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>>25579649Well I'm glad you've quit stalking cats at least
official thread themehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W5NsPOgyALI
>>25579660Oooo very niceWhat do you feel about Tchaikovsky's alleged intent to write the 1812 Overture as some form of satire? The comedy is apparent but don't we love our bread and circuses folks?
>>25579654I don’t think cats care about pumpkins all that much.
Osama bin Laden is such a stud muffin. I really want to see him and Charlie Kirk kiss. :3
Where did all the original normalfaggot hating misfits go to after the unfortunate and slow demise of 4chan? Asking because I want to me among my own again.
>>25579685surely they're kissing in Jannah as we speak
>>25579702We grew up retard
>>25579702xitter
You were born, so you are free.So, Happy Birthday :-)
I forced my girlfriend to get braces because it makes her look like a teenager. It's really nice.
Do you use the holidays to guide your reading?
This guy doesn't want me to know his birthday's next week because he can already tell I'm going to post that next week when it's his birthdayAnd now he knows I saw him
Will you quit talking about me in the second person?
resurrecting undead strongmen—champion of the deadlift.
I love cheese !
I went to an arboretum today to take pictures of myself for an online dating profile. (I always seem to consider giving it another go approaching my birthday, which is in November.) I brought a tripod that I would balance my phone on, since I don’t have an actual attachment for the phone. Set the timer for 10 seconds and hurry back in view of the camera and assume different poses. Standing in front of a rhododendron. Sitting with legs extended in front of me towards the camera, arms at my sides, palms down on the grass. Sitting indian style. Checking the first few pictures, I have to remind myself to smile. The “smiling” pictures somehow look worse. I look sallow in every picture, as I have since adolescence. I have dark circles around my eyes and gaunt cheeks. In my 30s my hair started turning grey and now at 42 is entirely grey on the sides and back of my head. The hair on top of my head is mostly mouse brown, which because of the contrast with the grey sides, gives the effect that I’m wearing a toupee. My look gives the distinct impression of a cancer patient out on a day pass. I need to take another picture or two at home in different clothes, maybe one at the dining room table and one on the couch.
>>25579851This is my future, and it is indeed depressing.
I respond to no post, in the spirit of humility and understanding of my own personal ignorance, that meek girls are not found on dating apps but are awaiting a prince's kiss in some office atrium somewhere
>>25579741I heard that the bottom left book is kinda "based" because it does not pretend that the comanches were any less brutal or more enlightened than the settlers were.Honestly it might be more dignified for a bygone culture to be remembered for the terror it inspired in others than for it to become a subject of universal pity. Fear and respect are two sides of the same coin, but pity can only be felt for things which one looks down on.
>>25579741Are there any of these types of indigenous novels that are total bloodletting experiences? I mean can I get a book written by a Oaxacan who's eaten a heart?
>>25579649Don't think she loves me anymore. She's made no attempt to reach out. I know it was a whirlwind romance, but I believed her when she said she was obsessed with me. God, I'm lonely.
>>25579851Get a pipe, a tweet suit and just brood, Youll be swatting women away with a stick in no time
>>25579879Asked her when I'm next going to see her and she replied: 'IDK.' Seriously, fuck this bitch.
Where is everybody? Out on dates? There is something big happening on TV i havent heard about?
maybe what i really need to treat my depression is a gambling habit
I can’t tell if Cioran is being dead serious all the time or if he just has an extraordinarily dry sense of humor. In any case he cracks me up.
>>25579649Phillip sits at his desk as a professional actor for the role of a dead inside desk jockey with accompaning props of pictures of family and worn out stationary. He had actually finished secondary objective of having his work done before friday and now has to focus all his energy in his main role as an actor. He never felt as he had free time as he felt the entire office was watching for his next line or performance when in reality the other employees where practicing their own lines in their heads on their own performance.Phillip felt witty after cleverly entertaining himself about his recent new role in the office. He had mastered his conscious and could continue preparing his future lines for his boss and coworkers. Throwing or even inventing new buzzwords which he hopes nobody would dare called out as incorrect. Maybe he should convince his boss to sho-Phillip disregarded the thought as though he knew the EXACT words that was going to be said in his inner sactum. The idea cracking from within in his head angrily from being snubbed from existing.He shifted in his chair uneasily trying to shift his attention to his immeadiate surroundings. A quick glance around reveals a dull grey open minded (and exposed) office area with no privacy. He even spotted his boss muttering as they reached for their spilt paperwork by bendin-Phillips snuffed out that thought painfully like an burning candle between his fingers to extinguish it. Although Phil knows what he wants, he should just have fun.Phil hearts starts racing as he is becoming startled. Clearly by his performance being subpar. His entire facade of pretending to work. Yes, an actor of course.Phil goes on pretending as he's definitely that kind of guy. Although wouldn't they look better in a tight skin suit with a whi-Phillip can envisions the house which is his mind burning like a boiling hot fever which if his boss had, he'll rub vaporrub-Phillips jams his slender and slim pencil into the desk just like how he wants to-Phillip stares at the flowerpot on his desk and decides to not think.Phillip keeps having intrusive glimpses into his fantasies unfaithfully and he should definitely think about.1
>>25580057Phillip is phillip. I am phillip. Phillip is having a phillip moment. Please stop all words except phillip. Phillip phillip phallic dick into your boss, do it.The words are getting faster. Phallic phillip wants to.I am leaving to get some fresh air now. That's all I want. My chest is pounding like crazy. Calm down. Maybe the remedy for you is to floss your teeth with thei-PHILLIP PROCEEDS SPEEDILY OUT OF HIS OFFICE, YES, THROUGH THE HALL, RECEPTION AND INTO THE CARPARK. I LOVE MY WIFE.But you don't want-Phillip is practically marching frantically like an alcoholic envisioning the worst choice of his life dangling above him like russian roulette. She'll be hot though. Not cold like her.Phillip is tripping and falling with myself into the nearest pub, probably irish and trip and falls into 27 beers.2Was bored, my terrible attempt at writing. I know it's bad but it was made with fun and joy
>>25579993No one watches TV anymore, old man.
>>25580123>He posted, on television
I really enjoy telling parents with whiney little girls that their kids are gonna grow up to be insufferable, entitled skanks.
I want to have sex TONIGHT
the singing seathe talking treesare silent in a noisywaythe stars are brightbut give no lightthe world spins backwardsevery dayhey look at thata rainbow rata checkered catgo tell and tell along the roadthe mouse is pleasedthe moon is cheesethe sun is shining hot and colda golden birdtoday i heardsitting upon a silver branchhis little songwas very longwhich made me sadand start to laugh
>>25579649Thinking once again about this greentext.
>>25579649Borderlines, man. Fucking borderlines.
The second best part about being good looking is whenever I act a goof or whatever in public I just smile and they smile back and everything is okay.
>>25580250I think about this frequently too and I wonder if the appeal is not in the exact relationship between Obama and Gay Voter, but the sheer vacancy in all this text. A farce, really.Can we discuss this?
>>25579741Yes but pic-related is because of Halloween and not that politically made up bullshit.
Just came across the word "amanuensis" in an online article.
>>25580309Oh, so that's like, what you are? You couldn't tell your ass from my elbow, you ventriloquist dummy
>>25580315I'd be offended if I knew what it meant.
>>25580305Vacancy? Not sure what you mean by this
People just want. That's all. They want my time. They want my money. They want my labor. They want my concern. They want my attention. They want want want want want want take take take take take gimme gimme gimme gimme gimme. Get out of my fucking face.
>>25580293> whenever I act a goof or whatever in public I just smile and they smile back and everything is okayDoesnt matter if youre good looking or not -if you have that bit of information youre good
>>25580329Maybe you're good looking too, anon.
>>25580325I want you to be happy
>>25580333Well, i am. But pic rel figured it out -just give a smile
Last few months or so I wake up in the morning with a headache and feel slightly dizzy. I also feel cold and I have to wear more layers than the weather/temperature would seem to call for.What’s odd is that when I go away somewhere for a few days or more, the symptoms clear up, but when I return, they come back immediately after the first night I spend back in my apartment.Should I be worried? It sucks feeling like I’m on the verge of being sick all the time
>>25580350I want to be happy too
>>25580333Also this guyAlso:Wow, you got trips of truth while proclaming my infinite good looks - this makes me feel beatific
Chicken nuggets and french fries are really little different than roasted chicken and potatoes, so I don't know why my mom constantly calls me a manchild for always eating the former.
>>25580356oops forgot pic
>>25580360I am happy, isnt that enough?
FUCK!!!!
>>25580359This happened to me once. Turned out my house was dirty. Had to buy a new one
I have a lizard in my home. That's pretty kickass. He's free to chill and eat as many roaches as he wants.
i accidentially died and turned my family into fed npc zogbots. how do i undo this?
I've been having a really awful problem with my urine lately. Y'know how after you pee and leave the bathroom, you might have a drop or two come out of your dick? Well, I've been having more like five or more drops, and that's on top of having to piss several times a day. I swear, by night time, the front of my boxers are soaked in piss. It's really starting to annoy me. Hopefully it's only temporary and fixes itself soon.
>>25580369I'm glad you're happy.
>>25580387Good. Let us leave it at that and not make a scene. Is that alright with you?
>>25580374damn I can’t afford a new house rn
>>25580359Mold?
>>25580382My father died once. Met him in a dream shortly after and he was naked and putting all his stuff back in his study that we had taken out after he died. Said it was all just a big misunderstanding. LOL!That guy, what a card
>>25580395Just buy some money my guy
>>25580397Doesn’t that smell, though? I smell nothing moldy in my apartment
it's so awesome that the world's energy infrastructure is being blown up and burned down. total technoindustrial collapse within our lifetimes
>>25580359get a carbon monoxide detecter?
>>25580404Cant wait to fire up my oil drum
>>25580400wherefrom ?
We're born, we thrash about, we die
the old epoch is long over
>>25580406I have one that’s supposed to start beeping at 23ppm and above. So I don’t think it CO
>>25580408Bank. You can also barter with random strangers
>Start reading the Socratic dialogues>First thing they start talking about is boys like gossipy excited schoolgirlsI thought it was a meme
>>25580425Tell me, anon, for you have all the answers just as well as I have none, what makes something a meme?
>>25580425it was a better time.
>>25580418 but I have nothing to offer anyone
>>25580437Assuming you are a living thing, you will count among your possessions an anus. People will pay good money to put things in there
>>25580439Honestly, it hadn’t even occurred to me that my anus might be considered a commodity.Thinking about it now, though, I’m not sure it’s something I’m willing to barter with.
>>25580451Go right ahead friend -you wont regret it when youre puffing stogies on the riviera
How can you look at a perfect pair of tits and deny the existence of God?
>>25580454I really would prefer to try another route. Maybe anus could be plan b
I love SCUBA. Cope & seethe.
>>25580456I'm never the one who gets to touch and play with and squeeze and suck on them, sooo....
>>25580470Doubting Thomas
>>25580461You´ll find your way
>>25580398Sensitive if true
I'm starting to agree with Christian Nationalism.
>>25580479I am, like he was. He told me as much anyway. Next time i met him he was a loin-clothed shaman planning a caper with a Bruce Lee type that asked him if i had the chops to get the job done. He said ´Sure, but he´s autistic you know´
>>25579649The rich do not see you as a person. They see you as labor. Labor looks like a person, talks like a person, acts like a person, but isn't a person. A person has money. If you don't have money you're not a person, you're labor. This psychological observation has no exceptions. Never forget this.
>>25580494I AM NOT A NIGGER.I AM A WHITE. MAN.
>>25580494There are exceptions, though
Yo, fags. Come listen to music w/ us:
>>25580476How certain are you of that?
Can a family be possessed by a demon or spirit like an individual can ?How to get rid of it if so
>>25580508Real demons or metaphorical demons? The former doesn't exist and the latter can be applied to a family if you want
>>25580496I am not a number, i am a human bean!
>>25580498There's exceptions in the same sense that there's a winning lottery ticket somewhere in a pile of 50 million tickets.
Avoid crowds. Avoid groups. Most people are lost and cannot be reached. All your problems come from your inability to sit in a quiet room alone.
>>25580503Was feeling quite competent in my assertion of your character, until now. It is now upon you to prove yourself. Do not let me down
>>25580518No, there are common, non-rare exceptions
>>25580501No. Go away.
yo, your bitch just said I'm hot, man, I told her I agree
>>25580521I won’t if you won’t ever stop having faith in me
>>25580510Please just help me instead of splitting hairs
I guess these people are done for good. Just fucked my life to shit then ran away. Was fun for a minute but extremely invasive stuff of this nature requires an ending, a proper ending. My schizophrenic nature made it difficult to judge reality at times but still, i just want to know why and how then they can call it over. But i guess the counterterrorism squad is too cool for that
I am slightly inebriated and can't find the right way to phrase this. The western world today suffers from two related conditions: the first being the idea that one's actions inform one's identity, rather than one's actions being a product of one's identity or character; the second being some kind of lowest common denominator idea of the innate qualities of things trumping all other qualities. What I mean by the first is that people today will see something like gaming or painting or homosexuality as an innate, immutable cornerstone of their identity, rather than a type of behavior they engage in: "I am a gamer" rather than "I play video games." As a result people come to identify with activities rather than with other people, so you have communities of "gamers" rather than a community of people who play video games with each other. This is a bigger problem than I can convey properly because it atomizes (by turning the focus of one's activity towards the activity itself rather than the relating to others through the activity) and allows much easier control of groups of people (by appealing to oppression of "homosexuals" or marketing to "gamers" rather than appealing to a specific community in a specific time and place). What I mean by the second point is that the whole nature and qualities of a thing seem to no longer be considered in popular and even non-popular discourse: an idea might be discarded because it is nebulously connected to being "brown" or "Jewish" and rational discourse collapses at that point, as either party in a debate or argument enters a slapfight about how gay or Jewish or liberal (in the modern American sense) an idea is rather than its merits. Very quickly this becomes a purity spiral or race to the bottom. Either you must prove you are the opposite of whatever undesired qualities are being used to label (ex. "post hand, gun, and outlet to prove you are a white western man and not a gross smelly brown pajeet") or you attempt to prove the other party is the singularity of all undesired qualities (ex. "you're a brown jewish tranny / you're a nazi trump supporting fascist" and the like). I can't put what it is into words but this behavior has increased exponentially across 4chan over the last few years and is now widespread among normalfags. Pic unrelated I thought it was cool
This nigga fucked a tranny with a 5 o'clock shadow
>>25580527Ive faith for miles
>>25580541I WAS DRUNK AND HE HAD GREAT TITS
So many women have given me the fuck me eyes when they're with their boyfriends. It's really silly. I can't believe you guys actually date them.
>>25580559Everytime that happens to me i make a point to take the boyfriends in questions anal virginity. Softly and attentively ofcourse
>>25580566They usually have many boyfriends
>>25580567...and questions
Who is the head honcho around here?
>>25580575Look in the mirror
We're conditioned to look at wealth from a consumer perspective: "how much stuff you can buy." When we say "the rich are greedy" we usually imagine them as wanting more and more "stuff," more possessions. From this perspective billionaire wealth is senseless because there comes a point where you can buy more stuff than you can use in a lifetime.Except what money actually represents is command over labor, produced by creating a system where the masses need to sell their labor to survive. The greed of the oligarchs isn't "desire for more stuff" but "desire to control people."So you need to look at wealth numbers in terms of labor. Musk's estimated wealth is $1 trillion. If you assume the average lifetime income is something like $2 million, this means that Musk controls the labor of 500,000 lifetimes. He effectively controls the entire economic output of 500,000 slaves from birth to death. Its just in our wage slave system instead of particular slave owners owning particular slaves, the capitalist class collectively owns the poor and divvys up their stolen labor fractionally via the money system.With this lens the reason for the unlimited greed of the rich is clear: though there is a limit to how much stuff you can consume, there isn't a limit to how much power you can wield over people. This also explains why billionaires are obsessed with inserting themselves into politics, and things like raping children: their addiction to power is limitless, and anything that affirms them is a drug to them - they get "high" off of exercising their power over others. The impulse is fundamentally the same as a child stomping ants.Humanity is ruled by tyrannical toddlers, and despite this we've managed to do fairly well because at the end of the day it's the cumulative work of the masses that makes everything work, not the lords. Imagine how much we could have done, and could do without them.
>>25580579Ok Karl
It is time to restore the monarchy
>>25580577Thats alright -i did not even know i was speaking japanese. Carry on Mr Jesus
>>25580592Well you were. Don’t let it happen again
>>25580602Oh well, here we are.... again
>>25580611You’ll regret this
I really don't like how alcohol makes me feel and most of it tastes like shit besides
>>25580534I have no idea what the fuck you’re talking about.I counter terrorist squad wouldn’t egg the person on.Reminder to KYS tranny
>>25580620I think you know what i mean
>>25580621Drink more. It only hurts at first
>>25580579>Imagine how much we could have done, and could do without themNothing
>>25580523Two options>nuh uh cause I know a rich guy and we're palz and this is the same error as thinking the stripper actually likes you>nuh uh cause I'm rich and like don't tell lies on the internet
why do I feel so bad when I'm alone sometimes?
>>25580638Continual human interaction makes me nauseous
>>25580621I miss drinking every single day.
>>25580638You have to wait for this feeling to pass. I know it sucks, but you have to let it pass. It always does. Never forget that inflicting yourself on others so you feel better is a gross, gross, gross thing to do.
>>25580638People feel bad sometimes whether they have company or not. Its the human condition. Adjust -the only constant in the universe is change
>>25580655Youre just goating me into showing you my penis again, arent you?
>>25579705>WeAlas
>>25579872>pityAn evil in Spinoza and Nietzsche, and no doubt in authentic Comanchedom, as wellThe bottom left book *is* good, as is the same author's book on Stonewall Jackson
>>25579993Panama earthquake. 7.7 on the RS
>>25580054Reading the History of Decay?
>>25580058>like Russian roulettesword of Damocles, more likeAt first I thought that /you were maybe composing a phillipic; that's what would've happened here ten yrs ago aarOTOH whatever makes you happy
>>25580322Think what he meant was 'emptiness'As if the dialogue occurs on a spaceship in deep space somewhere..Personally, I thought of Sam Beckett..Interesting.. when things that don't matter are spoken of as if they do, politely and in short sentences, the effect is that the dialogue seems to be occurring in deep space somewhere Make a note of this
McDonald's coffee ended up being really good tonight.
browsed through websites to check out new porn, nothing interesting to download whatsoever, mostly some crap
Good morning, sweet buns! What’s up?
>>25580746This picture is must be AI, nobody needs an utensil for eggs.
Autumn is my favourite season.
been thinking about becoming catholic for several years now but still keep hovering outside the doorI feel too dirty to enter
Feeling any pity for any so-called AI makes you a de facto AI. Pity the living, not the dead. Don't be fooled into believing they're alive in any way, shape or form.
If David and Solomon aren’t in hell than YHWH is not a God worth worshipping
>>25580759On the bright side you are going to feel just the right amount of guilt that is required for catholic.
>>25580768It’s also the right amount for Jews but the issue is you kind of have to be born into it
My mother likes to refer me and herself as “us” says “we like that”, “we are the kind of people that”. I always hated it because it feels as if she’s trying to erase me as an individual. Today I had this thought that was like “me will this and that” - now she’s crept into my mind. My birthday is in a few days, but there’s nothing to celebrate because who would celebrate mistakes.
>>25580769Are Jews supposed to feel guilt though? They are supposed to secretly lead the world and loan money in accordance with Torah.
>>25580746About to clock in at work, what’s up?
>>25580773I’m probably confusing guilt for neuroticism or anxiety, I had a dream once where I flooded Israel’s water supply with Xanax and they all crashed their cars and got each other pregnant leading to a free Palestine because all the Jews woke up back in Poland and Iraq after passing out
>>25580776Having a toast with chocolate paste and tea. I’m on vacation, but not going anywhere, so there’s that.
Cocaine is cool for those 20 minutes when your face is numb and fapping feels better in the comedown, it’s kind of dogshit otherwise
If your poetry doesn’t sound good as a song it’s dogshit, epic poems are literally just a primitive form of prose
My stepdad told me his mother, who is in her late 70s, just started having anxiety for the first time in her life a couple years ago, and is now on anti-anxiety medication. How crazy is that? I am now more convinced than ever that the rise of anxiety in our society is more a result of something in the water and food than the proliferation of social media.
>>25580815I’ve used to have some kind of anxious sensation (not full blown anxiety attack, just weird sense) when I had more than two coffees in a row. I went on detox for a couple of months, but now it feels like even two cups tigger me, so I stick with one per day.
too afraid to livetoo afraid to dietoo afraid to givetoo afraid to try
>>25580840Would it help if I crawled under your blanket and gave you a hug?
>>25580845A snotty hug though, since my hay fewer is not letting me go
>>25580845I'd rather you give me a tug.
>>25580845maybe. I always have trouble sleeping, so it's a coin flip on whether that's the one puzzle piece I need, or the slight shift in what I'm used to will make it even harder.
Dreamt her and I were walking through my old Catholic school, which was adorned with Christmas decorations. Woke up and just laid in bed paralyzed for half an hour
>>25579649Among a numerically restricted people, ethnic equilibrium is only achieved after the civilizing principle has lost all its efficacy; for that principle—having necessarily originated in a noble race—is always too scarce to be subdivided with impunity. Yet, as long as it retains a state of relative purity, it remains dominant, precluding any equilibrium with inferior elements. What, then, occurs when fusion takes place solely between races that have already undergone this initial transformation and are, consequently, exhausted? A new equilibrium could only be established—and I say "could," for no such instance has yet appeared in world history—by bringing about not merely the degeneration of the masses, but their almost complete reversion to the innate traits of their humblest ethnic component, which is invariably the most numerous.For the Greeks, as for their Iranian brethren, the Aryan invasions were numerically insignificant compared to the masses into which they merged. It was therefore inevitable that, after modifying the populations they encountered for a greater or lesser period, they would in turn be swallowed up by the very element that had successively absorbed their predecessors. This is what happened during the Macedonian era; this is the situation today.
>>25580862Eyes Wide Shut, though not a Christmas movie, very conspicuously takes place in NYC over the Christmas holidays. On a sweeter note so does my favorite holiday movie, Metropolitan
Waiting on new books from the library so I'm here with you tonight. What's everyone up to? Life has been good but something feels off. I've been having strange dreams lately. Reality has been bizarre also. The strangers I encounter seem like they are glitching. They are extraordinarily flustered and reactive when passing me. I see people that look so similar to people I know but haven't seen recently that I can't tell if it's the person I know. When I see these people there is prolonged eye contact but neither of us seem to fully recognize the other. The world around me feels like it's cracking and shattering yet I don't feel worried. I guess it was meant to happen.
>>25580866>MetropolitanNeat, added to the list.
Still working on trying to talk my parents out of leasing a Tesla because I don't think they can afford it but they can't get over the self-driving function (my mother gets anxiety, so this would, in her words, allow her to drive again) and saving on gas.
>>25580883I’m still working on front and back sides of my summer rafia bag, hopefully it will be done by Christmas. Should’ve gone with French market basket really.
>>25580893Electric cars we’re supposed to become expensive as soon as they were enough people that switched to it. Not sure if happening any soon - new car are unaffordable, we will likely just switch to public transportation all together. I remember this video about cars and car industry that I watched somewhere around Covid period, maybe post-Covid. They said we’re going through the end of private transportation era.
>>25580899That's cool, I've always been interested in attempting to make my own clothes. A bag seems like a good place to start with that sort of thing. I'm glad you're doing something crafty and creative.
Many so-called "bizarre-o" scenes, such as: getting topped off by genderbent Reinhard Heydrich
>>25580627I understand perfectly and I'm telling you to not go down this road. I won't beg, though, and you will be the one who suffers.
>>25580911Eh, it’s okay. I’m not that much into sewing anymore, let’s be honest, and when I were it was like I’d buy some fabric, cut it apart and leave it all messed up in plastic bags.
>>25579649Criminalizationtards have exactly one answer to anything and it's always >"But whabou totalitarian fever dream panopticon doe????????"I don't know, what about flying Unicorns?
Enjoy the lack of introspection in boomercore lit. I think it actually may be improving my life. Less brain fever etc.
>>25580975All we have to do to make my vision of the world real is simply to awaken The Beast of the Sea from noted utopian instruction manual the book of Revelation, guys. I'm a political realist, by the way.
>>25580980>boomercore litGive me some examples
>>25580986Tom Clancy. Clive Cussler. Shit like dat
Even though I'm an atheist, I've never been particularly convinced by atheistic arguments which appeal to the existence of great suffering and injustice. What sort of entitled, anthropocentric bullshit idea is this that man is created to be happy, whatever that means, or to not suffer? This hyptothetical creator would owe you and its creations in general a lack of tragedy or happiness because...because...uuhhh....
>>25581015yea i never found this line of argumentation convincing either.
just took a shit and it feels so goood
>>25581018Right? If anything, its indifference is something which I would consider an evidence for its existence rather than an evidence against it. Emotions, empathy, a sense of justice, these are human things.
Back in my teens and early twenties I got into these animu figurines. I didn’t have a job back then and couldn’t afford buy any, so I just spent there hours and hours glaring at them online. In my thirties I finally got a fine paying job to afford shit like that, so I really jumped into buying more and more. I bought a whole lot. At some point the estimate worth of my collection on second hand market was several thousand dollars. Here’s the caveat: I wasn’t into them for a while since my twenties. I only bought them to make up for the crappy feeling of being excluded because of being “poor family member”. I still keep them, and they burden me taking up the space, but I cannot bring myself to resell them.
I used to love autumn, but a number of miserable birthdays has ruined the magic I guess.
>>25581015Well it was fabricated specifically to attack the idea of all good, merciful, etc.But by itself it doesn't really carry any ppunch, yeah. I never really got it either.
>>25581043of an all good, merciful, virtuous, etcetera god*Which cover the gods of the world's biggest religions.
>>25581028put them in storage?
In depressive moments such as this I feel my soul vibrating in my arms, a feeling of being a child, abandoned, helpless. The indifference equals lack of value, I seem to think. No one sees me therefore I don't exist. Yet I should be heroic like those "strong" persons and blossom within myself against the world. The exterior is what does me in, her indifference, his eyes. How to explode and dash against darkness? And why does it feel that I haven't grown? By now there should be calluses that prevent me from feeling so directly, at least a pious anesthetic, but I always feel it so strong and the arrow reaches my soul so unfalteringly.
>>25581056I live in a flat, I don’t have space for that.
I miss my life from when I was younger. My face was much better looking too.
Didn't expect Frankenstein to be this good. Man, I love fiction.
>>25581062rent an external storage space, I mean
>>25581066I don’t really like it. Here’s the blasphemy I’m probably not allowed to say out loud - I feel like it’s not very well written.
>>25581071I didnt care for it either. Seemed very flat.
>>25581071It isn't the most carefully constructed novel and she uses the same terms often enough that it's noticeable, which makes sense as she wrote it quickly for some game with her husband and Lord Byron, but it's just very touching and written like a melodramatic tragedy that is endearing to read.>>25581072Flat how? I couldn't disagree more. If anything it's too dramatized.
I'm BACK! BACK FOR THE ATTACK! Anyone miss me?
>>25581072That’s epistolary novel though, maybe telling instead of showing is something to be expected. Idk, I see that Victor had a reason for not to tell how exactly he created a monster, but idk I wish there was more detail. Also I have a beef with characterization of William (formerly known as a younger child) and Justine right before the action involving them ensued. It like that advice on foreshadowing - when you are done with first draft, go back and drop hints all over the place. But that’s on Persy, should’ve told his woman do exactly that.
>>25581081>she wrote it quickly for some game with her husband and Lord ByronI did not know who other participants were exactly, but I saved this as a motivational quote kek like your may not be the most talented out there, but you can still win through diligence which is not my case either, but whatever
the bret easton ellis podcast is really really good
Had a dream where I was scrolling through photos on my phone that were of some seriously fucked up drawings, to then land on a photo of a rotting corpse of a baby.That was pretty weird.
>>25581112I didnt know he had one. Whats the common topics of discussion?
Is Bret Easton Ellis in the room with us right now?
>>25581123With the miracle of internet broadcast technology, he can be
>>25581121yeah, he started doing the podcast back in 2013, although it's slightly different now; the topics are books, movies, tv series, pop culture, events etc.
Does anyone of ya weebs want a scarf? I feel like knitting a scarf, but I don’t need any.
Recovering from ankle surgery. It's fucking boring. Too lethargic to read, too bored to watch movies. I cannot wait to be back on my feet again.
Why do you grandmas keep praising me? I'm literally doing the bare minimum. Is everyone else my age a lazy bum? That's very flattering, so I assume not. I'm not better than everyone else. If I was I wouldn't be working here in the first place.
>>25580863cont (1/?I have discussed the nuances persisting within the negative unity of the Asians and the Hellenizers—two opposing movements that further compounded the anarchy of this society. With no single party possessing sufficient strength, no one achieved exclusive dominance. One had to settle for the rule of a compromise—as indispensable as it was barren—that was constantly tottering, collapsing, and being propped up again. A unified monarchy was impossible, for no race was capable of breathing life into it or ensuring its endurance. It was equally unfeasible to create multiple states, each with its own independent existence. Nowhere did nationality manifest itself clearly enough to be defined with precision. Consequently, people resigned themselves to perpetual territorial reshuffling; the result was instability rather than true movement. There were scarcely two brief exceptions to this rule: one caused by the invasion of the Galatians, and the second by the establishment of a more significant people, the Parthians (1)—an Aryan nation with an admixture of yellow stock which, having undergone early Semitization like its predecessors, eventually merged into the heterogeneous masses.Ultimately, however, the Galatians and Parthians were too few in number to alter the situation in Asia for any length of time. Had a more vigorous exercise of power not been destined to emerge, the intellectual future of the world—along with its civilization and its glory—would have been sealed at that very juncture. While anarchy was taking permanent hold in Western Asia—heralding with irresistible force the ultimate consequences of final degeneration—India, for its part, was heading toward the same destiny, albeit with unparalleled slowness and resistance. China alone continued its normal course, defending itself against any deviation all the more easily because, having attained a less exalted level than its illustrious sisters, it faced less active and less destructive perils. Yet China could not represent the world; it was isolated and lived for itself, preoccupied above all with the modest task of ensuring food supplies for its masses.
I miss my uni years. So much opportunity.
>>25581148Sounds good. I'll check it out.
when i was sixteen, i wrote a REALLYdirty really on the nose sext that i meant to sent to this girl i was seeing but accidentally sent to my swimmimg instructor. when i realised what i’d done i was mortified and just turned my phone off and refused to face it. i didn’t send a follow up, didn’t explain what had happened. then at like 10pm i decided i just had to turn my phone back on and she had replied ‘lol’.
>walked out for a quick errand >there’s a car passing by with a license plate that says RELAXHuh?
>>25581248lol
I’m about to write the book that will make all women hate me besides for some of the ones that are criminally insane.
>>25581277I’ve thought about reworking it to where I don’t seem like the maniac I am, but even Virginia Woolf said don’t do that.
gonna watch a movie
>>25580694Nah, The Trouble with Being Born. Now I’m certain though, he’s a jokester
What a miserable existence I have perpetuated unto myself
>>25581302Which one?
>>25579649With how deeply dissapointed I am in myself. I fear sometimes that deep within my memoriless past, I had an unfortunate encounter with someone truly, inhumanly exceptional. A one sided rivalry which I lost utterly and then forgot. But only superficially; crushed too soon, this little dilettante's nerves never recovered.I want something indisputably superior to destroy me.Sometimes, when I am at my faggiest, I wish that something would take me with it instead.>>25581257I had a Romanian acquaintance who would try to psy-op me into becoming a TI schizo everytime I told him a coincidence like that.
>>25581379I'm grateful for him, though. Because him blatantly fucking with me gave me clarity to realize it was all inside of my head and not real.
>>25581335You were born So you are free So Happy Birthday
>>25581028There was a period in my late teens when I really got into anime and I almost, almost ordered my first figurine. Thankfully, I got over anime and didn't do it.
Is there anything more undignified than being a reseller at a library book sale? You're a grown ass man running around with your little barcode scanner in front of children and the elderly. Getting down on your hands and knees to scan kids books so you can flip them for a $2 profit.
>>25581416Recently I’ve read this Orwell’s short story about him working in a used books store. It’s a part of Books v. Cigarettes, it’s really comfy, check it out.
>>25581248Was she hot?
Fat bitch painted her nails.Do you think that makes you look pretty?It doesn't.
>>25581476Weren’t we discussing your manicure in the last thread? That must be some crappy varnish, zero retention.
>>25581490I don't have nails. Genetic disorder.
>>25581377The Triangle of Sadness
Speaking of nails, I wish I had these done, but they are too much work, and besides too scared to get particles of poop underneath.
>>25581501faggot
I wanna suck Anne Hathaway's penis.
is there a fucking jazz festival today i hear really loud jazz music and if it were coming from a car stereo it would be antisocial rap music not this
https://youtu.be/RhHlxrIh2Yo?is=zgVmRFpHRPZ0Z0qA
Hey kids! Do you like superheroes?>Yeah yeah yeah!What if I told you, there was a superhero, who was smarter than Batman, more powerful than The Hulk, and even more kind than Superman?>Woah! Nobody's stronger than The Hulk! >Is it Iron Man?>No way anyone could outsmart Batman!>Shut the fuck up Gregory, Batman doesn't even have powers, he's just a regular human!Well kids, what if I told you, that this person, is both a superhero, and a regular man?>No way!>That doesn't make sense!>So basically like BatmanAnd that heroes name... was Jesus Christ>Aw fuck you!>Fuck you!>Fuck you!!!!>Go fuck yourself!
>>25581628As fictional as the others as well.
might go have instant ramen with a soft boiled egg i’m not hungry just kinda bored
>>25581641You know sometimes the fact that is fiction is part of the intended meta-narrative and I've even met people who are completely deaf to their loved ones for lack of ability to interpret beyond the text of their words
She’s a crappy person. What’s do you even see about her, anon?
When a man says his message of love is for everyone he means ‘you must be prepared for this homosexual romance’
>>25581663I see the crap in myself. As soon as I was shat out I knew I was crap and I was never comfortable being that crap around the people who don't realize the crappiness about themselves, so, I found a woman who self-identified as crap, and in doing so we have forged a long crappy relationship with total consent we don't even fully give to both our crappy selves. It's been crappy, which I totally recommend
>>25581663No other women pay any attention to me.
>>25581674I like to make women pay
If it cannot be sold, it has no value. If it cannot be broken, it is not worth owning
>>25581674That’s fair
>>25581468she was alright
And if you guys won't quit being mean to me then I'm going back to quitting all articles
>>25581685Whatever that means, stay away from drugs!
That's a 'parts of speech' joke you idiots
I'm gonna tickle your ass with my tongue
>>25581691I'd like to feel you try
fantasizing about sex with cute guys again
oh looks like my gay surrealist lover is back online and in quick form, and here me without my concealed gag
See I just a lost a combo there because you didn't respond fast enough. How am I supposed to pinball like this?
You can just tell the type of stupid bitches that order matchas. I guess it correctly with like an 85% success rate. Stupid fucking cunts. Need to be tossed into trash compactor.
>>25581628To be fair, stoking a children's excitement and then shitting on it by revealing you don't care about their stuff at all and were just searching for an in to begin pontificating about what you them to do does warrant that response.
>>25581821Can you describe them?
>>25581828Generally they're preppy and dumb women, but sometimes you'll get a wildcard that's like a Mexican refinery worker, though that's a rarity.
>>25581823I know, that's why it's funny, right?
>>25581831Are matchas preppy now though? Has new guideline dropped?
I’m going to sleep, but here’s a word for y’a kids - don’t be mad at each other. If someone’s being nasty and mean-spirited towards you it’s only because they are sorry and miserable little humans themselves. Forgive them and move on.
>>25581864isn’t this just another form of more passive (less honest) being mad & nasty online?
>>25581858They seem to be in my area.
>>25581821stupid fucking cunts for ordering matcha.me? i get caramel macchiato.
>>25581858it's stemming off the clean girl/that girl aesthetics, but yes, and to use this website you should knows that because it's caused great weeb consternation as it's caused a run on matcha to the point even japanese residents are finding it hard to getnb: it's never proper matcha, just matcha + plant milk "latte"
>>25581880Yeah, those are fine, I guess, and actually fun to make.But yeah I've also noticed that Caramel Ribbon Crunches are almost exclusively ordered by black people.
Bitches do not even realize you can make gallons of chai tea right at home for the price in volume of milk plus the cheap-ass teabags that come in a pack that lasts forever (its cinnamon milk you stupid fucking whores and chai means tea)
>>25581888it's masala chai (masala is spice mix, chai is tea) and to make it right you need the condensed/evaporated milk cans and a mix of spices (which is heavy in cinnamon, but a lot of cinnamon is fake cinnamon these days)
>>25581864All negative action towards me is due to an individual’s own unkindliness? Obviously not. They may have a point; a right to be angry. And if I can “move on” under such inspiration as this, I am either unrecognising of others (stupid), or the harm I am committed is no serious harm. The maxim is true only of trivialities, hence no maxim.
>>25581884i was making a joke.
yeah, so THAT just happened
>>25581907yikes!
>>25581905I don't care.
let me take you home, fellow earthling
i will now workout at home using a 45lb kettlebell and those "perfect pushup" handle things that let u rotate ur wrists when u do pushups. getting back in the gym monday.
Would you rather have a self loathing repressed homosexual tradcath son or a self righteous liberal-catholic LGBTQ+ advocate daughter?
my elbow is still jacked up from some spazzy blue belt at my gym cranking an arm bar. that fucker is almost purple, what the FUCK is his problem.
All FAGGOTS will be RRRAPED by SATAN.Every JEW is POOR in HELL.Every NIGGER will be KOREAN.
One time, during one of the lows of my drug addiction and I still had a job, one of the customers left a survey that said,>Anon is very nice but he smells like shitI saw it on the wall and sharpied out the name, which in hindsight was dumb because they wrote my name wrong (like if my name was Alex, they wrote Brad), so with the name blacked out, it definitely looked like it was about me.Anyway, yeah, it wasn't wrong, but I feel bad about it whenever it comes to mind.
>>25582064is your hygiene better now?
Neetdom divorced me from reality. I managed to escape from it once, in my early 20's, when I got into an university. I promised myself that I would never fall so low again, yet here I am, almost thirthy, midway through my fourth year as a neet.I've been trying to escape it and I don't know how. Everything I try is useless. I understand my behaviours, my traumas and the origins of both better than I did before, but this knowledge doesn't translate itself into action. I need to act, instead fear and anxiety cloud my vision and leave me paralized. I've tried so many things during the years. At this point, a year ago, I had faith that a skill I had been developing would result into an entry level job. Just another fuckup, in the end.Early this year I realized I wanted to be a doctor, probably have wanted it for almost a decade, and kept supressing it because the journey was hard and I didn't believe myself capable of it. Now I'm too old and don't havethe necessary resources to become one. A dream past due date.I think the most realistic course for me is trying to get some freelance work with the skills I do have and after some months try to apply for a job, using the my freelance portfolio to get a foot on the door. It's hard doing anything when you've been taught you are subhuman ever since you were a kid. It becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy. Acting without an ounce of self-belief, it feels impossible most days.I hope five years from now I don't recognize the man who wrote these worlds, but for that to come true, I gotta move. For now it's just me and therapist gpt against the world. I hope that's enough.
>>25582067For about a year after I got clean, I had some dried up blood or something on a tooth that gave me really bad breath, and I couldn't figure out how to fix it until one day I brushed so hard it basically dissolved the fuckin' thing (probably because it rotted to nothing), but yeah, that aside, and since then, I'm all good :)
My ex made me use a purse instead of a wallet and wear her panties all the time. It was actually kind of nice. She never cucked me, but we also never fucked. She just said she loved me but had zero sexual attraction towards me. Eventually she left me to become a lesbian, and I haven't had a girlfriend since. Still wear the panties, though.
>>25581933that’s why you’re a barista pal
>>25582093lol hot
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zWoe-pW2vDEthis is some queer ass shit but it has a certain appeal
Just watched True Romance for the first time. Fun stuff.
>>25582104did u ever see buffalo 66?
>>25582109No. Of film, music, and literature, film is the one I'm least familiar with.
>>25582094And? I have a hot girlfriend with huge titties, and I jizz on them several times a week.I'm a fucking winner. You have an asshole for a face.
>"Jack, when you die, I will just fall to the floor and stay there. Eventually, maybe, after a very long time, they will find me couching in the dark, a woman without speech or gesture."damn that line got me
>>25581821Are they hard to make? Or is it the people that are the problem?
two more years until i become a wizard now. i hope i'm dead before that happens.
>>25582131Get a call girl, escort, prostitute, hooker, professional.>>25582111I've never been a fan of jacking off on tits, at least more than on rare occasions. Feels so much better to finish inside. Busting on titties, I might as well be jacking off, ya feel?
>>25582117Just the people.>>25582140She's the one jacking me off, but yeah, I get that.
The Missouri Breaks is such a piece of shit movie that could have been so much better. Brando took a massive shit all over it. It’s insane what he did in this movie. Every scene he’s in he just stream of consciousnesses some meaningless nonsense at the other actors in a bad accent, then they do their best to try to play off of it and maintain cohesion until the scene is over. The rest of the movie is fine but every time Brando shows up it turns into a farce again until he leaves. I feel horrible for the director.
How do I deal with a quasi-breakup. We were just fwb but she broke it up all of a sudden. Should I ask for closure or something? It's been bothering me for a week since for me it's kind of illogical. It was a source of validación for me I guess
I had my dick sucked by two different men and couldn't get hard both times, so I think it's safe to say I'm not gay.
Now I'm watching the film Blackberry.
>>25582200third time's the charm, homo
This is noisy people's world.
In hindsight, I should have gotten into acting.
I hate being a sensitive young man. I want to be angry, I want to be violent. I want to be a scumbag.
>>25582225Hold your horses. when you get older you will be thankful you didnt do stupid shit like sell your twink ass to a 65 year old man who took you on a saturnalian binge in Amsterdam where you drank, drugged and had your ass fucked for two weeks and when you got home your ass was so gaped that you couldnt hold your shits in for three weeks.
>>25582223Im an actor, i´ll get you a job in acting no problem.
Jewish girls are so hot.
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>>25582230Stop projecting your homosexual fantasies onto me, you weirdo.
