In august my wife died during birth, I have not recovered and worse off I think I hate my daughter. I feel resentment, anger, hatred. I realize it isn't exactly her fault but I've never loved a woman before, I've never had someone who loved me too and I'll never find it again. She took away the love of my life and I'm left to pick up the pieces and deal with it. I've been seriously considering dropping her off somewhere and fleeing the state/country.
>>524445858lol
>>524445858Stop being a faggot and take care of your daughter. Do you want to leave her in this world to be prey for spics and niggers? What's the matter with you son?
>>524445966the most normal pissraeli
>>524445966>niggers and spics that I filled the country with BTWKys kike and I couldn't care less. Women have no race loyalty. She could grow up and decide to fuck them anyways.
>>524445858Well, she need a dad that loves her.Don't be a faggot.
>>524445966This. Not saying it'll be easy, OP, but as a man and a father you have to do what's right for your daughter now. Just think, would your wife approve of you blaming your daughter for what happened? Your daughter is a gift, she didn't take anything away from you. Seek God if it's too much for you to handle. If you continue down this path you will hate and eventually destroy yourself. Push past your pain, your daughter lost her mother also, it's not just your loss. Don't make your daughter lose her father too, that's the choice.
>>524446076You're a sad little person.
>>524446077I don't love her though and I don't think I ever will. She killed my wife. Would you get on your hands and knees and kiss the feet of Mr nigger dequan after he killed your wife? Fucking cuck.
>>524445858Absolutely fake as fuck thread
>>524446167I've got news for you Philip. You're wife wasn't your blood but your daughter is. Blood is stronger always.
>>524445858Take car of your daughterShe will resemble your wife
>reddit spacing and jews/jew adjacent I should've known making this was a waste of time.>>524446234Blood means nothing in this world, of course some blood ritual obsessed kike would say this. I've never had close family ever. My wife was the only family I've ever had.
>>524446190I concur
Think of her as your bloodline. She will need your guidance and support growing up. Additionally, you need to protect her from a society that approves of white pedo’s
>>524446302You need time to grieve. Hopefully you'll regret the things you're saying right now, hopefully you feel shame from it, and hopefully you harden up and do what's right for your and your wife's daughter.
>>524445858>i love this person>create new person that is 50% the person that you love>whatever i hate the new personCool demoralization LARP, you miserable faggot.
>>524445858Lol, Kys faggot
>>524446234First Israeli I don’t want to Holocaust
>>524446465>You need time to grieve.No lol. My grandpappy waited 10 days after my grandmammy died and go remarried. That's what real dudes do. Grieve over dead pussy? nah nigga I'm fine.
>>524445858Who the fuck dies during child birth in the year 2025
>>524445858 Fucking bizarre larp. Does this get you off in some way? Fucking kill yourself, retard.
>>524446302Bro do you think your wife would want this? She would want you to raise your daughter. Being a solo dad to a cute baby girl is very appealing to women too
>>524445858Your daughters just a baby. Give it up to an orthodox church you fucking lost cause.
>>524445858These are the lots of life given to you by god. You and your wife will not be married in the afterlife regardless.Unless this is just a fake and gay thread, go take care of your daughter you idiot.
>>524446302So now your daughter is the only family you have. You sound like you're probably gonna kys anyway so drop her off at a police station in the whitest county in your state, at least give her a chance if you're not gonna bother.
>>524445858you're a disgusting piece of shit for blaming your daughter on your wifes death. Women who have children are heroes because they take on the risk of death to bring life and you can only see your own selfish autistic desiresshame on you, especialy so near around chistmas.
>>524445858Kys faggot
>>524445858Poor little fellow, you never got to fuck the blown out cunt on your shitskin wife. Very sad, please don't start raping the kid, that's gross.
>>524446630What the fuck dont you kikes have like codified scripture that dictates the acceptable mourning - remarry time periods?
>>524445858if this isn't bait you're actually derangedthat daughter is the last remnant of your wifeplenty of people lose their love in car crash or some random nigger/spic stabbing them and are left with fucking nothingyou have a blessing and you are spitting on it
>>524445858>>524445948>>524445966>>524446029>>524446076jewish bot thread to lower morale
>>524446878I'm Druze Arab Bradley. We don't take death seriously because of reincarnation and shit.
>>524445858youre brown arent you
>>524446076Kek, you should have been the one to die in child birth. You're a complete subhuman, you're as low as a pajeet.
>>524445858Sell her to your local rabbi
>>524446913my morale is fine. im laughing at OP, bot or not.
>>524445858raise your daughter, make her a chuddet, I did that with 4 all by myself. Godspeed.
>>524445858Lock her in the basement and when she has her blood breed her.
>>524446889It’s definitely a LARP. Nobody is stupid enough to accuse a newborn of her mother’s murder. Ask the mom if she’d be willing to die for the child and what she thinks about it being spit on. Godawful childish babble like this is always made up. Sage
>>524446167Your wife's body formed another body inside it when you impregnated her, the body that formed was the only party that had no say in what was happening.You're honestly probably burnt out from night after night of diaper changes and feedings.Give it time bro, it gets easier.
>>524445858My wife died from labor complications 8 years ago . My child was left with a permanent injury as well. It has been a struggle. It is important to recognize a few things to help you.Maternal mortality rate in the US is among the worst in civilized countries. This data is widely available if you look. The CIA even tracks it.In 2016 John Hopkins produced a white paper saying that medical mismanagement is the 3rd leading cause of death. Health care has gotten considerably worse since then with private equity, consolidation of systems, EMRs DEI etc.It won’t be easy or fun and being resentful to your child who had nothing to do with it will only make your miserable experience worse. Your daughter is half of your wife. What kind of man do you think she would think you are if you refuse to take care of the child you helped to create.Find God OP as you will not be able to walk this path on your own.
Your daughter will love you and you will see your wife in her. I hope this is troll but your wife literally gave her life to birth your daughter, that's the ultimate sacrifice.
Lmaoing@yourlife
>>524445858>Kikes are now desperate enough to make fake image rehab threads, look goy israelis can say nice things too!Wow I suddenly find the death and destruction kikes bring everywhere acceptable now because one flag on an anime forum said something!Shlomo... This is just sad... You dont understand why people call you children of the devil.
>>524446915Oh namaste my nigger
>>524446076>>524446167>>524446302kill yourself instead.>t. LMAOING @ UR LIFE
>>524446701>>524446733In 2020 it was safer to have a baby in Gaza and 66 other countries then the UShttps://www.cia.gov/the-world-factbook/field/maternal-mortality-ratio/country-comparison/
>>524446889Damn well put
>>524445858sorry anon. your daughter is the little piece of your daughter thats left. your wife would want you to raise her the best you can.
>>524445858OP, think for a second about how your wife would feel if you did that. If you want to respect your wife who loved you, to say thank you to her, keep your daughter and try your best to give her love too.She did not kill your wife. She did not choose to be born. But she is what's left of your wife.
>>524447187God bless you and your kid anon.
>>524445966checked. jewbro is right. I think many parents feel some of these things its actually common, your life style changes, you dont get much sleep for the first year. If you raise your daughter and be a good dad to her, you are literally raising the one woman in the world who will love you even more than your wife did.
>>524447660He truly has friend otherwise I wouldn’t have made it this far. Thank you
>>524446302>Blood means nothing in this worldHoly shit you're retarded. Wife is better off dead than with you frankly.She also didn't love you.Give your daughter up for adoption before you fuck that up too.Wife's death is probably your fault and you were a shitty husband, you're just shifting your guilt to your daughter because you're a fucking coward
>>524445858Man up
>>524445858Your wife left you a daughter. Cherush her. Don't talk like an African American.
>>524446878Apparently it’s 10 days
>>524445858>this barely-aware infant, innocent and new, is who I choose to blame for the unfortunate death of my wifeYou think like a woman, was your wife the "man" in your relationship? Maybe that's why you're so conflicted, not used to leading. Man up, dad.
>>524445858>it isn't exactly her faultit's not even slightly her fault
>>524445858I'm sure your wife would have wanted you to abandon the kid she gave her life to save. Kys
>>524445966She would be prey to you
>>524445858If this is real (which it isn't), one of the worst things you can do is have your kid around but not love them. Better to give them up into foster care.
>>524445858>daughterI cannot think or comprehend of anything more cucked than having a daughter. Honestly, think about it rationally. You are feeding, clothing, raising and rearing a girl for at least 18 years solely so she can go and get ravaged by another man. All the hard work you put into your beautiful little girl - reading her stories at bedtime, making her go to sports practice, making sure she had a healthy diet, educating her, playing with her. All of it has one simple result: her body is more enjoyable for the men that will eventually fuck her in every hole.Raised the perfect girl? Great. Who benefits? If you're lucky, a random man who had nothing to do with the way she grew up, who marries her. He gets to fuck her tight pussy every night. He gets the benefits of her kind and sweet personality that came from the way you raised her.As a man who has a daughter, you are LITERALLY dedicating at least 20 years of your life simply to raise a girl for another man to enjoy. It is the ULTIMATE AND FINAL cuck. Think about it logically.I will never stop posting this.
>>524445858Better to just leave her at an orphanage or something. You honestly seem mentally unfit to have children.
>>524446302Personally I think that if you are a real person you have two option. Option 1 is to snap out of this shit and love your fucking own daughter. Option 2, put her up for adoption and exile yourself from society and go and fuck off and die. I don’t wish death upon people often but if you abandon your daughter and do not show her love, you’re already dead. You might as well just walk into the forest and never come out.
>>524445858>I think I hate my daughter. I feel resentment, anger, hatred. I realize it isn't exactly her fault but I've never loved a woman before, I've never had someone who loved me too and I'll never find it again.Mother fucker your daughter will love you unconditionally are you fucking stupid or what? If this is a shill post I will fucking kill you. If this is a real post I will fucking kill you even harder. What the fuck kind of retarded stupid logic is that?
>>524445858I can't imagine having a loser as a dad>meanwhile I buy her an iPhone and get her bracketsman up, faggot
>>524447159Honestly how do you tell any more? The internet is full of people that are unironically as shallow as O.P. I fucking hope it’s a larp.
>>524446302I blame your retard wife for picking a subhuman manbaby to have an innocent child with. That little girl didn't choose to have a piece of shit father though.
>>524446302>I love my wife so much>So that's why i'm gonna wreck her daughter's lifeShe'd fucking despise you if she could hear you from the other side
>>524445858Thought the new captcha was supposed to filter out niggers. Anyways whether you are one or are acting like one you both knew the risks. Man the fuck up and be a father, maybe that’s why God took your wife. So she didn’t have to see what a weak piece of shit she married and God felt merciful to her.
>>524445858Stop being a faggot she lives in your daughter now go be a man for her.Honestly this is the dream scenario, no nagging post birth woman, all the sympathy and help from everyone including horny women. Extra money from government but probs not for burger fags. Bring up your daughter to not be a stupid whore like you wife inevitably would have. Win win win imho
>>524447187>Maternal mortality rate in the US is among the worst in civilized countries.This is what /pol/ fags don't get. They vote for Republicans because they get worked up over trannies or guns or whatever tribalist bullshit they're on about this week. Barely any of them think about the actual, functional differences in policy, how it affects their day to day lives. When you consistently vote for a party that underinvests in healthcare and cuts public support for hospitals, this is what you get. Oh, you paid 10K less in taxes over the past five years? Woop-di-frickin-do. Now your wife is dead. Good trade? I personally wouldn't think so but then again, I'm not American. >>524446167>>524445858Your daughter didn't kill your wife you moron, your shitty healthcare system did.
op you are a fag. instead of running away like a bitch just kys. hate for your kid you get your pussy ass personality too
>>524445858Faggot personality, one of the reasons your country is going to shit. Individualistic atomized behavior, go fuck yourself in the face.
>>524445858If your line of thinking is that it's the baby's fault your wife died then really it is more your own fault considering the baby didn't have a choice in being born. You on the other hand...So stop being stupid and look after your kid who is also something that your wife left behind and wouldn't want you to hate.
>>524445858>>524446076Just kill yourself you retarded fucking faggot, people like you make things worse for everyone. Your daughter did not kill your wife, life did, get the fuck over yourself you pathetic wastrel.You sound like the kind of faggot to suicide in a car with other people.>>524446167>whaaaa im upset and acknowledg I'm being irrational but I'm STILL going to blame the wrong things ablooblooblooHoly fuck I feel bad for your wife now lmao
>>524445858we don't care you fucking faggot retard
>>524446913>an Israeli giving good advice is bad for morale...You should reconsider your understanding of words.
Keep the daughter. Single men with babies are surprising chick magnets for women who love babies. You would not believe how extra popular you will be with women. And the right ones to boot. But for now either get a relative to stay with you or live at their place for a few weeks. They will help you out. When you are done balling your eyeballs go find a new wife with the baby bait.
>>524445858Holy larp.Give me another animu sob story.
Our OP is such a faggot. Simply start fuckng nigger tranny whores in the ass and he will never look back. Nigger trannies are magical. H. Dark Maga
>>524445858>>524446076>>524446167>>524446302>thinly veiled women hate threadget a better hobby
>>524445858I realize it isn't exactly her fault but>>524446167>She killed my wifeInstead of blaming your wife's death on your child, how about you blame yourself for impregnating her in the first place?Or is that too much to bear?
>>524445858do it then
>>524446076Lol so your idea is to abandon the only living remnant of that love? Wow what a powerful love you had there bucko, you're just dying to get away from it. You're such an enormous pussified coward and possibly the most spiritually niggered anon I've met on here. You don't love her, you loved the attention she gave you.
>>524448795Democrats were openly talking about explicitly excluding whites from government benefits last election. All I would be voting for is how much I am being taxed for shit I am not getting.
>>524446167If any of this is true, that's a twisted fucking mindset to have. Your daughter isn't even sentient yet. You can't blame her for anything you fucking moron. Honor your wife's memory by taking care of your daughter. It's the only answer.In time, your feelings of anger, hatred, etc will subside, and if you abandon her, those emotions will be replaced with regret and guilt. You'll never, ever forgive yourself.
>>524445858Your daughter is your greatest achievement and your only connection to your wife.
I don't believe op but if my wife died and left me with our beautiful kids, I'd just use the sob story with my awesome kids to attract retarded women to bang and use for money until I met a nice rich one. Its not the worst thing that can happen to you as a man but the kids would probably have issues. I have boy though so its okay to teach them women are easily replaceable at a young age.
>>524445858she will be your most precious thing in your life
>>524445858Probably trolling but if not I hope you get your head right and take care of your family. It's all you have
>>524445858Maybe you should ask yourself what your wife would think of you saying that? Would your wife want you to treat that little girl like shit.That little girl is a treasure to hold close to. Things happen dude but grow up. It’s neither your fault or your daughter. I know you have a insurmountable amount of pain but if you need an outlet at least blame the fucking medical professionals that couldn’t save your wife.
>>524445966>>524446165Are you one of the good ones?
>>>/r9k/
>>524449997>>524449920You guys just don't get it. I'm alone here now. I'm working hard, exhausted, can't sleep and my wife I loved is dead. Even if it isn't her fault I can't go on like this. the medical bills are outrageous I'm not sure I'll ever recover financially let alone mentally. Her birth has just been nothing good around here.
>>524446701>Who the fuck dies during child birth in the year 2025
>>524445858>In august my wife died during birth, I have not recovered and worse off I think I hate my daughter. I feel resentment, anger, hatred. I realize it isn't exactly her fault but I've never loved a woman before, I've never had someone who loved me too and I'll never find it again.Those who would choose the woman over the child are lower than mere animals. You don't deserve to live among civilized humans.
>>524449818>>thinly veiled women hate threadActually just a typical anti-natalist, white genocide thread.>DON'T REPRODUCE WHITE PEOPLE!>WOMEN ALL DIE FROM CHILDBIRTH ITS SUPER DUPER COMMON AND TOO DANGEROUS TO REPRODUCE!>YOUR LIFE WILL BE RUINED IF YOU TRY TO HAVE A FAMILY, JUST BE A NEET AND ADOPT A PUPPER SO JEWS CAN INHERIT THE EARTH!
>>524446076Almost took you seriously, but the last sentence shows you are performing some scripted shit, the kike might be from the same discord, to earn yourself credibility by pointing out his people are to be blamed for migration (accurate), but also he may be trying to earn all kikes goodwill, by him publicly appealing to family values, and dropping a few racial slurs.>>524445858Theoratical excercise, if op wouldn't be a lying faggot, and something like this would actually happen, than one should take that as a sign, that life have offered them a private sex servant to groom, and train to their own preference, and have decades of fun with, and possibly breed an even purer version of themself. No questionas asked, since not having to fill out paperwork for adoption, supposedly healthy girl, with nearly unlimited private access, can isolate her from the degenerate society without anyone to protest, and can avoid her being polluted by any vaccines, microchimerism from contact with others, and any malicious ideology that would corrupt her, she is free to be trained the right way, the right values, total obedience to her father, obeying his every wish, if trained well. Takes years of work, offers decades of reward.
It was a fetus that naturally became an infant. Your sperm hit egg. 50 percent of her DNA is the mother. Pull yourself together and get help. Any time a medical happening happens there is a chance of death. Just living there is a chance of death. It's called life. Go see a grief counselor because you have Prolonged Grief Disorder.
Vaxx status?
>>524450527How is any of this her fault? You got her pregnant. I think you're redirecting self hatred onto your daughter because she's vulnerable and can't argue back. You need to get a hold of family and fuck the hospital getting money you should be looking into a wrongful death suit.If you truly can't fucking handle it, do an adoption. Babies are desired by couples. Shit I would do it simply because we can't have kids and I hate the thought of new life being fucked straight out of the womb.
>>524445858it's not your daughters fault, it's godsthat's what has helped me with something sort of similarif god wants to give people like us shti like this to deal with, while protecting pedos and jewish criminals, and giving countless abusive niggers healthy kids, then he doesnt deserve my reverence, if he's even thereand if he's so ignorant to the human condition that he wouldn't understand where i'm coming from, then that just makes me even more right
>>524451009This.
>>524445858Just give her away or sell her then
>>524445858Don’t give up hope OP. Play the long game.When your daughter turns ~13, you can love her too, just as you did her mother. Just be sure things are set up to cover your tracks, whether it be keeping her in an in-home basement dungeon, or secluded cabin in the woods. Incredible unprotected sex, any time you want it. You just need to be patient and smart about it.
>>524447914Not sure about the terms in english, but only leave your kids with blood family, even if you bail on them, because even a non loving, distant, but non-abusive parent is better, than some freaks who/whom could not have kids on their own, anyone who adopts a kid will try to fuck them, no gender is safe, group homes might even pimp them out, and the caretakes abuse them too, so will other kids, whom are likely shitskins at this age. So no, parents not loving their kids, but raising them, is not worse than giving them away, and only hurting them would be actually worse, and again they will most likely be hurt unless living with actual blood relatives. Think about what kind of broken person would try to adopt, think about the average population, think about what are the selection criteria for those whom decide, whom have recieved current era indoctrination, and try to recall the horror stories about fags, and shitskins whom want to adopt.
>>524445858I am sorry for your loss, you should see your daughter as your wife’s presence that remains in this realm, do your best to raise her, take care of her and perhaps another worthy woman will come into your life.If possible try to get extended family on both your and your wife’s side to help out. T. Father of two
>>524445858Talk to your therapist nigga. I don’t give a fuck that your perfect life got fucked up. You probably did some heinous shit in your life.
>>524450527Oh, that's also the post fatherhood initiation testosterone drop. You'll feel like shit from it for like six months, just push through it, don't scream at the baby, and you win.
>>524446302Now you sound like a bitch. Wake the fuck up and be a real man, like a man from the 70s or 80s who goes to work and takes care of his family.
>>524445858you're posting here expecting sympathy? what's wrong with you?
>>524445858Lucky for you the midical establishment allows you kill your newborn if you want, they brand it 'sudden infant death syndrome'
>>524446913you are correct. look at the goys taking the bait
Time to start a new strand.
>>524446913you know its a bot thread because of the equal amount of replies to the top posts...
>>524445858Wife are you complaining about. You have a chance to make a perfect daughter wife faggot
>>524445858>I've never had someone who loved me too and I'll never find it again. She took away the love of my lifeYou're a sad, retarded, delusional, weak piece of shit. Years from now, when your life is worse and the fruits of your stupidity are piled on your neck, hopefully you have a moment of clarity about that before you anhero. Get over your baby shit, faggot.
>>524445858I can be her daddy in about 10 years anon just send her with DHL
Your wife lives on in your daughter and you will see her face every day. Dont be a fucking dipshit faggot low test pussy. Be a man.
>>524445858Her mother died you fucking cunt. Not her fault. I hate you for being such a daft fuck. You have absolute shit for brains and you need to get your brain right or neck yourself. You've never considered philosophy, you are complete materialistic helic. Try to find a relative that's not retarded, I know statistically that's going to be tough for someone as dumb as you but, find a relative and hand the baby off and then an hero.
>>524445858Are you a sandnigger? You sound very Eastern or Middle Eastern. What are you?
>shit larp>clearly concern b8ing>123 posts...
>>524445858Jew anti-White family thread modz plz ban. Thx.
>>524445858If you don't take care of your daughter, even without living her, then that makes you no better than the pedophile child esters who are currently in the (((white house))) and that would make you my enemy.
>>524445858Best case scenario.Youdobt have to deal with an entitled mother, daughters love Dad best (I know I have 2 sons), you did everything kindly and correctly,now your a widower.Enjoy drowning in pussy, and never marry again retard.TLDR; your dating life just switched to easy mode, lucky faggot.
>>524448795>just vote Democrat lmao ok
>>524445858you are a >Single>Widower>Fatheryou are the holy trinity for 90% of women. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=99kpojxi0w4they will melt over you. Just make sure to seperate between pump and dump and girlfriend/new wife. make sure to only let women you plan to ltd get involved with your daughter and make sure she's sane.in Germany few month ago a young boy was murdered by (most likely, not 100% confirmed yet) his fathers Ex Gf, because she apparently blamed the boy for ruining the relationship with his father
Op is some anti-natalist shill, who made an other thread, once he gave up on this one: >>524455019 In that one with a different made up story.
>>524445858It is important that you talk to a therapist or counselor as these negative emotions may make you a danger to your daughter or yourself. If you drop your daughter off somewhere, 99% chance she gets molested by a foster parent or someone in the system and turns out completely fucked up. God will hold you responsible for that. Give your child the gift of a good outcome. As a single parent you are entitled to Medicaid and Food Stamps and maybe free or subsidized childcare as well. Reach out to your state's DFCS.
>>524456726>She took away the love of my life and I'm left to pick up the pieces and deal with it. I've been seriously considering dropping her off somewhere and fleeing the state/country.didn't read that part at first.do not do that. thats just grief psychotic retardation. call the grandparents or cousins sisters to help you.. call a good priest to talk with him or/and a good Shrink.you would regret this. Nobody loves a man like his daughter does. if you treat her well she will 100% take care of you when you're old.
>>524445858Your daughter is the only thing left of your wife. Take good care of her.
>>524445858Your wife’s parting gift to you was your daughter. Raise her well anon. It wasn’t your daughter’s fault. Don’t make her feel like it is. When other women see how great of a father you are to her, they’ll be lining up for your attention. All the best fren.
>>524445858You're being a weak cunt. Your daughter deserves better and your dead wife would be ashamed of you. Ask yourself "how would I handle this situation if I just grew the fuck up?" My recommendation is that you put your daughter up for adoption.
>>524445858Move to a place on the far eastern outskirts of Russia and raise her there. You'll have much more freedom to do whatever you want! lolI am serious. You'll have full control.