You are watching behavioral sink in real time my friends.>be me>be 19>have not a single fucking friend, everyone and their uncle is addicted to screens and social media>unable to go to college because you have to take care of your old and sick grandparents>pull out of my driveway, wait for 6 cars, 4 dog walkers and an Amazon van to pass>sit in bridge toll booth traffic for 90 minutes clenching my fists with anger because my life is going nowhere>want to park my car for my job, have to circle the parking lot 4 times waiting for a single spot to open.>20 minutes late for work, boss tells me he’s gonna fire me if it happens again>7 hours behind a register taking nonstop orders for people just like me, depressed and angry who were born into a rigged world>service with a smile (I hope you hang yourself and your wife finds your corpse James)>on 15 minute lunch break thinking about ways to make an improvised gun so I can blow my head off after my grandparents die>no signs anywhere pointing to anything changing for the betterMillions of people are in the same boat as me.Give me one fucking reason to live. Fucking one.
>>534028892Welcome to 4chan!The appropriate boards for your thread areAdvice >>>/advice/Banter >>>/bant/Now kindly fuck off.
>>534028892>Give me one fucking reason to live. Fucking one.To murder the people responsible.
>>534029044Where’s the board to doxx you and pay a tweaker 200 dollars to bash your head in with a spiked baseball bat?
>>534028892im 20 years older than youi want to tell you that it gets betterbut it dont
>>534029113>>>/b/An hero, you whiny bitch.
>>534028892Uuuuh I do the same as you bruv
>>534029185yes it does.hey >>534028892, >>534029185 is a pajeet loser who has been doxxed numerous times. It can and does get better. You have to know your self worth and ignore the pajeet masses. You've taken the first step by posting here. I will pray for you and pray for your success in life. And I'm not just saying that.
>>534029444bloody bitch basterd saar
>>534028892Overpopulation is the real issue. Too many people is why there's no jobs or housing. The elite are absolutely correct about depopulation
>>534029444Indians are the overpopulation
>>534028892im 30 years older than youi want to tell you that it gets betterbut it dont
You dont have to take care of boomers, anon.Just say "bootstraps" and "ITS MY MONEY"
>>534028892Humanity needs reducing by at least 70%. I don't think anybody is truly happy with this existence
>>534028892Pretty funny anon. I’m turning 35 soon and my entire life is structured around avoiding people and noise>work night shift fri-Tues>grocery shop after work so 7-8am when nobody is there >scan train for empty cars and speed walk from where I am on the platform to take that car instead of the one in front of me >sleep with earplugs and blackout curtains>take proven routes on foot where people don’t go even if it adds 5-10 minutes >never stand directly in front of people or look at them or acknowledge their existence >ignore anyone in public who tries to talk to me
>>534028892too many peoplebillions must die
>>534030279>my entire life is structured around avoiding people and noiseahh yes, living the good life.
>>534028892Reason: Quant.XAUUSD exclusive. Brain it out.Not gonna spoonfeed ya.
>>534028892I get pissed off when helicopters land at the hospital https://www.seattlechildrens.org/about/facts-and-stats/helicopter-landing-reports/
>>534028892>Give me one fucking reason to live. Fucking oneBecause life doesn't have to be that way. Mine isn't. Just change it. Walk away and start again .
>>534029044The enshittification of everything is very political.>>534028892Live to watch the world burn (from a distance).Maybe throw some gas on the pyre.
>>534028892>Give me one fucking reason to live. Fucking one.Your existence makes Jews seethe. Amplify this effect.
>>534030279Based
>>534028892>be me>be 19stopped reading
>>534029807The problem is that the elite midwits will get rid of the wrong people and keep turd workers around.
>>534028892Too many people and still no friends?Lel
>>534030774I don’t have fucking time to have friends or hangout. I don’t have any social media, all I do is browse 4chan, Wikipedia and sometimes Reddit. No accounts. Normies don’t want to be around a person with no online presence, which is absolutely retarded.
>>534028892Kill em!
>>534029044Grimposting is welcome, we only gatekeep faggots and jeets and jannies
>>534028892There aren't too many peopleThere are too many jeets, niggers, and kikes choking up infrastructure intended for human use.
>>534028892>OP thinks I can afford a carlol
>>534028892You could try wearing a dress. Just once!
Where the hell do you live? I'm in central Connecticut and never experience such crowds. This area stopped growing so long ago that the population has comfortably flatlined. Then again, I bike to work so I don't deal with the retarded traffic you deal with.
>>534030279Is that because of social anxiety or something?
>>534032805The US is one of the few places in the world, with towns that are dying. Populations declining.
>>534032805SF
>>534032925No I just hate people. Most people are miserable angry and self centered. Men act standoffish and grumpy and women are cunts. I don’t want to be near them
>>534028892Make sure your death means something anon, take as many of them with you as you can
>>534032931Huh? Isn't that basically all of Europe and East Asia too? >>534032938Okay yea I was going to guess California. When your grandparents die convert whatever you own into cash and just drive to a cheaper, chiller area. Endure homelessness for a bit if you have to. You'll be better off. I'm not saying move to some decrepit methtown in the Midwest but there are plenty of options.
>>534032968Hmmm that's weird. I'm an introvert and sometimes I'll have random people come up to me and tell me their life story.
>>534028892>demoralized white filth good, good. habib, tyrone, mohammed, and patel will take your family's place easily and actually contribute to the country
Stop being a fagget and join the military.
>>534030279Sigmapilled
>>534033417
>>534030279You are autistic.
>>534033394
topkek Both my wife and I are sitting on inheritances worth 4 million and 2.8 million respectively and that's before you factor in our combined salary. Just be happy with your place in life because you have it better than billions of others in this world, kiddo
>>534028892>SEVEN HOURS BEHIND A REGISTER TAKING ORDERSsounds comfy. The things you think are burdens are not that bad.go join a militia or something and quit being a whiny bitch
>>534028892It doesnt soubd like you love your job, why dont you just get a job closer to your house?
>>534032968>>534030279You don't hate people, in fact you crave social interaction that's why you're posting on a forum so you can interact with other people and also read what other people wroteYou just have social anxiety and grew up like a retard so you're unable to get comfortable around meeting or talking to people in person. Most people are retards yes, but even if 10% are cool that's still like a billion fucking people to be cool with.
>>534032938Leave the Bay, ideally leave urban life entirely and move somewhere rural but even a non West Coast city would be an upgrade. You don't fully understand how much that shithole affects your quality of life until you leave it.
>>534028892>be me>be 19stopped reading. no one cares, lil teenage nigger.
>>534033698Is that all?
>>534028892EVERYBODY START BURDENMAXXING IMMEDIATELY. THIS IS NOT A DRILL Start stealing and become a burden on society. First thing you should do is quit your worthless wagie job. Don't bother applying for benefits, welfare or any other government assistance unless you really can't help yourself. I personally prefer to also GHOSTMAXX, no properties in my name, no hand outs, no benefits, no taxes, just living in the shadows of society and outside of the system as much as I can, but I digress. Simply take everything you need from big corporations, resell it and enjoy life. Hit their jew warehouses and megastores and become an honest reseller. Make sure to post about it and encourage more people to become burdens like you. Once enough people do this, their system collapses. Also always remember how over half the population got vaxxed and sided with the government. Make them pay and enjoy that too. This is how you get back at the jews, the governments, the corporations, the normie cattle and everybody else who wronged you.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NTV2S2OtrfMThere is nothing more that jews and their wagie cattle fear than you anon taking a big fat shit on their jewified society, never forget that.
>>534033638Wow. You already said you want to die so why not risk your life? Cause you dont want to die. Youre just being a loser which is fine but understand 10 15 years from now you're going to wish you did join the military
Slaved just like op all my life. Started many businesses on the side that failed because of others treachery.Never quit my day job just worked long hours. I'm 62 now and last year I got laid off three days before Christmas to rob me of my pension. Started another business in January out of desperation.Hit it. Making 100k per month now with little work but still have to deal with people. Too old to enjoy the money. Going to save 5 mil, sell everything, fuck off to a cabin in the mountains and shoot at anyone that comes near, even some of the kids.
>>534028892>Give me one fucking reason to live. Fucking oneread Confessions
>>534028892Figure out what YHWH wants you to do. You can do this by diligently and wisely studying the Bible, especially the first 5 books, on how to live and what to do and not do in life. Then see the life of Yeshua, the Messiah for a perfect example of this lived life. The more you do the things, the more you will discover who you are. Peace brother.
>>534028892You're just describing ordinary life.Now imagine the same situation except you're older and have health issues.Yeah, that's gonna happen too
>>534033563Anon is here doing harm to no one, literally avoids everyone and doesnt get in their way and just because he is doing his own thing you start throwing insults.
>>534028892Will you be inheriting your grandparents house? That and being 19 are good reasons to live. I'd give anything to go back to 19.
Op if youre still in herelife is not gonna get betteryou need to adjust your expectationsyou'll be free eventuallywork outeat healthylearn languagesget hobbiesdont be bitteryoure alive and everyone is sufferingyou need to get more wxervise so youre too exhausted to carethen wake up and do it all over againeventually you'll be outaccept your current circumstances suckmake the best of itget off 4chando not kill yourself
>>534028892Life requires initiative, a lot of people can't handle that and join high control groups, religious, social, or otherwise and others don't realize life requires initiative until it's too late, perhaps largely due to the schooling system pushing us forward and practically penalizing initiative if it's not oriented to the specific bullshit you're learning. Find something you're interested in, and take it from there. You want to learn about something technical? Easier than ever with AI (just make sure you fact check). Like animals? Volunteer at an animal rescue or something similar, meetup.com or find something local. Like nerdy shit like games or anime? See if you can go to some conventions or if there are any clubs or game stores around you. Like music or comedy? Go to some open mic nights near you.You need to work to find a social circle, you need to work to find better work (unless you're a nepobaby) and you need to work for a better future. It can seem overwhelming but it's very rewarding, so don't check out like a bitch
>>534034086Im not insulting. Im just letting him know he's autistic. He might not know
>>534028892>red button presser enters the chat
>>534034221a large majority of the population (women, boomers, jews, browns on gibs) are in absolute bliss, what is this cope that everyone suffers and where the fuck does it come from?
>>534033821>is that allyes. Seriously, yes. Stop being a bitch and figure something out.I had to take care of my parents for 15 years. I figured out how to make enough to survive. I'm 37 and just bought my first house, finally, after struggling since I was your age.Believe me when I tell you that your attitude is worthless and will make things a trillion times worse. You are not the right person to be taking care of your grandparents if you're this resentful of it after what I'm going to assume is a few years, too, by the way. It WILL destroy you if you're already this bitter. Figure out a way to let that part of it go or you'll an hero before 25.Join a militia.
>>534034068>>534028892Buy the book the The Gospel of the KailedyRead it and do it. You will understand. You asked for help. This is your lifeline from above if you choose to take it.
>>534029242>2015 newfag plebbitor who opened with a passive aggressive feminine post trying to act like some authorityNo one is in charge here. Most people have friends, they don't need to play pretend king of the 4chinz, kys.
>>534034337Yeah right I’m a bitch because my mom got breast cancer and died so I had to take care of my grandparents. Even if I did want to join the kiked forces, I can’t just leave two 88 year olds with no way to pay for anything by themselves. They can barely get out of bed. I have to get their groceries, make their beds, do their laundry, I had to fucking help my grandpa out of the shower because he fucking fell.You don’t know anything about my life so for that I say go fuck yourself. You sound like someone that has had everything handed to you your whole life.
I’d hate to be a normie.I only made it because i’m smart.Imagine having 100 IQ and the country keeps importing people, devaluing your labor for unsustainable business growth requirements, requiring you to go 100k in debt for a chance at a job when they just hand that job to an indian with an $80 dollar fake degree. They’d rather fly someone over the ocean for a job than fly you from a state over.You’re average and all you want is a family and a house but you can’t afford a 1 bedroom apartment due to infinite importation of low skilled immigrants leading to a stagnation of low skilled job salaries and the explosion of rent prices due to zoning and lack of inventory. I don’t know how 100 IQ men haven’t taken over the country by now after realizing the American Dream is for already rich people while they live in the American Nightmare.
>>534028892Tell your grandparents to go fuck themselves. They had a lifetime to figure out this death shit. Your problem is living, not dying.
>>534028892kill jews to get your country backplead the 2nd
>>534028892Anon, you're not alone. I promise.I'll give you the best reason possible: Jesus Christ.Read the gospel. >Matthew, Mark, Luke, JohnYour life and perspective will change permanently, guaranteedJesus Christ is Lord
>>534034540Hire home health aides once you make some dosh in those forces, also don’t be the moron who comes to this website and gets rage baited lol.
>>534034808 what do you do if any time you get even partly through any religious text you scoff at the horse shit you're reading?
>>534034810I know. It just fucking bothers me because you can’t tell if it’s rage bait because the people that regular here always act like idiots. It’s a serious accusation.I’m half his age and I’m already twice as mature based on his responses. That tells you all you need to know.
>>534028892>depressed and angry who were born into a rigged worldexactly what they want. bang at the bars and bite the other rats in the cage. how is that working out for you? stop for a second. step back. look at it as if you were observing it and not part of it. seeing how absurd everyone's behavior is (including your own) can help. I'd suggest getting off the screen and interacting with some humans face to face. go find a board gaming club or something. go watch some Monty Python movies. they nail human behavior and life's absurdity. all the hatred and rage only benefits the people who put you in the cage. also: exercise. go move. walk, run, sweat. get sone sunlight. guaranteed to help.
>>534028892Is this you?
>>534035144i dont think jews want the goyim angry. i think youre a kike who is deflecting from the fact that anyone born today is eating a shit sandwich that gets more rank by the day, compared to anyone born even a year before them
>>534035101Or even if your credit isn’t shot, you could use a card or loan to make initial payment for home health aid while you start until you make enough.
>>534028892You don’t talk like a 19 year old.
>>534035377Appreciate it. Most kids my age are busy turning their brains into fucking oatmeal with drugs and vapes and scrolling social media kikerot.
>>534028892>Millions of people are in the same boat as me.All going as planned.>Give me one fucking reason to live. Fucking one.1. Support Israel2. White replacement with brown people. Especially Indians. Paid for by White people.
>>534028892Get a job as an overnight security guard. Changed my life…. Unless you are a degenerate drug user or have a criminal record.
>>534035280>i dont think jews want the goyim angry. i think youre a kike who is deflecting from the fact that anyone born today is eating a shit sandwich that gets more rank by the day, compared to anyone born even a year before themoy vey! stop with the anti semitism, goy! people being angry at each other is always what they want. Alway divide and conquer. Alway foment inter group hatred. The fake left-right. The manufactured hate between men and women. The manufactured hate between generations. Racial hate pumped up. Religious hate pumped up. They teach tribalism in schools by separating kids into groups and having them compete. They fund sports to teach tribalism and normalize idiotic sports team loyalty. They teach tribalism to benefit corporate loyalty. >I'm a Ford guy>I'm in the VW familyThey want you separated and angry at each other.Try this:It is 1968. You are just graduating high school. They have been riling up the niggers for decades and the niggers are rioting and burning down cities. The kikes pulled silver out of the coinage four years ago. Kikes murdered the president four years ago. People who are a couple years older are coming back from Vietnam in body bags. The CIA is flooding the youth culture with drugs and degeneracy. You have friends that have OD'd. The tv is constantly blaring cold war propaganda on the (((news))). And just got a draft notice in the mail. If you think it us worse you are correct. BUT every generation has been fucked from the start. They keep the pressure just at the point where it won't blow up in their faces.
>>534028892Dude, you're 19. Do you have to pay rent? Can't you live with your parents?
>>534036139I also work nightshift. Based night owl anon.
>>534036444Mom died last year, had to sell the house because it wasn’t fully paid off. Dad’s not around.My brother is 17 and we are renting an apartment right now. I should have enough to get him at least 2 years of college before he’ll probably have to take out a student loan. Life’s rough. What can you do.
>>534028892just move to a small town. you aren't important
>>534030279Based night shift worker. I work as a freelance front end dev, and it's the most comfy fucking thing in the world. I can shitpost in /pol/ while working.
>>534028892When the grid goes down, 9 out of 10 of those people will die. And the grid will go down either through cyberattack or rust. You can try to take steps to be the 1 in 10 just to spite the 9, but you have to move very aggressively now to make it in time.
>>534032576Fuck off mutt
>>534036644Buy chicken from me, I can import it to you in the lowest prices organic frozen no hormone bullshit chicken. sell it there we both win I make chickens almost free hereI can get you good beef too in a few years the cheapest I can do it for you anon
>>534037152Now THAT’S a scam call I might call for anon, I don’t care about my cars warranty, but that sell could keep me on the phone longer.
>>534028892>Give me one fucking reason to live. Fucking one.GTA 6 is just around the corner
>>534036180got it, not gonna try in life then
>>534029807>Overpopulation is the real issue. Too many people is why there's no jobs or housingLOW IQYou can have a world population of 1 million people and still have the same issue... in fact, when humans were only a few million, there probably weren't ANY housesIt's a banking system issue, not a population issue
>>534030738You should take a look at the most recent pop replacement rates for each nation.Even Turks aren't breeding, and they fucking love breeding. Their women are built for henning but their cocks won't do it, they'd rather roost on raki.I don't blame them. Ever since hens discovered they can attack using white feathers, they have a foul taste about them.And of course the fabled nation of China isn't fucking either.Japan's crisis isn't as bad as theirs.India isn't breeding either, nor are any of the Arab nations.Israel claims 2,6 but I doubt that's accurate, Jews are known to lie.
>>534030279You will unironically get dementia
>>534034250There's nothing autistic about observing revulsion for the revolting.If anything it's a symptom of being in good health and being in touch with nature.
>>534029069This. What's your complaint about you fucking NPC nigger, if you have a problem then take action and change that fucking problem.
>>534036139I’m literally on the toilet before going off to my unarmed security gig. Only another couple weeks until I get put back on night shift. Best couple hundred bucks of online zoom training I ever spent. The job is chill and I’m making north of 20/hr.
>>534037721You shills do a terrible job at trying to radicalize people. Maybe type it out with a little more enthusiasm.
>>534028892Imagine thinking you need a reason to live. Do half a billion pajeets have a reason to live? No. But they still go on stroogling anyway. >he couldn't find a parking spot close enough for his fat ass to lumber into work without breaking into a sweat and getting out of breathDisgusting Amerifat. Lose some weight, fatso. Your life is as easy as it gets, so you might as well toughen up buttercup, because just like a college classroom, it's only going to get more challenging as you progress.
>>534037487Most people are still having sex, but fewer babies are being made. Does it have anything to do with the proliferation of plastics? Men hit it raw and don't even expect a pregnancy to result anymore. Whereas in times past, pregnancy was basically a foregone conclusion.
>>534036756No, they won't die. You vastly underestimate how capable of enduring misery and privation the human species is. You spoiled complainers in the West have no idea just how much worse things can get.
>>534030279Don't listen to >>534037624You can avoid getting dementia (and contonue avoiding people) if you journal your thoughts everyday. Keep at it. Fuck society. Fuck talking. Inspiring and admirable.
>>534028892>Wagecucking in 2026That ain’t it bro. Freedom cannot be found there.
>>534028892>WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH
>>534037930>Do half a billion pajeets have a reason to live? No. But they still go on stroogling anywayRight, and that's the wrong decision on every account. You eat literal shit too, that's not a convincing reason that I should do the same.
The grandparents thing is a crutch. You aren’t “taking care of them” you are “living with them” because you are too afraid to move somewhere better even if it means living in your car for a while. The no friends thing is also your fault, faggot. Try thinking of others and learning not to be such a miserable faggot all the time and you’ll make friends. > oh no I’m have to work a wagie job at 19 because my only skills are gaming and jerking off I’m going to kmsDo it faggot anything is better than listening to your insufferable whining
>>534038405Piss tier ragebait
Worked.
>>534028892yourself, fuck your grandparents needing care. and parents for that matter. if you can't save yourself then you'll never save anyone. short sighted is they're the piano tied to your feet but reality is you're the piano tied to their feet.
>>534038058Are you sure about that?I'm not so sure.If I hear or read anything about procreation, it's usually "people aren't getting any".You can't not get any and have tonnes of condom use at the same time.
>>534028892>Give me one fucking reason to live. Fucking one.At 19 you have decades of females to shag. Also you live in burgerland and have access to the great outdoors. Literally any recreation you want and no people for for fucking miles.Stop your whining you little cunt and enjoy your life.
>>534028892Every day it becomes clearer to me that I have to kill to feel better. I've always known it, but I refuse to accept it.
>>534028892>I'm mentally ill and my life is shit>Now this is your problemJust kys dude or get some help, 4chungs is full of socially retarded people like you and many other deviants, so go somewhere else for help.
>>534028892>There's too many people>But i just HAVE to live in the red area because I just HAVE to okay?
>>534028892Pic rel saves you. Beware: you will be hated and despised by almost everyone, but this will empower and energise you. You will understand the war and become a saintly warrior. Everything else will lose its importance; you will live to expose and destroy evil. Nothing else will make you feel more alive.
>>534028892Sounds familiar.Twice your age and in a similar spot. The thing is, this kind of situation will happen to everyone. Nobody is prepared for it. Nobody has the time or money or willpower to deal with it.You're not alone. I have two degrees, one on Business and can't find work. Have two diseases and everyone relies on me. I want to check out so bad.But you can't. Life will win anyway, take what you can from it and be as good as possible. It's the best fuck you you can give to all of it.
>>534029895It don't have to be like that but it do. Same here. Age 38 and it's not easier. It gets much worse. Only revolution can make a dent and even then it'll suck after.
>>534033084Sound advice if you are hellbent on giving up. Live a life trying to expose how fucked up reality is, it'll reach more people.
>>534039376what if you dont even care about the fuck you
>>534039248Stupid fucking belgian. The vast majority of that green area is federal, state, military, tribal, or private farmland/grazing and to squat there means to go to prison. I don’t have the money to move and I have people who depend on me.
>>534037409zoomer brain.recognize the cage.find a way out.find other people not in the cage who are prospering.do what they do or learn how they do it and use it.
>>534028892>>pull out of my driveway, wait for 6 cars, 4 dog walkers and an Amazon van to passKEK! I can relate. What state are you in?
>>534033662Kys jeet
>>534034540They won't get it, anon. Nobody will understand your pain or care unless it happens to them.It's the harshest truth that there is. You can't check out and you won't. You know why? Because you're responsible and that's why you're pissed off. Anyone reasonable would be.Most would just abandon their families.Proud of you, dude. At 19 that's amazing.
>>534037930I want to give an intelligent response, but then I see your flag and it makes me realize that it’s like talking to a dog, or a squirrel.Enjoy 300 million Indians dying of dehydration in 30 years.
>>534038405Bait or retarded, call it.
>>534029044thank you for keeping this subreddit safe
>>534028892>offtopic blogpost demoralization thread #17,926metal pipe, shotgun shell, thumbtack, hammer