Seriously, when is it enough? I am being bombarded with information and others explanations, breakthroughs, opinions, old wisdom, everything absolutely everything when im on the internet. I have no desire to play video games, watch movies, read books. Yesterday i uninstalled my last installed game on Steam which was Insurgency Sandstorm (what a crap game honestly, more 1000+ wasted). Im not a nihilist, its just that i am in perpetual wonder where do all of you manifest the will to do things and engage with the world. I might be bit narcissistic as i always fear that i will not stumble upon anything new if i were to engage. All of this leaves me quite numb sometimes.
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>>524434365Im 100% certain i have the knowledge of basic workings of existence itself, but that it is not sufficient enough for actually experiencing life itself because details are equally important. But i cant bring myself to dive into the details because i fear of noticing the basic workings again. This all sounds wierd.
>>524434287That sounds like depression, my dude. Mixed with a little fear of missing out. The internet isn’t real. Terminally online people represent such a tiny portion of the real world that you could miss out on every internet discussion currently happening, and miss nothing in the grand scheme of things. I come on here every once in a while, but I try to remind myself that when this stops being fun, I leave. And I do leave when that happens. It takes discipline, but it's far from impossible.
>>524434365A mind sick is dizzy and lost.A mind healthy is still and capable of clarity.I hate niggers.
>>524434529>Mixed with a little fear of missing out.Definitely, you are right on that. I was never able to be a part of any sort of community even in real life. My childhood was torn between two neighbouring towns so there wasnt opportunity to stabilize myself anywhere. Right now im finally stabilized, but have difficult time moving forward because "golden ages" of places i reside in is long gone, quite objectively with majority of population leaving for EU in past 10 years.
>>524434680That makes sense. If this is one of the few stable communities you have been a part of, I could see that being a thing. Just don’t let it consume your other interests. I left this site for years, and I came back a little before covid. Nothing changed. Hell, I even spot anons from before I left from time to time. Or they are new anons that are similar to the ones back in the day. This place is eternal, and basically unchanging. It will be here when you get back. That is why it's still a great place.
