My life consists of being acutely aware of every mechanism, institution and spook in place to enslave, abuse, castrate, and extract value from me, all the while being surrounded by gambling, drunk, hedonist degenerates "hate-watching" bottom of the barrel reality shows starring retarded dysgenic freaks with silicone tits and child-like fashion, in their stupor-weed seshes because "it's the kind of content we don't need to pay attention to while we watch it" while they play the roulette on their phones. "But like we agree with you bro we need to fight the NWO."All of this and somehow I am more lucid and grounded, tempered than ever. I would break stuff and scream and self-harm, but I don't see the use so I just take the pain. "I have no mouth and I must scream" o algo?I have literally no rights, autonomy, freedoms. I am being bled dry by a modern-day feudal government of literal Grugs as everything is literally collapsing (like literally), and I see no future anywhere in the world. I feel like a caged animal, only wanting to break and run free.I lift, and read, and learn stuff, and take care of myself and build. I have tried all of these vices out of curiosity and none have stuck to see what the fuss is about (baffling to me, it's all below me). I am instead dying of from chronic boredom and despair. I can say that I am truly alone. Forever.Give me some gold bros.
