How do we stop the meth epidemic? This girl from my town I went to high school with overdosed on meth and died. She was a valedictorian but got hooked on drugs.
>>530075358left is anglefrauded
I take meth, im very serious. I take it orally, I dont smoke or inject it or anything.orally there is no euphoria, just... energy you borrow from the future. I have vascular anomalies, and have had heart arrhythmias. I started taking meth as a form of self-harm, I would take doses of 40mg+ and hope I would die in cardiac arrest. I still do want to die but im a coward.
We start by targeting the cartels. Missile strikes against their drug convoys with air recon and enough planning, the United States could easily bomb the residences of the Jalisco or Sinaloa leaders. If the orange retard can be convinced to put a stop to Operation Epstein Fury, then the United States can shift their agenda to the western hemisphere.Meth is a terrible thing. I lost my best friend Jordan to drug overdose. Whoever gave him his meth had cut it with a lethal dose of fentanyl. I'll miss you forever, C-Buddy.
>>530075358Meth is hell on earth. It's too easy to make and it seems to fry the part of your brain that gives you any resistance to it at all on the first few hits. Methheads are the only druggies I truly feel sorry for because that shit hits hard. After a day of withdrawals they would sell their own mother for just one more hit.Then if they try to get help they get sent to the methadone clinic to get hits of... wait for it... METHADONE.
>>530075358Op please tell me that this is just a roastie on ssri not meth and them you aint gay
>>530077283Its meth. I know her too. Shes super against psych drugs but all for drugs she gets off mexicans
>>530075508Please dont fuck your life anon. What even pushed you to harm yourself like this?
It's weird anon, some people just really like it, i personally have never seen the appeal. I had a gf she just couldn't stop doing even though she knew it was ruining her life
>>530075508>orally there is no euphoriaYou are a fucking LIAR!
>>530075508its not energy from the future, it's all the energy you have available at the moment, meth isnt bad to do once in awhile, but you have to take a week long break at the very least to let your body rehydrate fully. (takes days to rehydrate naturally) (or pay to get IV rehydrated ) and to catch up on the sleep you lost, if you stay up all night the following nights you need 9 anda even 12 hours of sleep (for me it takes 2 and a half days to recover all my sleep debt i accrued. i take it very seriously. eat good, drink alot of liquids and take a week before you do it again, im a verteran so i can do it about every 4 days. but it just feels better to wait the whole week. t.25 years ussing meth. and i look very good but no.,, you atart to do it daily, stop eating right, stop sleeping right, meth is an amazing life enhancing drug . if you have the discipline to do right in all other aspects of life.
>>530077514>What even pushed you to harm yourself like this?I don't want to talk about it, but I realized what was done to me 10 years ago. I thought it was all jewish fairytales on how the brain makes up things to protect itself, I never thought it was real until I realized it myself.I had made a narrative and rationalize what had happened, I internalized the trauma and ended up sabotaging my own life. I realized it later when the damage was done, now i'm realizing the life I could've lived.It just makes me feel, this mix of anger and horror. I just want to scream and stab my leg or something. I can't believe they did that to me. I was a good boy. You can say i'm toxic, erratic and selfish now. But I was just a kid, I was so kind and I can't believe it had to happen to him. He didn't deserve that. Younger me didn't deserve that. I feel guilty, I feel so guilty I wasn't there to save myself. I was just a child, I wasn't strong enough to protect myself.I can't cope bro. I just want to go and rest forever.
>>530076757I did some renovations in an office/meeting room for staff at a methadone clinic once. People were trying to get their methadone early or some other shit like that and would go absolutely fucking ballistic when told they couldn't get it. They had fucking armed guards because people would start destroying stuff and threatening violence towards the staff.
>>530075358>be a normie>know meth is addictive as fuck>do it anywaywhat possesses one to try such shit at all? are they all just low IQ to begin with?
Don't judge her journey, chud
>>530077816I haven't had a break since december 2nd, I should've gone on one but i didnt; im overdue for a tolerance break. i'm trying to quit so im not gonna engage with the "benefits" but I do agree it is quite powerful.at least my stuff is 90% pure, it's racemic though. not that d-meth stuff>>530077624if it's not D-Meth, it's generally not that euphoric orally. idk what you're on about, it really isn't. dont get me wrong tho when I took it with no tolerance, I stayed up for 3 days on 30mg. I stopped when I started hearing a siren in my house.
>>530075508Bro, it hits so fucking hard orally. Don't lie to yourself.
>>530075358We don't. Meth filters out the useless degenerates of society. Addicts should be encouraged to use MORE.
Speed
>>530075508>I have vascular anomalies, and have had heart arrhythmias.Yeah my leg veins are fucked up
>>530078005wow anon, no wonder you have arrhythmias. it goes to show how strong your body is. be kind to your body anon, take the break and when you start do it right, i really think you need a few months for your circulation system to get back in check, go for walks anon, you're greedy for doing it every day, and you'll pay for it. im impressed you have had such a long streak i would never imagine doing some shit like that.
>>530075358we dont stop it,we let degenerate addicts end themselves with drugs they were going to anyway at some point just let it happen
>>530078077am I just getting bad meth? I did feel the energy, but it is nothing compared to a high dose adderall IR. far more "productive" on meth though no doubt.how many milligrams are you guys fucking taking? I went to the ER at 50mg. Litearlly the highest dose imaginable and there was no euphoria, just relentless thoughts and lack of fatigue.>>530078255I have tinnitus, and my hands dont fill with blood after pressing on them fast enough (blanching). im sure I fucked myself already too bro. I dont even care, I plan to die at 40 at the max anyway.
>>530075358she turned russian kek
how the fuck do you OD on meth lmao
>>530078293>im impressed you have had such a long streak i would never imagine doing some shit like that.brother dont misunderstand, my average daily dose is small.I average 20mg a day.
>>530075358sounds like meth was more fulfilling than academia
>>530078316This. Supply with them the strongest shit available and let nature take its course.
>>530076064no, no, bad idea. we have to expand israel's territory and area of influence in the middle east, we can't spare any weapons and men for our own borders or population. only antisemites would disagree.
>>530078317The euphoria goes away for everyone after a few years?
>>530075358claviculard is looking rough this day
>>530078378>how the fuck do you OD on meth lmaousually we'll die from kidney or heart failure. but the acute way to die from meth is cardiac arrest.
>>530078490>The euphoria goes away for everyone after a few years?I had no euphoria on the first dose with minimal tolerance
>>530077884idk who thinks meth is addictive but they must be very weird people indeedit just makes me too clear-headed, nitpicky and relentlessthe kind of drug I'd take if I wanted to be the perfect corp dronebut why would I?
>>530075358Women are just really stupid and go with the flow no matter where it goes, my grandma in the 50s could have been on that stuff if it weren't for her brother walking in the diner she was being groomed in that day.
>>530077832The problem with this mindset, the slow motion suicide thing is that it will just destroy you and make your life a living hell and you wont even die anon, the human body can endure alot.I think alot of the drug addicts you see on the street think just like you, they all want to die but they just cant do it directly. What i recommend is that you quit drugs like today and find something to fill your time with.Whatever hobby you can think of is good. If you keep your mind busy with something there will be no room for self destructive thoughts.
>>530075358maybe we could put them all on a reality show where they can't go outside or something and they are filmed so they can go through withdrawl?
>>530078617>Whatever hobby you can think of is good. If you keep your mind busy with something there will be no room for self destructive thoughts.that's exactly what I did. that's what I did, I distracted myself all day everyday. I avoided my entire life, that's all I fucking did with myself. You think that's any life to live? I'm done, the best things amphetamines did for me was forcing me to look and see reality for what it is. We were not all meant to have happy lives, I have nothing to live for anymore.I don't have the "thing" to look forward to that everybody else does. Why do people go to work? for what? money for what? im gonna get food to sustain my life? for what? wake up the next day for what? Goals? make more money? for who?Just start living for my friends? family? a partner? Just to cope with running away with my broken self? I'm already dead, just not physically. it's cruel to expect me to live when im already dead inside.I appreciate your kindness, I really do. But I don't see any point to living this existence or whatever it is anymore. I just want to go out and let anything that's out there to kill me. I think of so many ways to kill myself everyday.the winning move right now is to get to a mountain and take a high dose of fentanyl and just jump. I wont traumatize anyone that way compared to a building downtown.
>>530075358You bomb the countries that produce precursors.
>>530075358>sads
>>530079075the fent seems superfluous if you're going to jumpyou have developed dopamine tolerance, you sad faggotunironically get yourself to a monastery and live that acolyte life for a year or so, you'll come out right as rain
>>530079075anon, go for nature walks hours a day , just keep walking , pack some water, fruit, leave the meth at home, and go in nature.
>>530075508>No euphoria from oral methlol. lmao.
>>530079075You have to realize thag what you got is extreme depression induced by amphetamine abuse.You completely fucked your brain chemistry and you just cant get dopamine without drugs anymore.I tell you anon, you can still quit and be happy again, this suicidal thoughts dont only stem from underlying trauma, they come from meth, you seem young and your brain will recover but it will take time, neuroplasticity is a real thing.You will end up a retarded brain damaged junky living in a tent if you continue, please dont end up like that,its really not too late, you seem young.
>>530079075This vid series is really good to get off drugs. Goes into great detail. Its no religion stuff just rational recovery https://youtu.be/S53OjsF3z-w
>>530075358What I found interesting as I got older is how prolific this drug is. I smoked weed all through my teens/20s ect like many kids but never came across it directly, but it seems once people get into their 30s and older, people of all social classes seem to dabble in this stuff. Mostly for productivity/sex. It's not edgy teens, it's boring office workers, stay at home mothers and construction workers. For most people, they seem to be able to use it and hide it without any signs. The signs of abuse are really an extreme example. Because of the nature of the drug and the media around it, EVERYONE lies about using it.It's sad when you get older and you realise how corrupt and full of lies the adult world is. All those people you thought live normal lives are really seeking happiness through vice just like you are when your a young man, the difference is they are not so open about it. It's rare to find a genuine, happy family man.
>>530077283She's a fishtank contestant
>>530075358>How do we stop the meth epidemic?Literally start handing out the death penalty to drug dealers and drug traffickers.
>>530075358Warning this is a Sam hyde advertising thread. The OP girl has slept with multiple of Sam's crew members.Fishtank is a giant Peter theil funded grooming operation for Jet Neptune, a literal r9k incel. Look up hack blastard.
>>530075358This is sad, but you could tell by her teeth in "before" where she was headed.
>>530077884Pursuit of happiness. I have never used meth, but from what I understand it is amazing for productivity and sex. Most "normal" people live around these two things and see them as the only way to obtain happiness in their miserable lives. It's no surprise many people get hooked after being offered it by prostitutes or business associates.
>>530077283Yes she's a roastie and yes she does meth. Sam Hyde picks mentally ill drug addicts to groom for his crew. >>530081564Contestant implies there were challenges. Being tortured until you fucks Sam's crew is not a gameshow.
>>530076757I live in Scotland, our methadone dispensers are under lock and key. Over here they've basically given up and are trying to set up designated drug rooms to take heroin. If the USA borrows that idea it'll make multiple parts of a city even worse.
>>530081853Who? Is he a Jewish Freemason like Sam Hyde?
>>530078597You sound like a dirty drug addicted troon
>>530081527Bingo. Even I was browbeaten into joining the "lie about it club," which pains me so. But it was more painful and annoying dealing with retarded NPC dipshits that couldn't fathom there was living proof contrary to all the stereotypes—nether could they handle said proof literally in front of them and showing them in person. They are not real people; you cannot lie to golems.
>>530079075What a self centered and pathetic personGiven the gift of life and all you can focus on is the misery Stop wanting shit
>>530080059i hope he listens to you bro, i rode the meth/suicide rollercoaster for about ten years and rationalized it to my circumstances, not realizing setting a homeostatic baseline of panic manually regulated by adding alcohol or ephedrine to the reactor as needed was not conducive to being a person capable of progress and self acceptence.not everyone can do this though and some people need to let go. i have a lot of peers who are still alive that would have been better off dead long by the time i got my shit together>>530075508find your peace even if it isnt here with us, bro
>>530081853Whatever guess this Jewish memeflag got scared. They should be preparing for 110 instead of advertising a gay jew on 4chan.
>>530075358Fimd the cooks & dealers and kill themI hate hard drugs too the cooks & dealers should be killed to remove them from society
>>530075358I've been saying for years we need to do what Asia does. Executions for anyone caught distributing the fucking things.
>>530081664You have no idea how cringe you come across as. "But she was only 22 you sick fuck!" Girls who are 22 should unironically have 2 kids already. There is no such thing as heterosexually grooming a 20 year old. No one cares about your fucking OBSESSION with Sam. You literally sit on every board monitoring mentions of him and post in and get BTFO in every thread. Tayleigh was extremely based btw and had a great time on the show as was obvious by the 24/7 cam that is completely unfakable. You honestly think Ben fucking namefagged "Benleaks" pictures of Josie cutting? Why would he do this? This is like the pic of Sam with the girl with the bloody nose smiling next to him that leftypol fags and you were spamming acting like he fucking hit her. You will never be a real woman, Charls will never consider you a real woman. Become a real person again.
>>530075358Not doing meth is step 1. Everything just falls into place after that.
>>530081798>>530081923>>530082125see>>530082295
>>530082233>we need to give jews even more power>>530082295>>530082342>pregnancy exists therefore casual sex and torture porn are OKKike
Drug addiction is darwinian.People with poor self control and no discipline are the ones who get hopelessly addicted.
>>530075358It looks like the same person but the picture was taken 10 years later
>>530075508>>530075508You're super unlikely to die from taking too much meth. I forgot what it's called but it just kinda makes you pass out until you come down enough. I never fucked with meth much idr what it's called but when I tried it they explained it to me. There is still euphoria with oral tho and you know it. I tried it smoked and injected, it was fun until it wasn't. Could see myself doing too much so I stopped. otoh, opiates will kill you quick and I've done a LOT of those. Eventually I became convinced God won't let me die so I quit. Life is suffering but HE has a plan for us even if we're not enjoying it. Nothing you can do but ride the ride, bro. Hope you find some peace. As terrible as life can be you know as well as anyone it's not 100% awful. There's still some fun and joy to be had, whether it's sex or video games or good movies/music or friends/family/pets or even just a beautiful sunrise/sunset. No point squandering what we got. God bless you, anon. Just remember you're not alone.
>>530079075You have friends, family and a partner? Fuck you man you have a lot to live for.
>>530082125This shit literally can't not be satire. I would assume it had to be if I didn't know how fucking retarded wannabe sleuth kiwifarms trannies are. >My mom handed money to the grocery store which bought chocolate from an african country's cocoa production which producer uses a producer who has in the past done business with a multinational corporation who funded slavery and child soldier warlords to mine cobalt ergo my mom is a terror funder and human trafficker African warlord contractor.
>>530082538Lmao the picture on the left is her current day self, right pic is when she was on the gameshow
>>530082414I never said casual sex was advisable or even moral. I said it is not fucking grooming. You are a lost person and crypto jew Allinsky projecting like a faggot and it is obvious as fuck.
I’ve smoked it a few times. For me the initial high is lovely and surprisingly wholesome, sort of like mdma. But after 5 hours or so the proper high wears off and then I’m just intensely anxious thinking my heart is messed up and I can’t sleep for 2 or even 3 days. Not worth it, that strung out comedown is unbelievably unpleasant.
Tay was so hot. Too but hotties always ruin themselves.
>>530075508you should try a butt rocket
>>530075358>She was a valedictorian but got hooked on drugsSounds like she wasn't very smart, must have sucked dick to get her homework done for her.
>>530075358She's just sneezing
>>530075508just quit now anon...
>>530079075>I avoided my entire lifeYou turned your life upside down to avoid pain. It's understandable, and I hope your life is better now than it used to be, but you don't have anything to look forward to, except pain, while you are avoiding it.>but every day hurtsYou made a mistake in thinking enough time will ease things. It won't. Facing and dealing with your pain will. Ironically it does not go away because it hasn't peaked. You need to live out your worst pain from your worst day, not ignoring it, not taking drugs to live around it, fully and completely immerse yourself in the absolute misery. You'll really want to die then, for a few minutes. But when you do feel it correctly you'll never feel it be that painful again.I know the bootstraps thing is a cliche, but this is one problem you have to deal with head on and by yourself. Once you deal with the pain problem your entire life falls back into place by itself. You can't tell me you aren't thinking about it every day anyway. Feel it. No really, actually feel the pain, because however bad you think it is now, it is worse. But feel it and almost immediately, it runs away from YOU.>>530077832>I was just a kid>I can't believe it had to happen to himYou are splitting as fuck. It happened to you. Your first job today is accept that it happened to you. And also that it should never have happened to you.
Sam hyde is a gay jew. This is an advertising thread.
>>530084678I'm almost100% improved physically, financially, clean home, good clothes, high paying job, car etc. than I used to be, but at some point you realize you missed the bus on the really important stuff like relationships and kids and it's a bitter fucking pill to choke down.
>>530075358Cute scene girl to Justin Long
>>530075508Lol wut? I did meth for ~4 years back in the 90s. Working in the oilfield, it got you through the long shifts. I would put 1/4 gram in capsules and eat 2-3 through my shift. You definitely get the euphoria + insane energy that would make you the best employee ever. I always find it weird when people post the before/after pics of meth use and im like lol wtf? I was in the best shape of my life while doing it, I was stronger than ive ever been, pulled more broads than ive ever done before or since, I was cut all to fuck, and I still have all my teeth to this day. What do these fucks do to go down the tube like this?>in b4 "you didnt do enoughNigger, I was doing at least an 8ball a week... sometimes 2.
>>530082552Over-amping. Did that once back in 97 when we were about to go to a goth club in Dallas. Ate a gram after smoking 3ish bowls with a few others. Halfway to the club I started feeling weird, told my friend to leave me for a bit and id meet him inside. I fell asleep and didnt wake up til he came out to leave around 2:30am. What a waste that was.
