As a male of Indian descent(born on the island nation of Trinidad/descended from indentured workers that the Spanish brought over), my parents brought me over to America when I was 3 and I have been raised here ever since. I was raised in the ghetto areas because we were poor so I spent lots of time around blacks. It's easy to fit in when we're all children and our super ego isn't as developed, but then puberty hits and the blacks already had outlined archetypes that they could fit into. The gangster, the baller, and the drug dealer archetypes were easy for them to fit into as they aged up. But I had nothing of the sort. As I got older I just spent more time alone since I couldn't connect to anyone. I failed to fit into the white people archetypes too. Even if I did good in school, I could never be friends with the nerdy white kids. This has lead me to wonder, what do children of immigrants do about self identity? I will neither accepted by the whites and blacks of America, nor will I be accepted by the Trinidadians and actual Indians either. Are we destined to be alone?
>>515046317Hopefully they all get murdered or deported
That is the fate of the migrant, he leaves his home behind and his heritage leaves him in turn
>>515046523I didn't leave anything.
>>515046460Listen bro, I know you're white. And I know you've had less than pleasant experiences with other that look like me and have my racial features. And I just want to say, sucks for you haha. No but really, I just want to be left alone in my rural country mansion.
>>515046317Kys dalit hindu
>>515046627You didn't have to, your forefathers made that decision for you
>>515046317You are not destined to be alone, and what you described is one reason I think diverstity is inherently evil to push on people. I grew up White in predominantly black and hispanic areas/schools, so I think I can relate to an extent. There are people who you could relate to and get a long with well enough to become friends, and they may or may not be of the same race. On an interpersonal level race differences can be minute, the best friend I've ever had was a mexican I met when I was in the army, great dude who came from a similar backround, except he grew up in ghetto texas and I in ghetto florida.
>>515046317Pro-tip: had you been inside India you would have suffered a worse fate. Inside india lesser mortals with bad aesthetics are too many. They inculcate jingoism that rivals North Korea. Fake histories and fake news unlimited.
>>515047359Yeah, Florida is where I grew up. Broward county is a cesspool
>>515046826I am descended from the Northern warrior castes. I can Incline Bench 225lb × 5 reps and Squat 300lb for 3 reps at 5'6 210lb.
>>515046317ive been frequently thinking about this as someone in a similar position, (Indian great great parents who left punjab and helped in the early days of singapore, i moved to australia when i was a baby.) I guess the best thing is to know your heritage and history. However, being alone in terms of a group identity is most likely going to be the outcome unless we "reset to default settings" like learning our mother tongues, keeping our ancestors faith, celebrating our culture, traditions and holidays, or a second option is possibly marrying across cultural lines (although, this will create further identity issues in your mixed kids which will only be exacerbated should they not look like a specific identifiable race, not to mention the health risks.)
>>515047653Could hardly understand the people (who spoke english) when I moved from bama to south florida. Rachit, flaggin, jit, etc. Ghetto florida is something else. My mom made sure i was pumped full of drugs and got me moved from AP to retard teir, grades then plumetted because I was put in with the most ghetto. Constant fights, students wont listen to teacher, Ghetto white girl tried throwing a piece of bread at her friend, but hit a gigantic gay gorilla nigger, and he proceeded to whale on her head against the table over and over again. Gang riots, drugs, kid bringing gun to shoot the opps. surely more funding will fix it tho lol
>>515046460Fpbp
>>515046317You genuinely sound autistic OP. This has nothing to do with racial or cultural identity as an immigrant. You're just on the spectrum, you'e got to learn how to be yourself and be comfortable being yourself.
>>515046317GO BACK
