I'm drinking myself to death but I can't stop. After COVID my family fell apart. My brother shot himself and my parents and sister quit talking to me and each other. My motivation at work cratered and hasn't recovered. It feels like any day they'll walk in and replace me with AI. Pedophile elites are eating and raping children as we speak. Yet everybody just smiles and keeps working; the band keeps playing as the Titanic sinks. Now they are teasing us with famine, nuclear armageddon, economic depression, hantavirus, fucking space aliens...I have prayed to God to help me but I don't feel His presence anymore. I just want to check out and go be with my brother. Is this hell?
For Christ's sake, somebody talk to me. Not even a fucking bot?
>>534738380Did you alienate everyone who ever cared for you by being the person you really are? Now you have nobody? Hmm. Actions have consequences. You must suffer, or you will never understand what you have done wrong. So suffer.
do a flip faggot
>>534738861the brain thoughts radio unironically sets you free
>>>534738861No.To to /adv/
>>534738380>Is this hell?either that or purgatory.You had any near death situations or incidents where if things were slightly different you would have died? maybe you died and this is the alternate dimension you got put in to finish out your test.
>>534738380>have prayed to God to help me but I don't feel His presence anymoreKamelot - The Great Pandemonium
>>534738380Imagine being depressed over trivial bullsit like this. I'm depressed cause women don't want to fuck me.
>>534738861Stay with us even if it's just out of morbid curiosity to watch the world burn anon. Eat some popcorn.
>>534738380>My brother shot himselfDamn, how's he doing now?
>>534738380It is hell, anon, god will not help you, you should help yourself, stay strong.
>>534739233Everything you lose by being real was fake.
>>534738380>Pedophile elites are eating and raping children as we speak. Yet everybody just smiles and keeps working; the band keeps playing as the Titanic sinks. Now they are teasing us with famine, nuclear armageddon, economic depression, hantavirus, fucking space aliens...yeah read pic relit's not even intentional, it just what being a midwit means, as if COVID and mainstream LGBT wasn't enough proof
Life sucks but you can fly an airplane if you are white
>>534738380NORMALLY I WOULD JUST RAG ON THE FUEL VIRUS CRUISESHIP BULLSHIT CURRENTLY OCCURRING TO MENTION THEY'RE PLANNING FUEL LOCKDOWNSTHE REASON THIS WORLD SEEMS LIKE HELL IS YOU HAVE THE MORAL CONSCIENCE WITHIN YOURSELF TO RECOGNISE IT AS THE DECEPTION AND IMMORALITY IT ISAND THAT TRAIT IS BOTH RARE AND PRICELESS. OTHER PEOPLE CANNOT PERCEIVE IT. MOST HERE WILL PROBABLY TRY TO MOCK YOU FOR IT.I CAN'T HELP YOU WITH YOUR FEELINGS ANON, BUT HOW I DEAL WITH IT IS I TURN IT TO JUST ANGER AND WAGE WAR ON THE CUNTBAGS WHO DO THIS.RIGHT NOW I'M EXPOSING THEIR LIES ABOUT A BULLSHIT VIRUS STORY WHERE THEIR GOAL IS TO GET PEOPLE TO ACCEPT TRAVEL RESTRICTIONS SO THEY CAN AVOID EXPLAINING IT IS DUE TO ISRAEL'S FUCKED UP WAR IN IRAN, SHILLS ARE SPAMMING THE VIRUS THREADS EVERYWHERE.IF YOU HATE WHAT HAPPENED DURING COVID-19, NOW'S YOUR CHANCE TO GET EVEN.PIC SOMEWHAT UNRELATED
>>534738861Research Gnosticism. Try reaching Gnosis.Experience everything consensual.Refuse rebirth.
Holy shit this thread is full of horrible posts. Are they mossad demoralization agents or bots or something?
>>534739233I never said "nobody cares about me". I have my wife, kids, in-laws, extendend family, friends. I spent two hours on the phone with a friend of mine last night. The point is that there is a void that can't be filled by these relationships, and the reality of resource scarcity transcends all personal relationships as its severity increases. Don't come here projecting your problem onto me.
Embrace the suffering brother. We are not here to have a good time. It’s about survival of species. Start with some individualistic objectives. Try taking care for yourself, a partner will come, spread your genes, be a bit less careful for what is happening in the world, and have more attention for what is happening around you. Try to keep Alive some light of your brother (if you miss him) with your work… it is not worth it to end it, i think you already know.
>>534739467So you already have kids? Don’t you think their suffer would be much high er than yours if you actually end yourself?
>>534738380I havent had a sip in two weeks until yesterday,frog.
Isn't there somebody in your extended family you can connect with to get that kin feeling?
>>534739448Both.
>>534738861Are u kind of a dick in conversations where you have to always show how you know the “inside scoop” or other annoying personality traits that normies cannot stand?
>>534739524That's literally the only reason I haven't done it already. My brother shot himself a month before my eldest was born. So I have no choice but to persist.
>>534738380I see a lot of "I'm" language and "me" language. If you have kids it's not about you anymore.Stop being a punk and wasting family assets on alcohol that could be used for buying your kids toys or video games or clothes or whatever. They are all that should matter now.Your stupid brother is gone, forget him. You have a bigger purpose now and he wasn't cut out for it.People die, family drifts away, so what? Your kids are your life now. Don't fuck it up nigger.Time to start being man anon.
>>534739467Stop reading the news, faggot. Normally I think everyone should be informed about the world, but people who can't regulate their emotions shouldn't read the news. Find a new hobby.
>>534739609>sharing the truth is le bad normalfaggots deserve thier kike masters
Anon, have you tried going to a therapist, one that would not prescribe you jewpills? Alternatively, you could try to have a more clear vision of your surround “chemically”. Also you could reconnect with a old friend of yours and talking about your problem
>>534738380Are you able to do your job from remote? If yes, move to another country at least for a couple of years. If you want to live comfortable, choose a poor but safe country like Thailand, Indonesia or Greece and live an upper middle class life at the beach. This might help you with your depression. And since you're alone, fuck some whores too.
>>534739405That's horseshit. We should let pedophiles rape kids, then, because "not raping kids" is too high a price for them to pay to live in society with the rest of us?
>>534738380I understand completely, OP. Pic related; it’s me and it’s over
>>534739233if OP was the liberalest tranny in the world he would still be right and you would still be gayer than him.I hate how the internet is full of idiots like this spouting these gay little one liners or random boomer advice that hasn't worked since 1996 like they're geniuses or something.
>>534739777I really do not believe in therapy but I have been going to a therapist for over a year now. No jewpills. I don't think it's working. I tried church and they started fucking going on about Israel when the Iran thing kicked off.
>>534739777I think you are not seeing what you have, u have a family and kids, this should be enough to make you prosperous. Anon, you need to work on yourself, its like you can’t see the precipua things that surround yourself.
>>534740000Precious*
>>534739428HELLBOUND!!!
>>534739467I don't have problems like that. I'm the other side of your equation. I haven't spoken to my father since 2007 because he's exactly the kind of person who voted for Trump in 2016. I haven't spoken to my mother since 2020 because she doesn't want a relationship with her grandson. Love me, love my son is so simple even she should be able to understand it. They made their choices, so did I.So I'm the people who cut you off in this situation. You should examine your own life, bub. What did you do to create the world you're living in now?
>>534738380A geographical cure is not usually recommended, because we bring our problems with us; but maybe you need to do a self-intervention and get the hell away from your family for a while so you can rebuild yourself as something new. It's easy to fall into a cycle of bullshit and drama and get your buttons pressed if you're in a family shitshow. Think of it like a fast/purge, or isolating a broken limb until it heals.
>>534740042Is that you, my old friend?
>>534739739fuck off back to india you animal
>>534739898Yeah well modern therapy looks like a joke,but at least a good therapist can give you a certain mental order and view, i Guess. Holy shit what is going on with churches there kek. Perhaps you could gtfo jewSA with ur family? Even maybe for some time? Its not about escaping, it would be more about creating some friction, some memories, some fuel, idk what you do for work, but i think there could be ways.
>>534738380Are you cut?
>>534740095You and I are literally in the same situation concerning our parents (well, your mom anyway). It's like since my brother's suicide I can't convince them to care about their own grandchildren. They cut off EVERYBODY: their siblings, their kids, their grandkids, their cousins. So don't tell me it's something I did specifically; it's demonstrably not.
>>534739233While harsh, this can be true. But rather than remove yourself from the planet, Anon, stage an intervention and remove yourself from the family for a while. Then the suffering is your own to learn from - not someone else's bullshit and drama.
>>534739895You're the same guy! You pulled it in, and now you have to act like that was the plan the whole time! Jesus, you're delusional...
>>534738380Yeah i know that feel. I think the best way to deal with it is to spend time focusing on what you can control. Not to do the Jordan Peterson shtick but unironically clean your room. Maybe buy a nice little speaker and play calming piano music in the evenings. Just do your best and leave the rest up to god, or fate, or blind luck. You can always kill yourself tomorrow, no need to do it today, remember.
>>534739233Kek this is the best display of the cancerous attitude of the normalfaggot ive seen for a while Kys
>>534738380Go to church , confess your sins , do baptism again , and sin no more .
>>534740201I could definitely afford a vacation like that on my income, but I have been pouring every paycheck into house payments. On track to have it paid off next year, if I make it that far. Some other anon mentioned not wasting money on booze but the $20/week I spend on a gallon of wine is literally the only expense I have for myself. I am very frugal and trying to funnel all resources into security. I wouldn't feel right taking a vacation before the house is paid off. And yes my region (southeast USA) is EXTREMELY zionist, especially in the rural areas where I live. There are churches that aren't cucked but they are 45min away or more, in cities. There are Israeli flags flying in my town. It's fucking nuts.
>>534740325You too! The universe is now teaching you, and people like you. You must suffer, or you will never understand what you have done wrong. This is the end of the beginning of the rest of your life, my friend, and you have so much to learn.
>>534738861You voted for this
>>534738380I bought a new toolcart
>>534740493You are a spineless LARPing MORON that fakes who you are in order to receive shit You are no better than a two faced junkie you absolute pseud
>>534738380Similar boat. I hate everything, we live in hell.
>>534740549
>>534738380Your family sounds weak, like mine. Go solo. Who gives a shit what the world is coming to? All is temporary. Might as well take the clown pill and enjoy the chaos. Humanity deserves what it is putting itself through.>Nuclear Armageddon One can only hope. It would be hilarious. But nukes are fake and gay, probably. Oh well, that fits with the rest of the absolute shitshow, does it not?Maybe some new virus will do it. Nahhh, probably not either. All designed to keep faggots like yourself scared and demotivated. Learn to not give a shit. Things could have been worse. You could have been born a brown weak manlet in India and living in literal shit. Now there's a group of people who lost at life simply for existing, kek.See, you don't have it so bad. Smile.... ya droopy cunt. :D
>>534740674What really boggles my mind is that I have a lot going for me and everything still feels fucking impossible. How does a normcattle working at goymart even begin to process these things? Everything is so fucked
>>534740687Calm down, sir. Have a smoke and a pancake
>>534740751I think you’re larping to be honest. Demoralization? Anyway, good thread. Look at my tools
>>534740762Maybe that's my problem. I haven't smoked in fucking weeks.>>534740816I wish it were a larp
>>534740559should modify the lancer, those are a great shape
>>534740272>schizobabbleHahahaKys.
>>534740762Pannekoeke :D
>>534740883Man, its kinda rouch looking
>>534738380Kill yourself. Your wife and children will have better lives without you.I read your posts. 2 minutes of of my life I'm not getting back. You are not worth our time. Don't shit up the catalog with your attentionwhoring. Kill yourself.
>>534740095You don't have any kids, you're not a while male in a country town who just happens to be liberal, you're a deranged leftoid psycho posting dumb bullshit on /pol/ at 4 AM because you have no life besides shitting up a board full of drunks, jeets and jews on a saturday thinking you're owning the chuds.>ERMMMM YOU SHOULD EXAMINE YOUR LIFESomeone should end your life so no one has to deal with your faggot holier than though "now cut your dick off, it's pro-trans!" bullshit, you cultist freak.
>>534740930Jij snapt het!
>>534740816Hertog Jan best tool
>>534740966you could do an evo3 mock up lol
>>534740966Rough
>>534738380White men are caring less and less about empathy and compassion. The love of the greater number is cooling off. White boys are programmed from youth to have empathy for foreigners and strangers. It’s not natural, it’s brainwashing. You can barely express your true thoughts as a man in the West. You have to keep your true self locked up in a mental cage, lest you lose your income or freedom. Even mundane remarks can land you in jail. Eating a bacon sandwich can get you fired. You are supposed to be mute slaves, and are only allowed to be men when there's a war they need you to die in. Now White men battle violent thoughts all day long and are fast becoming brutalist. Nobody cares about White men. Non-Whites view them as tax cattle and military pawns. White women are viewed as war brides. Once the old Whites pass into the grave, young Whites are going to accelerate the end times and bring about a new system.No more global charity.No more sympathy.No more pity.Remigration will happen. The blacks, browns, and Leftists better get the fuck out while they still have the chance.
>>534738380My brother was smart. Your parents and sister are saving themselves from your cancer.
I'm tired too.
>>534741033Thats a sick ride, a go cart from the 90s essentially. Im more of a ugly body big engine type dude, would love to flick a 2liter turbo in this bitch
>>534738380https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=jP7NTF-qKSI
>>534741187Kart*
>>534738380Pic related is the last winning move and we all know it. We’re fucked either way, might as well give the masses the blood they want and watch the elite get filleted alive on stream.
>>534741187That would be a cool sleeper for sure
>>534738380You need to stop obsessing over politics and stop drinking alcohol.
>>534741020Sowieso! Based knower. Drink hertog jan in denmark?
heres two indisputable facts.1)you are in a half cycle of a whole cycle. your next half cycle you will be the opposite sex.2)you can not prove anything outside of the self.
>>534741233You drive a cool car?
>>534740272>You pulled it in, and now you have to act observe thy sabbath, demented moronic kike
>>534740487You are right, you go to vacation and then you come back to the same. I was talking about really changing things, like moving elsewhere, even better if it is work related, but it has to be made with your whole family. Places like yours look a bit odd if you are not lobotomized i guess.
>>534741237If I didn't obsess over politics, I'd be vaccinated right now. You cannot afford NOT to pay attention to politics these days. There are realities that exert their force upon you whether you like them or not; all you can do is anticipate the momentum to avoid the blow.
>>534741287Its alright, commodore from the 90s with an 8
>>534739898therapy is 20% your therapist if he or she is any good and 80% your workI understand how fucked therapy is in the US and the cancerous therapy speak malevolently used in corpo environment and unqualified self-help retards, but if you put in the effort to look for a decent therapist and if you're willing to spend a couple of years to fix your mind, you'll get resultsthen again I have access to free therapy and to be honest I probably would never try if I had to pay for a therapy because I was sceptical enough alreadymaybe try a support group? fuck, being an American is hell
>>534741392Wowww, dude. V8? Im getting hard right now. I hope you removed atleast one muffler or something. People need to hear that.
>>534741473I put a 2.5inch twin exhaust on it, was told I'd lose power if I went 3" but its loud enough, only an auto though
>>534741571Doesnt matter if its an auto, its not a highly tuned racecar its a v8. Fucking music from the exhaust
>>534741669Thanks man
>>534738380>I have prayed to God to help me but I don't feel His presence anymore.Side effect of vax.
daily reminder: all of your problems can be solved by killing a jew and living in his mansion off the infinite supply of gibs stipened onto the cards he had in his wallet
>>534741897That's true but in my case not relevant. I'm unvaxxed. >>534741454This is what really boggles my mind. Being an American IS hell but people just keep skipping along merrily as if the music of the post-WWII boom is still going. I truly do not understand how your average doordash employee doesn't absolutely lose their fucking mind. There is 0 future for such people in this country and they know it.
>>534741897could be the jew worship. the gods ghost people who take up jew worship. its gotten way worse ever since the internet arrived to provide people a surefire way of knowing with absolute certainty abrahamism is fake and gay. you have to go out of your way to be ignorance. you literally have one job, to establish connection with the gods. and if youre not dedicating your existance to that task, then youre just fucking wasting space and resources and obstructing people who can.
>>534742060Define "jew".
>>534742231missing foreskin, subscribes to torah supremacist alternative history, seeks to establish a spiritual and/or material pajeet caste system with themselves in between divinity and the *other* (non-jew slaves)its good that you ask because for some reason, people think "jews" means talmudists specifically, when thats never been the case. it means torah observers.
>>534742231>>534742539pardon me, its more like torah advocates than observors. since the torah is technically a meme religion that was written before it was ever practiced, and theres alot of skewing of interpretation and adherance. but ultimately the plan relayed in it and the goals of these observors remains the same. to destroy the nations of the world, to destroy their gods, and to unity the world into a single global state, headed up by a jewish king, worshipping the jewish god.essentially, a war upon the gods, everything they have sought to achieve, erasing everything about different cultures, different races, different modes of thought, and dumbing it all down to a monke hierarchy because jews want to play monkehttps://youtu.be/5U1TN-i0x7g
>>534742539I don't think Christianity fits your description. Look at Galatians 3:28. Where is the 2-tier pajeet system you describe?Also do you have primary sources for the quotes in your pic?
>>534741883100%Hows the petrol situation overthere now? Gettingbetter?
>>534742899you asked for the definition of jew, not jew worshipper.if you want to waste everyones time and try to pretend jews didnt write the bible, and jesus wasnt jewish, and christians dont worship jesus, who is jewish, then youre barking up the wrong tree. guy was flipping over tables because he couldnt get into the jewish temple to learn more about how jews were going to conquer the world and enslave all the goyim.jesus was upset jews werent being jewish enough and that jews were attempting to jew the jews, the sort of behavior which is only acceptable towards the animal gentiles. so christianity is actually a way to remind jews of their loyalties, and whose side theyre on.
>>534743217It seems to have stagnated, i don't think the prices will ever go down
>>534743273Jesus specifically overthrew the Levitical priesthood that embodied the 2-tier pajeet caste system you mentioned at the time. Judas Iscariot was upset that Jesus wasn't leading a pro-Judaean revolt against the Romans. Instead Jesus blessed a Roman and lauded him above Israelites at the time.Your argument has a lot of holes, and we haven't even gotten into the real definition of "jew".
>>534743273I also note your inability to source the quotes.
a lot of those threads today
>>534738380have you considered alcoholics anonymous?https://files.catbox.moe/cuq03a.mov>>534739467it’s obvious to me what that void is. This may sound like evangelism, but you can’t get sober without God. You can find God it alone but it’s the road less travelled as it’s painfully difficult, spiritually oriented groups do 90% of the work for you. It’s rare to find a religious group that’s genuinely connected to God, you want something without politics or dogma, most churches are ZOG slave factories now. AA is genuinely closer to God than most churches
>>534742410how can you lose ALL your money? sounds like an all eggs in one basket situeish
>>534738380Unjabbed here. In the past two years I have been diagnosed with cancer, assaulted, dragged into court and just lost my job. I have no interest in my marriage and performing normalcy like a monkey. Pray constantly and still trying to walk with God as best I can. Totally sober. U ain’t special cupcake
>>534739435Get thee behind me Satan
>>534738380You think that's bad? I grew up getting fucked by my father in my sleep. Everyone thinks it's funny.
>>534739898Go to a tradcath. I do and the priest rants about how evil the jews are. Guaranteed we will be in the news soon
>>534740095> because he's exactly the kind of person who voted for Trump in 2016Go back to your safe space troon you will never be a woman
>>534745024Kek
>>534739898An orthodox church is less likely to be pro-israel
>>534745024>>534745202? Is this a meme or something
>>534738380it's so much worse than any of us realise. we are living in a loosh farm. that us why people kill themselves and families fall apart. something happened with the CERN collider and unleashed entities into our reality that feed off our pain. Jesus Christ is the only way out.
>>534740095>I haven't spoken to my father since 2007 because he's exactly the kind of person who voted for Trump in 2016He's a better man than you. I can't believe you aren't ashamed of this retardation. Reddit might be a better fit for you.
>>534738380You should try joining Scientology. We would love to help you.
>>534745313Truth
>>534738380Do something you would never do. Have you tried a onewheel? They are fun and you can drive 25 miles on a charge and meet nice people along the journey. Or a bike? Bikes are cheaper. Do something new homey. Also, not a bot.
>>534745265I guess normalfag feminist humour is just laughing at little boys getting raped
>>534745363Shut the actual fuck up brit. You are a bitchwaffle for attacking a depressed dude. I bet you support all the redactions and your breath smells of rotten cheese. Lame ass bitch.
>>534739333I think we're in hell. One day before covid I went to jaywalk, looked left, looked right no cars, skipped up in the air to run across the street then stopped for no reason. A car zipped by. Get it? I didn't stop, I was splattered by the car and ended up here in hell. Confirmation? Musician tells story he had dream Freddy Kruger got him and was dragging him to hell but when he woke up he was just here. Yes,just here.
>>534745313Sounds like the plot to one of my animes.
>>534745960you've got that right
>>534746564Unless the car was going like 300kph you wouldn't have just been "splattered" On the average street with a car going the speed limit there's a fair chance you'd die in hospital if it were to kill you at all
>>534746740putrid
>>534742899>>534744129>>534744100and galatians was written by saul, whose an openly admitted liar and a jewhe wrote 1/3 of that new testament and he basically spends the entire time writing to other jews in jewspeak conspiring about how to subvert the gentiles in order to accomplish the torah plan. obviously theyre going to censor and scrub out the more overt parts, because they need you to follow it. and they kept these books under lock and key under penalty of arrest for some 1500 years for a reason, because there were problematic portions which might not align with their then present political objectives. but now, at this point in time some 2000 years later, those objectives have been accomplished. christians succeeded in conquering their own nations and putting jews in charge in every land they ever took root in. so we can do away with all the pretenses and just talk plainly about what it was all about.https://files.catbox.moe/yy7eet.pdfdid you even read the old testament? jews declare an open world war against gentiles. so whatever they wrote after that, is utterly tainted and unreliable, they are enemies. because theyre at war with us and are committed to lying, deceiving and doing anything that is necessary to obtain that objective, youd be a fool to trust them. jews have never rescinded that decleration of war. not even the jewish christians denounced the torah, because they were still invested in it.the whole idea of the new testament is that there are "good" jews, theres not, and there has never been. whats the name of this roman soldier? can we even verify his existance? of course not. because it never happened
>>534738380>is this hellyes, thanks to white europeans
>>534738380Have you tried blessing Israel?
>>534746773IIRC there was a popular case of child abuse in your cuntry where worst korean feminists not only made fun of the abuse, defended the perpetrator (SK too), but also harassed/made dead threats towards the parents for complaining. Judge allowed perpetrator to escape jail and she fled the country.
>>534738380>Is this hellyeaaaaah. kinda. but the good news is, all this shit down here is as hell as it ever gets and it'S only so bad as we let it happen to be. quit drinking, ask God to show you the way, every evening when you lay in bed, for a week and God will show you in subtle ways where your soul needs to be.
>>534746746Hell denial. I get the why of it but you have to admit everything checks out. All powerful government that hates its own citizens. Deliberate release of viruses, fake vaxxes, satanic shit demons of India, fag flags on all the churches and all the average citizen wants is to obey said government and rat you out for not supporting any of its stupidity and tyranny.
>>534738380Its called "nigredo" or "negrido", cant be bothered to look up the spelling now, part of the "revelation of the method", dumb freemasonic shit though most christian churches and the catholic church are in on it too, needless to say pretty much all countries too (maybe Uganda is safe, dont know really, dont care anyway). It goes something like this: Pastor Faggot Mcfuckface/faggot new age guru: "you create your own reality with your thoughts, the law of attraction is real!!! your will/the lord will provide all your needs".Meanwhile some recessed jaw, loser IT dickmonger is using algorithms, faggot Spacex satellites and nanobots to make you bump into "the love of your life" or placing YOU in the path of a $20 bill just when you need a few extra bucks, while Cardinal Kiddie Fiddler uses the Bible to tell you its gods will at work and definitely not the same power hungry psychopaths gaining complete control over you, their dream fulfilled, the plans laid out by Kabbalists since before most of the modern nations in the Western Hemisphere were founded.Pic very much related.
Same bro. After COVID, everything fell apart. My sister went missing, my dad estranged himself from the family. My mum fucking lost her mind. I try to stop drinking, but it gets me through the shitty nights
>>534738380You're just bored and going through the typical middle age crisis. Find something cool to do that is not seeking therapy from anons online who will try to fuck with your mind.
>>534738380sedative-hypnotic dependence automatically induces depression in my experience. quit and go through the withdrawals and see how you feel after a few weeks have passed.
>>534738380So your brother killed himself and now the family doesn't talk to each other? Best case scenario would have been a temporary pulling back from each other simply through the shock of a beloved and apparently problem free family member taking themselves out, with the need to protect themselves from it happening again. But it happened around covid you say? I have so many questions. Everyone is behaving like the guilty party. Tell me about your mother anon. How were you and your siblings raised as children? Were you played off against each other or did anyone play favourites? Were there childhood mistakes that were never forgiven? Were there any arguments immediately before or lingering through the years? Really feeling parental self blame here, probably warranted since they are doing fuck all to bring the family unit back together.
>>534740095>she doesn't want a relationship with her grandsonBased grandma dabbing on her mudshark daughter and her nigglet.
>>534738380just stop drinkingthe results will be immediateDrinking alcohol excessively ruins:your looksyour walletyour physiqueyour reputationyour complexionyour energyyour sleepyour liver and kidneysyour brainyour digestive systemyour ability to concentrateyour judgement and impulse controlyour memoryyour cars/propertyyour patienceyour ability to attend social eventsyour relationshipsyour sex life
>>534747349>pastor faggot mcfuckfacebut thats like, every pastor ever.it takes a special sort of person to knowingly dedicate their life to promoting jewish propaganda. did you know in seminary school they openly tell you its all fake and gay, and the people who are ordained are the ones who said thats fine, and proceeded to do it anyway? like how the ending of mark isnt even the ending of mark, but something they wrote centuries after the fact to better suit jews' political agenda of transitioning the jewish messiah into being an actual god incarnated into flesh? before they did that, in the original mark, he was just some guy who died, who was never seen or heard from again.
>>534738380God lead you to 4chan to read his instructions and warnings.
>>534740978this was fucking rude and though 4chan certainly does not coddle people, it is better than this postignore this idiot, OP
>>534738380>has a job >no kids or wife>Christian I guess>obsession with political memes is affecting real lifeSuicide is a sin in your religion, so don't do that or you'll go to hell. Stop worrying about things you can't change. Focus on your immediate surrounding. Do whatever you have to make amends with your sister and parents.
>>534738380I’m stuck in a cycle of quitting drinking, going through hellish dangerous withdrawals, and relapsing. Don’t be like me anons, there’s still hope, do not drink.
>>534738380>I'm drinking myself to death but I can't stopI almost did that a few years ago. I decided to either quit or AN hero if i could notA good way to ease out of alcohol is to start smoking small amounts of weed. Small amounts, we dont have weed here because we are not niggers, but basicly if you buy hash and roll a joint with like maybe one third of the "normal" amount its going to take off the edge you are experiencing.This requires you to become sober first which is going to suck complete ass if you dont get some benzos so i would definitely recommend doing that.Benzos are really great for alot of things actually, you still feel like shit but you no longer care about it. This is optimal for short term "time travel"
>>534748247>Stop worrying about things you can't change. Focus on your immediate surrounding. Do whatever you have to make amends with your sister and parents.this is very good advicelisten to anon OP
>>534744996retard unless your god is lucifer you shouldn't even care
>>534748316Also dont use the weed instead of benzos, its going to pretty much have the opposite effect of what you want. This is really important because otherwise you are going to cramp up and theres a pretty decent chance (25% ish) that weed+withdrawal is gonna make u croak
>>534738380save 3k, fly to thailand, travel the country, train muay thai.there is a whole world to see. stop getting demoralized
>>534738380>Pedophile elites are eating and raping children as we speak.Sounds like cope
>>534738380Become a pedo-elite yourself. Can't beat'em, join'em.
>>534738380>I'm drinking myself to death i do that also but none of your shit is relevant to mei am not afraid of being replaced by AI, because since my birth in 1999, i before and after everyone even knew what AI even is, i never had a single job (except i'd be lying if i said that, my shitty commie parents forced me through teen-labor against my will as a contract that they'd release me from the mental health place they locked me in because i broke my guitar if i paid for it)>After COVID my family fell apartmy family was always shit but somehow within 2-3 years 4 of the ~10 family members dropped dead, it kind of made me a bit happier, though i really doubt the death of one of my grannies was normal, it really felt like either she killed herself or my mother poisoned her>My brother shot himself my brother is still alive, and still a massive piece of shit (older), i'd rather have him not be alive >Pedophile elites are eating and raping children its called the HIGH LIFE, some people get it, its a place where we people are rich enough to forget for a second that everything is utterly fucked by doing something even more utterly fucked, its a poisonous cycle like eating meat, nothing bad with it though, though indeed pedos are disgusting, though i am a pedo, though i am actually not i just find women age rapidly into shit, though even if i was a pedo, i am actually incel virgin loser neet loser, so you cannot say a virgin is a pedo technically, its against the rules, but women will somehow make a UNION that says you can say that a virgin is a pedophile, they might as well call it the European Union
>>534744946God is imagination, keep dreaming about god without understanding that youre just dreaming. Why do we dream? Because reality isnt fun at the moment so the idea of god gives a safe feeling so u can keep on coping in jew hellworld (reality). By seperating yourself and god (saying i belief in god or imagening god to be something whilst it is nothing, and no nothing is not something, nothing is nothing= open (curiosity) but being curious (open) in a jew created hellhole isnt fun so we escape to dreamism by misleading ourselves into a retarded dream where there are gods and angels etc, but thats just a projection to make ourselves feel good (continue to keep coping)
>>534738380>Is this hell?Nope, that comes next, this is just the warmup
>>534748120Not that well versed in the Bible but its pretty obvious that TPTB use it and modify it to suit their needs, dont think its as simple as "the jews" though.Have you checked out Joseph Atwills work? looking forward to reading his book.
>>534749549yeah, not the book the documentary. he builds alot of good evidence, but comes to the wrong conclusion in that it was a roman conspiracy. it was a jewish conspiracy, and jews controlled rome through the flavians.>Creating Christhttps://youtu.be/gHOK66qj9xc>Caesar's Messiahhttps://odysee.com/@Wormhole%27s_SpaceTime:d/Caesar%27s-Messiah---The-Roman-Conspiracy-to-Invent-Jesus:5
>>534738861Life is cruel bro. It is part of becoming an adult in a fractured civilization.Your existence is a middle finger to the system, so keep living out of spite.Use that spite and righteous anger to gather wealth and weapons.If it ever comes time to finally act, you have the means to do so.If not, then just continue gathering.Pass it all on to someone else of your own kind, either by race or ideology, when it comes time to pass to the next life.Never be stopped by these niggers and kikes.Sit back and enjoy the show, too many people have lived and died before us to cut yourself short. Interesting times are here, even if it seems mundane and boring.
Covid is the OG disease(jesus made it)Hanta doesnt exist and is a jewish lieIf you fall for hanta spam then you are a jewish golemHanta is maybe a cover up name for jews poisoning their opposition or something......
>>534738861its christ that got you into this mess. the most avowed christian president in american history just up and decided to give a private bank unsupervised, unaccountable control over the country's money supply. this private bank was of course jewish owned, which explains why jews over everything that isnt rented or mortgaged by illegals who receive 0 interest loans and free money to resettle in our lands.woodrow wilson is why you never put a christian in charge, they will always, 100% of the time, find a way to lose to jews. such is the reason for their new name, christcucks. because no one cucks to jews quite like one.
>>534738380A man walks into a barAt home, his wife and kids sit, shivering in the dark, huddling for warmth
I just sharted
>>534748316>benzosHorrible advice. Those shits are way worse than booze. Think alcohol has its claws in you? Benzos will have you by the fucking soul and it'll be the hardest thing ever to quit. OP just needs to slowly lower the amount he drinks on a daily basis til he just straight cuts it. That is if he wants to quit.
What do you want us to do?My life ended in 2020 as well, it's just been misery ever since.
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>>534738380assuming this is real and not a copypastathat sucks and is painfulbut there is also liberation in not having to worry about familyi too am rejected by my family for a variety of reasonsbut when i refused the covid shots or wearing a maskthat was a line too far for most of themthey simply wont engage with me anymorethey think im a “conspiracy theorist”or some nonsensewhen they are coincidence theoristswhich forces the conclusion even morebut, i actually think its liberating having noone and nothing to worry aboutim off the hook so to speak
>>534750077And that is NOT the fault of prophet jesusJesus didnt do thatCovid is the OG disease(jesus made it)Hanta doesnt exist and is a jewish lieIf you fall for hanta spam then you are a jewish golemHanta is maybe a cover up name for jews poisoning their opposition or something......I guess covid is the banzai virusHanta is more like bankai...Stop defaming jesus
>>534740559>open carports in a shitty multi-unit community>owns chinesium tools>overgrown courtyard/drivewayyou're living in public housing
>>534738861Error 404: Sympathy not found. Please continue leaking saline from your eyes.
>>534751608Inhave decent tools imo. No carports here, i wish though. I have great neighbours, one is old semitruck driver that always comes to check when im wrenching on my car or motorcycles. Its great
>>534739345That's a good enough reason if any to be depressed.
>>534750078maybe they should walk into a bar like normal people
>>534745083The nearest catholic church is half an hour away and it's a mexican one. The next closest is an hour away.
>>534745218Nearest ortho church is an hour away. >>534746783Saul doesn't fit your definition of "jew" because he's not claiming anyone has to go through him to get to God, nor is he espousing a caste system. So do you want to revise your definition of "jew", or concede defeat?
>>534750913Yeah, anything addictive needs close monitoring. Benzos can help with late game withdrawal symptoms, but no point in replacing one fix with another. Cutting booze down slowly is good advice for avoiding severe effects.
>>534739428Agreed. Stay away from gene therapies, mRNA/DNA/Plasmid injections.
>>534747520I gave up drinking for Lent (not Catholic but I thought, why not?). It didn't really help my mental state. I think things got worse when I was forced to think about it all at night when trying to sleep.>>534747695He was 30 years old and was living with my parents. He was going through a breakup and I think he got into an argument with my parents. My parents were away and he used my dad's gun to do it. My dad wouldn't let me read the suicide note because "he didn't want anything in it to be used against him".Yes there is parental self-blame.
>>534738380I think that we're at a turning point. We're going to either have a world war or a revolution. A revolution seems more likely since nobody wants to fight in a fake war orchestrated by those who oppress us to thin out our ranks. I intend to hang around long enough to see what happens. Hopefully I'll live to see these people dragged from their homes and offices and strung up as a warning to others that we're not going to tolerate their kind any more.
>>534748183I have been on 4chan for over 10 years. Shit like that is just noise to me.
>>534738380Just chill bro
>>534738380get a sailboat and sail the world. worst thing that could happen is you drown. but that's what you're doing right now anyway. so there's no downside.
>>534738380Your bloodline survived lots of civilizational falls and wars and pogroms and bad rules by evil men. Put down the bottle and take your mom some flowers for Mother’s Day. Despair is the point of the jewish humiliation ritual. All you have to do to win is endure.
>>534748487I have seen more of the world than anyone you've ever met, I promise. It doesn't interest me which is why I'm in rural bumfuck flyover country.>>534748664I would rather kms myself desu.
>>534738380Instead of working for the carrot, we're all working to avoid the stick
>>534752846I just wish it would happen already. Since COVID it's been clear that the old systems would die. But this stupid fucking 6 year circle jerk of anticipation is driving me fucking insane.
