i feel like God is watching me. i feel like everytime i act weird God sends a few bad agents to harrash me so i straighten out. i feel like if i force myself to success God will reward me, but if i dont then God will reward the worms to spite me.
which god?
God punishes me when I jerk off to futa hentai. The other day he made my car engine light come on.
sounds like a vindictive petty asshole
>>530342886Take your meds retard
God feels so elusive. His nature is always just outside of my grasp. It's a bit like being in a familiar room with the lights off. I can sense where things vaguely are but I can't SEE them. I have noticed that everytime I'm going through shit in my life and feeling awful people inexplicably show up out of nowhere to make me feel a little better. Funny how that works.
>>530343210>I have noticed that everytime I'm going through shit in my life and feeling awful people inexplicably show up out of nowhere to make me feel a little better.Yeah but you don't want to know why that is.
>>530343627I want to know
>>530342886It's probably because your soul is a fuck up and he's trying to get you to pass the test so you don't have to reincarnate as a jeet
>>530343660I can't tell you because you won't have anything to hold onto as your foundation crumbles, and you will get locked up in a looney bin. Just keep being s normie.
>>530343802Tell us you fucking faggot
>>530342947Nigga what. There's only one.
>>530343894Just be careful of synchronicity. One is from God, and one from the demons to lead you astray. That's all you gotta know.
>>530342947>>530343968The Jewish God
>most of /pol/ believes in a singular embodied GodSo off the mark. THE Creator, THE God is his creation. The “big bang”, or creation as some call it, is the division of God. We all have sparks of that original soul. It isn’t a single, embodied personality but rather all personalities and all attributes, all matter, and all spirit. One day it will all reunited and God will be whole again, sans the detritus, the “bad things” condemned to what most would call Hell. Then it will probably re-create the universe in another act of Creation.>>530343802Don’t be a cryptic faggot anon. That’s boomer Freemason bs. We’re in an information era, not the era of secrets anymore.
>>530342886>James 1:13 - When under trial, let no one say: “I am being tried by God.” For with evil things God cannot be tried nor does he himself try anyone
>>530344571>Don’t be a cryptic faggot anon.He brought up family, which we perceive as a stable warm foundation. But when you go to God, you find out that only God is your ally, and even your family members are not who they seem, and are in fact protecting you from the Truth, leading you astray into false comfort and worldly goals. Saint Francis abandoned his family to join God, and he was going to become rich too.But it's irrelevant what religion.
>>530344415Unfortunately I happen to be aware
>>530342947the One (you) hate
>>530342886Congratulations, you have schizophrenia.
>>530343061That's a sign to buy an OBD and starve the mechanical jew out of undeserved shekels in short, git gud boi
>>530343802you're not as important as you think you are
4chans spirituality worries me. It's all schizo takes, theosophy, Islam or Hinduism.. or some broad New Age spirituality Repent and ask for Christ to guide you
They call that paranoia, a mental illness.
>>530344998keep cookingThere is something in the Gospel that corroborates what you say as wellI don't think family is evil but it's also important to take the time for yourself, to read Scripture, study, pray and maintain the vital relationship between man and God. The hardest battles are internal, as it's so easy to lie to ourselves
>>530345246Christ went a bit nuts for a while. Just don't take the meds.
>>530345436I think that's what Jesus meant about hating your parents, they are all about penny pinching and worldly titles, and no interest in God.
>>530345619I see it the same way tooBecause elsewhere Jesus commands us to love our parents 'seven times seven' and always conducted Himself as the most dutiful Son
Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and be saved, OP.The demons will push the false Jesus. Ask God to show you for yourself.https://litter.catbox.moe/mozzna.pdf
>>530342886Nothing goes unseen. God sees all. There is nowhere to hide.
>>530345246The issue with old religions is that they are too contradictory and can feel unhelpful to the modern world. I don't think desert people got it 100 %right 2000 years ago
>>530344998>But when you go to God, you find out that only God is your ally, and even your family members are not who they seemJesus warned us this would happen when we turn to Him. Luke 12:53
>>530344998Jesus told us that He came to bring division. Luke 12:51