I've been using it recreationally like once every 2-3 months for over 4 years. I'd basically just pick a Saturday and do a binge, and then I could always resist the urge to continually re-dose, and would just wait another few months before another binge.But this last time, I just couldn't resist, and I took more the next day, and the next day, and the next. This has been going on for over two months straight now, with no real sign of slowing down. I kept telling myself each weekend would be the last re-dose, but it never is.I'm currently taking 180mg/dy and chemically bludgeoning myself to "sleep" each night with benzos. My body is beginning to really show its wear down. I smell bad all the time, my eyes are constantly bloodshot, I've lost a ton of weight, and my features are sunken from constant dehydration.How do I slow this speed down? How bad are the withdrawals I'm looking at? I know I can't drop the benzos cold turkey because of seizures, but I can with the speed right? There's no way I can stick to a taper schedule with speed, it's just too hard to resist another dose when the last one starts to wear off. I'm thinking of tossing my stash, and just going into the mountains for a week to camp and suffer through the worst of whatever the withdrawals from it will be.
>>525873136Triple the dose, anally. Works for me
as long as you don't need to function for work or something just stop doing stims and take benzos and sleep it off. getting off the benzos will be the hard part later but quitting uppers is no big deal
>>525873290Okay, cool, that's what I've read too. You are basically just anhedonic and tired for a week, right? And with the benzos, I have enough that I can do slow taper if needed. I don't enjoy the benzos honestly, they are just to manage speed side effects, so I'm not worried about getting off of those since I want to be off as soon as possible. And, yeah, I can take a week off from work no problem, I have plenty of sick days.
>>525873136I am also doing drugs.
>>525873136the benzos are the thing to pay the most attention to. uppers are purely psychologically addictive but benzos are physical. work out the amount of benzos you take each day and convert it into milligrams of diazepam, then use the Ashton method to taper.
>>525873500The ironic part about drug addicts is their longing to feel (((better))) when sobriety gives you the best feeling. Snap back to reality pal
>>525873578about 10 years of dxm, that stuff like meth, keeps you up do not go there honestly I regret doing drugs
>>525873136Go to a foreign country where you can't bring your supply and don't know any1
>>525873136Junkie from Hawaii here. Coconut water is the old wisdom. Drink it warm, like tea, it will wash away the crystal sins. Eat three meals a day with it and drink whenever you feel a need for speed. Pure pottasium saline solution.
>>525873898it makes your teeth, in a bad condition
>>525873898you get this tolerance, to where you do the drugs and you do not feel anything
The downward spiral is never over
>>525873986I have lost several jobs, because of drugs; it not fun being without work, being on the streets and having to steal stuff, focus on work be practical.
don't do drugsbut if you're going to, you should stop right around mushrooms
>>525873136Shit man. Taper fast off the speed, SLOW off the benzos and just sleep and eat for two weeks. Maybe smoke weed? Pills are way worse than people realize.
>>525874320You realize, you have no real friends with drugs, everyone I knew they street people' they act like friends but when the money gone they leave.
>>525873136The benzos are probably worse as far as withdrawal goes. Some kratom might help if you can get it in your state.
>>525873136Your chemical escapism is proof enough that you don't deserve to be sober. You don't want it. Your body doesn't want it. Your mind doesn't want it. You have to literally try and convince yourself that you want to be sober, but you'll fail over and over again to try to be sober because you don't actually want to be sober. So why even bother?
>>525873136Just stop taking it
>>525873136>be white>die from drug overdosekek
