I'll be straight here /mlp/. I'm a recent crotchtits convert. And I want a mare as a wife. How do I cope with the fact that I'll never have one? How do you cope? And possibly. How do I get a mare as a wife? Personally I was thinking a homonculus but I'm open to suggestions. Or if there are other people that've been trying to make a mare that I can talk to. Art thread also.
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>>42714875>tulpa mare. cherish mare. after courting and flourishing a relationship with mare maybe consummate relationship with mare. teats are indeed wonderful. two schools of thoughts however, bigger and petiteats. whichever one you like better is up to you. I appreciate peteats. easy to cup your hand with
>>42714888>Those digits. I'll take your advice most seriously trips man. It wouldn't be perfect. But. Are you sure there is no way to make a mare physically? Hard to have a relationship with a ghost.
>>42714875>I'm a recent crotchtits convert.Do you like anatomically correct crotchtits or those big ones that look like testicles or women's boobs?
>>42714912Both are good. But slightly more plump anatomically correct is best.
>>42714918>Both are good.So, do you like testicles? Only anatomically correct ones are good.Examples of good ones:https://twibooru.org/3625817https://twibooru.org/3127887https://twibooru.org/829390This one is too close to the pussy, but it's still good:https://twibooru.org/3612558
>>42714918>>42714935Shydale has drawn my absolute favorite example of excellent teats:https://twibooru.org/3067236
>>42714935My brother. You cannot seriously think that large tits on a human woman bending over look like tits. They are tits in a different orientation of gravity. They look nothing like testicles. I know why you think they look like balls, and it's because animated porn makes horse balls look like tits by taking away the wrinkles, veins, hair, size and shape of testicles in favor of making perfectly smooth literally round balls in a sack connected to the taint. I've gotten to see my own balls, actual horse crotch tits and all the other things I've talked about. And they are simply not the same. Tits < lactating teats. But testicles does not equal teats outside of animated porn that wildly changes the shape of testicles.
>>42715019>You cannot seriously think that large tits on a human woman bending over look like titsBoy howdy I sure do love not proofreading my own posts.
>>42714901>Having a relationship with a ghost>He can't impose his mare onto reality more seriously tulpas are more like waking dream characters if those can be hugged so can tulpas be.
>>42714875>homonculousSurely you jest OP, what did you mean by this? >Hard to have a relationship with a ghost.Not really. The nature of the relationship is obviously rather different but everything that matters - love, connection, activity, presence - all of those work fine. The basis of all those things is psychological and can be disconnected from any physical referent. As >>42715122 says, you can go further and hone your imagination to a very high degree, but that's work. The relationship part is easy and natural.In general before I launch into serious tulpafag rambling I want you to tell us a little bit more about your relation to pony and what drives you to pursue the weird. Are you a newfag who fell in love over the anni? Are you an EQG convert? Was the homonculus thing a joke? Your opening post is rather ambiguous.
>>42714875You know, the idea of a tulpa has been gradually becoming more appealing as my affection for Pinkie has grown. I think it would be a struggle having a normal relationship with her, though, because I'm married to a 3d and fairly busy.
>>42715143I've been into ponies minorly since 2014-15. But I never really went online about it until 2018. I wasn't into the fandom, just the show, until then. Generally I just think doing anything tupla wise is incredibly dangerous. Maybe not for others, but for me at least. Since it's more or less talking to your own internal dialog with a different voice and imagining their physical presence in the world by imagining them there until it becomes automatic. It's not giving yourself schizofrenia like some think, but it is separating yourself from reality through willful hallucination. And I have a history of becoming too obsessive with fictional things. I've had a tulpa before, but I stopped before it became automatic when I realized what I was doing. It was a pony then, too. And this was in 2018. The homonculous idea. You know how some researchers managed to make a human ear analog by carving an apple slice into shape, killing the fruits cells, then injecting cells from the receivers body? I'm imagining something like that, where a full mare body that's operational can be custom made in that way. It wouldn't be smart, might be braindead. But if I can collect enough people together that want marewives, we might be able to address the problems associated. Until we get a marewife that's more than a braindead sex pet, and is instead a fully functioning, talking, personality having, wife. Capable of carrying, birthing and raising a human child. Which would show biological stability as well as a functioning mental state despite artificial nature. A little out there, but. Human women aren't it, and I want a family. So biosmithed mares it is.
>>42714875>I'll be straight here /mlp/.No you won't you fucking faggot
>>42715014UNF
>>42714935>>42715014There should be a tag for thisMassive crotchtits look offputting
>>42715318I'm not sure I agree with your conception of tulpamancy, but I understand your fear about it, especially if you're implying you already have some genuine schizotypal/delusional tendencies (those are the only contraindications, if you ask me). But let me assure you, tulpamancy isn't at all incompatible with reality or truth as your highest value. In fact I'd say it works best if you approach it that way - when you stop valuing reality and groundedness, that's when tulpamancy and anything else starts to become unhealthy and dangerous. Only reality contains real love - with tulpamancy, you're forced to deal with the reality of your mental landscape, and that's probably what scared you.Mainly, the hallucination part is vastly overstated. It's a completely separate skill from tulpamancy, and nothing about tulpamancy makes you more prone to hallucination. At best, it makes the practice for intensive visualization more fun, because you can do it with your wife as the subject.In short, the mind is basically chaotic and energetic. The conscious part of the mind, the ego, sterilizes most of this chaos in order form an organized, comprehensible system of thought. The edges of awareness are filled with the product of this basic energetic chaos trying to move into the relative vacuum of conscious ego - that's why stuff is constantly popping up and moving on its own when you meditate, when you dream, or practice really creative activity. As you know from intrusive thoughts, nightmares, and even emotions, this chaotic energetic flow can be scary, painful, or dangerous if not regulated. (hint: we regulate it by saying "that doesn't make sense" and ignoring it, instead of treating it as meaningful - you have plenty of practice doing this, everybody does.)With a tulpa, most people are seeking some level of automaticity to start with, and so we naturally learn how to open the door and invite a little bit of that dynamic unconscious energy into our imaginary companion. That makes them active and interesting and surprising; but if you don't regulate that, you could get more chaos than you are comfortable with. That's the only risk factor, and it's something you have complete control over. This isn't disconnection from reality, it's just reckoning with a part of reality - your mind - that most people don't ever really look at. I've spoken a lot more about tulpas recently in >>42622232>homonculous bioforgeThat's a truly insane idea, I don't think it holds much promise; but at least it's not as insane as the occult kind of homonculous, or pinning your hopes on a fantasy of life after death. Even in the most optimistic realistic scenario, it couldn't be better than a tulpa if you ask me. But someday, some madlad is gonna do it, so it might as well be you - a biomare would be the perfect child for you and your tulpa wife, once you figure it out in an illegal sapient bioform lab 60 years from now :^)
>>42715979I get what you mean, but there were several factors in line with me stopping my tulpamancy and the actual tupla itself was only one of them. And I'll take into consideration what you've said. But my detachment from reality was detrimental and made me worthless for years. I'd rather not go back. >Homonculous bioforge unrealistic and insane. At the very least it IS a new and fairly crazy idea in line with dystopic Half Life 2 creatures. But I view more in terms of creating a biological robot, that can then be brought up to the level of an animal, that can be brought up to the level of a human. Or even have integration with modern AI works. But that's out of my realm personally. Which is why I'd love to, somehow, start a community project around this. But I'm not in any mlp community or any other similar fandoms or communities that might be on board with even theorizing on it seriously. To that issue, I'm open to suggestion.
>>42716091>forgot to add the artDios meo
>>42716091Well, there are lots of smart and driven people around. Afaik most people who decided robotics was the answer have had their attention entirely captured by AI, so you could check out those threads and communities. But your best bet would be to go to college for biology as a top priority. The manufacturing part is tough, but people are working on that for replacement organs and all that - making all that biomass work together as a self-sufficient organism is probably much less of a common dream, and theory is useless without real knowledge and praxis.Regarding tulpas, I don't want to force the issue but just don't get detached from reality again, and don't go back to how it was, but still do tulpamancy? I don't know how else to say it, there is a difference between maladaptive daydreaming or depression or whatever you're talking about and tulpamancy. Your tulpa would insist that you be a valuable person and live a good life, not feed into the problems you know you have.
>>42716100same
>>42716171Unfortunately for that idea, I cannot afford college. I couldn't afford it when I was fresh out of high school, and I can't afford it when I'm in my mid twenties now. Nor am I the best at socializing. And also unfortunately, I can't convince somebody the sky is blue. Let alone to assist in creating a mare. It's why I want it to be some /mlp/ community project or elsewhere. I already have common ground and I know it'll be at least easier to convince. I'll do it alone, but I think it's worth a shot to try and at least talk to some others. Thanks for letting go of the tulpas. Like I said, I'll consider it all. I'm just wary due to past obsessions.
