>5'4" 20yo chud repper with cash, mentally wrecked>Voted Trump, started church, life was decent>Trump backstabs on Epstein files and starts Iran war>Fuck it, quit church, time to troon out in Commiefornia >Go to lib doctor with fag flags everywhere, ask for HRT>She refers me to therapist AND psychiatrist first>Therapist: "valid, try girlmode videogames," wait months>Psych: SSRIs + mood stabilizers, affirms feelings but warns transition is rough and I should weigh just being a fem guy>After 6+ months both start doubting HRT cuz >"you're coping fine" >i am not coping fine>Fuck this, DIY route>Trannies paranoid and unwelcoming as hell, suppliers keep getting raided>Finally score enough E for a year >Start shots: skin softer, face rounder, finally >process mom's death with real tears (felt good)>Life slowly improves wtf I thought California handed HRT out like skittles but it was over a year of being strung along and gently gatekept by three different doctors. Why the fuck did /pol/ say it was easy?
>>532246786You could have just went to planned parenthood, silly faggot.
