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This a nice story and all but it's total bullshit and makes no sense. The first thing you need to understand is that everything is fake and gay. Not some things. Not most most things. Not the things that you decide. Literally everything. That means this whole narrative of "life is a school lesson" is also fake and gay and it's retardedly obvious. Maybe it wouldn't take thousands upon thousands of incarnations to learn a simple concept like "love" if your memory wasn't fucking wiped every time you incarnated thats the first crock of horseshit. Second, I'm miserable, I know you're miserable, you look around and see everyone else is fucking miserable and you sit there making excuses like "oooh but it's all for the greater good! I'm suffering unnecessarily for a reason and the reason is knowledge!". Fuck that. You're born into this world with your memory wiped, hormones and chemical processes actively warping your perspective and working against you, and then you live and realize it's a dog eat dog world and it doesn't matter that you believe that we are billions of pieces of a fractured god because nobody else does and if they do they don't live like it. Personally, all I've learned is bitterness and hate. So, no, I reject everything you just said. You're the dream of a half aborted fetus in a universe that can't resolve paradoxes and ultimately there is no purpose to any of this you'll be consumed no matter what. When I die I'm getting the fuck out of here, all you suckers can keep playing the game it matters fuckall to me.