Its m'mine.

>>532863238
Oh boy! Big pharma here to save the day again!

>>532863238
How is it better than just drinking beer?

>>532863238
>ripping off hard, cattle is mooing
>sedate

>>532863455
Don't lose motor control, become retarded or feel sick and other things

>>532863238
So many kids will ruin their lives because of le clacivular based looksmaxer told them to take this.

>>532863238
I have it, its shit. Honestly

>>532863238
Be careful with synthetic personality cures. This is a quick path to the mental ward when you lose your frame of reference and start chasing the "better you".

>>532863554
Its a first line treatment for anxiety in Europe and common now in US off label

>>532863238
They give this medicine out a lot more as a painkiller medication, everyone who takes it appears to be zombified and even say so themselves. Probably because of all that opioid and codeine dependency crisis bullshit; those are real painkillers but you're not allowed them because they're effective.

Life is weird like that, you can buy the liver destroying acetaminophen/paracetemol or aspirin or even ibuprofen, but anything that actually works as a painkiller has been banned or restricted.

just drink some vodka or beer it's more effective for autism tbdesu.

>>532863552
Sounds boring

>>532863757
When I was in AA half of the boomers were all on this shit and I couldn't take their claims of sobriety seriously.
No different to being "sober" but taking valium every day

>>532863238
Took it, it does not help spergs it just allows you to say shit you think openly instead of not speaking up, which is still sperg shit and normies now see me as even more sperged idiot. Completely not worth it.

>>532863552
You absolutely do if you start taking big boy doses, you probably do 75-150mg and have tolerance.

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>>532863238
I fucking LOVE Lyrica, with a bit of cocaine and alcohol it's even more euphoric

>just burn your gaba receptors out bro

>>532865704
I mean it depends how often you're taking it, if it's once a week its not really harmful, certainly less than alcohol. Obviously if you're going to take it daily you'll experience the worst withdrawals possible

Fucking losers.

>>532863238
> Be autistic caveman
> Grug and Grog sitting at the campfire again trying to make powpow with the women
> Sigh, keep an eye on the surroundings while perfecting tools
> Fast forward
> Built an advanced society where there's no need for their own kind anymore
> Get fed pills and forced to function in a society not made for their kind
> Become miserable, become an addict, kill themselves, go shoot up a school
> Oh my, why did he do this?

Seriously, to all my fellow neurdivergents out there, stop suffering to try to fit in. It's not worth it and you'll never be able to do it anyways. Lay off the meds, and live your own life. Go live in the countryside, pick up gardening and walking, go back to what your brain needs and you'll be so much happier.

>>532866010
Fuck the EU. YOU ARE THE PROBLEM!

>>532865647
I take mine with an Adderall XR-40 and a bump of fenty, you can find my balls on the moon

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>>532866074
unfortunately Adderall is banned here in the EU. How much does Lyrica cost in the US? I pay 30 euros (35 dollars) here in Italy for 53 pills

>>532863238
>what's the long term consequences?
Me trying to find a way to bank on this information.

>>532863238
The depression hits hard when coming off this thing. Took me almost a month to bounce back. I highly recommend morphine over this shit for pain management. Morphine actually works too and if you use it for a short period as intended you won't become dependent on it. The constipation is apocalyptic though so stool softeners are recommended.

>>532863238
>>price is insane
I pay $7 a month for it. Got it for nerve pain, downside was weight gain until I realised what was happening, and it's knocked off 10 IQ points.
Worth it though.

>>532866267
>Adderall is banned here in the EU.
No it's not. I know a guy who was prescribed that shit for ADD.

I got this 2 years ago when telling my doctor that I stopped smoking weed and felt withdrawals - she said "this is the best thing to not feel withdrawals" completely off-label bs. I took it for like 2 months increasing the dose stupidly high until one night I was so high on it I started seeing bunnies on the street as I was driving and then fell asleep on the wheel and totaled my car. So I quit that bullshit. Also the headaches you get the day after are 10 worse than those you get after getting drunk.
The only psych med that I tried and made me feel really good and content not in a druggy way was Valproic acid aka Depakote but it has a tremendous toll on your liver. Rather suffer while sober and with a healthy body

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>>532866782
I guess he's lucky because it's almost impossible to get it prescribed, it's mostly shit like Concerta and Ritalin (the shittiest stims ever)

>>532863238
I don’t know what this shit is.

>>532866267
The generic stuff here is as low $0.09 a pill. Works as well as Lyrica for pain, which is not much.

>>532863642
>mental ward
Those don't exist in America any more except for cutting teenage girls.

>>532866267
I take pregabalin, it's $30 a month but my insurance covers it

>>532866267
Perché non compri il generico?

>>532866867
We have mental wards in hospitals, it's usually a floor where you check in for a couple of weeks and the staff there make sure you don't blow your brains out.

>>532866895
Yolo, mi fido della Pfizer e poi una confezione mi dura parecchio

>>532863238
>anxiety
you're a bitch
>autism
does not need to be cured, normies need to be cured and the cure is a bullet

>>532863238
This stuff has been linked to dementia. Just stick with opiates. I can get unlimited supply of this stuff but I dont even bother...

>>532866851
Pregabalin, cousin to gabapentin. Started as an anti-seizure medicine, then an anti-anxiety drug, now mostly for nerve pain.

>>532866963
Comunque se ti fai di eroina o tramadol o altri oppioidi non ci mischiare il pregabalin perché il rischio di overdose é 5-6 volte maggiore.
>t. un mio amico é morto cosí

>>532866846
Having ADD isn't that cool.
Adderall is expensive. We have local versions too, probably shitty.

>>532863238
>long term consequences
cognitive decline, reduced muscle mass, apart from that it's great.

>>532867064
no no tranquillo, so che è pericolosissimo mischiarlo perchè deprime il sistema nervoso centrale. Lo prendo a livello ricreativo e anche per la mia IBS aiuta parecchio (letteralmente l'unica droga che funziona). Gli oppiacei non mi sono mai piaciuti quindi mi ritengo "fortunato"

>>532863238
I like being autistic

>>532863238
>kills my autism
shan't be taking it

Isn't Wellbutrin (Bupropion) better than this for autists? I never tried it and my doctor is like scared of it because apparently it makes you too based

All drugs kill..

>>532863421
This

>>532866010
WITH WHAT FUCKING MONEY

>>532863455
>drinking beer
Ngmi bro too many calories and increased estrogen

>>532863238
Claviculae uses it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-_6mni6k0Zw

>>532867263
>subhuman sociopath grifter has this to say

>>532863238
>be pfizer
>give person brain damage by adding aluminium to the pfizer shots (so-called 'vaccines')
>finance immoral retards to go around shilling ad homs insisting you'd have to be a brain damaged retard to *not* get the aluminium neurotoxic shot
>people get the shot and some die, most get brain damage
>peddle the 'treatment' to the brain damage but make it extortionate so you make bank
>claim you need to rip them off due to R&D costs but never publish evidence of the R&D costs and keep extorting them for decades
>nobody gets suspicious of this arrangement, because they're too brain damaged from the aluminium in the shots to do so
>advocate they get yearly aluminium 'flu' shot too just to up the brain damage further
>sell even more 'treatments' for said brain damage
>'we can also murder depressed teenagers. I mean euthanise them'
>retards oblivious to this arrangement

Does this do anything for schizotypals? It's fatiguing having people instantly able to tell there is something wrong with me.

I was thinking about trying to get a script for Ativan as I've taken it before and it changed my life entirely.
Benefits:
>more energy
>zero inhibition
>better short-term memory
>better focus, live in the moment
>can go to sleep easily without intrusive thoughts
>reduced response from pain (can also be a downside)
>cured depression and anxiety
>speak with confidence and people listen
>all of my lifts at the gym went up 10-20%
>more willing to explore the world, talk to random people, live as 'the main character'
Downsides:
>terrible long-term memory, can barely remember what you do on it
>make bad financial decisions because of living in the moment
>lose sense of honor, more likely to lie cheat or steal
>don't get as high from psychedelics
>terrible withdraws that made me suicidal, felt life wasn't worth living without it for over a month after getting off it

I only took the shit for a month but I got so much done on it. Alternatively I was thinking about just getting an adderall script because I want to be productive but it's just not the same. Ativan/benzos turn me into a machine that just goes and does shit very very effectively.

I quit weed a few years ago for a job but I feel like I need something in my life to make me happy since I don't have a girlfriend or a family.

>>532863238
>market genocidal poison to millions through a fake scamdemic
>world of NPCs just blinks and moves on
>still continue to be enriched by cattle begging for the latest moodslop
whoever's actually taking this shit isn't taking nearly enough

This really is a big pharma thread

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>>532863238
Imagine taking pharmaceutical drugs and not normal drugs. Imagine being that gay...

>>532867375
Lorazepam (Ativan) is actually way worse than Lyrica on the long run and its not even euphoric/recreational.

Ask Lyrica for general anxiety disorder and he will likely prescribe it to you

>>532863238
i take only 25 mg, been taking for a year now. No idea how it supposed to cure anything but im a little bit more relaxed and less on edge. thinking about trying out beta blockers

>>532867501
Does Lyrica make you want to go out and get stuff done? Benzos give me so much energy and focus. Amphetamines don't even come close, for me at least. I don't care as much about euphoria and recreational aspects - I used to be a drug addict who did shrooms/LSD/weed almost every day. I just want to be effective when working and willing to explore nature because that's what I enjoy.

>>532866267
I pay 5 or sometimes zero for 100

>>532866823
>Valproic acid aka Depakote
Funny how everybody's chemistry is different. That shit to me was THE WORST. Maybe I had to give it time to settle and work but the first week I was more crazy than I had ever been without meds on that. Stopped it there.

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>>532867720
>Does Lyrica make you want to go out and get stuff done?
absolutely, first 4-5 hours feel like that

>>532867375
And for me, Ativan/benzos do literally nothing. I guess they helped me sleep. But I got no euphoria or drive from them.
Alcohol though, I will drink to buzz and maintain a steady level for 2+ days getting shit done left right and center. I don't get blackout or hammered, just maintain that level of buzz. There is something wrong with me, I know.

>>532867867
Interesting, thanks for info now I want to try it. I'm finishing up my contract (can't take anything but caffeine) in June then I'm going to see a doctor about getting on Lyrica. I have been having lots of dreams about getting high on weed, but weed hardly interests me anymore, my creativity and imagination have been maxed out from using psychedelics every day and spending time alone. I need to focus now to put my skills to use.
>>532868011
Yeah benzos don't cause euphoria (actually makes euphoric highs harder to attain). When I was on benzos I'd be gone all day just doing shit for fun. I used to microdose LSD and go out but I'd always want to return home after a few hours because it's stressful to be euphoric from psychedelics in public because a side effect is paranoia. I've never enjoyed opioids, but I guess that's how people 'feel good' without paranoia. I don't enjoy drinking either because then I can't drive and it kills my gym gains - also causes me depression.

>weed cures depression, causes anxiety
>LSD cures depression increases creativity, causes paranoia
>alcohol cures anxiety, causes depression/can't drive
>benzos cure anxiety and depression, cause memory blackouts and terrible dependence
>amphetamines do barely anything for me

I guess the goal is to be free from anxiety so now I'm interested in trying Lyrica because I agree that benzos are too strong for daily use. I don't deal very well with any physical downsides like nausea (opiates) loss of motor control (alcohol) jitteryness (amphetamines at high doses).

>>532863238
it's just gay benzos,literally.chemically and from the effects it's very similar to classical benzos

>>532863238
>drug dependency
it's not mistake, it's a feature

>>532867722
My plug on the dark web throws in 300mg caps for free when I buy opiates. I just throw them away cause pregabalin is terrible for your brain.

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>>532863238
I was born with natural charisma. It just turns out everyone is a luciferian faggot who covets light by enshrouding it in darkness.

>>532868478
I'm thinking about Lyrica too... My mania is mostly under control with 150mg Lamotrigine (2x75). But anxiety is still through the roof. I definitely cope with alcohol, which as you know just makes things worse. I'm off to in-patient in the next month.. a nice facility not a hardcore AA one. I'll get off the booze then take stock of how my anxiety is and work with the docs.
I want to take the least amount of drugs as I can, but my history when I go off meds is disastrous.
Yes, I work out. Yes, I eat good home cooked meals. My brain chemistry is fucked up, so was my Moms, so was my Sisters, so was one of my brothers (suicided). The rest of my siblings thankfully seem to be unscathed from the Mom crazy genes.

>>532869083
My Mom and Sister have also passed.. Mom from apparently lung complications from smoking but her manic then depressive episodes were insane as a kid. Lasted 2-4 weeks for a full cycle. Got the highs and the lows. Very stressful as a kid. She was hospitalized many times.
Sister passed in 2016, sadly. She definitely had bad bipolar. Hospitalized many times as well. Medicated with drugs. Drugs won.

>>532869083
I'm sorry to hear that anon, I've been on so many meds and drugs I know what works for me. Being sober and alone just kind of sucks right now. I have a good job and live healthy but I still feel anxiety from my abuse of psychedelics.
I used to have mania and schizophrenia when I was smoking 3.5g of weed a day and taking LSD/shrooms daily, it's mostly recovered now. I described myself as an addict for sure no denying that. I loved the delusions and basking in my imagination. Pretty hard to live a normal life like that tho and there's almost no job you can hold when you're in permanent shamanic mode. People love talking to me because I'm so empathetic and creative but I rarely gain from these exchanges, and was usually too paranoid to progress into friendship or a relationship.

I also aim for a simple solution because I know that drugs have downsides, and the only people who can't admit this are addicts. I'll always love weed and LSD but lately I just want to enjoy life since I've progressed so much spiritually from psychedelic use. I think modern life is just depressing and anxiety inducing, and that's a byproduct of having so many people in the world. I've been suicidal since I was young despite having good parents and living a healthy lifestyle so I understand the struggle. At this point I've gained such confidence in my way of life - I lift 5x a week and hike 3-4 miles daily, I spend my spare time studying.

Benzos fixed almost all of my problems but they create problems too. Maybe Lyrica will be the drug I am looking for, of course Lyrica will have downsides but they're probably more manageable than the anxiety/schizophrenia that psychedelics cause me.

>>532863910
Alcoholism is a symptom, not a disease.

>>532869083
Once upon a time similarly afflicted individuals simply drank themselves into a stupor everyday. To be honest, I function better on the pills. I'd prefer not to take them but it is what it is. Life is ok.

>>532867501
>ativan not recreational
Maybe for you. Any benzo is fun as fuck in my body.

>>532869915
Agreed, I'm into outdoors stuff and when I take benzos I'll be gone all day hiking, fishing, foraging, taking pictures, exploring. It's a lot of fun, too bad I can't remember it afterwards.

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>>532865647
You and I both man.

>>532863238
I will not take your drugs to appease backstabbing normies

>>532863238
I think?? this is what they give people in German psychiatric wards for people who are heavy alcoholics (to lessen the side-effects of their addiction when they go dry in the first few days) or people who were addicted to benzos

How the FUCK can people be okay with a drug that changes their personality?
It's the worst horror I can imagine.

Or is that just a chud thing?

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>>532863238
>falling for the pharma Jew
NGMI

>>532863238
>price is insane dependency and withdrawals
Too high.
>>532863757
>anything that actually works as a painkiller
Examples?
>>532867084
>Having ADD isn't that cool.
Then why are all the tiktok kids ADD?
How difficult can it be thobeit?
>>532867172
>makes you too based
In what way?
>>532870685
This desu to be honest.

>>532863238
This along with another drug called duloxetine are prescribed for long term pain conditions
I have tried both
They are both suicide fuel when you stop them
They stopped the trials for duloxetine's next iteration it was so bad
Blind test in female incontinence(of label use) seen increased suicide rates of 75%

These are brain chemistry changing drugs that WILL make you a zombie after prolonged use, it has taken me a full year to get back to normal

>>532863757
Opiates dont work long term
I have a nerve condition that has me in constant pain (got it from a tick bite, filthy little fuckers)
You get into a scenario where your nervous systems starts fighting back against the drugs, you get about 3 months grace before it starts then you have to start increasing dosage/changing opioids but at the end of the day the pain will always break through and it becomes worse the more you try to suppress it

>>532871217
how does Lyrica compare to benzos? I understand the side effects very well and the withdraws were terrible but I thoroughly enjoyed the effects of benzos.

>>532871436
If I wanted to treat pain I'd use THC, I want to treat anxiety and depression.

>>532866010
Autism supremacy is the hardest cope imaginable
t. sperg

>>532871445
you can abuse the shit out of it
Its actually not bad either, nice little buzz but the comedown is 100% not worth it after a few days on it

>>532871472
the reality of constant pain is get used to it
nothing really works, tried everything
the negative for THC type treatments is you get trapped into doing very little which compounds the pain do to lack of muscle use
it also increases depression as you sit around and focus on your situation

>>532871549
previous anon said Lyrica has more of an afterglow as opposed to a comedown.
>>532871659
Good luck with everything friend. I can't imagine being in constant physical pain, I'm already in constant mental pain, hah. I like THC for recovery but it probably doesn't work for constant long term pain.

>>532871820
I have been through everything and at the end of the day, when you get to interact with specialists that will be honest with you rather than GP's, they will 100% tell you every time, medication is not the answer and over a certain time period the benefits start to drop and get outweighed by the negatives
This applies to your conditions as well

>>532863238
Had to take this a few years ago, it had no effects at all on me, but maybe the dosage was too low

>>532871193
Bupropion works with dopamine so it makes you more motivated but also more anxious and irritable, psychjews don't want people that can actually achieve things, they want complacent zombies

this shit doesnt work
also getting on it is awful, i mean awful to a point where you feel you have to go to the emergency room, if you dose up to fast its like you are fine and a few minutes later you feel like you drank 15 beers in 10 minutes. Awful shit

The best thing that helped me with anxiety and ive tried everything like benzos, buspiron and all other crap thats out there, the best thing honestly was testosteron. I take a medication which forces my body to make more of its own testo, and i feel much better

>>532863238
don't fucking tell people about this shit or they will stop letting me buy it otc here
I take 600mg a day and I feel like god, it saved my fucking life man, I have a girlfriend now and can take care of myself and go outside

>>532863238
That shit has the worst withdrawal symptoms I've ever experienced and I used to be on the gear. I would rather go through withdrawal from smack again than I would be put back on prees.
Other than that its pretty good.

>>532872410
Good for you
however, be warned that when and if you try to stop it
You will never feel anything like it
>>532872450
this
its one of the hardest drugs ever to quit because when you get to the point of quitting you are so fucking sick of it you just want it gone but it takes months to get back to normal and you WILL want to top yourself for the first 3-4 weeks, not because of anything obvious but just because thats what it does to your brain and its literally out of your control

>>532872649
>>532872450
If you have nerve damage or spinal problems it will block the nerve pain in small doses despite being primarily for anxiety and insomnia xaused by anxiety.

However most variants and dosages will cause major problems. I enjoyed fighting the Police, personally, also the occasional bit of whoring, breaking bits of my house.

Now I take a very very low dose of something milder, and controlled amounts of cannabis. No wake and bake, but the pain is excruciating in my back, neck and hands

>>532872649
Can't be worse than weed. I smoked 10 years and I'm 6 months off of it and still can't feel happiness, relaxation or any kind of purpose. My life is literally falling apart because i don't care about my job anymore, i broke up with my gf, i quit seeing my friends. People downplay the withdrawals from weed because it doesn't make you puke and have constant diarrhea, but it fucks you up your life in more subtle ways

>>532872649
I tried to quit once cold turkey and I felt close to suicidal and was picking fights with everyone, it's hard to explain how much it fucked my brain
but I coped by telling myself it'd be easy if I tapered off slowly
most people who whine about drugs don't do discliplined tapering
but I'm still scared, I know I can't just continue to pop this much everyday forever

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>>532863757
>>532872410

Pfizer.... nigger, those retards only know how to make dick medicine.

>pfizer covid vaccine ?
>heart palpitations, headache
>viagra ?
>heart palpitations, headache

it's literally all the same shit dick medicine.
You have a faulty dick anons

>>532872879
Its the same in a way, but it adds the suicidal component due to the drastic brain chemistry changes
As for the weed, you have 3-4 months to go, stick with it
Its all about the absence of joy, it will come back but it takes 8-9 months for your brain to fully repair itself

>>532863238
it fucks up the liver and slows the brain down (it's literally an anti-epileptic, meant for that)
but it doesn't kill assburgerism, because assburgerism is just histrionism, and cluster B disorders are only really killed by antipsychotics
it does fuck up with serotonin levels, which makes cluster Bs high, moreso than the others (hence why their heightened potential for addiction), but that's it
t. stroke patient taking it for neuropathy for 12 years (it does work, for that, since the pain is due to the brain fixating on it, and slowing the brain down thus lowers the pain)

>>532872899
you need to taper but you also need to be prepared for whats coming and have it full front and center in your mind whats going to happen

the biggest problem is with people not understanding that its the drug not their mind
I have never been suicidal in my life until coming of this and the other shit, so it was quite easy to identify it was an alien way of thinking, once identified I found it easier and just got shitfaced for a few days, rinse and repeat for about 6 months, I am over a year completely clean from all medications and drugs apart from a drink now and again
the longest thing to change is the ability to laugh again, when that happens, you are pretty much there

>>532872410
>I take 600mg a day and I feel like god
Kek, for you
max dose is supposed to be 300mg a day
and it does nothing else than slowing your brain down, and bathing you in serotonin
what kind of god feels like so when he's slowed down, lmao?

>>532863238
https://youtube.com/shorts/pZknV73xmw8

>>532863455
Nothing is more likely going to make me want to kill myself than going back on the bottle.

Even just the memory of what drinking feels like makes me want to vomit and start a fight with a mailbox

>>532866010
>be anxious nerdy faggot
>self diagnose with "autism" so you can feel good about yourself
>seethe on the internet

Quick reminder that most of you faggots are just scared of social interaction. Thats it.

My gf had that shit in college for like nerve pain or some shit
We nodded hard on that stuff
Good for now and then but I wouldn't have it around

>>532872410
also, you're destroying your live fast, at such doses

ok I'm scared now because I also drink every day and I don't want to die. how the fuck do I quit? I smoke 5 bowls a day, drink a lot and take 4 of those big pills. I guess I should quit drinking right now and start tapering, I won't quit weed until I'm done with booze and pills

>>532866010
>be assburgerist faggot
>actually just have histrionism, like all assburgerists
>invent incredible "stories", of which I'm the hero, out of self delusion
>I'z be the little prince, now!
typical
assburgerism really is nothing more than histrionism
I've seen actual autists and assburgers, and it's so fucking obvious, lol

>>532863660
>Its a first line treatment for anxiety in Europe

AS a matter of fact using it against anxiety is completely off label and will only be recommended by the laziest pill pushers imaginable.
The first lien treatment for anxiety here is cognitive behaviour therapy aka getting over yourself and doing it anyways. Unless your anxiety is caused by severe trauma or something, you can get permanently rid of it that way fairly easily.

>>532873630
what's that butchered netherlands flag for,which country?

>>532871981
The big philosophical question is if a patient should be spoken for or come the conclusion themselves about their own suffering. Many traditions that focus on suffering always say the later in the truth.

>>532873730
it's the country for the gays, jewflag

>>532863757
Just buy kratom, oh let me guess it's banned in the UK because a mum got sick on da trolly because of it

>>532873630
Take 2 pills for a week, then 1, then zero. Quit the drinking for good and just smoke more weed for now. One thing that helped me when I felt rock-bottom was taking small doses (3-5mg) of tryptamines like 4-HO-MET in the morning. You can easily buy them online, they are probably not even illegal in Paraguay. It's like microdosing shrooms but better

>>532863238
I aint takin that shit nigga. Autism is a superpower if you learn how to channel it properly. I like to think it sets me closer to God. Can’t squander such a gift

>>532873796
you can't really treat mental health if the patient doesn't realize the depths of his mental problems, or even that he really has some
even proper medication won't solve that: because if it works, the patient will think he goes well enough, will stop taking the medication, and thus will plunge back, still not realizing there's something very wrong with him (typical with narcissists and borderlines, for instance)

>>532866010
>Seriously, to all my fellow neurdivergents out there, stop suffering to try to fit in. It's not worth it and you'll never be able to do it anyways. Lay off the meds, and live your own life. Go live in the countryside, pick up gardening and walking, go back to what your brain needs and you'll be so much happier.
I want to have kids

>>532867247
I only had a beard after I started drinking

>>532873730
if you hover your cursor over it you will see
>>532873902
ok I need to find some shrooms here asap or some other psychedelic, they always helped reset my brain years ago. unfortunately such things are highly illegal here despite it being easy to buy a gun and enough pregabalin to kill a horse but there you go

>>532873358
The mailbox swallowed your birthday card
Kill him

>>532873630
get your hands on the 25mg and 50mg pills, and lower your dose progressively
that's what I do when I have to up the doses (neural pain) and then want to lower it back

>>532863238
real play is a 10 pill dose weekly, cross between mdma and lsd. tolerance skyrockets so you'd need 20 tomorrow for similar. resets in a week, too bad pill poppers love putting things in their mouths. can also be snorted to feel cool like the coke days minus the fun cocaine

>>532873525
>live
*liver

>>532874032
Based Half-Light enjoyer

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I'm a hard alcoholic and when I take it it makes me high and makes me feeling good.
I stopped drinking because of it, it kills the urge to drink for me which is fantastic.
I've took various benzos and opiates/opioids too but they're simply not for me which is good since my current addictions are more than enough.
It makes you addicted at least at higher dosages. In Germany the officially highest dosage is 600mg a day which I get but I rather be addicted to this than drink myself to deat.
The tolerance curve is ridiculous too.

Very good medication for anxiety and intrusive thoughts. Many schizos and crazies, myself included, take them.

I stopped hearing shit after a week.

>>532867172
i was on wellbutrin for about a year. (i got bipolar and the tism). i seriously couldn't tell if it was doing anything. when i stopped taking it cold turkey nothing happened

>>532863805
Don’t worry the future Peritoneal Dialysis you’re gonna require after multiple bouts of peritonitis because your biliary tract is leaking from repeatedly abusing your liver for decades will be a hell of a lot more interesting than oral medications

>>532873796
when you get into nerve pain issues, there is no sugar coating really
it is what it is, its right there and also pretty obvious for specialists to see
when you get to that point the only thing left is honesty because you have tried everything else

>>532874113
The problem is it doesn't cures anything it makes you just feel better for the moment or rather the entire day.
The real cure for anxiety is CONFRONTATION over and over again but we're humans we tend to take the fastest and easiest way.

>>532874204
this shit is why I own a 9mm, it's hypoxia and a shot to the head for me before I go down that route.
I had a couple of blood transfusions as a kid and saw shit in hospital that made me fear it more than death. like icu and comas

>>532874204
>noooo dont drink
>take jewish pharma pills
Lol faggot

>>532874103
at 600mg a day, you're fucking your liver up faster than with alcohol
t. have been taking it for neuropathy for 12 years (between 50mg and 150mg a day, globally), get blood tested for the liver every few months to check for the long term effects
and despite drinking little, no judge would believe I'm not a alcoholic if I had to do these blood tests after a dui (I also take tramadol for the headaches, which also fucks up the liver, but I don't even take tramadols everyday)

Lots of faggots itt

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>>532863238
kek
zog wants to turn /pol/tards into drugged out zombies

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>>532874333
most Irish post
and numerals too!

>>532874348
jesus
thats like a life sentence

>>532863567
my gf is on that and I didn't notice any difference really.

>>532874333
By all means, enjoy your 1000mL exchanges and chronic jaundice. I’ve been told it feels like being pregnant. It’s your life buddy

>>532874453
spoiler: that's what we all get, in the end

>>532863238
I would rather be anxious and have autism because that is the natural reaction to this insane unnatural world we are forced into

>>532874348
I have 2 psychiatrists at once so I take double every day.
Many times I have weeks were I take around 3000mg every day.
I too get my organs checked once in a while but my organs are perfect, are you sure this goes on the liver since it shows nothing to me and that with extreme high doses?

>>532874495
Pregab was prescribed heavily during the troubles to the point where benzos are a huge problem up north. Also you can shill your "no hecking liver damage" but it fu ks your kidneys up instead. Youre a faggot

>>532874505
thats why I stopped
I know I will have to go back to it or something else eventually but as 1 specialist told me
>Your body can still adjust and repair
>You know where it ends with medication already
>try without it and enjoy what you can
>when the time comes to give up and the pain is too much, you start taking it again but that will be you for life
>so make sure you are doing the right thing

Brutal but still the best advice I have been given by a doctor

>>532874321
I am very familiar with those units and patient populations. I drink myself, just not daily bro and if it’s an issue with addiction you just gotta face the fact you can’t have it. I’m not anti-drinking but whatever relief you feel isn’t worth getting a catheter put in you because the withdrawals are so bad you are retaining urine, seizing and if it’s bad enough intubated due to respiratory failure after your work of breathing gets bad enough

>>532874473
It kills the sexuality (at least for me) but since I'm not a cunt I'm not sure how it works on female sexuality.
With sex you feel almost nothing like some circumcised amerimutt.

>>532874204
can't wait till my best friend bitches about this and blames in on chicken tendies and being fat. so sick of bleeding heart druggies. get a fucking life, fucking burnouts all of them. drown in a river of booze, make sure the world hears you gargle for air

>>532874700
>are you sure this goes on the liver
absolutely, and it's well documented
only explanation that remains is they're giving you a placebo, lol

>>532874817
>It kills the sexuality (at least for me
It does the same for me. But believe it or not, i think jacking off one time a day was better when i was jacking off 6 to 8 times a day. I have a condition.

>>532866846
>>532866782
Here you cant get adderall, ritalin, concerta. Nothing. All that's allowed is tobacco and ethanol.

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>>532874473
>my gf

>>532874701
Benzos are a huge problem in your country because you’re all fucking drunks who are constantly needing detoxification and are constantly exposed to it. If it was widely prescribed in a specific area for a short time it’s probably not because a Pharma Plane flew over and dropped it off. I’m against Big Pharma as much as the next health advocate should be, you should always be skeptical of them, but be realistic here. Your body has chemicals that we know react certain ways, these are the fundamentals of pharmacokinetics. It’s elementary Gen-Ed freshman shit, it isn’t a conspiracy or some mystery as to what Lyrica is used and prescribed for.

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>>532874743
I know, anon
I take it for actual, neural pain, but still

>>532874832
>cant wait till my best friend starts dying
>i hate druggies
>like my friend
So you hate druggies but you best friend is a druggie?

>>532874906
You can get phenibut (noofen)

>>532874849
Just a few months ago I was in rehabilitation and everything was checked and everything was 'okay'.
Because of hard drinking the gamma gt was 87 which is low, at my worst times I've had 2363.
Docs told me everything else was okay.
Have you some actual studies where it proofs that Lyrica is bad for the liver?

>>532874940
>im not pro big pharma
>im just arguing for the use of their products
Holy cope, keep trying to justify your jew pill addiction its really funny

>>532863238
>insane dependency and withdrawals
Been taking this on and off for years for the best god damned night's sleep I've ever had, 75-225 mg per night. At least for me the withdrawals were negligible, 2-3 weeks of insomnia/night sweats that's somewhat easily offset with weed. Never really used it during daytime tho.

>>532874223
Withdrawing or preventing medication that prevents pain because you know better for them is not care.

>>532874885
I know that and you last much longer and then the orgasm is crazy but generally you stop being horny all the time like some Arab rapist subhuman in Europe.

>>532874832
I know it seems gay but the best solution is still rehabilitation, and infinite attempts until success. Addicts don’t want to overdose, they want to be high, so they will do just enough damage to require chronic hospitalizations through their life, taxes from programs for them, etc. in general a gigantic negative to the society and families around them and they aren’t statistically going to die anytime soon, but it is possible. Unfortunately the literal only thing to do is attempt after attempt at rehabs if they’re even trying at all.

>>532869776
I have been drinking myself into a stupor. I find it unsustainable at this point.
I'll be forced to be dry for 60 days. There is a Dr and Psych on hand. I'll try out what I can, including being just sober before meds. But I know I have to take at least the Lamotrigine for now to keep the manic episodes at bay. I get them alcohol or no.

>>532875123
It’s gonna be an extremely humbling process and embarrassing and scary as hell, I will tell you this now so you can stop worrying about it. But you can do it, I truly believe whoever you are that you will accomplish that task and move on with your life

>>532873913
We are talking about physical pain, but with mental health, you are presupposing that everyone is not only rational but also reasonable if they just did x. It is up to the person to find the answer themselves, not be told what is wrong with them. If you do what you are saying, you have addicts who constantly depend on their therapist or doctor or AA group and the moment there is a micro aggression they go and screw their life up to get those people back that "abandoned them."

>>532874942
as did I
I found a good specialist that over many sessions broke down what was happening with my nervous system and explained the drug interactions and responses and advised going completely clean because
>1 complete reset
>2 facing the pain on its own terms without meds to gauge severity
>3 meds can actually increase the pain due to neuro fight back, circular mechanisms
>4 recover joy, the first thing that goes on this shit
>5 only when clean can you attempt to retrain your nervous system
>6 at the end of the day, the meds are always there, so nothing to lose

He was right, I wont ever be pain free but I am getting to a point where the retraining is starting to get results

>>532863238
Diagnosed sperg here. It’s not lyrica, it’s vyvanse and having a base understanding of how you come off to normies.

>>532874975
oh he's barely there anymore, jumped 4 provinces to abandon that shit along with my gambling addicted family. lo and behold, life does get better. just ditch the emotional leeches and spit in their face with positivity. makes them hate and seeth over you more. also wasn't always a druggie but got a little pain and some gay anxiety and doc said here's a bunch of pills that fix everything. will admit i tried a couple, felt alright but saw the real in my friend which is a state sactioned lobotomite. sometimes game with him and we have the same conversations from 5 years ago like they never happened

>>532875092
read
>>532875264
Its not about preventing
Its about being honest because you as a patient realize your options are either life with meds or life without

>>532863238
That's what you get for closing your mind to take meds for golem slaves.

>>532866823
>I started seeing bunnies on the street as I was driving and then fell asleep on the wheel and totaled my car
are you a nigger or why did you have the genius idea to drive under the influence of medication that fucks with your brain and alertness? isnt this shit literally printed with warning labels.

>>532875367
The patient should have the choice of life with meds until they come to the realization or ability to live life without meds.

>>532875079
Okay. I just want to reiterate that the reason that portion of your country has a benzo problem is because they are re-admits to rehabs. The CIA did not introduce crack into your neighborhoods, kikes didn’t decide Mordor or whatever little area you’re referring to is a prime Lyrica seller. That doesn’t make any sense. What is much more likely is you are a country of filthy drunks and had to pay the consequence of that lifestyle. Making that painfully clear for you

>>532875360
Yeah you missed the point, you're shitting on your "friend" why bother with them, from what im reading you seem to hate or at the very least resent them.

>>532875444
this, pregabalin is something you take before falling asleep

>>532875444
>Reading warning labels

Sorry I'm not germanic enough to obey words printed on a piece of paper

>>532863238
This will NOT cure your faggotry, by the way.

>>532875463
thats what happened
my point is, it should happen a lot more, the amount of people that are prescribed long term drugs that are worse than any illegal drug to come off is insane
any GP prescribing this shit and snri for chronic pain should have to tell the patients the massive negatives around stopping there use

I thought xanax was the miracle autism cure (social anxiety 4chan autism, not actual autism of course)

>>532875444
Did you ever saw an Italian on the road?
Some nigger high on lyrica is the least of their problems.

>>532875532
Its funny how americans will tell you how your home is like they know anything other than bending down to jewish entities like big pharma

>>532875670
I agree I would go so far as to say anyone on abuseable medications should be required to attend some form of continuing education. Not NA but something that is a gentle reminder of the gravity of whole issue.

>>532875725
xanax gets rid of the anxiety but just makes you tired and stoned, pregabalin is like half stimulant half depressant, it is extremely good for socialising and having that annoyingly chipper energy that normies possess, which is how I got hooked on it

>>532874495
>im going to keep googling random medical terminology and posting it, mom!
You’re so unbelievably useless lol
Build a Time Machine and go tell the people in 2000 BC making fermented honey that they’re ngmi

>>532875000
>Have you some actual studies where it proofs that Lyrica is bad for the liver?
it's actually in the documentation that's in the box:
>don't take it if you have hepatitis or serious liver diseases

>the gamma gt was 87 which is low
I just checked my blood samples
a few months after I started taking it (150mg a day), I was at 100, for gamma gt
lately, I've been between 200 and 300 for gamma gt (I lowered it at 75mg a day)
I expect it to climb back to 500 for gamma gt, since I've had to up it at 125mg a day for a few months
and you say you take between 500mg and 1000mg a day, with gamma at 87?
I'm willing to bet they're gibsing you a placebo, man

>>532863238
No more kike drugs.

Psilocybin - come home white man.

>>532876018
Let me tell you, I wish I had to Google that shit to know it. I live it everyday

>>532875262
>It is up to the person to find the answer themselves, not be told what is wrong with them
true
in the end, many people with mental health problems are happy how they are, and don't want to change shit, out of pride, even it wrecks havoc around them, both for them and others

>>532875600
>imma fuck with my brain, then crash my car, then blame the drug producer
Youre just a retard that avoids responsbility
regardless if you have ADD or not.
>>532875759
true i guess they are feared here

>>532875725
I've got a whole pack of Xanax from my gf who stole it at her job and took over 5 days first 0,5mg then 2 then 6 then 10 and last 15mg.
It did pretty much nothing to me and I think my body is not normal.
I guess it's good since the last thing ng I want is an addiction to benzos too.

>>532875264
>recover joy, the first thing that goes on this shit
the most important thing, imho
without that, you won't even want to get out of the bottomless hole
that some even come to learn to enjoy...
and from then on: chances of any better, nevermore

>>532876033
>Pregabalin does not significantly affect the liver.
It is barely metabolized and is mostly excreted unchanged by the kidneys.
Liver problems are very rare.
Main concern is kidney function, not liver.

Chat GPT says a different thing just like my blood tests.
Maybe you have a different problem and it doesn't comes from Lyrica

>>532876288
It eventually breaks down to a very simple equation for all drugs when taken regularly
They remove joy because they remove proper feeling

>>532875360
false hope i guess, still think of the good times. there's no saving him. sis is a junkie now so they'll probably kill themselves on fent. have real friends now so fuck him and his begging

>>532876398
>Chat GPT, is that true?
Kek
>Maybe you have a different problem and it doesn't comes from Lyrica
no, and it's well known
I have kidney probrems (kidney stones every two years), but it dates back from long before pregaba
I have a bit more since then, but it's barely significant
the one probrem is with the liver, ffs, and it's well known
I've been taking it for 12 years, so I know more than a bit from experience, really

>>532876452
It's simply loaned happiness with lots of interests on top of that.
If you stop taking it you will have around 1 month pure horror psychologically and then it goes back to normal again after weeks and weeks of terror in your brain.

>>532876630
I'm not saying you're lying it's just that I do regularly blood tests and my organs are okay even with double the max every day and other days taking up to thousands of MGs.
It just confuses me since like you I take it since many years.
I believe it's just that our bodies are different.

>>532876452
it's a bit more complicated
drugs generally fucks with serotonin
it removes what you feel if your body is made to function on very little serotonin (typicall, cluster Bs, among which are assburgers, since they're actually just histrionists)
for normies in a serotonin ditch, it puts them back on the serotonin rails they're used to, so they feel again (like normies, if you can really call it feeling: what they call feelings is just blindly obeying the hiveminded broadcasts)

>>532876128
Where did I blame the drug producer? I said it's easy to abuse it and wasn't useful for the reason I got it prescribed. And I don't have ADD, I don't think it's even diagnosed in Italy, they just call you lazy or smth

>>532876644
exactly
>>532876852
you can make it as complicated or as simple as you want but it always comes down to anything that changes your brain artificially you always pay a price for

>>532877067
Right, nvm, you are an epileptic that drives regularly. I guess you have no other choice.

>>532876833
you know that cant last though

>>532872879
lmao you fuckin pussy

>>532876833
>my organs are okay even with double the max every day and other days taking up to thousands of MGs
yeah, that's why I have troubles buying it
it's a well known effect of taking it for several years
what is rare is damages being done fast (like jaundice in days or weeks)
but long term, it's normal to accumulate damage
>I believe it's just that our bodies are different
it sure can play a part
I'm clearly, naturally low serotonin, because some meds fiddling with that can make me go through a serotonin syndrome at several times less than the accepted max dose (ssri, which I take at extremely mild doses, for their side effect of raising the pain threshold; also pregaba to a lesser extent, since I start losing myself on parking lots and on the road at 150mg/day)
but still: it's well known to cause liver damage, and at 500mg-1000mg a day, that's not an if, lol
if it didn't show on gamma, I'd bring it to someone with a molecular spectroscope to know what is exactly in the pills, lol (I have a cousin who would do it for me)

>>532877188
>anything that changes your brain artificially you always pay a price for
granted
it even applies to therapy (even self, since that's how the dialectic one works best)
life is part pain: what can you do?

>>532877257
My alternative is going back to drinking almost 3L of vodka every day.
With that I can be "normal" and live my life like a normal human except work that's impossible for me.

>>532877633
or try life without anything
if I can do it I refuse to believe others cant

>>532877519
I go to many different pharmacies every time and bought packages too when i was in Turkey and many times in Spain.
I know what I'm taking but still the big blood tests show nothing .

>>532863238
>>price is insane
Price?

>>532863238
Why would you want to "cure" your superpowers?

>>532877923
very weird, then
what's possible is that you're metabolizing it a lot less than average, hence why having to take a lot, to feel like others would by themselves taking little

>>532877898
The extreme alcohol broke something in my head that I can't feel normal anymore even after 6months of taking nothing I feel like a zombie.
With lyrica I feel happy again.
I will die with lyrica that's for sure.

>>532877962
to be fair, OP said
>insane dependency and withdrawals

>>532878009
the only pregabalin superpooer is slowing your brain down
it's a fucking anti-epileptic, ffs
and epilepsys is just tard neurons flailing, all at the same time, incoherently
hence why it works, lol: it just caps your brain
pypo taking that as a stimulant are complete incoherent tards to start with, really

>>532871659
>>532871472
>>532871436

i'm with curaleaf for migraines, it def works for my pain. I've found best results with 10%THC/10% CBD for painkiller effect. Define 'makes you not do stuff', i go gym, walk my dog, hang out with my wife, see mates, have a corp job etc and vape every day. If you have nothing else going on in your life then yeah weed is gonna make you boring as fuck but i'm not worried.

>>532878152
thats not long enough
no where near
it takes at least 9-12 months for the start, looking at 2 years for full

>>532878152
>With lyrica I feel happy again
alcohol taught you to be slow
pregaba brings it back (again, that's all it does, hence why it works on neuropathy and epilepsy)
you'd have to learn to be happy and fast again, is all

>>532878304
>pypo taking that as a stimulant are complete incoherent
theyre not really taking it as a stimulant, they are taking it instead of an amphetamine based stimulant. or as an antiepileptic.

>>532878009
Being able to name every Pokemon is not a super power.

>>532863238
It's funny, is it a prescription drug or an Amazon reseller? (or both)
LYRICA
K-LOR
TNKASE
TOBI
BabyBIG
EXJADE
GLYDO
GVOKE
LUXIQ
ZURZUVAE

>>532863238
>price is insane
not here lmao
we dont worship big pharma

>>532878346
different symptoms
I get your scenario, it makes sense for what is most likely a stress related condition(physical or mental)
THC just doesnt work for nerve pain, at the end of the day it comes down to retraining your nervous system to stop reacting to pain that it shouldnt do

>>532878447
amphetamines are an actual stimulant, so of course, it's gonna make your brain work harder
that testicular zoomlet tiktoking faggot says he's taking it as a stimulant though, from what I understand
which is laughable, really

>>532878569
No, but being obsessively detail oriented makes you a natural specialist, where normies would burn out.
The elites in any intellectual field are severely autistic.

>>532878601
>we dont worship big pharma
lmao
the one country where I got a menu in the pharmacy and could buy xanax otc. Mexico is possibly the most pharmacucked country on Earth

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>>532878589
a few weeks ago, I loled hard, because some jewrnalist was interviewing an illegal mud hobbo, who was showing his little chicken biceps, which according to him, he owed to "l'erica" (lyrica, obviously), telling:
>l'erica, c'est la force, mec
ie
>the erica, it's strength, man
and the song of couse ran in my head, lmao (even if krauts were taking pervitin, which is the opposite kind of med)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mLLbt6RDNnM
which always makes me double lol, because it makes me think of that sheboon called airwrecka
>und daß heißt airwrecka!

>>532878985
you can buy super cheap offbrand xanax for 1/12 of the normal price
how is that being cucked by pharma?
only downside is most of the cheapest meds are from indian labs

>>532878619
>at the end of the day it comes down to retraining your nervous system to stop reacting to pain that it shouldnt do
good luck when you have dangling nerves doing sparks
meditation works better than meds, though
but using both works best

>>532878707
>which is laughable, really
I have seen a person smoking Benzothiazepine (Kidney medication) in a bong thinking they will get a Benzodiazepine high from them. People do the wildest shit.

>>532863554
this

>>532879180
that's how I've come to think some just take placebo, lol

>>532873630
I just read a thread yesterday that Alkies have a compulsion to drink because their brain either doesn't produce enough Glutamate, or too much, can't remember. Apparently this stuff helps, but comes with it's own problems as well. I say this shit is better than alcohol any day. alcohol when you get to chronic levels of drinking is so destructive and you can't heal anything while you are in that state.

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>>532863238
pregabalin really is a good stuff
it's not as hard as benzos, it's much harder to overdose or take "too much", it kills anxiety but doesn't deprive you of your senses, you can drive a car no problem etc. i used to take it for few months, but i decided to try putting it away for some time to see what will happen and i had no withdrawal effects at all, meanwhile try taking benzos for few months and see what happens when you try to stop

but it won't make you suddenly a gigachad, that's just a lie, unless of course you take huge doses like 500mg+ but at this point just drink alcohol it will be cheaper and healthier

>>532863238
It's mildly relaxing, don't notice much of a euphoric high even in big doses desu. Think it made my foot swell up with water when I took it for a while though.

>>532879158
I already do
thats why I am doing what I am doing
once your nervous system has gotten so used to reporting pain for protection it cant stop doing it
you need to break that pattern
the way I am doing that is by doing things that I enjoy that are also physical
you need to start ridiculously small, its a joke really but it has to be done, then you have to build this up in such small increments that your nervous system stops reporting it as pain

I didnt really believe it would work but i am seeing positive results, it will take months but I am committed to trying it, I dont really have any other options other than getting back on the pharma train that I lost years to

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>>532873358
How do you drink yourself past hangovers?
One reason I'm not worried about boozing is that the day after is so punishing.
If I were hurting so much that even hangovers pale in comparison to what I'd experience sober, I'd probably kill myself long before the addiction kicks in.

>>532879520
I've been doing that for years (t. thalamic stroke patient, from my 30's)
it does work, together with meditation, and as mild doses of meds as you can get away with
but there also are bouts, crisis, when upping meds a little and resting more helps too
all in all, it's a yoyoing process, to me

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>>532879560
alcoholics cure their hangovers by drinking more, and are less functional if they don't
why do you think it's called a fingolian breakfast?

>>532879760
100%
I have been told that avoiding the boom bust cycle is the most important thing and I tend to agree
you can be good for a few days then get carried away, setting off a cycle that undo's everything you have achieved, I have had to be the most disciplined I have ever been just to stop myself doing too much
Its bizarre

>>532879560
Lyrica is a trick to completely eliminate the hangover.
If you really drink hard every day then you don't get an hangover anymore since when you wake up you're still drunk .

>>532874159
I've been on it for a year.
I slept less for the first 2 months

just take lyrica for 1 week then phenibut the other and keep cycling back and forth. loophole

>>532869260
Thoughts with you anon. Bless.

I'm on 30mg addies but have flattened for a year. $20 no insur. Take 6mg nico pouches with it but nothing. Doubt I can be prescribed Lyrica but will look into. The Ziowar neocons need to be ended for cementing their generational nightmare cloud over our futures.

>>532879982
>avoiding the boom bust cycle
crises just happen, though
and since I already only sleep 3h-4h in average, there's so much I can do to mitigate it when it does
have been like so since long before the stroke, though it's clearly related: the thalamus being what regulates sleep
the stroke happened at a time when I was doing at least two full insomnias a week, had bouts of ophtalmic migraines that could last a week without stopping (I still have headaches which tramadol+paracetamol manages, but ophtalmic migraines disappeared, since the stroke: I do have a permanent scintillating scotoma in my left eye now, though), and right after having been awake for 80+ hours, which was starting to happen more and more

I already know meditation techniques without which I couldn't do shit, even with the meds: but I already use those a lot (basically, they make me feel like in the hypnagogic state, which I use a lot instead of sleeping: funnily enough, that's what the glownigger gateway tapes teach, though I found the technique by myself- and I know them well enough that I can use them when awake, and moving, while keeping control of my body)
I also rest a lot, but when you're sleeping that little, it has limits
so I accept sometimes having to up the meds, as little as I can get away with (their efficiency has limits, anyway), while never forgetting my goal is to reduce them as much as possible

>>532878304
ironic you call people incoherent when you can't fucking read, saying a drug behaves like a stimulant despite being labelled otherwise isn't saying 'I'm taking this instead of coke' it's saying it doesn't have the usual crushing stoned effects of other anti anxiety drugs

>>532875204
Thank you, Anon. That means a lot, stranger or not. I wish you and your family all the best as well.

>>532875608
Post perogies or get out of the thread.

>>532878371
I broke after a year.. I didn't think I would break, I was so sure. It was the dumbest most impulsive decision and lead me back to ruin that I know have to pick myself back up from.

>>532882849
>the usual crushing stoned effects of other anti anxiety drugs
lrn2read yourself, lol
it's a fucking anti-epileptic: if not only works by slowing your brain
it's precisely designed to do that
there is no power in slowing down any brain: never has, never will be
except for utter fucking niggerwits, like that testicular zoomlet faggot

>>532880426
Thanks brother. Not giving up. If I need to take meds to be stable, so be it. I hope to med free one day.. I doubt it. But if I do, I at least can now tell if I'm going manic and can take an emergency sleeping pill to put my ass out for a little homeostasis.