I need help bros. I just need to be set straight>be me>get a girlfriend>things are getting serious. She said she loves me, she wants kids>shes basically perfect: caring, beautiful, smart, charming, open to feedback, genuinely makes my life better>I want to build a life with her, but I'm struggling with unfulfilled desires>want nothing more than to fuck random whores for the next 20 yearsI hate myself for thinking like this. I know if I just stay the course I will most likely be happy. Ill die loved with kids and a family. But deep down I sometimes hope she dumps me so that I can go on a spree.I just need someone to tell me I'm a fucking retard and pull no punches.
>>524176451Pleasure is degenerate.
>>524176451Fap before dating her
kill yourself
You found a buy one in a million girl (unless fake and gay). You will NEVER find that again. You can either fuck how's like a degenerate nigger and then drink yourself to a lonely death or get your shit together now.
>>524176451You’re being retarded and don’t fuck this up.T. 35 year old who had it all and lost it to fuck random sluts and now aches deeply for another chance but also fucked the life up of the only girl he really loved
>>524176451Bro this post is so fucking stupid get a hobby my fucking god man
