Best album to commit suicide to? I have nothing left to live for.
>>127948838Frank Zappa- Thing-Fish
call a suicide prevention phone number
>>127948838Nothing left to live for? I see drugs, booze, cigs, and an Xbox. What more could a man need?
>>127948883Thanks I'll check it out
Smoke weed get high
>>127948883I think waka jawaka is better to kill yourself too.
You always have something left
>>127948896No point. It's over
it's impossible to prepare for the regret you experience right before you die
Get drunk and listen to swans maybe
>>127948990I feel the regret of waking up everyday. At least death is just one moment and then nothing
>>127948838The Idiot
>>127949019>At leastit's very easy to say that until you've actually done the deed>one momentthat's assuming you're "successful" and your method is instantaneous>and then nothingI'm not sure I would be so presumptuous
>>127948956That's a good album for staying alive. Thing-Fish is when you want to feel the worst music humanity has to offer.
Post depressing music. I need an album about determinism and how I'm just prolonging my suffering by continuing to exist
>>127948838How can you depressed while high on dope? I thought that was impossible.
>>127949121https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1w6UaXiAStc
>>127948838For me, I'm going to have this music video on loophttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tuyZ9f6mHZk
>>127949121https://youtu.be/9kaR-yi76Xw?si=kSoGEE8tYensgs9B
>>127949121https://youtu.be/4EJkNrfq4eA?si=kWuQaR_rfZnqTRKZ
>>127949121https://youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_mUjpq6hQ2Ub9rk238YqkO9FzCp6pHOQYg&si=bOf3sAB42jGUaNz8
>>127949002This right here. Consarn it, I didn't even know the Swans were in tour. I felt cleansed after I saw them 12 years ago. Don't do it, OP. Volunteer, plant trees, or at least do something unexpected like be a roadie for a band. Rhetorical question - how will your parents take it? My mom's cat died yesterday. She was such a sweet cat. Really got to my mom. Try anything. Peace be with you.
>>127949134I don't get it...
>>127949239I just wanted to share this album xD
I dont think music can capture the feeling
>>127949301https://youtu.be/N0LWtt-GPKA?si=t6Q8gtfxgzkvMXEe
>>127949301https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rz8mkffhcac&list=RDrz8mkffhcac&index=1
>>127949234Fuck you. What kind of post is that? There's nothing unexpected left. There are no surprises once you figure it out.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1EdUjlawLJM&list=RD1EdUjlawLJM&start_radio=1
not sure if OP has brown skin or is it the shadowsanyways, dont do it man>>127948922this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SwYN7mTi6HM&list=RDSwYN7mTi6HM&start_radio=1I need to add some context for this one: David Lee Roth the singer read some news article about some guy wanting to jump off a bridge and people shouting at him not to. So he thought well why not say go ahead and jump seize the moment or something.
Please no positive or inspiring recommendations. It's done
OP are you there? Hang on please do not give up on yourself.
>>127949385I dunno he makes a compelling case for giving up on himself
OP talk to us, are you okay?
>>127949385Yes, but please no positivity. I need dark music recommendations. Something with no hope
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l5VOfIS8skQ&list=RDl5VOfIS8skQ&start_radio=1
>>127949410You really need to rethink your actions, man. Remember bad days don't last forever. Take care of yourself and those around you as your life is sacred and not to be thrown away this easily. Please stay with us or call somebody for help if you feel sad and hopeless.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g83z7G9tVMA&list=RDg83z7G9tVMA&start_radio=1
>>127949410this should push you over the edgehttps://youtu.be/M6o1SEj02t0?si=gzccPV98MnKVbdOZ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZOH-DI3hc6k
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PJPJlyE0ehA
>>127949410https://youtu.be/minCbaz2LZY?si=tOOFrPSAVmjK01iK
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=beiBIXTtRkI&list=RDbeiBIXTtRkI&start_radio=1
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8dwojO1v3Pg&list=RD8dwojO1v3Pg&start_radio=1
>>127949410There is literally so much left for you to experience. It's just not worth it man. When I was in my early 20s I was sitting in a room just like that one, except it was a 360 on the stand. Now I'm fucking old, but I've seen and done almost everything I want to do. Not because I'm rich, I'm still fucking poor, but I cut off the people and the bullshit that were holding me back and became a man.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7vRIm_wDXr4https://genius.com/Underoath-in-regards-to-myself-lyricsIt's all worth reaching for.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6lFPIIdud9o&list=RDbeiBIXTtRkI&index=8
>>127949435Yeah, now you're getting it!
>>127949031seconding, but probably dont do it OP
>>127949444Bad days never end. The world is a bad place full of bad people. My worldview is corrupted and I'm afraid it's too late for me. Music for this feeling?
>>127949634https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AV8N44HzfBQ
>>127949634https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=RzZin2ci-GI&si=CKQKLes0QYrYdiHY
>>127949449>if you are so clever>why are you alone tonighthe is pointing out that im dumb
>>127949727yep. Morrissey dropping the ulitmate truthbombs
>>127948838I could literally never understand suicidal people. I value life too much even if it is a struggle sometimes. If I were poor I would have zero compunctions about having to steal or kill in order to live but I would never kill myself for sure. The only scenario in which I could imagine myself unaliving myself is if there was a certain prospect of a far more painful death for example I would probably shoot myself if the only alternative was being burned alive, buried alive, frying on an electric chair, drowning etc.
>>127949882Yup agree 100% but then I was blessed with good genes and a half glass full type of way of looking at things I fucking hate depressionfags so much desu like you could literally sit on your couch/chair/lay in bed and become a cryptocurrency multimillionaire without too much effort if you have a 3 digit IQ desu
>>127948922Fucking this, OP shut the fuck up, nut the fuck up, spark one and launch up halo with your bro you pussy whipped faggot
>>127949475Like what? I've seen what I need to. I know whats going to happen and why
>>127949121The Body - I Shall Die Here
>>127949882Oh and forgot to add in the unlikely event of me shooting myself I would probably leave Modern Dance by Pere Ubu on repeat for anyone who would find my body
OP, if you're reading this, what are you doing? Fucking die already!
>>127948883That album makes you wanna kill yourself because of how shit it is
>>127949913Considering our reality is in a state of quantum superposition, I find it extremely unlikely that you know what's going to happen and why.
>>127948838Listen to pet sounds, specifically I just wasn't made for these times. Maybe It will help get you to heaven
I can't even convince you that I mean it
>>127949965SOMETIMES I FEEL VERY SAD
I think he killed himself
>>127949954Holy reddit
>>127949951kek
hope you're still with us OP. i've posted more than my fair share of suicidal threads on 4chan and i'm still around so i'd guess you probably are too, but maybe you're more decisive than i am idk.
>>127949410https://youtu.be/WS0l0o45IUw?si=g9XGZ7tP7OjSIw3w
why do you want to die? why do you believe there's nothing left to live for?
>>127950166why would he want to live? why would he believe theres something to live for?
>>127950199life itself is beautiful even if there is no something to live for
>>127950239>life itself is beautiful lol, lmao
The Soul is immortal so death of the physical just separates you from your social life
>>127949301Are you deaf or do you have musical anhedonia ?https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OhjP96dKYIUhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GUDzVHoSfVU
>>127948990plenty who miss on the first try go for another
In a sea of people telling OP to live it only takes one anon to say "do it faggit :)" for people like OP to actually go through with it. Just goes to show how self-centered suicidal people really are.
>>127950452nta but i think the aural equivalent would just be an unlistenable ugly sound rather than something with positive musical meritmaybe an endless merzbow track
>>127950545report whoever says that, and there should be a rule against saying that
>>127950545I agree, but people who think telling people like OP not to go through with it don't understand how being suicidal is a mental illness in and of itself that's distinct from depression. You can be depressed without being suicidal AND you can be suicidal without being depressed. What OP needs is professional help, not just anons saying "don't be sad bro life isn't bad"
>>127948973you misunderstand - the hold music is what you want to be listening to as you an hero
>>127949019>and then nothingthat's the problem - what if it isn't? I mean, I'm not fucking theocrat but what if death is, as some philosophers say, just going through a door to a different room?Do you even know that you're dead when you're dead? What if it's just like changing channels randomly, with no hope of ever getting back to the channel you're on?I bring this up because if you think about the billions of people on this planet who are living much shittier lives than you, you realize that what comes next for you after suicide might be a big step down from where you are now.Anyway, to answer your question, I'd go with some country music, maybe Thinkin' Problemhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YZr2Dao-5oU
>>127950885>that's the problem - what if it isn't? I mean, I'm not fucking theocrat but what if death is, as some philosophers say, just going through a door to a different room?Not to mention that even if death were just nothing, it would still be an infinite nothing vs a finite life (even if you don't experience the "nothing") so it starts making less logical sense not to at least want to see life through to the end anyways
>>127950941>not to at least want to see life through to the end anywayseuuuh you're seeing life through to the end no matter what. The only difference is when the end is.more music for the end moment:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VBiZejL4YaM
>>127950956Right but bigger life (Life++) > infinite nonlife (∞*0)You see where ending your life early makes less logical sense
The outsider - a perfect circle
>>127950979there are lives over which most people would probably choose never being born, like a bile bear for an extreme example, so it doesn't seem life categorically beats nonlifeif that's granted then isn't it more a question of where you draw the line>But better than both is the one who has never been born, who has not seen the evil that is done under the sun.
>>127948838This album always makes me tear up a little bit, especially the last song. Maybe it works for you.https://youtu.be/512rG89YPbA?si=DjMNAx63o4TWSG13
>>127951133Oh wow I didn't know what a bile bear was learning new things is fun!
>>127950756kys reddit faggot
