I'm sick of lecturing my brothers when it is me who is the goy slave playing jewish games and winning jewish prizes.Why am I so scared to live?I guess introspectively I just don't want to let my mom know who or what I really am, I want her to still believe that everything she did mattered, but I feel like she secretly knows it doesn't. But I can't be the one to do it, I don't have the heart to break her heart.Do you guys fell the same way? Like your trapped in a trance and you don't know why it matters. Like slowly every day it seems like whatever used to be behind my eyes has become a mere shade. I just wanted to be a good boy, I just wanted her to be happy. I'm an adult man now and I realize I failed and now I'm just waiting for the spell to end.I'm just waiting for everything to die, I guess then even myself.
>>532327197Sounds rough dudeYou should chillax more
>>532327302You relax, you ACKThems the rules
>>532327197>it is me who is the goy slave playing jewish games and winning jewish prizes.So are you winning? Even if it is at jewish gamesNot sure what's going on man but hiding the truth rarely helps.
>>532327197https://voca.ro/1n0tmtULaNXW
>>532327777checked, take it as a sign my friend>>532328097
>>532327197time is a flat circle
>>532327197>I don't have the heart to break her heart.What about now? Your mom probably did this to you.
>>532328232https://voca.ro/1eYkaLRYLYXu
>>532327197Just try LSD once. It might really fix you. You’ll get to analyze your own thought patterns from a fresh perspective free of bias.What is the worst that can happen?
>>532328395is your keyboard broke?
>>532327197What you should be asking is who you should really be pointing your finger at, because it seems like it should be the Shabbos goyim who enthusiastically go along to get along. Deep down you know it to be true
>>532328752https://voca.ro/1ocAWlZrZcZ0
>>532328097that doesn't really change anything, I already am a christian.>>532328268I still have mine
>>532328580how the fuck would that help?Can you even read you Finnish slut?
>>532328856Yeah man I'm already woke about the niggers, jews, and goys problem.It's a feature of our species within the collective consciousness.But being aware changes nothing, if anything it makes me more miserable and burdened.
>>532328999https://voca.ro/14L4O9bqSoOT
>>532328580This. But its just the beginning. It will wake you up a bit spiritually, but the only way is christ. Once you believe in him your spirit will be renewed, for he is the tree of life.John 3:11 Truly, truly, I say to you, we speak of what we know, and bear witness to what we have seen, but you do not receive our testimony. 12 If I have told you earthly things and you do not believe, how can you believe if I tell you heavenly things? 13 No one has ascended into heaven except he who descended from heaven, the Son of Man. 14 And as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, so must the Son of Man be lifted up, 15 that whoever believes in him may have eternal life.God reaches for us at our lowest points. Ive been in your shoes anon, as a staunch atheist. I will pray for you.
DMT.
>>532329134Fucking kill yourself then you stupid crybaby loser faggot You're a worthless cunt and everyone hates you
>>532327197if what she thinks is really that important to you then you need to realize that she'd be better off if you were making the most of yourself and thriving. girls don't get their hearts broken when a man they love succeeds, and that goes for mothers and sons too.
>>532327197Little sex, drugs, and rock and roll help. Oh, and cats. Lots and lots of cats.
>>532327197nigga learn to spell
