>Saturday Saviouranother word for weekend warrior, about the protagonist "only" using drugs on weekends (doesn't happen)>Sergeant Politenessbeing high and doing crime, good cop bad cop allusion in reference to the good and bad effects of herion>Segue 1 time passing>Smoking Umbrellasabout highly localised hypnagogic hallucinations induced by heroin >Blankhoneymoon phase is over, the protagonists drug use has lead him to deceiving those who he is close too, doesn't care just want to be numb>Segue 2" another length of time where drug use increases, more isolated>Dirty Blue Balloonsprotagonist is dopesick, gets his H from a dealer in the blue balloon and shoots up,>Solarisenters more heroin visions, this time about the book solaris>Pitifuljunkie love, carpet shop is owned by turkish/middle eastern heroin dealers>Leotries to quit H, is dopesick >Segue 3time passes in inrehab/methadone cllinic >The Nurse Who Loved Meis about the protagonist having a childish crush on a nurse in the clinic>Another Space Songthe protagonist the longing for the comfort of H, and feels as though he cannot find joy without it4 (1/2)
>Stuck on Youmore of the same, (note the mention of the sleepless itch lyric, histamine response is a common reaction to opiates, as well as opiates not allowing your body to enter deepseep))>Heliotropicthe protagonist relapses but its not the same high, anymore, its spacey and isolating, realises he needs so stop running from his emotions and face them>Daylightprotagonist is sober/ on methadone, album ends cyclically with the opening chimes playing the beginning and end(2/2)it walks the fin line between being a concept album and just an album with a theme about addiction and isolationWhat do anons think of my read of this LP
i forgot pillowhead girl lolabout just being content to be alone because of the effect of drugs, the theme of beds once again comes up, also the line declaration "i've gave up hope in finding you, i've got a friend i've grown used to" is an almost shameful admission of dependence
