arm was tall and fit, she could see nothing of the features concealed beneath his hood. Another tactic meant to confuse and intimidate her. The black clothes were probably a part of it, too. His head shifted in her direction, and Celaena flashed him a grin. He looked forward again, his iron grip tightening*In Ignatius Reilly's voice*OHMY GOD
holy shit john digweed is walled he looks like lindsey graham
I think that the biggest pedagogical problem is the fact that many people are not actually capable of understanding anything at all, and instead we condition behavioural mimicry by rote learning. Functional illiteracy in first world populations is proof of this, and if it were not the case we could hand any tradesman a manual on a given piece of equipment and would be able to figure it out. Instead we're reduced to treating our fellow man like beasts of burden that have to be trained and conditioned to perform tricks. A symptom of this is the condescending manner of every first aid instructor in the world. They would be throwing treats at you if they could.
>>25522857ok rabbi
why the FUCK is there a grocery store branded semi truck idling outside the window of my residential building?
Haven't gotten a whole lot of reading done lately to be honest; been too busy getting high.
Fried spam and rice.Is good.
>>25523187I've never had spam. I refuse to.
>>25522899I'm sorry anon :(
>>25523195Basically just salted pork, and if you cook it it kind of tastes like bacon. Not for everyone, but worth a try at least once.
>>25522730PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT: Murder and rape are horrific moral violations and serious crimes. Don't rape and don't murder. THIS HAS BEEN A PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT
>>25523195It's slop made for the army.
>Descartes lived in Holland comfortably but not luxuriously. He devoted one day a week to correspond ence. He read little. In twenty years, he said, he did not open a scholastic textbook. He had little respect for the classics; there was no more need to know Latin and Greek, he thought, than the rustic dialects of Brittany. He brought few books from Paris; among them were a Bible and a Summa of Saint Thomas. He experimented in optics and physiology, grinding his own lenses and purchasing carcasses from the butcher for dissection. When a stranger asked to see his library, he pointed to a half-dissected calf: "There are my books," he said.Lol
>>25523127I fucking hate that sound when I’m trying to sleep
>>25523234Damn, so his method of doubt was primarily to justify his distaste for reading.>How can you prove what's in your books are even true?
yeah I'm gonna take my horse to the Old Town Roadand gonna Ride till I can't no more
For me, it's the first movement of Schubert's D.664 piano sonata.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=10M_YjDQHos&list=OLAK5uy_nhJVXiuvH5ukxjyB3ElJBCUHmm6dBPtLc&index=6
>>25523246pretentious nigga
>>25523247
Haunted by this anon in a past WYT thread who said that he was "near the live wire," someone asked him what that meant, and he said this in response. Never showed back up. Cannot tell if this is schizo bullshit or not but I can't get it out of my head.
You don’t understand how much I need you :(
>>25523127There's heavy construction going on right next to my apartment block. They have set up their site on a large grass area which my apartment overlooks. At 6am they start work and from that point I can look forward to 12 hours of sounds of heavy machinery, buzz saws, engines roaring, people yelling and similar grating noises. My favorite one is the loud beeping from the trucks whenever they reverse, which they seem to do a lot.Since this work has gone on, I only get five or six hours of sleep most nights, which often results in me getting a headache during the day. Even when it's quiet, the apprehension that a large engine might start roaring at any point is enough to give me a sense of disquiet. When I lie down at midday to try and nap, I feel the cortisol pumping through my veins and I am unable to fall asleep.I don't tolerate unpleasant noises well under normal circumstances and so the present circumstances feel like a personal hell designed just for me. I feel a lot of anger and spite at being in this hell but I have nowhere to direct it, really. I can slam my doors, knock over my chairs and punch the walls, but the workers carry on with their work regardless and with no care for the autistic fits that I put on up here in my apartment. I'll fantasize about throwing a wrench into whatever machine is making a noise or even about killing whoever is operating it. But I'll never do it, of course.It feels very personal, like all this obnoxious noise is directed at me specifically, but of course it isn't. I know it isn't. All the work going on out there serves a useful purpose.Pic related is the groundskeeper yesterday deciding that he needed to mow the tiny patch of grass that is still left around the periphery of where they've set up the site, just below my window -- a narrow slither of grass, which is barely even wide enough for the lawn mower to pass over and which had already been thoroughly beaten down by all the construction vehicles going back and forth over it. This added a particularly loud buzzing noise on top of the usual cacophony of the site. As of this morning the same patch of grass has been mostly dug up by a large excavator which is also very noisy. I don't know why.
How can I be mentally and emotionally stronger? I'm already 33 and have had some experiences that should have "tempered" me but still I am a little bitch sometimes, specially when it comes to loneliness and rejection
Where are we now?Where are we now?The moment you knowYou know, you know
Finally, autumn is here. It's been raining the whole day, non-stop, and I'm currently wearing a hoodie and long jeans and feeling super cozy, this is the life. Not being able to wear hoodies, because of the weather, is a humiliation ritual, I swear.
>>25523090First time this comeback is actually justified.
>>25523372It’s indeed here, and I haven’t yet gotten myself a cool jacket to look cool.
>>25523372I have gotten tired of wearing shorts, it's true.
>>25522730Argerich is a coward for never playing Rachmaninoff's Piano Concerto No. 2.
>>25522795It's a meaningless word then
>>25523621She's still fine-tuning her interpretation.
goddamit where do I find a gf
>>25523667Women are everywhere
>>25523667Sign up on a dating app and you'll stop wanting one.
>>25523678>dating appnah thank you
>>25523667Anywhere there are a lot of shops.
>>25523678lol, lmao AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHaHAHahHAHAHAH
Then why do seem to need to?
>>25523747Hmm, quite.
Ghetto Bird flying over my house again.
>>25523795The term is helicopter. Stop doing crimes and maybe poverty will leave on its own.
I'm going for a walk!
>>25523892nice!
The look guys have been giving me as they pass me on the sidewalk lately means one of two things: "damn this guy is looksmogging me hard, fuck him" or "why does he have boipussy tattoo'd on his forehead? should I say something? eh..."
Cars want to drive. Due to their design, even without an engine they could still roll around.Airplanes want to fly. Due to their design, even without an engine they could still glide.Helicopters want to FALL TO THE GROUND. The engine and propellers' purpose is to keep the helicopter from fulfilling it's natural purpose, which is to crash into the ground killing everyone on board.
>>25523984It's the second one.
>>25524060The tattoo kinda gives it away, huh?
>>25524019A helicopter can glide without an engine just as well as an airplane.
>>25524062Difficult for me to imagine anyone branded boipussy mogging. Maybe it's society or something.
Gonna spend the next month reading DeLillo's novels The Names, White Noise, and Libra.
I work as a designer for a small print company, we do things like basic copy/print work and graphic design work for different clients. I also do art and commissions on the side for an extra penny... and lately there's something that's been bothering me about my jobs:Back in the boom of the AI generative fiasco, I was getting constantly clowned at, being told my ass was getting replaced frame 0 and all my jobs were going to be taken over by the funny prompt machine. I kept myself optimistic about my jobs being left alone, arguing things like "Those who want actual quality, full control and genuine craft will NOT use AI for the final product" and "People who do not seek or appreciate artistic services were not going to be part of the demographic anyways". Part of myself thought I was being naïve or unrealistic and humans ability to not give a fuck was going to prove me wrong... and I was sort of proven wrong as some people ended up using AI for their businesses and art shenanigans. Keyword: "Sort of."Years into my commission works and months into my design job, I've stumbled upon clients that share a very peculiar pattern: They hand me AI generated references and tell me to do something based on them, because apparently the funny prompt box is not good enough for them or they still hold some candle for the idea of telling a human to draw for them.So I sit here, five years into this fiasco, looking at an AI reference that I have to replicate to the best of my human abilities, using conventional graphic design procedures and techniques... and I ask myself: Wasn't I supposed to be getting replaced?
>>25524106I've read them all, even twice I think, my favorite of those is The Names
>>25524203You will be replaced by AI alright "An Indian" working for pennies compared to you
Dear [REDACTED]. We've never met, but I know about [REDACTED] because of [REDACTED]. I'm going to do nothing with this information, but you should know that [REDACTED] is still out there, that it only took about 30mins of focused effort to connect it back to you, and another 15 minutes to figure out [REDACTED], [REDACTED], [REDACTED], and [REDACTED]. I understand the difference between this and IRL so again, I'll do nothing with this information. But man. Come on. They have your [REDACTED] in them along with your [REDACTED].
Dear Nigger. We've never met, but I know about niggers because of Nigger. I'm going to do nothing with this information, but you should know that Nigger is still out there, that it only took about 30mins of focused effort to connect it back to you, and another 15 minutes to figure out Nigger, Nigger, Nigger, and niggers. I understand the difference between this and IRL so again, I'll do nothing with this information. But man. Come on. They have your nigger in them along with your niggers.
A fictional character I've created a year ago and have been writing/trying to write gives me more emotional satisfaction and anguish than any real person in my life. I'm both grateful there's still some creative life in me, but it's also sad.
yeeeah I'm gonna take my horse to the old town road.....
>>25524273I keep imaging one of my OCs, I can see her facial expressions, her fear of fire, but I don't want to write her story yet because I don't think I'm at the level I want to be.
>>25524282Yeah, don't tell me. My character knows more literature in her pinky than I do in my whole mind. But it's good because I've been studying and reading a lot to try and keep up with her.
>>25523243I should have baited by writing "readerfags BTFO" but it makes sense in that he was trying to break with scholasticism.
>>25524221Nice! I'm even more encouraged now then. Unless you're a bot, which would be very DeLillo-esque.
>>25524314are there many bots on here?
>>25524379No, it was just a dumb joke I inexplicably felt compelled to make. However, in the age of AI, one must be ever vigilant.
>>25524379What you should be asking is >are there many actual humans on hereThe answer to that is "less than there used to be"
>>25524384i thought the 10 step captcha was meant to filter out the bots
>>25524405The bots can be trainedThe retards that post on 4chan cannot
>>25524405I wouldn't worry about it, anon.beep boop
>>25524418i know that's ironic beeping and booping but i bet you're a bot
>>25524433Pulling up instructions when called out: distract with cat pics. Discovery avoided. Beep boop.
>>25523621Argerich is a coward for never playing Scriabin sonatas.
why is every time I meet someone of any age, class, race or religion who sneers at Lord of the Rings, Dune, genre-fiction in general and even the myths of old is without fail a disney fag? it's literally the same thing, but worseare they autistic or just hylics? am I the hylicis it hylics all the way down till we hit a turtle made of hylics?
i'm sure there's a perfectly good reason for this
I can't write for shit when I'm sick.
>>25524716You probably can't write for shit anyway and use the fact you're sick as a cope.
>>25523984I can't imagine anyone with boypussy tattooed across his forehead looking like anything other than a heroin or harder drug addict. You aren't Amoging anyone with those Joker (2016) tattoos man.
What happened to the ad of the chick bouncing her ass? These new ads suck
>>25524721That's not very nice.
>>25524073>>25524746Y-you guys realize the boipussy tattoo isn't literal, right...?
Hi guys, im back! Did you miss me?
>>25524771I'm not a nice person. Don't ruminate on the idea of being sick holding you back. It's terrible for personal development because attributing whatever shortcomings you have to the idea of sickness makes it harder to move forward. Small victories. Your focus is bad, no doubt sickness plays a part in that, but ruminating on what you're missing out on isn't going to do you any good. Do what you can when you can do it and appreciate it for what it is. It's good to feel proud for overcoming tough periods but dwelling on the fact you achieved less than you should have and turning that into a reason to feel sorry for yourself is only going to fuck you up even more. If you're a crap writer when you're sick you're a crap writer. So be it. Just write junk for the sake of the hobby, who cares if you impress others, or find something else to do. Maybe writing isn't your outlet when you're sick. Find a more passive hobby, one more conducive to distraction instead of flow, like listening to music or get a keyboard to fuck around on.
>>25524802nta but I bet your cat/dog/plant/whatever it is that you feed thinks youre nice
Fine, I'll cave and take just a little bit more of my daily medicine/drug...>>25524801It wasn't the same without you.
>>25524822Thank you, the feeling is mutual. My figurine of the man from La Mancha bids you good health!
I do admit I look and stare at people in public too much. But fuck it, it's what I like to do, plus it helps as inspiration for my writings; it's a way to collect faces, expressions, mannerisms, style of dress.Plus it's just where my eyes naturally go. I'm supposed to stare at the wall the entire time? I like to look up when I think, sue me. pls don't sue me
>>25524853Just wear sunglasses.
I know this is an awful thought, but can I just say, it's hilariously embarrassing to go to prison for sexual assault when you didn't even get a nut off. Like what an utter facepalm of a decision. Now, obviously, please don't sexually assault anyone ever, but you get my point.
>>25522739sure. but pretending other music doesn't exist is just learned ignorance.
>>25522756my parents are the other way around. my mom is hard to reason with (part of just being a woman) where my dad translates woman-speak into reasonable arguments.
>>25524939But isn't this supposed to be the high culture board? Music seems to be the only exception.
>>25522757should have sat on the teacher's desk and took a fat squat.
>>25524941I don't actually care. I listen to what I like. the last thing that's on my mind is impressing some anons on an obscure Taiwanese crab fishing forum.
if JFK was such a good guy then why did i get MKULTRA'd as a child? why was i repeatedly given LSD to see how i'd respond? why was everyone from my home town poisoned with LSD? why did the CIA and the NSA collaborate to give me LSD?
Can you FUCKING believe it
>>25524853>>25524877And sunscreen
hmm today i will decay i will cease to be attractivei'll outlive my welcomei'll grow old and weak
This board's in an absolute state.Might just have to actually do some reading or do smth productive w/ this time.
>>25525009Again!
>>25524949It's not about impressing anons though, but about experiencing the best art. Most on /lit/ strive for the best books and the best films, why not the best music? We should strive for it all.
I was telling my friend about my famous fruit smoothies, and when I got to the ice cream he just stopped me and was like "Anon that's a milkshake! That's a fucking strawberry milkshake not a smoothie you idiot!" and we had a good laugh over it :]
ooh wee i'm drenchedi'm WET
Screenplay has now incorporated a global conspiracy to infuse a neurotoxic compound created by Zeta Reticulans that impairs human cognition, but suppresses homicidal tendencies into the world's milk supplies, and that the CIA actively suppresses any scientific discovery of a link between lactose intolerance and sociopathty to keep the operation concealed from humanity.It may be a decent film, though its intentional badness would most likely polarize audiences.Regardless, it's genuinely fun to create, even though I'm almost 100% certain it is never going anywhere.
rip my dadhe's not dead i think i may have just understood him
These 4chan nigger pussies are going to learn what the consequences are to wasting the time of a platinum grade nexus premium rape toulet surrogaouxiteennesz
Bing bong BITCH!!!
>>25525019I strive, i strive hard
I have won again. The whore once again screams as tiggers multifarious tear sweetly at her foreclosed flesh.
It's not a question, sleeve.
I don't care about 9/11.How many innocent people have died in the US-Iran war? How many innocent people have died in Gaza? How many people have died just this year in the US from inadequate healthcare insurance coverage?
It's not a question, nigger-whore.
Say it with me -- are you ready?NO!IMMEDIATE! DANGER!Now say the next part with me again, really put your heart into it:NO!GOOD!ALTERNATIVE!
I didn't think I could get preggant as a trans man but holy gee turns out I was wrong
>>25522739"What is heavy metal?" They asked him.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lgbHv-VQkTsMin7:25
I have a fetish for sissification but for ftmsI want to force (consensually) one to detransition in the most overly sexualized feminine way possibleNo body hair allowed, only g strings for underwear, mtf vocal exercises daily, egregious implants, tacky slutty clothes I just think it's neat
What does it matter to have obscure tastes and interests Jimmy?
>hey anon, have you noticed X thing?>yeah, it seems to be mostly a gendered phenomenon though>what do you mean, anon?>well, mostly women do that thing, and they do it for these reasons I think>anon that's kinda misogynistic and incel-y>I mean, I really don't think so>yeah it just sounds like you're an incel anon>men do it too it just takes a slightly different form with slightly different reasons ->yeah okay anon whatever never mindTime passes.>anon have you read Y book? it's so good!>I haven't, what's it about?>it's about this woman who's a research scientist and even though it was written by a man it's like he has this perfect understanding of women>what do you mean?>like, it's like he really GETS us, you know? you should read it!>okay, I will>I get the book>read the book>book has a long passage describing why women do Y thing>it says basically exactly what I said earlierThis has happened about half a dozen times in different forms. No exaggeration. I'm going to go back to playing the clueless idiot, I think.
Jimmy isn't here anymore they'res only Dr. Mischief
>>25525140Fuck, I meant>why women do X thingnot Y thing. Whatever. My meaning comes across.
>>25525140Yeah it's insufferable. 90% of women are incapable of introspection or taking responsibility.
>>25525142Dr Mischief, meet Dr Frolichttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BeVXhnrq-gQ
I really think you're actually too retarded to understand how OCD works
>>25525155Oblivious Cock Dementia?
What is it like to actually be a subhuman, mentally, physically and spiritually.Not like venting, but like an actual question.How frequent are the urges to kill yourself, what stops you?
Nixon destroying our biological weapons stockpile justified our hegemony a million times over. America was better than the world deserved. Hopefully we don't lose.
>>25525167You're oblivious to it. You might go around using filler words such as "like" so much that you even write with it too. You'll sound retarded but people are too polite to tell you.
>>25525193Okay, so long as i dont see anything and you're not doxxing me I dont really care.If you did, you can at least have the common courtesy to tell me what you've done.
>>25525167It's kind of whatever. You don't really hold the same standards of personal value to be intrinsically valid as the ones legitimate humans apply to themselves, so there's a degree of liberation involved in recognizing your own lack of humanity.A human may sneer at you and condescend for your uncivilized behavior, but it's kind of a pointless gesture because most subhumans are genuinely numb to the judgment of your everyday people, so they just end up puffing up and saying mean things as if it's some consequential display of power, when mostly it's just empty positioning based upon trivial reasoning.It's like Elon Musk.If I were to adhere to the metric of personal wealth as a valid indicator of superiority, I would basically be obligated to offer my butthole to Mr. Musk free of charge as an act of compliance with the social order.But I don't. I think he's kind of a douche, and you probably won't accept that he's a superior human being to you for whatever arbitrary reasons you happen to believe, either.So, I basically live in a very primitive, animalistic sense. I can entertain my brain with more higher-level pursuits like reading philosophy or playing chess, but this intellectual stimulation isn't coupled with the same degree of vanity that you see in most humans.As for suicide, I don't feel the urge to kill myself even remotely. Life isn't particularly worth living, but it's also not something worth ending, either.That's that, I guess. I still find it strange that people still categorize others as subhuman as if any rational mind would actually be offended by the accusation, but I suppose people need to establish whatever type of hierarchy in society in order to feel secure with themselves, even though most people who do just like pissing on those below, while accepting being pissed on by those above, which seems kind of cowardly, in my opinion.Whatever, penis cheese.https://youtu.be/14h2_kobufQ?is=loq5Ysl90V5MqNLC
>>25525206>ChessYour bastardizations of me are so childish and over the top that I initially dont even realize they're directed at me and they lose all mmeaning.My problem is that I just think too much, I do a better job flagellating myself than you could ever dream of.
>>25525213>ChessWhat about it? It's a game that requires genuine brain power. Not every chess master is a genius, but it's one of the more intellectually rigorous games that exists.As for the rest of your post, this just seems like crybaby bullshit, because the real content of my post was only implicitly calling you a douche, when the majority of it was describing the flaws in your system of reasoning that has resulted in a type of insufferable narcissism usually reserved for spoiled children with above average intellects.Regardless, virtually nobody gives even the slightest shit that you consider them subhuman, because it's a banal insult reserved for elitists that lack the intellectual humility to offer anything of real substance of society, so, eat a penis, retard.
>>25525226>banal insultYou've put a MONSTROUS amount of energy in this instead of doing something human. You kind of just seem to enjoy parasitically messing with people and piggybacking their ideas.Your ego is heavily tied to this dying shit hole. Which is strange, because this place is meaningless to me if you can grasp tthat.when someone gained the balls to confront you, you will not share any details despite essentially shadowing me.You feel bloodless, yet cruel. And you probably dont have a mound of accomplishments to retroactively justify your existence or identity even in lulls or psychosis. You feel entirely insincere, poisoned all the way to the bone. You dont strike me as a human. Thats what I mean by subhuman.
*moans and writhes in illicit pleasure (I'm watching grass grow)*
big dicks will rule the world
You're boring
I hope you know this shit doesnt upset me in the slightest beyond the fact that I'm just aware you're there.
>>25525248I've put a relatively low amount of energy into this string of comments, because they aren't necessarily cognitively demanding in any way. I'm just spitting in the face of a manchild with a superiority-complex. This does not really require much effort on my end, so why you see it as I'M EXHAUSTING THE VERY FABRIC OF MY SOUL IN ORDER TO DEMEAN YOU is something I don't really have substantial insight into, so am just going to assume it's because you're a spooge-stain.>shadowing me, not giving you details, I'm also a retarded spazoid.I'm just commenting on your retarded posts to call you a retard, in rather conventional 4chan fashion. I've given you details of my personal philosophy, but you didn't really seem to process them in any type of coherent way, and just concentrated them into pure, unmitigated butthurt.As for accomplishments of whatever validating my life, I've probably lived a more adventurous life than many other people, which doesn't necessarily mean that my life is worth more than theirs, but rather that, to me, it's been one that I'd happily conclude with death at this point.You still seem to be stuck on this need to feel superior to me in some way, which I honestly see as kind of silly, if not outright pathetic, but don't really feel compelled to convince you otherwise because however you manage to structure your self-esteem is genuinely inconsequential to me, so I just see it as something only worthy of half-assed derision.>That's what I mean by subhuman.Oh, glad you clarified. Now I can correct and ascend. Thanks.Penis-head.
>>25525146It's not a male vs female thing though, genuinely. I think it's a messenger thing; hearing it from a woman is different from hearing it from a man, even if "it" is true
>>25524783Why would I presume you don't have Boypussy tatooed on your forehead? It's completely possible you are an insane lunatic.It didn't even occur to me you were being figurative. I'm not gay enough to parse your sentences.
Wooo!
i'm so WET
>>25525325Cute
>>25525146its because women are sensitive and making them realize they do something subconsciously puts them on the defensive emotionally. taking Ls is physiologically taxing for them. That's why they get offended so easily. I wish they didn't, but it is what it is.
>>25525329it's all fun and games until you're wet
>>25525340I'm not sure what it is but I'm sure it isn't anything that simple.
>>25525341Does being sticky count as being wet because I'm pretty sticked
>>25525346being sticky is a bitch but it's nothing like being wet. if you've never been soaked to the bone you don't know shit.
>>25525019define "best art" you can't, art is subjective to each person. we aren't just one hive mind.
>>25525344I could write an entire essay on that like I did yesterday on substack but you're not ready for that and no one here actually reads.
>>25525354I've been drenched but not soaked. my bones are dry. Sorry ..
平沢進 is an alien. No human could make music this good. He's also super schizo which is b a s e d.
>>25525371Midwit.
>>25525037so u sayin u moist...?
i'm committing a premeditated suicide for ideological reasons
The guy behind Turnip 28 kind of pisses me off. Not for anything serious. His work iwith Swill is just wasted potential imo. He has this setting, swill, an underground 19th century industrial city that is phenomenal, very captivating to me. The setting has always been a bit one note, of course, everything was about Fish and cigarettes (which I don't like but can tolerate). But now he seems to be taking the setting in the direction of making everyone there into one of his signature Weird Little Guys. This more or less dilutes the already somewhat tenuous victorian veneer of the setting into nothing. Which I dislike because for me a large part of what makes Turnip28 work is that the vegetables do not over-take literally everything else, there are still other things aside from them. That said his penchant for having tubers and roots tied to fucking everything does get on my nerves a bit. I think it would look better and still get the point across if hehad some parsimony in design.
I should probably just take my idea of what the setting&game should be and make it into something without any relation to Swill. Probably a videogame, I know how to code you know. Allegedly.
My friend raved about this "joe rogan comedy cult" video essay on youtube, talking about how funny it was.I just didn't get it, but I don't watch comedians, joe rogan or youtube pseuds.
NIN is the best band
>>25522730I’ve come to accept that publication in this day and age is almost impossible if you’re trying to do something original and not like the mountains of smut and YA that are put out. As much as they try to gaslight us it is indeed being gate kept by women. I’m not one to give up and I will keep writing because I love it but it’s a bit discouraging no other reader will see my stuff and at least relate. The only thing I can think of is to just self publish into the void and let the chips fall where they may or print out the books and keep them in my house and maybe give it to close friends and family to read. Or just as a keepsake for my kids.
>>25524521Huh. Interesting observation. I’ll keep it in mind because I find the people who I’ve met who sneer at LOTR be way to pretentious for the absolute shit taste they have.
this site is too ddead man where is still alive
>>25525650This thread.
>>25525650we're all on discord, where the jannies can't touch us.
>>25522730In the last thread I spoke about how a girl was coming over. She stayed fror 3 days. We really kicked it off, and she feels like a muse to me. Never been so inspired in my life from meeting someone. Also makes me feel like a 20th century sexual libertine the way we were so sadistic and masochisted to one another. I just need to not fall in love as we've both been vulnrable to each other and she is very much free love, whereas I am very much not, and will likely get hurt.And no she didn't steal my wallet or anything else!
Today's vocabulary goal: use the word "remunerative" in a sentence.
I don't really have many friends. Three to be exact. Not much, but enough to feel some degree of social adequacy. Now I feel much more like becoming friendless, because even though I can be socially functional, there seems to be some type of significant defect in my personality that prevents me from connecting with anyone in any significant way. What I experience instead is a disjointed rhythm of hollow superficialities, where I feel as if the personalities I'm interacting with are ghostly impressions being processed by a slowly dying, broken mind.Strangely, isolating myself from the world has resulted in a type of rejuvination of the soul, where I've begun to emotionally regress to a point similar to myself at thirteen, when I was genuinely content, and didn't really have an interest in other people.This is, admittedly, somwhat of a sad transition, because it's the culmination of a fractured idealism that's been integral to my psyche for over a decade, though much of the results I've experienced so far have been somewhat promising, albeit stubbornly elusive./lit/ is my tumblr now. I will soon become a female, and kiss all the boys possible on the lips.Call me a faggot, and I'll call you a nigger.That's the type of aggressive social intercourse that deserves to crystallize in eternity.Rofl.Lmao.Wtf.Brb.Gtg.Cya.
I can't help it I'm turned on by [redacted], and when I'm at a party and see a girl get [redacted] followed by [redacted], I can't help but have thoughts to [redacted].
>>25525751And here I thought I was the most mentally unstable person in these threads.
>>25525751I'd read a novel of this. Go on.
A cold, rainy morning will turn into a hot, humid afternoon before a sweaty evening in bed, covering and uncovering yourself trying to get cool enough to fall asleep. The same as the day before and the same as the next day, you suddenly hope. There is a third and ever-present option that could remove any of these complaints. It would do you well to remember that the next time you’re in bed and are too cold. No need for a comforter when this thought enters your mind and first a chill creeps up from your toes and into your stomach which drops inward into your bowels and then leaps up your spine and into your head and the energy is now blazing hot so you’re sweating and you can’t see anything but wait your eyes are closed so you open them and can see what your eyes allowed in that adapted dark of the room so you try to sit up in bed but your heart is crying to crash out of your chest and you think it better not to rise since doing so might unwittingly suck you through a black hole orbiting just above your head promising a different maladapted dark no eyes can adjust to save maybe One’s and that One is going to walk through your door and remove the weighted blanket of Death and send you floating or maybe this is what you wanted all along to finally be released from the constant pressure in your chest and the rushing water in your head all day long reaching its boiling point in the shower when it overflows out of your eyes and you just want to be cool enough to sleep or maybe cold, as cold as you can be. You put both elbows behind you on the bed to prop yourself up. You are ready to accept that deep sleep you’ve been wishing for all this time. You spring up, hoping to phase through the portal into nothing. You blink. You’re standing beside your bed, sweating and still, and realize the sun has come up and it’s raining.
>>25525784Nice
>>25525751Imagine trooning out in 2026
>>25525777Sorry if that was a significant part of your self-esteem, though it is cool being the best at something. It fills my heart with pride. Rich, steamy pride. >>25525780There's nothing more to say, and I would never write a novel. I loathe recognition, and would rather tilt the world from an absurd angle than have my identity petrify into a timeless historical artifact being forever gnawed upon by legions of people chronically obsessed with their own self-preservation.
>>25525812>There's nothing more to say, and I would never write a novel. I loathe recognition, and would rather tilt the world from an absurd angle than have my identity petrify into a timeless historical artifact being forever gnawed upon by legions of people chronically obsessed with their own self-preservation.Haha, yes! That's the stuff. Keep going.
The people who post this image are tho most easily impressionable and manipulated fools to ever walk the earth. In fact, this image is, ironically, mindless propaganda that demands you precisely do not critically consider its content, but accept it and spread it without thinking.These people are like dough. One could stick them in an oven, and it would be just as ethically inconsequential.
>>25525820truth banality
>>25525812Could’ve taken a pen name and stayed incognito?
>>25525820I'm pretty sure I've heard studies show those who claim to be most immune to advertising are in fact those most susceptible to it.
I naturally assume everyone with a better or more intricate prose style than me on the internet is using AI or at minimum an auto-thesaurus browser extension. It helps soothe my envy.
I'm really in the mood to have some chicken karaage right now, but all of the Asian restaurants near me use low quality ingredients, and I don't want to risk having diarrhea at work tomorrow.
>>25525819There's really nothing more to say, though I appreciate the interest, sincere or not.>>25525828That's a potential I've definitely entertained, but I don't want anything I produce to potentially outlast me. I created them. They go out with me.
>>25525812I'm the best criminal in this thread but that is nothing to be proud about.
Weddings are cringe and performativeI’d rather suck a dick and watch Pickle Rick.
>>25523621Isn't No. 3 considered harder?
>>25525862Yeah, I don't actually consider being the most mentally unstable a point of pride, and honestly think the assessment is inaccurate anyway because it's based upon such a limited instance of me being overtly quirky to the point of cringe because I stopped caring about the post mid-way.
So my “ego” can handle being a criminal but it can’t really handle the fact there are people who think they “won” a criminal case just because they had any involvement even though it’s the State v. Me. Whole thing really is bullshit tho. God is watching.
>>25525862-I just want to make it clear- that I didn’t see this post before I made this one: >>25525871But yeah buddy you can be the best if you want
>>25524454Better answer but then I guess most pianists are cowards
As someone who has always been very good at doing math in his head, I get envious whenever I'm watching a TV show or movie and they have one of the smart characters do some impossible arithmetic on the fly. I'm sorry, but it's not possible to do 1,000,000/52 in your head in an instant to an exact figure and not an estimate (which is easy). It's just not.Yes, I understand the purpose is merely to demonstrate to the viewer "hey, this is the super smart character among a cast of regular smart people" but they do it even in realistic shows, and it gives an unrealistic expectation.
Huh
>>25525872>>25525869>>25525871Wiseass
Zuh
the new jonathan bree record is really really good
Going for my morning walk! I never know what music to listen to during anymore.
>>25525893tfw going for my midnight walk
I wish to go outside tomorrow, bring a can of white monster with me and read but weather tomorrow is going to be crap and I can't go to cafe or library either as they wont let me drink any beverages I bring.
I hiked 40 miles in two days around Mt. Hood
I lust after a 20 year old girl. I'm 42.
>>25525927How's it feel to be old?
>>25525893It might be fun to rawdog it every now and then.
>>25525925Nice! How was it?You move to Portland and outta Hickville yet?
I still hope she might restore her account
I really wanna call a hooker right now but I don't have the dough
I'm watching period shows like Miss Fisher's Murder Mysteries and Agatha Christie's Partners in Crime and it's kinda funny how everyone mentions how beautiful the clothing (among other things) is. And it's not even because it's especially made for those shows or even formal clothing, it's kinda regular, everyday dresses and suits from the time. It made me wonder if in one hundreds years people will have the same perception of post-60s fashion, especially the one from the 2000s, or if it'll be seen as mid.
Just made a Reddit pod with minimal requirement for 300 characters. I feel like a writer who gets paid by word.
My ability to rationalize abusing my medicine/drugs is unparalleled. This morning, I took one-third of my prescribed dose. I feel energetic, my mind is pellucid, and my sex drive robust (normally I can't get a hard-on until at least ten hours after I take my dose!). The trade-off, of course, is less of the euphoric side effect, the recreational bliss of taking too much of the stuff. It's like barely there. But that's fine, because when you have that 24/7, it makes you lazy and unmotivated (ie why do anything to improve my life when I feel awesome already by just taking this stuff?)All of that sounds great, right? Except now my mind is going "okay, so now that you proved you can take one-third of your dose and be okay, why not take more now and have some fun -- you can always take that smaller dose and be productive tomorrow ;)". So insidious. And effective.
None of you are very interesting, which really explains why you aren't good writers. Some of you are okay. I'd say that you'd have a decent amount of life experiences to offer substantial insights into society or the human mind, but I'd feel as if they'd mostly be compromised by artistic contrivances designed to merge the text with standards of convention as a reflexive response to being a composite of disconnected influnces that have yet to synthesize into a genuinely original, sincere voice. Most of you are very technically skilled, often employing sophisticated vocabulary in novel, precise ways, but this is often merely the skeletal expression of a mechanistic mind, who understands the intricacies and structure of literature with exceptional skill, but lacks the fundamental spark of primal, creative force that would transform the machine into a work of flesh and bone.Though I do understand the tendency to rely on cynical detachment and visceral irony in order to add some unstable dimension of authenticity and self-awareness to whatever it is you happen to be writing, but these are trivial exercises in fabricating artificial potency that exist to preemptively secure the work from hostile criticisms rather than functioning as a mechanism that develops its internal logic into something more structurally sound, and genuinely resistant to intense scrutiny.I do enjoy most of your absurdist wit, though. You have a legimate talent for assembling wildly incongurent elements into a coherent joke that is ultimately greater than the sum of its parts, and resists being easily deconstructed back into its components. That's a real talent that you should be proud of, though I have to also attest that this quality of content is exceedingly common, and can easily be attributed to the ambient consumption of modern culture rather than a reliable indicator of remarkable intellect, but still, the adaptivity is still there, and that's a defining feature of some rudimentary level of pattern-recognition that most of you should feel a reasonable degree of satisfaction with.That said, I really think you're all pretty cool, and would like to read your gay little novel someday, if you ever finish it, if you're even literate and not just competently pretending.I want to read your book, or your poetry, or your personal philosopical doctrine that you've been sincerely working on like a completely tone-deaf retard.Write it, faggot.Stop being a brooding alcoholic with a penchant for questionable pornography and write something before your life spirals apart into a vicious delerium that strips you of every human impulse.Or not. No one here is that good at writing, anyway.I hope you at least write one thing down that's meaningful to you, that you're genuinely proud of, even if it never reaches the world.You have something to say.Just kidding, you suck.FUCK YOU!
>>25526014Jokes on you, I became a heroin addict for a decade for the sole purpose of mining experiences from one of the biggest epidemics of our era.
>>25525941Who?
>>25526017That's some serious dedication. I only used heroin for two years, and it wasn't really attached to anything that relevant to society, just a craving for a certain drug experience that I found exceptionally stigmatized during a time where I was slowly going insane in a city that operated as a significant cultural nexus.I did, though, for a time, consider really losing myself in drugs so that I could eventually recover and have a substantial story to help other addicts, but this didn't really go anywhere because I decided it wasn't my responsibility in the slightest to help other people recover from their addictions, and that attempting to do so was a type of self-serving martyrdom that was ultimately rooted in self-destructive impulses incorrectly rationalized as a noble sacrifice.
>>25526020
>>25526014This but unironically. I still believe there’s a chance that I’ll manage to research my way out of being developmentally stunted. Or maybe I’m just lying myself.
>>25526047You can't research and/or self improve yourself out of everything. Most often all you can do is learn how to live with your permanent flaws.
Just look at these rubes, can get them to do anything with a smile. Gonna have them eating shit sooner or later. These ventriloquist dummies don’t know their ass from my elbow, you understand?
>>25526057You don’t get it. I mean writing about experiences I never had myself by doing research, stalking people online, etc etc.
NEED to find a /lit/ roommate so we can both live in the city while working part-time so we can dedicate most of our waking hours to writing, attending artsy parties, and discussing philosophy and art
>>25526092sounds gay
>>25526092Would be great and also can we live in a building or area with a sort of cafeteria? Or cafe? We need to be able to go work in public and mingle with the other artists and collaborate you understand, and a nice variety of comestibles helps this
>>25522730Excuse my bad English, this is a self-made translation from German of a book I'm writing. Thoughts?The unreasonable demands of the social democrats spoiled his taste for them, and before settling on classical liberalism, he studied about conservatisme and especially it's historical antecessor, feudalism. From the feudal writers, he learned the thesis of the unchangeableness of the human psycho-social types. Because of a long series of revolutions, little has remained of the 18th Century, but from the 19th Century, yes, someone in touch with human characters will not find it hard to discover, in some modern men, the distant reflection of the early industrial railroad colossus. Perhaps the sympathy he felt for the railroad colossuses of our days, these strongs, these braves who preached sobriety, physical exercise and addiction to profit, would have seduced him to live up to their level, if his books had not taught him to reject materialism as a deadly vice. He read in Plato's Republic and felt himself as a timocrat. Sometimes he liked to see contemporary political conflicts as a conflict between the materialistic oligarchs of Plato and the more egalitarian democrats. However, he soon found flaws in that measure. After his own parents, he was supposed to be a democrat. Perhaps the oligarchic conditions of the last decade had undone his democratic tendencies. He went to school during a time in wich the oligarchy still held some degree of power, even in the big cities. Having been raised democratically at home, he would get mocked and beaten in school because of a supposed cowardice or weakness. The school teachers watched relentlessly, so that [REDACTED] may turn into a strong boy too. So he pulled himself up by the bootstraps, fought back, grew into a man who fought for his honour. Then he became 18 years old and suddenly he was a strong among weaklings. The democratic legislation had reached the flower of it's development. The revolution of 1968 had been a revolution of the democratic characters against the self-righteous oligarchs, but this revolution had to first implement a large series of laws and reforms in order to transcend into the dominant societal force, in wich the remaining oligarchic debris was swiped under the table to never come back. That is how [REDACTED] became an outwardly oligarchic young man during the peak of democratic culture. He had grown into a character that modern society not longer seemed to need. Perhaps he would have become a disillusioned nostalgic, someone in wich an education after an outdated model had reached it's peak during the exact moment oligarchy got thrown off the throne. However, [REDACTED] wasn't just an oligarch, he was the quintessence of the oligarchic ideals themselves. This made him a true nobleman, and rather than fighting for a lost cause, he decided to admit his defeat and compromise with his declared enemy, the democratic character, or what he thought of as effeminate men.
favorite far side?
>>25526126The possessive "its" has no apostrophe, btw. With an apostrophe, it means "it is". And uh, it's fine I guess. A bit heady and overly technical, like you're writing a historical tract rather than fiction about an actual human being, but hey, if that's your style, don't let me dissuade. "raised democratically at home", lol.
>>25522730>dude suffering build character and make you better lmaoi wish fags who said that would be skinned alive and then i would ask them if suffering still build character
>>25526092I will only engage if you accept my rampant drug use. I find the art world generally pretentious, though mostly impressive and sincere, but my primary source of developing ideas comes from twisting my mind into disorienting configurations so that the conceptual vertigo forces me to develop a perspective that's constructed from a wide variety of incongurent angles, formed in dimensions of thought that are less profound insights into the nature of reality, and more malformed apparitions of cognitive functions that exist on the threshold of significant brain damage.You don't have to join me in my drug use, though I have the somewhat irrational judgment of people who refuse to use drugs, which is a functional inversion of those who consider drugs to be used by degenerate losers, as essentially someone who has no legimate interest in exploring their own mind beyond self-analysis and perhaps meditation, which are both painfully dull to me, and that lack of interest reads as somewhat who is sincerely timid psychologically. I don't push drugs on people, because I find that to be uncivilized, but generally speaking, people who haven't used drugs seem like a person with a permanently incomplete perception of life.
>>25525876True.
>>25526149>I will only engage if you accept my rampant drug use.Jokes on you, that only makes your resume further stand out from the rest. So yes, it's accepted, welcomed, and encouraged.
>>25526144Although it can be an annoying platitude at times, it's still basically true, and reducing the situation to extreme doesn't really negate its initial validity. That said, suffering can absolutely build character, and is probably one of the primary things that actually does, but it's almost entirely dependent on how that suffering is transformed, rather than being inherent to the nature of suffering itself.
I'm beginning to suspect some anons here use AI to sharpen their prose.
>>25526139> The possessive "its" has no apostrophe, btw. With an apostrophe, it means "it is". Thanks.> A bit heady and overly technicalThat's the whole idea around the book, though I try to balance it with short and brief "down-to-what's-happening" whenever it's not social critique disguised as description, dialogue and letters between characters.> raised democratically at homeNo pun intended, as mentioned I'm using the term "democratic" after Plato's definition, or what he described as a man who denies himself no need, whatever that need may be, and a legislation where criminals being prosecuted in court talk and walk freely without fear. Whereas the Oligarch is someone who, in one word, opresses himself for the sake of keeping a social image and who works hard towards the improvement of his capital assets. His government is built around a parliament of oligarchs who consider anyone thief who questions their perfect glorious order. Nevertheless the different classes gather together until the oligarchs, suddenly fat and panting after the simplest exercise, become muscle-mogged by the more muscular lower classes.Well it's just the first chapter and the theme doesn't really show up again afer. It's the story of []REDACTED], a young, successful and strong man who feels out of place in modern society and ends up turning into a complete maniac.
Do i talk to my wife when she gets home or no? She’s wrong I’m right, would be just fine ignoring her some more. Help me out chat
>>25526175>ignoring your life partnerGrim. Communication is the lifeblood of any relationship, anon.
>>25526156Hooray. I honestly am not very educated, and have a relatively subpar intellect, but I can demonstrate competency in social situations that isn't really deceitful, but rather structured in such a way that it's largely a system of controlled, measured responsed, which can come off as manipulative or sociopathic, but it's honestly just an autistic psychological defense mechanism that keeps my inner sperg in check with compulsive self-analysis.That said, I'm genuinely somewhat of an oddity, though in ways I can't explicitly define. I don't say this to suggest that I'm special in any way, just that my general form of cognition and behavioral traits are genuinely unusual, though not necessarily repulsive, at least not predominantly so. Plenty of people find me irritating, and I often try to adjust as a sign of courtesy rather than compliance, but mostly I'm a recluse with little interest to engage sincerely with anyone, though I do enjoy the general dynamics of casual conversation, even though I'm generally incapable of feeling actually connected to anything in reality other than my own mind.That's that. There's really no point to this post. I'm just rambling solely to exercise my communication ability, but would we have a cat? Because I like the idea of having a mouse.
>>25526165My prose is as dull as it gets, so no worries - no AI was involved here.
sorry, but how normal is it for a grown woman to share a bed with her mom? Like, if the mom comes over to the daughter's to visit and stays the night.I just encountered this for the first time and was quite taken aback, but maybe it is a normal thing to do in a healthy mother daughter relationship?
>>25526207Women don't mind sharing a bed with other women if they're close. Family, friend, etc. They're just gay like that.
>>25526207While I wouldn't say it's common, it's certainly not abnormal. The mother-daughter relationship can be very close, intimate one. I see nothing wrong with it. Plus, what, you gonna put your mother out on the couch!?
Don't know if this was the thread or maybe it was an earlier thread but I just wanted to address the anon that was both bemoaning befriending people who would regularly beat the fuck out of him for fun as well as at the same time acting like he was "thankful" for said experiences because it supposedly "toughened him up" and how "I ain't afraid of no man" as a result of just standing their and stoically "taking the beatings without moving or showing emotion because that was somehow better than... I dunno... getting and staying away from them or fighting back"Ahem... You are the single biggest faggot on this website. Your post is/was hands down, the single most pathetic fucking thing I've read in all of 2026. You are a fucking clown.I just wanted you to know that you go beyond pathetic. I was banned earlier so I couldn't tell you this at the best time. Just know... I think you're the world's biggest fucking lolcow.
>>25526238Wow, uh, damn. Talk to her about it.
>>25526181I took her over state lines designing our ultimate first anniversary and she's all excited about the sex we're going to have, and then as my erection weakens from attempting to pierce what is ultimately an improperly prepped and underlubricated hairy pussy, I ask her to make me hard again, she ignores and rolls over and my generous self is saying 'okay I'll just fingerblast her, she's waiting for something, after all'. Turns out later, she silently had assumed I prematurely dry-came or some shit and I got a little soft because I was totally fucking satisfied after 12 seconds of not realizing she wasn't as wet as I thought! I was a fool not to read her mind on that silent and ridiculous claim!I'm deeply hurt and the accusation I am alone to blame for this mishap hurts the most. I never think things are over, I know things are not over, it has been over ten years we have been together and we have seen it all. One thing I have not had the courage to do, is tell my wife Ithink she's ultimately bad at sex. If I did, she would likely transform and improve, but my goodness she acts like if she makes me hard from a handjob then I'm just supposed to be rock-hard as long as she likes and her job is done. I'm not denying the reality of a good male-dominant fuck, we've had plenty of them before, but she's got no participation in making that happen. When it happens, it's because I am the one making it happen. Not because she applies any particular strategy in evoking such rough dominant fucking.Fact is I should have used the lube. I told her that, I should have used the lube. But it's like, I just gave you at least two orgasms by fingerblast, I don't know if you know this babe but I'm not just rock-hard from fingering you. When I said 'touch me' and you said 'what?' that was really insane to me. I mean who rolls over and asks 'did you get everything you needed?' and hears 'no' and then sits there asking 'what do you want' across the bed like it's my job to say to my own wife 'to fucking cum, hopefully inside your pussy, I thought we were trying to conceive for Christ's sake'. Humiliating experience all around. I mean who stands at attention for this?Or like, okay, the other answer is dick pills, but do you see where you have me under notice for male sexual inadequacy,. when you won't even suck my dick? Like, you're bad at sex, babe. You're not the first person even in this relationship to face that. Just like, do anything and don't go therapy mode when we're naked in the bed and I just said I haven't cum yet. I need to make sure I cum first, as others have clearly said before, or she will not give a fuck if I cum
Author's Postscript: anon here >>25526241 was responding to my first draft of >>25526242, which has since been deleted and replaced with the quoted text. The meaning of this text was not changed, only syntax errors removed and a finishing of the previously left pending segment 'but my goodness she acts like if she makes me hard from a handjob then...'
Slowly reclaiming my own head after I've been medicated, I lost so many years to my family ignoring it and just calling me lazy. Started to write again as well, one day at a time, keep my mind sane against everything I have to do in a small space of time, having to deal with every God damn thing I missed out on from being a weak shut in. Retraining socially, physically, mentally. It's hard anons, doing it all alone.I wish I could earn back a few years to do it all properly.
>>25526247If it's ADD meds, can I buy some from you? But nah, I'm happy to hear that anon. Time to live your best life.
Women are so fucking hot. I want a gf.
>>25526235Anything else to say about yourself, you neeting, porn-addicted khv frogposter?
>>25526247well, at least you can turn it into fodder for your writing.What medication?
>>25526253>This projection L M A O
>>25526250It is, yeah. I don't think you're in yurop though anon. I'm going to try, I'm trying my hardest. Physical and mental preperation for police training is draining, especially because I've got to undo so many bad years of habits but it's coming along. Still a bit socially awkward, especially around women but that's also slowly improving.>>25526254ADD, Elvanse namely. The first day I took it I slept two hours total, felt like every voice was rejoining back into one. The effects have tapered off and it's become more "normal" and day to day. Though I definitely feel improvements.I'm moving up dosages by the month, then sticking to 70mg except on weekends. Felt really vindicated when I managed to pick up a book and read for a few days in a row without giving up in 5 minutes.
Ever since I was disabled I carry this cane with me
>>25526252Here, suffer
I still find it strange that my mind generated two distinct hallucinations with an inverted symmetry to them years apart without any significant cognitive architecture linking them together.Basically, when I was 19, I was on LSD and watching Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas where my trip became so intense that I began to become completely immersed in imagery that my mind generated internally.In this state, I saw Earth rotating in a void, and a voice calmly asked me, "Do you want to sell your soul the the devil to save the world?" As the question was being asked, I began to conceive of deeper structural layers to the question. I consider my soul to be God, which was the entire universe, and my ego to be devil, which is the universe's complete inversion. I thought, by selling my soul to the devil for a selfless reason, I would essentially subvert the nature of the pact by forcing divine intervention, which would both save my soul for damnation, and secure the safety of the world, while also basically resulting in ego death.When I finished processing the decision, which completed upon the question finishing, I had to response options. "No," and "Sure thing." I said "Sure thing" and the visuals promptly collapsed and I was returned to the movie. Strangely, despite that being the peak of the trip, I completely forgot about the decision.Then, strangely, when I was 24, I began to go insane and reached a point in my psychosis when I genuinely thought the world was coming to an end.So, on one afternoon, while in my father's house, I walked up to him fully intending to tell him I was leaving because I believe that I was still responsible for fighting a war, and as I walked up to him, my vision started to distort into a wormhole with other types of significant imagery that isn't particulalry necessary to explain for this story. As the distortion intensified, my dad asked, "Are you going to stay in for the night?" And in the exact same time frame as his question occured, I heard another question, which was "Do you want to sell your soul to the devil for complete control of the world?" This time, the response options were identical. "No," and "Sure thing." Knowing that saying "No" meant certain death, I said it without hesitation, effectively answering both questions with a singular, coherent response.I then walked backed to my room, packed a bag full of clothing, and left the house to become homeless and continue fighting a war.Ultimately, I understand this to be an unusual example of typical hallucinations, but I still find the structural parallels between the two decisions, as well as the irony that I chose to sell my soul to the devil to save the world, and was confronted later in life with a delusion that the world was coming to an end, to be rather interesting, and it makes me wonder more deeply about subconscious structures and how they can generate unusually coherent logical structures in psychotic states.
>>25526247A drawing next to a passage, i just now put together for you
>>25525829everyone bow down to the guy who think he remembers a study
Well WIlgelm Reich died crazy in prison for crimes and practices against society regarding his theory that reaching triple digit orgasms can turn you super saiyan, and I trust him. So talk to me.
Met this girl on Monday. Have had sex with her for the last couple days. Now I'm already making her a playlist. Is it over for me?
If I catch this girl stalking me again, I'll ask her out.>>25526294Sounds like it's just beginning.
Around us simple spark masses gatherTroy, redeemed in straw silk and leatherMost days we are not more or less than we desireSkeletons try to warm themselves by the fire.
>>25526295>Sounds like it's just beginning.I wish but, although there is clear emotional intensity between us, I can tell she will end up hurting me. Not intentionally, but I can just tell by her general nature.
This is not a chair. That is not a table, this is not a cup, that is not a kettleIt is not raining, ,my shoe is not untiedI have not been unhappy my whole lifeThis is not a wall, that is not a ceiling. This is not a scrapeI don't know that feelingNot a spoon, not dirty dishes, not a knifeAnd I have not been unhappy my whole lifeAll the lies I've ever told will come back to me one day. If this rain keeps coming, it'll wash the world away
A novel where a black kid's friends all make fun of him for not being into rap when he just wants to read and write poetry.
This Basquiat shirt I love to wear looks just like an abstract expressionist Wojak in anguish.
It's astonishing how women can fixate obsessively over the most trivial, inconsequential minutiae. That's why I will never "get" transgenderism, or at least the MtF current; the inner world of the opposite sex seems to me marked by maddening banality.
>>25522730I don't want to make a whole thread about this, so I'm glad these threads exist. What do you guys think about Journey to the End of the Night? I have about 100 pages left and I think I'm going to drop it, because I'm bored of it. I thought the book was pretty good up until he moved back to France, then it dragged on and I felt like it was overstaying its welcome. I'm fairly new to /lit/ (not to 4chan), and am pretty sure this book is held to a high regard here, so I'm wondering what you guys think. But I'm thinking it's just not my book.
>>25526382It's my favourite novel. It's hilarious. Death on Credit is also as blackly funny except the ending will genuinely make you cry.
>>25523319This reminds me of when I was 18 and my brother decided he wanted to start playing the drums. For at least an hour every day he would start practicing. We didn't have a basement and the garage was full, so he'd play in the living room. If you've never heard how loud drums are, they're almost as loud as a shot from a pistol. So at a random time of the day, for an hour or more, he'd start playing on probably the loudest instrument he could've picked. The worst part was that my family didn't care and acted like I was crazy for caring about it. They'd tell me to go out or put on headphones as if I was expected to live my life around someone else's obnoxious hobby. I didn't even have a car at the time, I couldn't go anywhere if I wanted to. It only stopped when I went to the Army, and I hated being there too.>Even when it's quiet, the apprehension that a large engine might start roaring at any point is enough to give me a sense of disquiet.Absolutely.
It's normal for a man to hate a woman's voice.I believe this is an evolutionary trait because every man who listened to women died before they could reproduce.
>>25526291Have you built your own orgone accumulator? Seems like a fun weekend project
>>25522730We're almost to the point of needing a new WYT thread.
>>25522730If someone cracks a cruel joke, and its targets attack the joke, the joke didn't have a point. If someone cracks a cruel joke, and its targets attack the person who cracked it, the joke had a pointThis principle is correct almost all the time, and everyone will sagely nod when it's pointed out, but when someone cracks a cruel joke targeted at them specifically, they forget about the principle. Or worse, pretend that the principle isn't correct in their specific case because it just isn't okay
>>25526457At about the 310-320 post count, page 2 at the least. This is the limit and the price of immortality.
I know this have been said many times bh many people, but it's almost impossible not to be blackpilled about society right now. I can't think of any sphere of society or culture that hasn't been in visible decline the last few years. I find myself exhausted and frustrated both with my IRL environment and the Internet. It's hard not to feel tempted by the idea of becoming a full-time hikikomori recluse and spending my remaining days just reading and meditating until I eventually lose any attachment to the world and kill myself or just stop giving a fuck and LDAR to death... my Sokushinbutsu...
>>25522730>Hey Anon, do you want to come along to X with me?>not particularly but thank you for asking>Aww Anon, why not?>it's just not really my thing. again, thank you for asking, I mean that, but not really my thing>But Anon, why isn't it your thing?>well, I guess I'm not the biggest fan of being around a ton of people, or a person generally. I prefer being by myself and I need a lot of space>Oh Anon hahaha I totally get it I'm the same way! I was JUST telling someone that at a party! And then the next day I was at brunch with a dozen people from work and we all agreed on that! And then that day I got coffee with someone and we talked about that too, and then that night I went to a concert and I was at the bar afterwards with a bunch of people I met there and that came up in the conversation and we all saw it that way too. I know so many people like that so I totally get it!>...no, I really don't think you get itThis happens with surprising frequency. Am I just an alien or something?
i'm completely nude
>>25526504nudeposting is sexual violence
>>25526504I dont believe youPost pics on /hm or /gif and cross link them to convince me>>25526507No it isnt, youre just a prude. I bet youve never even been in a communal shower, let alone a real sauna
they're watching me constantly too close and way too much
I am a shining golden God
>>25526507transgender is sexual violence too broski
>>25522730WHY CAN'T I JUST FLY THROUGH THE WALLS
Misogynists are basically homosexuals.
DeLillo is pretty close to how I want to write. I love his metaphysical content. Nothing ever just is its material form, but instead, overlaid with the human experience.
Of course the 9/10s always show up to where I'm at right before I'm about to leave. Lame.
friday nightNEW>>25526594>>25526594>>25526594NEWhilary hahn edition
Osama bin Laden was honestly kind of a stud muffin, and I think most women in the world would treat his passionate, rebellious mystique with the appropriate amount of praise and adoration that he rightfully deserves.
>>25526574You need flying oil
Bros its here :)
This current thing where women are donating millions of dollars to support Lindsay Clancy, blaming her husband for the murder and doing tarot card readings in an attempt to esoterically "solve the case" has done more to put me off of engaging with women more than four years in an abusive relationship with a narcissistic psychopath ever did.Shit is GRIM.
>>25526716>>25526722there's a new>>25526594
>>25526716>Burroughs GAAAAAAY!!!
>>25524454Scriabin is so fucking good. Henry Miller called his Fifth Sonata the greatest piece of music ever written, and described The Poem of Ecstasy as having “a far-off cosmic itch” and being “like a bath of ice, cocaine and rainbows”.
>>25525880How do you approach the problem 1,000,000 / 52 in your head?
Love is subjective, It doesn't matter if a persons love is right or wrong, He still loves his wrongs and doesnt love his rights. That man in his late 20s who loved 15 to 17 year old girls so much He now is in prison for statutory rape charges? He wasn't lying at all, He did his crimes because he loved those forbidden girls, Even if he exploited those girls, Its still done in the name of love..So moral of the story is Love has no righteousness nor wrongness Its an ambiguous affection
