>be me>18yo zoomer, discover /pol/ during some election spam>start reading "it's just memes bro" but the stats and webms hit different>20yo, /pol/ is daily ritual, old friends ghost me for being "depressed">spend nights alone watching crime webms and thot collapse videos, blackpill sinking in hard>23yo, barely leave house, no friends, still virgin, everything feels rigged and hopeless>24-25yo, random anxiety spikes turn into full panic attacks out of nowhere>multiple ER visits, heart racing, dizzy, POTS shit when I stand up, docs say "just anxiety">27yo, can't take it anymore, go on mental meds so I don't off myself>now I'm a numb, medicated virgin NEET chud, still alone, still lurking /pol/ every day>life is bearable but empty, watching the collapse I predicted while my body and mind rot>tfw no gf, no future, just webms and SSRIs until the end>it was never going to be okay
>>534350983literally me except 20yo
>>534351079So, did you discover pol at like 12 or something?my journey is about 11 years here now.
>>534351122when i was 15 in 2020i probably wouldve gotten vaxxed if it werent for that, im glad
>>534351079I’ve been on 4chan longer than you’re been alive kek
>>534351796zamn
>>534350983Why don't you fucking lurk more instead of posting your queer blog posts fucking faggot.
>>534350983>memeflaggot too weak to handle spicy memesKek, kys. I'm 40 and I'm doing fine, nigger.
>>534352459you probably grew up in a wealthy environment and the real life didn't affect you the way it did meif my irl was fine i could handle these memes fine
>>534353295i felt exactly like you 5 years ago after enduring a major traumatic eventits not too late to change, youre still in your 20s for goodness sake
>>534351122The joke is that the previous owner of the store is called Chuck so if you replace "Sneed" with "Chuck" you get "Chuck's Feed & Seed".
>>534353827>your 20sI will be 30 this yearin total, been in 4chan since about 17 (in 2014)
>>534350983what a pussy. You discovered the leviathan and not on Pol. It is that thats freezing you. You got the right energy but you are using it wrong. Go in front of a mirror and throw your disfida to it. And dismiss the fucking meds, slowly of you are already pussified to the point to kill uself without.You fucked with something very big, and you have to aknowledge that before anything.
>>534354648so?>>534355171then do homemade dmt
>>534355281cacti are better
>>534350983I'd kiss the Irish.
>>534355351tastes gross though
>>534350983This place is a wacky place. Now is a good time for dark humor threads at least until Trump declares war on us.
>>534355467dry them then leave them to infuse in alcohol. best gin & tonic
I used to surf this website tripping on acid and shrooms, is have so many ego deaths and mental breakdowns from it then sober up and pick up the pieces. Now a few years later im doing fine making 6 figs. Just gotta take what you learn and keep moving. If you cant handle the heat stay outta the kitchen
>>534355672hmmmm
>>534356279ikwymi saw a ukraine war gore vid on acid once
>>534351122I was 13 myself. I'm now almost 34. You're here forever, kid.
>>534350983Hey, don't blame /pol/, plenty of us discovered it in our teens and didn't end up a wreck. It's just the internet, you have to learn not to take it too seriously. I have been on this site since 2012, and i ended up as a boring fucking normie.
>>534350983Look how Diogenes lived, why not do the same, at the end the death of all matter is inevitable so why worry about a thing, there are rich men that kill themselves and poor men that live long happy lives, its all on your head
>>534356333Craziest thing I saw was a Nazbol and a Stalinist who liked Hitler arguing with each other. Then I went and played Mother Russia Bleeds while watching a documentary about the Palace Coup in the Soviet Union and cried at the collapse of a civilization. Im no russaboo or commie but man that was an interesting experience. 10/10 would never do it again tho
>>534357088based, i also had my own russiaboo phase before the war happenedso many good russian movies
>>534357310Same, its fun to go through but you gotta make it to the other side. Otherwise you genuinely can just go crazy.
>>534350983Yea bud it's probaby the internet's fault, not yours
>>534357638true
>>534350983Hopelessness goes in many forms, anon. Hope being fulfilled is guaranteed through one.
>>534350983the internet was a mistake as it shows us the true reality of the world thus making us more depressed
>>534350983I member when they made /pol/ lots of comfy occult stuff, forbidden histories, lolbert strong hold It was comfy
>>534361936>It was comfyIn 2016 when we were still children and it was still fine living at parents at that age
