Does anyone else experience a profound feeling of deep sadness after a concert? I just saw some of my favorite metal bands of all time, playing right in front of my face at full fucking blast, loud as fucking fuck, and it felt like a transcendent completely surreal experience. I actually felt like I was in heaven. Occasionally I would shove my way into the mosh zone and get smacked around, before returning to the front. At the end of the concert, some random hot woman gave me an embracing hug for no reason. I was in awe, I felt stunned, and I was still in silent awe afterwards too. When I got home and slept, my ears were ringing and I was hallucinating the sounds of the bands, and upon actually sleeping my dream brain placed me right back there, in full detail and volume. But... I am profoundly sad that it's over now. With a deep feeling of longing. My life is so quiet now... I feel lonely. Stuck with my usual life problems and usual stuff again. I feel like I just reached a peak of human experience, and then crashed back to baseline. I am very quiet right now too... still a bit stunned. Also inexplicably horny, there were a lot of hot girls there... and part of me wishes I'd made some kind of move on that girl who hugged me instead of autistically fucking off, but that's not really the point. My point is I've just had a god-like experience and now I dunno what to do with myself.
>>129456185it's even worse when you're the musician and cool people are having fun, and then you get off the bandstand and it's like they don't even breathe the same air as you
>>129456185living with autism isnt easy anon
>>129456267And I'm a sensitive man.
You’ll always have the tinnitus.
>>129456185cute little blog there you faggot. but I get it. i remember I got to catch king crimson live in 2019 and it was unbelievable. no women, go figure. but i had kind of brushed aside the obvious: that a 50 year old band wouldn't be touring forever eventually they just stopped and I felt like a lost something. whatever it was that happened that night will never happen again. other great things, surely, but not that
>>129456185>Does anyone else experience a profound feeling of deep sadness after a concert?No but I get it - I feel the same after seeing a movie at the theatre with my fiance
