I had two episodes of THC induced religious psychosis and it’s definitely pushed me towards religion despite the fact that my psychosis was telling me that I had to kill someone. I wanna get on board with Christianity but there’s so much that conflicts with me. Like how i’m supposed to think that it’s demons and sin that causes lust and not the fact that we’re hardwired to breed and reproduce. Even the most simple animals will develop addiction to instant dopamine in experiments; we are no different Plus there’s the hard to digest parts of the bible. I’m supposed to act like I’m ok with the idea of children and infants getting stabbed just because their parents were child sacrificing heathens? That God took the time to tell the israelites that mixing fabrics wasn’t allowed but said nothing to stop them from owning gentile slaves for life. It all bothers me
>>524087301Look into Tom Campbell and My Big TOE, that's a good gateway into spirituality.
>>524087301> some random plant burning down can cause his psyche to break down Timmie
>>524087526Kys ghoul
>>524087301>despite the fact that my psychosis was telling me that I had to kill someoneanyone specific or just whoever was on hand?
>>524087591rolling for barber
>>524087301>Like how i’m supposed to think that it’s demons and sin that causes lust and not the fact that we’re hardwired to breed and reproduceIt's both. Demons are cognitive processes. Both materialism and idealism are true.
I ended up in a psych ward after eating 80 grams of magic truffles
>>524087301YESHUA SUCKS
>>524087301I still think it's militant religious types that find out who smokes weed and fucks with them to the point of craziness or suicide. I say that about more than one group though, but the evangelical cruel religion people who think women should shut up and only be around for breeding, who will torture anyone who disagrees with them.They peel your brain like an onion to find all the things you've done in your live they can guilt trip you over. It's sick and twisted and I hope to God Jesus is real so he will come back and smite these fuckers & flip their tables
>>524087301Cool. Everything is exactly the same for you as it was before, only instead of your incipient schizophrenia being the one who tells you to kill people, it's God and the Bible. Have fun!
>>524087627that nigga came at me with the scissors, had to defend myself
>>524087778Women arent people, you swine
>>524087301>That God took the time to tell the israelites that mixing fabrics wasn’t allowed but said nothing to stop them from owning gentile slaves for life.Allowing the mixing of fabrics means 99% silk and 1% trash...will become 2%, 20%...fuck it, 100% trash sold as 100% silk. That IS how you become a slave...>Texas Republican JeetHe doesnt "get America", and every law he makes will be like the laws in India, corruption built into the law itself because he cannot overcome his internal Judas. To do otherwise would be to make a law that would kill himself, which Judas wont until AFTER you, the "little Christ", dies first.This is happening because the one most people call God is Satan. Allah and the Holy Spirit, are all the same entity.
>>524087798You're a pathetic putz
>>524087862Nah. Just because they won't fuck you, that's no reason to call them pigs.
>>524087888Oh, and Vivek is the same, they both have a inverted perspective that makes it so they dont quite get how to make "free and fair", they stumble on the "free" part and cant not see "free" as "I can take everything until nothing is left".Even Vivek, his ideology is OK with total replacement, total consumption with no production, then leave the corpse looking like trash river in Bangladesh.Silk now equals trash, and at a premium price too...
>>524087890Hey, I didn't tell him not to kill anybody. I'm fine with him gunning down some people in a McDonalds or beating them to death with hammers or whatever. If it comes from God it's just more official-lihe now. Besides I told him to have fun doing it, because people are fucking pests and we need fewer of em. Who doesn't like to hunt?
>>524087301>I wanna get on board with ChristianityImagining chosing some Abrahamic bullshit when you actually have the choice.
>>524088115You say "tomato," I say "crazy motherfucker." OP is cool, let him commune with the invisible sky-wizards who tell him to do fun stuff. It's way cheaper than pot.
>>524087301You need to watch Jerry Marzinsk. He is licensed psychotherapist that studied psychosis, schizophrenia and came to a conclusion it's demons possessing the people.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zybumkIaqvU
>>524087301You can be a Christian and reject scriptural inerrancy https://benthams.substack.com/p/why-im-not-a-christian?utm_source=publication-searchhttps://benthams.substack.com/p/all-the-arguments-both-for-and-against?utm_source=publication-search
>>524087301>I wanna get on board with Christianity but there’s so much that conflicts with me.No shit, Shylock.>Muh experiences!!!>Muh feels!!!What are you, a woman?That's not a good basis for a belief system. >It all bothers meBecause you think it right and proper to sit in judgment of God.You live in His world.If you don't like His rules or Him, why should you be allowed to go to heaven?You hate God and don't want to live anywhere run by His rules.He will honor your freewill choice, but that only leaves you with one option...
>>524087301The old testament are the collected stories, allegories and moral rationalizations of the Hebrew tribe and other peoples of the ancient levant, it's not the word of God, just a history book full of conflicting stories collected over thousands of years. You can find plenty of wisdom in it but it's never going to be one coherent story especially not once you realize that the Bible (quite literally the "curated and collected writings" = the book) is entirely reconned, shoehorned and confabulated to force it to make sense but only if you look at it from one of a thousand angles. Take from it what makes sense and leave the rest.If you want a coherent but even more retarded narrative read the Quran, it's the hallucinated downloads of some mad psychopathic warlord who thought himself messager of some god or so he said.
>>524088700lolYoure a hoot, Allah is the same entity as the Holy Spirit, nose-Jews mirrored their Cognition to it (two right hands that take), Muslims mirrored themselves using Muhammed and *then* thr Father, Christians go straight to the Father.
>>524087941I'd say it's a pretty good reason.
>>524088925Islam is almost certainly false. Christianity might be true >>524088364https://benthams.substack.com/p/islam-is-very-implausible?utm_source=publication-search
>>524088925>Christians go straight to the Father.Well...those that address the Judas aspect (double mindedness, like OP).Worshipping the Holy Spirit, as it turns out, will turn you into a NYC Tranny Democrat demon 'reading books' to kids. Its godlessness, not "anti-idol"...(You) become the idol, self worship.
>>524088992>almost certainlyGood call.>might beVery impressive.Let me know when you stop being "ye double minded", hedging your bets while making absolute claims.
>>524087301>lead us not into temptation>but deliver us from evilYeah basically I need God’s help not to methturbate. Also, just be a Catholic then you don’t really have to read the Bible. It’s nice to be part of the church going community in your town. Otherwise I would start my Sunday mornings with a bump and a smoke.
It is related to your genes. It costs a lot to get your genes tested my sister owns a company that does it so I had mine done for free. She then went over every gene and interpreted them for me.I have three weed psychosis genes and they are strongly linked to night owl genes. I have 3+11, three weed psychosis + 11 night owl. Including genes that stabilise my mood when it is raining and dark. All of this is correlation we are unable to currently prove causation but that's how it works with this stuff.
>>524089119What the hell are you talking about? What absolute claims? Are you retarded? Or just bad faith?
>>524089316Close your Satanic cock-holster you degenerate Eurofuckup.
>>524088583>What are you, a woman?>That's not a good basis for a belief system.That's what they're ALL based on
Pharisee continent sufferers....COCK-HOLSTER=SHUT.You are "G-d", so dont talk about God or morality.
>>524089316I....didnt even read you post, as soon as I recognized it was "against" I (Biblically) knew Who I was talking to.>What absolute claims>>524088992>false>trueAbsolutes without ambiguity.>almost>mightAmbiguity, both doors are kept open in case either fails, he is monkey branching like a woman on tinder.I...am on the wrong planet, for I see further than you Satanic God.
>>524090101You should study philosophy instead of wasting everyone else's time
>>524087301>that it’s demons and sin that causes lustLust is not caused by demons and I've got no idea where this idea comes from among modern christians. Promiscuity is a sin yes, lusting after anothers wife, sexual immorality, masturbation, and sodomy too. But it's not some exterior possession. Attributing it to demons is completly unnecessary within christian theology. With the fall from eden mans nature was altered. There is more than enough evil in the hearts of men for that sin to be our own. Even then to have desire isn't even necessarily a sin. While it is said to be celebrate is preferable christians are explicitly directed that if they do burn with passion then to take a wife. Even more than that though long before that sermon way back in genesis gods very first command to man kind save not to eat the fruit of the garden, before even any of the commandments, is to be fruitful and multiply. There is no dissonance here, no conflict.
>>524087301When I was 13 I found out blasphemy of the holy spirit was unforgivable and I was angry at god for being able to forgive murder and rape but not talking shit so I said "fuck the holy spirit" with the Bible open in my hand on that page. 10 years later im having deja vu so intense im about to kill myself. Then this recees peanut butter commercial plays on the television back to back and the ad said "deja vu never tasted so good". Im actually about to suck start a shotgun. Iv lost it. I run to the same Bible and open it. The only thing on the page is a sentence saying " you are the holy spirit, she will seduce you and I will forgive you if you repent." . Yeah god is real but I still dont know what the fuck im doing. I had a woman come into my life and fuck up real bad. She was a teacher who sexually assaulted me and 2 other students. She was fired but not arrested. I sued the county and school district. The county settled for 1.1 mil. My lawyer got half but we are now working on the school district. Life is nuts.
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>>524090300I lecture God.Who the fuck you do you think you are?>Im G-d.Ah...stereotypical, utterly blind, sayer of sight.Youre a Pharisee heretic LARPing a moral position because engaging in facts (against God) is an impossible feat, and you know this....this is why you wont correct your error (admit wrong doing, giving a left hand). Very Allah, the two right handed, of you, you diaspora of Judea.
>>524092085Youre not a Muslim.Youve never even made a pilgrimage to the Neo-Caliphate, have you?
>>524092085Oh, and I conquered your flag, fuckface.Who changed the Uncreated Sharia?Who is *THE* Creator.>Allah is the greatest of creatorSSSsss....
>>524087301>I had two episodes of THC induced religious psychosis and it’s definitely pushed me towards religion despite the fact that my psychosis was telling me that I had to kill someone.You should have killed someone dumbassIt would have brought you closer to God
>>524090363>way back in genesisAdam and Eve are "equality" manifested into Genetics and Cognition.If both man and woman are made 100% equal, the only "actionable difference" is who sins, that is the protagonist; EVE. Adam followed...was acted upon, not the actor.The original sin is EQUALITY.As for sexual sin, its basically a demon, yes, as its deeeeeep instinctual force than demands. Overcoming the baser instincts IS overcoming the world. This is why sexual shit and religions are always together, the most they deny itself, the more the instinct insists...
>>524093412>It would have brought you closer to GodYes. This is why "G-d" blesses Cain, Muhammed, Abraham, etc etc ect.What "blessing" did Jesus receive? None, Judas got the monies, got to play both sides with Jesus and the Pharisees, made the ULTIMATE blood sacrifice, and then only later found out his sins will follow him for A Thousand Years like Cain....so, to fulfill he prophecy, "One Jew must die for the nation of Israel to survive.">>524093412>It would have brought you closer to GodYes. This is why "G-d" blesses Cain, Muhammed, Abraham, etc etc ect.What "blessing" did Jesus receive? None, Judas got the monies, got to play both sides with Jesus and the Pharisees, made the ULTIMATE blood sacrifice, and then only later found out his sins will follow him for A Thousand Years like Cain....so, to fulfill he prophecy, "One Jew must die for the nation of Israel to survive."Prophecy fulfilled.
>>524093663Lol, oops, must have copy/pasted.>When speaking out of both mouths still says the same thing.Heh.
>>524090623You got a half mil and still want to kill yourself still? Bro please toughen the fuck up.
>THC induced religious psychosisI know a lot of people who went crazy after smoking weed everyday.
>>524092085>Mamdani is warmly welcomed, Trump comes out as Jewish.Third of Three, and Second of Three, and First of Three...under 1 House, unDavided.Tawhid.Orthodox and Catholic (US and Russia), deSchismed.Tawhid.Brahmin and Abhramin, Tawhided, but man...its mixing Ezekiel (who ate shit but hated it) and Jeetus Maximus (who inverted himself to enjoy it)...thats tough one man...
>>524087691This>>524087301If you’re really serious I suggest reading the Bible or listen to James Earl Jones reading it. Once you accept that the great mystery of the trinity is the answer to most of your questions, and thus there is no one answer to the cause but one answer to the solution, everything will start to make sense.
>it’s a 1pbtid threadNevermind
>>524087301>Like how i’m supposed to think that it’s demons and sin that causes lustDemons are made of electricity, they move along your neural pathways in ways that make you likely to do as they want.
>>524087888Checked and agreed except for the Allah = the Holy Spirit part. They are very much not the same. Allah (and his followers) are much darker.
>>524089052Man, the Holy Spirit sounds fucking cool.
>>524087301>I had two episodes of THC induced religious psychosis and it’s definitely pushed me towards religion despite the fact that my psychosis was telling me that I had to kill someone. So you're Muslim now?
>>524096243>Allah (and his followers) are much darker.Like Mick Huckabee, the heretic Pharisee LARPing as a Christian while postrating at the Temple of Death, the exact same Temple Jesus flipped tables at, and was sacrificed to? Nose-Jews and Palestinians are both semites, that means theyre oriented so they REQUIRE blood sacrifice to survive, hence why they kill their own, or others, because it doesnt matter to the Holy Spirit, blood for the blood G-d.Who was asking for blood sacrifices from Abel?...and who blessed Cain for murder?Whats dark about any of this?
>>524096309>flagChecks out. I, too, used to think "we all just need feeeeedom, myaan". Then I found out that many people see "freedom" from the perspective of "how criminal I can get away with".You know, Eve mentallity. I forgot...not all penises are males....
>>524096471>Like Mick HuckabeeOh, and he is a *Willing* sacrificial lamb. He short circuited the process, and now seeks Death instead of overcoming it.How dark is lightless?https://youtu.be/azxacUO56o4The Age of Pisces is over, Judas fish and Jesus fish...this is the Age of Aquarius, Water, the sign of woman. What is a woman?Who is the Water Bearer?Who's thirsty?...
>>524087301find spirituality, a grounded version of it religion is gay and fake