For myself it is hookers, weed and booze. Anything out this is out of place.
Also like reading books about Poker and Sports.
The inner machinations of my mind are an enigma
hatred and cocks
>>519342425mind-numbing rage
>>519342425>sovereignty is the highest goal>history is a spiritual war>symbols are the language of spiritual warfare>the blueprint for reality is Scripture>Aryan migration is the pivot of ancient history>the body is a system to be reengineered>education must be top-down from evaluation>prophetic urgency>synthesis is proof
In our mind we can make a heaven out of hell. Or a hell out of heaven. We are magnificent creatures.
>>519342425When its not empty its thinking of something empty.
I can't stop thinking about sexy nigger bitches and how I want blown my white seeds inside of them
>>519342425hookers, booze, and money
>>519342425Horse girls.
Mysteries that befuddle. Like the ruling a lady with 23 stab wounds committed suicide. All familiar indicate she wasn't suicidal. All documentation shows she was highly concerned about inflated grades to 1st graders and the new system where she couldn't inflate anymore to anyone who would listen. Grading was to be done that evening. On medication. Insomnia and night sweats. Self-described perfectionist with perfectionist parents. No suicidal ideation, but anxiety with meds. Many say suicide impossible. But physically possible. Since grading was to be done that night and for many months she was hyper focused on grading, expressed job dissatisfaction to point of wanting to quit and grading was almost entirely the sole focus of the stress it is highly possible this person on medication and suffering with extreme conflicts over grading and the new system and was trying to fake an attack to get out of the stressful event, to be perceived as a victim and delay her grading responsibilities, the biggest stressor in her life for some reason. It's 1st graders, sign huh. The staged attack on self went too far and she died as a result, with the Me office no other way to say than suicide. Initial wounds not convincing enough the perfectionist concludes, go further until she did actual fatal damage and died. And it's shit like this that I spend my time studying and ruminating on in my pea brain. Why? I have no idea but it got me degrees. Still, my opinions are irrelevant but my curiosity goes on. And that's thoughts from the irrelevant for tonight. Lesson- never waste time obsessing. Step back, reduce to its least common denominator and quit torturing yourself.
this songhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QzcvRDWgRIE
>>519342425All besides hookers. How do I make sure they aren't cops? Stds? What if my friend fucks one in a chlorinated pool? can my friend get aids or herpes still? What if it was last week? Will anything show up that fast?
>>519342425God, cocaine, and boxing
