Anytime I try to write/play something I feel disgusted with myself like I just busted a nut into the toilet. Is that normal?
>>129271539>like I just busted a nut into the toilet.Who the fuck jacks off into a toilet? I just have a dedicated cum towel so I can do it in bed and shower after, I'm not a filthy degenerate.
>>129271562Your room very likely smells like pho.
>>129271576>pho smells like dried cumSince when??
>>129271539Nope, internet porn has rotted your brain to the point of no return. You have conflated easy sexual gratification with creativity of the human soul because you masturbated so much, and confused wasteful pleasure with healthy activities simply because you're by yourself.Padoras box isn't easily shut m8, so you must live with these consequences.
to differentiate between good and bad is an act of narcissism undermeat, isnt it ?
>>129271539I always end up bored with and hating my own music too. Been that way my entire life. I don't think there's a fix for this.
>>129271539just means you're still finding your vibe/sound. if you're disgusted with it, you're not connecting with it. you're repulsed by the lack of authenticity
¿¿ how well do you know the expression “¿is that all there is?” ??
>>129271647Zarathustra has descended from the mountain, and warns humanity of the dangers of master b8ing
