Everyone ITT But Me Is a Girl EditionPrevious >>25546496
There's something funny about the fact in my entire large social circle of friends, family, and family friends, all of the people of my generation (the "kids" as we're called, because the friend group started with our parents) with parents that actually have money and assets got regular jobs and are self-sustaining, and it's only the one person with the poor parents who don't have any money and don't own anything that wants to be a writer and is willing to risk it all for it, and has to live with his parents until he makes it or kills himself.It's me. I'm that one guy.
>>25548862Don’t waste your time on 4chan then, you only got two years to finish your book!
Gooned with Raj and/or Ivan earlier on OF.The model they were pretending to be was just so hot I couldn't help it.At least the shit they sent was of her of course.C'est la vie.Almost done reading Childhood, Boyhood, Youth by Tolstoy
>>25548862Sorry but as per the thread header you're actually a girl; I'm the only XY here.OP—you may make out the royalty checks to Anon A. Anonson, Esq.
I failed to achieve something recently. It was a lifelong dream which I only had one chance at and I failed.
>>25548887I'm sorry
>>25548876Two years before AI makes literature obsolete? Two years before social media fries everyone's attention spans? Two years before my parents get sick of my shit and force me to work at the sweatshop? If it's two years until I kill myself, that plan isn't for another eight and a half years.
>>25548905I’m looking for something supportive to say, but I got nothing, sorry, Anon. People say that publishing already pays peanuts, and you’d probably be better off finding some basic job to sustain yourself first. Though to the first two points I always think how more people acknowledge that social media are really bad, and books provide a direct substitute for that. Maybe renaissance is ahead of us!
In a desert land, a society is made up of wandering nomad tribes with ancient roots and more urbanized tribes tied to city centers. The people all practice a complex and mystifying religion, trade in spices and hallucinogenic drugs refined from rare desert plants or insects, and practice chattel slavery. Constantly shifting tribal, religious, and political alliances and blocs drive an endless series of raids, feuds, assassinations, plots, and intrigues. Outsiders are shunned and seen as less than human due to their lack of knowledge of the local faith. A prophecy is whispered on the lips of many and recorded in a secret, banned coda to the works of scripture preached from in the public squares, speaking of a messianic figure to come, a liberator who will unite the tribes and deliver justice. Unknown to outsiders, the faith practiced in the desert region is closer to Sabbatean Frankism than anything else. Practitioners consider themselves spiritually unclean until they reincarnate as the lowest caste of their society, slaves, and consider inflicting cruelty on said slaves to be a divine work of mercy, as the suffering inflicted damns only the perpetrator and spiritually purifies the sufferer. To deny cruelty or pain to a slave is to deny his passage into paradise upon his death, and the scriptures give strict rules for how much a slave must endure before his soul is purified enough to ascend to such a place. Furthermore, the slave one abuses may very well be the reincarnation of one's honored ancestor, beloved family member, or friend, and withholding punishment could mean barring them from salvation. Staining one's current life with sinful acts is seen as honorable in its way, as it increases the likelihood of reincarnation as a slave from which one may attain paradise, and this drives the endless violence and cruelty of the society at large.The prophecy of the messianic figure is deliberately planted where it can be found with moderate effort by outsiders or the curious. The true, full prophecy is closely guarded and withheld only to the temple elders and heads of tribes: the hero to come is not a liberator, but a martial conqueror and outlander who will enslave the whole people, making them equals and abolishing their castes, and who will eventually exterminate them via genocide, which will deliver them all to paradise while locking profane outsiders out of it.
>>25548923Oh, I was just curious if there was a specific reason for saying two years. Nevermind. And I don't care much for financial success, I don't care if I end up living with my parents for the rest of my life (ie the day I kill myself). But I do care about literary success, to know what I wrote was worthwhile. So if I get shortlisted for some awards, have some articles written about me, published at a real publishing house, people talking about my books on the internet, I can die happy, even if it doesn't amount to more than 10K a year or whatever.
He extended his arm in a manner in a way that reminded him of N. Gin's bossfight from Crash Bandicoot 3 and watched as the water dribbled from his pinky. "Cowabunga!" the water seemed to be saying as it trickled down the sinkhole. Finally, and with the same sort of reluctant attitude as Ash's Pikachu refusing to enter his Pokeball, he climbed out of the shower.
>>25548862Please write cool action or thriller novels.
Is there any interesting schools of thoughts out there?I remember 10 years ago things felt fresh.You had the MAGA movement, woke was nearing it's peak, you had the neo-reactionary movement doing it's thing.What do we have now? Abundance movement is a joke, nothing will come of it. I guess the AI accelerationist people have something but it seems so pie in the sky for now.
>>25548958Would you settle for a slow-burn, intelligent spy novel?
>>25548962We live in the AI schizo era, aka "I chatted with an AI all night and worked out the answers to life, the universe, and everything"
>>25548962I was following some tech minimalism/ return to the 90s stuff that was kinda interesting but more self helpish. Honestly, I was asking myself the same question recently. I wonder if the intellectual energy of the early internet has exhausted itself.
>>25548963Hell yeah dude. I just want lit to be fun again. Tired of everything having to be serious and deep.
>>25548965Now that you mention schizophrenia you also have the conspiratards.People like Candace Owens and such who poison any discourse with wild theories.That's a faction I forgot.But it's not so much interesting as it is tiring to have to hear how Israel did such and such as a reflex. Not a thought out position just a reflex to anything happening.
>>25548862>wants to be a writer and is willing to risk it all for it, and has to live with his parents until he makes it or kills himself.Writing isn’t a real career anon. It’s nearly impossible to make a living writing. You really shouldn’t expect anything more out of it than a hobby or a “side hustle” or else you’re just setting yourself up to fail
>>25548975Hey, I made a living as a professional gamer for three-to-four years, which is another rarified chance of success. I'm ready to reach the top of my other passion. like I said in the other post >>25548928I refuse to make YouTube videos or podcast or such which is sort of our modern equivalent of the everyday writer.
>>25548986Incorrect use of rarefied. You meant rare and in this context saying rarefied is the opposite of what you mean. Not pointing out to be pedantic, I’m just acquainted with that particular word.
>>25549038No, you're right. I had, rare, then I was gonna change the sentence where rarified worked ("another field where success is a rarified space") but then I got lazy and left it.
>>25549047That’s okay friend. I only pointed it out because I like when mistakes like that happen because it goes to show that it doesn’t matter too much if a word is misused when the meaning still remains.
>>25549055I like those rarefied situations too.
My niece went to the Homecoming dance and I saw the pictures and asked why the guy was so hands-off standing next to her smiling dumb and my mom said that he's one of her best friends and that he's gay. My niece went to Homecoming with a gay dude and has many gay friends both male and female. It's beyond fucking over, I thought I was a loser because I didn't bother going to my Homecoming dance but this is a new fucking low.
>>25549072Personally I hate seeing girls related to me with other men. Probably doesn't say good things about me.
The other day, I had to visit the doctor. I informed the guy at the front desk and then sat in the waiting room. After a few minutes, he informed me she let him know I was good to head back, so I walked around the corner into her office, closed the door, noticed her eyes get a little wide and surprised but brushed it off because I thought it was attraction, and sat down. She said, "Uh, did you talk to the front desk guy?" I said, "What? He's the one who said to see the doctor." "Yes but you're supposed to wait until he says to come back." "Oh, he did, he said you said you were ready for me." "Oh, no, I only sent him a thumbs-up to acknowledge his message you were waiting." "Shoot, sorry, I can head back out if you want..." "No, you're here already, it's fine."In any case, I still feel bad about it. You all are probably thinking, "uh, sounds like the most insignificant, minor thing I've ever read" but I just don't want to be one of those guys who barges into offices, closes the door, and forces people to my whim on my time lol, even though it wasn't my fault because the front desk guy misunderstood and told me. But still, I should have insisted I go back into the lobby and wait, I don't know.
>>25549072It’s not like it’s the prom, it’s just homecoming
You always hear about Pete Best but nobody ever talks about Stu Sutcliff even though they were both former Beatles that got kicked out of the band. I suppose it’s because Sutcliff died so very young whereas Pete Best hung around and put out one album and did the occasional interview with a newspaper or whatever. I remember reading in a book about the Fab Four that Paul and Stu didn’t get along because Stu couldn’t play bass guitar. Supposedly they’d quarrel over it often and Paul would make Stu play with his back to the audience so they wouldn’t be able to notice that his fingers were in the wrong key and such. They even had a fist fight on stage at one point, although that’s not that shocking since the Beatles were like a punk rock group in Hamburg and would drink, smoke, swear, light shit on fire and spit on the audience and stuff like that while wearing leather jackets and greasy Elvis hair.
tits and assit's all about the titties and dat ass
>>25549141And feet
>>25549146pls censor
>>25549146legs yes, feet less so
>>25549159Sorry, sorry, I forgot this was a blue board
>>25549072I'd be really unhappy if my child were hanging out with gays, they're all incredibly mentally ill and promiscuous.
>>25549091>I just don't want to be one of those guys who barges into offices, closes the door, and forces people to my whim on my time lolI did that intentionally back in 2021, literally barged in in between other people in the queue. Somehow I wasn’t even kicked out and even got some sort of prescription.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_RkV8ODtpDE
>>25549234>me when I call the suicide hotline
My hair is starting to thin out, it's over
The quineThe trineTime to kill company time at the latrine
>>25549243But what are you thinking. I forget what I was thinking. Pretty sure now I didn't even have thoughts, just tried to avoid it. Had a gf at the time so it made things less lonely. I don't think I had a thought about it until years later. I was quite young, probably should be in a record book or something. Didn't even have a driver's license yet. Read my book when it comes out if you need a cope or commradere.
I've been balding since I was 18 and I've never had a girlfriend. I'm 34 now. Life is alright, I guess.
I just learned that John Milton was blind when he wrote Paradise Lost. Yet more evidence that sensual experiences leaves one bereft of creativity, intelligence and determination.STOP GOONING
Missing those things we take for granted and we dont properly appreciate would cause way more pain and sadness than not having those things we long for.I don't remember where I read this but as I get older I realize how true it is.
I have a head full of hair, always had. My older brother went bald at 16, the oldest at 20. I'm nearly 30 now and so far I have a pristine hairline.Never had a girlfriend, never even touched a woman in my life beyond hugging my girl cousin once. All is well I guess, I hate change and to be with someone you must change also.
It feels great to finally get the song I've been thinking about for ten years recommended by YouTube. I'll make sure to download it in case I forget its name again
I love the Nimzo-Indian Defense
Time transcends space, the will transcends time, and God is infinitely transcendent.
For me its the comb over and hairspray combo.
If I saw you on the streetWould I have you in my dreams tonight?
Okay, this is better illustration of /lit/ than OP
I'm on vacation on the Oregon coast and there's at least four or five used bookstores near me but all I want to do today is lay in bed :/
IT'S FALL BITCH
>>25549450pic related works too often in adulthood for it to not be good childhood development lit
A few weeks ago an anon made a thread trying to get people to read The Winter of Our Discontent by John SteinbeckI finished it todayExtremely goodI will turn it over in my mind for some time
>>25549072you just figuring out for the first time that zoomer girls are all libtards that worship fags and trannies?
>>25549511>zoomerDipshit
>>25549072>go to party with fun best friend who will probably have exotic drugs and stories>go to party with random teenage boy who views you as an alternative to his right hand during its break from button bashinghmmmm
>>25549544Fuck you, you're a disgusting piece of subhuman shit. Die painfully, you fucking trash.
>>25549549>Die painfully>painfullynah i've got access to drugs
ANNA'S ARCHIVE IS DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>>25549544They're fifteen year old KIDS you deranged pervert.
>>25549554As long as you and everything you love is dead, I'm satisfied
>>25549561>open-slum.org
>>25549564best age to do it>>25549568prepare for dissatisfaction because i love unborn stars
Retribution is salvation pay homage to the nations ovulations don't test my patience or I'll make you a patient leave you quaking for what I'm baking suck on this bacon you gnarly fake patron
Tfw no lit gf (male)
>>25549595The fact that this guy was supposedly the apex of black rappers, is absolutely grim.
"I remember reading somewhere that ghosts simply exist along the frequencies between stations on the radio."Wendy's Drive-Thru at 1 AM: An Endearing Critique of the Carnivorous American Machine.Chef's kiss, manifique.https://youtu.be/ZO7SgcowKDI?is=9WGkkFuj-CREFGDb
Bacon and stake and fried chicken flakes with beans baked eat em up like a great big gorilla on a date with Godzilla skrilla skrilla feel ya like a molester gonna deal ya on Thanksgiving day
>>25549585THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>>25549615Steak, no errors on my plate dont hate suck on a grape
>>25549544YWNBAW
There are people all over the world who do Peter Lorre impressions and don’t even know who Peter Lorre was. Edward G Robinson too.
Gift of gab rapping like a call of duty double tapping with a raygun you know I ain't slacking son I'm dabbing on em suck It up like noodles I done diddly doodled and drawn up while watching fools get sawn up by bugs bunny in makeup
*piano and slow synth*Rape a hermaphrodite because They're faggots whoever they fuck and faggots fucking suck and deserve to suff-erMy therapist run and duck for cov-er when I tell him about my lov-ersYoI litterI literally loiterAnd skip schoolI'm fucking hotter than a boiler niggerI have problemsI'm like that retarded kidWho shit in his pants bottomsBut more evilI wear odd socks nCum in em
If you can't afford this ebook today you are especially poor
I wish I had a cute boyfriend. However I do not meet anyone at work or at the gym, do not go out otherwise, and my local apps are full of weird chubby guys and creepy old dudes.
Bucks being brokeEyNiggers being treated like cattleEyIt's fucked up yoEyWhitey prod my assholeEyWe rise like morning gloryEyGlorious like an afroEyI don't like TV broEyDrake not cool thoEyWoo woo woo woo
>>25549790Same. I just get messaged by older fat guys. I wouldn't even mind if they were hot older guys, or if atleast they were somewhat interesting, but it's always the ugliest and creepiest older men.
Yo borro la palabra para siempre
>>25549790Are you girl or a boy?
I'm a translucent fish-boy, what's it to ya?
>>25549790>>25549807Sure but why would someone like me want someone like you?
Would you want to know someone who had... a quarter million dollars?
Kill brownsGo to town on emI'm a white guyI like cinnamon and fairy lightsOoh oo oooh wooGet browns outta my sightKeep it cool and kosherThey help usMake browns dieOooh woohoo ooh Yeah
Yanks to the west of meSoviets to the rightHere I amStuck in the middle with Jews
>>25549832I am a man
>>25549872Well. ...you know...
>>25549878>>25549872Man loving man, man?
>>25549878What?>>25549839I'm totally cool and cute and have neat hobbies dude trust me
GIMMIE IMMIES
>>25549897Actually I like both but I feel things for cute guys I don't feel for cute girls
This is why I prefer to stick to books written in English by English speaking people, but then the problem with that is that there’s only so much great work that English speaking people have produced and it hardly constitutes a majority of it. There’s a reason you used to have to know Latin and Greek just to get an education after all. I don’t usually like to post about how much I loathe myself like other anons often do, but I do kind of hate myself for not knowing five or more different languages
>>25549927
Transgenderism shows that men are better than women at everything, even at being women.
>>25549948Nah that just sounds like stuff a tranny or a tranny fucker would say.
Pretty good haul from one of the four local bookstores where I'm staying on the coast. A little book about the history of Alchemy and a book about the Angolan Civil War/South African Border War that I've never heard of :^)
i was talking to this literal boomer at my work and he had fucking grey hairs hanging out of his nostrils like poking out diagonally to the side like bro when u shave can u pluck those or at least give a snip with some scissors like u can't be talking to a mf and have like an interior mustache ok
I seem to have some inexplicable connection to Australia, largely due to the fact that my first line was Australian, and so was someone that I honestly considered to be soulmate, who both entered my life under admittedly statistically improbable circumstances. I know that my general impression of Australians as strangely cool is just naive and kind of fucking stupid, and I don't pretend to have any real understanding of their culture, which is probably one the main reasons that I like it so much, but I can sterilize that affinty with limitless, inhuman precision, but it will never actually subdue the feeling itself.https://youtu.be/YNAz3175v9U?is=PVOhnOOQjyd2Zo2L
>>25549978how did u know it was australian coke? like columbian or peruvian ok
>>25549982First love*, but I guess you could say I was certain it was Australian cocaine because it filled me with the insatiable urge to a wrestle a crocodile.
The one time I had access to cocaine I rubbed it on my gums because I don't like stuff going in/up my nose. In retrospect, I may have wasted it.
i might get a chance to jack off to my roommate's feet one last time before i move out
Women are so silly and huggable.
Tired of all these intrusive thots
>>25549329Imagine someone's daughter dutifully doing that for their father today.
>>25549496Hey, happy to hear, anon!
>>25550045Was that your thread, anon? I was the one who had an autographed copy from my uni library. Sorry I didnt answer your follow up, I was afraid of doxxing myself. Anyway, great rec. Enjoyed it a lot.
>>25549978Aus and NZ are the better Anglosphere countries. America's the most free and prosperous but the culture's too black, it looks like Canada's becoming an expensive chinese-indian shit hole, and the only people left in the UK are the most useless, subservient, or hopelessly patriotic and they're all being replaced by darks. Aussies/new Zealanders still have an authoritarian streak (dig IDs, COVID shit) but its culture's still there. It's like America if it wasn't africanized but slightly more authoritarian. The middle ground. People seem to be less serious, it's more out of the way.https://youtube.com/watch?v=yfGdnkbv11g
>>25550049Yessir. And all good. And yeah, it's one of those novels once you finish you feel like shouting its title and its virtues from the top of the nearest elevation, natural or manmade.
>>25550050Yeah, I honestly like that American culture is inextricably linked to its black population, without becoming entirely dependent on or overwhelmed by it, and I don't necessarily see my appreciation for Australia to be related to its intrinsic whiteness, because that tends to produce some genuinely shitty Australians.And I'm not trying to elevate it as being superior to any other culture, despite my schizophrenic, symbolic idealization of it, which is why I don't try to act like an Australian, it's a personal affinity that I can't clearly explain.
>>25550061Read this in a gay nasally Californian accent
>>25550071Super. There's nothing particularly wrong with that, and I live in Texas, and used to have a friend I called "Muhs," who was stocky, self-identified redneck who owned a junkyard and generally spoke in quirky, Southern aphorisms. Clearly not a statement on his intelligence.
I'm closing in on your kill sentence
Why is everyone so dumb?
I also have this strange appreciation for post-9/11 New York, as if its cynical grit was emotionally securing in some way, which is probably rooted in the fact I would watch Law & Order every day after school and thought Alana de la Garza was the hottest woman ever. Whatever, I appreciate the industrial slime of my hometown just as much, but nothing really carries the same feeling of nostalgia.https://youtu.be/5vsgsfaUH2A?is=SdqPVbTgq1hPQ-yg
Winter 2018/19 was really the only time I've ever been happy
>>25550110I was noticeably, consciously happy for one day this year. The rest of the time, I felt little.
>>25550053i’ve always loved Steinbeck. He was such a great writer
Listening to Susumu Hirasawa at the momenthttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=omghNcDIRZU
The average American has a 50% chance of being diagnosed with one or more mental illnesses in their lifetime.
New season of The Diplomat in three weeks??? Hell. Yes.
>>25550132Is that a tv show? I don’t watch tv shows very often. Just movies and live sports. And even when I do find a show I like I usually get scared to watch it after the first season or even the first episode ends because everything on television turns to shit eventually and I’d rather leave it alone while I still enjoyed it.
>>25550140It's a very good show, but then I'm a sucker for political shows like that.
>>25550087WTF does that mean?>>25550091TV>>25550120I don't know if I've been happy this year. Content, yes, in the Spring.
The apparent “half of Americans” vs. “27% of Europeans” comparison is misleading if interpreted as Americans being nearly twice as mentally ill.Those numbers measure different things:U.S.EuropeLifetime~46.4% observed; ~50.8% modeled to age 75No single comparable EU figure12-month~26% for the disorders assessed in NCS-R~27% in an older EU estimateDiagnostic frameworkDSM-IVVariedSurvey period2001–03Mostly studies from earlier/later periodsDisorders includedBroad but defined setVaries considerablyAnd there's a particularly interesting point: the 50% lifetime number isn't uniquely American. The newer cross-national research actually suggests that, when you follow people long enough and look across a reasonably broad set of common disorders, roughly half of a population may eventually meet criteria for at least one disorder. �PubMedSo if what you're really asking is “Is mental illness unusually common in America compared with Europe?”, the answer is you can't infer that from the famous 50% statistic. The measurement and diagnostic differences are too substantial.
>>25550146If you’re replying to me I wasn’t comparing the US to anybody else, I just saw that 50% of people are crazy stat on its own and thought how fucked up it is. You really shouldn’t be so reflexively defensive, I’m an American too.
>>25550156I dont even know who you areYou really shouldnt be so reflexively defensive
"Consider the idea that I developed some type of nanotechnology that either terminated human conception a microsecond before it occurred, or a microsecond after. Would you honestly consider either option to be more morally permissible simply because it operates on a specific side on some arbitrarily defined threshold of life?"I think this a fair argument against criminalizing abortions.
>>25550159Yeah
>>25550143Your final words, of course. Terminal verbiage. You are a wrack of nerves and it is only a matter of finding your kill code and speaking it to you.
>>25550165I don't think real life works that way lol
>>25550167That's one more keyword you've shown me. Ready to test another?
>>25550131I didn’t make this post, stop pretending to be me! Fuck you! You do this every time.
Sour skittles
I often get the words "Jacuzzi" and "Yakuza" confused, and now I'm in hot water with the Japanese mafia.Please send help.
>>25548819Your average anon here is way smarter than most people on the internet, and that very idea is grim to me.
>>25550193Lol, that's funny.
I don't really consider a singular act of self-necromancy to be evidence of one's divinity.I will pooh-pooh Jesus and everything he stands for.
I miss you.
Never come across a smart person who was obsessed with intelligence. You're just insecure because deep down you know you're a retard. Read popslop nonfiction and the classics to make up for it. Listen to Frank zapp and jazz. Retard.
I'm so fucking bitter and full of hate. But how are you supposed to not be? Look around us.
>>25548819I dont even read books that often
>>25550229Good recs, but I fear it will go unheard, for the ears of the pleb are best suited to mogwai and captain beefheart
"Executing handshake, connection established, system online."https://youtu.be/epBbuk7x1sI?is=mwtn78_0DO4rYXDY
>>25550229It's usually the insecure who wants to make themselves appear smarter than they are. They try to make themselves look like they know about every aspect of life and or have infinitely refined taste than everyone in the room. The real smart people, especially the savant types, tend to have quirks in their personality that they're unapologetic about.
Why are you calling me out like that?My grandma constantly tells me I'm a genius.You're a fucking dick, dude.
>>25550286Shit, meant for >>25550255
I think I once spotted an alien blending in with a crowd of humans when I was a really little kid and called him out for it. My parents tell the story sometimes and they always say it was just because it was a really tall black guy with dreadlocks but I think my three year old self deserves more credit than that. I probably had some kind of innate ability to spot extraterrestrials at that age that I lost soon afterwards.
I'm in hell. Confession of my exquisitely inescapable problem would only bring derision and laughter and would be no relief at all, and I am unable to control myself to stop going back to my laughable addiction. I have no willpower at all. I have already given up but cannot bring myself to end it. There is no way up or out. Maybe I can't end it because I'm already dead. I want to die. I want to go back. I don't know if I ever had more willpower, or if I was always like this. I want to die. I haven't felt anything besides grinding irritation and anxiety in a long time.
>>25550087>>25550165>>25550176kek
>>25550161Is it morally permissible to have sex with someone else a microsecond before you entire into a different relationship?
>>25550229>>25550237Those are pleb. Real patricians listen to classical.
>>25550255You're heavily projecting, anon. Smart people genuinely into high brow culture exist. If you're not into that, that's fine, and yes, it's a knock against you but don't try and claim they're all faking or there isn't a true aesthetic, cultural dichotomy.>There's no difference between watching Star Wars and reading James Joyce!!Yeah, yeah.
>>25550229>listen to jazz
>>25550312This is a categorically different issue, because a pro-lifer would have to agree that terminating the process of conception a microsecond before it finalizes is, technically, morally permissible.
>>25550319My point is answering yes to your hypothetical doesn't actually demonstrate anything we don't already know, ie moral status changes when the facts of case do.
>>25550229Deep wisdom in this>>25550255Also deep wisdom in this. Thinking in particular of this one lefty/literary twitter personality (who I won't name, that would be too mean) whose entire shtick is smarmy contempt for anyone who isn't a PhD student/holder in the humanities, or anyone who doesn't show proper deference to humanities PhD students/holders.
>>25550314yeah i have seen that in mooooooovies, all them smartie pants villians always be listening to clasical music. Thats a fact yall!
>>25550315You're heavily projecting, anon>but don't try and claim they're all faking He never did such a thing. Learn to read without bias
>>25550322So you don't see any type of absurd disconnect in reason in considering preventing a life from occuring the literal instant before it does and terminating it literal instant after to be morally inequivalent?
>>25550328Look, do pretenders and pretentious charlatans exist? Absolutely. But anon's original post reads like him trying to justify the fact they like low brow stuff and don't like high brow stuff without it impugning on their intelligence, when the fact of the matter is, this stuff does tend to correlate. Again, like what you want, but there's a reason we call it a guilty pleasure, and yeah, if you don't like classical music or serious literature, it's not a great sign.
>>25550329No less absurd than considering having sex with a third women an instant before you enter into a relationship and an instant after a relationship to be morally distinct.
Vance will run and he will be attacked by cruz or desantis for being associated with trumps failures. Iran war, shit economy, affordability, sucking isralie dick. Espically after they lose the midterms, espically if they lose texas. There is a chance for a dark horse republican to rise up and ruin vance making him lose the primary.In a scenario where vance wins the primary he will then go on to lose to whatever democrat is running in the general.Politics is so predictable, sad!
>>25550337It won't be Vance, but Rubio
>>25550331You come across as one of those people who try to analyze the symbolism behind the choice of colored furniture in fiction And therefore not a man science. Tsk tsk. This brief conversation is over. Toodaloo dodoloo
>>25550342>Hmm, all these smart people like classical music and high brow fiction, but I don't... yet, I'm smart :( therefore they must be faking
man we sure got some retards in here huh
>>25550333I don't know. I consider dividing an action's moral integrity by some infinitisimally thin line to be more trivial and than definite.
>>25550315>Smart people genuinely into high brow culture existMy statement never denied that. My claim was that the idiots who think they're smarter than everyone think they know everything. There is a difference in perspective and general aura between someone who pretends to be cultured and someone who is actually cultured.
>>25550350Things must switch categories at some moment, no? Else you're claiming no change ever matters because you can keep thin slicing over and over.
I read a comment somewhere someone said greek yogurt tasted like shit. I forgot if it was /ck/ or a youtube comment. I just tried greek yogurt right now and it was fine. Just yogurt tasting. Hard to believe someone has a problem with it.
>>25550348Being a retard is the way of life.
>>25550353Yeah, that's fair.I'm still right, though.
>>25550357>I'm still right, though.That's a given.
>>25550352Fair enough.
Thinking about Chess again
>>25548887for u
>>25550377Why? Its a solved game. Thought is wasted on it.
>>25548819Was hungry about half an hour ago, so I made hashbrowns with cheese and two fried eggs and put hot sauce on top. Just finished it. It was great. Now I'm going to read .pdfs until I feel guilty for not sleeping or can't keep my eyes open. Therapy tomorrow morning. There is just this, this, this, this.
I'm going to tickle your assWith my tongue
"Welcome to the dusty subconscious of an actor who murdered his childhood to stop the audience's laughter."Laughing is such a stupid way to attempt demonstrating intellectual supremacy, and so commonplace that I'm surprised it hasn't been classified as a cliché instead of being incorporated as a traditional response.I simply stand outside the matrix, and spit loogies into the heart of the machine.
Ghosts are obviously real.Bigfoot is real, too. Duh, there's too much evidence at this point.The Fair Folk are clearly real, their long presence in the historical record attests to that.Dragons may have been real at some point, I'm iffy on this.Giants obviously are/were real. Too many skeletons, too many recorded encounters treated as factual by ancient and early modern historians.Obviously the various supernatural elements of many religions are also real. Christianity is certainly true in its supernatural senses: the miracles, healings, and apparitions are all true. The various wonderworkers of Hinduism in India seem to be largely real as well. The strange abilities of Buddhist monks seem to be sometimes true.This is all just blatantly obvious to me. Pure analysis of data, historical records, observable phenomena, physical evidence, and other things make these conclusions inescapable to me. I think to deny them means you're either not seeking out the right data, or you're wilfully ignorant. Materialists and people who deny the supernatural seem to me to be the ones who have their heads in the sand.
For me, it's Tchaikovsky's Piano Triohttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SiWBdT4n6Ow
>>25550414That'd be cool if you were an actual girl. I'd sit on a blanket with you and nod inquisitively while you insanely ramble underneath the moon.
>>25550414I'm a layman but I thought it was Fae Folk? Or is that a different thing?Anyway, I don't know about all that, but I am into UFOs and aliens, and ghosts and fairies and other supernatural historical accounts might all be related to the same phenomenon.
I wonder how many books I could have read if instead of all the countless hours I spent rewatching the TV show Suits, I spent it reading instead.
>>25550337>>25550338Trump is going to stay in power past 2028 you big dummies. Why do you think Hegseth is still around at SecDef? After so many scandals that should have gotten him fired?Hegseth is there to ensure Trump has the military completely on-side, and if he has the military he can do whatever he wants. There's already been, I think, two major purges of the generals and the admirals. Watch for more going forward.
It's unreal how banal and meaningless everything in our culture feels to me as an adult. Even the threads which are supposed to have discussion like>>25510774>>25539833>>25546494Just come off as fully meaningless. If we lived in a world where that sort of thread was the low bar for cultural discussion, then I'd be completely fine, but those threads are actually the high bar for discussion and everything else is worse.It seems like before I turn 30, I'll have fully converted to being a modern "hermit" in the midst of society, totally disconnected from what everyone else is doing or looking at. I'm not sure how many more days of hearing about what Asmongold and Hasan are arguing about, of hearing about the new Palworld update, of hearing about Trump and Iran, I can take. I don't understand how you guys can spend your precious few years on earth centered around things that truly and obviously do not matter. It seems deeply nihilistic to me. If you have to pad out your life with a million dull trivialities like the latest Pokemon game, perhaps you don't really love life or take it seriously anymore.
>>25550484Anon you should become a Christian. I'm Catholic and my life is full of wonder and goodness and beauty. I go to Mass on Sundays, I pray the Rosary every day, I dialogue constantly with God, and I create art to glorify God and draw souls to Him.Your world is dead because you think the world is dead. But the world in reality points ever-upwards, aiming to the Divine.
Ben Shapiro's logic is excessively needling yet imprecise, in that his reasoning is exceptionally sharp while routinely missing the point.
RIP &
>>25550484I remember having similar thoughts back before covid. Then covid happened where people temporarily lost their thin veneer of reason, so it was easy for me to take the plunge
>>25550512Still like coming here to vent though :))
>>25550457Do you think he’ll make it though health-wise?
>>25550515I DONT CAREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>25550457THIS BELONGS IN /POL/ WHERE ARE THE JANNIES
>>25550518bro not cool, this general is akin to the wild west. Aint no laws here!Of course expect for the ones we all deem morally right, and even discussing the probability of a valid differing opinion upon such subjects is frowned upon with a stern frown.
how do you guys deal with crushing loneliness?and know that you'll never find a partner that you love
My personal conception of God is the only thing that gives me peace as I try to fall asleep at night, because it results in some fissure of light in an obscure angle of mind that seems to leak true serenity that allows to drift away from the world in comforting isolation.
>>25550522> how do you guys deal with crushing loneliness?Poorly. I don’t care about not having a partner though, but I really wish I had a platonic friends group.
Yeah, calling your short story "Simulacra Continua" is fucking sick, bro. Brainy, literary femme fatales will be on your nuts for sure.
>>25550484>It seems like before I turn 30, I'll have fully converted to being a modern "hermit" in the midst of society, totally disconnected from what everyone else is doing or looking at. Idk man, your post makes me feel like you are going to hit your 30s in 16 years c: Because as you get older, you should probably indeed start taking yourself and this clown life less seriously.
>>25550564I've been told I have a teenager mentality a lot, despite being in my 20's. Why? I'm not going to forget about all those kids who got raped on Epstein island. I'm not gonna forget about all the suffering that occurs daily in this world, and so long as that's taking place, the burden falls on us to try and fix it. If you live a placid and calm life, you're only taking advantage of the luck you had being born into a comfortable station in life. It's not a sin to do so, but don't put on airs and believe that you're better than someone who isn't apathetic, someone who cares.
>>25550414But why do you think there’s no *recent* evidence of supernatural? Though I think that dragons were ancient people’s impression on dinosaurs, so that’s how they were actually real.
Fuck you. The fact you offer some childishly spiteful condemnation of the mental health field despite completely incapable of clearly defining what's exactly problematic with modern psychology's conceptual underpinnings, like treating the mind's operational integrity as an extension of its systematic coherence, and how that's purely reductionist view point and mechanistic account of the mind's relational capacity, which is just something I made up on the spot and can't tell the difference at all, shows that you are an arrogant fucking moron. Fuck you, Jake. You are a snake without a tongue. Shut the fuck up.
>>25550582>But why do you think there’s no *recent* evidence of supernatural?Well what do you mean by that? This bleeding Eucharist is from 2012, I think.There are recent convincing videos of Bigfoot, too. I particularly like the ones far up in the mountains, far away from any skiing or hiking trail, where no one should be roaming. Like this one:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JYz9L_jl-0Q&t=3s
>>25550326I like marching songs like kaiserparole, been listening to this type of music since highschool, always such energetic tracks. Always considered myself a retard, however. Which my be due to confidence issues or my hyper awareness to my own retardation.
>>25550484An skill issue, I stop giving a crap about politics and social celebrities in my 20s. The only media I consume is the one I am invested about like history, movies and any game that take my interest regardless of anything else.I would not recommend become a full hermit, be thinly aware of your surroundings if you can but stop obsessing about it. "Watch everything, admire nothing" is a code I live by. It helps.
>>25550691>>25550581
Please, sleep, relieve me with the ecstasy of a nightmare, for it lacks the numbing pain from every second I'm awake.
The infinite transcendence of God is the Way. The infinite transcendence of the Way is God.
>>25550316Why did he like to rape other white men so much?
>>25550522>>25550522try to go outside the house, just for a walk for start. try to go for a walk in nature, too. go to a cafe, order a coffee. try to make some minimal progress in social interactions, like talking to order a coffee. this is just for a start
>>25550615this reads like a modern hegel
>>25550789I already do that and it makes no difference; my town is a shithole, nobody speaks to anybody and is a dummy
>>25550813then the next step is to go to some groups for hobbies, could be anything really, book clubs, sports, depends on which hobbies you have
>>25550821I could’ve probably enrolled into some language learning groups, but that will cut into my knitting and crocheting time, plus I’ll have to talk to plebs ew
>>25550821my town is a shithole, there's none of these things here
>>25550821and I already go to the swimming pool
>ask a gamer to name a book>oh yeah definitely ‘The Realms of Fallen Tanzezalel’ by Sander Xanderson, definitely definitelyLol
>>25550884>Sander XandersonTypa dude who would serve your bars during peak xanny domination (real name tyler)
>>25550884I'm a gamer and I've read more classics of literature and philosophy than (You) have.
I read more than (You) just in general also
Soooo.... suck my DICK
I am here. You may begin the thread.
>>25550919>>25550921Gamer-sama I FUCKING KNEEL
>>25550919>>25550921Makes sense. Modern video games fucking suck shit anyway, might as well read.
>>25550919I’m making fun of a thread they have on /v/ right now
>one chance at life>born as an ugly manlet with middling intelligence I know the fate of most people is to die having done nothing but pay taxes and clean the streets but simply being aware of it is killing me.
>>25550959at least u are not a nigger
>>25550414Don’t forget about the cynocephali. We have more evidence that they existed and more eye witness accounts of them than we had for the entire Hittite empire up until recently. Herodotus, Pliny the Elder, and Marco Polo all saw them. There was also a satyr who was captured alive and brought to Alexandria Egypt. Then when it died they preserved it and exhibited across the Byzantine Empire for decades.
>>25550422It is the Fae Folk. Also known as The Gentry, the good little people, the Aos Si, and the Sidh (pronounced shee).
>>25550967Niggers are vogue right now. When I was living in London every single one of them had a cute native thirsting for them, I'm talking about the second or third generation ones that have lived all their lives there. I don't know how it is for the other countries with a sizeable negro population, like France or America, but it's probably the same.
i have only 3 kinds of thing i post online anymoresincere thoughtjokecalculated attempt to elicit a certain reaction from people so i can be sure i haven't gone insane
>>25550853>>25550855then it's time to go full /out/doors, pack up your hiking gear and go for an adventure. at first just for an afternoon, later camping for couple of days
>>25550978Sounds like a London problem to me. In the US they only ever get the fattest ugliest and thoroughly walled white women you can imagine. It’s a social death sentence in most American communities still though. England might as well be a conquered nation at this point the way you treat foreigners
I've been led to believe that my true opinions and feelings in life are just so far beyond anyone else's comprehension that it's a waste of energy and time to ever try and express them to a single other person. That I will be misunderstood is just completely guaranteed beyond fail.
>is heatstroke a viable method?!>In hospital now, just blew my face off. Here's a pic>Is anyone else transitioning?!>My whore wife fucked me over. Everyone thinks I'm an abusive rapist and she took all of my money, fucked another guy, and said she never loved me. She was my life.>Any Indians here?>I raped a child in '06. Please support me>I smoke in hopes that I get cancer and die >Hey, does anyone wanna meet up and commit together? Don't tell anyone! Msg me friendlydude7394@proton.me>Anime keeps me alive>There's a video of me fucking a fish online, what do I do?!>Failed the exam>Lil peep appreciation thread>Anyone wanna be friends?>Bubblegum method>People think I get off on encouraging them to commit suicide, that's a lie! There's absolutely no proof of that!>Bf left me>People don't know what it's like to be brown>I just ate 6 headache tablets, am I gonna die?!
>>25551015That was my childhood in a nutshell. I had friends and all, but they’d always alternate between being complimentary and antagonistic about my undeniably superior intelligence. “You go home and read the dictionary all night.” type jokes etc… I was basically that character “double D” from Ed, Edd, and Eddy growing up
>>25551022Don't go to reddit
Almost every major problem in the world has its roots in our insane relationships with the natural world. Human supremacism is so ingrained in our thinking that it doesn't need to be codified or argued - it is just taken for granted as it is built into everything.This includes our insane relationships with each other. For example racism cannot stand without a foundation of human supremacism.Postmodern nihilism, the feeling that the world is meaningless and antagonistic? it has everything to do with us being cut off from the natural world. More generally the state of the world disincentivizes caring about anything beyond friends and family because everything is being systematically polluted, destroyed, and enshittified.
We have simply lost the idea of civilization and the confidence to pursue it.
>poetry general thread I created died at 64 postsgrimThough you could argue as OP it was my responsibility to watch it and keep it bumped.
>>25551084We need more borders, more fences, more bureaucrats, more laws, more police, more surveillance, more psyops, more politicians, more priests, more corporations, more billionaires. Only then will the process of ~~pacification~~ civilization be complete.
>>25551215Almost forgot to mention we need more genocide. After all it was central to Europeans "civilizing" the world.
damn I'm looking cute today. I must have gotten my beauty sleep
Goddamn, CCleaner has really become borderline spyware, huh? All these popups and histrionics that my PC is infected and I must buy their upgraded service now to fix it. I might have to uninstall it.
>>25551268Yep it's trash since version 7. Everyone's following the lead of the tech billionaires making things as hostile and exploitative as possible.
>>25551215>>25551220Typical. Nobody is stopping you from living in the woods with Stone Age tech.
i’ve stopped overlooking things as ‘basically harmless’ and my new thing is being annoyed and inconvenienced by what are basically victimless crimes (aka being a hater). people’s accents, people using the same cadence for jokes all the time, highfalutin language, being unfunny, being long-winded - i let my mind fully exaggerate & empty its bottomless wells of venom upon. and i think it’s contributed enormously to my writerly skills and my authenticity. i’m no longer sanding down the texture of my actual consciousness by trying to be fair. and it also introduces a specificity to characterisation in my writing.
>>25551313Based. Hypercritical, vitriolic, misanthropic novels are in.
>>25551321Are they? Where do sell/buy them?
>>25551330see: The Brief Wondrous Life of Oscar Wao and Harassment Architecture
>>25548924Recommendations for reading on Frankism?
>>25551321i’m a rung below misanthropic but could easily write half a chapter about how much i loathe a person i’ve only met twice (old head of PPE at my uni, girlfriend’s dad, etc).
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3mbvWn1EY6gIf you like my asshole, I'll let you in my assYou fuck some, suck some, it's all gay to me*guitar riff*I'm fatherfucking gay, it makes no difference what you say*guitar riff*Don't want no pussy, its only cock for meMY ASS IS GAYMY ASS IS GAY
>>25550525This except I have to fantasize about hot women being motherly in a sexualized way toward me. Otherwise I don't have enough dopamine to sleep.
what are you gonna do when you get out of jail?
>>25551370NIGGA SHUT THE FUCK UP *throws hard corner of meal tray at your head*
>>25548819Just got out of the hospital after a traumatic surgery. How the fuck do they expect a healthy young man to recover in a ward like tha? Had a schizo who wouldn't shut up opposite me, there was no windows for fresh air, and the nurses kept fussing over me every 10 minutes. It's good to be home. Fancied one of the nurses, though, especially because the girl I'm seeing upset me greatly because she didn't come to visit me. When I go back might ask for her and see if I could invite her out for a drink.
I've begun to lose the need to defend myself from criticism, and have started to see it as meaningless and equally valid as praise.
>>25551419Personally I have just been losing respect for people who rail on me, and now just give them a cynical 'alright' and walk off, and I'm concerned it will make me a pushover
if i had the chance i’d ask the world to dance
Footnotes/Endnotes are so fucking annoying. Why is this shit so arbitrary.
>>25551388Once I got into a hospital and they prescribed me these shots, which they performed incorrectly and drove me into the state of literal shock. Not only I had cold sweats, terrible stomachache and disgusting metal taste in my mouth, but also I was throwing up and shitting myself in front of other patient in the room.Moral of the fable: it could be much worse, you really never know.
https://vocaroo.com/1hM5wFl79B6h
I can't believe how stupid yet opinionated they are
Only God has the authority to bless himself whenever he sneezes.
>>25551496You sound like a pussy.
>>25551496Private school Englishman https://youtube.com/shorts/s5jNbQwxpvs?si=A2wgKJQojv_9uTl1
It seems wrong to receive to an object of selfish rumination, so I'll try my best to excise you from my thoughts, because I don't feel like I deserve to think about you anymore.https://youtu.be/kzLmsXboqWY?is=c54ChYYS4jcO87ie
>>25551537reduce you* to an object
Made another marinade out of random shit I had lying around>za'atar>paprika>hatch chile>olive oil>worcestershire>lemon juice>splash of this gross berry wine I hadwill report back on how it tastes
>>25551534you clocked my tea
I remember when I was psychotic, I had a hallucination of my dad repeating the words "Cuck and Fuck" in a grotesquely bullish, Southern tone with chewing tobacco carelessly leaking down his jaws. It also made me feel as if this were severing the connection between my brain and spinal cord, which is honestly kind of a fucked up feeling when you're driving on the highway.
I need to find a good bagel place.
I am in fact smarter than you. And what do you even think your business is, some form of right-wing archaeology?
The women huddled around the portals hemming and saying of 'Tissot.'But all the while . . . in the upper places where our highest, loosest minds are upon with their good works' pedestals -- They, the girls see the Afrique-shapes, giant marbles, and granulated photographs of rockstars or Vancouver gas stations.Then will we say of our marvels? Or retire with our coffee and iced gifts for employers and feminine shopkeepers . . . But we have marvels to share --Modern babies' outings with the art that strikes fear. In the cities of Tokyo's frozen lead and incubation's-light -- Oh, but not the city of promontory and British right? And it's not neither -- nor neither weren't fair, O my city . . . But now you've a Lion's share and look feign like any. And your women, as was all ways said, 'are they not pretty?'So you are no less a city? -- But you are for all the twiddling. But you are for the lack of nip in the cold, for the lack of strange tongues' seemin strange, and the coming of age not coming --And Tissot is twiddling, and strange, and we talked of Monet again, the whispers-lo. They are all 'impressed' again, listen-lo! So Tissot is not Tissot.
Okay, here’s another end-of-the-thread story, get yourself comfy, kids. A while ago at some forum, not 4chan, I met this person who pretended to be Tegan from Tegan and Sara. They never called themselves that, they only kinda led me into believing that they were, and I was retarded enough to believe them. They liked to “fuck with people” as they called it by creating various online personas to troll people. I don’t remember if I shared my pictures with them, but I probably did, and they probably are still using them to catfish some other idiots like me. The whole thing was not good for my mental health, and I believe they gained an access to my computer at some point - otherwise how could they porn-shame me right on spot. I felt like being watched for a few years (yet I couldn’t be assed to re-install the system on my computer either). Fuck if I’m getting myself into shit like that again.
I know you're very proud and mysterious, and I find that very attractive, but still, it's a simple question, babe.https://youtu.be/Hphwfq1wLJs?is=ErK_1mYero3z5Y9Z
I would make a perfect muse. I have inspired songs, poems, etc. I just need a woman with the creative and emotional intensity to actually lay claim to me forever.
>>25551687DudeI'm so jealous you got to fuck with fake Tegan for a second
>>25551722People will tell you it isn't but that's the way it is
>>25551696great bit of british telly: rod stewart pissed drawing the lottery numbers on mid-morning daytime tvhttps://youtu.be/3xPDBA2mSHI
>>25551388And just got home to realise I left my fucking books at the hospital! I only had 10 pages left of Hangover Square!
>>25551727Huh?
>>25551732That being in a relationship makes muses and artists out of people!!! Fuck!
>>25551735I know, if anything it's the opposite. But I would just like to be there with someone consistly by their side as I inspire their creative energy.
>>25551739I get it. It's rough man
Normalize rich women marrying poor but attractive and smart young men NOW*lifts sign up and down while marching in a circle*
>>25551728What a treasure.
>>25551751I married one as such and it fucking rules. The thankfulness is real.
>>25551724Fun fact: I’m not even into women, but they probably thought that if they harass me long enough I may give way. It was extremely creepy all the way around, although it was probably the last time I spoke to someone besides my family, coworkers and anon.
>>25551761Well, call it growing pains. I did the same thing as a straight man towards a lesbian and it works but what's the point really?
young hearts be free tonighttime is on your side
>>25551763oh yeah that's ten hours in the sensory deprivation coffin for me, pal.
>>25551762>I did the same thing as a straight man towards a lesbianI hope you are ashamed of yourself
>>25551766No actually I'm still proud. She sweet thing was bitching about her masc lesbian abuser gf being drunk and screaming at her to get more cigarettes at midnight. I asked her to dinner, she showed up in a cyan shortdress totally fucking charmed like ready to do the whole thing. It was a sweet time but I didn't find it to be a worthy lifelong project for myself.
the lesbian (bi?) girl at work i normally avoid (bc i can't talk to girls) ended up giving me a lift home today, and because it was so awkward we couldn’t help but talk we ended up having a conversations about random shit.at some point she said ‘i’m really not into rollercoasters. scared of heights.’i said ‘oh yeah what are you on the teacups then?’‘yeah haha that’s me.’‘that’s where the real action is.’
>>25551778Slow down! I'm writing up your conversation so I can use it for my novel.
My wife is lazy in bed and I think the answer is simply dick pills.
>>25551790All women are trash in bed. Making love is man’s work, like cleaning gutters or mowing the lawn. Women just lay there
After a thorough investigation, I regret to inform you that ugly women have become interested in your hobbies.
>>25551796when i’m in bed with a girl i basically just lie there and whisper ‘do it to me’
>>25551799Fantastic. I will put them on a leash and rename them all "Seymour."
>>25551784have one on me
>>25551807they're the kind of ugly women who will ask the manager to have you removed for making them feel unsafe.
>>25551790Can I have her number? I like when women do nothing in bed.
Everybody seems to think I'm lazyI don't mind, I think they're crazy
>>25551809Just another example of how women need to be tamed.
I was gonna go out but I think I'll just abuse my meds and stay in.
"It was less an act of hubrisMore a lonely hearts club at the helm of a magic bulletAway on a relentless bid for rarefied inertiaRattletrap forks married to the patchy terra firma Ursa Minor getting warmerI crowbar into the pecking orderThe dreck between the whores and Betty Ford-ersHug a double yellow spineKnobby rubber like a rat on a ropeThose little fuckers run on passion aloneThis is the product of a DIY inadequate homeGrabbing a cabin in the-fuck-outta-dodgeActin' a savage in the shadows of RomeTraffic amassed against insufferable oddsFashioning gallows out of plastic and boneI got the motordrome walls of death splintering under meAll-city galvanized bikes white knucklingBright light, tunnel kings tuck in the devilPS - I wrote this on a self-destructing memo"
>adult babies>Furries>Trannies>Bronies>Clussy people>...Woooooo
"We are all wired into a survival trip now. No more of the speed that fueled that 60's. That was the fatal flaw in Tim Leary's trip. He crashed around America selling "consciousness expansion" without ever giving a thought to the grim meat-hook realities that were lying in wait for all the people who took him seriously... All those pathetically eager acid freaks who thought they could buy Peace and Understanding for three bucks a hit. But their loss and failure is ours too. What Leary took down with him was the central illusion of a whole life-style that he helped create... a generation of permanent cripples, failed seekers, who never understood the essential old-mystic fallacy of the Acid Culture: the desperate assumption that somebody... or at least some force - is tending the light at the end of the tunnel."
https://youtu.be/20noZj8KRFQ?is=PrkufGgzXpCrJKFp
>>25551839There’s something to be said for the health-conscious, spiritual, yoga-doing LA crowd. The people thinking they’re part of “the search”. This great search that is mainly being conducted on the West Coast. And it’s because people, pioneers, have been fighting their way to get there for one hundred and fifty years. Finally they’re there, and there’s nothing there.
>>25551860Yeah, I lived in California for a year, in search of enlightenment at a donut shop in San Francisco, and despite living on the side of a mountain overlooking the Pacific, which is arguably the most beautiful environment I had seen, there was nothing that felt anything more spiritually pure about it than the corrosive fumes of the oil refinery in the town where I was born.
https://youtu.be/54c5z9vVfYg?is=TpcqMt11-GIv3JLA
>>25551796Painfully true
>>25551873>there was nothing that felt anything more spiritually pure about it than the corrosive fumes of the oil refinery in the town where I was born.?
Any Hispanic natives here to tell me how ‘El Parablo’ reads?
Facials are hot in porn and pictures, but they're immensely unsatisfying in real life. In my opinion, anyway.
>>25551903As in I initially saw it as some revolting, industrial monstrosity, I eventually learned to appreciate its humbling toxicity as one of the things that allowed me to sustain my grip on reality.
>>25551910Interesting. I feel that. Unfortunately you cannot express such sentiments on your professional artistic work without getting denounced for ecological disaster apologia.
I wish being in love didn't transmogrify me into an insane, paranoid, retard.
>>25551910And I find to be evident in the irony that refinery used to be called "Humble," before becoming the largest in the continental United States.
>>25551914That's just part of it. Like the love that comes from being a parent.
>>25551913Yeah, I understand, but who really doesn't like a documentary about a serial killer, or just some spooky movie?
>>25551916I wish what I did because it's torn apart all of my romantic relationships. I mean i'm seriously unstable, not just like insecure.
>>25551919Documentary is fine; sympathy and expressing a spiritual kinship is problematic. Of course none of this matters to your internal feelings, only if you were write it and try to publish it somewhere. Imagine writing a novel about some guy who finds spiritual transcendence in dumping waste into rivers and cutting down trees, lol.
>>25551922Sounds like you need therapy.
>>25551925I haven't found a good therapist.
guess I'll make theNEW>>25551928>>25551928>>25551928NEWkitty brunnhilde edition
Hamburger, hirohito
>>25551923It's more a cynical dismissal of the possibility of spiritual transcendence at all, rooted in the belief that there's no perspective of reality that's more substantial than any other.
>>25551909Anything outside of a creampie is unsatisfying, even if they may be aesthetically pleasing through porn. Mother Nature intended you to creampie and that's why it sucks when you do anything else.
>>25551909https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=TD5qLnSnLxA&ra=m
