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whoops forgot the previous lol>>25625040
>>25627601Edgy!
The tension in my head tells me I'm gonna stroke out soon ifffffffffffffff(I solved the captcha and wrote this before the stroke)
Should I go to the library to read for an hour this late? I usually like to go at 2 or 3 and it's already almost 4. hmm
>>25627616And play poker with the security guards
>>25627620As an insecure intellectual, I don't do things I'm not good at, and I'm not good at poker!
it got dark so early today cucked by daylight savings time i like getting up before sunrise but now sunrise gonna be early af
My right hand hurts, and I’m not even done painting. I missed a good deal on new keyboard. I have to go to sleep with wet hair because I don’t have time to have it dry. I have work tomorrow.
>>25627629>I have to go to sleep with wet hairhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v0dV-KvB5ok
My sex drive is too high. I am so full of energy.
I am a man of Hate. Hate? It's a word for awareness of the primordial Truth. The Truth of Man's difference. The state didn't teach it. The state was the enemy. Truth is secret shared among men who had been discarded by a society bent on eradicating their kind.
Should I go for a walk? For some reason, something is wrong in my brain and my thoughts are telling me that walks are an embarrassing thing to do, wtfSomeone convince me it's ok and to do it before the sun sets
My ex texted me "I MISS YOU" about a day or two ago but I didn't even see it until this afternoon. I haven't heard a peep from her since last October.
>>25627639I dream everyday about receiving that text...
>>25627633They should cut back on their vocals
>>25627647Side effect of wet hair
>>25627638If I get a bottle of water out of the pantry when I want to go for a walk but it doesn't make sense sometimes the bottle of water makes it make sense.
>>25627650That's deep
I am wasting my time with this, I am a genius, I shouldn't have to do these menial things
>>25627641Why? I'm not responding btw. She's a narcissistic psychopath just trying to hoover and breadcrumb whilst probably being between dicks.
>>25627654I was tapping my temple with one finger while I wrote it.
>>25627657she just wanted someone to go to a halloween party with probably
Yep it's another night where I want to fag out and get railed but the instant I open an app I'm bombarded with fat dudes, old dudes, trannies, and dudes located in the hood and I realize I'm better off not risking getting AIDS vgh... the sorrows of being a trve gaycel...
I spilled all the tea, bro! I named names! I exposed the whole rotten system at this fucking school! I leaked the DMs! I hacked into the popular guys messages.
>>25627665Can always tell when the one ex of mine has been dumped again because she'll start texting me about some trip we took or whatever. After a week or so it goes back to radio silence for a few weeks because she got a Hinge text she liked or whatever.
>>25627665Nah, she wanted money and attention.
These threads are not sufficiently literary and I am deeply disappointed and offended, you have defamed lofty /lit/ with your postings
>>25627701>>25627701
>/lit/ >loftyLOL
fuck it if u guys can't post engaging content then i'm just gonna go play overwatch
>>25627718
>>25627723:(
>>25627718Engage DEEZ NUTS niqqa
I can't read philosophy because I get second hand embarassment whenever I see a hand-drawn diagram in a philosophy book. I can't help but picture the author gleefully drawing it like an autistic child in my mind. It completely ruins the experience to think of this grown man drawing these little pictures that he wants to show somebody.
The board is in such an awful state that this cancerous off-topic-in-disguise thread looks tolerable in comparison
>>25627601Having BPD as a man has probably made me incredibly insufferable and unpredictable from the perspective of everyone around me
>>25627735damn
>>25627758Grim.
This week's meal prep I decided to switch it up from baked chicken/potatoes/vegetables even if the macros aren't as good with something else. Made a franken-version of Persian jeweled rice with candied orange peels, toasted almonds and cranberries, sugar caramelized with turmeric, and some italian sausage I needed to get rid of thrown in there. It looks festive and tastes nice but it's not authentic in the slightest.
>>25627683Can't you just do a dress picture and then filter through all the closet cases? Should at least be a fresh bin of nos for you.
>>25627768If A and B are both numbers greater than one, with A representing how much I like a given food with larger values indicating liking it more, and with B representing how often I seek that food out, Persian food gets a big number for A/B.Oh my God is that a cock?Dang it it ran off on me, I was about to gobble that cock.
>>25627616I usually go 3-4 hours before closing, and stay until closing (11pm), but I’m weird; I wouldn’t use me as an example.
>>25627789Wow that's late. The one I go to closes at 8 on weekdays and 6 on weekends. I've never stayed past 6 on any day.
>>25627641From who?
>>25627809My last ex. We did do a coffee date which went very well until the end, at which point I ruined the entire thing and probably gave her the ick. Everyday since then I've dreamed of her giving me another chance. I should just go and meet someone else.
>>25627811If you went on one date with someone, are they really your ex?
>>25627819lol I meant a coffee date years after we broke up. That was my chance to reestablish things and I blew it
Why won’t you just talk to me?
I have trouble thinking of examples of non ironic humor. Also why did dfw dislike irony?
>>25627825You're a narcissistic psychopath and you literally robbed me and left me to quite literally fucking DIE by my own hand.
>>25627819That's the way it is a lot of the time, anon. Some people live with their ex with kids in the house. There are all kinds of corruptions of what makes sense.
>>25627718>contentfuck off back to twitter/reddit/tiktok/discord
We're gonna reach a point where knowing your grandparents becomes a rarity. People have kids at 40, their kids have kids at 40, so they'll be 80 and possibly dead before their grandkids form memories. Compared to how it used to be, kids at 18, so grandkids at 36, so great grandkids at 54, and if you're lucky, great-great grandkids at 72
What if my thought is 'Nigger', should I write that?
>>25627833It's not really that he disliked irony. He came up in a heavily postmodern era of literature saturated with metafiction, references and self references, and irony. He felt it was all pretty well done and you don't want to risk years of work boring out an already empty mine. Why he got rid of the irony in particular (as opposed to the metafiction or the referentiality) I don't know from any source or quotation (but I don't think it's hard to guess), but he is on record saying he wanted to make something fresh and that doing something sincere rather than ironic seemed like a good way forward if he going to try to be an artist. Remember that he had a kind of abstract math / philosophy background and he could have just kept pursuing that, so what differentiates art from phil was something he thought about.There is a 1.5 hour long interview of him on Em YouTube with a girl with a German accent that is an interesting and rewarding watch even if you are not interested in DFW. I suggest you watch that, it will make a lot of things about him quite clear.
yeAH baby cmere shake that lil brapper...
>>25627850I remember a couple of my great grandparents. Memories of grandparents are going to be like that. Some little mummy lady in a nursing home bed that croaks like a frog instead of talking, but still wants to brush her hair before anyone takes a picture.
>>25627834Fuck off??? You’re delusional, and you know this isn’t about you.
>>25627874I know who you are, whore.
>>25627889You're delusional. I’m not your fucking ex or whoever you keep accusing me of being. LEAVE ME ALONE.
>>25627889*shoves you against the wall*yo man, leave her alone! no means no
>>25627896>>25627897Dumb tranny
dude i got rad ass air purifier it has this auto mode right where if the air is pure it doesn't do shit u can't hear it just sits there then if the air isn't pure it spins up and purifies the shit like i was sitting there and it starting making a lot of noise i was like bro wtf i just bought this fucking thing then i go past it towards the hall and it's mad smelly with cooking smells from down the hall that shit filtered it all i was like bro
>>25627906crazy
Feeling extreme guilt I only gave those first three kids last night one piece of candy each when I should have given them two or three.
>>25627921ur liek the scrooge of halloween. were they at least big candies or did u give them each like one mini tootsie roll or hershey's kiss? that would be highly fucked up.
>>25627924I either gave out two Reese's cup and a snacksized Twix or vice versa.
Once again, /lit/ is a classical boardhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j4w8eLZ8dHM
A good fuck is the best way to start the day.
>>25627906Take a shit on it
I could have been a rockstar in the 70s
I could have been a farmer in the 70s
I could have been a buried infant who died at birth in the 1400s.
>>25627601no mummy, no! don't let father castrate me! I promise I'll behave!
How do I go about convincing the elites who control the direction of human technological progress that1. Hedonic utilitarianism is the correct moral philosophy, and that2. This logically implies that we should, once we have the technology, unleash a swarm of Von Neumann probes that convert as much matter in our lightcone as possible into as many artificial minds as possible, and these minds should be designed to perpetually feel maximum pleasure in a manner they never tire or bore of, and these minds will subsequently be preserved in this perfect state of pleasure until the heat death of the universe?I have basically figured out the telos of humanity, what all technological progress should be directed towards, and now all I need to do is convince the people who control things that this is the correct course of action so that they set about implementing it.
>>25627985The Mangione Method
Why must university be so tedious, boring, and filled with useless classes that have nothing to do with my degree?
>>25627988So who do I shoot then?
>>25627990It's because you're still not an adult.
>>25627985I want to build a robot that can shit real shit.
>>25627997they have one of those at the sex pervert pagan gambler billionaire art gallery in tasmania
>>25627997Good news! It's already been donehttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cloaca_(art_installation)
Every philosophy text written after the invention and widespread availability of cocaine and opioids should come with a big fat asterisk after the title You're not profound, you're playing hopscotch on your central nervous system without the benefit of a controlled lab environment to record your biometrics I'm not a sober born again christian by any stretch of the imagination, but some of the philosophers jerked off so aggressively are really just miserable rich dope fiends with about average literacy for their material means and an editor they were already on a first name basis withI don't understand idolizing 95% of these dickheads, and it almost always seems to be the most self-ashamed neurotic messes that get preached the hardestSome sort of strange horseshoe between manic love of articulation and depressive denial of the fact that to declare the potential for suffering infinite is a pointless chasm, if suffering is infinite then so are all other emotions as they are only parts of our theater of the mind. Joy being just as infinite as suffering usually renders whatever central theme of nihilism completely pointless and indistinct, but the truckload of words they unload by the palette conveniently run short by the time it's addressed anywhereI find them incredibly boring people
I moved into this slightly decrepit townhouse a few months ago with 18 other people, many are musicians or painters or wannabe bohemians of one kind or another. on friday, we hosted a party. hundreds of people showed up. the patio was an open-air orgy, incredible to watch and be part of. on saturday evening it started drizzling and the little groups still left smoking and licking each other’s necks between shards of broken glass and feathers from costumes just kept on doing their thing. and now that it’s sunday evening and it’s quite pleasant outside, the patio’s empty, and I have no plans for the week ahead
>>25628023I hate sex havers.
>>25628023hundreds of danny devitos showed up
There are all of these things that I want to tell you. Whenever I read anything interesting I wish that we could talk about it.
>>25628042you're very annoying, do you know that? You are one of this boards breed of useless idiots that ritualistically vomit, eat and revomit the same dog food over and over again.
>>25628003It's dystopian how long this Wikipedia article is. Beatings, for everyone involved.
It's too late to be hatefulIt's too late to be late againIt's too late to be gratefulThe European canon is here
>>25628015If anyone other than a mathematician tells you something about infinity just ignore it. Even for mathematicians it took 150 years to put calculus on actual solid footings and it was because there were infinities involved. Some hick philosopher saying "suffering is infinite" has no idea what he means, what he's implying, or how his ideas expand or how they do not.
>>25628003Thank God. Now give one of those walking guy robots a real mouth and some real tastebuds. Arrange them together the right way in a room together. Then at least there'll be a moment of hesitation before the Great Robot Mind flips its own switch to become conscious.
Once there were mountains on mountains
>>25628002Has anyone thrown it at the robot? Has anyone eaten the robots shit?
>>25628057I don’t care what you think, unfortunately for you.
>>25628086What are your thoughts on philosophers using different cardinalities of infinity to prove the existence of God?https://benthams.substack.com/p/the-ultimate-guide-to-the-anthropic
>>25628112It's not what I think, it's just the way it is.
>>25628119No, actually. You are not the sole arbiter of ‘the way it is.’ Your opinion is irrelevant.
an anon is having a days-long temper tantrum in the "lit writes a story" thread and I'm really wondering why
>>25628086Some hick philosopher saying "suffering is infinite" may be expressing an experience unexpressable by any other form of words. They may, even, be acknowledging this in their very saying it.https://www.wittgensteinproject.org/w/index.php/Lecture_on_EthicsSee Mulhall - The Great Riddle for an elaboration of this Wittgensteinian view, if you care.
I've been getting into classical music a lot recently. Been playing piano a few years and classical piano is sublime. Problem is that that I don't talk to anyone about it because I feel like if you say you like classical music, people either think you pretentious snob or serial killer
>>25628138have you heard house of woodcock by johnny greenwood? I don't like a lot of classical but there are a few classical movie scores i love
>>25628138You need better friends; go to classical concerts in your area (if you don't live in bumfuck). Also I'm at the point where I don't care about coming off as a little pretentious. I take it as something like an acknowledgement of the baseness of our ordinary lives. And when I come across someone else with a similar disdain for the usual shallowness, which, again, typically manifests as some degree of pretentiousness, it makes me like them
aisatsana is anastasia backwards
>>25628172oh my god i never thought id find another aphex twin listener in the wild, crazy haha, whats your favourite one?
>>25628138It can be difficult to find people to talk to about classical music. Most of the people at concerts are a thousand years old or, if they're young, they're often cripplingly introverted. There's no bar to hang out at after, at least not at the venue. Look on Google maps to see where the nearest pub kind of place is to the concert hall, many of them will go there to eat afterwards and if you ask them if they were at the show they will probably be excited to talk about it.
>>25628173#17 and lichen and fingerbib
Why did you stop responding to me?
>>25628207Because you're annoying
books are gay as hellyou are all fucking faggotswhat a wasted life
>>25628312
Last night I went to sleep with wet hair, and I still feel uneasy about it.
>>25628392that usually gives me an itchy scalp
>>25628191you sir are gay!
>>25628402fuck off cunt
>>25628396This is very damaging for your hair. I go on a great length to protect my hair otherwise, and I used to do that consistently over the years, and now I compromised my hair by sleeping with it wet. I’m so unhappy right now.
I just wanna fuck
>>25628438What's stopping you?
>>25628442Anon being a chick I believe
>>25628042Post it here
>>25627906Will it react if you fart in close proximity to it?
>>25628444How would that interfere? Is this a typo where there's a c where you meant for there to be an n?
>>25627723Five pound box of cherry candy is a big fucking box of cherry candy this Henrietta bitch gotta be sloppy.
>>25628461Don’t be envious. I wonder what cherry candy from 40 would taste like.
How did I become the guy who reflexively goes, "Awww :3" every time I see a kitty on TV?
>>25627601Day 1 NNN successfully navigated.Everytime I get an urge to watch porn or jack it, I'm gonna read and keep reading until I'm no longer horny. Read 80 pages yesterday.
>>25627723I'm gonna steal that final line for 4chan arguments>P.S. I cannot waste any more of my valuable time writing to you.
Slept all day. Might as well get some work done.
just had a pretty good jerkoff session
A world filled with such physical beauty can not be hopeless.
>>25628523>>25628524I like how these two go together
>>25628523>>25628524>>25628537It's a three parter, actually
>>25628543Right, third part is the product of post-nut clarity
Getting high @ 1am & blasting Burzum.
Paused the Burzum to blast some Taylor Swift lmfao
>>25628552What's your favorite burzum? Album or rec? I just listened to the first album
>>25627601Emotions failed him, reason seemed to slip away. As if it were some extraction of a vague dream, logic seemed as forign to him as the sky to a deep sea fish. Staring at impossibility and yet there it was. Eating away at his cognition, leaving him with only the vague impression that he was losing something. Slipping away desperate to hold on to... what again? Soon all that was left was a gibering mess that once was a man. "Buh buh buh buh buh." Repeating it over and over again the anomaly no longer bothered him, he was incapable of even conceiving discomfort. "Buh buh buh..." ad-infinium.Then the monster grabbed his dick and he said "no no no no no no no no no no no" and meat spined off this plant. To this day if one looks into the sky you can catch a glimpse of him by staring directly into the sun.Coolio
>>25628553Honestly? Honestly? Filofosem.https://youtu.be/vfBmYfnjLho
It's like snow on the beach, weird but fucking beautiful.
>>25628540>>25628543>>25628549
>>25628573Amazing.
Call me senpai one more time mother fucker
>>25628573Hopecore post.
>>25628571the fucking devalues it to millennial teen drama video game writing
Today I spoke with an older man who only spoke Korean and later a younger lad who could only speak in memes. Of the two, I understood the Korean gentlemen far better.
>>25628580The biggest penis I ever saw was at a urinal when i was a kid. Old korean grandpa had an enormous flaccid penis
>>25628582sounds hot
>>25628579Wat
>>25628587the word fucking is unnecessary. Not only unnecessary, it detracts from a nice observation.
>>25628592Fucking is always necessary
>>25628593that statement was fucking powerful and I am so here for it
>>25628592>>25628593
>>25628597
So if I take a melatonin and am unable to fall asleep by two hours later, should I take another one?
>>25628600Enjoy not being able to get up.
>>25628601I'm just trying to push my sleep schedule back.
>>25628603Try running around the neighbourhood and then collapse into bed dead tired.
>>25628562That's the one I listened to. I will listen to it more. It's pretty cool. Later stuff I'd not worth it?
>>25628607Listen to everything up until that.
>>25628582My father's friend one related the tale of his uncle. A man with large properties he used for agriculture, he had thirty children with countless women, he had two wives in two different towns, everytime he went to visit the other he made the one pack food and supplies for them both, naturally he beat both of them, the tale ended on note that "He was the worst person I have ever met, I'm glad he is dead".
>>25628610did he beat them with his huge old korean penis
Currently listening: https://youtu.be/zs43_-fcg0Y
>>25628610He also told a bizarre little tale about stopping at a gas station, finding an older woman as the clerk, she finding out they were going fishing, wanting to go with as a total stranger, getting denied with an excuse about how she wasn't dressed for the ocassion. And her lifting off her shirt to reveal that underneath her uniform she was wearing nothing but a bikini. The guy fucking ran, he looked somewhat rattled even today.
>>25628612I did not ask. But it is improbable.
>>25627732fucked that nigga UP
Korean niggas sound cray-Z.
Thinking bout my oneitis.
>>25628614if she had lifted up her shirt to reveal a huge old korean penis, it would have gone down differently
Thinking of making covfefe.
>>25628625Man, the world was such a different place when covfefe was a thing
>>25628623Shrieking in horror does qualify as that.I hope that hasn't happened to you; considering your life seems to be characterized by an abundance of insanely well endowed Korean old men.
What's it with boomers and AI images? It's like crack to them.
It's actually a disgrace that in this age of abundance we have homeless people living on the street in the rains of fall. We can split the atom but not solve homelessness?
My ass is grass, but my penis is peanuts.
>>25628638I just entered into normal YouTube by mistake. It had been a while since I had seen ads, the Two ads are about AI gfs and anime echhi games. I'm not even a gooner but holy shit, I can understand why everyone is cooked, they do know how to fire your dopamine receptors. If I didn't know better I would get addicted to that shit. All that to say, ai is Crack, it's the devil's crack
>>25628639one of these things is a destructive tool of authority, the other is a selfless and optimistic gesture that is guaranteed to get thrown back in your face
>>25628573This is beautiful!
>>25628652>optimistic gesture that is guaranteed to get thrown back in your faceWell, my point was that all of the scientific and technical mastery we bring to solving problems like the splitting of the atom, if applied towards the aim of ending homelessness, surely would anticipate the problem of it "being thrown back in your face", or any other problem that might arise, and then figure out a way to deal with it.
>>25628630Wasn't necessarily better, imo.
>>25628671It really was like paradise. Everyone furloughed except essential workers. 0% interest rates, so easy to find a remote job (if you wanted one). Roads completely empty as the goycattle were too afraid to step outside their house because of the flu. It was the best time ever.
Just took my socks off, that's how you know things are about to get srs.
Marrying a dumb girl is nice and all, but your kids are gonna hate her when they have to explain to her eight different ways why they’re tying their shoe
Grandpa was in a good mood one day and went for a walk, and after a long manhunt, he was found dead against a tree in the woods with a smile on his face. His daughter frequently cursed him for doing that to her, but his grandchildren remembered it as a folk story.
I’ll have you know I have a beautiful life story. Taking me as a main character is a highly enriching experience.
>>25628671Fair, yet I can't help but feel the world has turned into something far more insidious in the last decade. Not sure if that's an accurate analysis of reality, or if it's a factor of the fact I'm older, weaker, sadder, poorer, more lonely, and so much more scared.>>25628672Covfefe was 2017, anon. Not covid.
Sometimes I think I have it in me to be Caesar. That if the crown came my way, I'd know what to do with it. That I could cross the Rubicon and hold the sway of nations under my mere whim.
>>25628697>Sometimes I think I have it in me to be Caesar. That if the crown came my way, I'd know what to do with it. That I could cross the Rubicon and hold the sway of nations under my mere whim.He was just a man, nothing special about him. Fate decided to give him power. Social media has exposed how those in power are not special, eg, elon musk cheating in video games, trump being demented.
Yod save the King!
I will probably end up dying the same way, suicide is highly genetic
The second of NNN, and I am only now truly noticing the depravity of my addiction to the horny-masturbate-release cycle. The largest realization I've had so far is that I have a unfathombly horny gaze.Let's say I'm in public: I will notice every sexual aspect of a woman before I even bother looking at her face, and when I say "notice", I mean deep, focused, perverted attention, where I will seek out details in form, like the shape of her ass, the lining of her panties, the outline and texture of her bra, the real and possible positioning of her nipples, the skin around any piercings, the amount of fat around her tummy, the way their neckline rests upon the upper curvature of their breasts, the region between their cleavage, the sliver of lower back skin from when they sit or bend or stretch, the way the long-haired ones have their hair brush and set and nestle beside in concordance with the shape of their buttocks.I will store all these deeply erotic throughout my day, and then come home to masturbate furiously to these intimate details. And now I can't masturbate or release, it's all just pure observation, and, on observation of my observation, I see just how much my daily mental bandwidth was spent just focusing on the minute physically and sexually intimate details of random women.
I pay for Last.fm Pro.
brother tells me the girl he just started dating had had a threesome in between their first and second date lmao
/wyt/ is genuinely vital for the upkeep of my mental healthi have no where else to express the socially unacceptable thoughts i harbor everyday
>>25628138>Problem with classical music is that that I don't talk to anyone about it because I love music in every genre and it's hard to talk to anyone about music in any genre because what is there to talk about? Let's say country music. Let's say I want to have a conversation with someone about it. That's going to be difficult. Same with any genre. After 5 minutes of talk about it what more is there to say? The only real or memorable conversations in my life about music is where you're with a friend and you're both listening to music together and finding the whole conversation on that. Like your friend huge into the Beatles, or your friend huge into Scream subgenre of Death Metal, or your friend huge into electronic music..I've sat down with all 3 many times and learned about that with them and in the case of the last two go to live shows with them for that genre. It's all they listen toThere are plenty of people out there that would love to sit down with you and listen to music with you, even if you say you want to do all classical. Lots of people have classical as one of the genres they like, same as any other genre. Just ask them if they like would like to sit down with you and listen to some classical music with you sometime. A lot of people want to learn about new genres. If it's a pretty girl do it on an old vintage record player with some wine. If they say no, I'm not that interested in classical music or learning about a new genre then you know. Takes just a few seconds to askWhen I need to sit down and do work in an office, classical has always been my go to. First office I worked in, first year of college as the intern, they had a Vivaldi CD which is how I got into Vivaldi. My first office job after I graduated my coworkers started listening to classical music when they worked when they saw me doing it and liked it. Classical is also my favorite when driving alone or when around the house alone. >I feel like if you say you like classical music, people either think you pretentious snob or serial killer?If you're a serial killer type then you're a serial killer type. No matter what genre you listen to (and the famous serial killers all listened to completely different genres), you're going to come across as a serial killer type. If I'm a serial killer type and invite people over to listen to 80s Dance Music, they are still going to think I'm a serial killer type. But yes if you're a person that only listens to one genre and gets angry with all the rest, you're going to look like a serial killer type. But if you're a normal cool dude, like my friend into Death Metal (it's all he listens to), people won't feel like you are a serial killer because you don't have the serial killer type personality Same with pretentious, if you're a pretentious person you're going to look pretentious no matter what genre of music you discuss with them
it's not even worth it to shitpost on 4chan anymoretranny mods never do their job so the only thing left to do is post nigger gore
>>25628716Now this person is any example of a serial killer type
>>25628710This is another example of a serial killer type
>>25628716these retards are retardedt. retarded retardkek based
I just leant about the Lindy effect. Its the idea that the longer something non-perishable has survived, the longer we might expect it to continue surviving. Very interesting idea. I assume there has been authors who have explored this, but I am wondering if any anon have made this their focus.
>>25628742I remember reading about this somewhere.
cum
I have a fascination with the idea of bodily modification. I wish I could create something that would allow me to revel in it. The Implants, incisions, injections, rejections, inversions, invulsion, evulsion, revulsion; the swelling, shrinking, growing, twisting, cutting, closing, opening, stretching, starving, eating, making, unmaking, breaking, aching, limping, wincing, gasping, startling, swooning, rutting, babbling, breeding, culling, inspecting, identifying, classifying, mortifying, tabulating, calculating, procreating, eliminating, exterminating of the horrendous thing that is the living being. God how I wish I was Rabelais, Lautremont so that I could make it justice. It's not nearly enough. But I don't read.
>>25628749I bet I would make the wall of text truly collossal if only I went and researched enough technical animal and medical terms.
>>25628745Yah, I can see that it must have already been a fad about 15 years ago, and I am just getting to it now. Its an interesting concept, and becomes more interesting when paired with Chesterton's Fence. I'm not sure how much value there is in it, because I am having fun with a shiny new toy, but it is fun to think about.
>>25628742Someone mad it his entire identity (Paul Skallas/Lindyman)
Catberg loves annoying me by knocking my shit off the shelves.
>>25628756I've heard that name before, and I guess his handle makes sense. The problem with the Lindy effect is that I can already see limitations with using the age of an institution/practice, when I consider something like slavery. I will continue my research.
Turn it uphttps://youtu.be/kKqoNrZ00Bg
>>25628765Catberg, the first feline rabbi that is also a block of drifting ice.
>Where is the pool of men who are self-sufficient and like to read, are willing to go to therapy and are not afraid of a woman who has a passport? That sounds really wild to say out loud, but I don’t feel like I’m missing a ton by choosing to read a book instead of swiping on Hinge.lol
Gonna start drawing something and then drop it halfway through. Never done something like that before haha.
>>25628792What is this?
I was abducted by grey aliens and molested in the year 1989.
>>25628806I want to believe
Sittin' in bed readin'.
>>25628792Any man who thinks any non-cbt non-physical therapy does anything of note is the exact kind of man you should buy a beer and explain how the for-profit parasitical empathy business works.Bitch, I dont give a fuck about your passport and I know I read more than you. But therapy is entirely a maladaptive coping strategy for emotional release and nothing more.
>>25628818Idk cock and ball torture doesn't sound very therapeutic to me.
>>25628820Just as therapeutic as babbling at some undergrad while they give you generic advice and validation. But only if you're listening to Carnivorous Errection.
I can't recapture my thoughts as eloquently as when I had them, but I do want to attempt to write down the gist.I had a very bad low blood sugar crash an hour ago. After eating a small Twix bar, a leftover from candy gotten for Trick or Treaters, I got a bowl of shredded wheat and set about defrosting and chopping up frozen strawberries. I cut one particular strawberry in such a perfect manner that it gave me pause. As I looked on it, I felt incredibly moved, almost to tears, and started becoming aware of my love of and gratitude for strawberries. 50 minutes later I was sitting and thinking, when I decided to close my eyes, and there I saw that strawberry again, and was again moved almost to the point of tears, but this time better understood why.As many things have changed and continue changing, strawberries have always been there. Managing to be simultaneously simple and complex in their design and flavor, while being unmistakably associated with joyful memories from youth, and tasting great. With compounding uncertainties and change, I realized that strawberries would be there. They are a firm wall, a pillar, a support and a comfort, an ally, and a dependable one at that.For as horrible as this world can be, with senile pedophiles starting wars on whims that kill thousands, I realized that things as wonderful as strawberries literally grow on plants.
>>25628817Honey, get the orgasm ray
>>25628832I'm a baked goodman, but I can appreciate some quality fruit. When the time is right and I try something new, sometimes it gives me pause and I transcend the bonds of our reality, flying through space and time, high above my body savouring the snack from every possible direction. Entering the snack omnivium.Last thing I had that made me feel like that was either a sandwhich at this italian deli, or a persimons which I had never tried before.
Lolita fashion is a stupid ass bullshit! Never again!
>>25628840>Entering the snack omnivium.Last time this happened to me was when I ate a fancy, toasted, candied salmon bagel-sandwich at a local bagel place. This was like July last year. Shit, it was expensive though, the sandwich by itself was like $20 CAD.
>>25628832Shall try madeleine cookies next time :)
Meditation is the practice of death.
>>25628853huh?
Thinking of getting an ipad stand.
>generalization about X>I reject that, it's X~>you're an idiot>no, you are (list one counterexample proving X)>you're an idiot! (list one other counterexample proving X~)I can't be the one pseudo in the room who realizes the mistake these two are making: that X and X~ can happen at the same time. E.g. winning the lottery: there is going to be A winner for every lottery: but the generalization that you shouldn't buy lottery tickets still applies because probability wise, you're not going to make it. But the way some anons argue, they want to act like nobody can win the lottery, or everyone is reliably winning lotteries left and right instead of the sheer fact that inevitable someone will prove X~.
Going off of what everybody I know tells me, I'm apparently supposed to be astounded by everything I encounter in life. If I'm not visibly weeping at the sheer beauty of a brightly lit storefront, or a baseball stadium's Budweiser neons, I'm some kind of numb ingrate. Well, they aren't going to be saying those sorts of things about me after I detonate the poop bomb. No siree, the papers and CNN aren't going to be mentioning how I didn't cry at the end of "It's a Wonderful Life," they'll be talking about the body count, the smell, and how it's all my fault.
>>25628450I don’t want to post things here? I want to talk to him specifically.
I'm kind of tired of confronting someone about stealing+fucking with my shit, them denying it (all when it's painfully obvious they're doing it), and having someone else swoop in and lying to me about having done it. Just let the lying piece of shit lie, you don't have to lie to me too.
>>25628941Bless you bro, hope you make it out of the hood/favela soon.
HEAD LIKE A HOLE
>>25628949Ride the flag pole.I eat cheese pieinside an atoll.
Second melatonin worked :) Got a nice five hours sleep, plus a strange political dream wherein I was telling someone President Reagan used to call his wife Mommy.
>>25627601>>25627601Passing through walls. Man I only half understand how I can do it. I just don’t stop walking. I never stop walking. Blisters become callouses become sores become bone become air. Slowly but surely, I make my way through. You can learn it, but I’m still a novice at it. They’ll see you walking and tell you to stop. They’ll ask to see what you’re walking about and you’ll get embarrassed, they’ll call it witchcraft and you know it and they think you’re just bashful when you’re really a blasphemer.“My name is Anon and I like long walks on the beach. Bro can you imagine? What if it’s like a number one best seller?”Amazing how I feel like a frenzied hound on a piece of meat, and people laugh at the hound and don’t understand why the hound is growling when they get close.
I saw the movie Everest at an IMAX theater yesterday. It was ok.
>>25627637And so the men of hate learn in experienced wisdom to become men of caution, observant and steadfast. Knowing full well hate and it's destruction begets death and that in turn begets death in the eternal cycle. So they sought out love and its glory to bring abound life and rest, alas little to be found among the corporeal entities, yet they persevere with the struggle in their stride to break the wheel of suffering.
>>25628962I did a depression sleep & slept all day yesterday (plus the night before). Had some fucked up dreams that I only vaguely remember.
>>25628980I think I’ve found a kindred soul.
>>25627680>I'm bombarded with fat dudes, old dudes, trannies, and dudes located in the hoodStrange how many men are downlow fags
Gonna do a bit more work :]
>>25627637>>25628980I am not a man of hate; I am a man of spite. At first I thought I was a man of hate. To hate is to spur forth your innermost diabolical servitude, and provide justification for your malice. To hate and be hated is almost pure in it's simplicity and power. It's a river borne of the percolations within Mount Pride melting the gestalt Ice of Ambition, and as it winds its way through the Swamp of Scorn, it pours out into the Ocean of Hate to mingle with the bathypalegic creatures of the deep. My favorites, the weird hateful things that live only in darkness. Most hate is tidal, it lurks near the land, but when the night closes in, you can hear the song of the deep calling out to the damned from the depths. All of this is delightful, naturally, but that's not me. To hate is to seek vegeance and retribution, to ruin those who've wronged you with greater wrongs than what ruin you in the first place. I am above all of "that". I do hate, everyone hates, and I am a hater, but what powers me is spite and the suffering of others. The depths? That is my home, with the other toothed hateful fish in the darkness, but I never came down from Mount Pride, I was born here. Sometimes when I'm feeling froggy I come up to the surface in the night and everyone who sees me understands my implicit wrongness; I should be hidden, and usually am.Spite is exquisite. You get all of the disdain and rage of hate, but it's more scalable. In my infinite pettiness I can make people suffer in ways they must endure. Their destruction brings about an end to our game, which is no good for me, so if they wish to be lured by my light, they should know I'm angling to capture basically anything dumb enough to wander into my yawning jaws. Why? Well, it's fun, of course. I dont need any more reason than that.
>>25627862>yeAH baby cmere shake that lil brapper...>proceeds to exhale and close eyes focusing intent upon all nasal nerves>SNIFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
>>25627906BRAPPER MACHINE
>>25628990I feel being gay and schizoid cancels out each other. Internally my mind is a complete, total bottom that just wants to service men all the time. Men are just so beautiful. But being schizoid I just read books and find myself self gratifying by driving toys into my backside imagining a Queequeg having his way with me.My two interests in literature and math are rather useless but luckily I have a semi decent job which keeps me grounded in the real world. Ive given a lot of thought and researched exstinsevely homosexuality and believe mine was likely caused by pre-natal hormones. In other words genetic and incurable. I suffer from lots of tell tale signs (ring finger smaller than index, undersized nuts and dick, slight but noticeable gay voice, hate violence, hate competition, etc...) The real take away from all of this is how subjective everything is.It's amazing when you look at all the diversity in the world especially when you study ancient pre-historic tribes and cultures in different parts of the world.
>>25628023>the patio was an open-air orgyI always imagine orgies being hot people fucking but irl orgies are always horny fat, hairy and old dudes pushing drugs and std decrepit drug fiend foids barely representing a human being at all.
Messaged my oneitis a lil early this morn, hope she responds lat0r.
>>25628113I didn't read the thing yet (I may do so later today), I will say that usually the problem with such things is that they typically only prove that there is a way to think of things that exist in the universe as a larger cohesive system. Sometimes as a very large, possibly universal system. But they don't show that that system is conscious or attentive in any way, certainly not that they listen, are personal, must be the creative source, or care. As far as my general comprehension and ability to enact miraculous change to a hill of ants I am a god. But I don't think about the ant hill at all, I certainly in no way know the mind of the individual ants, I don't care if they do right or wrong nor do I think they meaningfully can, and anyway I'm just not a god. These kinds of proofs generally aren't even good to show, if the ants were making them, that I'm conscious. Anyway, whatever they do prove as existing, it's not anything that the word "god" actually refers to. That connection is usually smuggled in through some incredibly coarse equivocation along the way. And very often "you see but it's INFINITE" is the cover. A subject which they really don't understand and therefore feel they can apply certain explanatory properties to that just aren't there. They could often swap out other black boxes just as well, like faith, or justice seeming to be universal. The reason they use infinity has more to do with a call to the strength of mathematics of starting universal truths so easily. They want the juice without making the squeeze and there are often as many problems with lifting mathematical concepts into your philosophy as there are sociological ones. This goes double when you're not a mathematician or a sociologist and don't really understand the concepts you're lifting to begin with.
>>25628573post nut clarity
>>25628129Suffering may very well potentially be infinite. It also very well may not be. I find that to be unlikely given my experience and my understanding of suffering as a personal experience had by one human mind, but maybe I could be convinced I was wrong. I would probably not be convinced that my infinite capacity for suffering means there must be a god, or something of that nature. Some further abstraction. Infinity can be specific, it's not a bus pass to any abstraction you like.
You know, I tried being tolerant, I tried to stifle my hate and my disgust. There was no point, it all came rushing back tenfold, I have never been more disgusted and hateful towards them.
>>25629108Towards who?
>>25629109Genuinely? Trans people and Muslims.
>>25628600You can try but I usually find that the second one has zero effect. If I miss my window on the first one I just have to wait a long time to go to sleep. I didn't have any particular issue waking up because of the second one, just if I was short on sleep, which I always in those days I took a second melatonin hoping it might work this time
>>25629143The second one knocked me out right quick. I'm glad I took it.
>>25628962I’m happy for you, anony! I have no issues falling asleep, but my sleep must be insufficient considering the time I spend painting. My body doesn’t seem hurting as much, am I getting used to this shit?
>>25628490Some day I will make cherry ice cream but with Queen Anne cherries instead of the dark red ones.
>>25628996Rare sighting - productive /lit/ resident :)
>>25628639Sorry anon, North American residential property is currently the gold bullion serving as ballast for the entire world economy, which makes it the most fundamental of all investment vehicles, which means by necessity it must be unaffordable. Fixing homelessness was entirely possible maybe as recently as the 1960s but currently would require the entire global financial system to collapse and for humanity to ready to rebuild it differently immediately after that collapse instead of just frantically trying to resurrect the old form of it.They can fix it in some other countries still, if it makes you feel better, but not in the US or Canada any more. Probably not in most of Northern Europe either.
>>25629108How quaint. Perhaps you should destroy them? That'd be merciful of you. Not so hateful, but I dont have that much optimism for you. You could find what they love and take it from them, which is better, but that's still limited and invites recourse. What you should, no what you must do is find a way to ruin something they love in a minor way, consistently over time, to punish their hubris.
>>25628672Poker games were amazing then. All the drug money was trapped in the states because the cartels weren't running their bleeds, everyone was dying for social contact and ready to gamble
>>25629026just be gay dude, it's fine as long as you're not making it your whole personality
>>25628697Crown didn't really come Caesars way, he kind of created it and then put it on his head. He did have help from a bunch of rich old faggot assholes, of course.
>>25629109*whom
>>25628708If you find an attractive girl on Tinder she is probably going on no less than three dates a week with different guys. If the guy she had a long term relationship last with told her that he had had a threesome and at that point she hadn't she will probably be trying to even the score now. The only unusual part is the girl telling your brother that she had a threesome or that she was on a date with another guy at all as what she's basically saying is "I have no long term interest in you, so enjoy this peek into my closet." The doors to that closet will return to being firmly closed once she's around a guy she wants to claim again and/or when she's back in that mode, which is the normal one for women.
>>25629162I am a published writer4 times
>>25628710Me tooNevermind that guy calling us serial killers. We can just kill him to shut him up.
I feel completely dejected with the way my life is currently going. On top of the wage-slaving job I work, I have to do more work once I get home to pad my resume because I didn't try hard enough in college. It's just an uphill battle that's getting steeper and steeper as time goes on. Meanwhile, some complete retard who was in the right place at the right time gets the means the build their life. All of these older people who I happen to talk to about this always tell me to have heart and be persistent like them, but they can't possibly understand how easy it was in comparison back then than it is now.
>>25629198How much do you read a day, anon?
>tfw about to turn 32 and haven't read Dante's The Divine Comedy, Joyce's Ulysses, Pynchon's Gravity's Rainbow, Gass' The Tunnel, or Gaddis' The Recognitions (or JR) yetfuuug
>>25628818High five brotherI will lie about thinking therapy works to a hot enough girl though. And if you don't have a passport you're probably poor or retarded or both but what girl isn't poor or retarded or both. It's rare.
>>25629181They hold no values and cherish no thing that could be more ruined that what they already do themselves.
>>25627601your perverse SEXBREASTS on my face.
>>25629203When I'm actively writing, no reading, no nothing except only music and coffeeWhen living life/working and/or passively writing, about 50 pages a dayet tu?
>>25629028nah it was actually pretty hot. degenerate sure, but hot. it does make a difference though that I'm in latin america not burgerland
currently watching Nathan for You and I find it somewhat enjoyable
>>25628840I make kkadugi which is kimchi but with a big weird radish. Can't find it to buy around here. Had a good batch which became transcendent on weed. Current batch I put in too much ginger and it's a little bit like trying to eat a Christmas tree as an animal that is accustomed to a diet of salad greens.
>>25629229Interesting, thanks.>et tu?All I know is the amount never feels like enough! But yeah, 50 pages on average; sometimes 30, sometimes 70. I often wonder if the greats like Joyce, Proust, Pynchon, DeLillo, Updike, etc., read like 150 pages a day and if that's something I should aspire to.
>>25629235It's the best comedy show that's been on TV.
>>25629245Jackass is the best comedy show that's been. It's almost a different genre that it's so much better than any other comedy show, so maybe that is how you can think Nathan For You is better, by making Jackass not be a comedy show.Wonder Showzen is #2. Maybe Nathan For You is somewhere reasonably close after that.
>>25629198Do you work solely as a writer now? Or do you have a different job?
>>25629198What advice would you give to an aspirational writer?
I hate the word "limpid". It sounds like an insult when it's really a compliment, and it means nothing like it sounds.
>>25629201There was a point in my life where I could have stayed poor and focused much more on my writing. I tried to get both things done and the writing suffered a lot for it. Soon there were responsibilities to attend to. I also traveled a good fair but when I was younger, despite not coming from money. Just found ways to pay for it myself, to have the free time to do it. People say stuff like "oh you are so lucky to be able to do that" but I wasn't lucky at all. The people who say this have a Lexus and an investment property in addition to their home. I have money in an index fund and some bonds and barely have a mortgage. I paid for that travel, they just weren't willing to pay the price I did.There are two points I'm trying to make. The first is that you have to pay the price unless you're born rich. The second is that your big purchases always put hooks into you that change your life in unforseen ways later. Sometimes these responsibilities help you instead of limit you in weird ways (having kids might mean it's your lazy do nothing brother that ends up getting saddled with taking care of your senile mom, saving you from that horror -- having a mortgage might save you from moving across the country with some career minded woman and losing friendship ties that never get rebuilt -- whatever else you can cook up like this), sometimes they just limit you. Anyway it is not helpful to zoom too far back. You can indulge in that if you want to but it's better to just try to invest your days meaningfully and not be concerned with your suffering relative to the fortunate. Sometimes they get rat fucked later. Sometimes they get away with it. The rest of us just have to work.
>>25629283"Enervate" is also like that. Sounds like the opposite of what it is. Words dressed up in drag.
>>25629283Like a mix of limp and insipid
Gonna rewatch the show Scrubs. It was my favorite show when I was in middle school. My grandmother, God rest her soul, used to hilariously refer to it as that one show with the mentally ill main character, lol.
>>25627601Neat. Three days ago, I wouldn't have known the origin of this OP image. I guess watching some New Wave cinema instead of slop (or endless doomscrolling) is paying off.Unfortunately, now I really want to smoke some cigarettes. It's less than I'm easily impressionable (although I certainly am, for someone who claims to hate consoomerism), but I need a habit or a method to keep busy and avoid overeating or resuming drinking.
>>25629293It doesn't hold up on rewatch in my opinion. Without the background of the horrible TV at the time to make it better by comparison it's a kind of vapid slog.
90% of extroverts are actually introverts
>>25629310I wonder how many introverts are actually traumatized extroverts
>>25629310The real question is how many introverts are extroverts who simply don't have anyone to hang out with or are too anxious to be sociable
Whatever happened to mbti? Huge for a while. Biggest and most important thing. And gone? Was it just another administrative/academic fad?
>>25629327>>25629325I'm very extroverted in my adult life, but was introverted due to my parents being really paranoid of anything they haven't really heard of before. My mom is legitimately not comfortable hearing music she didn't pick, she's a chronic complainer and is now prescribed drugs for it, so I just grew up learning you weren't really supposed to share with people lol. Talking to someone is a short fuse waiting to blow.
>>25628641goosebumps so thrilling it ripples the grass on my ass
>>25629325>>25629327this was my second thought. we have a high school idea of extrovert meaning social and introvert meaning weird or shy. i bet a lot of the incel angriness stems from an extroverted person who doesn’t have that source of energy (other people) and now must feed off a different type (hatred). likewise a lot of social, charismatic, sexually adventurous people have never not felt a sigh of relief on the lonely walk home from a party.
>>25629236Goddamn I love radish. I should make that.
>>25629301Coffee or tea
>>25629188>He did have help from a bunch of rich old faggot assholes, of course.Do you think they had a passionate triumvirate session?
>>25628706You have no idea what horrid facial expressions you make to women in these observing moments, like a ghoul with drool.
>>25629343Are you:1) asking if the "drinking" in question was coffee or tea, or2) suggesting coffee or tea as a solution to avoid cigarettes/alcohol?
>>25629342The recipie I use is based on the one in the Umma cookbook. The Korean radish it uses you have to go to an Asian market to get. It's not the same as daikon, but you could make kkadugi with daikon if you couldn't find actual Korean radishes. The Korean ones are sturdier and a but spicier than daikon. The sturdiness is the important part because they stay crispy when pickled very well, which is a critical aspect of the enjoyment of the final product imo. You want to save as much radish skin as you can when making it (some will have to come off because of embedded dirt) as the skin is the white knight of crispness.You can make it in a gallon sized glass jar, don't get those plastic kimchi tubs from Amazon. Then your acidic delight just wallows in plastic. The cheapest way to get a big glass jar like that is to just buy one that has pickles in it and throw away / eat the pickles, or you can order them on Amazon, of course. You also need a food processor or a big mortar and pestle like Thai people use. And a giant bowl for mixing everything in, like a 13 gallon steel bowl.
>>25629287the more ‘everyday’ words are the most powerful. limpid is (fairly) uncommon, and pretty limp as a word anyway so to the ear it sounds bad (at least to a 21st century human. words are all mixed up with their usage. they’re not a block that objectively means a thing. they’re chemicals and respond with other chemicals. you don’t master ‘words’ you master ‘language’. every thing is part of everything.
>>25629357I'm suggesting coffee or tea in lieu of ciggiesThey won't replace booze
>>25629354Gotta get em back for theirs, it's fine
>>25629364I agree that you can probably find a more potent word to use than "limpid." This doesn't save limpid from me making a little face about it when I do come across it, though.
>>25629380it needs to be used very carefully.i can picture a time when a more precise writer would find need for it. when you want to write a compliment that think but don’t necessarily feel (that’s not to say tongue-in-cheek).
>>25629363I'm literally making those tonight. You're the best, thanks anon.
>>25629006Favour your spite and dwell in your darkness, none shall forget you for we all are here by land waiting for you. Indeed you can understand grace and forgiveness, however it is afterall the spite in which you dwell and none of us. Swimming deeper into spite makes the eyes blinder and the mouth bitter and the ears deaf. Lonelier and decending Mount Pride shall find itself unable to guide upwards, finding only himself to hurt. Pain, pain and pain... Gnawing and biting its own skin for revenge upon itself for spiteful desires. To inflict greater suffering to the one who hurt you the most, you, yourself.
>>25629026>But being schizoid I just read books and find myself self gratifying by driving toys into my backside imagining a Queequeg having his way with me.I cannot take you srsly. thnx for the good laugh
>>25629412Do you think you find fortune's favor in vainglorious rapture? Do you think my hurt is vicarious? You missed something crucial; I am in the depths because I love it. To share a hurt is to bequeath true love, and you should savour it in kind. The hurt I give is divinity, both shared and intertwined.The shore is a bore, you know this. It's this amphibian trifle, a vicarious absolution to yeild to the powers with which make your essence, and hatred diluted is no favour at all. What God would want you? What man would keep you? There is nothing lonlier than a life without suffering, because to suffer is to blossom forth anew, reborn on wings of sinew and ambition. Suffering brings hatred. Suffering brings power and ideals etched into your marrow. Suffering makes the world go round.The depths are crushing, this is true. Ordinary creatures cannot survive, and even the maladapted fish in the Ocean of Hate find it oppressive, but to transcend the shape of your augury is to be reinvigorated with purpose. Oh, gnostic herald with your short sword of truth, if it were not for beings of my ill and countanance you would have no sword to hold, no enemy to erase, and no truth to aspire. I hurt because I love to do it. And my justice, my absolution? Spite must be provoked. The butterfly fears no angler, and though the moth may search for light, it can never find me. You, fish boy, have found me. Now what will you do?
All right cat faggot I know you’ve got a whole new thread lined up for us so why don’t you get to posting it? Or else I will, and you’ll come back from whatever rehab you’re stuck in (or from whatever street binge you’re back on) playing the victim like someone ruined your plans because you weren’t able to share another voyeuristic photo of someone’s home pet as a so-called thread starter
The infinite jest ai threads are surprisingly funny
>>25629258I'm not a writer by profession at the moment, but I've been paid a good few times for the short story contest, poetry anthology, lit mag payoff, the odd newspaper editorial.>>25629263The difference between good advice and great advice is based the ears it ultimately falls upon. So here's a few bits of good advice. You tell me if any are great for you.>Write for yourself>Understand yourself and your mind deeply>Being a great published writer is out of your control, but being a great writer is>Spend time on craft, till it comes naturally to you, then learn how to constantly evolve your craft.>Listen to all constructive feedback, but only take seriously the feedback you receive from someone that has sincerely attempted to understand the objectives and essence of your creative work>Writing is not life. Writing is the result of a result of an interesting, thoughtful, creative, curious, novel life.Most importantly:>Be brave. That goes for writing and everything else.
>>25629472yeah i think it's great
Kill if you must, but never hate:Man is but grass and hate is blight,The sun will scorch you soon or late,Die wholesome then, since you must fight.Hate is a fear, and fear is rotThat cankers root and fruit alike,Fight cleanly then, hate not, fear not,Strike with no madness when you strike.Fever and fear distract the world,But calm be you though madmen shout,Through blazing fires of battle hurled,Hate not, strike, fear not, stare Death out!
>>25629453I think many a thought, many profound and enlightened. So immaculate my presence would confuse you to hurridly swim to crevices thumping with fear. You will hate me for what I am, truth, you will tempt to spite me drawing me closer with false dangling lights. Lights which I cannot see for they are dim portraying among my perfections. But know that I've never hurt you nor ever will. It is not me who has found you haughty little creature, it was you who were so curious to swam up to the shore, deliberate in subconscious to set free yourself finally beheld my ever basking brightness. Then I ask, what will you do? For as you who cannot die thou who eternal lie, stranger your aeons even spite it dies. You fellow, oh will have no choice but to swim to me and find salvation from thyself. I await you.
>>25627601Yuuup, it's not an episode of True detective Season one without the mystery getting interrupted by Woody Harrelson's fucking marriage again. I don't care about king normie and his stupid fucking family life. Oh you want to see more of the sticks? Sorry bro, it's time for some goy's interpersonal drama again. They better pay this bullshit off because they have exhausted my patience for this shit. Just genocide his children already and let'0s get on with the fucking mystery.
>>25629500Season two better not be like this I swear to god.
>>25629472Ngl the infinite breast image gives me a lil bricked up every time I see it
>>25627601started fucking and got into a relationship with a 19 year old girl. she's hot as smoke but dumb as bricks. wish i had a smart /lit/ girlfriend. should i just stfu and be grateful for what i have, or should i blow it up and go seek out an intelligent and interesting girl? i just feel like the relationship is so empty and vapid, other than the sex, which admittedly makes the sex hotter, but still, damn, sometimes i want an intellectual equal. do smart girls even exist? i think i met a few in college, but i wonder if we were in a relationship, would it all feel like bullshit sooner or later anyways?
>>25629500Like I knew before hand they were going to be parsimonious with the fucking occult super-natural stuff. But I didn't know the series was going to be half mystery and half goyim soap opera.Like I get the characters are supposed to be foils for eachother but can't there be anything else.I don't care it's a skill issue on my part that I deliberately avoid scenes that make me uncomfortable. Stop putting tits and sex on my fucking mystery-kino.
>>25629509Sex with a woman you sexually, intellectually, emotionally, and spiritually connect with is perhaps the greatest feeling in human existence.Treat yourself with more respect. Don't settle for some dumb slut.
>>25629459Dude, go ahead! The thing is, I realized that I fail the vibe check miserably here, so decided to give it a little breezer so that other anons do something more fitting for some time.
>>25629480I seriously screenshoot this post, but let me assure you - your advice is entirely wasted on me ._.
>>25629521I've been thinking about it for a while. How can I have the easiest and most undramatic breakup ever? I do not want this shit to be some unnecessarily traumatizing experience. What's the simple way to just pull off the band-aid?
>>25629459Also be grateful for that I’m not a pet person, otherwise I would’ve shat up the thread with pictures of my own pet.
>>25629530Alright. Didn't mean to make you feel unwelcome. Was that really all you? I thought I was compositing a couple different posters there.
>>25629499I think; so immaculate my presence; my perfections: me me me, the perpetual egoism of the eternally damned. You need me to hate you for who you are, but you are using the machinations of spite. How to spite a cenobite? Make it kneel and ask for salvation; deny me my blood. Teach me to fear.You see, there is nothing at all. Your anger, your self righteousness, your ambition; it's all in contrast to what I offer. Gnostic page thou art thine own demiurge, heraldic choruses sing in discord at your awakening. You fight yourself at every turn. Your bespoken verse is corrupt within inceptia, and you cannot even fathom your blessed imperfection.What will I do? Whatever I please. Whatever beings me joy. I am the arbiter of your narrative. I dont need to approach the shore because your portent requires my blessing in the first place. Your terrible brightness may banish lesser foes, but without your lamentable incandescence you have nothing at all.Break me, make me kneel, it all serves to better my station. And what of you? You become inexoribly linked with a primordial creator. I become part of you for eternity, regardless of my corporeal form, and my whispers will be with you for eternity. I dont shirk from the light or the shore. I live in the dark because I enjoy it, not because I must or am incapable of walking through the forests or flying on wings of black.You have given me a gift: a paltry foe. A small offering to the God of consumption. Grandiose rhetoric, epic preable? Entirely unnecessary; you have no blessings, and mine are the blessings of the physical realm you are forced to endure.Transcend. Do it right now. Become something more; this is insufficent and my gift to you is the knowledge I exist at all, right in your sacred temple, laughing at your hollowing.
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>>25629550> Didn't mean to make you feel unwelcome. No worries at all! I just probably need a bit more time to blend in.Some of them were mine, some weren’t ;)
>>25629553Mislead, contrived and coniving you are for sure, mistaking me in thinking that I preceive thy sillyness as mine enemy? You were never a foe but a friend in face adversity, only that you have taken a path more widely travelled by, for vast are the oceans and narrow are the cliffsides. The difference, my kindred, I do not need trancendance or you to be fulfileld. I am free from suffering and spite, but you will always need me for your spite, which shackles to hatred, and hatred is the jailor of arresting you to me.I take none of your offerings, I need nothing and have only everything to give, and more... Beyond corporeal I preserve a place for thee, free from suffering and gift blessings of eternal growing. Truly you live to your principle, to indulge in suffer, and I pity such self deceptions. Perhaps you fear not being if you break the bonds of spite. But fear not, life is here, for you are alive. Come, I await you to live content.
>>25629601Oh, the man of hate has become a man of forgiveness and mercy to spite me? How droll. I accept your aquiessence, acolyte of spite. I am unapologetically myself at all times. I have no need to compromise, and it appears you have acheived the transcendance I mocked. I am perpetually fufilled by existing, and I am perpetually joyful at the prospect of infinite potential, whatever that may be. I am proud of you, and I hope one day you will learn to share the same gifts I do.To live is to suffer, and suffering is eternal. To grow is to first suffer then repair back better. Without suffering you will simply atrophy and ossify; a terrible and ironic fate for such a bastion of perfection. Break and mend. Become better. Hate incarnate, you have learned to love, and without my "irrelevance" you would have thought truth and justice was in righteous fury alone. You stopped hating. I am the truth because I never lie, not even to myself, and I draw my power in sharing truths to righteous men that they cannot accept without changing. How will they change? That's above my station, I simply do as I must and savor the process of their understanding.
>>25629601>>25629643Dudes do me a favor and listen to this, give me your notes >>25629617
>>25629643You have so thought to renew one must first destroy? inverted you a fish swimming upside down, can't you see you're drowing blind fool? To destroy it must first be new, much how to murder there must first be life, what art tho accomplicements? Corporeal pleasure? So be it. You who finds corruption within my temple, yet have done nothing to it. Screaming, gnawing and crying I see thee, seeking to return to the teet of salvation which I freely give. But how can a mother breastfeed her child if it turns its mouth away de-spite of its hunger?
I’m so hungry I could suck a dick
>>25629706spotted?
i liked Phantoms
A man who shits his pants but walks normally is probably a psychopath.
