I actually can't keep doing this anymore. My brain is genuinely so messed up. I don't even want money or a girlfriend anymore, I just want to feel like a normal person
>>535378117hookers
>>535378117that's what demoralization feels like. you can't undo it. you shouldnt have looked at all that gore.
>>535378117Your problem is wanting things.
>>535378117I think a lot of "mentally ill" people are just really fucking dumb and don't realize it.
>>535378117Take a valium
>>535378117buy guns and ammo to feel control in your life
>>535378117I'm sure this post is 100% genuine and not fake and gay at all.
>>535378117>>535378198>>535378208>>535378238im a fucking wizard bro ill manifest anything out of a void
>>535378682yea you can build diy solar for cheap as fuck too like $900 for a setup that lasts you all day
>>535378739stfu larping spic
>>535378739You can't even manifest digits
>>535378117https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YP1QHVNHMAE
>>535378117You're not insane. Insane people don't realize they're crazy.
>>535378117What makes you think you're insane and abnormal at this time?If I was one or both of those things at my worst, I took a step back from many things and focused on the basics (gradually). Thought about less. Focused on the essentials.Eventually healed/rested enough to be able to start going in another direction mentally. Learned new things so I had new goals to focus on.But maybe I really avoided going insane. If insanity is mental illness then like physical illness sometimes it's just a process you have to endure. You can be doing everything right but it'll take time to get better.
>>535378117Alcohol.
>>535378117https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=f-xwMSCdnW4
>>535378117Pretend you are killing and torturing the subhumans and traitors who did this to you until it becomes real.
>>535378500Where can I get Valium without playing mind games with a psychiatrist
Your average normal person is braindead goycattle. Our current society sucks, being a bit mentally ill after realizing this is a normal reaction. I'm offing myself in a couple of decades before I'm too old, and I will do the funniest thing.
>>535378117Gardening. Think of the physical world being linked to the spiritual world through symbols and metaphor. The 40k warp lore is closer to reality than you’d think. Think about where mysterious events are most likely to occur, ghosts, monsters, demons, angels. For example the ocean has many such stories. Why is that? Because it is an allegory for a threshold or a boundary place. When you sail the ocean you do so on the surface of the ocean. You’re not within the sea, but you’re not in the sky either. You are metaphorically half in and half out, and that’s why it’s easier to see weird shit there. Likewise with the desert which is a sea of sand. It’s why there are always desert prophets and revelations there. So apply that concept of connecting to the spiritual world through symbols and metaphor to gardening. When you garden you are connecting to nature and nurturing life. You check on them everyday, watching them grow from seed to flourishing life and fruiting. Just doing that will revitalize you, give you an intangible energetic aspect. More than that it metaphorically connects you back to our origin in the garden of Eden. So start gardening.
>>535378117I have completely overcome depression without meds as far as I'm concerned. I still have strife in the moment, but I keep myself floating via a net of routine. There's always something to get up for.However, I still get negative chemical dumps when minor things occur, even if I'm "all there" I get pumped full of whatever, and it's hard to stay in control. What now? I'll just wait for something to happen to me, I guess. I am a threat to myself and others, even if it only occurs once every three months.>>535378367This is also true. the majority of it can just be overcome with awareness. Narcissism is just blatant refusal of the truth, for example, and paranoia is no more than to believe your own assumptions without proper investigation. Many people don't try to remove themselves from the bad situations that cause issues, as well.
>>535378117You need vitamin z
>>535379136Nowhere
>>535378893france is the larp of history
>>535378117Alcohol. I really could've used help but it didn't work out. Now I just drink and try to avoid people.
>>535378208I don't look at gore but feel like op
> stop using external labels to define your state > explore religions non dogmatically> stick to some easy routine> yoga, gymnastic, walking, aroma therapy, prayer, meditation> try to stay away from this shithole
>>535379028thisalthough some mental conditions are worse than insanity
>>535378117>>535379020>>535379123https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=GtiSCBXbHAghttps://m.youtube.com/watch?v=qo89yIPXiBYhttps://m.youtube.com/results?sp=mAEA&search_query=Solfeggio
>>535378117Its a trip that once its made, its fucking level legendary difficult to come back to normalcy.
>>535380113bbbbased
>>535378367Honestly I fucking hope that's what it is
>>535378117meditation, you need to control your own mind.
>>535378117get off the internet. seriously. its a psycho to make you go insane. read a book you read in school but never fully understood. this place is toxic for your mind and soul.
i moved innawoods and that cured it
>>535380113Based dwemer tonal arquitect.
>>535380213psyop*, not psycho, baka
>>535378117In the land of the mad, the wise man is declared insane.
>>535378117Being a loner would be the worse thing in this situation. Only authentic human relationships can help you. That and God. Hang out with Orthodox monks.
>>535380253I stayed like two years staring and the sparce surroundings of a big park here in my city, i went there for two or 3 hours to drink a coffe afte midday eating,That healed me mostly.but before that you need to come back from Ganimedes fiest. And only smart and temaceous people can return back from places like that.
>>535378117you should take calming walks at night, randomly chasing women on the street and then, when you get close enough (but before they can pepper spray you), scream NIIIIIGGGGGEEEERRRRR at the top of your lungs, fleeing in the opposite direction.Wearing a Batman or a Dracula costume (to cover yourself with the cape when your turn around and run away) might also make the whole exchange more satisfying.
Buy a bicycle and don't eat or drink anything with an ingredient label for a few days.You are welcome.
>>535380618But i count my calories and weigh my food by gram. I need nutrition labels
>>535378117Genuinely see a psychiatrist. It won't be easy, and the first few medications they put you on will probably be total crapshoots, but if your brain chemistry is legitimately betraying you then the only way out of it is chemical as well. There is a lot you can do to help yourself that involves counseling, mindfulness, and building healthy habits. By all means, do those things too. But if you can't focus, or struggle with intrusive thoughts or delusions or the like, then at least a temporary stint of medication to help reset you and give you the breathing room to build those habits will help you.
>>535380681>i weigh my food by gramare you gay?or just fat
>>535380681Also drink water from natural fountains.this is extremely important.water purify and destroys toxic waste on your body.Today everything is poluted and tap water is literally jeet water.yes they are poisoning everything because we are ruled by demon niggers.
>>535378117Stop doing drugs, get a job, take a break from the internet, and socialize with real humans beans.
>>535380113https://soundquality.org/wp-content/uploads/2021/03/Musical_Cult_Control_A440_A432_Tuning_Standards_Dr_Leonard_Horowitz_SchemsCom_SoundQualityOrg.pdf
>>535378117>I don't even want money or a girlfriend anymore, I just want to feel like a normal personyeah thats the experience of living in a God-forsaken fuckhole. God is letting the subhuman amerifuck filth know a little bit about what hell feels like, as if to inb4 the tooth gnashing of the damned, "no one told me i would go to hell for murdering my baby, waterboarding muslims at guantanamo, believing everything the Christ-killers say"
>>535378739>flat erf
>>535378238
insanity is when you're conflicting your own morals with the bullshit that normies do. one thing that confuses normies is when you are legitimately oblivious to nonsensical drama. for instance>did you hear about __? wownah not really, anything interesting?>no, we cant go there anymore. didnt you hear?nah i didnt, whats going on? i just wanna pick up some supplies/foodliterally just dont entertain their nonsense. view it was you would teenage drama, because thats what it is
>>535380731LOLi aint seein/talkin to the mental jew
>>535381145I wasn't talking to you.
>>535381070I love that modern translations use fir dhukka normie substitutes like "stress" or "unsatisfacting" instead of just plain "suffering"
>>535378117Being well adjusted to a profoundly evil society is not a sign of sanity, anon.
>>535378117The Jews have got to you anon. It's okay, you should go shoot up a synagogue, this will own the libs, then you will feel better again.>>535378198>>535378208>>535378238>>535378367
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>>535378117no way out
>>535378117Im unironically the only sane person I know.
>>535381144pepo
>>535380731no idea how you hold beliefs this stupid probably cause we're on a website about anime and bbc
>>535378367there is a lot of overlapnot having the brainpower to imagine how other people feel is easy to mistake for knowing, not caring, and actually sociopathically manipulating people so you can kill them with easeoften it takes an expert to notice the subtle differences, but now that liberals are legally enforcing the right for their stupidity to be more valid than even a Nobel Prize winner's knowledge, all the "experts" think climate change is real, while actual proven experts have to hock their Nobel Prizes for enough money to survive
>>535380731Demonic trickery
>>535378117OP doesn't know 2030 will be like /pol/s Heavens Gate except with New Balances for Nikes
>>535378117>I don't even want moneyit gets stolen and you get replaced with migrants and indentures. only get rich quick schemes get any money> A faithful man shall abound with blessings: but he that maketh haste to be rich shall not be innocent.while the faithful man gets evicted and lives in his car>or a girlfriendtheyre all whores until theyre infertile. they all reserve the right to be frigid and murder your baby, and if you think the relationship will improve if you can somehow convince her to be a Christian and have a baby, now you get to find out the best kept secret of marriage in america, how divorce works
>>535378117The world is fucked up anon. Whats more insane is burying your head in the sand and pretending everything is fine when it's never been more obvious it's not. Stay aware of the world but don't let it convince you to give up.
>>535381204you are now murikkkunthows talking to schlomo goldstein goin for ya?KEK
>>535378117I think it's mostly about deciding you don't give a fuck about your mental constraints and doing a first step, then another and then another. You may think small changes are unimportant but it's all about the snowball effect. Just do things, think less and eventually you will be reborn anew.
>>535378117>>535378117>>535378117I SNEEDED INSIDE OF EPSTEIN'S BUSSY WHILE CHARLIE KIRK STOOD AND WATCHED https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AvtojtJmdZ4 Discipline Song discipline car meme redlight UPAST (Ultra Slowed)IT'S ANUDDAH SHOAH IT'S ANUDDAH SHEOL
>>535378739>>535378739>>535378739>> SOL >> NEGRO K E K IS THAT WEIMERICAN CODE FOR THE BBC ANON [1x TYRONE'S SISSY CLITTY]
>>535379142Same. I dont think Ill even wait till 30s.Fuck this demon realm.
>>535382413>wignats worship a bbc sun
>>535378117>>535378117i told you you normalfaggots were way too fucking stupid and brown to be hereenjoy your psychosisno refunds
>>535382544>im le ending my non-demonic vessel to own the demons from a different dimension who have no chance at winning
>>535378117Woman denying you love is the only thing to make some one mentally unwell
>>535380731>see a psychiatristimplying that anon has healthcare and would only need the 20$ copay. but if anon had a good job with healthcare, what is anon complaining about?
>>535382658>>535382658Trust me, Im pretty demonic too.I dont know who waits at the other side, if anyone waits, but even moreso, curious about it.You on the other hand, enjoy larping with self-improvements, drugs or fe(males) or whatever helps you to cope.Im done with this shit. In the clown world prior 2020 at least we had some kind of hope, kikes unleashed the demon world and thought it was a good idea. Good for them I guess. Quite horrific for goyim masses, to put it bluntly.
>>535382804it is maddening that in the k shaped society the elite fuck all the women and any woman who looks at a non elite man thinks shes doing him such a favor that any amount of abuse is justified. meanwhile elite men get divorce raped and their kids grow up fatherless and get trooned out too. but you are perfectly justified in looking at the man whose baby was kidnapped that at least he wasnt murdered and the man whose baby was murdered that doesnt matter had sex
>>5353809251/2“One cannot deny the Jews a certain virtuoso talent for musical reproduction. In the dark races, the emotional, the fantastic, and the basely sensual-passionate elements predominate—qualities that can escalate into an intoxication of the senses, indeed even to the point of animalistic savagery. Such an innate disposition endows the artist with something captivating and enthralling—indeed, something demonic. For this reason, such musical virtuosos are found precisely among the lower races—among Negroes and Gypsies; yet their expression is soulless, and their impact terminates in the realm of the senses, serving only to arouse and seduce them; the music of the dark races is eroticism. An unparalleled struggle for existence against ice and night compelled the Nordic man toward an extreme, austere exertion of strength and a profound turning inward; his meager earthly existence awakened a yearning for a Beyond; the path there led through the depths of his inner self; from that source grew his faith, his confidence, and his strength. From these depths—and penetrating back into them—flows the power of tones. For him, music becomes the outward voicing and resonance of otherwise inexpressible spiritual processes; within him, music functions like religion: both represent for him the ultimate, the highest, and the deepest realities; their fundamental characteristic and ultimate goal are purification and purity. To him, music holds significance only when it elevates and purifies.”
>>5353833642/2“Consequently, from German souls springs almost exclusively serious music; and where the fair-haired man succeeds in creating cheerful music, its hallmark is a childlike purity and chastity. It is impossible to find a composer of German blood who ever intended—or was even capable of conceiving—the erotic agitation of the blood and senses. Enveloped by the realm of tones, the soul detaches itself from the awareness of its earthly ties: a pure yearning and reaching-out toward a lofty goal—a goal unattainable through mere intellectual deliberation, but accessible only through the immersion of one’s sensibility in a felt sense of All-Being—in God. Music is the consecration of the heart: Bach, Beethoven, and other consecrated spirits are its priests. Thus do we Germans feel and desire music; and is ‘Jewish music’ supposed to be capable of satisfying this yearning? If anywhere, then surely in this realm, the attempt by the ‘Negro-blooded Jew’ to foist himself upon us constitutes the grossest insensitivity or sheer audacity. We concede to him a talent for music—such as he feels and requires; yet German musical creation he can neither grasp nor produce—for that, he would need to possess a German soul. What he does bring forth, however, remains alien to us; it neither touches nor reaches us in the slightest, but rather repels us. German and Jewish music are polar opposites.”Theodor Fritsch, The Handbook of the Jewish Question (29th ed.), 1923; (google auto-translate)
>>535383397german original:1/2„Ein gewisses Virtuosen-Talent für musikalische Reproduktion läßt sich den Juden nicht absprechen. In den dunklen Rassen überwiegt das Gefühlsmäßige, das Phantastische und niedrig-sinnlich Leidenschaftliche, das zum Empfindungsrausche, ja bis zur tierischen Wildheit sich steigern kann. Solche Anlage verleiht dem Künstler etwas Bestrickendes und Hinreißendes, ja Dämonisches. Darum finden sich gerade unter niederen Rassen, unter Negern und Zigeunern, derartige Musik-Virtuosen; ihr Ausdruck ist aber seelenlos, ihre Wirkung endet im Sinnlichen, um es zu reizen und zu verführen; die Musik der Dunklen ist Erotik. Den nordischen Menschen zwang ein beispieloser Daseinskampf mit Eis und Nacht zu äußerster herber Kraftentfaltung und Verinnerlichung; das karge Diesseits weckte die Sehnsucht nach einem Jenseits; der Weg dorthin ging durch die Tiefe des Innern; von dort wuchsen ihm Glauben, Zuversicht, Stärke. Aus dieser Tiefe und wiederum in sie dringt die Macht der Töne. Für ihn wird Musik zur Austonung und Austönung sonst unaussprechlicher seelischer Vorgänge; in ihm wirkt Musik wie Religion: beide sind ihm Letztes, Höchstes und Tiefstes; ihr Grundzug und Ziel sind Reinigung und Reinheit.“
>>535382949>kikes unleashed the demon worldthe sluts saw that they would lose the right to murder and kidnap and enslave and commit adultery, and stopped the deportations to raise wages and lower housing costs so they would have migrants to vote for their right to party
Well, who gets to tell you what normal is, and how much you have to pay to be it
>>5353834252/2„Ihm bedeutet Musik nur dann etwas, wenn sie erhebt und läutert. Deshalb quillt aus deutschen Seelen fast nur ernste Musik; wo dem Blonden die heitere gelingt, ist ihr Kennzeichen kindliche Reinheit und Keuschheit. Es ist unmöglich, einen deutschblütigen Tondichter aufzufinden, der gewollt und verstanden hätte, Blut und Sinne erotisch aufzuwühlen. Vom Reich der Töne umfangen, löst die Seele sich vom Bewußtsein ihrer irdischen Zusammenhänge: reines Hiniübersehnen und -fühlen nach einem Höhenziel, das durch kein Ergrübeln erreichbar wird, sondern nur durch Versenken des Empfindens in ein erfühltes All-Sein, in Gott. Musik ist Weihe des Herzens: Bach, Beethoven und andere Geweihte sind ihre Priester. So fühlen und so wollen wir Deutsche Musik; und diesen Drang sollte Juden-Musik stillen können? Wenn irgendwo, so ist der Versuch des negerblütigen Juden, sich auf diesem Gebiet uns aufzudrängen, plumpste Fühllosigkeit oder Frechheit. Wir gestehen ihm Begabung für Musik zu, wie er sie fühlt und braucht; deutsche Tonschöpfung kann er weder fassen noch geben — dazu müsste er eine deutsche Seele haben; was er aber hervorbringt, ist uns fremd, berührt und erreicht uns gar nicht, stößt uns ab. Deutsche und jüdische Musik sind polare Gegensätze.“Theodor Fritsch, Handbuch der Judenfrage (29. Aufl.), 1923
>>535378117What you are experiencing is normal, anon, and it is what we call enlightenment in various esoteric traditions.Money is not real. It is a system of deception created by parasites to deceive people. If you are suddenly awakening to this game, and you see the consequences of such a system unfolding, and how it is directing everything off a cliff, you will naturally begin to see how everyone’s mind in society is completely occupied.People become the product of their environment. If they are groomed and conditioned from birth to embrace the lies they are sold, then when you become free, you will never again be able to enjoy the company of the slaves trapped in the cage.It is a one-way trip out.What’s more, women become absolutely repugnant as you see their minds working. You see their nature. Girlfriends become whores. No matter what happens, every aspect of the culture, every aspect of life, is bound in chains with this poisonous ideological thought prison.You will naturally turn to drugs, and then they will say — the gatekeepers of society — that the drugs were the problem, not the fact that the world operates as one big open-air human trafficking and slavery state.People will cope with religions and create stories to deal with where they are.You’re in hell, my dude. This is where we are. Accept it. It’s easier once you know.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AbqtpUHnXrc
Your gut biome is fucked. Fast for two days, eat or drink no sugar for three weeks. Also don't go to bed late, it screws with your mood. Always go to bed at the same time even on the weekend. It makes work much easier on Monday.
>>535378117its just the beginning of you becoming a real man. you wont ever escape the grim reality fo things & the enourmous pressure with distractions like alcohol, drugs etc., thats for faggots, in the end you will learn to bear it, & bear it effortlessly.
go on vacation, stop following politics, get into sports have fun
>>535378117Nothing can defeat me. Higher pressure will only turn me from black coal into the hardest diamond. I'm super sane. The mental illness has no power over me. I am the master here.
>>535383671Follow more politics make sense of all of it, become culturally relevant
These demoralization threads are getting worse. And ever so desperate the only ones demoralized is the minimum wage jew shills. Start meeting your kpi's tranny shills your work sucks.
>>535382949at least entertain the thought that the earth is flat
>>535378895Pffft
>unmedicated mentally ill people giving advice to other mentally ill people
embrace it
>>535378117> I just want to feel like a normal personYou are a failed normie, you will never be a normie and will be able to relate to normies and be friends with them. Stop being a coward and embrace your autism
>>535378117Ive just accepted being insane and let other people deal with it
>>535378117I'm fine.
>>535378117goynip
>>535378117Get out in nature anon. Far from the city if possible, like proper hiking trails.
>>535378117I do what Winston Churchill did.I lay bricks.8 hours a day of brick laying should do the trick.People who only use their mind need a break from it by doing physical activity.
>>535378208The gore wears off, i even regret deleting my gore folder.
>>535378117Read philosophy. Your consciousness is too compressed. You can also take drugs but you'd still be a retard.
>>535378117repent and apply for a new conscience to Jesus Christ.
>>535378117try sleeping on the sidewalk next to the others. you're going to start wanting money again.
>>535378739>>535382614youre just a low level satanist, repent and get real the wisdom of God
>>535378117I theorize most mental illness that develops after birth is actually spiritual sickness. Essentially, you need Jesus.
>>535383477This is just nihilistic midwittism. Which esoteric tradition considers disdain for life and becoming a junkie "enlightenment"?>You’re in hell, my dude. This is where we are. Accept it.Only hormonally imbalanced 14 year olds think this way. You don't know anything.
>>535378367If a dumb person realized how dumb they are, would that fix anything?
>>535378117I was born with mental derangement so I don’t know any better
>>535378117>becoming
>>535378117i just goon, melting away my brain cells have never felt so goood. I swear edging for hours every day literally makes you retarded you should try it if life is unbearable
>>535380174well you never elaborate so its safe to say you are full of shit/thread
No. Please treat your mind delicately.
>>535383169I'm sure you'd like to believe that but over 60% of first marriages do not end in divorce. Occam's Razor: maybe you're just vile and unlovable.
>>535378117Alcohol
>>535378367Based truthteller
>>535390379>>535389226you wrote this one too didnt you?
>>535378117>becoming mentally insane>I don't even want money or a girlfriend anymore,Could've just said you're gay
>>535378117Watch the movie 12 Monkeys, that should help.
>>535378117>>535378739>>535385695:)Madness?https://youtu.be/6G1LUSLDCA0https://youtu.be/sXFIgpLQvzchttps://youtu.be/SOJSM46nWwohttps://youtu.be/Pnp-vIrNaYchttps://youtu.be/bGAZp3K5fjUhttps://youtu.be/9XwZdl3YfjIhttps://youtu.be/H3qYN45eea0https://youtu.be/wHAibE2EO8ghttps://youtu.be/qc7fG_Ygqr8
>>535379908You look at other stuff then, just stop
cheer up, fag
