Why not commit to a monastic life and transcend this world of filth and hollow pleasures?
>>524588982seems boring
I did for 10 years. After attainment I returned. AMA.
>>524588982Because I like filling my wife with my semen and raising my white kids.
That’s just not my nature. Most days I’m anguish that I didn’t follow the American cursus honorum exactly on time. I’m not the kind of person to resign themselves to contemplation of spiritual ideas I like but have a hard time believing.
>>524588982if i was going to do that it wouldb have to be shaolin fighting monk not lame ass christian shit
>>524589089What did you attain?Were there others like you who didn't intend on staying longterm? How hard was it to do what you did? What were typical tasks like?
>>524588982>no chicks>not even fapping allowedNo
>>524589102Gigabased and same. I would guess that 99% of those even entertaining the idea of monasticism are just failures looking to save ego and not genuinely seeking God
>>524589175It was entirely self imposed. A hermit's life. A little hut on the far edge of a small village. I can't tell you what was attained. Death while being alive, basically. I cried, then I laughed. Silly me. Lol.
>>524588982i am
>>524588982>just become a lifeless slave for yahweh, goy
>>524589339>>524589089reminder memeflags are an enemy
>>524589089Which monastic order?Why did you resign?
>>524588982CHUDS would get expelled by the other monks the second they sperg out about "DA JOOOOOOS" .
>>524588982>Be a slave to yhwh, goy
>>524589339Basically if something were to happen to my family leaving me alone I'd just spend the rest of my life innawoods hermiting away
