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Redpill me on "disability". Specifically "mental illness" "disabilities". Why are there people who are perfectly normal on disability (I used to live with some of them). Meanwhile there's homeless people who talk to themselves and for some reason they're not eligible for it. Getting disability seems to require a decent amount of motivation, articulation, presentation, initiative, years of professional documentation, persuasion, communicative skills, and charisma so if your disability prevents you from communicating with people and you have no "advocates" helping you along the way. You're screwed. Our system only rewards con artists, chads, and fake disabled people. The real disabled people aren't on disability. I guarantee you 99% of the people currently on disability for "mental illness" would have perfectly normal brains if you dissected them.
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>>517162576
Poisoned water supply, tainted food, indoctrination at every level. Untreated parasites, heavy metal pollution, and most importantly incorrect nutrition during childbearing.
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>>517162576
>Why are there people who are perfectly normal on disability
They're either playing the system or you don't see their mental illness (Maybe medication, certain things trigger it, catch them on a good day or a good hour etc)
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>>517162576
>there's homeless people who talk to themselves and for some reason they're not eligible for it
they almost certainly are eligible for it, they just don't take the time or aren't in a position to jump through all the hoops that getting disability takes. it took me 3 years of fighting with the VA to get a PTSD rating, despite having documented in service evidence to support my claim. i can't imagine that SSDI is any easier of a battle, federal workers are notoriously lazy and denying a disability claim is significantly less work than approving one.
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>>517162576
They are put-together enough to navigate the deliberately convoluted path to getting gibs, but not put together enough for Karen from HR to not get the ick and immediately shitcan their application.
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>>517162576
Damn man, what are you twelve?
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>>517162576
I get paid £700 a month for my depression. I think it's getting upped to £1100 soon. 38yo, never worked a day in my life.
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>>517162576
I can fake being normal for about 15 minutes. 5 on a bad day, 2 hours on a good day. My mental disorders are such that, unless you interacted with me directly, you would just think I was quiet. Meanwhile, my brain is on overload, freaking out, causing me to panic (silently, but it paralyzes me to varying degrees), fumble shit, and I lose all ability to converse normally. I have anxiety disorders, PTSD, various extreme phobias, OCD, schizotypal disorder, borderline personality disorder, insomnia, suicidal depression, and aspergers.

Most people have no clue, because I can present as normal for a very limited duration (as I explained earlier), but begin to progressively unravel the more stressed I get. This can actually cause me to become violent and lash out if I'm backed into a corner or abused in some way, as one of my exes found out when I grabbed her hair and shook her so hard her eye went all bloody from capillaries bursting and started screaming at her to leave me the fuck alone. (She got physical first by shoving me from behind and was yelling at me and calling me names as well. I snapped hard.)

Invisible diabilities are the worst. Especially when assholes are all like..."You don't LOOK disabled.". Well, you don't look like a stupid cunt, but here we are.
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>>517163354
>Well, you don't look like a stupid cunt
but they always do, anon
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>>517162576
You're correct. I'm on bennies for mental elf, and the amount of research my wife and I had to do to make sure we filled the form in right ("right" meaning to get a "yes" result) is incredible. If I was retarded or completely off-the-rails schizo, I'd have zero chance of getting it right.

My theory is that it's designed to filter out as many people as possible to reduce cost, but ironically, it means that almost 100% of the people that end up getting it are professional bennies sponges instead of people who LITERALLY cannot function in society on any level because their brains are busted or fried.

Don't get me wrong. If you're smart, you'll know what to look for, and that information is out there and - in the grand scheme of things - easy to find, but this kind of benefit is also created specifically for people whose minds don't work right, so it's a complete catch 22. It's actually quite sad.
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>>517163494
Or people like me, totally incompatible with judaised society and designated a terrorist. No appointments, no job search, nothing forever until I die. It's like state-sponsored exile.
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>>517163286
how depressing
can I get UK disability from suffering an overwhelming sense of hopelessness after hearing of your situation?
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>>517162576
It's really hard to get it after you turn 18
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>>517163630
>designated a terrorist
Greetings, fellow watchlistchad.
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>>517163795
Yes, you can. It doesn't matter what condition you have, just how it affects you.
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>>517162576
i can fix her
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>>517163354
>you don't look disabled
same. sever depression/anxiety. i'm good for short periods and then completely exhausted for the next day or two. i wish i was faking this shit.
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>>517163911
based and watchlistpilled
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>>517162576
Boomers normalized childhood SA and invented pills to mask the adult symptoms
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>>517162576
Rate my stack:
Clomipramine
Mirtazapine
Quetiapine
Pregabalin
Lisdexamphetamine + Dexamphetamine
Clonidine
Propranolol
Viagra

Diagnosed with:
Borderline Personality Disorder,
Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder,
Obsessive Compulsive Disorder,
High-functioning Autism (Aspergers),
Generalised Anxiety Disorder,
Social Anxiety Disorder
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>>517162576
>Redpill me on "disability". Specifically "mental illness" "disabilities".
You asked a question for a bunch of opinions but i am going to tell you the actual truth.
its brain inflammation in like 99% of cases. even most cases of depression is just brain inflammation. Homeless people too crazy to get their life together, young men who are "failed to launch". Its brain inflammation.

Your immune system has a method of dealing with chronic threats and a different method for more acute threats. It will go all out to deal with an acute threat but if that threat is not destroyed and lingers for a long time your system goes into maintenance mode with different types of immune cells that are active for longer but less trigger happy, not as intense of a reaction. This can coincide with inflammation of the brain, very low levels of inflammation. The symptoms for this will be a very gradual mental decline, ADHD, and even possibly early onset alzheimer's or some other more sever mental illness when you are older.

Your immune system works differently in the brain too. Your body will turn down the immune system response in other parts of the body as soon as it looks like the threat is going away. In the brain any threat that needs a response from the immune system is seen as an existential threat and your brains immune response will not stop until it is finished the job. That means you need to remove just about every single thing that causes your immune system to flare up and support your bodies anti inflammatory response, this includes not only taking out allergenic substances/foods but also taking out high sugar foods that can cause hormonal imbalances that drive inflammation.
If you eat a "Standard American Diet" then the inflammation WILL NOT GO AWAY ON ITS OWN. and will last years/decades. So parents who hope that their child will "just grow out of it" are basically ruining their childrens life
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I NEED a gf like that
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>>517164149
>Clomipramine
>Mirtazapine
>Quetiapine
>Pregabalin
>Lisdexamphetamine + Dexamphetamine
>Clonidine
>Propranolol
>Viagra
holy fuck
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>>517162641
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>>517164159
A childs brain develops through different stages. At certain points if they were developing with out of control brain inflammation there will be some permanent damage.
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>>517164149
i take mirtazapine and propranolol and that's already overwhelming enough for me and makes me a hollow shell of my former self, but at least i can sleep at night, i couldn't imagine being on all of these at once.
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>>517162576
Agreed. If you're properly disabled you're not good enough to get on disability
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>>517164334
oh yeah, having said that... you can improve just about any condition by getting rid of the inflammation. maybe not make you 100% the person you would have been without inflammation during development but enough to make it worthwhile. Also you can easily reverse things like early onset alzheimers. Its crazy to me that people with as much money as bruce willis havent found a doctor that can keep him mentally sane. Its really not that hard to do, the information is out there. You would think rich people doctors would be on the ball with this with special rich people only doctors.
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>>517163630
How the fuck did you manage that?
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>>517164149
RIP anon, your liver must be black as a peppercorn
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>>517164159
Good post
"You are what you eat" as the saying goes

I was honestly surprised to learn just how much having a healthy gut improves your mood and clears your mind.
And very interestingly disorders like autism are very correlated to the gut and a good diet can practically lessen the symptoms of those people to a point that they basically become normal but just quirky as autism, adhd, etc don't go away but they can be mitigated
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>>517163494
My wife's mum is a paranoid schizo and it was like 5 years of fighting before we could get her sectioned. She did shit like accuse Paul McCartney and her brother of running a gay vampire sex cult and spread around town about people she didn't like being pedos. Doctors didn't give a shit because she wasn't physically dangerous. After a long battle, we eventually got her sectioned but honestly, I still have no idea what changed so they'd help her. She absolutely would never have been seen of her own accord.
My point I suppose is imagine you didn't have a family trying to fight to get you medicated. It's easy to see how it happens.
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>>517162576
I have had n24 for the past 10 years. Before that, it was just delayed sleep phase disorder. Unless I get physically exhausted every day, my sleeping schedule keeps rotating around the clock, on average by 30 minutes a day. It can only go forward.
It's a fucking nightmare to deal with any social business. And also with stigma, because people think it's something you can fix. I wish, but you fucking can't. I woke up to an alarm clock for years, feeling shitty all day long after. For years, I had to prove to myself that alarms don't work.
Maybe not a conventional disability, and it's very hard to test for. But it seems like a lot of people suffer from delayed sleep phase, but even doctors don't know about it, and simply suggest some stupid exercise and maintainance of a sleep hygeine. Thanks, like I couldn't fucking get that part myself during this past third of my life.
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>>517162576
>Redpill me on "disability". Specifically "mental illness" "disabilities".
Sure. Psychiatry is so far behind any other specialty, I'm not sure it even qualifies as allopathic medicine.

The DSM and ICD are both politicized nonsense. Even in their perfected transcendental forms, they remain heuristic. Our treatment options for common psychiatric conditions are laughably ineffective. The efficacy of SSRIs in depression is around 35%; placebo is around 20%. Can you imagine if surgery worked within these confines?

>Well, we've decided there's a good chance you have appendicitis, and if we remove it, there's like a 1 in 3 chance you'll get better, up from a 1 in 5 if we just gave you this sugar tablet.

That's what surgery was - 150 years ago. That's where psychiatry is now.
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>>517162576
Its a shield that stop decent people to criticize people that do nothing all day
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>>517164425
>propranolol
This is the good shit and has essentially zero negative psychiatric effects.
>mirtazapine
I feed my wife mirtazapine to shut her up and fatten her up.
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>>517164643
I was going to do some stuff to certain government buildings, if you're ever in the job centre there's a reinforced box with one entrance on the inside and one exit leading directly outside so I can't re-enter the job centre and be near people. You know like the post office how you slide things under the window? There's one of those in every job centre, and it's what people like me (used to) take their appointments in. The district manager for the job centre in my area manages my specific case, and ultimately worked with the masons to secure me a peaceful exile. I now post on 4chan and play vidya and rarely go outside. They have to watch me in helicopters and stuff because I don't use a mobile phone with it being a government tracking device and all that. I was always very kind to them though. I had to do de-radicalization stuff that I stopped dealing with, special branch officer would take me for walks and he had this device that looked like a watch that beeped every so often and if he didn't press it an armed police response would be called to his location. We were always monitored by the helicopters too during our walks & talks, as part of the response group.
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>>517164885
It's also based on folk science mostly, neuroscience is still in it's infancy, I reckon both psychiatric and psychological care will be seen as four humours shit in 100 years.
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>>517163354
>anxiety disorders, PTSD, various extreme phobias, OCD, schizotypal disorder, borderline personality disorder, insomnia, suicidal depression, and aspergers
Holy fuck none of that shit is real, just eat some blueberries and go outside you cuck
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>>517164739
not to scare you but that shit is genetic so make sure you wife has a healthy died and healthy thoughts
whenever she starts slipping in insecurities and starts overthinking, doubting herself or others try to snap her out of it
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>>517162576
You pretty much have to lawyer up to get any state benefits as a white man. Those seemingly competent ones have just gone through the years long process of harassing and suing the government until they gave in and gave the gibs.
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>>517164149
I bet you’re overweight and eat a lot of sugars
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>>517162576
>>517162641
That's not a Goth girl you fucking idiot
It's literally just a standard brunette

Possibly drugged out or schizoid maybe both
But nothing about that is goth
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>>517162576
>Why are there people who are perfectly normal on disability
Loaded question
also
Work requirement
Disabled workers have to have had worked at least 5 out of the last ten years to qualify in most cases. If the claimant never worked, or took too long to apply, they would not be able to qualify as it is a workers insurance program.

>Meanwhile there's homeless people who talk to themselves and for some reason they're not eligible for it.
Homeless that have never been able to work or took too long to apply may qualify for for regular social security (Non disability type) if they own nothing and do not earn income.

>Getting disability seems to require a decent amount of motivation, articulation, presentation, initiative, years of professional documentation, persuasion, communicative skills, and charisma so if your disability prevents you from communicating with people and you have no "advocates" helping you along the way. You're screwed.
Getting on disability is very difficult, and if it goes to court, which most cases do, attorneys that represent the SSDI department fight hard in court (sometimes resorting to dishonesty) to stop people from getting it.

>Our system only rewards con artists, chads,
sometimes

>and fake disabled people. The real disabled people aren't on disability. I guarantee you 99% of the people currently on disability for "mental illness" would have perfectly normal brains if you dissected them.
a bunch of opinionated garbage.

Also 1pbtid

where are the Epstein files?
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All women are mentally ill
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>>517165118
Retard.
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>>517164643
When I don't pay my bills it mysteriously is managed on my behalf, I simply get the neetbux and the outside world doesn't exist to me. Letters go in the bin, the door goes unanswered. I can't remember the last time I opened the universal credit website, or had a phonecall. I know I know, I'm just not participating is all.
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>>517162576
I can’t articulate myself outside of 4chan but they’re starting to think I have schizophrenia. Every day is hell I wish anyone who discredits this stuff could spend just ten minutes in psychosis they would lose their fucking minds. I’ve held out for a long damn time and the meds are the only thing that’s slightly helped. I still want absolutely nothing to do with society fuck all you people basically. Even if I wasn’t Ill I would feel no qualms about being a NEET. Society does not deserve my presence.
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>>517162641

Kikes call white people mentally ill as a way to punish them without them having committed any crime, that's all there is to it.
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>>517162576
What use is giving a bum "who talks to himself" etc any kind of money. What the fuck are they going to use it for? Drugs? Get it stolen by other bums? You are looking at it all wrong.
All mentally ill "Disabled" need to be gassed and disposed of
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>>517162641
bad parenting too, 50% of families are divorced, single mothers with "step fathers" that abuse children
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>>517164779
>Unless I get physically exhausted every day, my sleeping schedule keeps rotating around the clock, on average by 30 minutes a day. It can only go forward.
same
but that only happens when I wake up and sleep whenever I want, if I have any sort of schedule I can manage a normal cycle, it just sucks sometimes if I have to get up early but then everyone gets that.
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>>517166064
People believe in nothing except consoom this isn't surprising. Mariage used to be sacred
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>>517162576
Its very real, but people with real mental illness don't go around talking about it. They objectively just suffer in silence, most are rotting away incapable of really doing anything about it, mainly your Cluster A's.
Cluster B's are everywhere and technically "mentally ill", but in reality they're all degenerate, solipsist, psychotic, narcissist pieces of shit. Yeah, they're technically ill in the way that a child rapist is ill, they're not "suffering", the so-called illness simply hurts other people.
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>>517162576
The veteran’s affairs proudly announced $84 million in funding for homeless veterans.
$42 million for “legal fees”
$42 million for “case managers”
Not a single fucking penny to actually house veterans.
Fuck your God damn lie of a country.
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>>517166226
>Mariage used to be sacred
It only took them 20 years to completely eliminate that by raping children and turning everyone into tricks.
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>>517166238
>Heh goy you see the DSM is actually true and factual, waste your life studying the works of the conmen like me if you want to understand
You should kill yourself
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>>517165864
Meds just made me worse.
Tried so many.
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>>517164643
It's very lonely, I must warn you there are many ways it could go. It's highly unlikely you would achieve the same result with the same circumstances. It's about £900 per month and it's a lot considering I only need food. If you're intelligent enough you've probably realized you're incompatible with the stifled intellect of everyone anyway. It's best for me to be away from them all, I care about them but I'm totally incompatible with slaves. It only serves to annoy me. Find christ, I did some years ago.
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>>517166001
Narcissistic sociopathy like yours is a disability too, nigger.
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>>517166414
The meds are specifically designed to cause you brain damage. You're better off snorting coke after an alcohol binge unironically.
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>>517166238
>They objectively just suffer in silence
this is true
There is no one to talk to if you actually have serious problems
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>>517166463
>>517166414
It literally is designed to give you brain damage and psyop you into not realizing what they’re doing as they milk you as human nigger cattle for big pharma profits which also serve politician’s interests in mass crowd control while they orchestrate murdering people around the globe.
Just smoke weed, ignore the catholics and all their bullshit. They are homosexual lunatics who lie and murder.
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>>517166238
I mostly stay home. I only venture forth for food, drink, or supplies and make those trips as short and nonsocial as possible. My family only gets to see me twice a year and the only company I have 24/7 is my girlfriend (a hermit herself who works from home) and my pet.
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>>517166238

I’ve been trying - and failing - to make my breakfast for two hours now, I could probably qualify for bennies if I put some effort into it.

I’m lucky in that I have a comfy wfh job that lets me work around my broken brain.
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i started seeing a therapist but she dropped me when i made it clear i wasn't willing to say what was needed in order to put me on disability
its kind of a tradeoff, you can get disability money, but you have to say the schizo words and give them the legal power to deny you access to guns/remove you from your situation if they feel like it
and this is coming from an actual schizo that hears voice every morning
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>>517166595
Fuck your gay ass CIA meme.
Kill yourself NSA nigger boomer.
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>>517166463
>>517166548
I believe you, mostly.
Weed, however, is gaytarded.
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>>517166586
>the only company I have 24/7 is my girlfriend
Good job announcing that to 4-chan, she'll be raped and dead in no time now!
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>>517166334
Now the Vatican bless the sin, they don't bless sinners in a way of redemption they clearly stated they bless trannies comiting sin without the wish to repent.
Mgr. Lefebvre warned us about it but as usual a tiny part of the population listened to him.
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>>517166656
You don’t have real problems then. Enjoy government kool aid, nigger.
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>>517166548
>ignore the catholics
w-what
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>>517166643
If I was really CIA I'd make you chop your dick off.
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>>517165036
sounds just like my wife
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>>517166586
>I only venture forth
>>517166656
>gaytarded
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>>517166691
The gay and lesbian "priests" should have tipped you off on what they are really about...
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>>517166691
Ignore the long line of bullshitting niggers who want everyone enslaved while they worship themselves and commit vain rituals in hopes of brainwashing every “generation” of children God gives this earth.
Let the epstein island conniving fat fucks all die.
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>>517166704
You’re a faggot who thinks their memes are funny.
It’s not, you’ll see one day how bad things are.
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>>517162576
It's a eugenics test, these people on disability are manipulative parasites, and will fake things for material gain. They all need removing from the gene pool, luckily they've already all put their names on a list.

The homeless who won't drop themselves to that level, and will rather live on the streets with all the challenges that endures, whilst they have their struggles in this life, have shown themselves to be genetically superior to the above. They should be given a chance to continue their genes.
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>>517166804
Projection from a healthcare expert.
How quaint, your life depends on them and your salary is much fatter.
You ought be sucking all your patient’s cocks each visit, faggot.
They are your politician prescribed royal life blood.
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>>517166804
>It's a eugenics test
No, it's a (((big club))) and you ain't in it!
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>>517166909
The World Bank is a global scam and every nation’s leaders are selling their populations as nigger cattle for the life of luxury.
Everything cast from these shit bags is a lie serving the US Dollar.
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>>517166966
You got that right!
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>>517166882
I have no idea what you're talking about, I'm a homeless person with no income and won't take handouts from the government, I'm just stating my case as why I'm superior than these parasitic fakers.

>>517166909
So is home ownership or having an income, lots of clubs I'm not part of
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Autistic here. The state of California recognizes me as having a permanent disability, giving me access to Medicaid, food stamps, and free public transportation, but no cash benefits. Those only come from the federal government through social security, and they denied me due to lack of evidence documenting my disability. I was born autistic, but my parents did not get me diagnosed, and it wasn't until more than 5 years of being NEET that I finally got evaluated at the Regional Center, a free statewide program that required several referrals and approvals to get into. I don't know how other people see me cause I barely talk to anyone, but I have often overhead random comments in public, either directed at me or people talking openly about me like: "They guy looks high as fuck" or "why is he walking like a robot/NPC/video game character" but nobody ever assumed I'm autistic, at school and work they just called me names like weirdo, retard, faggot etc
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>>517167013
>I’m lot hot stock, you’s lot innit shite proper scoundrels ye
Fucking wanker, you’re better off starting a tiktok rap career
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>>517162576
They are on mental disability for the money. The only mental disability they actually do have is malignant narcissism.
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>>Redpill me on "disability". Specifically "mental illness" "disabilities". Why are there people who are perfectly normal on disability (I used to live with some of them). Meanwhile there's homeless people who talk to themselves and for some reason they're not eligible for it. Getting disability seems to require a decent amount of motivation, articulation, presentation, initiative, years of professional documentation, persuasion, communicative skills, and charisma so if your disability prevents you from communicating with people and you have no "advocates" helping you along the way. You're screwed. Our system only rewards con artists, chads, and fake disabled people. The real disabled people aren't on disability.

Correct

>>I guarantee you 99% of the people currently on disability for "mental illness" would have perfectly normal brains if you dissected them.

Not so much.

Sorry to hear that you lived with scammers.

I just got my 100% VA disability after almost 20 years of inching it up from 30% to 60% to 70% to 90% to 100%

And yeah. I'm in the best place I've been in mentally in that time. It is only because I've briefly had my shit together that I've managed to get each of those increases.

We do need more advocates to make it happen for more people.

Yeah there are scammers. But the fact that the worst off aren't getting what they need isn't a reason to take it out on those who kinda sorta can. Lots of people have disabilities you can't see.

You won't see my combat-ish PTSD if you dissect my brain. You will see my arthritic spinal degeneration if you dissect my spine though, and I just gotta take my shoes off to see what happened to my feet.
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>>517167033
>M muh parents and doctors said I’m autistic so that will be my flagship life long title now
Nigger we’re all slaves
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>>517167063
You've accused me or being a health care professional and now you're saying I should be a rapper. You're legitimately a moron, congratulations.
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>>517167124
You might as well be either, dumb fuck. I’m glad this goes over your head since you’re some UK arab.
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>>517167119
You get free goy bucks for being a murdering goy c_uck. Good job, faggot!
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>>517167198
The fuck is the point of a murdering military if there’s no free life long benefit from killing all those sand niggers Lockheed Martin’s shareholders wanted to never exist again?
Trump Tower’s rent won’t pay itself and if USA didn’t prove it holds monopoly on killing people they would have no swinging dick with the UN
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>>517167271
It's a fucking pyramid scheme bubble, and the bubble is mighty fucking thin these days!
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>>517164149
I’ve been supplementing the extreme amount of meds I already take with some more, off label….

Life is a clusterfuck.

Someone said I’d be fat, I’m actually not. At one point I was prescribed BOTH Seroquel and Olanzapine and I’m the only person that the psychiatrist has ever seen have those two medications together and actually lost weight. I dropped to 62kg due to my anxiety being so strong I couldn’t eat. I looked gray, my eyes were sunken and i looked gaunt.

At that time I was also on Lithium, Lyrica and Venlafaxine. They were hard times.

Actually….everyday is a hard time. Anyway, it’s time for my night cocktail. Enough to knock a horse out.

250mg Clomipramine (10 tablets)
30mg Mirtazapine
100mg Quetiapine/Seroquel
300mg Pregabalin/Lyrica
100mcg Clonidine/Catapres
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>>517167322
I hope it bursts, I want to see all the government niggers squirm as they drown in the global economy they fought so valiantly in vain for.
Government niggers deserve to pay for the use of force against American hippies in the 50s, 60s, 70s, war on drugs, mind control and brainwashing campaigns, the fact that kids in Nepal and Myanmar have shit lives crushed under the immense weight of Donald Trump Buxx, etc
America deserves to be nuked
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>>517162576
I don't care, I enjoy my autism bucks.
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>>517167424
I smoke weed and if anyone has a real problem with that it’s them who deserves to be locked up, it’s them who deserves to kill themselves, and it’s them who deserves the harassment campaigns they wanted to ruin other lives with
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>>517167397
>That bear on the package
Jesus Christ....
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>>517167121
Speak for yourself mang, I don't identify/label myself as disabled, but I sure as heck will use it to milk the system while unironically too socially retarded to work
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>>517162847
And this proves OP’s point. Armies need a lot of support, which is why 80% of vets oversees are in a support role and don’t see combat, but they want all the gibs too, so a lot of PTSD claims are bullshit. I’m not saying yours is because I don’t know you, but I am saying there is a lot of gaming the system in the military too.
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>>517167521
You're not too socially retarded, you just don't want to work for a greedy kike, I don't blame you.
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>>517167083
>for the money
Working just 1 week at McDonald's pays way more. I literally can't though because my own brain betrays me. Stop making ignorant clown statements, you sociopathic fuckwit.
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>>517167521
The medical system is an insider joke, like how coding uses english words but they mean different functions entirely.
There’s shitloads of programming languages, you can write your own and confuse people with it.
That’s all doctors are doing.
They’ll use words like “malingering”, which is really just an old timer’s play on “lingering for Ma”, waiting on their mom.
It’s all a big joke to these fellowship faggots. Seriously.
That’s how stupid the glorified “human managers” are.
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>>517167540
Who the fuck is running our gay militaries, if you get close to retirement age you should be sent on suicide missions until you don't come back, that'll sort the soldiers from the welfare queens.
>But I don't want to die, I want money
We know you fucking welfare queens, thank you for your form filling.
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>>517162576
I was on permanent disability for 10 years after a few failed suicide attempts. I went to group meeting with other disabled people and I will tell you some of them are faking it. I got 2K a month but when Trump got elected in 2016 and he kept talking about JOBS, I was inspired and got off disability and never looked back. President Trump turned me into a winner.
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>>517167540
They aren’t bullshit. The military members are direct slaves, and all you greedy rat race MUNNY BAG CHASING NIGGAZ are making life harder for everyone along the way by participating in the Pokemon Trading Card Game bullshit (federal reserve, now elevated to World Bank)
How many wrist watches and chains do you wear, nigger?
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>>517167704
The World Bank nigger.
Everything touching money is centrally owned by the people who invented money.
It’s not hard to see, you’ll just be in disbelief when you realize everyone from the politician to the doctor to the school nanny and bus driver and janitor is part of the global scam.
Many of them are clueless, too.
>hurr durr the matrix
Literally
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>>517162576
>Meanwhile there's homeless people who talk to themselves and for some reason they're not eligible for it.
SSDI requires work credits. I've been homeless for years, can't hold a job. We often qualify for SSI, but even with a lawyer it can take years. Took me nearly three and a half. I would be more willing to try to work if I wouldn't be immediately fucked in the ass for trying. Social security changes take months to see the results for, either which way you change it. So if I get a job and report it but get fired, it could take me a month or so to get full SSI payments again. It's essentially gambling your stability against your mental problems. I'm gonna be a vagabond forever. I have no impetus, even without my shortcomings.
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>taking two scoops of jewpills to suppress seething indignation
>invent gay buzzwords to describe how this makes you feel
>call them (((mental illness)))
You NPCs are ngmi.
>t.ragemaxxer
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>>517162641
>Untreated parasites
This, so many toxoplasmosis victims walking among us these days
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>>517163354
How did you meet your ex, or date anyone in general?

>>517163286
Do you have other sources of income or money? What do you do with your time?

>>517164149
Do you date people and have sex with them, since you need Viagra? How do you meet them?
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>>517162641
Leaded gasoline did a number on boomers/gen x
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>>517167704
that's a bold plan but it would probably decrease recruitment numbers. no one loves an old soldier.
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>>517167771
I've already told you I'm homeless with no income, I don't play the game, it's a stupid game and you'll all stupid for playing it. I'm surrounded by stupid people building their own prisons and enslaving the next generations for scraps. You don't need to tell me this shit. I will be rewarded for God for rejecting this nonsense, you all make your own choices, that's down to you individually.
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>>517167864
“leaded gasoline” is just another mosaic code for the delight of the intelligence agency communities to laugh at the goyim at large failing to see how the fuel of greed was just a carrot on a stick to rope everyone in to selling their children’s futures for a boat or whatever other loot boomers bought
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>>517163354
>anxiety disorders, PTSD, various extreme phobias, OCD, schizotypal disorder, borderline personality disorder, insomnia, suicidal depression, and aspergers
Sounds like you need to stop jerking off
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>>517167902
You’re stupid for not seeing it, but you’re also disadvantaged by being a street shitter with limited information access.
You’re welcome nigger, now go burn down the UK in protest about nepo babies
The muslim brotherhood is with you
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>>517167859
No other sources of income, but no expenses either. I live with my parents and they pay the bills and do the shopping. Although, I believe the government would pay for housing if I moved out.
I sleep a lot and use my PC otherwise. Play games, watch anime and movies, browse 4chan, etc.
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>>517167556
both
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>>517167931
Fapping won’t change being born into slavery.
You really are a fat government nigger. That’s all you know in life.
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>>517162576
The mentally disabled are the ones who work, pay taxes and prop up this kiked society
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>>517168055
THIS
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>>517168055
checked
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>>517162576
I got SSDI for 10 years after my suicide attempt. I got 2k a month but I felt like a loser. When Trump won in 2016 I was so inspired I went out and got a job. If you work for more than 12 months you lose SSDI and would need to get a lawyer to get it again. But I wouldnt have to because I pretty sure MAGA will be around long after I retired.
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>>517168092
Post it again nigger.
Go on, you’ll be the NSA’s greatest influencer at this rate.
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>>517162576
I've got ADHD and bipolar disorder, bad enough I ended up losing my job, but I can at least look somewhat normal on the surface. I'm not on disability because I'm too proud, and I'm unmedicated because no one took my diagnosis seriously enough and I was never properly informed so I basically ended up self-diagnosing and then learning just in the last six months that my parents *knew* for the last 20 years that I was officially diagnosed and somehow never made the connection as to why I was unable to even do simple shit like keep my room even somewhat clean until I was 30 years old, let alone keep after bills or anything else important, and it's like they still don't get it. So basically I try to self-medicate with caffeine, St. John's Wort, lithium orotate, l-theanine and nicotine- in the form of gum, *pure* nic isn't much or any more dangerous or addicting than caffeine and gum's slow release makes it even less so, cigarettes are highly addictive due to having natural MAOI(s) and the delivery method slamming the happy chemicals into your brain VERY fast drug at incredible hihg speed plus the ritualistic aspect or some shit I dunno. ANYWAYS, I still haven't gotten myself to a doctor for Addies 1) I'm stupidly stubbornly proud 2) If the supply runs out for any reason (it did so just last year) then I'm FUCKED so I feel I'm better off learning to cope and source my own substitutes, even if not as highly effective, that are easily available without needing to jump through hoops and 3) Because I'm still a complete fucking basket case despite my stack and my efforts to control myself and I can barely even keep up with paying the pathetically small amount of bills I need to pay every month, let alone having to deal with fucking fake and gay insurance and finding a doctor and all that shit I have no idea how to do really.
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>>517167859
I’ve had relationships. Five girlfriends. All of them, really nice chicks. One in particular, I met on a student exchange in the UK. She was from Argentina. I was 27 and she was 21. She was a virgin. Until me. And I feel so bad. She thought we were going to get married. And I wanted nothing else more than to spend the rest of my days with her next to me.

Then. It happened again. Borderline Personality Disorder and something called “Retroactive Jealousy”.

Anyway. I chewed her up and spat her out. And there was this little voice of reason whispering to me, that if I keep this going I’m going to lose her. And that’s what happened.

Anyway, relationships eh? Who needs them!!

Also, finding VB in Manchester was the end of that relationship. VB and BPD doesn’t mix very well FYI
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>>517162576
Not all disability is bullshit, but unfortunately, half of 'disability' is bullshit.
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>>517168160
I don't even work a full time job, I do delivery, but the kicker is that I can easily make $20+ an hour easy, even AFTER taking out gas money. I could be living on easy street. I could be stacking dollars and using those dollars to stack even more dollars. I'm not stupid by any means. Yet day after day, week after week, month after month, year after fucking year I spend so much of my time just trying to tardwrangle myself, trying to amp myself out of the perpetual haze I live in and then hoping I can actually direct myself to get something accomplished rather than get distracted by literally every fucking thing under the sun, and I mean everything. I once recently got so hyperfocused on cleaning my fucking room, because I was so SICK, of it being fucking DIRTY, and CLUTTERED, and AIMLESS, that it legitimately kept me from going out and working my easy-ass cakewalk "job" that could be done by a downie for almost a full fucking WEEK.
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>>517164739
>She did shit like accuse Paul McCartney and her brother of running a gay vampire sex cult and spread around town about people she didn't like being pedos
She knew too much. She had to be put away.
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>>517165152
This. I live in a rural area with poor job prospects. Parents encourage their kids here to try to get on disability because if they do, they won’t be rich, but they won’t struggle
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>>517162576
if they are perfectly normal then they dont have a disability
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>>517168203
My perception of time and my memory is fucked, I can barely remember what the fuck I was doing the last week, I have very little recollection of my childhood and teenage and young adult years because of my fucked up brain, I can hardly see a week into the future let alone months or years, I keep falling back INTO the same mistakes over and over again because it's like things never stick. I am going insane, and no one understands. Because on the outside, I look "normal". Not really weird or dysgenic. Not an arm flapping retard. I speak and look almost as if I were a fairly capable and well adjusted person, I try my hardest to pretend I am, but I'm fucking not, and despite all my good intention and desire to be better, I almost certainly would be living on the street if I didn't have my parents to live with and if I ended up in that state I'm not sure how long it would take me, if ever, to get off of it.

You want to know the answer to your question? It's because we are physical creatures, our souls are software residing on a computer made of flesh, and sometimes, due to accidents, drugs, or just be-fucking-cause, it will break. Some people are born broken, with faulty hardware that's more or less impossible to fix. That's how it is.
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All "mental illness" is relative. What's mentally ill today will be mentally healthy tomorrow. Whoever has the might decides what's right. The system is required to viciously pretend this isn't the case though. We're required to pretend these conclusions are self evident and were reached from the bottom up. We're required to pretend that the psychiatric "truths" of our age prevail because they "passed the scientific method" and won fair and square in the so called "free marketplace of ideas" and not because they have power (whether explicit or implicit) backing them up. Ay Tone. Why ain't drapetomania, homosexuality, and female hysteria listed in the DSM anymore?
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>>517162576
Bipolar here. The full-on manic kind. The system is a mess, in my country you get on disability if you can fake it well enough and leech off of it like the fucking gypsies, while actual mental cases like me tend not to (me included) cause companies don't tend to hire people on disability.
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>>517168203
Their pills and therapy won’t help you.
Did you need a certified real adult to hold your boo boo gaga baby hand all your fucking life?
All those clowns literally just want money, they get it from the government which means they get it from you.
Directly or indirectly.
That’s the only way this game goes, none of them do it for the genuine love of humanity and helping others.
It’s always money being transferred at the end of the days.
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>>517167859
Through friends generally.
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>>517168286
>Bipolar here. The full-on manic kind
oh nice, me too. How do you deal with it?
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>>517168281
If I wrote the DSM I’d obviously list everyone going for a PHD, MD, or any degree is a mentally insane bullshitting lunatic who thought they would actually be the slave masters of reality holding everyone under the tail end of their information forever.
I don’t need to write a book to take a look around.
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>>517163286
Couldn't imagine being such a dragon on society just because I'm a little sad. Think I would swallow the barrel of a gun if I was such a weak little bitch.
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>>517162576
>My disability means I'm unable to deal with mountains of bureaucratic paperwork, appointments and humoring the soulless husks that occupy these positions.
>Sorry, this isn't for you, this disability is for people who can handle bureaucratic paperwork, appointments and humoring the soulless husks that occupy these positions.
>So this is for people willing and capable of functioning in your system to the point they should actually just be working.
>Yes
>Are you sure you're not the mentally disabled one?
>Get out of my office.
The disability system is basically just this.
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>>517163354
I just hope you all realise what fucking losers and failures all of you are. You are a drain and drag ob society and to use your made up bullshit Jewish disorders to justify acting like total fucking retards. get it together you dumb fucks
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>>517168498
Trust me CIA faggot, everyone wants you to kill yourself.
Just do it instead of crying about other humans already.
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>>517164068
You are just a pussy. Man up bitch.
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>>517163033
He’s more actually wrong
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>>517168545
Fuck you CIA partner, you will never be a westerner
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Just smoke weed til it makes you schizo, get a diagnosis and apply it’s not hard.
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>>517168557
You worship pussy, retard.
You wouldn’t know how to lift a man up if you saw one hanging off a cliff edge
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>>517168599
Weed won’t make you schizo, the radio weapons the government casts upon all corners of the USA borders will give you those symptoms
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>>517166977
Holy shit. Literally.
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>>517168557
Post wrist or fuck off memflaggot
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>>517164149
Mate, you'd be better off putting all of that shit in the bin and just going out for a pint. You need to touch pint glass.
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>>517168545
I worked for years but not enough to get SSDI. My getting SSI is just myself being given back all the paycheck rape I ensured before my disabilities went full tilt unmanageable.
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>>517168698
*paycheck rape I endured
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>>517168381
>How do you deal with it?
Sadly very hard, Lamictal (lamotrigine) is my savior, as lithium is apparently too dangerous given my kidneys' condition... Antipsychotics only during mania. Don't take antidepressants, cause no matter how suicide-tier the depression gets, they take too long to work, so it passes before they can do anything.
Basically if stop Lamictal, I will be left with Valporate as an option.
The one thing you need is good close friends on whom you can rely to monitor you for symptoms and assist, cause sometimes I don't even realize when hypomania has started, and mania just goes like a switch afterwards. And the friends sniff out the crazy before we do. And before the five layers of racing thoughts, restlessness and other hypomanic fun goes straight into trying to unlock the secrets behind chaos and going into the deep end. Basically if you get to the point where you recognize the symptoms you are already into the full-blown episode, and then enjoy the ride if it's a fun one, get a second debit card and only spend the money in it during episodes so that you don't gamble or overspend, trust your friends more than you trust yourself, and generally follow the rule "don't make ANY lifechanging decisions when in any episode, wait it out no matter how good the plan sounds".
Wish I could give better advice but fuck me if I knew what to advice.
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>>517168741
>this big pharma mineral and vitamin pill with a fancy name is totally my savior
Blind chauffeuring the blind
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>>517168741
>The one thing you need is good close friends
oh...
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>>517168554
Lol like I give a fuck what a fag likes you thinks. Eat a dick or 7 at your local glory hole. I'm not a mentally weak bitch who got jew brained because I'm sad.
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>>517168640
Either way some jew doctor diagnosed me and now I get the bux
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>>517168772
Are you retarded? Do you have idea what real mental illness is? Have you seen a legit crazy off his meds?
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>>517164149
Righto, time for meds. Here’s what I’m about to swallow right now before bed. It’s 8.21pm here in Newcastle, NSW, Australia. I’m having a bit earlier tonight. But even all these pills won’t knock me out for at least an hour or two. And I am glued to my phone at night as it distracts me from the crushing rumination that hits. Because when you put your head on the pillow at night, it’s just you and your thoughts. Good luck!

Also, listen to my podcast ffs “The Dysregulated Podcast”. Mental illness in its raw form.

Anyway, buy an ad, not your personal army, moot hates Aussies etc etc (oldfag here)
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>>517162576
She's probably hagMAXXED as fuck right now
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>>517168811
All your brain holds is slave words
>>517168814
Yeah that’s the game, literally.
A jew bitch told me to tell court “just tell them you smoked too much weed!” but even the lawyers knew weed doesn’t do that
The NSA is full of bullshitting liars
Fuck DARPA, fuck the DIA, fuck the white house and fuck the FBI + CIA
Synagogue of satan 2.0
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>>517168853
I’ve been prescribed like 50 different meds
I am a bigger nigger than you could hope to be, that’s how I know it’s all bullshit.
I saw the top of the mountain, you think it’s worth climbing still.
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>>517168792
>oh...
:(
At least family, anyone? Anyone who can sniff out the madness.
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>>517167033
There are tons of people like you. Then there are those that lawyer up and go through denial after denial while tweaking their supporting documentation until they finally get want, even if they can in fact work. To get SSDI you have to basically prove that you can’t do any type of work for any meaningful amount of time, and that’s a hard threshold to meet. The government’s take is along the lines of “can you sort papers?” Then you’re not disabled.
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>>517162576
>tfw no dead-eyed psych ward zoomer gf
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>>517168938
The disability commissioner for SSDI was first a jew.
It’s a jew system to find and fund giga jews who refuse to do anything and demand goyim serve their beck and call.
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>>517168892
Slave words lol you are sitting in a dark room right now scared the cia is in your walls. You are weak brained little bitch. Going full retard in this thread that just shows a bunch of mental deficiencts getting high on prescription drugs and crying over wanting free gibmedats. White people with African brain mentality.
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>>517168924
If we bipolars get off our meds, shit gets nasty. Lamictal calms the electric storms in the head, this is why its main use is for seizures. There is no way for bipolars to function without some barrier in place. It only goes downhill otherwise.
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>>517163494
Absolutely is designed to be as difficult as possible
Doesn’t the first round of PIP have a 90% denial rate? And you’re told to just ignore that and ask them to review it again
Retarded fucking system that makes even literal Stephen Hawking tier cripples have to wheel themselves to some nurse every few years to prove that yeah, they’re still fuckin crippled
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>>517168924
Do you not think some people might need medication?
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>>517169012
No, but you reveal your power level each post
It’s not impressive, I’ve actually been here for 20 years son.
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>>517169037
They also lose 80% of tribunal cases. I agree it's convoluted, but it's also almost guaranteed if you work within the system.
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>>517169043
The society’s foundation is lies and enforced by murders.
You should really take a look at this bullshit world.
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>>517169022
I’ve smashed multiple abodes from radio weapon induced psychosis the NSA lies to this day about possessing the technology to induce.
Your country is a subversion of my glorified american LEADERSHIP.
Your leaders are liars about this giga nigger radio scam tech too.
Every faggot subscribing to “bipolar” meme feeds the machine, getting the players all paid.
Enjoy the faggot title some other dickhead coined for profit.
It makes you look fat wearing though.
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>>517169144
Ok, but do you not think some people might benefit from medication?
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>>517169112
Lol nice fucking brag on outing yourself as a massive loser. No one cares dude.

If i was like you and think being on a shit website for 20 years was an accomplishment to brag about id fucking end it myself. But then again I'm not a little mentally weak little bitch like you.
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>>517162576
>Why are there people who are perfectly normal on disability (I used to live with some of them)
they know how to game the system its that simple
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>>517169296
Only the greedy benefit from it, every cartel militia requires drug peddling to fund its forces.
Otherwise you’re conquered.
One day I hope muslims cut your lying catholic head off, brit cuck.
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>>517167556
I’m too poor to wear wrist watches and chains. Several years back I was in school in a trades program, a program I had to pay for myself. While I was there I met three NAVY vets who all had PTSD and going through the same program as me as part of their VA benefits. Fair enough, they gave up a few years learning retarded shit on a ship and earned some gibs, but no fucking way those faggots had PTSD.
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>>517162576
it's based that because of a jewish pseudoscience i could get free money from niggercattle wagies that are literal retards compared to me
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>>517169318
I’m the expert, you’re the tourist.
Your managers wish you were me.
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>>517162576
I'm leaving this thread with words of encouragement for my fellow anons. I am the wrong side of 35, The longest I've held a job was 9 months and before that is was a couple of weeks. I don't have a home, I don't have an income, I've never taken any brain meds and never will, no benefits, no disability. Sounds tragic so far, except I have lots of children who love me, a network of people who help me, I go on holidays, I have nice shoes. You don't need to play the systems game to succeed. You need to be righteous, honest and funny, because the system cannot provide its slaves with what you can, a honest human connection that is not found within those that jump through the hoops of the system. They lie to themselves to do it and if you lie to yourself why would anyone really want to know you deeply, you don't even know yourself, all your connections with be surface level with similar shallow people.

So hold the line anons who do not fit into this kiked society, do not take the brain pills, you do not have to work, you do not have to claim the welfare, the disability. Do not reduce yourself to jumping through the hoops of others. You just need to be a better person than the slaves of the system and they'll naturally want to surround themselves with you and share their resources. If you're really good you could probably start some form of cult, as that's what society is to these normies, so why not swap it for your own.

Thank you for reading my blog.
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>>517169243
Yeah. Take your meds, schizo. You are definitely off those.
Van Gogh didn't cut off his ear cause of big pharma. But because of mania.
Kanye West and Selena Gomez are the two extremes of bipolars, one goes full 1488 (granted, it's funny) in the news, the other tries to post almost-naked selfies and has her tard wranglers control her social media because of it. Cause you Americans seem to only think in celebrities and gossip, I guess this should be right up your alley as an example. Bipolar is fucking hell without meds, not because I feel bad, but because I destroy my life.
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>>517169386
The US Navy experiments on service members on behalf of the CIA who works for the NSA.
You are lucky you didn’t volunteer your life to be uncle scam’s property.
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>>517162576
She doesn’t have one. That’s a person trying to be cool. I was that age once. I can tell that everything, even the way she holds her sleeves - is calculated for appearance. I remember one guy at school used to roll up one sleeve and that was his thing.
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>>517169475
You should just kill yourself.
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>>517169565
Tried. Failed, cba to try again.
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>>517169540
>She reacts to being observed in a clinical environment as a young human, heh I know everything about her calculated moves
Kill yourself, broke buck
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>>517169599
One day someone who isn’t fond of the liars will do it for you.
Keep running your twitter fingers, except use your tongue in person.
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>>517165121
wife? kids gonna be nighmare, most of the genes activate in 2nd generation offspring. That's why kids look more like grandparents rather than parents
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>>517168698
Fair but why not just be normal
You are here working like a normal person

You think I don’t feel anxiety in life? I just deal with it
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>>517168291
Oh, the pills would certainly help. Stimulants are extremely effective at mitigating and controlling the symptoms of ADHD. I should know, nicotine works pretty well for me, just not enough. I'm considering taking more, but I'm being a bit of a pussy about it and I'm afraid of developing an addiction.
>inb4 just pull yourself up by your bootstraps faggot
I have made progress, because I do put in effort and I do believe in helping myself unlike a lot of other disabilityniggers, but it's achingly maddeningly slow because this is a legitimate permanent physical problem with my brain. No amount of straining at my bootstraps is going to change that, no matter how heroic of an effort I put into it.
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>>517169637
Take one of these every morning.
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>>517165121
>>517169728
Yeah, pretty fucked over all but we're pretty open when it comes to mental health. Hopefully we can get enough early warning etc. I know the potential path we're on and I'm making decisions because of it.
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>>517169790
Guns aren’t toys, foreigner. I know you get excited from video games and media in your slave pen about them, but you don’t understand what a free man is either.
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>>517169768
You’re a dumbass in an economy ran by amphetamine addicted coomers.
You feeling good wageslaving in a broken lie of life isn’t helping.
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>>517169768
>Stimulants are extremely effective at mitigating and controlling the symptoms of ADHD.
Why are you trying to change your ways of thinking so you fit in with unthinking slaves? Peak retardedness, I think you'd look better without that dumb head of yours on your shoulders, are you going to chop it off so you fall in line with my way of thinking? If I was the majority then probably so. Absolute bitch behaviour, man up you bottom bitch. You've already fried your brain with meds so maybe it's too late for you, don't encourage others that they're broken though, because they're not, you are for taking meds to fit in with the dumb unthinking masses.
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>>517169814
>Goy, listen to me, do what I advise you goy
YES, SIR!
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>>517164739
>locking her up is helping her yup I don’t need to think about her anymore haha
Faggot.
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>>517169996
>free
>American
You are on 26th place on the Freedom Index with 85 points, 1 less than Greece, and we trail slightly behind at 77. Make of that what you will.
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>>517170236
Your country and all its wage slaves are owned by the world reserve currency, the US Dollar.
That’s how money works and not a damn soul in your nation has the balls to admit to your face what a mountain of lies you’re buried underneath.
It’s why you have no guns and I’ve shot since I was 3.
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>>517169475
Selena Gomez isn't bipolar you retard. You are thinking of Britney Spears.
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>>517162576
Mental Illness does not exist. Same as children with Autism. It's simply parents not disciplining their children via beatings.
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>>517170364
It’s the parents wanting to protect their children from the jewish scam planet, they all want to be the Kardashian family instead of the wage slaving niggers who wake up at 0230 in the morning to serve in the bakery for $7 an hour in order for the STARS to enjoy their avocado bagels
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>>517170295
She is. She is the most outspoken advocate about it from all celebrities.
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>>517169456
Cope.
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>>517170236
The freedom index is just globohomo ideals.

Any freedom index that didn't consider the 2A God tier is worthless, and there is no other country close to our speech protections.

Your liberal bullshit is worthless
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>>517170295
Being bipolar isn't even a bad thing, it's name is manic depressive, so you have periods of getting lots of things done (manic) with periods of rest in between (depressive). It's a natural way of thinking and living. Now if you wanted a reliable slave who would do as you say 365 days a year then no this isn't a good thing. So like a fool many of you destroy your beautiful natural brain with meds to becomes someone elses perfect bitch. This is not the way to live, do not take the meds, be yourself, it's what you were born to be.
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>>517170282
>Your country and all its wage slaves are owned by the world reserve currency, the US Dollar.
Our reserve currency is the Euro.
I misread it as "you don't have guns and I was shot when I was 3". Which also made sense. Also, we have guns, lots of them.
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>>517170506
Yeah what a dumbass observation coined by a jew who sat there doing nothing but watching goyim.
You bought that shitcoin dump?
You weren’t even an early insider.
>>517170558
Done with you nigger, go cry to your therapist and psychiatrist who you think is the supreme overlord of creation.
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>>517162847
That's true. On forums online which discuss the SSI/SSDI process, many people are on their 3rd or 4th application, and each one can take years. Suicide would be better, but its not an option for everyone
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>>517170506
>periods of getting lots of things done (manic)
Nope. That is called hypomania. Mania is when you lose touch with reality, think you are god or the next president (delusions of grandeur), think people are after you (paranoia) etc.
Most people incorrectly assume it, used to think the same, so you are not to blame.
Mania is the delusions stage. You are thinking about hypomania, the lesser form, which we also have, but I am type 1, who also has mania, type 2 are the exclusively depressed and hypomanic guys.
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>>517170436
damn would have never guessed. Im bipolar too and kanye and britney spears are the textbook cases of people crashing out in manic episodes.
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>>Why are there perfectly normal people on disability?
Two possibilities:
(1) They are just normal because they are heavily medicated. Now this applies to illnesses like depression, OCD, and ADHD, but not necessarily schizophrenia. Medication for schizophrenia magnifies the negative symptoms like isolation, and reduces positive symptoms like hallucinations and delusions. Antipsychotics literally damage your brain, make you infertile, make you obese, and sometimes more isolated than before. If you are schizophrenic, take the medication if your illness is insufferable. If you are too low on the schizophrenic spectrum, or are diagnosed because you have a political belief that's misunderstood as a full-blown delusion, don't take the medication, as it's not worth becoming infertile, obese, and brain damaged.
(2) ThIS second possibility is very much likely in our day and age. People are simply self-diagnosing, then magnifying their problems to a psychiatrist who then offers them a diagnosis. Why? It's easy to relate to symptoms as they are written in the DSM, making self-diagnosis easier. Also, doctors and big pharma operate under capitalism, so why not diagnose a seemingly normal case that has a few quirks, with a full-blown mental illness? Human nature is heterogenous, many people are 'quirky', and there is a thin line between being quirky and being on the low spectrum of a mental illness. Normality is a spectrum, as is mental illness, and in between those two continuums, there is a gray region.
>>Why are homeless people not diagnosed?
Many of them are diagnosed, but they are neglected by their families and thrown on the streets as a result. Other families are scared of what will happen to their mentally ill child when they die, because most of the time they become homeless. Actually, more specifically, schizophrenics are the most likely to become homeless, statistically.
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>>517165839
You sound like a schizo pleb bro.
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>>517170687
Yeah fuck off CIA officer, you deserve to be shot in the head
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>>517170662
>damn would have never guessed
Carrie Fisher was bipolar too, but nobody knew. If you google the famous people with the illness, many come up that you only learn about from there or from public crashouts like Stephen Fry and of course Kanye West.
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>>517170586
I love the fact we agree on most things but you still attack me in nearly every reply. Just take some of my advice from above anon, if you step away from the herd you must be a good man to still succeed. Direct your anger to righteous causes, and have love for those that love you. I love you anon, even though you called me a fucking arab.
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>>517169602
It’s not that deep you fucking faggot. Her entire appearance is calculated. If you don’t understand that it’s fashionable to look like that then you live under a rock. Billie Eyelish or some shit.
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>>517170750
Also I’m struggling to even see what the fuck you’re trying to say. What fucking “reaction” it’s a still image you dumb cunt.
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>>517170659
guess im type 2. Deal less with depression and more with hypomania. If im not medicated I can quickly stop sleeping and go on week long episodes of no sleep. Shit is pretty crazy. You have no idea how much water you burn through when your brain is operating at that level.
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>>517170750
You don’t know what deep is, and your sissy gasm experimentation with your prostate isn’t a valid point of reference to denounce others’ perception by.
You are another brainwashed catholic slave driving slave, yourself.
Clueless to reality, born into the mass of stupidity, and shilling for it.
Meanwhile centrelink chads make more money than you to have sex with their stoner wives and play vidya.
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>>517170792
Yeah you’re really not smart at all, you shouldn’t ever post here again.
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>>517170451
Cope harder slave goym.
Your 2A is worth shit when you have no other rights, sure you can shoot 1 dollarino a bullet, woop woop, who gives a shit, expensive entertaintment
Meanwhile your rights and censorship are at shithole level
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>>517170805
I've been there, once did 10 days of no sleep
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>>517162576
Depressed alcoholic here (sober for 2 years), i have always had a job and still have wife and kids. Never been on the gibs (at least not yet).

The ability to function varies a great deal depending on what issues you have. Equally impirtat is, at least that is what I believe, your general outlook on life (some people sit down and do nothing, others are active) and also intelligence.

Like others have alreade pointed out, if you are already homeless and addicted to something, or severely mentally unstable, you are basically fucked - no eay you would be able to correctly apply for benefits.

If you gonna get sick in todays socciety, you better be healthy as fuck.
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>>517170792
You are talking to a schizophrenic, of course you would have hard time understanding.
>>517170805
Oh, I know. And yeah if you only have hypomania, be very careful about gambling and overspending, have a second debit card on hand with spending money.
Ironically the best description of my kind of bipolar was from a gay little video on youtube, found it again now for the occasion. While more serious videos failed to describe the illness.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fIspXVHv3QY
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>>517170558
The american idiot thinks you can get guns in europe lmao
Even in the uk is relatively easy to, its just not automatic and mag capacity is limited.
Most people just dont care to outside of countryside
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>>517170747
I’m just another prisoner of the money pyramid, bound by twisted fate that had me born into a critical environment of its progeny.
War and hatred is all I can see for now.
Only death may relieve what I’ve come to find striding this globe.
We’re in so deep, the people aware of it and in positions to make change only decide to accelerate the cancer of it all.
They could never see enough to run a good country, they’re all overburdened and would rather play golf like nothing wrong is happening.
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>>517170957
That your professional medical diagnosis right?
Post your medical loicense, I’ll have it stripped in a jiff then.
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>>517170973
Even britbuxx compares your currency to the US Dollar.
We own you and the rothschilds intended for this to happen.
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>>517170973
We can get automatic here, even can buy a T-72 tank provided the barrel is blocked.
>>517171005
Meds.
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>>517170638
You're a pathetic scammer. 99.9% of "PTSD" is from weak minded little faggot bitches who think they deserve gibs from the VA.

In other news, most autism is fake. Most disabled people are scammers. We need to allow social reinforcement via bullying to happen in school, and if you aren't literally missing a limb go get a fuckin job.
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>>517171025
Carry on like this in person and I’ll guarantee you live the rest of your life in permanent disability after I’m done professionally mutilating your sorry shit bag body.
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>>517162576
>The real disabled people aren't on disability
I'm actually disabled, after a stroke (terrible pain, can't do much before having such low blood pressure it isn't measurable anymore, which is a life threat, and take vile medication without which I'm even less functional)
they took years recognizing my case, because they require handicapped pypo to send a document they don't even ask (sic), as in don't even list in the pieces needed to put up a handicap file
it's a handicap department "worker" who phoned me, because she wanted me to be put to work, and to whom I explained my probrems, who finally told me I had to also send a letter explaining my daily difficulties
despite such a letter not being listed in the documents they ask (they ask for doctor's letters, and such, which already explain the probrems, but not for any patient's letter)
once I sent this, my case was approved
meanwhile, indeed, plenty of fake "handicapped" cunts, with imaginary "diseases", get the advantages, despite faking, because they know about sending that personal letter too (which proves they're part of organized gibs ransoming, if anything)
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>>517171093
Nah, PTSD is for killers, which you aren’t.
It’s to protect you from them, not the other way around.
Enjoy your chair force tour, you’ve got duty back CONUS when you’re done boot.
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>>517171101
Yop, you truly are a schizophrenic. Read your posts pretending you are another person reading someone's writing, and you will see the absolute meltdown.
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>>517171153
You’re incapable of thinking like a free man.
Your mental framework is locked tight, enforced by all the brainwashing you voluntarily subscribed to.
Now you’re upset it doesn’t work the same on others.
Sad!
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>>517171146
Men have been killing each other millenia just fine. It's only you, being a weak little bitch, who decides to whine and pretend things because they think that makes them look cool.

Why don't you kill yourself so you're not w burden on the taxpayer anymore. Thanks.
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>>517170915
they just slammed me in the psych ward a few times and hit me with drugs to sedate me and make me sleep. Stuff is pretty crazy. Seen some things and now im pretty sure bipolar and schizophrenic people are able to see through a thinning of the spiritual realm. You get accounts of people seeing the hatman on benadryl, and I think its more than just brain chemicals. Theres stuff going on beyond our comprehension.
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>>517171251
I’ve got more experience managing humans than you.
Ask questions, take notes, and remember we’ll kill you in real life retard.
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>>517162576
Am I the only person on this planet not interested in what labels big pharma could give me and what pills I could take to make me an unthinking slave. Why do you all know these things? Why are you all on pills? Why do you care? Your time would probably be better spent fingering your bum hole, genuinely. Even off the reservation in fucking 4chan you'll all still fucking normies at heart. I don't know what the fuck I am because I AM ME. Here's a label for you all, fucking normies that follow jewish labels like retards. Psychology is people watching. Why not do it yourself and come to your own conclusions if you're that into it, or did the prussian school system fry all your brains to the point you can only copy and repeat and thinking for yourself is beyond the realm of possibility. God damn western society is fucking COOKED.
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>>517171278
He says, on the anonymous forum, full of anonymous people.

Yeah, you're a faggot. Sorry you pee pee yourself willingly because ohhh soo scaewwyy things happened to you wahhhhhg
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All fake, whip them onto a shovel
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>>517171348
You’re too young, junior.
The highest levels of this charade commit murder on a global scale.
If you wanted to mention tax payer burdens, look in the mirror at your own american faggot ass in Korea.
You’re not just burdening the yankee slaves, you’re burdening the koreans too.
Fuck around and find out why you don’t have PTSD but real killers (who your dollar value came from) do, any time.
You won’t be missed, you aren’t even shit on the bottom of my boot sonny
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>>517169456
>> Bum ass father
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>>517171440
You're not a real killer. You're a burden, you're weak, and hopefully you haven't reproduced because any sons you bring into the world are going to be major pussies too.

Kill. Yourself. The world will be better for it.
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>>517169475
The issue is that human beings are at an inflection point. We have evolved society to the point it can self destruct. We can steal 20 to 40% of the wealth through taxes. And we have decided it's our moral obligation to pay for people to live doing nothing. They still our streets with shit and we wonder why the normal and high intelligent individuals aren't breeding? So we drug up retards and five them free shit and wonder why they are the ones that are breeding and passing on their deficient genes.

I'm guessing that any society that reaches interstellar travel, will have a history where they had to turn unproductives into compost.

Else you reach a point where 40+% are on some form of givemedats. At that point the only way to fix it will be some dictator eliminating the takers from society.
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>>517171562
I’m a US Marine, you’re a fat and stupid air force recruit.
It’s not hard to see you from miles away, retard, we have bases all over the peninsula.
Now fuck off and go to bed, I’ll be polishing my big green veteran penis for your mother’s asshole gaping tonight
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>>517162576
Most democrats have some form of mental illness liberals suffer from this issue 100%
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>Doesn't believe mental illness exists because it cannot be seen
>Believes in God though

/pol/
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>>517170823
What the fuck does Catholicism have to do with anything, numbnuts? Are you just slamming your fingers down on the keyboard?
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>>517171700
Use your brain for once in your 20 years of life on earth, son.
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>>517170856
Ok sissy are you done dilating your hole yet?
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>>517164164
Ich auch
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>>517171479
Took long enough, I thought one of you normies would attack me for stepping off the reservation sooner. I'm a great father and that's why I have so much support even though I attempt to partake in this frankly awful society. I was thinking the other day that I can genuinely count on one hand the number of times my children have cried (beyond being babies) which is exceptional really, most of your families and shit and horrible, you all do horrible things, you're horrible people, and you're all on pills. I don't blame you though, you're just going along with the rest of them. God bless you.
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>>517171721
lol enjoy your night freak :)
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>>517162576
The only thing required to get recognised as someone who is mentally ill and disabled because of it is a willingness to actually meet with the people who are in a position to label you as such. Some schizo homeless dude is in that position because they declined invitations numerous times or stopped showing up to appointments etc. Not saying that’s a bad thing, it is what it is and there’s definitely something to be said about people who just willingly follow orders so they can get diagnosed, but that’s the difference. It has fuckall to do with motivation lmao, you can show up looking like a bum and smelling like ass after not showering for months, you can even show up drugged out of your gourd, the thing that sets these people apart is in the showing up. I’ve known schizo’s who launched entire tirades against garbage cans in public, who got help because they understood that the choice was between remaining instable and homeless or talking to the few people who (pretend to) care.
I’ve also known people who might as well have been mute, completely withdrawn, not willing or able to talk, etc, but still got help.
How the fuck do you expect any kind of help or recognition if you never actually engage in any way with people? No matter your condition, every single person on earth is able to do that, just fucking show up, but some of them don’t WANT to.
I don’t know what it’s like in the us, but social workers are everywhere in the west, there’s people willing to talk to the homeless repeatedly and offer help, some people just don’t want it, that’s their choice. I can imagine that cities that are overrun with zombie fentanyl junkies can’t keep up though, but other than that? Personal choice.
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>>517171768
>Don't attempt to partake
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>>517171618
>Be me
>Watch Chris Kyle movie
>Wow that's so cool I want to pretend like I have PTSD too
>Join the Marines because I didn't do good in school and generally have nothing going for me in life
>Deploy to a FOB
>Yummy Gween Been Coffee
>Incoming happens its so close, like a mile away
>Omg I can be like Chris Kyle now
>Get kicked out because I'm fucking weak minded retard
>File claims with the VA
>It takes years because I'm a fuckin fraud
>VA Negress decides to approve the claim because she doesn't want to see my honky retarded ass anymore
>Make sure lots of people are looking when I have an "episode" and pee pee myself
>Get gibs each month yay
>Post how much of a badass I am to faggots on 4chan
>Life is gweat
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>>517162576
i make $120k a year and wfh. i want to get on disability because all work is gay as miserable.
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>>517168498
Yeah cause society just loves you huh? Cause this society is totally not completely fucked. I don't get neetbux but I'm not some faggot on 4chan that needs to work to appease this nasty ass world we live in.
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>>517162576
Most homeless are just drug addicts, lots of people treat disability as a job. My mother has been trying to get on it and she now has a lawyer because they keep saying no lol.
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>>517171783
I think some of these people are severely mentally ill with multiple conditions and pasts of abuse and drug use. Someone with a good support system who gets diagnosed in their late teens and whos medicated can probably live pretty normal lives. Take some mentally ill child, stick him in foster care, neglect him to the point he runs away and doesnt have any medication and its probably over. I would imagine that having a hypomanic episode can do some brain damage. Now imagine someone being hypomanic a majority of the time + drugs and not trusting people because of past abuse. I can see how some people could just get stuck with a fried brain.
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>>517171814
I’m not a sailor, dumbass
You’re mad because you are a retarded zoomer faggot with no life
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>>517170884
Your country is getting invaded by shitskins and your governs wants to their you in jail for dating mean things online.

Couldn't imagine living in a country that ousted Churchill after he saved the country from the fags in the labor party. Congrats on the stagnation, the suicide of your empire, and the mass importation of mudslime shitskins.
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>>517170282
>It’s why you have no guns and I’ve shot since I was 3.

Three? “Look ma. I can ties my shoes and kill a nigga”
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>>517172423
That’s the reality of America, a country born by the necessity of killing british crown zogbots.
You forgot?
Brownoids never knew.
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>>517170435
To be fair, I’d rather walk around Rodeo drive acting like a ditzy slut than being in a kitchen at 2;30 in the morning too
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>>517162576
>Why are there people who are perfectly normal on disability (I used to live with some of them). Meanwhile there's homeless people who talk to themselves and for some reason they're not eligible for it.

In 1981 Richard Nixon repealed and defunded most efforts to institutionalize the mentally ill and successfully shifted the public narrative (I can't remember, but I think developments/changes in medication also helped make this change) towards putting the responsibility on mental patients themselves to seek help.
This attitude has remained the overwhelmingly popular 'public' decision ever since despite the fact that it objectively costs more and benefits absolutely fucking no one.

This is weirdly becoming a problem because in a way our ancestors were right when they thought that mental illness was contagious. Maybe not in a literal pathogenic way, but people are empathetic/sympathetic (we desire to understand each other and emulate each other's behavior) and mental trauma & sufficient emotional stress have proven to form actual scar tissue on the brain that leads to mental illness.
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>>517171093
Reminds me of starship trooper, even the dude who got fragged was sitting in the recruitment office with prosthetic. Like really people were getting Gibs for feeling sad. They then do nothing to improve it past taking drugs prescribed or otherwise.
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>>517162576
how many drugs is she on
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>>517171991
The natural act of living in a home has been weaponised to make you a slave. You can't live in a home and be left alone, the government wants paying annually etc. If you always have an income and are content with working your whole life then you don't notice and get on with it, but for others once you see the viciousness they'll deploy to get their money, the idea of living in a society becomes a joke, you're all slaves. Being homeless and free from the society trying to enslave them is more attractive for these people. It's an intelligent choice.
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>>517172562
Of course, but someone’s got to flip the burgers.
If plebeians knew how massive the gap in lived experience between the lying elites and their lives was they’d revolt.
It’s why the NSA blows billions of slave dollars to lie to the slaves with bullshit nigger entertainers
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>>517171618
Sure you are bud. Eating crayons doesn't make you a marine or makes you retarded. Not all retards are marines but all marines are retards.
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>>517172829
>ur retarded haha that’s not disabled
Owned yourself bitch
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>>517172900
Retards should be turned into computer of their family can't afford to take care of them.
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>>517173080
Compost
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>>517173080
All government elites have rich families.
You should realize the World’s Most Elite Fighting Force serves the epstein island boys.
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>>517162576
That's some kind of gay-ass pajama day at a school? The girl in the foreground's pajamas look the most comfy. I hate wearing frumpy shit that's difficult to move dynamically in and gets caught on stuff. That fat bitch is wearing some kind of robe or snuggie thing that's obviously made of cheap ass polyester. Fucking disgusting.
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I know this girl personally

Shes 32 years old, lives in Vancouver, government grants her free housing, she gets free college education, collects a couple grand a month, and she’s always traveling to different countries around the world, she posts videos of her at the gym working out, she’s perfectly capable of getting a job, but she found a way to play the system, and she’s been doing it since she was 18 - I’ve known her personally as an acquaintance.
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>>517172479
Yeah yeah yeah. You can skin a buck and run a trotline and all that. I don’t recall how old I was when my godfather made me shoot his .357 mag. I was a young kid, that much I know, but I wasn’t three years old. My ol Godfather had me shooting a 12 gauge as a kid too… big ass bruise on my shoulder and my arm hurt following the first time. But you know what, it taught me not to afraid of guns. And when I a pair of roller skates as a gift, he pushed me down a damn hill! I’m old now, so I can look back and say that such things would be frowned upon by most child development professionals these days, but he and others in my family did develop a little bit of grit in me, and you need grit in this life because as civilized as we claim to be, it’s pretty much a dog eat dog world out there. What’s that line from Sweeny Todd, “the history of the world my sweet, is who gets eaten and who gets to eat.”
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>>517174296
I grew up in the trillion dollar child development matrix masterminded by the Department of heckin’ War.
All the professionals are bullshitting grifter parasites.
All the experts might as well be pedophiles the way they interject themselves into families they have no business being around.
All our God damn country is sold out to foreign investors, backwards colonized by the same jews who overtook the british crown: the rothschilds.
It’s all bullshit, but at least I know I’m the tip of the spear. If they could dream of a guy to send after myself, it would be me, and my soul isn’t for sale.
So I know I can kill any faggot this corrupt runaway train of tax dollars might ever dare to summon against me, which gives some peace in my stride on earth.
I hate them, they hate me, it’s stalemate and I called their bluffs already.
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>>517174150
Slag Energy
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>>517163286
Hard physical labor and being a lot outside can help to get rid of depression. Sitting at home feeling depressed won’t do you any good. Might get you stuck in a never ending depressing circle.
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>>517169732
>ERMAGHERD!!!!! WHY NOT JUST DEAL WITH IT!!??!!!??
If I could, I would. You and I are not the same. You read the word anxiety and assume it's the same anxiety you feel or to the same degree. Take what you feel and crank it up to a thousand times more horrific and mentally crippling and you just might get a glimpse of what it's like for me. What you feel is like a common cold or flu. What I feel is more like HIV, EBOLA, THE BLACK PLAGUE, THE RED DEATH, CANCER, etc. all at once with no cure or reprieve aside from near total isolation. We are not the same at all and this is what most people utterly fail to understand. Even worse, meds don't work on me. I'm either immune or have bad or even, in some cases, potentially deadly reactions to them.

If I could just "get over it", I'd happily do so, rather than live in absolute fucking misery being judged by clueless assholes.
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>>517175526
Not everyone gets to work real jobs, retard.
You’re just soooo fucking good at it no one else has the opportunity anymore.
Now get back to the field, privileged nigger
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>>517162576
can I get gibs for autism in US? I got 147 on raads-r
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>>517176511
Yea but only after they waste your time, deny you, lock you up in prison centers to experiment on you, and then stalk you so the long line of government niggers also get their salary gibs for LARPing like they did work
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>>517176636
I also spent 10 days hospitalized but got a ptsd diagnosis, it only got me debt
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>>517168860
here's a thought (ur a dickhead,)
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>>517165036
>attempt terrorism
>get rewarded housing and food
uuuuh what?
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>>517162576

The super fucked up people don't know or are unable to play the game ie. Go to shrinks to get diagnosed, attempt therapy, document everything, start a papertrail to show Social Security that they're unable to work and need disability.

I'm a 'normal' person on disability. I applied myself back in 2009 and was approved. Occasionally doctors/nurses will find out I have Medicare insurance and they'll ask me how since it's usually for 65+ year old retired boomers. I tell them I'm disabled and they roll their eyes.

I once made the mistake of telling a girl I had just started dating and she got super bent out of shape about it, taking about how that money was meant for the truly sick people etc.

I just laughed and then found a younger, cuter grillfriend to spoil with my NEETbux.



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