Mental Health Walks Edition Previous >>25570408
If I was more condiment with words and had the ability to own them like they were my own I would be an unstoppable writer because I do have a voice.
Okay that is the most unintentionally funny thing I have ever written.
>>25573158Thread is off to a strong start!
I don’t really like Jpegmafia that much but the song ‘Puff Daddy’ is insanely addicting to listen to (not even produced by him tho)
>>25573153
I love everybody.
bros i have been reading paradise lost, and its so comfy omgWhy did we have to degenerate away from such noble discourse?And yeah I know that the whole "giving women voting rights, and influx of niggers and jeets" is the main irreversible cause, but dammit allow a man to hope for a brighter tomorrow!
What's the matter with the boy?
>>25573171We also love you, Anon!
>>25573174life is supposed to be hard. if you haven't lived in a dangerous world of browns and women with voting rights have you even lived at all?
I am here.
>>25573144Every time I pick a book up these days, I get so overwhelmed that I don't even bother reading.When I was 24, the summer after graduation, I read Notes, Demons, The Idiot, and C&P in one fucking summer, and it was the most nourishing time of my life. It ignited my fire to read widely as well as write. After that I had a solid run of 5 years just reading all the goats, constant marginalia, endless creative ideas, a free and open mind.But now, I'm 30, overworked, and I simply cannot pick up a book without worrying about all the things I need to do to "get the most" out of reading a classic. I've been trying to read Tender is the night for over 6 months, and the first thought I have is fuck I have to use so much of my brain to fully grasp and appreciate this.The fun of it is gone. How do I get it back?
Wow...Well since he is here, for totally unrelated reasons I'm going
>>25573191I make sure to take time to read fun books. Action paperbacks and such.
Does anyone ever dream they’re reading a book? And when you wake you know, despite having never read that particular book, it certainly isn’t about that.
>>25573144Soundgarden lyrics are fucking poetry man. So life affirming. Why did bro had to hang? Shit
>>25573174I live in a liberal hellscape. As a white guy it spices you up and gives you swagger, especially if you’re not insulated by professional white collar salary. I’m like Laney Staley if he was a little hood
>>25573129And? That does not preclude that some may simply not have sex. It's really easy, not having sex. Especially today, where extraneous forces are not very compeling. You don't even have to cloister yourself like a monk or anything.P.S: I can't tell if you are a third worlder or like Scandinavian or some shit. Very odd dichotomy.
>>25573220He foresaw the death of white cultural hegemony and thereby unfettered access to universal pussy as a white dude. Same reason STP kms
>>25573236>foresaw the death of white cultural hegemonyHe hanged himself in 2017. That's well into the age of Coon Tunes and Nigger rap. African American music arguably past its cultural prime at that point, in fact.
I like acting a little bourgeois. Very white thing to do.
>>25573258Well I guess it depends how you look at it.
Should not have taken a nap today. I feel like shit now.
>>25573191When I sit down on the toilet to shit I pull out my smartphone and read 1940s-60s pulp science fiction. I've probably gone through 100 books now (don't give a shut about numbers, i just like readin em). A lot of them are really good and it really puts into perspective how bad "sci fi television" is, Star Trek is such an emperor with no clothes.
>>25573144When I was young I would've never believed it.That possibilities would be so few, and disappear so quickly.
>>25573155>>25573153That is certainly one of the posts of all time.
>>25573183circumsized fingertips wrote this.
>>25573191Am older than you. Went through the same lull. What worked for me was microfiction and flash fiction. The good stories are so short they cannot be intimidating, they require 30 seconds to read, but they're so well designed and finely crafted that they can reignite the passion for reading and writing.
I’ll take three eggs scrambled, a stack of pancakes, four slices of bacon, four slices of sausage, and a piece of ham, a side of home fries, toast: rye, and a pot of coffee with plenty of cream and sugar.
>>25573439That’ll be 2 bucks.
People tell me I should open up more, or that they're always there if I need someone to talk. No thanks, I'll continue crying while no one watches.
>>25573191I'm in some ways in the same boat as you. I work as a technical translator/ interpreter and my work shifts are so busy and draining that by the end of a day I am barely able to understand or comprehend a single book paragraph, so I usually just listen to music or watch porn instead to relax and calm down my mind.
Should I marry my French girlfriend and leave my master studies to go to France with her?
>>25573451>that they're always there if I need someone to talk. lots of people say that, its such an empty gesture.
>>25573457no, they're all whores, bang one instead of marrying her or dropping studies
>>25573458True that. I've had people say that to me and then cut contact with me less than 6 months later. That said, I believe it when it's my mom.
>>25573457I don't know anything about how getting your masters works but is there a way to transfer perhaps? Otherwise, no, I wouldn't do it.
>>25573457Wait a couple years.
Man, what a fuckin' bus ride. One crazy homeless black lady in the front yelling like a deranged, mentally ill psycho, and one homeless black guy in the back who smelt like literal shit and stunk up the bus with his noxious miasma. Fortunately they both got off about halfway through my ride but still.
>>25573483American public transport sounds like a great experience. Not like it's great in Europe either, but still.
>>25573498Usually it's fine with plenty of young and older qts to leer at but yeah sometimes this happens, especially if you're riding through the outskirts of downtown.
>>25573506>youngHow young exactly?
>>25573144Whoa there he goesWatch out girl, he'll beat you upWhoa there he goesHe's a wifebeater
>>25573498I don't drive and I live in the states. Worst place to not have a driver's license.
>>25573507I mean generally college aged-30 but high schools ride the bus often too, sometimes to get to the mall or in the morning to school or w/e
Do people actually get to work remote jobs?
>>25573512>younger>30
>>25573518true. you know what i mean tho. and i think 30-45 being attractive middle aged is fair. plenty of those too.
>>25573191>first thought I have is fuck I have to use so much of my brain to fully grasp and appreciate this.I actually kinda like coming back to a book and gaining new insights from it the second time round, guess this is why I dont fear the first pass over
Paul Auster time!!
Remembering that one time some crackhead lady on the metro offered me a blowjob for 10 bucks and when I declined, she offered again but for 20.
>>25573529lol maybe she was gonna pay you for the privilege
>>25573522Anything under 50 goes.
>>25573568Now that I'm 31 and get hella looks from women my age and older whom I'm starting to find attractive too, yessir.
>>25573524That's actually a useful perspective. The first read could be purely for vibes + some notes, and the second, if needed, can be for real shit.
>>25573572Once I hit my thirties I found that 19-23 y/o girls in particular have started giving me attention.
My counselor at the methadone clinic said I was easily the smartest person in the building and of all the patients. As someone who always thinks I'm the smartest person in the room, it was nice to get some recognition, even if it's not a very high bar to clear...
>>25573607"Smartest crackhead in the building" award.
>>25573609lol exactly
>>25573529I’ve literally fucked a few crackheads in public on their box at the same time in my worst moment. Don’t do stimulants. Do I regret it? Some days. They were stinky, and I can still smell it, but they were hot as fuck. The economy is bad, drug addiction is rampant and there are occasionally hotter homeless crackheads than not. Plus it was free. Demon time!
>>25573439>a pot of coffee with plenty of cream and sugar
>>25573532You don’t get it, it’s scarcity marketing. Now that it’s less affordable it’s supposed to be more appealing for different target audience.
2 years into my first job. New plant management. Night hours changed and now I have to do mandatory overtime until 2am every week or just get the surprise of hearing my regular 8 hours and walk into work and someone says "suprise! 10 hours today".God, I hate factory work. I can't find a silver lining in this.
>>25573657kek
damn I'm looking cute today. anyone wanna hit the bars? you pay the bill and I promise I can get you laid. okay maybe not laid but for sure a number or two!
>>25573666nah demon bro, that's gay
>>25573670numbers from ladies! we'll just be wingmen and hangout while we scope out the talent
>>25573439I’m having hard boiled eggs with sriracha and lemon tea.
>>25573644>what the local schizophrenic (off his meds) says to me before he jumps me with a knife (he thinks I'm CIA)
I feel like I went so hard with my hair routine I yanked like a quarter of my hair instead.
I’ve found the one, but I sacrificed her to God and fucked up the relationship on purpose. The pain is immense, but it’s necessary fuel for what I believe to be my calling. I love you _____! Thank you God! I will never have sex again!
Sacrifice all your women to God! Trust me. It will literally result in multiple blessings. God is the best!!
I've written some shit and have ideas I find interesting but writing itself feels like such a massive chore. It all has to be so laundered and manicured like an art, and if you don't you can't convey anything well, and even if you do it "well" there's a high chance people will just fall asleep reading it anyway. I hate the act of writing but love being creative.
>>25573607You got addicted to fucking opiates, lol. You're not THAT smart, lmao.
>>25573698Well, it was either heroin or suicide, but I see your point. Truth be told, ever since I was a young boy, I've had a fascination with the drug addict lifestyle, and in some sense, always knew I'd end up trying it. I just didn't plan on it lasting so long, that's the real problem.
I put some milk or cream in my coffee, that's it.
walks are so shit
>>25573528Whitest mystery meat black-eyed zoomer on 4chan
Smoked some weed & now I'm sleepy.
>>25573457Unlike that woman, a masters degree will never leave you or suck a niggers cock behind your back.
>>25573708Clearly a homosexual cuban or Puerto Rican.
>>25573712Stop smoking pot.
>>25573702NTA but imo the saddest part of this isn’t being a heroin addict or even being in a methadone programme, it’s the reddit ‘my therapist said i’m smart’ and going so far as to feel like sharing it. argh.
>>25573716Lolno
>>25573721Weakling
>>25573705Why though? I wish I was strong enough to go on walks completely offline, without any tech on me.
>>25573713Why do people cheat on their significant others, and lie about it? That’s so evil. It’s better to end the relationship. If I’m not worshipping my lover’s sexual organ, then I’m going to leave.
I never awoke to the past. I took some pictures of my face just now. My face, don't you know it? I have always been a very ugly person. Save the times I was called ugly as a child, my own mother, when I was eighteen, idly said "he looks pretty cute with a facemask on," before a look of embarrassment covered flushed over her. Just three days ago, she told her friend, while she did not know I listened, "He really used to look so sweet." Yes, mine was a face not even a mother could love.Very broken. I am a very, very, fragile, broken man. And when I fall asleep again, I will beg and plead that it was all a cruel dream. I should be tormented, I should cry, I should be hurt, should I not? But my mind is blank, and something close to complete indifference fills me. Yes, how is it so? I cannot say. Perhaps this would be a better thing to beg for: I wish I were human. Yes, yes! Please, I want to know what it feels like to be human! I want to know what it feels like, please, even for a second to feel the same thing I read about in volumes of literature. Please! Please! I nap, please, when I wake up, make it over.Please.
Just saw an article about four men who recently invented a nail polish for women that can detect whether a drink is spiked or not by changing color after inserting a nail into said drink.The comment section is about what you'd expect. All men are still predators and cannibals and rapist murderers and should be killed on-sight and women never do anything wrong ever.
why are so many books deal with themes of being a cuckold
>>25573726it’s just legs being legs. at its best it’s a component of some form of tourism. it uses all the wrong muscles. as a man you should have a strong upper body and long skinny legs. and last but not least it’s just boring - whatever the homemade pottery crowd might tell you; it’s all about the destination: not the journey.
>>25573732Most women are beyond retarded.
>>25573732Maybe if women stopped accepting "free" drinks from Mohammed Suckdeep, this wouldn't be happening.
our national anthem now being ‘god save the *king*’ still doesn’t feel right. it only touches me by making me think of elizabeth. rip EIIR.
Devout Christians are the only ones worth anything in this world.
>>25573729why ruin your life over it? just make peace with god and never tell her.
>>25573755You are part of the problem. There are just as many men who fuck whores behind their girlfriends back as men. Infidelity everywhere. God does not support your wicked behavior.
devout faggots are the only ones worth anything in this world.
>>25573759Women* I’m tired of everyone, but Christians. I no longer want to associate with anyone else. That’s why I’m moving to a small town with real believers.
>>25573760Go through enough pain, and you will eventually turn your heart to Christ!
>>25573759god will forgive harmless bits of fun (though i agree it sometimes demands being taken more seriously), what He won’t forgive is moral crusaders, raining out judgment on his behalf. there’s a good poem by that old roman catholic chesterton about it.
>>25573769You’re right. I am sorry.
>>25573769>CatholicOpinion discarded. Dumb statue worshipper.
>>25573766do not threaten me you dork
>>25573769Are you not doing exactly what you are telling them not to do?
>>25573773an english poet once said better to have heads, not hearts, of oak.
>>25573779You retards literally ran brothels. Fuck off, Satanist.
I just started the job I have been studying for years for on top of spending close to half a year in internship on and I... absolutely hate it, oh my god I'm devastated....
>>25573794the point is closeness to god comes through the heart, not the head. we should be warm to our fellow man, even if our thoughts don’t align. emerson says pure intellect is the pure devil. pure and cold. the worst of all hells, according to dante, is the hell of ice.
>>25573797Well yeah, male prostitution isn’t for everyone
>>25573803>god>lowercase gI know what you are.
>>25573814>capitalising the g is more important than feeling somethingi guess i know what you are.
>>25573803That seems good. I just had a fit because the thought of infidelity enrages me. I’m glad I got it out. I’m actually not that type of person. Thank you.
>>25573819sometimes we all get a little bit frustrated. all the best.
I probably cannot put off having my front teeth done.
I shall stay away from lolita fashion bull crap.
I have wasted so much time.So much to read. So little will to read it. I wish I could be my own slave driver.
>>25573773You worship penis, sodomite.
>>25573732Fucking corpses seems more profitable in this day and age.
>>25573713I literally beat up two exes because they did the latter to me. Domestic violence should make a comeback.
>>25573849the value of being clever is in escaping this mindset. reading does nothing for you unless you want to do it. if you were your own slave driver you’d be the same mind decorated by knowledge. the mind itself wouldn’t have changed.
Yummy yummy yummy I've got cum in my tummy
>>25573876Yummy yummy yummy yummy pizzaYummy yummy yummy yummy youThe only slice I truly likeCosts more than a buck or two
i’ll fight any man alive
>>25573849My biggest problem is my iphone. I used to read all day when I had the chance. I’m seriously considering buying a flip phone. Has anyone here done this?
>>25573891No but I've deleted all social media from my phone to forcibly keep myself from doomscrolling.
>>25573894Delete browser too.
>>25573894I think if I got rid of my iPhone, and only had internet access at the library it would take away my porn addiction (unless I start fapping at the library), my need for attention of multiple people at all times and doomscrolling all in one. It sounds great.
>>25573144Mother who aggressively rebuffs any attempts at suggesting her child is disabled and a father who firmly believes said child is disabled but refuses to actually say it.
>>25573902I’ve already considered buying a dictionary after the merriam Webster app led me to watching degenerate porn.
>>25573909KEK
>>25573909Did you jerk off to porn of Merriam Webster?
>>25573909qrd
>>25573909I’m intrigued. Shall I download Merriam Webster to scout for new ideas?
>>25573913No, but just touching my phone makes me think of transexuals. At one point, I was using my phone for only calling, listening to music and to look up words. That didn’t last long.
>>25573861I get distracted, anon. I like reading, I just can't concetrate on reading a single thing a time very much. I go bouncing around all over the place. I go to another tab to look a word up and suddenly it's halfan hour later and I'm looking up some shit and I opened another PDF. It's a lot easier when you have to actually read an object instead of the computer. A book is a classic but the phone also helps.
>>25573917>No, but just touching my phone makes me think of transexuals.How did you even reach this point?
>>25573917I’ll probably end up becoming like a woman, and start reading smut. Someone help me please!
>>25573919I want to be my own slave drver for the structure, is what I mean.
>>25573920I went to college with a transsexual and found that she was the sexiest thing imaginable. Now, cock is literally all I think about. I’m even gay now. I don’t know what happened.
>>25573919the thing that distracts you is what you actually like. if the idea of this ashames you it goes some distance in explaining your lack of true & deep affinity with the humanities.
>>25573939Apparently I am truly attracted to browsing articles about philosophy and history instead of rreading about philosophy and history. The clever psychologist has unraveled me! Give him the accolades hes craves! Maybe that way he will retreat back into the august academy he came from and stop pestering mortals.
>>25573950it is his duty, after all, not to scare the living. >>25573720in any case it says a hundred thousand times more about your character. e.g. writers have gotten addicted to opiates. it happens. but you’d never catch (say) jean cocteau writing or thinking this sort of talk. he wouldn’t even halfway feel it without it coming with some suffering about how awful it is to sound out.
>>25573144I think my midlife crisis just started. I do not like it.
>>25573457Finish your masters before that French wench finishes you
>>25573999Midlife crises start with The Terrible Twos teething
My take on virginity - coming inside someone of the opposite sex matters .0001% as much as being inside someone who wants you to be inside them also and smiles when it happens and gives you that look and you give her dem feelings .. that is to say, the physical act means next to nothing & it’s all a matter of finding someone or seducing someone or falling in love or whatever it is God or nature designed us to be capable of doing before reproducing.
Good night, anons! In benevolent-good-faith-good-vibes-and-shit meaning, not like in that quote where “good night” is an equivalent to “fuck off”.
holy smokes i love heroin
>>25573891You can get modern flips designed to break dopamine loops, im thinking of getting a "Light Flip"
>>25574006what?
>>25574013Good night anon! Sweet dreams!
MORE SCUBA TODAY!! :DD
I need to fix my life but I know if I did everything I was supposed to to I'd go insane. I'm not built for this shit.
I know two Indian women who have trusted me enough to tell me that their real name is Swastika, and both of them go by Swati and said that this cultural misunderstanding hurt them at points in their career.
>>25573144One time in kindergarten I had to memorize a poem. My mother spent many hours drilling that stupid poem into my head, then the day I was supposed to recite it I immediately kicked my teacher when asked to do so. That way no one got what they wanted and I won.
>>25574115My toddlerdom was a deeply unfulfilling time in my life. Just an endless parade of me bumbling about not understanding anything and getting lectured.
>>25574118I was, in fairness, an aggressive little shit who did not listen, or stay still, or pay attention, or anything. But there was nothing worth listening of staying still for.
>>25574118You had a point in your life where you dommed toddlers? Sickfuck.
>>25574019I’ll get it. Thanks. Hope to god it saves me.
>>25574118Dude you were a toddler. All they do is bumble around and not understand things.
>>25574124You say this like there isn't an entire profession dedicated to that.But I guess, it's toddlerhood?
All the people I've seen push nofap seem to both have a completely different perspective of and experience with masturbation than I do, while also being extremely mentally ill.90% of the time I've seen someone pushing nofap, they've had to sneak in schizo fringe topics and /x/ shit in with the same breath.
>>25574152I remember trying nofap, and I kept it up for two weeks, but then some really bad IRL stuff happened and I jerked off to distract myself and my nuts hurt like shit when I ejaculated, actual immense pain. I've never gone for more than 4 days without masturbating since, I obviously need it.
>>25573905Child who identifies himself through his parents.
Man i love yukkuri abuse
>>25574160>Ryona>Whores get off to itcringe
>>25574159Person who needs an identity.
I never figure out anything in life except that I like books.I am 27 years old, I have nothing except a high school degree and a bunch of years doing menial labor, but what I know is that I like books and writing. Maybe that will amount to something worthwhile one day.
Writing is best when you are vulnerable. I tried to hide myself and I was committing the worst sin as a writer by being dishonest. It is best when you bear your soul to the world and show everyone what you truly are.
>>25574174Go outside.
Happy 4:20!
>>25574187Why?
>>25574174Your best ideas tend to come when you are out in nature.
>>25574201I need to go on a retard hike one of these days.
Every social interaction estranges me from myselfEach utterance weighs this fake maskRecently, I began to avoid giving away any opinion or personal preferences in the hope of salvaging some inner space for myselfI still long for connection, but finally I accepted loneliness as the only way to freedomI wish I could live each day in a different place,free of yesterday's meThe worst thing that has ever happened to me was to have a friend; I've never felt so oppressed in my life, but that was years ago; now I'm all alone with my misery again; the very next social interaction will be the best
Yes, Sir. I am at your service. I remain in complete compliance.
>>25574209Well despite anything I want you to know I personally and affectionally love your soul through all boundaires and that is not a statement of homosexuality is an offering of self-love (or esteem) in the motion of caring fro you and your human heart beat
>>25574226Stop telling people in these threads that you love them.
>>25574230Stop victimizing these third parties in using them as a boundary between you and I
The World According to Garp has really spoken to me, as a father of two with anxiety. The poor dude has just a complete shit time of things - some of it self inflicted - and the whole thing just works so well.
>>25574279What are you talking about?
Just moved out of my childhood home and started a new job in the cityI hate it I miss my parents so much What a stupid boring depressing world we live in I'm so depressed I didn't feel this homesick when I went to college because I knew I'd come home for the summer and winter and whatever elseBut now that's all goneThey'll never again be a daily presence in my lifeI miss them
>>25574284I am talking about, and to, you
I'm bored. Cant think of any decent larps I can do, or intellectual/artistic movements to follow.
>>25574293Then what do you want?
>>25574297In my dream, we are close friends in separate rooms in the same high-rise apartment which is also a part of the campus where we are totally tenured to live as we will and regularly visit a variety of cafeteria buffets, wherein we two and other compadres discuss the finer points of reality and develop its futures, under loosely grey-blue skies and a mixture of rainy seasons. The women are kept separately, but we can visit.
Every day I wish you would call me, even though that goes against the last thing I ever directly said to you.
>>25574310I tried that experiment in the seventh grade, where I asked 'if I don't say anything, will my so-called friends talk to me, or notice if I wasn't there?' and it turns out, they didn't. Later I paid a psychologist $350 for three sessions and told her the same thing I told you, she said 'well what can you expect?'. Indeed.
Hey Mom! Remember when Chris died and you took me to the child psychologist for grief-counseling, and you told me she said 'it's currently impossible to estimate the damage, anything put out until now would be pulling a figure out of the air'? Well, I've been working on it, even if you set it aside! Shall I show you, or would that interrupt your life?
If I bare myself to you, will you redeem me, and recover me from this life?
I'm feeling guilt.While waiting at the bus stop today, this Hispanic dad and his late teenage son approached while a bus was leaving, and attempted to ask the bus driver,>Hey, where's the 60?I replied,>Over therePointing to the right. The teenage son heard and saw me, the dad didn't. The father asked again to the bus driver, who had opened her doors to hear him better,>Where's the 60?She motioned to the same spot I did, only right as he did this, he added,>To get to downtown Portland.The spot the bus driver and I motioned him to was for the opposite direction. I thought about correcting myself, but the proper bus was in a different spot, and I didn't feel like making a fuss. I saw them walk to the spot, and soon after, the 60, going the wrong way, pulled up, and they got on. Poor fellas.
>>25574331>>25574333Your mom isn't here. Stop posting about her.
Just picked up my copy of Serpent's Walk.
Yeah, I absolutely fucking hate you now, bitch.Christ, I chose to die for you without hesitating, and now I just want to bash your skull in with a brick.
I start my first job tomorrow. This is my October 7th
>>25574361 sick to my stomach at this tb h
>>25574430>buy my chudslopBuy an ad
>>25574445>and now I just want to bash your skull in with a brick.I feel like most bricks nowadays are made with such shoddy craftsmanship that I could probably easily tank one or two, if I had to.
>>25574462what’s the role
>>25574445Don’t talk about your mom that way, anon.
>>25574430holy fucking smokes that thumb.
>>25574333Who are you talking about?
>>25574464I know, I'm scum. Just throw me in prison now.
>>25573465>>25573481>>25573713>>25574005Ok ok, more context. I'm in the middle of a masters that I'm interested in but I know that its not something I doing for professional reasons, i.e. I will not do this for work, is only a passion. And I also have a good scholarshop but socially I'm very isolated for different reasons and also the ambience is not great. I already can feel that the next year is going to be just more of the same grating loneliness and stuff.This girl is the first in my life with whom I feel truly human, she is empathetic and has a joie de vivre that is absolutely new for me. However it's not really "love" in the gay juvenile sense. I think we both see each other as human and she wants to help me be happy given my circumstances. I would go to France to find better opportunities and also probably keep studying what i lovd eventually, there's many more artistic opportunity things there.I know there would be a lot of hardships and shit of course but this window of opportunity I feel is never going to come back. It's only in my 30s that I find someone like this and I've had too many shitty indifferent partners before and seen the crude indifference of society to throw this away. But yeah that would mean throwing away a pretty good scholarship and going back to wageslaving in a country I've never lived in. I can speak French though so that's no issue.So yeah, what do?
>>25574481Archives assistant
>>25574524ah.
Dive #6 is in the bag. Met a new dive buddy, went 48 ft down and saw a 5-6ft long Sturgeon cruising along near the bottom. We were down there until it got dark, probably about 45-60 minutes total.I love SCUBA.
lord keep me above sea-level
>>25574551Pussy-assed, bitch-assed Nancy-ass nigga. SCUBA is based.
>>25574579i’m land pilled, i’m earth coded, i’m serving land mammal.
>>25574492Lol ???
>>25574594it’s yuge. regular thumb for scale. i’ve always had this idea about white supremacists (not that i’m necessarily calling you a white supremacist): if you’re fat, short, ugly, weird, not particularly bright at school, etc, then of course you’d cling to the one privilege you do have for dear life.
I'm going to inject battery acid into your bone marrow, you pathetic fuck.
>>25574545I’m reading that stupid Whalefall book they’re making a movie out of soon and it’s making me want to pick that shit up too.
>>25573528I once attempted to unravel all of the metafictional aspects in City of Glass, I completely failed but I learned a great deal about metafiction. It is pretty impressive how far he manages to take it.
girls girls i love girls
>>25574616It's a fucking BOOK!? LOL
>>25574285I hope you find someone there, anonWhen I started my first real job I hated it too. I cried in the shower for too long, absolutely pathetic looking back. I was lucky to be staying with my sister and her husband during the transition and it ended up being some of the most meaningful time we had spent together since we were young.
>>25573999What’s after midlife crisis? Do you accept wasting your potential as a matter of fact and just keep going, but casually disappointed?
>>25574625Yeah, it kinda reads like a trite Stephen King book but with a premise too ridiculous even for him so even though there’s not much literary value it’s still entertaining.
Sweet
>>25574628Post midlife crisis crisis.
>>25574628midlife noncrisis. you re-settle down again (with your second wife), start earning more money, try reconnect with your kids once or twice a year, sell the motorbike, holiday in jamaica.
Can’t wait to be on vacation so that I can spend most of my time in bed
MAGA?No.Manga.
>>25574645Both are cringe
>>25574644TRUKE
manga?no. MAGA
>>25574627Thank you, anon. ;_;
Being alive is a useless exercise. You watch your body age, eat some junk food and waste money on dentists.
Having my dick sucked while I was on acid was a pretty cool experience. I ended up laughing during it and my voice sounded as deep as Satan's.
‘food’ is a concept that was probably never meant to exist. we eat ‘things’. nothing is actually food. it’s plants and other animals.
>>25574707Why have words for anything then right
Salt is not living.
>>25574726you missed the point. i’m not saying we shouldn’t name things i’m saying food is a made-up category that mistakes the nature of reality.we eat living things.
>>25574743yeah we shouldn’t be eating salt.
>>25574746Salt is delicious.
>>25574744Pedantic weirdo.
Let's have a look at Dad's Google search history.
>>25574744It’s not like your body can digest everything you put into your mouth, not everything is good for you. You need that edible/non-edible discernment.
Spending money to get your teeth done is so annoying.
>>25574753i’m just talking to you.
I wanna fuck Peppa Pig.
>>25574760i’m not even trying to make a nutritional argument i’m just making a dialectic point that the idea of ‘food’ is mistaken.
>>25574751yeah things being ‘delicious’ is another problem.
>>25574762>>25574766>>25574767
>>25574769oh man you gotta hate when some millennial deploys the jennifer lawrence reaction gif.
>>25574773lol it's my favourite
>favouriteSpell it right, faggot.
>>25574775yeah. anyway it’s a good point i’m making (and rather a beautiful point) & the fact people are having such a hard time with it is conclusive to my argument. gazelle isn’t lion food. it’s gazelle.
>>25574009Did this happen to you? How do i get this? Im starting to lose hope it will happen....
>>25574799how old are you
>>25574773>millennial deploys What is the demographic of /lit/ though? I assume it’s mostly millennials.
>>25574799
>>25574009nah this aint it
>>25574807This is so blatantly false its crazy
>>25574776I did spell it right, cunt.
Is it Christmas?
>>25574819never was
>>25574820Deep.
>>25574812is too
Republicans are going to get destroyed next month, and the next president will be a dem or establishment neocon. Time for phase 2.I predict the far right will fall off and out of "nowhere" the far left to take off
>>25573171Are you a girl?
>>25574815likewise arthur rubinstein used to say ‘love life and life will love you back’. and he slept with half the princesses in europe.
>>25573220Their early output I think is superior to their later output, when they were a little known college rock outfit on SST and Sub Pop.>>25573222>>25573236Lots of grunge references in this thread. Hmm. Fun fact: my aunt knew Scott Weiland personally when he was a kid. She was his babysitter.
>>25573342Why are you obsessed with penises you gay jew?
>>25573506I've only seen a handful but I live in bumfuck northeast Ohio. Not the most glamorous area.
>>25573174
>>25573794Brothels are actually a good thing
>>25574845yeaa idk what to tell ya, but this pleb got filtered
I want to know everythingI want to be everywhereI want to fuck everyone in the worldI want to do something that matters
It's been one year this month. She's really never coming back, lol. Oh well... Getting hoovered was a pretty fucking lame experience anyway.
>>25574877hoovered?
>>25574879Narcissist tactic, kept coming back around to say "I miss you", reinitiating the cycle of abuse. "Hoover you back in" essentially. Must have fallen for it hundreds of times, I thought she loved me you see.
>>25573191I genuinely recommend alcohol. You'll want some Irish whiskey and some cherry coke. You're not trying to get drunk, just a buzz and that nice warm feeling. That's going to help you relax and lock into your reading and writing. Works every time for me.
>>25574880Go to bed ya mofo
>>25574880She never loved you, go away
>>25574894Make me, nigger.
>>25574894>>25574896Hi Kimberly, lol.
>>25574898I’m not in the mood
fucked up when you realise your parents love you
>>25574445that's probably why she left you
>>25574639Can't wait for the post post midlife crisis crisis cirsis
>>25574648Yeah, but if you like manga you're just a cringe manchild. If you're MAGA, you're a drooling retard.
>>25574766Can't believe Jordan Peterson is in this thread. Stop huffing your own farts. "Food" is things we put in our body to give us energy.
>>25574840I feel like when i make some kind of post here theres an exact same anon replying to me with always the same stuff like "commit adultery" "buy the ticket take the ride" "live laugh love" "do drugs and have fun" like bro i wont do any of those things. I know what i want i just dont know how to get it. And those things certainly aint what i want. You clearly dont understand it
I dream of /lit/ having regular threads about the story I'm writing. If there was one place on the internet I'd love to have discuss my books, it's /lit/.Mostly because I sympathize with everyone here in there being nothing new to read that's any good, and part of my project is trying to correct that.
>>25574972you replied to me.
Letting politics become a major part of your personality is the gayest shit imaginable.
>>25574972I’m one of these anons
having a nice looking big cock is all that matters in life really
>please, don't lie to me, just tell me what's going on>*tells the truth*>you better stop or i'm gonna tellhate these fuckin' kinds of people
>>25574967behold, Anon’s food!
>>25575007What about nice looking pussy?
Do you guys think 30 minutes is worth $3? There's one bus route I can take that gets me home 30 minutes faster but for reasons I don't wanna explain, it would cost me $3, whereas this other route I can ride for free but requires an extra transfer.
>>25575029don’t be gross anon
TIL
>>25575032money is for life qualitydoing extra transfers is something I would pay to avoid, unless ofc its airline ticketscuz those babies aint cheap
>>25575032what’s minimum wage? $8 an hour?
>>25575035Sexist! I only inverted the gender, and now it’s suddenly gross also you can’t stop me
>>25575036man, how I wish I lived in the UK where the AoC is 16. you guys are living the lifeinb4 i'm arrested just for this post
i'm stuck sitting here with morning wood
>>25575040Actually, in my state it's $17... I feel so bad for people who actually live in those $8 states.
I am in fact gross person. What you are asking me to do is not to mention that out loud for not to hurt your lil fefe of what’s beautiful.
>>25575059>, and I never get to turn in his ass.sour grapes
>>25574985typical leftist deception
>>25574975I hate that feeling that I have completed lit, tv, movies etc because no new kino is being produced. I really should dedicate myself to correcting this problem.
>>25574975There's still plenty of good contemporary literature being written, /lit/ just doesn't read anything that isn't part of the canon. Whether it's a fear of wasting time or liking something that's later deemed subpar, it seems to be a near ubiquitous issue.
NEW >>25575069NEW >>25575069NEW >>25575069
The fact that I'm the one who always has to reach out to others and that no one ever reaches out to me is all the proof I ever needed.
>>25575070Cocksucker
>>25575073What?
>>25575073You cannot even build your argument
Contrary to what you would expect from /lit/ anon, locals are not very good at discerning writing styles to keep anons apart.
>>25575029eh, pussy doesn't need to look nice. You have too see dick, and maybe put it in your mouth. A pussy just needs to be wet. Most of it is hidden.
Strenuous exercise that is painful is far easier to bear when in pursuit of a real goal that you actually wish to accomplish, is far superior to strenuous exercise that is painful just in the pursuit of being a gym rat faggot. Being a gym rat is boring and spiritually dead bullshit, thus making the pain of it unbearable.
