>be me>born to a BPD mother and a weak father>groomed by the mother to be her eternal emotional pet and surrogate husband that she abuses viciously and forbidden to do anything or develop as a person while condemning me for it with her attack dog that should have been my father at her beck and call who she also treats like shit>end up moving away and disowning my crazy family>older brother became a meth head and killed himselfI understand woman are fucking crazy but why did my dad invest his and his children’s lives into this black hole of a woman who even after decades is still not happy and still hates him and being alive. Why didn’t he cut her off or literally do anything else than support her being a lazy worthless cunt.
>>534288610You're a grown man it's time to stop blaming your parents for everything.
>>534288660This is /pol/, if we don't blame our parents then we'll blame our grandparents
>>534288660>STOP TALKING ABOUT THE PROBLEM! STOP DISCUSSING THE ISSUES! STOP COMING TO CONCLUSIONS! STOP DISCOVERING SOLUTIONS!
>>534288610Boomer American men were brainwashed by feminism to worship women and that's why they never divorced their vile boomer BPD wives. Younger generation of American men don't even want to date American women anymore and are all trying to marry foreign Asian or Indian women now
>>534288610Borderline abuse usually makes you develop narcissistic personality disorder and vice versa making an endless cycle of bpd/npd/bpd/npd through generations.Do you or a grandparent have npd traits?I married a Serbian girl with hard-core bpd, her mom was clearly npd and her dad took the abuse like a good puppy.Very frequent situation with Slavic women most are either veinal or cluster b or both. This poor man had a mom and a daughter with bpd and a wife and ex wife with npd. Would almost feel bad for him if he did not deserve it.Had bpd traits myself and my mom is npd with a bpd dad
kek we have 50 of these threads a week but my mom fits like 5/6 of those.
>>534288610My mother has done all sorts of crazy shit over the years but after recently being loved bombed by a retarded BPDemon and falling for her bullshit lies, I realized I guess what was wrong with my mother all these years as she was also a mentally ill BPD bitch who could never manage her emotions or have healthy relationships with other people and they’re both pretty much the exact same stupid bitchThe emotional pet shit is very familiar without going into it, like when she feels need for love say she loves me or some stupid shit but there’s never real love or real emotions just her saying that so she can feel good and then acting like a stupid crazy whore but I mostly don’t talk to her it’s just miserable to think about this is how it all turned out
BPD is a condition of the guy where your microbiome is missing key strains due to trauma. These strains of bacteria are responsible for empathy and activation of mirror neurons
>>534288867Divorce IS feminism. Changing their mind at expense of children? Totally feminism.
>>534288610Don't let boomers off with this so called condition. Modern women are very selfish and do almost nothing for their family compared to their elders.
>>534289131Yea I remember this thread> puts her own needs first I think a mom should. The problem is when they put their WANTS above their childrens NEEDS.
>>534288610Politics?
>>534288660so true
>>534288610Do some new Pan Piano threads today.
>>534288610I feel you OP. My mother isn't BPD, my brother is.. however my my mother has some kind of vulnerable narcism where her entire existence is a portrayal of being a victim, a martyr and demanding recognition for everything she does to everyone etc. I'm 27 now but I didn't realize just how fucking insane she was until I had my own children and she tried to extend her narcissistic tendencies onto them, I think it was my protective father instincts that truly brought me out of it. And yeah my dad is also a weakling, completely emotionally unavailable and never stood up to her once and let her run rampage throughout our childhoods. Honestly some of the memories I have are insane, how she used to scream at us because we were effecting her career as a lawyer and how important her job is. It's ruined my brother's life who is a 35 year old man child with BPD who lives with them at home still. My sister is a lesbian. I managed to escape it somehow and build a good life
>>534291833interesting
>>534288610You need to read Epictetus.You have no control over those things, you are torturing yourself with how you react to it, that is I. Your control. Your dad was a scared dude in a codependent relationship with a crazy woman. That’s very common. Now what will you do with your life. Imagine yourself dead right now, then decide how the rest of your second life will be.
>>534292218You wake up, go to work, grind out 40+ hours a week, make $15 an hour, and what do you get? Barely enough to afford rent in a glorified broom closet that smells like cigarettes and regret. Housing is a joke—either you’re paying $1,500 a month for a roach-infested studio, or you’re stuck with roommates who cry over their UberEats order getting canceled. Meanwhile, “luxury” apartments pop up everywhere, charging $3,000 a month so you can live in a shoebox with a “communal workspace” full of unemployed crypto bros.Step outside, and it’s even worse. The roads look like a warzone, every building is either abandoned or graffiti-covered, and the only new businesses opening are weed dispensaries and overpriced coffee shops. The mall? Dead. Bars? Just daycare centers for single moms who “need a break” from the kids they had with Chad. Parks? Good luck avoiding the homeless dude screaming at a tree. Even if you do find something to do, it costs a fortune, and you’re surrounded by people who look like they escaped from a Walmart clearance bin.And then there’s women. Used to be, if you worked hard, you could at least get a decent girlfriend. Now? Most are either built like refrigerators, covered in garbage tattoos, or already have a kid (or two, or three) from some “bad breakup.” The ones that aren’t disasters? Too busy selling feet pics on OnlyFans to guys who make more than you.Then there’s the worst part—someone like Pan Piano is making half a million a year just by playing piano in cosplay, while you’re debating whether you can afford gas and groceries in the same week. Imagine explaining to someone 20 years ago that in the future, shaking your ass online would be a better career move than getting a degree.They told us to work hard, be responsible, and do things the “right way.” Turns out, the real move was to be born rich or shameless. Society is a joke, and we’re the punchline.
>>534292536>and what do you get?another day older and deeper in debt?https://youtu.be/7NqrVsRZwi8?t=1045
>>534293247I wake up at 4:30 AM, not because I want to, but because my shift starts at 6, and if I’m even a minute late, I get written up. Drag myself out of bed, choke down some stale cereal, and drive 45 minutes to a warehouse where I spend ten hours sweating, lifting boxes, and getting barked at by managers who probably hate their lives more than I do. I come home exhausted, eat some microwave garbage, scroll my phone in silence, and pass out so I can do it all over again.For what? I’m still stuck living at home. I thought working hard would get me somewhere, but I’m 27, still sleeping in the same bed I had as a teenager, surrounded by the same posters from a life that never took off. Rent is impossible unless I want to split a filthy apartment with three other guys who smell like Hot Pockets and despair.Meanwhile, Pan Piano is out here making millions by playing a keyboard in a sexy cosplay outfit. That’s it. She dresses up, plays a song, and simps throw money at her like it’s nothing. I break my back every day and can barely afford gas. No real skill, no real effort—just looking hot and pressing keys, and she’s set for life. Meanwhile, I get yelled at for stacking a pallet the “wrong” way.Tried dating. My parents met at work, so I figured I’d ask a coworker out. Big mistake. Got written up by HR and now everyone in the warehouse makes fun of me. “Bro thought he was in a rom-com.” Meanwhile, some girl from high school is making $400K working from home in her pajamas, married to some finance dude, traveling the world, while I have to beg for a day off just to sit in a waiting room at the dentist.I work harder than any of them. And for what? Just to keep existing? Hard work doesn’t pay off. It just keeps you alive enough to keep suffering.
>>534288610Every GenXer had this mother.
>>534293576we thank you for your service. have you considered trying life some place else?
>>534288610>I understand woman are fucking crazy but why did my dad invest his and his children’s lives into this black hole of a woman who even after decades is still not happy and still hates him and being alivepussy
>>534288660*Kills you*
>>534294004>>534293634>be me>born to a BPD mother>crazy bitch psychologically tortured me into selective mutism and schizoid personality disorder>stops me from doing literally anything>expects me to be with her foreverWhy the fuck are woman like this allowed to have children?
>>534288660Sometimes you absolutely can blame them. If your parents broke your knees when you were a child, it's not your fault if you can't run now. The same is surely true for certain mental health problems.
>>534294089>>534294121Okay so here’s the deal. I turned 40 back in August. Bald. Like completely bald. My scalp is so shiny now it reflects the screen back at me when I watch YouTube in the dark. I haven’t touched a woman in over a decade unless you count accidentally brushing the cashier’s hand at Aldi.Anyway. I’m deep in a depressive spiral one night, sipping flat Diet Dr. Pepper and scrolling through anime covers. Suddenly YouTube recommends me Pan Piano. If you don’t know who that is, imagine Chopin reincarnated as a busty Taiwanese woman cosplaying 2B and somehow mastering the ancient art of sideboob.It was like God reached through the screen and slapped me in the face with a very jiggly miracle.I signed up for her Patreon immediately. Not even thinking. $110 tier. “Just to see what it’s about.” Total impulse. No big deal, right?Fast forward 8 months.I’ve given her nearly FOUR GRAND.And not even through Patreon. No, I used most of it on YouTube super chats like a full-on brain-damaged simp. Dropping $100 a stream just to say “Nice playing!” in a sea of other degenerates. She never responded. She never even acknowledged me. At one point I think she laughed — not at a joke, but at my existence.I told myself it was for “supporting the arts.” My bank account says otherwise.Do you know what $4,000 could buy? A used car. A flight to Thailand to die in peace. A lifetime supply of ramen. Hair plugs, probably. Therapy, definitely.Instead I have 8 months of footage of a woman who doesn’t know I exist dressed as anime girls playing songs from Genshin Impact.I emailed her asking if I could get a refund because I was “in a bad place emotionally.” No reply. Not even an emoji. I tried telling YouTube I had “a mental health episode.” They told me to contact law enforcement if I feel unsafe. I AM unsafe. Unsafe from my own choices.
>>534294171I got fired last week. Not because I did something catastrophic all at once, but because I just stopped caring. Showed up late every day, half-assed everything, and honestly? I was a danger to myself and everyone around me. Nearly dropped a heavy load off the forklift once because I was zoning out. Stacked boxes wrong so many times they just stopped bothering to correct me. Eventually, the manager pulled me into the office, said they couldn’t “ethically” keep me on. I nodded, said “I get it,” and left without even pretending to care. Why should I?I’m 27 and living with my parents. Full-time job couldn’t even cover rent, let alone anything resembling a life. Everything’s too expensive, and I’m too tired. You work 40 hours a week just to come home and stare at the wall, wondering what it’s all for. And the worst part? The internet is a constant reminder that other people are coasting through life in god mode.Open YouTube and there’s Pan Piano in another hyper-sexualized anime cosplay, delicately pressing piano keys while raking in millions a year. She plays the opening theme from some seasonal weeb show with her cleavage front and center, and that’s it. That’s the content. She gets to live in a nice apartment, travel, eat whatever she wants, and never worry about bills because she figured out how to turn horny anime nerds into a personal ATM.Meanwhile I nearly crippled myself moving 60 lb boxes for barely enough to buy gas. People say “just work harder,” as if the system isn’t rigged against you from the start. Why even bother putting in effort when the reward is nothing but exhaustion and shame?This world doesn’t reward hard work. It rewards spectacle. It rewards being marketable. I’m not. So I guess I’ll keep rotting in my childhood bedroom, watching woman get rich playing piano in anime cosplay while I can’t even afford to exist.
I punished my mother with a lifetime of slavery for the crime of being awful.
>>534288610>why did my dad invest his and his children’s lives into this black hole of a woman who even after decades is still not happy and still hates him and being alive.Because he's dumber and more cruel than your mom. He subjected two children to a BPD mother. Because of the pussy.
>>534288866Combined triceps & doubleceps of fucking truth from Hitler himself.Checkening of the absolute basedness.
>>534288610>Why didn’t he cut her off or literally do anything else than support her being a lazy worthless cunt.Because he loved her. Even though she was shit to your brother and you, he was in love and horny. I bet the sex was great. That's the stereotype for BPD. Summing up, neither of your parents cared. Not even a little.
>>534294327>>534294330>>534294348Okay, so I know this is going to sound insane, but hear me out. I want to ask Pan Piano out on a real date. Like, in real life. Not ironically. Not as a meme. An actual human-to-human date. I’ve been watching her videos for years now, and there’s just… something about her. It’s not just the outfits (though, let’s be honest, those are divine). It’s the way she plays. The emotion, the precision, the control. You can tell she really feels the music. And yeah, I know she never shows her face and there’s this whole aura of mystery around her, but that almost makes it better? Like, she’s not some attention-seeking TikTok thot, she’s composed. Elegant. She lets the music and the cosplay speak. I respect that.And I’m not trying to be a simp here. I’m not some loser who just watches and cooms and cries himself to sleep. I genuinely think I could offer her something real. I play piano too. Not professionally, but I’m decent. I’ve been learning some of the same songs she plays. Sometimes I imagine us playing duets together, just vibing out to anime openings in a candlelit room, soft laughs between takes, maybe some sake on the side.The thing is, I don’t know how to even begin. Like, what do I do? Do I message her? Leave a comment? Send her a video of me playing piano in a tux? What if she thinks it’s creepy? What if she just blocks me? Or what if… she doesn’t? What if there’s a chance, no matter how small, that she actually sees the effort and says, “Yeah, let’s get dinner”?I know how this sounds. I do. But I’m tired of sitting here doing nothing while the one woman who might actually understand me is out there, playing piano in a maid outfit, alone. I’m ready to do something. I just don’t know what. Help me out here. Be real. No trolling. I’m being honest.
>>534294414I work 12 hours a day, 6 days a week. I come home so tired I can barely even think. My body hurts, my soul hurts, and somehow after years of this, the grand prize I’ve unlocked is… living with my parents forever. No friends. No girlfriend. No “wild memories” or “fun experiences” people my age are supposed to have — just work, sleep, pain, and more work.Meanwhile, Pan Piano just wears sexy anime cosplay and shows off her tits and ass on YouTube while playing a piano and she’s somehow living the dream life. She has a husband, two kids, a paid-off house, a nice car — all for dressing up like anime waifus and jiggling a little for a camera. That’s it. That’s literally it. I’m dragging my rotting corpse into a warehouse every morning at 5 AM to get barked at by a guy who smells like beef jerky and depression, and this woman just had to own a cosplay wardrobe and lean forward a little. She wins. She f**king wins.America is crushing. It’s a machine built to grind you into meat and then tell you it’s your fault for not smiling about it. My parents have basically told me to just accept that when they die, I’ll be homeless. They said it with the same tone you’d use to tell someone to take out the trash. “Just be grateful you have food now,” they said, like I’m supposed to feel honored to be fed crumbs before getting kicked into the void.
>>534288610>>groomed by the woman to be her eternal emotional pet and surrogate husbandthat's every woman ever
>>534291450Beating disobedient wives is political. Islam does it because Arabs are closet cases, white men must be the head of the household. That means using the tools you must to maintain order.
>>534288610>Signs of a Borderline Mother:>Is a biological femaleAWALT/Thread
>>534288660he's an american, which means he suffers from a broad range of jewish induced symptoms. show some compassion.
>>534288660>stop blaming your parents for everything.That's a dumb phrase. Abusers will always be guilty. His parents can be blamed or his brother's suicide. The effects of stress in children, makes their growth stunted. There are numerous detrimental things that can never be changed. The effects lie within that person forever and ever.
>>534288660Your life is decided by positive or negative feedback loops you got in your childhood (ACE adverse childhood experiences) Your success, wealth, happiness and even health is decided if people didn't choose to traumatize you when you were youngerThis is reality. Stop being a shitty boomer gaslighting your abusive practices and pervasive retardation and ego games ever helped anymoreStop
Always blame your parents for whatever misfortunes occur to you.For if it were not for your parents decision to reproduce without condoms, none of that would have happened.And they knew what kind of environment you will be born to and roughly with what kind of genes you will be born to, given their own background and experiences.In as much as your misfortunes are genetic or related to the environment that your parents could have predicted, they are to blame.You should be able to sue your parents for all your misfortunes, to make them poor, miserable, and regret every day their dumb decision to give birth to you.
>>534294170you can only blame your mommy for so long dude
>>534294654Wrong, see >>534294641You should never stop blaming your parents. They are at fault for everything bad that happens to you. Because they chose to bring you into existence, and are responsible for how your life turns out.
Always remember that you are the result of your parents experiment, to bring a new being into the world. They are responsible for your existence, and what you are like genetically. Without their choice you would not be there.They also knew pretty well what kind of genes you would have and what kind of environment will shape you.Everyhing bad that happens to you is your parents fault.
>>534294206>>534294238>I turned 40 back in August.>I’m 27 and living with my parents. ?
>>534294842https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RT4Q1EphGq8
>be me just turned 25 still live at home with no girlfriend or friends and just work and sleep>parents don’t understand 1500 dollar rent means 1500 dollar rent and think I can try hard my way through life and they don’t understand inflation and are baffled when I bring home 100 dollars of groceries and are baffled by how little I have>workplace sucks everyone is brown nosing and active trying to fuck each other over for brownie points with management>one day browsing the internet and wonder how much my favorite onlyfans whore makes>she makes 300 grand a year she isn’t even that popular and she also has three kids and a paid off house just by showing off her body online>realize how much my life sucks and how I’m never going to be able to do much as move out let alone have a family and I’m not even sure if I even want a house, woman, friends, or travel at this point houses are shit, woman are whores, I’m not even sure what having a friend really is, and traveling is expensive and the cities are trashed>realize I gain nothing by working so I quit showing up>been a month since then and parents are bugging me to get another job saying it doesn’t matter that I don’t make enough money to do anything I want to I just have to work even if it is for nothing literally what they essentially said they never even argued that I wouldn’t be able to afford so much as an apartment>still in my room reading dailystormer, reading manga, watching anime, playing video game, and jerking off to millionaire internet whoresDamn, what a fucking life I have. Should have never tried.
>>534294719i wish your parents hadnt made you
>>534288610Your brother killing hinself is fine. People think they will celebrate your death, but will be bitter for them for how much it cost them and will continue to. No one cares, and he found some peace that he used meth to try to get.
>>534295816Why?
>>534296063less suffering in the world, particularly from my perspective
>>534296181How so?
>>534288660You can do both. Let go and stop blaming parents and also disowning them. Let them grow old and take care of themselves without your help. You can do both. In fact most do. They just cope and give excuses "i have my own house to take care of" "i need to walk my dog, mom, you can clean up your diarrhea yourself"
>>534296234this thread man. so bad
>>534288866Checked and keked
IT'S HAPPENINGGET THE FUCK IN HERE!!!!>>534294105IMG_2517.png JUST DROPPED~!!!!LETS FUCKING GO!!!!!!!
>>534294238Shut up you fucking kike.
>>534294654You will all be killed you fucking whores.
>be me>born to a BPD mother and a weak father>groomed by the mother to be her eternal emotional pet and surrogate husband that she abuses viciously and forbidden to do anything or develop as a person while condemning me for itit do be like this.
>>534298201Why is it that these YouTubers, who pump out mindless, brain-rotting “entertainment,” rake in millions while I’m out here busting my ass in a warehouse for 10 hours a day 6 days a week? I’m working myself into the ground and still can’t afford to move out of my parents’ house. I’m a single virgin, stuck in this loop, and it feels like no matter what I do, I’m just pissing in the wind.All I’m asking for is a cheap apartment—nothing fancy, just a small place to call my own—and somehow even that’s out of reach. My parents have the audacity to call me “spoiled” just for wanting basic independence, as if expecting to live on my own in my late 20s or early 30s is some kind of special privilege that I don’t deserve for some reason.Meanwhile, I watch these whore YouTubers, TikTokers, and influencers living in mansions, driving luxury cars, and taking vacations every other week, all for filming themselves doing dumb challenges or just talking to a camera. People say, “Oh, just start your own channel then,” as if everyone can pull millions of subscribers out of thin air. It’s like this world rewards mindless clout-chasing while the rest of us grind away for crumbs.What’s the point anymore? Hard work doesn’t pay off. The people telling me to “stick it out” are the same ones who’ve been living comfortable lives because they bought a house in the ’90s when it cost less than a used car. For us? Rent alone will bleed you dry. It feels like the game is rigged, and no matter what I do, I’ll never get ahead.At this point, I’m seriously questioning why I even bother. Give me one reason why I shouldn’t quit going to my job and spend the rest of my miserable life in my room jerking off and watching anime. I fucking dare you:
>>534289108>Borderline abuse usually makes you develop narcissistic personality disorder and vice versa making an endless cycle ofcompletely untruemost victims of abuse never go on to abuse othersthe cluster b shit is genetic. while yes, their parents were abusive, it simply correlates without being causal. we know for a fact from twin studies, where they were adopted and raised apart and studied for decades. twins are genetically identical, so they are used to determine what is environmental and what is genetic.https://youtu.be/yx-0px-ymtM
>>534289166checkthey know how to manage their emotions, they pretend they can't so that you have to be the one to step in and take control (and responsibility) for her shitty moods, which are all pre-planned and timed for maximum effect.it's all a game, and taking them seriously at any juncture is what makes you lose. everything is a lie. no matter what they say, it's a lie.
>>534289572https://youtu.be/ggkNZJ-rAkAeven a rat would make a better parent than youa bpd would set the table for the snake and cream at and hit her kid for trying to escape
>>534288660You're right, we should be killing them instead.
>>534293576https://www.youtube.com/shorts/NkVvpq4aoVA?feature=shareimagine not suing your employer for anything and everything you canthis guy made a living not only doing this, but teaching others to do this too.he got mangled in an accident at work when he was a kid and got paid out. he also worked in an ammo warehouse, where cartridges would be all over the ground, and going off when the forklift ran over them. >NIGGA>never ignorant, getting goals accomplishedif everyone acted like a NIGGA, there wouldn't be any problems in this world
>>534293576>>534298993https://youtu.be/HkoqjVHi6oUa more comprehensive video
>>534294598>FAMILY DOES NOT MEAN KEEPING SECRETS, WALKING ON EGG SHELLS, LYING ABOUT WHO I AM TO KEEP THE PEACE, PRETENDING OTHERS ARE HEALTHY WHEN THEY ARE NOT, TIP TOEING AROUND THE TRUTH, ATTENDING HOLIDAYS THAT DERAIL MY HEALING PROCESS, DEFENDING POOR CHOICES, ENGAGING IN TOXIC BEHAVIOR, REMAINING LOYAL TO OLD PATTERNS THAT NO LONGER ALIGN WITH MY GROWTH, ASSUMING CARE TAKING RESPONSIBILITIES THAT ARE NOT MINE TO CARRY.who tf lives like that? if i cant talk to my mum about how much i hate niggers im not going.
I had to look back and see how I was put in serious danger by my BPD mother over and over. She ramped up the stress so bad during a crisis that I was shown once and for all that her performative safety net didnt exist and hasnt ever since she drove my father away. I was forced to cut her off permanently for my own safety. Dont listen to her words, look at her actions and decide if a relationship with a woman that treats you as totally disposable is worth it. Cutting off a toxic parent will be the hardest yet bravest and best thing you ever do.
>>534299283>Cutting off a toxic parentProbably a good idea but ths is a data mine slide thread
